#loud thoughts

[beccawise7]

Late nights.

Quiet world.

Loud thoughts.

~beccawise7💜🖤

[lynne84]

There are patterns everywhere, in the shifting skies, upon the enduring earth , or floating among the astral expanse. It only takes a moment to see it, but even in the stars, I can still see myself and my ever changing story beside their humble places in the untamed universe.

[loud-thxughts]

My masterpiece

[beyond4music]

Sleep’n Swans 🦢 💤

[un-felt]

Something turned off

I’m hollow inside

So numb I can’t feel

The tears that slip down my face

“It’s okay”

That’s my refrain

But truth is I’m losing my mind

Spent hours lost in my own name

The fragments I can barely recall

Something's wrong

I’m not even here

Like my body’s a ghost I observe

The thoughts scream

Though I’m silent

My mind’s a relentless storm

I search for my earphones

Half an hour passes—

They’ve been on my ears all along

And I didn’t even feel it

I lie on my bed

Staring at the ceiling

Forgot to feed the dog again

What’s wrong with me

I’m so lost

But I can’t burden anyone

My head aches

And I can’t explain it happened again

I’m shutting down

For days or months who knows

I just want to close off

Inside and out

Don’t drown with me

I’m already guilty for being

[a-j-s-the-only]

You Shall Be My Roots

You shall be my roots and I will be your shade, though the sun burns my leaves.

You shall quench my thirst and I will feed you fruit, though time takes my seed.

And when I'm lost and can tell nothing of this earth you will give me hope.

And my voice you will always hear. And my hand you will always have.

For I will shelter you. And I will comfort you. And even when we are nothing left, not even in death, I will remember you.

-Mark Z. Danielewski, House Of Leaves, p. 565

@louudthoughts

[sours-grab-bag]

No Mana - Loud Thoughts

[ardent-reflections]

My head is a hive of words that won't settle.

Virginia Woolf

[womanredefined24]

I never realized how much work it can take me to stay in a positive headspace and mindset when having to create your paths of income. I have had to do a hell of a lot in the last few weeks that I never wanted to do, but have had to because it feels like it is part of my journey. I have recently been thinking a lot about the phrase, it is for you and not at you, and I don't know why this phrase has impacted me so much in the last few weeks, and maybe it is because my eyes have been opened so much in these last few weeks.

I am really hoping that this new venture I plan to take on will be the change I need to really end up where I want to be. I know that it will take a lot of hard work and dedication, but I am and have gone through so much in my life that, I feel the need to start doing something about it. Hopefully I can help those who need it just as much as I do.

[vocaloid-voidd]

My whole body is aching. I can’t anymore, why must suck so much?

[eternallynumb]

[daliathewitch]

Kay, acting like mother in that one situation, towards Arthur and his friendship with Lancelot

He's like: I don't like your new friend, I'll be honest. I can feel there's something wrong with him a HUNDRED KILOMETERS away. You should be really careful, boy, I'm telling you this friendship of yours won't lead to anything good🙄

And after the horrible events:

You see? See?! I told you that and I was right all along! Gosh, why don't you ever listen to me? Oh, there there, don't cry now. You'll find someone better I guarantee that. (Secretly planning to destroy that bitch, who made his precious child cry)

[pollenallergie]

Thinking of Billy Knight singing along to My Girl by The Temptations whilst he’s making you and his baby girl breakfast (me and Bex have already confirmed that he’s a girl dad. don’t agree? go argue with the wall). He’s so comfortable around the two of you - his little family, the loves of his life, you and the beautiful daughter you blessed him with - that he even gets a bit goofy with it, singing into the spatula he’s using to flip things over as they cook, swaying his hips slightly off-beat, shimmying his shoulders as he leans in to serenade his jovial little princess, pausing his singing to quickly place a kiss on her cute little nose. Billy switches between serenading you and his lovely baby girl, giving you both the attention you deserve. His singing voice is nowhere near as good as David Ruffin’s, at least not when he’s singing so loudly and, frankly, ridiculously (he sounds much better when his tone is all soft and sweet and hushed, when he sings in that low, sweet voice he uses to sing your daughter to sleep every night, that one that never fails to make you melt), but you both love the silly show he’s putting on for you regardless.

[loud-thxughts]

Loewe Campo Biker Boots Flower Beads

[beyond4music]

Sleep’n Swans

[a-j-s-the-only]

I had you with me today

“You’re the prettiest here. Not just on the outside, but on the inside.”

I ate the last bite on my plate