#man it’s been forever since I’ve been on this blog and fandom

[miraculouslyoverrated]

UR ALIVVEEEEEEE OMG YAY

I LIVE!!!!!

[sleep-0-deprived]

Since you don't mind writing for any fandom. Can i ask for Pip Bernadotte x Male reader?

I don't mind what you will write about it as long as there's Pip with MR ^^

(Can i also be your 💚 anon?)

Pip Bernadotte with male reader headcannons

So if I’m being honest I have no clue what MR means and it’s been forever since I’ve watched hell sing so this might be a little inaccurate and I do hope you don’t mind if I’d did it in head cannon form Im just better at these and last thing I did include some NSFW in here so I hope you enjoy anon 💚

Female aligned dni this is an 18+ only blog

Pip Bernadotte and you do face a lot of criticism about you two being together during that era but pip could not care any less about that because in his eyes you are perfect regardless of gender.

Since pip has a lot of violence in his work he prefers to spend time with you at home or sweet dates but they always end in steamy action because of pip’s dirty mind.

Pip also likes to keep you far away from his job because he doesn’t want anything to happen to you, but if you do somehow work with him expect a lot of dirty jokes and touching when people aren’t around.

When the two of you are at home alone he likes to be close to you to the point where he has to be torn off and if you say anything he will definitely turn it into a joke and at the same time he is just very happy and touch starved.

Pip shows lots of love and affection because his love language is physical touch and he is not afraid to be touchy with you around people but he will definitely pretend he did nothing if someone questions him being touchy with you.

NSFW

In bed pip is a little bit more serious key word a little bit because he will still be giddy and smile a lot and at the same time he is more serious with you.

Pip is a soft dom that loves to give more than receive this man will worship your body and kiss and suck gentle hickeys up and down your body and play and tease you over and over, he will get you to your edge and then move to another part.

Pip also is big into praising you like saying things like “good boy, your doing so well, just like that, etc.” he will also say sly remarks to you if he sees you all fucked out like “your already going limp or c’mon yo can do better than that”

Pip likes when you wear Lingerie or tight clothes that show your skin because he likes seeing the bite marks he left on you that shows you are his

[hangmanshoney]

suuuper late uploading this bc I’ve had my new name for a little while now, but I figured new name, new pinned post - better late than never - so here we go!

Hi hey hello, welcome to my brain dump for a multiverse of fandoms!

*updated january 2024*

about me & this blog:

current era: glen powell (with a lil tom cruise still too)

current obsession(s): a certain bunch of fictional naval aviators (what’s new?), also apparently both real & fictional men from Texas.

current love(s) of my life: glen powell, monica barbaro & jake lockett.

current OTP’s: sereshaw/hangster, hannix, tarlos, chenford, brettsey, buddie.

OG / forever OTP’s: upstead, hawkami, rollisi, stellaride, jamko, ellick, tiva, madney, bathena, spoby.

content you may see here:

shows/movies

- chicago fire (hawkami, brettsey & stellaride trash + carver my beloved, holding up the universe)

- chicago pd (upstead trash forever & always - no matter how bad the writers are screwing them over!)

- top gun + maverick (basically my entire personality at this point, unapologetically a slut for jake seresin (cheers bestie @callsign-fangirl!) but also have a lil soft spot for mav, roo & bob!)

- 911 (buddie trash here + maddie buckley & may grant are my icons)

- 911: lonestar (tarlos are my babies & marjan is my queen)

- law & order: svu (rollisi are my babies, forever and always)

- criminal minds (still catching up but already unapologetically in love with derek morgan & spencer reid)

- bones (literally adore the jeffersonian gang & this show kinda blows my mind?)

- gilmore girls + a year in the life (jess mariano supremacy!)

- the rookie (in my chenford feels on a daily basis)

- csi vegas (my newest obsession - rapidly falling head over heels for josh folsom but also fully on the allie-josh ship train!)

- law & order: organised crime (elliot stabler’s reprisal got me hook, line & sinker and i never looked back)

- blue bloods (lil bit in love with the whole reagan clan but jamie has my heart)

- greys anatomy (merder & slexie forever and always, little grey my beloved!)

- ncis (forever in my ellick/tiva era)

- fbi

- pretty little liars

- gossip girl OG (my first tv show addiction, never gets old)

- gossip girl reboot

- succession

people

- tom holland (despite the name change he’s still my love, here for all the content I can get!)

- tom cruise (an obsession that came from nowhere & took over my life)

- glen powell (loml, my fave texas boy, my little pilot man)

- monica barbaro (my love, my angel, my queen)

- miles teller (feral for this man, pornstache n all!)

- lewis pullman (sweet lew lew my love)

- jesse lee soffer

- jake lockett (the texas men obsession continues)

- richard madden (bodyguard, rocketman, cinderella - you name it i’m here for it)

- chris evans (marvel, defending jacob, knives out - again, you name it i’m here for it)

- aaron taylor johnson (recently re-obsessed thanks to bullet train but I’ve been crushing since like 08 so I’m here for the long haul)

- sebastian stan

- andrew garfield (the first spiderman I ever loved, my first marvel crush)

- zendaya (girl crush all day every day)

- harry styles

- joe jonas

- brad simpson

- taron egerton (kingsman / rocketman mostly)

- shawn mendes

bands

- the vamps

- jonas brothers

franchises

- marvel (avengers / tasm era - spiderman / captain america / black widow mostly + all things bucky barnes)

- one chicago

- law & order

- mission: impossible

As always, like / comment / drop me a message if we have any fandoms in common, always looking to see new content on my feed & interact with new people. Feel free to reach out & I’ll give you a follow.

All the love, chloe✌️💕

[neversetyoufree]

Ok I cackled at your dgm vnc meme — priceless 😂😂 It’s been years since I’ve read dgm I can only remember it was on hiatus forever, you do know if it’s still actually continuing? Also thank you for this blog, you have such great insight and I love reading your theory posts 👌

(The meme)

First of all, thank you!! I'm so glad you like my vnc posts :).

As for Dgm, yes, it's continuing! The giant hiatus that everyone remembers actually ended way back in 2015. It's been in more or less continuous serialization since then. It's just being serialized really slowly.

Due (I think) to Hoshino's continuing health issues impacting the speed she can work at, D.Gray-man is currently being published in a quarterly magazine. This means there are 4 new chapters per year (in January, April, July, and October). We've gotten 28 new chapters in the past 8ish years.

However, despite this snail's pace, post-hiatus D.Gray-man is still, like, really good. The most recent chapter as of writing this, 247, is genuinely one of my all time favs. And the art is utterly gorgeous!

The very newest chapters can be harder to find, but if you're interested, I know that everything up to the most recent chapter is on this manga site. (Though I've never opened that site on a device without adblock, so I'm not sure how safe it is in that regard). The sad clown fandom will be happy to welcome you back :).

[mymunefanartaccount]

OMG HI! ( I saw that everyone who texts you starts like this so I'll start like that too lol sorry- )

I'm so excited and I don't feel like sending this to you jkajska

Mune was also part of my childhood and I got completely addicted to it again about 2 years ago XD

I'm so happy to see that someone else is completely crazy about this beautiful masterpiece like me 💖💖 haha

It's good.... your arts are ABSURDLY PERFECT MAN!!! THE BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE GEITO HOW YOU DRAW THE CHARACTERS IS SO PERFECT

I can't stop watching the 3 animations you've already made of them!! With one of them I laughed so hard the first time I saw it my cousin said I was crying laughing lol 💀

Sorry if I'm being more of an idiot and I really loved watching what you do I hope you don't stop because you're really good at it! I really love seeing your perfect drawings they are the most beautiful things I've ever seen in my life!!

by the way... YOUR NEW AU YOU GUYS ARE DOING IS JUST PERFECT AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE MORE IF YOU CAN DO MORE 💖💖

i think i could praise you forever but i will control myself and stop kakansiamdiakdbtw I have like a hundred ideas to suggest to you for u drawing lol , but I don't want to bother you too much AND I'M TRYING TO ENSURE I DON'T SAY THEM ALL HERE IN THE SAME TIME KASNDIEMDJ

(Sorry, you can see that I'm pretty ridiculous right? XD)

well... i promise it's the last thing i'll say hahaha

its the AU you are making and... SIMPLY THE BEST AU I HAVE EVER SEEN

MAN... THINKING WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF NOTHING HAD WORKED OUT IN THE MOVIE WAS JUST GENIUS!!! YOU ARE AWESOME MAN!!! SORRY AGAIN IF I'M HUMBLE YOU AGAIN BUT I CAN'T STOP PRAISE YOU HAHAUAJSMJAKJDK

(sorry if I was too anxious or said stupid things, and that I really can't control myself sometimes X"D UUU and sory the i wrote text is soooo big- )

This made my day! Everything you said is part of why I made this account in the first place! I joined the fandom wishing there was more art and stories surrounding the characters and world. Then I finally got the idea to just start my own blog! I was a little nervous at first but then I saw how many people also wanted more art and stories in the fandom.

The animation is the most ironic part of it all because Mune is what inspired me to learn animation in the first place! As well as the use of color and saturation I like to use in my own art. Being able to use these skills to make the vines or animations feels like it’s all coming back full circle for me! Also I based the vines I’ve made so far off of @muneheadquarter compilations they made awhile back. They’re hilarious and I recommend giving them a watch.

I’m especially happy that you like my au because believe me when I say there is definitely more to come! I have made some changes since my first post and I’ve been trying to figure out what to post without spoiling too much of the story. What I can say is that I’ve decided to name it ‘Candlelight’.

I’m really glad you like my art and I’m glad you like my ideas and contributions. I hope I can inspire more people to share their ideas in the fandom!

Thank you for the lovely words!💖

[eternal-echoes]

May I know if you are a regular lay person like me who has a secular job but is deeply influenced by her Catholic faith? I follow your blog and I always look forward to your posts on religious and spiritual topics because they resonate with me and reflect my own thoughts more closely than any of the other blogs I follow. Even that passage from the Psalms that you quoted on your blog info/description is the very same passage I picked as my theme during my canonical year in the novitiate. That is when I was still a religious. Having lived as a lay for 4 years since I left the convent, I've missed how I was able to talk and discuss freely about my faith and spirituality. I guess I'm sending you this ask because I'm looking for someone I can talk to about these things.

Yes I am a Catholic with a secular job. It’s a temporary job to help me pay the bills while going to grad school online.

I’m thankful for your message, anon. Sometimes I wonder if my blog has any impact on people. I tend to just post quotes that resonate with me that I find elsewhere (i.e. Instagram, Twitter, books I’ve read, etc.) and post it on here as a way to collect them like how people collect stamps. But sometimes I think it’s all pointless. So your message actually means a lot to me.

Psalm 119: 111:

"Your decrees are my heritage forever; they are the joy of my heart."

This Bible verse resonates a lot with me because my favorite argument for the existence of God is the argument from conscience, so I’ve always been interested in ethics (public policies not so much since those deals with man-made laws which can change according to circumstances).

You can always send me messages about the Faith, anon. And there’s a small Catholic community on here. Some even priests who have studied theology for years. So I think there will always be someone you can talk to on here.

Just bear with me through fandoms and some random rants I’d occasionally post. I try to have more arts and quotes posts than angry long posts so as not to turn people away but oh well. I can’t please everyone.

[endlesstwanted]

Hello internet!

This is Chase (endlesstwanted), and I thought I should start this blog with an introduction. I haven’t kept a blog in over a decade, so please bear with me while I figure out how all of this works. The essential info about me will be above the cut, because I’m an oversharer and I don’t know how long this will enventually be.

As I said, my name is Chase, I’m over 21 years old and currently studying a vocational course which I have no vocation for. I’m in the CET time zone, based in Spain, and I like to think I’m bilingual even if my brain can’t keep up with Spanish half of the time (most of the content here will be in English). I am a non-binary trans, which influences how I view things and a friend said it would be good to mention. I’m also bisexual, which is a great excuse to be multishipper too. My sun sign is taurus, and my moon and rising signs are virgo.

My main interests are writing, languages and travelling (been all over Spain). I enjoy puzzles, funko pops, cinema, series and music. I’m not active in fandoms outside of Marvel, even though I like a lot of other media. For starters, I plan to use this blog for bingo stuff and to share what I write and post on Ao3.

Moving now onto the fandom talk, I entered the fandom world at eight years old with pop music. I then moved to tv shows when I watched Broadchurch and discovered Teen Wolf, to later follow punk rock bands and being introduced to concerts. I began being interested in cinema at the age of eighteen and eventually found Marvel a few years back.

I’m familiar with the MCU and X-Men films, and am slowly trying to find my way into the comics. I’m a multi-shipper (the rarest the pairs, the more interests I will get) and willing to read and write anyone I’m comfortable with.

That’s said, my favourite characters would have to be Bruce, Sam, Natasha, Clint and Bucky. I am fixated on others like Scott Summers, Sprite, the Peters (Maximoff, Parker, Quill, you name it), the Grandmaster, Justin Hammer and Remy Lebau (I’m into those who have no more than five scenes, as you see). My favourite projects (that I’ve watched so far) are The Amazing Spider-Man films, The Incredible Hulk, Wakanda Forever, Infinity War, Black Widow, Eternals, X-men Apocalypse and the Hawkeye series.

As I said I plan to keep this blog to share my writing and Bingo-related information. In case things go out of hand, please remember that my previous experience has been ten years on twitter, I feel in need of mentioning the other media I am fan of. This is a warning in case one day I wake up willing to fill my page with that, which you know, can happen.

I like a variety of cinema genres, going from thriller to comedy, even though I enjoy dramas the most and I’m a huge fan of Spanish cinema as well. The films I need to mention now are the ones that really got me into this world and hold a special place in my heart : the Scream saga, The Faculty, Deux Moi (French drama from 2019), Clue (1985), Marrowbone, Coherence, The Broken Circle breakdown, The Birds, and Breakfast at Tiffany's.

Talking about series now, everything has been non-stop since discovering Teen Wolf until now, with a few years gap I used to go to concerts and consume the MCU an embarrassing amount of times. The ones that have shaped me as a person are The Night Shift, Leverage, The Society, Sneaky Pete, Stitchers, On My Block, Code Black, Hunters and New Amsterdam. I’m currently watching the Chicago-verse series after watching a bunch of episodes on tv with no idea of what was going on because they played eight a night, I’ve just started Chicago Med.

As far as music goes, I thought to mention the people that have literally raised and/or been an inspiration for me at some point: 5sos, Demi Lovato, Taylor Swift, Sam Smith and Chase Atlantic. 

The list goes on and on but you don’t want me to bore you with the Spanish’s pop artists, music contests, and all the things I said I’ve recovered from and I haven’t.

If you’ve got to this point, thank you! I know I walk (write) a lot, so it’s good to know someone listening. Other sites I’m on are Ao3, TvTime, Letterboxd, NanoWriMo and Spotify.

Here you have a picture of Wanda, that is my latest addition on my funko collection ♥️ (do people use emojis in here?)

[cantstoptheimagines]

I posted 361 times in 2022

That's 203 more posts than 2021!

254 posts created (70%)

107 posts reblogged (30%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@cantstoptheimagines

@multifandomsimagine

@phillipas00

@makethiscanon

@darklesmylove

I tagged 361 of my posts in 2022

#0 - 358 posts

#cantstoptheimagines - 231 posts

#answered - 117 posts

#fun stuff - 95 posts

#reblogs - 86 posts

#hype woman yoshino - 41 posts

#requested - 18 posts

#ask games - 12 posts

#stranger things - 10 posts

#stranger things imagines - 9 posts

Longest Tag: 43 characters

#she ra and the princesses of power imagines

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Dating Them Would Include…

Summary — Headcanons for Tom Lucitor!

Requests ➳ Anonymous — Can I request a fluffy headcanon about Fluff relationship with his shy!gn!human! reader for Tom Lucitor (Star vs Force of Evil)? Please?? ~🐇 ➳ Anonymous — Can I request a fluffy imagine with prompts: “Don’t be shy.” and “They’re going to love you, don’t worry!” about Tom Lucitor (Star vs Force of Evil) introduces his shy!gn!human! reader to his parents at his Lucitor family lake house and Wrathmelior is all over her? Hint: Wrathmelior really takes to like his shy!gn!human! reader because of their sweet and gentle personality. I live for flustered Tom! 💕 ~ 🐇 ➳ Anonymous — Hello! 😊 Can I request a fluffy cuddling headcanon with his shy!gn!human! reader for Tom Lucitor (Star vs Force of Evil)? I live for flustered Tom! 💗 Please?? ~🐇

Warnings & Other Tags ➳ Pure fluff; mentions of kissing; Tom is the Prince of the Underworld and all that; I haven’t watched this show in forever.

Notes ➳ Reader is gender neutral (they/them). ➳ Multiple requests were combined for this one since they were so similar.  ➳ “Don’t be shy.” ➳ “Don’t worry! They’re going to love you!”

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289 notes - Posted September 17, 2022

#4

RBF (Gally | The Maze Runner)

Summary — You’ve always been rather intimidating, especially to Greenies. It doesn’t help that you seem to have a constant looming shadow by the name of Gally. 

Warnings & Other Tags ➳ Comedy; Thomas being scared of the Reader; basically, you and Gally are an incredibly intimidating couple (icon status, really).

Notes ➳ Reader is gender neutral (they/them) and is referred to as being shorter than Gally.

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293 notes - Posted April 15, 2022

#3

Honeymoon (Walter DeVille | The Invitation)

Summary — It’s your first night as Walt’s new wife.

Warnings & Other Tags ➳ Potential spoilers for The Invitation; literally just pure fucking smut because I’m a slut for this man; mentions of vampirism (including smoking hot Thomas Doherty fangs, biting, blood, etc.); themes of ‘Predator vs Prey’; cursing; far too much usage of ‘my love’; Evie is stronger than me because I would have agreed to be Walter’s wife in a heartbeat, no questions asked.

Notes ➳ Reader uses feminine pronouns (she/her). 

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561 notes - Posted September 17, 2022

#2

Cupcake (Billy Hargrove | Stranger Things)

Summary — Billy confesses that he hasn’t celebrated his birthday in a long time.

Warnings & Other Tags ➳ Mentions of abuse, along with Billy’s mother; cursing; mentions of cigarettes and smoking; mentions of sex, but no actual smut; Billy being emotionally closed off; hurt/comfort, so tears will be shed; feeding Billy cake, I guess.

Notes ➳ Reader is gender neutral (they/them). ➳ Billy’s birthday is March 29, 1967.

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562 notes - Posted June 22, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Truce (Jacob Holland | The Sea Beast)

Summary — You and Jacob are forced to deal with one another for the sake of your respective crews’ sanities.

Requested by anonymous — I’ve done too much simping for Jacob and we need to turn the tables. Reader is a famous sea beast hunting captain and the Inevitable is in danger and Reader goes to help them cause of the code. They saves Jacob and he’s flustered about it and develops a crush on the Reader.

Warnings & Other Tags ➳ Fluff with a bit of steaminess (no smut though!); some cursing; (slight) enemies to lovers; flirtatious vibes, along with some friendly teasing; sailor slang; forced proximity (aka ‘There’s Only One Bed!’); mentions of alcohol (rum); a make out session; takes place ‘Pre-Red Journey’, so they’re still hunters; pirates, pirates, pirates, baby!

Notes ➳ Reader is gender neutral (they/them). ➳ Reader’s ship is named The Golden Plague. ➳ You can find a list of ‘Nautical Terminology’ at the end of this work.

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568 notes - Posted July 28, 2022

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[pyladeshungover]

intro post

Tara // 29 // Australia

she / her / hers

oops i got into hockey sorry guys

my url is from approximately 2013 when I was a les mis blog, and my pfp is athelstan from vikings in a flower crown because that was cool in 2015. title is from the boat that rocked. I've been here forever.

i'm very not normal about sidney crosby, matthew tkachuk, travis konecny, and nolan patrick

i'm slightly more normal but still unhinged about claude giroux and jamie drysdale

i do occassionally lb the hockey - pens lb, flyers lb, sometimes panthers lb

23/24 stanley cup bracket (hope not belief):

tag lists also i do tend to be pretty good about tagging everything so if you blacklist nothing should slip through

I did not realise you can only access that page on desktop so:

FROM THE SELF my face; sort of - my face and my thoughts university life - university/college experiences adulthood - attempts to function as a successful adult millennials - the Adulthood Experience��� specific to millennials life is hard - depression tag so not straight - i am queer mine - shit i’ve made or drawn tumblr - i’ve been on this godforsaken website since i was 15 and i hate everything about that

RELIGION blessed is he who comes in the name of the lord - christianity jc and the boys - jesus and the apostles jc and the girls - ladies of the disciples upon this rock - history of, stories about, and images of the church do not be afraid - angels  your kingdom come - prophets, saints, and the apocalypse the old gods are dead - graeco-roman mythology folklore - local folk and fairy-tales 

WORLD AFFAIRS/CULTURE straya - things about Australia auspol - Australian politics uspol - US politics i’m a pathetic history major - general world and cultural history who likes bad jokes - especially awful attempts at humour words - poetry, quotes, literature reclaiming the women - feminist re-tellings of fictional women humanity - the good and incredible things about humans and community (also includes human and alien speculative fiction) christmas - i love christmas covid 19 - self explanatory 2020 - see above 2021 - mamma mia, here we go again 2022 - we’re three years into The Great Loneliness

FANDOM fandom / fanfic

# - 911 A - abfab B - brooklyn 99 / black books / beauty and the beast / birds of prey /buffy C - criminal minds / code black D - dirk gently / doctor who / disney / derry girls E - elementary F - firefly / fresh off the boat / friends / fleabag G - great british bake off / grace and frankie / greys anatomy / galavant / game of thrones / gilmore girls / the great / the good place H - holes / hunt for the wilderpeople / the hobbit / hannibal / hamilton / harry potter I - inside llewyn davis J - jurassic park / jesus christ superstar K - kingsman / killing eve L - lethal weapon / lucifer / lotr / les mis M - moulin rouge / mamma mia / moana / mad max / the man from u.n.c.l.e. / mindhunter / miss fisher’s murder mysteries / the marvelous mrs maisel N - narnia / nhl O - the office / the old guard / oitnb P - pushing daisies / parks and rec / the princess bride / psych / the prince of egypt / the parent trap / pirates of the caribbean / pride / prodigal son / phantom of the opera Q - queer eye S - spn / star wars / scrubs / the song of achilles / schitts creek / santa clarita diet / six the musical T - teen wolf / twilight / to all the boys i’ve loved before / U - umbrella academy V - vikings / venom W - what we do in the shadows / the witcher / wonder woman X - xfiles

HOCKEY nhl hrpf the rituals are intricate (n-h-is-for-for-homosexuality-l) they’re so stupid 🥹 (memes) hockey narratives hockey art hockey poetry hockey vid edit

Players (i’m in the process of switching old tags to initialsjerseynumber and have to wait for my queue to go through before they’re complete) -

include but are not limited to: am34 auston matthews / an39 nedeljkovic / ao8 ovi / bm63 brad marchand / bt7 brady tkachuk / cb98 connor bedard / cg28 giroux / cm97 mcdavid / ek65 erik karlsson / em71 geno / jd9 jamie drysdale / jh86 jack hughes / jj68 jaromir jagr / js1 jeremy swayman / kl58 letang / ld29 leon draisaitl / lh43 luke hughes / maf29 flower / mt19 matthew tkachuk / mm16 mitch marner / nh13 nico hischier / np19 nolpat / qh43 quinn hughes / rg27 ryan graves / sc87 sid /tj35 jarry / tk11 travis konecny / ts91 seguin / ts18 tim stutzle / tz11 trevor zegras / wg99 wayne gretzky

Other player tags - hughes bros / love thy goalie 

Ships - tknp / sidgeno / drygras / mattdrai / brioux / mike likes jeff but jeff loves mike / swaymark

Teams - bruins / ducks / flyers / gritty / leafs / oilers / pens / sens / stars / yotes

Liveblogging semiregularly - pens lb

Liveblogging very occassionally -  flyers lb / sens lb / panthers lb

[klappertart]

how this all started (weeb edition)

This is a preface of some random writing posts I’m gonna do next... about anime... and why I develop a certain “taste” in stories (LOL)

When I made this blog way back in 2011, I didn’t like Japanese pop culture AT ALL. I just thought most anime fan are degenerates, and so is the source media. But my mom made me and my sister watch Ghibli movies in the next year, and it kinda changed my view about Japanese (and East Asian) media in general.

However, since Ghibli is pretty mild for “otaku culture”, the most view-changing media for me is Japanese RPG horror games I found in mid 2012, the first one is Ib. Then my sister downloaded Mad Father and The Crooked Man in 2013, and well. There’s no way out ever since.

My (non childhood titles broadcasted in TV) anime encounter was started from horror & intense animes, first was Another, then AoT, Tokyo Ghoul in 2014. The one left the most impression for me was AoT, it surely deserve its fame today. However I was kind of traumatized (LOL) since I actually hate gore and blood, so I tried to find milder titles that aired that season. First time I actually watching anime was from Crunchyroll App and I found SAO II. It may sounds silly, but SAO helped me forgetting the horror of AoT XD

While SAO wasn’t my first anime series like most people, it did one of the first. So I was pretty invested with that series, and the fandom as well. That’s when I found Noragami which also aired in the same season... and one of the most impactful title for me as well. It was in 2016 and I remember how I read SAO light novels. In late 2015 I also started doing digital painting and need new fandoms to draw, as well as started reading Webtoons = my introduction to Korean media.

Thanks to SAO, I also found some references regarding a famous character called Saber from a franchise named Fate Series. I was confused what’s with the weird names?? But the characters look intriguing and there’s this artist I follow who keeps drawing Fate fanarts (and they’re look really cool) so I tried to join the bandwagon by started watching Fate/Zero in late 2016 AND BOY IT CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER. FATE/ZERO LIFTED THE WHOLE ANIME STANDARD FOR ME... EVERYTHING FEELS SO BLAND AFTER I WATCHED IT... and so... I tried to consume every Fate media I can found for free (and no, not the H) until I ran out of them and... Installed FGO for the first time in March 2017.

I’ve been in Fate fandom and never, ever recovered ever since. I no longer following SAO, even when Eugeo arc was aired in 2018. I’m stuck in Fate hell. I tried to watch more seasonal animes and some considered “classics” but none can hold a candle from my impression of Fate/Zero. I started joining comic cons with friends as seller.

However, while up until now I still can’t move on from Fate/Zero, there are several anime titles I can confidently say very enjoyable. And most of them are not even from “big titles” (they have good ratings, but not THAT popular), this is what I’m gonna write in my next posts.

[multiverse-mxdness]

i’m just gonna start typing thoughts that are swirling in my mind feel free to skip

but like the thought about moving on has been just stalking in the corner recently

and there’s so many layers to this

like i’ve never been a fandom for this long except for 1 and even that one, which is the flash even then i never was in the fandom i just kinda watched it religiously but i never sought out content like there is for criminal minds and i never made my own content 🧍🏻‍♂️ and i wonder if that has something to do with tumblr

like would i still be this deep in the fandom if it wasn’t for tumblr? i’m always consuming content on here which i think is keeping the ember lit

and i genuinely love all the connections i’ve made and friendships, and i don’t want to lose those, some of the people i’ve met on here i want to keep in my life ya know and i feel like that’s probably another layer

and a huge other layer would be like the discord, how do you run a discord for a fandom you wouldn’t even be in anymore

but like january 2021 me, never in a million years would think this is where i would be when i decided to watch a show about fbi profilers 😭

so many of the criminal minds moots i had on tiktok moved on and chilling and thriving and they used to be so invested in the fandom, like were writing and editing and all the jazz and they’re not now and idk maybe it’s my time to do the same

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ok so that’s been sitting in my drafts since april 8th 🫣 and then i see this on tiktok like 3 days ago may 11

and it’s just like??? this is literally my thoughts made into a video, like i’m graduating in literally a week and i have been living and thriving and been having so much fun but then i go on my phone and i’m like man i haven’t even thought about cm or making/putting out content today

and i feel bad because i literally feel like i’m letting 900 of you all down

but like i said when i wrote this the first time.. it just looks so freeing

and i’ve always known since the beginning this wasn’t going to be a forever thing that’s why i used a pseudonym, plus i plan on going into a career in the public eye and ya know 🧍🏻‍♂️ my cm blog coming up at an audition would just be 🫣🫠

pls its all so conflicting and talk abt first world problems holy ballz

idk i just have so many thoughts swirling my head 24/7

[flourgirl]

Comeback Story

Prologue to “Be My Mistake”

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Summary: Everything seems perfect between you and Peter until someone moves in down the hallway.

Word Count: 400-ish

Warnings: Domestic bliss, but lots and lots of angst to come.

A/N: I’m a liar. I don’t know how many times I’ve said I’m done with my hiatus, but I felt inspired and so here’s a thing! Hope you stuck around and please enjoy <3

"Some like to imagine The dark caress of someone else, I guess any thrill will do" -Someone New, Hozier

From the moment he moves in, you feel the dynamic between you and Peter shift forever. Blonde curls frame an aggravatingly handsome face and you undoubtedly recognize the boy that’s moving in down the hall as Harry Osborn. If the Daily Bugle is right and he really has two billion dollars to his name, what the hell is he doing moving into your shitty apartment building?

You and Peter peek your heads outside of your door into the hallway, watching as he brings box after box up the stairs, and you wonder how he plans to fit everything into the tiny place.

“Maybe he owns the building,” Peter shrugs, leaving you to eavesdrop by yourself. It’s a Saturday morning and the two of you have no plans other than scrambling some eggs and working on the Animal Crossing island that you share. Homework wouldn’t become a priority until tomorrow night, when Peter would scramble to his lab and you’d sit at home, chipping away at your senior thesis.

You shut the door and peek over your boyfriend’s shoulder as he stirs the egg whites and yolks together, watching as they form small curds, just the way you like them. He actually prefers them sunny side up, but he loves you, and he’s too lazy to cook eggs two different ways, so that’s how breakfast is always made.

“I guess that would make sense,” you say, wrapping your arms around Peter’s waist and breathing in the clean scent of his t-shirt. It’s been your favorite smell ever since the two of you started dating. “But why live here?”

“Don’t worry about it, Y/N,” he sighs, making sure the stove is turned off before turning to kiss you on your forehead. “You’re too nosy. Very, very cute, but nosy.”

He’s right. You have a tendency to insert yourself into things that are none of your business, which is actually how the two of you met. But to be fair, between his loud grunts and the sounds of cleaning supplies crashing to the floor, somebody was bound to stumble upon Spider-Man changing out of his suit in the janitor’s closet. And Peter’s eternally thankful that it turned out to be the most beautiful girl he had ever laid his eyes on.

But the domestic bliss between the two of you is starting to get boring. So, when your insanely rich, insanely handsome, and insanely still-in-love-with-you-as-of-last-week’s-phone-call ex moves in only two doors down from you, you’re not sure what to make of it.

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[unholyplumpprincess]

Find Me Again

Wanted to write smth for Pyramid Head since I’ve always loved the big guy!!!

Summary: In an attempt to escape your ex, you crashed the vehicle you two were in. Instead, you wind up in a place that burns and smells of ash. You find an unlikely ally, and beloved companion amidst the nightmare and come to fall in love with that metal-headed executioner. But you wind up separated, only to come back to him in a new game, a new world, hosted by a spider-legged God. Or! In which you and Pyramid Head are a thing in Silent Hill and you get sent back to the outer world. Trying to hunt down Silent Hill again only to find yourself in the realm of Fog. And soon to meet an old friend again.

!!!Minors and ageless blogs do not like or reblog as this is an Adult work, please respect my boundary!!!

Reblogs > Likes! Please Reblog if you leave a like :D Esp if you wanna part two!

Fandom: Dead by daylight / Silent Hill

Relationship: Pyramid Head/Reader

Warnings: R18+/NSFT, canon typical violence, mentions of a virginity kink and corruption kink, Pyramid head man handles you (consensually), Reader is gender neutral and ambiguous, implied past abuse from readers ex

Words: 5k

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This wasn’t your first nightmare, but you sure hoped it was your last. 

This world had rules, it seemed. Fairly simple. A god-like being called The Entity wanted you all to play its twisted game. Even being fair enough to allow you Survivors to come back in one piece. Despite the agony of its spider-like claws and the hook impaling into your backs, forever leaving a scar. 

You weren’t helpless, none of you were. It was a fair game laid out. Get out, figure out if you were going to go back and save your teammates, or figure out if escaping was more important. Run from the killers that played your group like you were a sport for them. 

Hunters chasing game. 

In terms of high stakes, you like to think you’d had worse done to you. You’d been in a dark, foggy world once. You'd assumed it had been on accident as you inhaled the ash-filled world with your head spinning.

~Rest under the cut~

Your ex had not been the kindest, putting it lightly. A sick person they’d been. Gaslighting, abusive, not afraid to get physical with you. You two had been driving. And you remember just being so scared, suddenly so overwhelmed with this fear as they’d spoken to you. Telling you that you were really in for it when the car stopped. Words that sounded like a high shriek in your ears from your fear. 

You’d taken the wheel then from their hands, whipping it to the side in the hopes of crashing the vehicle. Unafraid of the death you had expected. 

Instead, you’d woken up in an unfamiliar place. Black and white, the taste of ash heavy in the air. You were a bit dizzy getting out of the car, grunting with the effort to shove the door open. Coughing from the taste of the smoke coming from the vehicle. 

It’d taken you a minute to get away from the flaming car, only for you to realize that your partner had not been in the car. Their door long since open and their body nowhere to be found. The only hint they had even been there had been the blood on the glass and the footsteps in the ash. 

Your heart pulsed in your throat as nausea took over, your eyes looking towards the ground where footsteps were left in the ash beside yours. Tracking towards your window before leaving towards the nearby abandoned town. 

Your lips had quivered, your eyes darting towards the street in the hopes you could simply walk back into the woods where you’d remembered you two were. But to your horror and confusion, the bridge had been totally demolished. Disappearing into a thick fog just past its creaking, swinging metal. 

So that led to you having to stand up on wobbly legs and find your way into the town. Feeling your hands shake as you watched the footsteps in the ash slowly disappear into nothing nearby a building’s alleyway. As if they’d been taken by something invisible. 

The sirens had come later in the day when you’d found a group of women who were screaming at you and calling you impure. A witch. When the black and darkness had taken over, the world decaying around you and these women running for a church-like building, you realized then that this was not a normal town. That this had to be a nightmare, a dream, some sort of other world. 

This couldn’t be happening. 

That’s all you could think when you heard this god-awful sound of screeching following the siren. A man with a pyramid-like structure had come from seemingly nowhere. His walk wobbled with the sword he was dragging across the ground- something you could only imagine was unbelievably heavy. He seemed to have a vendetta, a path towards the women who were screaming ‘Demon’, ‘Devil’, and ‘Executioner' at the being heading right for them. 

You don’t think you could get the image out of your eyes of him picking one up off the stairs of the church and peeling the flesh from her body like a banana. And though he never spoke a word, in your heart you knew he thought this was a way of ‘cleansing’ her. Of removing someone who could hurt something he defended. 

You think you had more to fear than just your ex lurking around here. 

At some point, you realized this was no longer you trying to find a way out of the town, but rather trying to survive. No one was your friend as far as you were concerned. And anytime you heard those sirens you knew nowhere was safe. The church, assumingly, was safe from the Executioner running around. But anywhere else had more of those creatures.  

You learned pretty quickly to avoid the hospitals after getting an eyeful of nurses and far too many cuts on your arms that you worried would become infected. Learning to avoid the Executioner- but not because you had met him. 

But because you could see what he could do. 

What if he had thought you needed to be cleansed? That’s all you could imagine whenever you caught even a peek of him. How he could lift you up effortlessly and grab your flesh, peel it right from your muscle and toss you aside like yesterday’s trash. 

And then one day had come the ultimate decision. 

Your ex had found you, and you felt nausea overcoming you in a wave when you’d seen them. Realizing that even in this strange world, that for once you had felt free. Free from the fear they gave you, free from the pain, free to laugh at your own jokes that you told yourself. 

They’d practically snarled at you, grabbing your arm and starting to yell at you. Making you feel small all over again as tears welled up in your eyes. Fear making your lips quiver and not having the strength to shake them off. 

You remember the loud sound of the siren, how your ex had gone silent as the world began to peel away and fear settled into their eyes. You remember the terrible screech of the blade on the concrete. 

You remember for the first time since you’d gotten there, that your first instinct wasn’t to run away. 

The pyramid-headed being that you had come to mentally call the Executioner was at the end of the road. You didn’t think as you’d broken from your ex and gone running for him instead, despite the yelling behind you. You remember thinking you didn’t care if that great blade came slamming onto you, or if he’d take you and skin you like he’d done that woman. You just remember thinking- 

You just remember thinking... 

Anyone but them. Anything but them. 

You remember sobbing your eyes out when you’d gotten in front of him. How the Executioner had paused and cocked its helmed head with a loud, groaning creak. You expected the pain, you begged for it, blubbering and not one of your proudest moments. The fearless feeling you’d had when you’d grabbed the steering wheel returning to you. You just wanted to get away from them- 

And the blade had slammed down. 

Right next to you. 

A slow crouch, a kneel of one of his legs and that same groan echoing from his helm. A dirtied hand had cupped your chin, tilting your head this way and that as you sobbed hysterically. Tears poured down your cheeks as you pleaded for him to kill you. Even going so far as to take that large hand and pull it off your chin, sliding it down to your throat where your lips could only form the words and no sound could leave you. 

It had all happened so quick. One second you were pleading this Executioner to end you, and the next you’d heard that terrible creak and watched him stand. You wanted the pain, closing your eyes tight and steeling yourself for it. 

But instead, he’d kept walking. 

Walking right past you and towards your ex. 

That same sound you’ll never forget. Of them screaming your name in fear for once. And how, for once, in that moment, you felt a sick sense of glee. To not be the one full of fear, to not be the one standing there in terror and waiting for the agony that was to come. To not be the one wondering what hell would come the next day, but too scared to leave for something worse that would come. 

You didn’t watch. You didn’t need to. Not with the screaming and the sounds that echoed behind you. 

You expected him to come back and finish the job. After all, maybe he liked the idea of tormenting a soul. Instead, you’d opened your eyes when you heard his heavy breathing to see him standing before you, a hand outstretched to you and almost this confused groan echoing from that pyramid. 

You’d taken his hand that day and followed where he led. It’s as if he took a protecting role over you, not allowing anyone else to touch you so long as the world was blackened and decayed. When the world was made of ash, you took your chances in exploring, hoping to find some answers to this world, something that would make sense so you could help in some form or another. 

You learned he was a protector, originally to a little girl. And that the women you’d met were a part of a cult that believed them to be the sinners. Specifically, that the little girl had been a witch. More and more information being found led you to believe that because you hadn’t done anything wrong in life, that you weren’t actually supposed to be here. 

You guess it was due to you being in the vehicle and causing the accident. But the cause was for good reason, not simply because you were trying to kill someone for the hell of it. That’s what you had come to the conclusion of, at least. Something you open up about when Pyramid Head- something you fondly referred to him as- comes around once again when the sirens go off. 

You think he understands when you speak. Though he couldn’t speak back, he could nod or shake his head, making slow gestures with his hands until you could understand him in turn. You still remember feeding him a can of peaches for the first time, watching this long tendril come out and wrap around the whole thing of peaches and zip it underneath his pyramid. The loud crunch of metal heard and yet no knowledge in your mind that he even had a mouth. 

You had been there for about two years trying to figure out how to get out. Two years was a long time, and a long time to share time with another person. You’d ended up falling for the big guy, taking comfort in his touch and offering him what you could only assume was the first gentle touches of his life. Kissing his hands, helping wash them, kissing his helm and feeling unafraid if its edges cut your lips. 

You’d gotten bold with him. Feeling your confidence that you used to have before you had been with your ex begin showing itself again. A bit flirty in nature. 

Sometimes you’d take his hands and wrap one around your throat. Murmuring how he wouldn’t hurt you unless you asked for it. Always delighting in that low sound that would come from him. The low groan and how his fingers would twitch before sliding down your neck and shoulder to squeeze you fondly and keep walking. 

Memories of how he’d lead you to showers to cleanse yourself, of feeling his hands on you, of being able to taunt and tease him. You learned quick of his thing about corruption, anytime you found a new outfit of white or reminded him of you being untouched. How his breathing would become heavier, his hands a bit rougher on you, or his loud groans and growls when he could only thrust between your thighs without ever entering you. 

Taunting and teasing a being known as a Devil and a God around these parts may not have been your smartest thing to do, but damn if you didn’t get off on the power trip of it. Similarly getting off on how gentle he could be if you warned him to be. How those large hands you’d seen rip people apart would caress your hips with unknown gentleness. 

Finding your way out had happened on the second year on accident. Someone had come into this place you’d come to know as Silent Hill. A detective sent to find you and your ex who were deemed missing persons; One of your friends had called it in, telling them that your ex was a danger to you and that you could be found dead and not just missing. 

You aren’t sure how the detective found a way out. You remember screaming when he’d taken your hand, ushering you out with him as you’d tried to rip yourself from him. Hearing the loud groan following the sirens overhead. You never even got to see him again, the world all fading to white so quickly. 

They labelled you with Foul Play in the end when you’d finally gotten out. They also labelled you delusional, the investigator telling you that you suffered from Stockholm syndrome for the ‘beast’. Not that they believed him either, they labeled him delusional. He was told he’d heard too many of your stories and therefor unfit for the job since he agreed with you. That he couldn’t separate fact from fiction. 

What a mess your life had been after that. Each night lying awake in tears because you never got to say Goodbye. Always wondering if Pyramid Head ever thought someone finally had gotten to you before the sirens had gone off and he could find you again. 

You had decided to do traveling after that, maybe feeling foolish trying to find your way back into the town. And one night, you thought you had. You thought you’d heard those sirens, feeling a fog washing over you and feeling a sharp glimmer of hope. 

And then you’d woken up here, at a camp site with your new found ‘Survivors’ who worried over you and consoled you when you broke down into tears. But not at having to survive another nightmare, no. 

That you hadn’t found your way back into the first one. 

At least there were people here who sort of understood what you’d explained and the agony that came with it. Some of the Survivors had taken to mingling with the Killers when the designated time came around. The Entity liked the pain of those in love having to hurt each other, but some couples liked the chase. Feng and The Doctor as an example, or Kate with the Huntress. They didn’t get pain from being chased, they liked it. 

When the time came for mingling on that one week of every few months, some Survivors would leave to the different realms. Disappearing into the fog in the hopes it would take them to where they wanted the first time. Whether to spend time with a loved one, or to taunt. Some Survivors stayed behind- Quentin and Laurie never left, for fear they’d wander into the fog into the arms of those who craved to do worse than just kill them. 

And then one day, Cheryl had come into your camp. 

She talked of a school, of a world that tasted of ash, of the creatures with terrible faces. Of the cult-like people she had come across, the death and decay, losing her father- 

And a horrible monster that chased her with a groaning triangle upon its shoulders. 

You felt your breath still as a few pairs of eyes glanced to you. Your eyes flickered over her, and she must have caught the recognition in your eyes because she’d looked at you with a breath of relief. “You’ve been there too?” 

“Yeah,” You managed to croak out. “Was there for a long time, kiddo.” 

You bond with her quicker than any of the other Survivors over this. She’s a kid, you learn, just turned 17 not long ago. She’s been through more hardship than anyone her age should have ever faced and you can’t help but feel a sibling-like bond with her. She’s here for a reason, you know, just like all of you. Her surviving qualities were high, her determination just as so. 

You bond over what you both had seen, and you admit that the being Cheryl couldn’t figure out if he wanted to protect her or destroy, was someone you had loved just the same a long time ago. You explain your side just as she explains hers, explaining that she might have been the same child he was set to protect, but something good. Maybe not even her own person. She tells you of her pain and confusion, tears spilling down her cheeks as you hold her through it. 

You don’t ask her who her designated Killer was. You’re not sure if you want that sort of hope, nor do you want to open any wounds for her. 

Like all the Survivors do for the others who join, she’s given explanations and tips to this twisted game. Cheryl insists she’s been through worse, throwing a look your way that makes you feel awful that you knew exactly what she meant. At least in this game of chase, there was always a guarantee to come back, some sort of rhythm to it.  

In the world where you two had seen the stuff made of nightmares, you can understand her confidence now. But she’s just a kid, something a majority of all of you look around at each other and to Quentin who was just a teenager himself as well.  

When the games begin again and four survivors are chosen, taken from the camp where they shall awaken in a realm they may or may not be familiar with, the rest of you carry on as normal. You lie awake most nights, feeling this strange feeling in your heart as if someone or something was calling you. 

Recently you’d been having fitful nights of rest, but not quite nightmares. Where the world tasted of ash, and yet the world was calm all the same. Flashes of metal, flashes of blood, flashes of large hands caressing you and hearing yourself gasp, followed by the low groan of metal.  

Sometimes you dream of him. The Investigator’s words of Stockholm syndrome curling in your mind. Even as you dream of how gentle he’d been with you, hands running over you, bringing you cans of food that he found, or even comics or stuffies to entertain you. Memories or dreams. Dreams involving things you never got to do or say. Of where his hands wrap around your throat and you beg him to squeeze harder. 

Your current dream is a little different. 

You feel like your body is being run through syrup, hard to move your limbs or have any control over them, but you’re walking. The whispers of the Entity and its voice that sounded of 20 people with varying emotions calling to you. It taunts you, as it had taunted many others. 

Normally this meant it was choosing you for an upcoming match, preparing you to put on your fighting spirit. 

And yet, the whispers come to a halt all of a sudden. The loud groan of metal and the screech of a blade upon the ground, biting into unseen concrete. You can’t speak when doors open in front of you, the blinding light outlining a silhouette. An...awfully familiar one at that. 

Your lips part to speak, but nothing comes from you. And when you go to step forward again, you watch the giant metal pyramid atop his shoulders turn for you. A loud groan as it tilts to the side in a hard gesture, one he’d always done to you. You can’t help but smile, outreaching without thinking about it, only to watch in puzzlement as he seems to be glowing a strange orange. The blade suddenly looking more menacing with a slow shake of his pyramid of metal and the blade curling in his grasp to be pointed. 

Right at you. 

Your eyebrows knit, confused, trying again to call out to him. Your hand outstretches again, and you’re aware of the cage-like bindings around you. Your heart crushing all at once as he suddenly charges you and the blade raising high above his head- 

You awake before it makes contact. Gasping as your cheek is set on cold concrete in a dark room full of desks. You sit up with a startle, your head whipping around you in the quiet, only able to hear the shake of your own breath. 

You hear once last final whisper of the Entity, a cruel murmur of, “Have fun. And do not forget to thank Us.” 

The world comes to you slowly as you’re able to get up, aware of the breathing to your right and look over to find Claudette waking up as well. You two make eye contact, and she scrunches her brows in confusion. A silent question of where you were. You look around with her, swallowing thickly at the sight of decay and hearing the all too familiar loud sound of a siren ringing around you. 

You look back at her again, your expression possibly reading all she needs before she’s making a gesture for you to lead the way. 

The Entity liked toying with its new survivors and killers alike, bringing familiar surroundings to them. For you, it had been the hospital you had been kept at when they deemed you unfit for society. And it seems like for Cheryl, her unhappy place had been the place you had even tried to go back and search for. Though you knew the school wouldn’t be how you remembered it, nor would it be for her either. Hooks would be placed, new dead ends, twists and turns with only one monster walking about. 

You swallow hard, wondering if that dream had been a threat, a warning, or some sort of prediction? If...If your Protector was in here with you, did the Entity change his memories somehow? Or did he not remember you at all anyway? Was there any guarantee what he thought? 

What if he did remember, but held a grudge and thought you had abandoned him?  

You were so uncertain. Your hands shaking as you work on the wires of the generator with Claudette on the opposite side of you, following the gentle hum of it coming to life. You two work through it pretty well, no increase rate of your heartbeat, no strange humming, no sign of the Shape with how quiet it was. 

Nothing. 

It’s...eerily quiet, and you’re unsure where the other two are. 

With a pop and a click, the lights crank on and the generator is complete. You both stand, sharing a look without words to start working out your next approach. 

Then it happens. 

All at once, you feel the thrum of your heartbeat increase, watching Claudette share a look with you. She holds a finger to her lips, pointing at the stairs to imply she thinks whoever it is had to be upstairs. You make a motion for her to go ahead on without you. 

You watch her nod and head down the hallway into the thick mist to either find teammates or another generator. 

You feel foolish as you stand by the lit generator, feeling...You're not entirely sure, hope maybe? If that dream had been some sort of prediction, maybe you could live with him not recognizing you if it meant you could finally tell him you were sorry. To explain you never meant to leave him, that you’d been forced to. That no one understood your desire to find that wretched place again. 

That you couldn’t find your way home. 

To your left is a long hallway, to your right is the lit-up generator thrumming to life. Your back is to a wall, your eyes on the staircase and feeling your throat tighten. Your body screams at you to run, to hide, to stop being so foolish.  

But when he comes down those stairs, a groan to the familiar metal atop his head, and a sword clicking off each staircase? You can’t help but feel relief course through your veins and your lips trembling as they part. He seems dead set on a hunt, a mission towards your generator, before the pyramid atop his shoulders seems to tilt towards you. 

All at once, your Protector stops at the bottom of the stairs, looking directly at you with the point of his pyramid aimed at you. Your heartbeat feels like it’s in your throat, your breath shaking and your legs feeling like jelly under you. 

Your eyes flicker to the Great sword still with its tip upon the last staircase, but they quickly go up to the pyramid when you hear the low groan of it tilting. 

“Hey, big guy,” You croak out, your voice sounding hoarser and thicker than you wanted it to. You watch as his head tilts again, subtly and with yet another groan, his hand gripping tighter on the hilt of his blade. 

You swallow thickly, feeling the tension in the air and almost sensing his confusion. “I’m right here, do you remember me?” You start again, your voice wavering just as your eyes betray you and dot with tears. Emotions overwhelm you, and you’re sure the Entity is getting off on its curious desires to see such a dynamic like this. Where agony coursed through you, confusion, mentally begging to see anything on him that said he did remember you. 

“Please,” You whimper out, feeling your knees wobbling and your body unable to turn and run. Held perfectly still like a deer in headlights. 

He takes a step forward, and your knees finally give out under you as you slide down the wall with tears spilling down your cheeks. Only feeling more pathetic as he comes closer and closer with each slow step. 

“Please,” You whimper out again, more desperate as you tilt your head up towards him when he stands in front of you. Your neck strains at this angle, your eyes blurred with tears. You don’t feel scared, you only feel what could only be described as yearning. Longing for this man. Like as if you had been but a teenage romance and one of you had to move away, finally seeing your other half again and feelings coming rushing back. 

“Please,” You choke out. Pyramid Head has stopped in front of you now, the low metallic groan heard as you blearily see him through your tears. You reach for him with shaking fingertips, your breathing heavy in your own ears and your heart rate increasing. 

You expect your dream to come true. For his great blade to come slamming down onto you or for him to toss you over his shoulder and drag you kicking and screaming to a hook. 

You don’t expect his gloved hand to delicately take your outstretched hand. 

You tense, waiting for him to yank you. But instead, his hand clasps over yours, his thumb running over your knuckles. You manage to blink your tears away, your breath shaking and looking at him in awe. He has no face to show emotion, not even a voice, but you can feel it in how he touches you. The same way you looked at him. 

Disbelief. A dream. Not real. 

You’re yanked to your feet and it makes you yelp. But before you can even react, he’s yanking you upwards and over one shoulder. One hand firmly grabbing your ass and the other doing the slow drag of his blade across the ground.  

You don’t...feel endangered. Perhaps that is foolish of you, but all you can really concentrate on is how Pyramid Head feels. Seeing the lines of his back through his apron flexing with each step and each press of his fingertips against your ass. 

The Entity had told you ‘Have fun and don’t forget to thank us’. Now you think you understand what it means when you are taken to a room and set on top of a desk.  

You don’t have to wait for him to do anything before your legs are wound around his waist, taking his hand that grabs onto the curve of your side and guiding it up your body. You press his fingers around your throat, delighting in how you can hear the sound of his metallic groan have an edge of a growl into it. “Did you miss me?” 

The press of his hand tells you enough. You give off a breathy, delighted laugh when his hips hump forward against yours. A desperate sort of groan leaving him when you reach up to hook your fingers under the metal of his pyramid and jerk him forward. Gently pressing a kiss to the pointed tip. 

“Made you wait long enough, I think. Wanna take me, sweetheart?” You murmur out to him. Another breathy laugh leaving you when Pyramid Head’s hand falls from your throat to grab your hip instead to try and jerk you closer. As if trying to fuck you through your clothes as his hips hump against yours. 

Desperate. Wanting you. His sword clattering to the floor so both his hands can grip your hips to try and yank you forward with a low groan. 

“Thatta boy.” 

You were definitely in for a fun match. Not to mention you save your fellow Survivors some sweat and tears. 

You just hope you won’t be too loud... 

[thefanficmonster]

Trending

Corpse Husband x Animator!Reader (Gender Neutral)

Warnings: None :)

Genre: FLUFF, Humor, RPF (Real Person Fic)

Summary: When a character in Y/N’s new animated video looks a lot like Corpse’s avatar, people are starting to suspect whether it’s a pure coincidence or sneakily intentional. Corpse is quick to put an end to the debate though.

Requested by Anon. Thank you so much for your request hun! Really sorry for the long wait for the fic to be posted but I still hope you come across it and give it a read and if you do so I hope you enjoy it! Love, Vy ❤

“Hi everyone!“, Rae, aka the creator of today’s lobby, greets us all as we pile in one by one, excited to start the stream. 

I am especially excited however because I haven’t participated in a stream in quite a while seeing as how I’ve been very busy with my original content - animations. I made an animation talking about my vacation to Canada over the winter about two years ago. In my defense, it was a long video and I hadn’t posted in so long that I wanted to make it a special comeback - sort of - and something to repay my audience for their patience. I got too carried away in the gaming world and forgot my main field which is animation.

“Hi guys! Missed ya!“ I greet them for myself too, genuinely happy to be back seeing as how it’s been so long since I’ve talked to them or played Among Us with them. Maybe that’s another reason why the animation took so long to be finished: I lose motivation when I’m not social and since I don’t leave my house a lot when I’m working on a project, these guys are usually my only social interaction and without them I turned into a literal bum. “How have you all been? How’s it going?”

“It was barely going, to be honest.“ Corpse says with a huff of laughter.

“Yeah, it was super boring without you! Glad you’re back!“ Poki interferes too, her statement widening my smile.

“Aww thanks guys! I’m glad to be back too, feels like it’s been forever since I last was in this Discord server or in an Among Us lobby.“ I say, throwing a quick glance at my chat to see the excited comments left there by my viewers.

“Oh, and congrats on making it on Trending! I was overjoyed when I saw your video on the Trending tab, you don’t even know.“ Rae gushes, bringing a slight blush to my cheeks - yeah I know, I suck at receiving compliments about my work, I’m working on it though!

To be perfectly honest, that video didn’t deserve to make it to Trending. Hell, the chances of it making there were nonexistent considering my channel’s rather small and has a tight-knit community of about two hundred thousand people only. And I don’t mean that as though it’s a bad thing, I’m just using it to set the scene of how impossible it seemed to me that a video of mine would make it to Trending.

“Um yeah, thank you so much, Rae. Honestly, I need to thank Corpse for that.“ I say, my blush deepening as my cheeks grow even redder. “People thought the character in the animation was him so they had to investigate.“

Yeah, apparently a fan of mine who watched the video recognized the character of my boyfriend as Corpse and immediately took to Twitter to let people know what they’d found and man did it blow up. Anything involving Corpse blows up nowadays but I still owe him a ‘thank you’. One I bet he won’t accept. I know him too well at this point - I know he won’t take any credit for it whatsoever but oh whatever.

“My phone got blown up the day it was posted, holy crap.“ Corpse laughs, “I was so taken aback, in all honesty. I was like: yeah, no shit, Sherlock. - Thought everyone already knew we were dating. Like, the confusion really caught me off guard. I thought we were being obvious.“

Well....I guess that’s one way to reveal a relationship you’ve been keeping secret for months now.

“Thanks, babe. Couldn’t have done that any more originally, I guarantee.“ I sigh, tangling my fingers in the roots of my hair as I feel laughter bubbling up from my stomach to my chest, begging for me to let it out.

“Wait...“, Rae is, unsurprisingly, the one to break the silence that commences on our friends’ part, “WHAT?!“

“Yeah, I second that...“ Poki is quick to follow, “WHAT!?“

Oh here we go....

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[iamnmbr3]

Hey! This is a bizarre ask but hopefully a welcome one after *gestures at the destruction and fire*. I’m completely new to the Loki/thorki fandom, having essentially come in via the exit door by watching the Loki tv series first. I was honestly just watching it for junk value to have something in the background while I knit. However, when I realized that I didn’t understand anything by the middle of Ep. 1, I went back to watch Thor 1 so I could get what was going on. And HOLY SHIT I was utterly captivated by Loki’s character in the original movie, as well as by the Loki-Thor and Odin family dynamics. I’ve now watched through the films and have been increasingly disappointed by the portrayal of Loki (since Avengers 1 frankly) save a few glimmers of good characterization here and there.

I can’t believe that I’m getting myself into another queer coded (and now more than coded wtf) “villain” with a tragic backstory who’s done dirty by the fandom at large, but here we are! I’m also super into thorki because goddamn… they sure do have a Dynamic™.

So I guess my question is, what is actually good here? I feel like I’ve been trying to fight my way back to Kenneth Branagh!Loki, and have been largely unsuccessful within canon content. Do you have suggestions for a newcomer re: fics, fanart, and meta that actually treats Loki seriously? (and thorki as well?)

Hey! Welcome! Sorry about the mess *gestures at the garbage fire that is the TVA Show The Larry Show The "Loki" Show*

And this isn't a bizarre ask at all. It was really nice to receive actually! And yeah! I'm so glad you went back and watched the originals. The TV Show character is a completely new character played by the same actor who has nothing in common with the original character (who yes is absolutely fascinating and captivating and multilayered). Honestly I just think of the tv character as Larry, Loki's dumb lookalike cousin bc they have nothing in common lol. So glad the show led to you discovering good content...and thorki. And yeah Thor 2011 is amazing! It's so underrated. If you want meta relating to that and also just gushing about the film you can def check out my Thor 2011 tag.

My thorki tag of course has thorki stuff including art etc. I've also got an art tag which has both thorki and non-thorki works. If you want fic recs you can look in my fic rec tag which has a bunch of good stuff both thorki and gen.

Also here are some good thorki fics to start out with that I've really enjoyed. Most are ones I read early on when I just discovered the ship. Also @illwynd has a great thorki blog btw that you should def check out (and also their sideblog @throwbackthorki). Edit: I’ve also added some gen fic recs.

Thorki Fic Recs:

Chaos War by astolat (words: 34,203 | rating: E)

It was never easy to find Loki when he wanted to hide, but he wasn't doing a particularly good job of it at the moment. Probably he didn't think anyone from Asgard would be wasting their time hunting for him while the shining ones churned their way steadily through all the realm.

Loyalty at Any Price by seidrade (words: 22,663 | rating: E )

“This whole time, I’ve been searching the Nine Realms— alone— for answers to questions I barely know how to ask. I thought Heimdall at his watch, our father upon the throne, and most grievously… I thought you lost to me forever.” Thor’s resurgence of anger gives way to something like despair. He can’t tell whether he wants to pummel Loki into one giant bruise, or hold him and weep like a child.

When Thor returns to Asgard and exposes Loki’s deception, his demands for answers and Loki’s reluctance to give them soon bubble over into a cathartic confrontation.

Born to be Kings by Kadorienne (words: 66,618 | rating: T)

When the princes of Asgard made their ill-fated jaunt to Jotunheim, Odin arrived to fetch them before the frost giant grabbed Loki's arm. Odin was able to carry out his plan to make Loki his puppet king of Jotunheim. But how long will Loki remain an obedient puppet?

Yidrigar by epistolic (words: 5,174 | rating: M)

Sometimes I am envious, but never doubt that I love you.

The Heavy Crown by orphan_account (words: 10,024 | Rating: M )

Odin is dead. Loki must take up the mantle of King even as war threatens Asgard, Thor remains bereft of both Mjolnir and his immortality, and stress coupled with the knowledge of his heritage drives Loki to the brink.

No Common Thing by ravenbringslight (words: 8,283 | rating: E)

Loki follows Thor to a brothel and gets the shock of his life.

On the Eagle's Wings by illwynd (words: 2,975 | rating: T )

After Loki falls from the Bifrost, Thor begins to write him letters every day.

How long we were fooled by Ark (words: 28,227 | rating: E )

Loki is not a good man, he knows; there is something rotten in the core of him; and even a much better man might let Thor kiss him, since Thor still tastes of sizzling lightning, like gathering rain, like a desire so fierce and so awful to him that when released it could bring Asgard to its knees.

sunshine by thorvaenn (words: 18,257 | rating: E )

A post Infinity War fluffy piece.

Thor and Loki are among those who are trying to pick up the pieces, but must first fix each other.

Edit: And Some Gen Fic Recs too:

lose my idols to find my voice by Lise (words: 1,548 | rating: T)

This is no homecoming.

monstrare by Lise (words: 1,174 | T )

Loki is Asgard's second prince, brother to Thor, son of Odin and Frigga.

Isn't he?

farewell hope, and with hope farewell fear by Lise (words: 3,113 | rating: T)

Loki and the terrible, horrible, no good, very long delayed reckoning.

Five Times Loki Could Have Been A Villain by Kadorienne (words: 3,344 | rating: G | Character Death)

Five AUs where Loki is not a mere antagonist, but an actual villain.

He would have acted very differently.

When It Sings, When It Lies by dreamsthebirds (words: 14,145 | rating: G)

Thor AU, based on an awesome norsekink prompt for a scenario in which Heimdall doesn't open the Bifrost to Jotunheim, Odin doesn't ride to the rescue, and Loki is forced to take matters into his own hands.

Interdimensional journeys, shattering emotional revelations, and walking trees ensue.

Ichor in Violet by tirsynni (Words: 14,574 | rating: T)

When Thor learns that Loki can travel to other realms without Heimdall seeing, of course he convinces Loki to take them both to Jotunheim to hunt Frost Giants. There an accident unravels centuries of lies and threatens to unravel Loki, too.

The Sinking Feeling of Anticipation by JaggedCliffs (words: 8,624 | rating: G)

When Æsir come of age, they receive a gift from their parents, one meant to aid them in their adult lives. When a prince of Asgard comes of age, their gifts are not just for themselves, but for the realm.

Loki watched Thor receive Mjolnir at his coming of age ceremony – one of the greatest weapons in the realms, for one of its greatest warriors. Now, it's Loki's turn, and he knows Odin will grant him something just as magnificent.

Won't he?

Exsanguination by Lise (words: 8,610 | rating: G)

exsanguination /ex·san·gui·na·tion/ v.intr. To be drained of blood. (And all the rest.)

[softxsuki]

Hey! Welcome to the Jujutsu Kaisen fandom! ☺️✨ May I request headcanons for Sukuna and Nanami with an asexual reader? :3

Sukuna and Nanami (Seperate) with Asexual Reader

Pairings: Sukuna x Gn!Reader, Nanami x Gn!Reader

Warnings: Mentions of Sex (no actual sex obvi), kinda suggestive language FNJEANJF, uhh I think that’s it idk, let me know if I need to put something else here lol

Genre: ??? I honestly don’t know, kinda fluff? no idea

Post-Type: Headcanons

Word Count: 490

Summary: How Sukuna and Nanami would react to you being asexual

[A/N: Thank you for the warm welcome and for my very first JJK request anon! Ok so, I did some research on what it means to be asexual, because I have a general idea, but I wanted to make sure I had the specifics right. From what I found, it’s different for everyone; some people can even do physical touch, and others can do some forms of sexual pleasure and even the actual act of sex (based on what I read). BUT PLEASE, if I have done a horrible job of writing about it and if this offends anyone who is asexual, please let me know. Educate me so I can change whatever needs to be changed! With that being said, this is my first post about JJK, so you reading this, yes YOU, if you’d like to see more of JJK on my blog, then feel free to send in more requests! I only have one other request for JJK, so send as many as you’d like :D. I hope you enjoy! (sorry it’s not that long :3)]

Sukuna:

When he finds out you’re asexual, I think he would feel frustrated at first

I just feel like he’s very handsy and possessive and exudes high “sexual energy” if that makes sense

So when he first tries to jump the gun and progress things a little, he notices your apprehension

“What? You don’t want this?” he’d ask

You felt nervous telling him, knowing that he’d react like this, but once you explain things to him a little, I think he’d be more understanding (only for you though because man’s doesn’t have a soft spot for anyone BUT you)

He’d get a little distant at first, because hi, yes, you’re the person he loves and mans can get a little heated and out of control around you

He doesn’t want to scare you away and accidentally do something that would make you uncomfortable

Sit him down and explain to him every little detail of what being asexual means and tell him what’s okay and what’s not okay

Is kissing okay? Can he touch you? Can he hold your hand? Just tell him where to draw the line

He will 100% respect you and will find a ton of other ways to show his affections for you :)

After a while he’ll get used to it, and being the King of Curses, he’d find pleasure in making you happy without needing to have sex with you

He takes it as a challenge and will continue to find new ways, that you’re comfortable with, to show that he loves you 

Nanami:

I’ve seen it traveling around that some think that Nanami is asexual, and I honestly can see it despite how sexualized he is in the fandom

He has no problem as all with you being asexual, since he see’s no need in showing his love for you in the sheets

Unlike Sukuna who distances himself, Nanami just continues to act as he’s always been acting

He’s never had the unnerving desire to jump your bones, and would probably be fine with never having sex as long as you are happy and comfortable

Literally all he cares about is your comfort 

If he ever initiates too much physical contact that makes you pull away, he wouldn’t even bat an eye; he’d just make a mental note of it and never do it again unless you initiate it first

He’s forever learning more about what you like and don’t like, and makes mental notes of it all, adjusting things to fit your needs and desires

This is so random, but he’d knock out anyone that made you feel uncomfortable or pressured about sleeping with him

“You guys haven’t slept together ye-” BANG,  irrelevant person bonked on the head as he moves on somewhere else with you

He honestly just enjoys spending time with you, so it doesn’t matter what the two of you do together, he loves you and he knows you love him too :)

REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D (send some in, I’m low on jjk requests)

Posted: 8/25/2021