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[chaotic-mimic]

OMT OMT OMT OMTO MT ARE YOU ALSO A DOUBLE FROM A TREE TOO

( - @8sided-insect )

Hi!

What do you mean by that?

[solxamber]

Leona, Romantic, Homesick by MICO

"I'd Stay" || Leona Kingscholar

𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: Homesick by MICO

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 990

𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐬: Happy ending

Leona doesn’t beg. He doesn’t chase. He doesn’t ask people to stay.

And yet—

He sits in the dim glow of early morning, watching the way the golden light stretches across your skin, watching the way you sleep so peacefully next to him, your body curled into the warmth of his own.

And he aches.

Because when the sun is fully up, you’ll leave.

He lets his gaze flicker to the half-packed bags in the corner, the ones you didn’t finish because last night, you were tangled up in his arms, pressing whispered nothings into his skin. Because last night, you were here.

But the morning always brings reality, and reality means you’re leaving.

He should be used to this. To letting things go before they slip through his fingers. He’s done it his whole damn life. But for the first time, something in his chest twists with a foreign kind of desperation—something he doesn’t know how to name.

He doesn’t know what to do with it.

So he does what he always does. He says nothing.

And waits for you to wake up and go.

You wake slowly, warmth cocooning you before you even open your eyes.

Leona.

You shift against him, pressing your face against his chest, inhaling the familiar scent of him, the feeling of his fingers threading through your hair. He’s awake. He’s never awake this early.

That’s the first thing that tells you something’s wrong.

The second is the silence.

Leona isn’t a man of many words, but this silence feels different. He’s thinking—too much, too deeply, like he’s trying to work something out in his head and doesn’t like the answer he’s coming to.

You don’t say anything at first. You just let yourself stay like this a little longer. Wrapped up in him. Pretending the world outside this bed doesn’t exist.

But eventually, you have to break the quiet.

“I’ll visit,” you murmur, voice thick with sleep.

Leona goes still. His hand stops moving against your hair.

You don’t need to look at him to know what he’s thinking.

He doesn’t want a damn visit.

He wants you here.

“…I know,” he says finally, but it’s quiet. Heavy. A lie dressed up in indifference.

You press your lips together. You know it’s unfair, the way you’re waiting for him to say something, waiting for him to give you a reason to stay. But Leona is proud. You’ve always known that. He doesn’t ask for things. He doesn’t admit what he wants until it’s already slipped through his fingers.

But this time, maybe—

“You could come with me.”

The words slip out before you can stop them, and you feel the way he tenses beneath you. Like the thought had never even occurred to him.

Then, slowly, his fingers resume their absentminded movement against your scalp. He exhales a quiet scoff.

“Can’t just leave everything behind for you, herbivore.”

You close your eyes. That’s what you thought he’d say.

“Yeah,” you whisper. “I know.”

The thing is, you would.

You’d stay, in a heartbeat. You’d unpack your bags, cancel your flights, change everything just to be with him. You would. But you know better than to ask him to do the same.

Because Leona is Leona, and he’s never been one to cling to things, never been one to believe in fairytales and endings that don’t end in disappointment.

And yet—

You don’t see the way his jaw clenches, the way he stares at the ceiling like it holds an answer he doesn’t want to face.

You don’t see the way his hand tightens against your waist, like he’s trying to commit the feeling of you to memory.

And you don’t hear the words sitting heavy on his tongue, the ones he swallows down before they have the chance to escape.

Stay. Please, stay.

Because Leona doesn’t beg.

And you?

You’ve already made up your mind.

The silence stretches between you, something unspoken hanging in the air. Heavy. Pressing.

You take a slow breath and shift, preparing to move—to get up, finish packing, and finally leave.

But before you can, a hand curls around your wrist.

Firm. Steady. Unyielding.

You pause, blinking in the dim morning light, and look down at where Leona holds you. His grip isn’t tight, but it’s final. Like he’s afraid if he lets go, you’ll disappear completely.

“…Leona?” You murmur, confused.

His thumb brushes against your skin, slow and deliberate. His head is tilted back against the pillow, but his eyes—those sharp, piercing green eyes—are on you.

There’s something raw in his expression, something stripped bare in the way he looks at you now, like he’s finally let himself feel all the things he’s been too afraid to name.

And then, his lips part—his voice low, hoarse, like the words are scraping their way out of his throat before he can stop them.

"Stay."

Your breath catches.

He doesn’t say it like a demand. He doesn’t say it like a challenge, like he’s trying to test you or push you away like he usually does.

He just says it.

Like he means it.

Like he needs it.

Like he needs you.

“…Leona.”

His jaw clenches, and his grip tightens just slightly, like he’s expecting you to pull away.

You don’t.

Instead, you swallow hard, something swelling in your chest—something warm, something hopeful—and you let your fingers slip between his, squeezing gently.

"Okay," you whisper.

His breath shudders out, and then he’s pulling you back down, into the warmth of the sheets, into him.

He doesn’t say anything else. He just buries his face in your hair, arms circling you like he can keep you here just like this, like he can make up for all the nights he let you walk away without stopping you.

But this time, you won’t be leaving.

Masterlist ; Valentine's Event

[blueraven0]

Welcome! Been waiting for your account! Meant to ask, Have you listened to the Ithaca saga yet? If so, are you still alive mentally?

I'm gonna be honest, I've asked if you guys want a Tumblr account from me BECAUSE I wanted to yap about the Ithaca Saga lol

@pomiidorii and I stayed up to watch the live, and it was SO much fun. I laughed so hard at the joystick infant, on Polyphemus with Luke being the Cyclops, Luck runs out with the macarena and the face slap, No longer you when Mason just decided to randomly dance with Jorge, or when Talya and Jay swapped roles during their songs. When they brought the ghost of Polites it was a great idea too, and LOL when Jay pointed at Luke during God Games for Zeus cheating on his wife, and his face completely dropped LMAO

But about the Ithaca Saga, I managed to not cry during it but it was really hard, considering the topics of families reuniting (or positive family dynamics) is one of the very few things that make me emotional. (Don't be fooled, I've cried after the live when I listened to the two last songs again...)

What I didn't expect was the vocals of Ayron in Hold them down, that was AMAZING. I fully thought I'd be skipping that song because I personally cannot handle the topic of SA very well in media, but the song itself was so good that I completely detached the meaning and now cannot stop singing it. During the animatic however, it was really hard to watch the part where Antinous sang about Penelope, it was truly sickening.

Odysseus was SO GOOD my jaw completely DROPPED. I LOVE when characters go completely apeshit after being wronged and (rightfully) take revenge (coming from an Ares devotee, this isn't that surprising). The appearance of Telemachus as the new Warrior of the mind?! And the way Ody just straight up refused to listen to any of the suitors, with his little sassy "No 🫶", I was SOLD.

Do NOT let me start about Anna completely SERVING vocals in The Challenge and Would you fall in love with me again, OH. MY. GOD. Her voice is such a beautiful mix of powerful and delicate, I don't get how she's doing it! And the part when Pen and Ody embrace and Just a man starts playing?? ARGHH!! Such an amazing use of literacy, Jorge has outdone himself.

Another little thing, the switch from Ody growling at the suitors and the second his boy asks for him, his voice softens to answer. STOP THIS MADNESS JORGE!! And when Mico and Jay hugged?? Oh my heart...

The interlude of Steven saying he couldn't come to Ithaca because of the beating he got LMAO and the singing in the shower LOL Neal Illustrator already made a great animatic with that part!

I cannot believe that EPIC is done now, it feels so weird. I remember randomly finding Jorge with the blue eye filter on TikTok and thinking, who is this weirdo? And immediately skipping him LMAO I had no idea that weirdo would come back months later with a full musical that I'd love so much! All in all, it was a great experience, even though I joined only around a month before the Vengeance Saga.

[jade-bright]

No- because while we're on the subject of songs encompassing Sterek's relationship, energy, vibes, whatever!-

MICO - Senses:

"But I know that we're destined to break

Someday I know, you'll come to your senses And leave me alone, with all of my questions 'Cause I don't have the answer I can't give you more I know that you'll never be mine But I'll always be yours

Know you fell for the person that tried to be someone they're not You long for a feeling you'll never get back And I'm scared that you'll finally give up I'm never enough The one that you wanted, but never the one that you'll love"

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?!?!?!?!?

While, yes, no matter what point in the Teen Wolf timeline you look at, this mostly applies to Derek, but it also works for Stiles after the Nogitsune.

Derek with his failed relationships, almost self-sabotaging their relationship because he thinks it's only a matter of time until Stiles realizes he doesn't want to be with Derek and can find someone better; someone that'll give Stiles what he wants, since Derek feels like he couldn't give him that cause he's so fucked. And, omg, the admittance that he's fucking scared for when, again, not if, when Stiles breaks up with him because goddamn it! despite it all Derek fucking loves Stiles and is terrified of losing him.

And Jesus, Stiles after Void and shit? That boy was ready to die in order for the murders and chaos to stop. To still be alive? And somehow dating Derek Hale? The guy that he believes #deserves nice things, and Stiles thinking he's not a nice thing? That he's not the same guy Derek probably remembers and wanted before this whole mess; and he tried, but he just can't be the same Stiles that everyone knew before the Nogitsune. Knowing this, he thinks it's only a matter of time until Derek leaves him. So he'll take what he can get, even if Derek doesn't really love him the way he is now, he'll take it.

Cause these two idiots think that all the shit they're feeling for each other is mostly one-sided, and rrrrrrrrrr [frustrated noises and strangling hand motions] *sighs* I love them but AHHHHHHHHH!!!

[whumpyreader]

Wounded Healer 3

TW: reference to branding, whipping, hand injury and gore, slavery

Brandon woke to someone else gasping. 

Maybe it was Erin, shocked he had had a panic attack. He hadn't had one in years.

A hardness was pressed against his side, evidence that someone was too close . . . much too close. His head burned with the brightest pain he had ever felt before, as if his head was split open and half splattered around the room. The sensation of a tight bandage was the only thing holding his tender brain together.

When had he been bandaged?

“Oh, it's just you.” A voice directly next to him was quiet and tired and Brandon wondered if they were talking to him until another voice sounded.

“Did you fix his head?”

Brandon recoiled at the sound of his owner's voice. His eyes unsealed and he forced his body to stay still as he took in the man that stood above him. The lights overhead aggravated his head and a whine hissed between his teeth, threatening to empty his stomach.

“No. I could only clean it. Your . . . Matrix guy wouldn't let me take him to the clinic.”

“You did a fine job. I'm sure you'll already be getting a raise.”

“A—” It was a knee pressed against his ribs and it suddenly disappeared. When the voice sounded again, it was higher above him. “The fuck are you talking about? This man needs medical attention I wasn't allowed to give him. And I get a raise for it?”

“Ah,” his owner sang, “my boy can handle much more than this. He's done it plenty of times.”

“Uncle . . . ”

Brandon's stomach filled with lead.

“I need to get him to the clinic. Are you going to stop me too?”

“Tomorrow morning, dear. I'll send him your way then. Now, go get some rest. I'll take care of him.”

Brandon peeled his eyes once more to find a man watching him, standing defeatedly next to his owner. He looked green and dizzy as his eyes trailed up Brandon's body. But there was no hunger in his eyes . . . rather a look of distrust as if he really did not want to leave Brandon.

“What is going on, Uncle?” the man said finally, voice barely audible and completely deflated.

“You'll know soon enough. Be on your way before I lose my patience.”

Maybe the man obeyed because he thought he was saving Brandon some heartache by leaving but Brandon knew better.

The door shut and all was quiet. 

“My precious little Mico.”

Brandon let out a long breath as Gerard squatted down and pulled the comforter off.

Cold hit his body and he quaked in a violent shudder.

“I appreciate your patience in waiting for me. I had something come up that couldn't be ignored.” Gerard's eyes softened and Brandon guesstimated Gerard was looking at the brand. “It suits you. I heard you covered the other one with a tattoo.”

Gerard knew? Brandon flinched in preparation.

“Oh, I'm not mad. I love a good hip tattoo. Besides, this brand is upgraded. Now, if you'll follow me, I sense we have some reorientation to go over.”

The thought of moving splintered his brain even more, straight down his spinal cord. It blinded him and he arched his back against the horrid pain, if pain was even the word. This was so much more than pain.

“Hurts that much?”

The only answer he gave was an involuntary whimper as he rolled to all fours. 

“Do you remember the airplane ride here?”

Brandon stilled. Airplane? Where the hell was he?

“You fought them nearly the entire time. Three hour flight. I'm sure you can handle standing and following me.”

Brandon was not sure. 

An airplane ride meant only one thing. Obviously it began with being kidnapped but it meant he was off-grid again. His chance of getting out this time would be next to none now that Gerard knew he had escaped once.

He stayed ducked down since Gerard usually forced him to his feet midway through trying. Gerard only stood and watched this time and Brandon could see the deepness in Gerard's eyes as he studied Brandon's every move.

“You've grown up some, haven't you?”

Brandon was fully on his feet now and swallowed as he faced his owner fully naked. His head felt like a bowling ball, threatening to tip him over. Based on the kink in his spine, he was pretty sure he was standing crookedly but he couldn't know for sure. Up and down felt the same at the moment.

“I just meant, you're a therapist now. Marriage and family, right?”

Brandon jerked his head, knowing no words were going to make it out of his throat unless he wanted to vomit all over Gerard.

“A little shy? That's okay. I've missed you too.” Gerard clapped him on the back, igniting another wave of unbearable pain, and pulled him out into the hallway.

There was something deep inside Gerard that Brandon sensed with his instincts. Gerard was livid and would not be holding back for much longer.

“I've ensured our rooms are close to each other. You are my favorite after all.”

Brandon stumbled into Gerard's room and immediately fell to his knees. At first, he couldn't understand why but then he remembered this is what Gerard liked. It was the only way he could think to placate to calm whatever anger charged Gerard.

“You remembered,” Gerard said warmly. “So, what's it like being a marriage therapist?”

Brandon looked up, exhaustion and fear pulling at his eyelids. Fake interest was all he saw on Gerard's face.

“Thankless? I thought so. You know, I've always felt for therapists. No one thanks them for their service. No one acknowledges they hold the world together. You're like invisible saviors that anyone is happy to fuck over and sue. As long as you keep your clients happy, right?”

Brandon looked down. He had his days of feeling those things but he was lucky to have a caseload of connective clients . . . or did have that.

“I'd love a taste of that. Therapize me.”

Brandon rolled his eyes inwardly. How many times had he been teased like this? Now worse, Gerard was playing some sort of game and Brandon was too shattered to figure it out. “That's not how it works,” he croaked, swallowing hard against the lump of bile waiting eagerly in his throat.

“Then lay your hands out. Here.”

It was an odd request but Brandon was sure this would be a punishment. Maybe Gerard was angry he had escaped before. Brandon crawled forward to reach where Gerard pointed at the desk.

“No. Palms up.”

The moment he obeyed, Gerard already had a cord whipping through the air. It struck the middle of his palms and stung so bad Brandon's brain couldn't process it. His mouth gaped open and he gasped. Pain in contrast against the epic pain in his head should have been dulled, Brandon was sure. But this ignited every nerve in his body and his fight or flight only made the nerves more sensitive and his limbs uncontrollably tremble.

“I've always loved your hands,” Gerard said. “The way your fingers move.”

Thwack.

This time, Brandon hissed, ducked down to process more pain that was too sharp for his senses to grasp.

Thwack.

Thwack.

Thwack.

Brandon whimpered, sweat already dripping into his eyes.

“Let's try this.”

Brandon couldn't stop himself in time to not look at it. He glanced up then let his head fall back down at the sight of a knotted cord, folded in two inside Gerard's grip.

Thwack.

Brandon screamed.

“There we go,” Gerard said proudly as if Brandon had won the spelling-bee.

His hands trembled in shock and he fought not to lower his hands which would only make things worse.

Thwack.

Thwack.

Thwack.

Thwack.

Brandon hadn't had enough time to draw in breath so his last scream died in his throat and his throat constricted like a swallow. “Nahgmmh,” he swallowed.

“Look at your hands, love.”

Brandon obeyed, squinting past the sharp pain behind his eyes. His palms looked just as bad as they felt. Delicate slices oozed red on top of angry red swelling. Deep black lines swelled from the inside where blood vessels had popped. The pain was so bad his brain was already warning him they were unusable.

“Can you believe that was only ten? I'm going to do ten more and we'll be done.”

Brandon dropped his head, grounding himself for more.

I can

Thwack.

“Aaahg!”

handle this

Thwack.

Thwack.

Thwack.

The pain was so bright, Brandon couldn't even think. He blinked up at the ceiling, wondering when his head fell backwards against his neck. He was gasping like a fish for air.

Thwack.

Thwack.

Thwack.

Brandon was screaming something awful, unable to breathe. He was looking down again, his back arching like a cat against the nausea.

Thwack.

Thwack.

“Fu-AAAgggfffah . . . ah . . . ah . . . ” He panted without any vision.

“We're done, Mico.”

One more. Only one more.

“We'll be done.”

Brandon's mouth wouldn't close. His arms stayed stiff as he lowered himself to a hip and then sat on the floor, holding his hands out like fragile china in front of him. 

Blood. Flaps of soft skin. Deep black swelling.

A sudden breeze of lightheadedness blew into him and Brandon fell to the side.

“Whoa, woah, too much?” Gerard asked. 

He cradled Brandon as if he were some rescuer and pushed him upward. Dizziness seized him again. 

“We only made it to nineteen. It looked like you were going to pass out.”

How kind of you to notice.

“Let's change the activity. I forgot you don't do well seeing your own injuries. We'll do something you can't see.”

And for the next hour Gerard played a game where Brandon had to therapize him, which, Brandon was learning, meant keeping Gerard happy or else Gerard would fuck him over, literally. Any moment of silence and Gerard flayed his back open with rawhide. 

Gerard stopped when they were both slick with Brandon's blood and Brandon could barely keep his head up.

“Make it to the bed baby then you can stop.”

Gerard was still angry and it was the farthest Gerard had gone in punishing him, ever.

With no way to use his hands and his back barely holding his weight, Brandon shuffled on his knees and elbows toward the bed. There was no way he could straighten enough to get up.

“You're fine where you are,” Gerard conceded. “I want you to stimulate me. With your hands. Then we'll be done today.”

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[universitysunflowers]

rapid fire nonsense thoughts from the Epic listening party (Ithaca saga took me out)

so glad they got the stream set up they were all so excited?? love them so much the introductions are so cute (telemachus are you ok??); love that his parents are there it really is a family activity

they went on a whole odessey to get there its so fitting

"they don't know that they're stuck with me"

the matching sweatshirts they are literally so sweet this is the highlight of my day

the energy in this stream is unmatched i was not expecting prop acting but im here for it

Mico???

he cant see his wife and son with all those glasses

��

just chucked his own son off a wall s i r

they are committed to the vibes (the lighting? the rowing? the quick thought lights? spectacular.)

Teagan's little message are you kidding me???

this song is so good-

I-

Luke???

No baaaah dee

🥞

Cooking class????? Jorge????

so many pancakes

survive and remember them are some of the best songs you cant change my mind on that (the remember them animatic is one of my absolute favorites)

the lighting matching the saga is just *chefs kiss*

my goodbye is one of those songs that i listened to enough times that now its one of my all time favorites

stevens message these people are so amazing

storm never fails to give me chills

109,200 people watching this live are you kidding me

how many floating islands eury

"in private" sir thats a corner- ... did he just get slapped??😂

i love the trash bag wind bag the props add a level of sophistication to production

stevens entrance gets me every. time.

the fork trident 10/10 🔱🔱

the pink lighting for circe its so perfect🩷

are we getting the full cast audio??? you're telling eurylochus what??

Jay and Talya hes so gone for her this is odysseus level wife devotion

Hermes!!!!!!!!

guys its his roommate

troy understood the assignment his energy is unmatched (the absolute perfect hermes)

Janani as the chimera the girls are working together we love to see it

Jay and Talya the cutest combo he is so gone

all we hear are screams

Polities??? ghost Polites????

his mom 😢

mason you absolutely nailed the creepy dead vibe spot on

🦉

the slow dancing??? baby boys

rar rar rar

122,200 people this is the turn out they deserve

🦖

12 years ok then

Odysseus is dr doofenshmirtz?

the end of different beast is so good are you kidding me

the rules state what now-

jays face poor ody

scyllas entrance 10/10 just perfect

the mutiny intro its so good nvm the whole song is so good that music is amazing

the bromance ends in tragedy (Armandos little head pats i cant)

☀️🐮

Poor JP

⚡️

thunderbringer oh my god Luke is so perfect as Zeus

the lighting behind the cast they know how to set the mood

that animatic is so good oh my god i love it (luke is having the time of his life)

Ayron!!

Mico as Telemachus amazing perfect no notes i wish he could have been there

Argos the bestest boy

the animatice for little wolf is the best so perfect

the art for we'll be fine is so beautiful are you kidding me

that might be the cutest song in the entire saga

gigi's art is such a vibe its so pretty

"shes my wife" 😮

ody screaming athena's name kills me every time

Jay fangirling over the cast in the chat is so adorable hes so happy to be there

didnt even try tequila

luke looks so done

athena holding baby telemachus is the sweetest thing ever i cant

is she dead???? i need that answered???

Barbara as calypso is so perfect Not sorry for loving you is so sad im still not over this song

Hermes!!!!!

Dangerous is such a good song Troy absolutely kills it

love hermes just vibing while ody is fighting for his life thats their whole relationship in a nutshell

Princess Winion!!!!

Charybdis is so good one of my favorite songs

hes back our boy is back

"ITS STEVEN" jay trust me we are right there with you

return of the fork trident hi fork trident

I will never get over 600 strike never in my entire life

were so close to ithaca saga im not ok

"next to my wife" that line oh my god

Steven thank you for your service (that is a broken man)

oh my god i am unwell

Penelope???

150,000 people on this stream yes exactly

oh my god this song is so good

the suitors???

i am in love with this song are you serious

NO YOU CANT DO THAT WHAT IS THIS

song 37 oh my god

Ayron is giving me chills and mico is missing what is happening

only the ocean and i will know are you serious

*speechless*

WAIT WHAT

oh my god oh my god

"i built it" *screaming*

NO

ARE YOU SERIOUS

TELEMACHUS MY BABY

IS ATHENA WITH HIM????

oh my god

odysseus

oh

my god

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baby boys back together look at them i cant

this saga is going to kill me

Jay hugging mico im dying are you kidding me

NO

OH MY GOD

ATHENA???

song 40 is about to be the death of me

the one time he says everything he does and its to Penelope this is just

the animatics in the background????

this song is giving me chills are you serious

the music i cant handle this

im crying i love them so much

i cant believe its over i need to go process this what just happened

[justsome-stars]

I’d Stay - Chapter 1

A Shadowpeach multi-chapter fic

Story below the cut!

Authors notes:

This is a band AU! So original of me, right? Ive been listening to MICO’s music and i can’t ignore the inspiration im getting to write, and this idea just came to me when listening to Homesick. The draft was a mess because i started writing without any concrete planned ideas, but thats okay. If this does well, I’ll post a detailed enough explanation of some of the background information.

Only things that really matter in this chapter is that Macaque is in a band, Destined Genesis, with “Lady” (LBD) and Mayorn (the Mayor). I did some fiddling with names and Aliases to make some names make more sense, which they aren’t so different but i wanted to clarify.

Unfortunately I didn’t have this beta-read, cause none of my friends are into LMK, so i guess I’ll have to look for someone to later on. Anyways love yall! Thanks for the support on my other fics <3

The neon lights on signs still bothered him. Be it too bright or in the way of the view, he just didn’t like them. Teal was blinding, but orange was just infuriating. And then there were the sounds of the city….

His ears ached. The cars were too loud outside, people were talking too loud, he needed an out. Even with his headphones on, as good at canceling noise as they were, he could still hear Lady’s shrill cackles from across the table loud and clear. Gritting his teeth, he tries to focus on the empty table in front of him. Bai’He sits to his left, arms crossed across her chest defensively. He can only feel worse, a heavy weight of worry, once he looks up, Lady throwing glares like knives at them both all while trying to carry conversation.

The people who had been so intent on interviewing them lost interest in him almost an hour ago now, and Macaque intended to keep it that way. Poor Bai’he seemed so tired, sitting next to him with heavy eyes, trying so hard to keep from nodding off. He didn’t blame her though, it was already late into the night, and she had school earlier that day. She must be exhausted..

His tail flicks beneath the table, tapping her foot lightly. She startles, looking over to him in a daze. Macaque frowns, looking to his shoulder and nodding to it, then back to her. It took a moment or so for her to process, but she gratefully took the offer, leaning over to rest her temple against his shoulder. At first, he had to keep his back straight as a board, worried he might disturb her if not, but eventually he let himself relax against the booth’s backboard.

The person who had been asking Lady questions was quick to take note, adjusting in her seat to look at him directly. “Macaque, who is this?” They glance at Bai’he with a smile that seemed too condescending for his liking.

“Oh, don’t mind her.” Lady cuts in, before Macaque could even open his mouth to speak. “Just my younger sister. Pay her no mind.” Macaque wants to scoff, scowl, something, watching Lady rest her chin on her folded hands across the table. Mayorn mutters something to her, which she turns her head to look at him, which he only shrugs when she whispers something in return.

“She’s never been mentioned before, has she?” The journalist looks down to their notes frantically, readying their pen. “How long has she been with the band?”

“She isn’t.” Macaque answers, snipped and direct. His phone buzzes against his leg, he has to push the urge to check it away. Not now. Not the time…

Adjusting their hand a few times, the journalist clears their throat and goes to ask another question.

“I believe we’ve concluded this interview.” Mayorn interrupts, offering them a pointed smile, standing from his seat to offer them a hand. They stand as well, giving him a rattled handshake with a flustered expression. Lady stands to offer them a hand as well, while Macaque makes no effort to move, too focused on his phone practically burning a hole in his pocket, only nodding to the Journalist.

They leave in a hurry, clearly confused by the abrupt end to the conversation. Lady recovers nigh instantly, turning to look at Macaque with a narrowed glare. “Tell me, just what is more important to you right now?”

“What?”

“Was your inability to focus on the task at hand purely accidental or was it a pointless act of rebellion?” Macaque tries to keep from shifting in his seat uncomfortably under Lady’s glare, lest he disturb Bai’he, who seemed to have drifted off to sleep the moment her head hit his shoulder. “You do understand your behavior, your petulance, is reflective of us as a whole, yes? If that interview ruins our debut, I will hold you solely responsible.”

Breathing through his nose, Macaque scoffs. “I told—” Bai’he shifts by his side, he stills. Too loud. “I told you I wanted nothing to do with the press. You know that, Mayorn knows that, my agent knows that and has reminded you repeatedly. This is on you.” Macaque spat, pointing a finger at her defensively.

“Need I remind you, the–”

“Our transportation is here.” Mayorn cuts in, raising his head from his phone to look between the two, well, three counting Bai’he. Right. Time to leave.

Shaking Bai’he awake, Macaque goes to stand. His phone buzzes again. Knowing just who it might be, it would only continue until he either looked at it or responded. The latter was unfortunately likely.

Stepping out of the restaurant finally was like a breath of fresh air, besides actually getting a breath of fresh air. The passing cars were still loud, but anything was better than hearing Lady prattle on about how he embarrassed her in too many ways for her to stand. The black cars wait outside, prepared to take them back home. Macaque piles into the back, finding Bai’he at his side again, groggily tugging at her seatbelt to click it in place before resting her head on the window and yawning.

There are two more buzzes, in quick succession, that come from his phone before he annoyedly fishes it from the pocket of his jeans. The screen lights up, illuminating his face and displaying 3 texts and 1 missed call, which had gone to voicemail since his notifications had been silenced almost all day.

Tuesday 10:49 PM

Home yet?

Mihouuuuuu

You hate meeee

Read 10:53 PM

He doesn’t have to wait for long before another text comes through.

Mihou :D

Biting back a groan, he types out a response before shutting his phone off for the rest of the drive home.

—

“It’s so bad. You’ve gotta believe me.”

“Oh trust me, I believe you. Your doomscrolling habit is catastrophic.”

The voice on the other end laughs, its soft and muffled, but it brings a smile to Macaque’s face.

“Wait, are you smiling? Mihou move the phone! I want to see!!”

Macaque’s brows furrowed. “Nuh uh.”

“Oh come on! Please? Cause I’m your favorite and you love me so so much?”

He did. He did love him, more than anything really, but admittance would get him nowhere. “No.” His phone stays at an angle, only showing half of his face.

“You hate me! You want me dead!”

“Oh quit whining. You’re fine.”

They settle into a gentle silence, Macaque can practically hear the pout through the phone and the eyes on him. He can’t help but chuckle. They call every night, the behavior is typical, but expected and a loved trait.

“When are you coming back?”

The question is welcome. “I was thinking of one of the weekends this month.”

[scrambledd3ggss]

okay so here are my thoughts on the Ithaca saga! I would’ve made this post earlier but I fell asleep watching the cast play mafia on TikTok live lmfao 😭, anyway here we go!

(please forgive any spelling answers- I wrote this as I was listening the first time and am too lazy to check that I spelt everything right)

Challenge: 

oh em gee Anna’s voice?? It’s so clear and sorrowful and beautiful

I really love this song, Penelope we’ve missed you

The good news is I know all the lyrics to this song already 😼

Fav lyric-“ though I’d never thought this would be the lengths we’d go for love, I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

Fuck this song is so sweet/sad 

new audition song just dropped 😼

hold them down

RAHHHH

why’s he sound so sassy/j (love you Ayron)

SIDE NOTE I LOVE WHEN AYRON GETS RASPY

Antinous when I find your ass.

I hate how this song is so catchy 😔

I’m expecting some good animations

YES GET MIRKED BITCHHH

Odysseus 

omg Ody’s monster song

Okay everyone stay calm

“Worst of all I hear you dare to touch my wife and hurt my boy. I have had enough.” WHATTTTGGGSHHSHSHS

ARE THE CHANTING VOICES SAYING ODYSSEUS???

get their asses Ody

Never before have I rooted for this much death before

“Let’s have open arms instead!” “…no” WE LOST HIM ☹️

TELEMACHUS

OH MY FUCKKKKK

bro I love mico’s voice

TELEMACHUS AND ODYSSEUS BEST DUO???

(Telemachus’s part may very well be my favorite part of this song?)

NO GET OFF TELEMACHUS 😨

Odysseus 😨

wow this saga is much darker, definitely recommend listening to jay’s TW (for things like violence that you can hear very clearly and sa specifically but I’m sure people have posted about more things to look out for)

I cant help but Wonder

don’t make me cry/emotional

Telemachus’s verse oh my godddd 😭😭😭

“Oh my boy look how much you’ve grown” take the knife out of my chest please

I know most of these lyrics so far as well!!

“MY SON IM FINALLY HOME!” HES HOME GUYS

HE DID IT

HES HOME!!!

FUCK ATHENA AND ODY REUNITE??

DONT MAKE ME CRY RIGHT NOW

“I can’t help but feel Ive led you astray” goodnight.

“There’s a girl I have to see” LIKE THEYRE KIDS AGAIN OH MY GOD 😨☹️

Would you fall in love with me again

YES YOUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED

“Your eyes look tired, your frame looks lighter” sigh ☹️

“I am not the man you fell in love with” SIGH ☹️☹️

OF COURSE SHE WILL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN

oh my god he’s confessing his wrong doings to her 😟 

I FORGOT HE DOESNT LOOK THE SAME PLEASE 😭

“I will fall in love with you again” this whole part is actually gonna make me crash out ☹️☹️😟😭

THEY BOTH SOIND SO DESPERATE FOR EACH OTHER

I feel like I should count the ending music as it’s own song

I mean it’s as powerful to me

Ending the ENTIRE MUSICAL WITH I love you

Don’t make me crash out rn

Epic has been one of the best things in my life and will continue to be so (seriously- when I have a shit day I just put in my earbuds and imagine how the songs would look as my own animations lol). It’s truly a magical thing that Jorge and the entire Epic crew (cast, crew, animators) have created and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. So while I know they probably won’t see this, thank you. Thank you all so much. I am forever grateful to you and so freaking HYPED to see what Epic turns into next.

lots of love, Ruby :) <3

[pawnyao]

Nightmare

[A lil bit of Mico's (my yuusona) backstory]

It's dark.

Lights flickering from the dying table lamp that never got the chance to get fixed.

Unwashed dishes scattered throughout the floor waiting to be cleaned.

Water trickling down the sink is starting to get annoying.

Clock ticking desperately trying to tell the time.

A door that’s closed shut so tight no one can get in nor out.

A familiar sight.

"What are we going to do with him?!" Voices heard from outside the door.

"___! You're his sister and you know him well, do something!" The woman from the other side of the door keeps shouting. "___... You're our last hope in talking to him.." a follow up that sounds like a man's voice.

"I'll try..." A familiar voice.

Knock

"Lil bro...?"

Silence

"... Mika... I'm here if you want to talk.."

He's clutching the blanket ever so tightly, not wanting to let go. Too scared to say a word, let alone answer the door. 

"... I'll leave the dinner in front of the door like always, don't forget to eat alright..?"

She puts the plate down on the floor with trays covering it with some plastic wrap to prevent It from getting dirty.

"You haven't eaten since forever... At least... give this one a shot. It's your favourite food, you know? Fried rice? Don't you miss it?" 

"Mika... please..." The girl desperately pleaded.

"Please.. don't do this to yourself... Tell me ... Why... Mika..." The voices are getting fainter and fainter. 

His sister's last plea made his heart skip a beat. For once after so long he felt like he needed to answer the door. 

It's now or never. 

The sudden rush of guilt and regret rose up triggered by his sister's cries. He stood up, stumbled on the dirty dishes, scraping his knees in the process reaching the door handle. 

Grab

"Sister —!"

He opened the door expecting to see his sister. To his surprise, a sight of nightmare fuel in front of him.

A pool of blood.

The red liquid spreads on the floor creeping up to him. Down from his legs up to his neck, forcing his gaze to trail upon the stream of blood That leads to something he doesn't want to see.

Himself.

A corpse drenched in blood. Lifeless upside down body. Arms broken beyond repair. Legs that its conditions cannot be described. Twisted head staring at him with his lifeless eyes.

Ah

How did it come to this?

I never thought this would happen.

Why do I let myself turn into this lifeless body?

I don't want you to look at my dead body after everything you went through to keep me alive.

Oh, the things I'd do to see you one more time.

Sister, I'm so sorry.

Please forgive me. [biggest thanks to my friend for proof reading this]

[fareehaandspaniards]

Hi Faree! 3 (and 11?) For Mico, Damian & Gremia!

3. What first drew you to this character?

11. How did you “fall in love” with this character?

Micolash

The FIRST of the FIRSTEST things that drew me to Micolash is that art by @junwei_vivi on twitter!!!!!!

I didn't even know this is Micolash, pinterest just showed me this image and I fell in love!!! I thought it's a book character!!!! Madman or sort of magician??? Anyway I saved this image and looked at it often until saw Micolash in game and fell in love MUCH harder!!

Damian

I answered 3rd question about my sweetest guy <here! But I might add for 11th question that I remember how I felt very sad and just searched everything connected with Mensis trio on Tumblr. Found some Damian fanart, opened wiki about him, looked at his game model VERY CLOSELY and heart made badump-badump! xd

Also my previous most favorite character was much like Damian. In terms of age, appearance, kind personality, tired look, devotion to one person, love for children, being a mother figure for many people... Ehhh... Malcador the Sigillite. I dropped Warhammer LONG time ago, but my hyperfixation was hard... Dropped because of the fandom and because of things that started to happen in the books. I wrote huge fanfic about Malcador, setting my own ending of the warhammer universe. I am still proud of that work + I wrote together with my mom! And it was... One of the best writing experiences. Malcador was very close to my heart, and I didn't expect to find a new heart-curing character in School of Mensis :^)

Gremia

The first-first-first thing of course was the fact that he is connected with Damian. Then I started analysing every detail of him and immediately had interpretation of his personality in my mind! I was interested in Tomb Prospectors, I like Chalice dungeones and would live there lol and their beautiful garbs, but Olek (tho I like him really much and have an interpretation of him and his fate) didn't intrigue me THIS much.

I fell in love deeply when finally developed his character. He reminds of the "protagonist" archetype, maybe because he is kind of protagonist in my current fic?? no way Also he is one the most funny summonable NPCs! xD Example:

Also I realised a few weeks ago that he has BLUE eyes, not brown, as I drew ;_; I will correct this mistake... (tho I don't want I like brown eyes T_T But canon is canon, it's my fault I didn't pay enough attention to him to notice that)

[kingmagnificoofrosas]

I'm interested in your thoughts. What do you think was the idea of depicting arrows on Magnifico’s cloak?

I'm just wondering because the Internet gave me this answer and it's quite an interesting detail. "Meaning The arrow personifies the masculine principle, as well as masculine virtues - determination, courage, perseverance, speed. An arrow shot into the sky signifies an ascent to the heavenly." Accordingly, through Magnifico’s cloak, we were given spoilers about his fall. Lol. But this is a really interesting fragment; there are many interpretations of this symbol in different cultures.

Hey! @inanelemon

Oh! That's interesting!! Magnifico is someone who chooses things for a reason. Everything we see in Rosas design-wise is because he chose it that way. And I believe someone has asked him here once about his clothing and another big ask about his clothing is already in the works.

So, the sharp motives we see are a nod to the points of the north star - which were the symbol his father carried. - The rose is symbolic for his mother Rosalia.

Now as for the arrows. Arrows can - as you just explained - mean quite a few things, but I found it is a symbol for protection and defense. Which is exactly what Magnifico treasures highly. He wants to protect and keep safe. And if he can display that he will/did.

An arrow also symbolizes struggle and triumph, which is a nod to his horrific past and then his sucess of building a safe place for others. A resting arrow is also a symbol for peace. It can also represent the "reflection of a life's journey, signifying direction, personal growth, and the relentless pursuit of goals"

So, super cool and deep. But despite the meanings, it also looks cool. And Mico is a fashion expert. He only dresses well.

[creativewoodelf]

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I'm an Aries

I like to read (Both Original and Fanfiction)

I'm a fanfic writer on AO3

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My Sona is a Wood Elf

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I'm genderfluid

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I suppose the easier way to answer this question is what I won't answer from my asks inbox/messages:

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📜Elder Scrolls (Oblivion + Skyrim)

⚔️EPIC: The Musical

🍕Five Nights at Freddy's

❤️‍🔥Hellaverse

🐉How to Train Your Dragon

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Some Favourite Characters:

| Telemachus | Hermes | Tiresias | Bonnie the Bunny | Glamrock Freddy | Circus Baby | Husker | Lucifer | Stolas | Asmodeus | Inigo the Brave | Valka | The Night Lights |

Some Favourite Music Artists:

| Alessandra Mele | Jorge Rivera-Herrans | MICO | Troy Doherty | POESY | Janani K. Jha |

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| CrazyCae | Clawed_Beauty101 | Tiaandherfairytale | EnchantedTalesByMe | Fabyx_ (I_ship_Stolitz) | Tw!sted_Creat!ons | JustMeegz |

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[fantomette22]

Hello, I need to know your thoughts about Ludwig (and Laurence if you don't mind?) - headcanon, relationship with others or just something you think about him! >:) (I didn't found them in your blog sry if you answered something like that already xd)

Alright! So for Laurence I already share a few ideas here : X - X - X - X and here.

Now for this dear Ludwig I do have a few ideas! I don't remember If I share things I don't think I share a lot 😐

Last time it was my last design of him eventually this funny idea with his sword. And I did a few other drawing on him they are around my blog somewhere 😅 I share a few here too like you have seen (I forgot some too...)

Now, what could I say before sharing a tons of lil headcanons... Well the first time I beat him it was thanks to Valtr! I found him so hard! Now it's way easier XD just a few tries in NG+ His lore is super interesting and even if he probably made tons of mistakes and bad things (see all the blood he have on his hands + church + that people even treat him like a monster?) I feel pity towards him 😢

Also the music is so good 👌 and he's the only one to maintain a bit of humanity and of himself after he turned into a beast?! JUST WOW And even if his design is sure quite... particular... an equine like beast with eyes? So unique. It could be based on the horse guardian of the underworld in Chinese mythology. (I need to look more on it there might be other influence as well).

And of course he got the holy moonlight sword! It's not anything.

And before doing the dlc I always find really interesting the bit of lore around him! (Gehrman mentioning him, the sword, badge description etc) So finally seeing him for real is impressive! If the dlc didn't existed I would have assume he was the beast possessed soul below the old workshop (yeah I have an headcanon for the poor guy too).

Now for the headcanons I have him less develop than the rest so I will just do some list! And in one of my headcanon timeline I still don't know if he should died years before Laurence or should he be there when the dream was create, kill Laurence when he turned in to a beast and die after etc.

Ok go for a few headcanons!

🗡️ He's from either a small noble family or bourgeois family. (he's ancestor were great warriors after all! That originated from Pthumeru & Cainhurst too). I don't know if he have any sibling 🤔 that would make sense if he was the youngest son or something.

🌖 He have heterochromia! His right eye is green (if not teal) and his left one dark brown. At some point his right eye will become more teal colored (same as holy moonlight sword) then blind from and injury (or the contrary).

🗡️ He's left handed. I mean I think it was already kinda oblivious and really one of the only thing that for me is not an headcanon but well canon.

🌖 He was a student at Byrgenwerth at the same time of Maria, Caryll, Rom, Mico etc whom he became fast friends with as well as Laurence & Gehrman. He studied in hm check notes either theology or something in history or military history perhaps? 😅 I am still unsure and I need it for my next fic chapter help.

🗡️ HE LOVES HORSES!!! He had a lil white shetland pony (place holder name is Leonard...) when he was a kid and he did ride horses some times to times but he didn't have one that belong to him for a lot of years. So yeah he was quite a horsegirl with Maria XD she did have a horse and she bring him at Byrgenwerth on her 2nd year and let Ludwig go on ride with him, take care on and all. As such he ask Byrgenwerth to work as a part job at the stable.

All the horses and equine love him too! Even the scared or agressive ones! He have a gift it seems.

🌖 Later on when he had to go somewhere with a horse that was either one of Maria black horses, a brown mule and his last horse a white horse (with a black mane?)

🗡️ He adopted a baby orphan crow too. I don't have a name yet but it's the research hall crow that give us the guidance rune.

🌖 Yes Laurence convince him to become a cleric how surprising I know. (They guy convert so many help)

🗡️ Before wearing the executioner / beta hunter healing church clothes he wear something similar to the Yharnam set. With a tricorn hat yep. A gift from Gehrman.

🌖 He's the first one to have wear the hunter chief emblem.

🗡️ As he kid he was kind of a Labrador/good boy type of guy that become more ruthless after becoming the leader of the hunter of the church and bad things happening around him. He was really kind, protector and courageous for his friends! even if at times he seems he bit oblivious to what was going on around him XD and shocked lot of the times 🤣 see the encounter with a shadow of Yharnam hvhqf

🌖 I am still hesitating on when/where he got the holy moonlight sword. I guess he got a blood transfusion before hand and either lost himself 2-3 days in Pthumeru, Loran or Isz or another underground labyrinth. The other were really worried and glad he was alive. Even if he was hurt had a weird magic sword and say he heard and saw things now. "Yeah like Caryll! Nothing to be worried of." "But Laurence-"

🗡️ He know how to dance in ballroom properly and could play piano and a horn.

🌖 He was kind toward the new hunters (workshop & church) and help Simon got his bow for example.

🗡️ He was choose as the leader of the church hunters because of many aspect : cleric, better vibe to the public and to talk to LOTS of people than poor Gehrman rip, proximity with Laurence, Holy moonlight sword, guidance rune, hear voices don't let Flora lure you Ludwig!, one of the first tomb prospector for the church etc

🌖 Yeah he was, maybe, really close with Laurence if you see what I mean 😏 he might have mercy kill Laurence too... that's the huge crack on the skull...

🗡️ he had great relationship with Maria, Gehrman, Caryll, the scholars and all when everything went well. Still when everything began to spiral down (after Maria died, before Moon presence) he still went to see Gehrman with Micolash to drink tea really occasionally, without Laurence knowing.

🌖 He got at least a scar on his face because of the fishing hamlet.

🗡️ At the end of his life he went kinda crazy and smash everything while closing his eyes... so yeah many collateral damaged... things become worst and he transformed and many people died.. the hunters who discover what happened to Ludwig where shut in cells (Yamamura, Gratia, + a few other guys)

🌖 And last one, if he have a cute nickname it would be Lulu ^^

I probably forgot a few things but it should be all for now!

[jarognieva]

Ok so i’m sorry i don’t remember if i already ask about your headcanons on Micolash background story before Byrgenwerth? But if you already answer this, you said a while ago that you hc he studied history right? Could you tell is more?

Noo you didn’t ask:) So

Let me begin from this: I'm not sure how to interpret the game world - whether it is placed in a world similar to ours in which there are the same nations and countries as ours (and Yharnam is in one of them or is a city-state) or maybe it is a completely different world? Anyway, my point is that Micolash is a Czech name (as you probably already know), but anglicized - in Czech (and Slovak) it is Mikoláš or Mikuláš. I think that the game's creators used many Slavic names (and motifs) for a reason (but I will write about that in another post...) So I think he is either Czech, or it is a way to show that he is a foreigner? Or Yharnam is actually based on Prague and Slavs are actually native here? Either way - my headcanon is that in both situations he is either a foreigner or the child of foreigners. Eventually Yharnam became such a cultural melting pot that people gave different names to their children regardless of origin, because different names from different cultures became popular here. Therefore, since childhood, he has an idea of such things as cultural differences, language differences, etc. It was something that made it easier (or even motivated him?) to study history.

Early on when I joined the fandom, I adopted the headcanon that he and Rom were siblings. Well... They had a rough childhood (BUT this is absolutely not an attempt to excuse Micolash - I hate the type of Disney villain who is made into a poor victim, so all the bad things he did were not his fault uwu). They supposedly had both parents, but... both parents severely neglected them. There was often physical and psychological violence between them. All this happened for years in front of Mico and Rom. Emotional neglect always has a strong impact on the child's psyche... And in this case, the younger Rom suffered the most. Mico was the one who had to keep calm and take care of and protect them both. And it was Mico who convinced her to join the university. For them, studying was a chance to escape from this terrible everyday life. Of course, that wasn't the only reason, they were both very intelligent and curious about the world. Yes... VERY curious, especially Mico. But more on that in a moment. And at that moment I had a dilemma - because I couldn't decide whether they were studying history or medicine. Or maybe something else?

Yes, I told you once that Mico studied history (because Byrgenwerth was mainly a place to study history and archeology). The "Byrgenwerth squad" must have had some idea about the Pthumerians, what their history was like, and what their contacts with the Great Ones were like. But he might as well have studied medicine! Whereas there is a theory that the Mensis Scholars were actually kidnapping people to study the corpses. It wouldn't make so much sense if Mico didn't know anything about it, right? And honestly, I REALLY like Katy's theory about Mico's strange "fascination" with women's organs and their ability to give birth in general (I can't find it now, but you probably know what I mean xD). Already in his childhood, he did not have a good example when it comes to treating women as equal (as I already said... a difficult childhood and severe domestic violence). He saw only Rom as his equal. What I'm getting at is that this is where history and medicine come together! A woman's ability to give birth and the possibility of being an "incubator" for the Great Ones was connected to the history of the Pthumerians (Queen Yharnam and Mergo) and Cainhurst (Annalise and the child of blood). Fascination with these two topics led to experiments in Yahar-Gul, the creation of The One Reborn and an attempt to make contact with the Great Ones! Apparently history likes to repeat itself... Did it stop Micolash to do all these things? Absolutely not.

[ruruumin]

ex! kazuha who has a hard time deciding on what he should be doing. he has so much to say to you but he knows the two of you need space. he wants answers to his endless questions. he wants to hear your voice once more. its wrong, he knows how wrong it is.

even if it resurfaces old, painful memories, he doesn’t want to leave things on a bad note.