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sailforvalinor · 9 months ago
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Why is it that I couldn’t get a date when I was at school and I still can’t in my day to day life but when I go to one of my denomination’s multi-church events, EVERY OTHER GUY within five years of my age at the function is in love with me. EXPLAIN.
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doctorslippery · 1 year ago
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That is not like a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup. You keep your goddamn Liquid Donald out of my Liquid Taylor.
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ilajue · 4 months ago
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drew over something i wrote for a class and liked :] sorry the cars are lowkey ugly, its because I fucking hate cars and cant be bothered to learn what they look like beyond ominous hunks of metal
edit: transcript of the poem by itself under the cut
6 Tips for Crossing the Road
Look both ways
The road is for cars. 
Make sure to look for them before crossing. Even when you have the right of way, cars have a lot of safety features and you have none. 
Use designated crosswalks 
The road is for cars. 
So is the crosswalk but, under brief and temporary conditions, you can use it too! Never jaywalk, never walk in the road, just hope there is a clear and functional sidewalk. 
Cross at the light
The road is for cars. 
There are rules and signs for them, but that can only go so far. Walk quickly and hold your breath and hope that the light doesn't turn. Make eye contact with drivers as their cars teem with potential energy, rumbling with disdain at the inconvenience of your crossing. Try to ignore the cloud of exhaust that you are in and they are above. 
Leash your pets
The road is for cars. 
Obviously. 
To you, it may be natural to sacrifice so much space to them but to your dog, it is not. His instinct is to explore freely. You must curb it. Modern US car models have such high hoods that the average child, let alone dog, is obscured. Even on the sidewalk, hold the leash tight because the sidewalk (if you are so blessed) is next to the street and the threat still looms.
Look out for road kill
The road is for cars. 
And no one was there to leash the deer. 
Or the raccoon. 
Or the cat. 
Did you know that the most reliable sample method for wildlife in an area is looking at the roadkill? 
Remember these tips
The road is for cars. 
Cars are everywhere. In the city. In the suburbs. In the country. In the woods (the US Forest Service manages more roads than the entire Ministry of Transit in China.) Cars are everywhere because there are roads to bring them there, which is great if you are a car and want to get from place to place fast without worrying about the in-between. 
Unfortunately, you are not a car. 
You are an animal. 
You are in-between. 
So remember to look both ways. 
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heartofashepherd · 2 months ago
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THE GIFT OF TEACHING: Strengths and Weaknesses (Rom. 12:7; Heb. 5:12-6:1...
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a-godman · 9 months ago
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Being Perfected to do the Work of the Ministry unto the Building up of the Body of Christ
The Lord has given some gifts to the Body for the perfecting of the saints unto the work of the ministry, unto the building up of the Body of Christ; we need to grow in life unto maturity and be perfected in our function so that we may accomplish our ministry, doing the work of the ministry for the building up of the Body. Amen! This week we have been looking in depth at the matter of fully…
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halalchampagnesocialist · 1 year ago
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We actually do not know how many have been killed in Gaza. The numbers of those killed per day are seemingly less everyday compared to the start of the war, but we also hear of new daily massacres. We’re also hearing of Palestinians dying of starvation everyday, a number which is not included in the death toll. There’s not enough search and rescue teams to pull people from under the rubble, or that it’s too dangerous to do so. The Ministry of Health is unable to function properly, doctors and nurses are being killed off as hospitals are routinely bombed over and over, which means the current death toll is not being updated frequently and is most likely inaccurate. The carnage that Israel has left and continues to leave will only further result in the deaths of hundreds, if not thousands, even long after this ‘war’ is over. Does that not scare you? Does that not anger you?
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fotozap · 1 year ago
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Body of Christ Arise
Romans 12:3-8 For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you. 4Just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, 5so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member…
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hyuckiefluff · 8 days ago
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The Wicked Game of Love| Lee Haechan
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pairing: slytherin! haechan x ravenclaw! fem.reader genre: rivals to lovers, smut, angst wc: 21k+ (full fic) content warning: explicit content, unprotected sex, public sex, oral (fem. receiving), rough sex (hair-pulling, light spanking), marking (hickeys, bruises), forced proximity, toxic family dynamics, blood status discrimination, mean haechan, usage of wizard ver. of a slur, canon divergence (post-hogwarts /ministry setting), their relationship gives whiplash i apologize in advance, emotional hurt/comfort. summary: Lee Haechan was a pure-blood heir raised to hate everything you are. You, a half-blood girl who knew better than to let your guard down around someone like him. You were never supposed to want each other—until one disastrous kiss shatters everything you’ve worked to protect. a/n: AT LAST it is here!! my blood, sweat, and tears went into this u guys. i hope it was worth the wait. also i somehow ended up with a very dramione-coded fic (yes, this is me coming out as a dramione enjoyer). it’s so long i had to split it into two parts because apparently i don’t know when to stop. part two should be up right after this one (unless i passed out from exhaustion). pls enjoy and scream at me about it in the comments <3 ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABYGIRL HAECHAN!!! ILYSM!!!
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“I hate and I love. Perhaps you ask why I do so? I do not know, but I feel it, and I am tormented.” — Catullus, poem 85
What you and Lee Haechan had could only be described as pure, unadulterated rivalry. Or it started that way, at least.
Your mother and his father had been political opponents for as long as you could remember—two towering figures in the wizarding world, constantly at odds in public and behind closed doors. While your mother built her career on progressive reform and transparency, his father operated in shadows, pulling strings and building alliances that made him one of the most quietly feared men in wizard politics. When your mother was named Minister of Magic, it was only by a thin margin, one that turned their rivalry into something closer to open war.
Because of your parents’ standing, and their closely intertwined conflict, you were often forced to share space. Too much of it. Not just at Hogwarts, but everywhere. Ministry galas, private events, summer functions.
Haechan was like a buzzing fly in your ear, a little gremlin who made it his life’s mission to drive you up the wall. You didn’t like him. You didn’t like his voice, or his slouchy posture, or the way he looked at you with those half-lidded eyes. You didn’t like the stupid pattern of moles on his face or the way he always knew exactly which button to press. 
Everyone who knew you, knew you couldn’t stand him. If anything, the daily verbal sparring made it pretty damn clear. But what no one could’ve ever predicted was how quickly this would change.
A change that started when your mother was officially sworn in as Minister.
The announcement made headlines across every wizarding publication, and for a brief moment, your name was something people said with admiration. Students congratulated you in the corridors, professors gave you subtle nods of approval, and even the portraits seemed more polite than usual.
Your mother had been a respected Ministry official long before taking office, a well-known pureblood figure who shocked everyone by marrying a Muggle-born wizard, a choice that set tongues wagging long before you were born. Eventually, your father cracked under the pressure of a world he never fully belonged in, leaving your mother in favor of a simpler life with a Muggle woman.
Because your mother was so busy with her political career, you grew up with your father in the Muggle world, isolated from magic entirely until the age of ten, when strange incidents like your hair changing colors overnight, glass shattering during arguments started happening and forced your mother to intervene.
She brought you into a world you didn’t know then. Hogwarts became your fresh start, your chance to prove you belonged in the magical world despite whispers about your blood status, your father’s scandalous departure, and your upbringing.
Which was exactly why, when you walked into the Great Hall a few days after your mother was sworn in and saw the headline The Daily Prophet had run, it hit so viciously.
“Merlin’s beard, Y/N. Have you seen this?”
Hannah Parkinson’s voice stopped you on your way to the Ravenclaw table. She unfolded her copy with a dramatic flair and shoved it into your face. Your stomach dropped as you read the words.
“THE MINISTER’S HALF-BLOOD HEIRESS: RAISED BY MUGGLES, GROOMED FOR POWER?”
Under the headline was a moving photo of you walking through a Muggle market wearing jeans, scuffed trainers, and a second-hand T-shirt. You hadn’t even noticed the photographer.
Rita Skeeter’s quill did its best to flay you alive.
“Young Miss Y/L/N may carry a famous surname, but does she carry the polish befitting the office? Sources say the new heiress spent most of her childhood in a Muggle household, blissfully ignorant of wizarding custom until age ten—hardly the upbringing our world expects from a Minister’s child.
Classmates describe her as ‘aggressive on a broom, and foul-mouthed in the hallways’.  One wonders whether this half-blood Seeker has the temperament to represent us on the international stage.”
And it continued into the next page, because Skeeter never knew when to stop.
“Her fashion sense appears equally questionable as she’s seen in the picture wearing Muggle denim and a shirt bearing a ‘Misfits’ logo (whatever that means). One hopes Madam Malkin can work miracles.”
The tears welled in your eyes before you could blink them back. Skeeter had somehow managed to hit all of your insecurities with one article—your parents separation, the years spent as the weird kid, the endless fight to prove you belonged in the wizarding world—and splashed them across the breakfast tables of the entire wizarding world.
“Aww, is the Minister’s little charity case going to cry?” Hannah cooed mockingly.
Before you could even find the words or grab your wand to shut her up, there was a loud crack behind you. The paper in her hands tore clean in half, as if slashed by an invisible blade. Hannah stumbled back in shock.
Next thing you knew, Lee Haechan was walking past you, his wand still glowing faintly. Dark hair fell in soft waves over his eyes, his uniform tie was crooked as always, his expression flat with boredom.
“Parkinson,” he drawls “I’d ask if the Prophet’s paying you for distribution, but just like your father you clearly enjoy handing out trash for free.”
A collective ooh rippled across the Hall. Hannah’s face turned an impressively blotchy shade of red before she turned around and stalked off, tripping over the hem of her robes.
Haechan turned then, catching your eye before his gaze dipped to your jeans and the battered trainers peeking out beneath your open robes.
“And you.” His mouth curved into a half-snarl. “If you insist on dressing like a stray Muggle, don’t act shocked when the rats sniff you out.”
You flinched at his words, feeling even more self-conscious than when Hannah was insulting you.
He nudged the ruined paper with his shoe, his voice low so only you’d hear it. “Never bleed where they can smell it.” Then, louder in a mocking tone “Try to keep up, you’re the Minister’s pet now.”
He turned on his heels and strolled back to the Slytherin table, his friends thumping him in the back in glee.
You stood frozen, not knowing how to react. He humiliated you, which wasn’t a new thing in your relationship. But this time, it felt as if he’d thrown the punch so no one else could.
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After that day, Haechan was still a nuisance to you. Still the boy whose father would do anything to see your mother fail. But now his teasing felt different. It wasn’t sharp the way it used to be. His taunts started landing just shy of cruelty, aimed to sting you into strength instead of out of it. No one noticed the difference except you.
Bit by bit, you found yourself almost looking forward to it. Not that you’d ever admit that out loud.
In the days following the article, you did your best to become invisible—but Hogwarts was not a place that allowed anonymity when your name was constantly on the front page of newspapers. Rita Skeeter’s words spread fast, and soon every corridor was filled with whispers about your family. The attention made you retreat into solitude, often spending your free periods hiding among the furthest library stacks.
One afternoon, as you sat hunched over your Charms textbook, the chair across from you scraped loudly against the stone floor. You looked up, startled and already annoyed.
"Did you lose your way?" you asked coldly, glaring at Haechan as he settled carelessly into the chair opposite.
"Unfortunately not.” He replied with a yawn, dropping his textbooks onto the table with a thud that made you flinch. 
"What do you want, Haechan?”
He raised a brow. “Wow, no ‘hello’? No ‘thank you for publicly humiliating a pureblood princess on my behalf’?”
​​"Right, I almost forgot chivalry’s alive and well in Slytherin.” you said, sarcasm dripping from every word.
"Only when it comes with entertainment value." He leaned back, arms behind his head. "And you're a surprisingly decent show these days."
"Glad I could provide," you muttered. “Did you come here just to annoy me?”
"Nah, I just figured you were desperate enough to tolerate my presence," he retorted, flashing a shit eating grin. "Since your fellow Ravenclaws aren't exactly lining up to spend time with you these days."
You narrowed your eyes. "If you're looking to have a laugh, go bother someone else."
"Believe me, watching you sulk around like a kicked puppy isn’t that fun anymore."
"Then leave," you hissed.
“Can't. I need your notes."
You scoffed loudly. "You're delusional if you think I'd help you."
"Am I?" he tilted his head thoughtfully. “Cause you still haven’t hexed me, which means you're at least considering it."
Your wand hand twitched under the table, and he noticed immediately, mouth quirking upward in amusement. The two of you were used to swapping harmless hexes for years. Silly stuff like changing each other’s hair color, gluing quills to fingers, turning the other’s pumpkin juice to green sludge during breakfast. Nothing scarring, but enough for you to flinch when the other’s temper flared. Haechan’s smirk said he remembered every jinx.
The nature of your relationship is exactly why you weren’t used to having him on your side all of a sudden, and you couldn’t be judged for holding him at a safe distance when you had no idea what his intentions were. 
Especially now that his father was capable of doing anything to ruin you and your mother’s reputation with the purpose of hindering her future reelection. Not to mention, you hated feeling like you owed him anything.
"You didn't have to interfere the other day," you muttered bitterly, unable to meet his gaze. "I could’ve handled Hannah myself."
He didn't respond at first. The quiet stretched long enough that you glanced up just in time to catch a strange expression crossing his features. He masked it quickly with indifference.
"Parkinson annoys me," he shrugged.
"Since when?" you raised a skeptical eyebrow. 
He leaned forward, voice dropping into a velvety murmur. "Since she started messing with what's mine."
"Excuse me?" you stammered. 
"Mine to torment, I mean," he corrected, rolling his eyes. "Merlin, don't get ahead of yourself."
"I wasn't," you snapped, embarrassment twisting sharply in your stomach.
"I know." His smirk returned. "Your pride wouldn't allow it."
You huffed, returning your gaze to your textbook, pretending to read despite the words blurring uselessly in front of you.
He flipped open his own book, pretending to skim through pages in bored silence. After about twenty minutes of silent “studying”, he stood up without looking at you.
"I’ll come back tomorrow for those notes.
You hesitated, feeling the inexplicable urge to humor him, despite every reason not to. "Fine. Whatever."
"And stop hiding in the library every day. It's depressing."
"Fuck off," you shot back sharply.
His answering laugh echoed as he walked away and you sat there for the next few minutes trying to summon any sense of concentration to no avail.
A week later you were back in the library, this time sequestered at a corner table piled with parchment and potion vials. Professor Slughorn had paired the two of you for an extra-credit antidote project—“my favorite students working together!” he’d said with a wink—and neither of you had managed to wriggle out of it.
Haechan wasn’t really doing any work, he just kept  twirling his quill and splattering ink blots across your carefully labeled ingredient chart.
“Could you not?” you snapped, blotting at the stains.
“Relax,” he said, slouching until his knees bumped yours under the table. “Don’t you know that chaos is the mother of invention?”
“That mentality is how you melted the cauldron earlier in class”
He grinned. “That was funny, though.”
You rolled your eyes and bent back over your parchment, quill scratching furiously across the page. You could feel him watching you, but you refused to look up.
The quiet of the library was broken by a burst of loud whispers from a nearby table.
“…I bet he only keeps the half-blood around because he feels bad for her—”
“—heard they sneak off after curfew. Wonder what she’s giving him in return…”
You didn’t even need to guess who they were talking about. It was obvious what people thought when they saw you with the Slytherin golden boy, the heir of one of the most ancient pureblood families. They probably thought you were his charity case as well. That you were stupid enough to want him around after all he said to you.  
Your pulse pounded too hard in your ears to hear Haechan’s chair scraping back. A second later, the gossipers’ table went silent, punctuated only by the unmistakable snap of someone’s quill being broken in half.
He walked back to your table and dropped into his seat, jaw tight. “Idiots.”
You shoved your notes into a messy stack. “I’m done for tonight.”
“Y/N—” he reached across the table, but you were already on your feet.
You didn’t stop until you reached an unused classroom three corridors away. It was cold and dusty, with cobwebs in the corners and desks scattered around.
The ghost of a bride hovered near the corner, sobbing quietly into her translucent veil. You ignored her as you braced both hands on the windowsill, trying to steady your breathing, willing the sting behind your eyes to fade. 
After a few minutes, the ghost floated silently through the wall, giving you a mournful look—as if accepting that you had more reason to cry tonight.
The door clicked open after a few seconds.
“Thought I told you I was done,” you said without turning.
“And since when do I listen?” Haechan closed the door behind him.
You didn’t reply, only sound that could be heard was your quiet sniffles and his slow steps getting near.
“They’re not worth it.” His voice was careful. “A new article will come out tomorrow and everyone will move on. You know people need a new chew toy every week.”
You huffed a shaky laugh. “Easy for you to say. Your family’s never been headline fodder.”
“Sure we have. Just with less sensational adjectives.” He stepped closer until your shoulders brushed lightly. “Besides, if they’re going to talk, we might as well give them something good to gossip about.”
You glanced up at him, puzzled. “Like what?”
Haechan hesitated for a quick second, before his mouth quirked into that half-smile you recognized as the one he gave before saying something ridiculous. “We could pretend to date.”
A surprised laugh burst out of you, louder than you’d intended. “Fake dating? Seriously?”
“Why not?” His expression was deceptively casual, but his eyes stayed serious on yours. “It’s the quickest way to control the narrative. People eat that shit up.”
You shook your head, smiling, expecting him to crack up and admit he was joking any second now. But his expression didn't waver, and you faltered slightly.
“You’re not serious.”
His gaze didn’t shift. “What if I am?”
You stared at him, waiting for the joke, the laughter—but it didn’t come. Still, the idea was too absurd. Fake dating Lee Haechan? Impossible.
You shook your head again, forcing another laugh as you quickly dismissed the notion. “Nice try, Lee. But I think I’ll stick to something easier to manage like maybe getting top marks in our Potions assignment?”
He chuckled, finally relenting. “Suit yourself.”
Another tear escaped as you laughed softly, embarrassed. You swiped at your cheek. “God, I hate crying.”
“Yeah, you’re an ugly crier.” He nudged your shoulder gently
You rolled your eyes, shoving his arm, but he caught your hand mid-motion. His thumb brushed lightly over your knuckles, making your breath catch. For a moment you both stood there quietly, until finally, you let out a slow exhale and allowed your head to rest carefully against his shoulder.
He stiffened for barely a second, then relaxed, leaning gently into your weight.
Neither of you spoke again until the clock tower chimed curfew. Reluctantly, you straightened, feeling calmer but oddly reluctant to move away from him.
“We should finish that antidote tomorrow,” you murmured.
He nodded, eyes searching your face as if confirming you really were okay. “All right.”
When he left, his suggestion lingered in your thoughts, stuck there like an itch you couldn’t scratch.
Fake dating Lee Haechan. You snorted softly to yourself, shaking your head as you walked back to the common room. The idea was not only ridiculousbut completely impossible.
Yet your brain, traitorous as always, circled back stubbornly to it. The thought of Haechan holding your hand in the corridors, leaning closer at dinner, brushing a casual kiss to your forehead in front of everyone...
Heat rose sharply in your cheeks.
Ridiculous, yes… but not completely unappealing, if you were honest. He was handsome and smart, plus he wasn’t as irritating as you originally thought.
You shook your head again firmly, as if to physically dislodge the thought. No. You couldn’t afford to indulge this. It was crazy. Dangerous, even.
But as you walked up to the Gold Eagle Knocker at the entrance of the Ravenclaw common room and answered the riddle, you couldn’t deny the way your heart sped up at the thought of everyone believing you belonged to each other.
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You spent more and more days studying with Haechan after that. Or rather, you studying while he studied you. It was a comfortable escape from judgmental whispers and the scrutiny of everyone else’s eyes. Somehow, he’d become your calm in the midst of chaos.
To your surprise, Haechan was actually a good listener, offering better advice than anyone else you'd ever met. It was unexpected for someone who seemed born to antagonize, but behind his cutting remarks was someone who noticed more than he let on.
He was even helping you improve your flying form, despite technically being your biggest rival since both of you played Seeker. But he’d started noticing small flaws in your technique, quietly pointing them out during your private drills. You only learned to fly at eleven, which made you less experienced compared to Haechan who’d practically grown up on a broom.
“You’re still dropping your shoulder every time you dive for the Snitch,” he called over one afternoon, a playful grin on his face as you landed and sat on the grass.
“I do not,” you shot back, brushing hair from your sweaty forehead.
“Yes, you do.” He snorted lightly, tossing himself onto the grass beside you. “It’s why I keep beating you in dives.”
“Whatever.” You sighed, picking at blades of grass. Admitting your weakness felt uncomfortable, but the words slipped out anyway. “It’s just...dives still freak me out a bit.”
His teasing expression softened immediately. Quietly, he stood and held out a hand. “Come on, I’ll show you how to fix it.”
You hesitated only a second before taking his hand. The warmth of his fingers sent a small flutter through your chest.
“Mount your broom,” he instructed gently, letting go once you were steady. “But don’t kick off yet.”
You did as told, gripping the handle tight enough to hide the slight tremble in your fingers. He moved behind you, his presence too close. You felt your breath catch sharply when one of his hands gently settled on your lower back, steadying you. His palm felt impossibly warm through your Quidditch robes.
“You’re way too tense,” he murmured, amused. You jumped slightly when his other hand rested firmly on your shoulder. “Relax a bit, yeah?”
“How am I supposed to relax when you’re—”
“Just trust me.”
You tried to turn your head but he gently redirected your chin with his fingertips, guiding your gaze straight ahead. 
“Eyes forward. If you were flying, you'd have crashed already.”
Heat rushed to your cheeks, not from embarrassment, but from the soft rasp of his voice near your ear and the firm grip of his hands. You swallowed thickly. “It’s hard to concentrate with you right there.”
“I’m just correcting your form,” his fingers moved softly along your spine, and every nerve in your body seemed to spark under his touch.
His grip tightened slightly on your shoulder, pressing it into a more relaxed position. “Keep it down like this. Shift your weight forward without leaning into your broom too hard.” His breath was warm in your ear. “Trust your broom, and trust yourself. And stop tensing every muscle just because you’re afraid you’ll fall.”
“Easy for you to say,” you mumbled, frowning. “You were born with a broom attached to your hand.”
“Just try the dive.”  he chuckled.
You hovered mid-air and bent forward, shoulders steady this time as the broom descended. The dive went smoother and your stomach didn’t feel like a bottomless pit. 
“That…felt better.”
He grinned. “Told you.”
You dismounted, heart still thumping. “Thanks.”
“Anytime,” he said, grabbing his own broom. Then, with a teasing smile, “Just remember who helped you when you finally beat me to the Snitch.”
The following week The Great Hall hummed with the usual breakfast chatter. It had been an awkward morning, people seemed more on edge than usual and you didn’t even know why until commotion started by the Slytherin table.
Haechan’s voice rose sharply with anger, breaking through the murmurs. “Mind your own business, will you?”
Glancing over your shoulder, you saw him glaring down a small cluster of Hufflepuffs who immediately ducked their heads, faces flushed and eyes darting nervously. He snatched a crumpled copy of the Daily Prophet from one boy’s trembling fingers. He looked up and his eyes locked onto yours.
“Enjoying this?” he stalked toward you, paper clenched in one fist.
“What are you talking about?” you asked, defensive under the weight of everyone’s stares.
He threw the Prophet down onto the Ravenclaw table. The headline screamed out in black lettering “MINISTRY SCANDAL—LEE FAMILY FACING INQUIRY OVER ILLEGAL DARK ARTEFACTS”
“You happy now?” Haechan hissed. “Your mother’s finally getting rid of the bad press. Congratulations, Minister’s pet.”
“What… I—We had nothing to do with this!”
“Oh, really?” he sneered bitterly, leaning in closer. “Funny how these stories started coming out right after the articles about you. Maybe Skeeter wasn’t so wrong… hanging around Muggles didn’t teach your family much about fair play.”
A few gasps echoed softly around you. You wanted to scream, to hex him right then and there, but your hands shook too badly under the table to even grip your wand.
You lifted your chin, staring back. “What are you really so upset about? That your father’s finally being exposed, or that people might think you’re just like him?”
His expression faltered enough to let you know your barb had landed. Of anything you could’ve said that was probably the worst for him.
Haechan didn’t just resent his father. He was terrified of becoming him. Every cruel instinct he buried, every smirk that masked something darker, every time he played the game too well—he wondered if he was already halfway there. So hearing it from your mouth, that disgust, that echo of everything he feared he might become? It was too much and it shook something in him loose. 
“You’re right,” he said with a cruel laugh. “My father’s not a good man. But at least he never pretended to be. Your mother clawed her way to the top on the back of others and you’re just her dirty little project. Filthy blood dressed in silk. And no matter how high you climb, you’ll always reek of where you came from.”
The air drained from your lungs. It wasn’t just the insult — it was how easy it came to him. As if it had always been there, lurking under his tongue. You stared numbly at the crumpled headline on the table. 
He was clearly deflecting. Protecting himself and his family’s name. But you never expected him to use words you’d only ever heard whispered by the worst kind of witches and wizards.
Haechan stormed out of the Great Hall, past the whispers and stares, past the first-years who scrambled aside in fear, past the professors who pretended they didn’t see anything. He didn’t slow down until he reached the abandoned courtyard behind the greenhouses, his breaths coming short and shallow.
He braced a hand against the cold stone wall, his pulse pounding sickeningly in his ears.
“Filthy blood dressed in silk”
The echo of his own voice made bile rise in his throat. He’d said it so easily, so effortlessly cruel, exactly like his father would have.
He could still see the way your expression had shattered. Not in anger—that would have been easier to stomach—but stunned disbelief, pain etched deep into your features, your chin held high even as your eyes welled with tears. He’d torn you open, hit you exactly where he knew it would cut deepest, and he’d done it because he couldn’t face feeling vulnerable himself.
“Fuck,” he whispered harshly, sliding down onto the nearest bench and burying his face in his hands. He felt like a coward. No, he felt worse.  He felt exactly like the kind of person he’d sworn he would never become.
He’d watched you go through this already, helped you pick up the pieces, telling you people would forget, that it wouldn’t matter in the end. But he’d never imagined his family would become the next target. He’d never expected the anger, the embarrassment, to burn so personally.
He swallowed thickly, head tilting back against the wall, gaze fixed unseeingly on the darkening sky. He needed to fix this. Needed you to understand that he’d meant none of it, that he wasn’t like his father, even if today he’d failed spectacularly at proving it.
But how could you possibly forgive him after what he'd said?
He wasn’t even sure if he could forgive himself.
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The courtyard incident never reached the Headmaster, but the castle carried gossip faster than owls. By the next morning everyone knew Lee Haechan had called the Minister’s daughter “filthy blood” to her face. Ravenclaws pitched him glares sharp enough to cut skin. Half the Slytherins avoided eye contact, the rest wore smirks that said at least one of us finally said it out loud.
You refused to be in the same corridor with him, let alone speak. At meals you sat with your team while he took the far end of the Slytherin table and toyed with food he never finished. Whenever you entered the library, he left. Wordlessly. Every time.
The distance should have made things easier, instead it thrummed like a headache behind your eyes.
Thing’s should’ve calmed down after that, but the Prophet ran a follow-up column on the Lee investigation, calling Haechan directly a liability to the family reputation. Skeeter framed his words against you in the Great Hall as proof of the “volatile Lee temper,” the perfect angle to question whether the family’s dark artefact inquiry hinted at deeper corruption. 
She quoted unnamed “allies” of the Lee family who feared the heir’s public outbursts were undermining decades of carefully polished prestige. In Skeeter’s telling, Haechan wasn’t just an embarrassed teenager but a wobbling pillar threatening to topple the entire Lee dynasty.
You closed the paper before anyone could see your hands shaking. Whatever anger you still felt, seeing him reduced to a scandalous article—no less than you had been—left a sour taste in your mouth that lasted throughout breakfast.
By the time you slid into Charms class, your stomach was in knots. Professor Flitwick’s flickering quill skated across the blackboard, dividing your Charms class into pairs for the upcoming Presentation on Non-Verbal Counter Charms.
The moment your name appeared next to Lee, H., the knots pulled so tight you thought you might throw up.
Across the room, Haechan twirled his wand between two fingers, deliberately avoiding your gaze. You’d managed to avoid him so well you were half-convinced the castle had sprouted secret passages just to keep you apart, so being forced into proximity again felt deeply unpleasant. 
“Partners will demonstrate in two weeks,” Flitwick announced, clapping his tiny hands. “Research and practice outside class is essential!”
Reluctantly, you gathered your things and walked stiffly to the empty seat next to Haechan. He didn’t bother moving his books to make room for you.
“I wrote down a few options,” you said, dropping your notes onto the corner of the desk. “I’ll handle wand movement notation, you can do the theory.”
Haechan barely cracked one eye open. “Pass. Last time I trusted your wand work, I nearly lost my eyebrows.”
“That was in Defense class, and you deserved it,” you snap, voice sharp enough that two Gryffindors glancd over. “Just do the theory, Haechan. It’s not that hard.”
“Oh, I’m sorry—did I miss the part where we decided you’re in charge?” He straightened slowly, finally meeting your glare. “If Flitwick’s grading us on performance, I’m not gonna let you take all the spotlight.”
You exhaled sharply. “Then what’s your brilliant idea?”
“We can meet in the library tonight,” he said evenly. “Let’s practice first, figure out who does what later.”
“Fine,” you snapped.
“Fine.” He leaned back again. “And let’s do something advanced. Your choice, if that makes you feel better.”
You rolled your eyes, muttering a resigned “Whatever”
When you arrived at the library a few hours later, it was mostly empty aside from a Ravenclaw girl who was crying into her Potion notes and Madam Pince who was judging from her desk at the front. Haechan was sitting at a back table, posture so straight it seemed unnatural for him. His eyes flicked up only when you dropped your bag across from him.
“Non-verbal Disillusionment,” you said by way of greeting. “It’s a simple figure eight motion. If you botch it, I’m not explaining to Flitwick why you’re half-invisible in class.”
He lifted an eyebrow. “Nice to see you, too.”
“Let’s try partial disillusionment first, just my hand."
He raised his wand, eyes narrowing in concentration. "Stay still," he murmured. His wand flicked in a tight spiral. At first nothing happened, then slowly your fingertips began to shimmer into the tabletop, camouflaging perfectly with the wood.
“Not bad,” you admitted, slightly impressed.
He lowered his wand, the illusion fading quickly. "Your turn."
You focused carefully, tracing a precise spiral in the air. His hand flickered briefly before returning fully visible.
He gave you a faint smirk. "Looks like you need some pointers."
“Just be quiet for two seconds, will you?"
"Maybe try easing up on the wrist movement," he suggested anyway. "Less stiff."
You tried again and his fingertips vanished almost completely. He flexed them experimentally.
"Better," he said quietly.
Halfway through the wand practice he paused. "About the other day, in the Great Hall—"
You tensed immediately, eyes snapping up to meet his. “I’m not really here for an encore performance,” you muttered. 
Your counterspell fizzled again, causing reddish brown to bleed through the fading illusion on his arm. He didn’t mock you this time. Instead, he silently recast the charm, patiently waiting for you to try again
“I was a dick,” he said quietly. “And not in my usual charming way. I mean… a proper, full-scale dick.”
“I’m aware.” You said, though you wanted to laugh at the way he described that.
“I crossed a line," he finished, holding your gaze steadily. "I shouldn't have lashed out like that or called you a—”
“A filthy half-blood?” you finished, swallowing around the tightness in your throat.
His jaw tightened. “Yeah. My father always taught me the fastest way to look strong was to punch down. It’s taken me this long to realize how pathetic that is.”
"You didn't have to throw me to the wolves to save yourself."
He exhaled slowly, looking tired and ashamed. “I know. And I’m sorry.”
His sincerity softened some of the tension that had lodged itself inside your chest. After a pause, you gave him a small nod. “Apology acknowledged.”
He tilted his head cautiously. “But not accepted?”
"Still pending," you offered quietly. "But no more low blows and no more humiliating me publicly."
He almost smiled, relaxing slightly. "Fair, truce?"
You hesitated, then held out your hand. "Truce."
He took it firmly, and you felt warmth linger briefly even after he let go. You hesitated, fingers tracing the edge of your wand. 
“How are you doing, by the way? With... everything. The Prophet. The investigation on your father.”
Haechan looked down at the table, then exhaled a laugh that had no humor in it. “It’s weird. Part of me’s pissed they’re dragging his name through the dirt. The other part…” He trailed off, swallowing hard. “The other part thinks maybe it’s what he deserves.”
You stayed quiet, but your hand crept across the table, resting just near his.
“I keep thinking,” he said softly, “if they tear him down, does that mean they’re tearing down part of me, too?”
You bit your lip. “No. You’re not him.”
“Don’t sound so sure.” He smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “I sounded exactly like him that day in the Great Hall.
“But that’s not who you are.” You reassured him softly.
His hand moved then, his pinky brushing yours.
“Thanks,” he said, voice barely above a breath.
“Ready to try the full-body charm?”
He leaned back with a teasing smirk. "Try not to make me disappear permanently. I know you'd miss me."
You rolled your eyes, but couldn't entirely suppress your smile. "Don't tempt me."
For the next hour you traded spells and counter-spells. He still rolled his eyes and mocked your notes, but the comments landed softer every time, the edge dulled by something like mutual respect or at least mutual exhaustion. When Madam Pince finally shooed you out of the library, you’re silently looking forward to the next practice.
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After that truce in the library, nothing between you and Haechan got any easier.
In private, he still showed up to practice and study. In public, he kept his distance, afraid that more articles would come out. The more time you spent around him, the riskier everything felt.
If anyone had asked, you would have denied thinking about Lee Haechan at all—denied the way your pulse lurched when his broom skimmed too close during matches, denied how your gaze drifted to his mouth when he argued with you in class, denied the fierce stab of protectiveness that flared whenever someone else insulted him.
But your parents were still political adversaries, and it was the middle of the elections which meant everything was so much more fragile. You were starting to think that The Prophet had spies in Hogwarts. The rumor that Rita Skeeter could transform into a fly and that’s how she heard so many private conversations was starting to seem more believable every day. 
Because of the complexity of all these things, you hand no choice but to roll your eyes at Haechan in the corridors, call him insufferable beside your friends, and let the castle believe you hated him without exception.
Mostly you stuck with your own Quidditch team since it was easier to pretend around them. Venting about the Slytherin Seeker was practically a bonding ritual.
“He’s such an asshole!” Mika spat after a Saturday match, pushing her dark hair off her forehead.
“I can’t believe Madam Hooch let that shoulder check slide,” Renjun grumbled, ripping off his gloves. “He nearly sent you into the stands.”
“Typical Slytherin, they only know how to play dirty,” you agreed breathlessly, bruised, and secretly exhilarated.
But you weren’t totally innocent either.
That morning at breakfast, right before the match, you’d gotten into one of your usual arguments with him over something silly like who’d scored more points this season or who had better broom control.
“Keep dreaming, Lee,” you said, smirking across the table. “You’ll fumble the second the Snitch shows up.”
He scoffed, chin propped on his hand. “If I win today, I want a reward.”
“A reward?”
“Yeah. Something worthy of beating you.”
You pretended to think, tapping your fork to your lip. “Fine. If you catch the Snitch, I’ll give you whatever you want.”
The words left your mouth with a casual shrug, but the second you said them, his expression darkened with interest.
“Anything?” He asked, lowering his voice enough so only you could hear. “You might not like what I want though.”
You blinked, suddenly very aware of how close his knee was to yours under the table.
His gaze flicked briefly down to your mouth, then back up. “See you on the pitch, then.”  he said softly, pulling away with a smirk that left your cheeks burning.
You’d said it as a joke. Obviously. But now, after the match, with bruises blooming on your ribs and your teammates fuming about missed fouls, you couldn’t stop replaying that look on his face. And to top it all off…
He’d caught the damn Snitch.
You waited until your teammates were gone and the Slytherin tent was empty to walk in. Haechan was sitting on a bench there, shirt half-off and hair damp with sweat. 
“Took you long enough,” he sighed, leaning back in his arms.
“You’re lucky the wind was on your side today.” 
“Aht! Aht! Don’t come at me with that now, you were still confident enough to bet.’
You rolled your eyes. “Whatever, you’re not even going to cash that in.”
“Oh, but I am.” He pushed off the bench slowly, stepping closer. “You can’t offer something like that and expect me to just forget.” 
You crossed your arms. “What do you want, then? A box of Fizzing Whizbees? A foot massage?”
“Tempting. But no.” His fingers reached out, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear before letting his hand drop. 
“I want you to admit I’m the better Seeker.” 
“Come off it.” you laughed.
He leaned in a fraction, his voice lower now. “Alright then. I want you to ask nicely.”
“What?”
“Please, Haechan, what do you want from me?” he said, mocking your voice. “Say it.”
He was getting too close. Your eyes flicked to his mouth for half a second, and you knew he caught it.
“Is this the part where you make me kiss your boots or something?” you scoffed, looking at a point behind him instead of his eyes.
“I have a better idea of what you can kiss.”
An annoying flush crept up your neck, lips parting in disbelief at the implication.
“Excuse me?” you asked, with a laugh that came out shakier than intended.
“You heard me.” He didn’t look away, didn’t even blink. 
This wasn’t your usual banter anymore. The kind you could dismiss with a scoff and a snide remark. This felt infinitely more charged.
“Oh, you’re disgusting.”  You muttered.
“We made a deal,” he said, stepping even more into your space. “And I won.”
You backed up slightly, only to hit the wooden lockers behind you.
“What exactly do you want from me, Haechan?”
“That,” he started, his voice lower and raspier now “is a great question.”
He moved slowly as if he was offering a chance to run but you didn’t. Maybe you should have.
His hand came up, knuckles brushing your jaw. “You want to know what I want?”
You swallowed hard and nodded.
“I want to know what happens when you stop pretending you hate me.”
“I don't pr—”
“Don’t lie. I've seen the way you look at me when you think no one’s watching, you’re so obvious.”
You tilted your head, defiant even now. “Fine, let’s say you're right. What then?”
He gasped so slightly you barely caught it before his smirk came back in full force.
“Then we need to do something about it.”
You stared up at him, close enough to count every damn mole on his stupid, perfect face.
He leaned in until his  lips brushed your ear. “Unless,” he whispered, “you’re scared you’ll like it.”
Your hands twitched at your sides.
“As if.”
You kissed him so hard you knew it would bruise later. And for a second it wasn’t about politics or Quidditch or the Prophet or who hated who first. It was just his mouth on yours, insistent and warm, and the way his hands gripped your waist possessively.
The kiss only lasted a few seconds before he pulled back, breathless. 
“That was definitely better than a foot massage.”
He barely finished the words before your mouth crashed onto his again, hungrier this time, any shred of dignity gone. Your fingers slid up his neck, tugging him down by the collar of his robes.
Haechan chuckled into your mouth, and you felt him press you harder into the wood, his body trapping you there.
“So much for hating me,” he murmured, breaking just far enough away to speak, his breath hot against your lips.
“Shut up,” you hissed, fingers tightening in his hair as you pulled him back down to you, kissing him roughly to silence that stupid mouth. 
He groaned against your lips, slightly annoyed at how good you were at this. Your hands caressed his jaw where stubble was growing. His hands found your hips and squeezed firmly.
You gasped, lips parting to give him an opening, and he took it immediately, deepening the kiss with the kind of reckless arrogance that made your knees tremble. One of his hands slid lower, slipping under your Quidditch shirt to brush bare skin.
“Fuck—” you breathed, eyes fluttering shut when his mouth pulled away to trail along your jaw. “Haechan.”
He hummed, pleased at the way his name sounded from your lips. “Say that again.”
You shook your head stubbornly, pulling his mouth back to yours, swallowing the cocky smirk you could feel forming. You needed him silent, you needed to stop thinking, stop remembering that this was Lee Fucking Haechan.
His thigh pressed between your legs, and suddenly it was harder to pretend you didn’t want this with every fiber of your being. Especially when you were arching against him, hips chasing the friction shamefully. He noticed and pressed harder, savoring the breathless sound you made.
“Not so mouthy now, are you?” he teased, nipping your lower lip.
“Just—god—stop talking,” you breathed, dragging your nails down the back of his neck, earning a rough groan that vibrated through you. 
Your head spun from how quickly this was happening, how eagerly your body surrendered to him.
He smirked against your lips. “But I like watching you argue.”
You grabbed his jaw firmly, forcing his gaze down to yours, reveling in the way his breath stuttered at your sudden boldness. “Haechan, I swear—”
“What?” His voice was challenging, eyes glittering with excitement. “What are you gonna do?”
The answer came in the form of your hand sliding down to palm him through the fabric of his quidditch trousers, smiling sharply when his confident expression fell, eyes squeezing shut as he bit out a moan.
“That.” You murmured, stroking him again, slowly.
He recovered quickly and was kissing you again with a hand tangling in your hair, tugging firmly enough to make you gasp.
“Two can play dirty, princess.”  He growled softly, hips pressing forward into your hand.
“Then fucking play,” you challenged, breathless.
His fingers swiftly undid the buttons of your trousers. Nothing but heat flushed your skin as he slipped his hand lower and under your panties, fingers finding exactly where you needed him.
You cried out sharply, hips bucking into his touch.
“So sensitive,” he teased, voice shaking just slightly as his fingers circled your clit gently, then pressed inside you. “I wonder if your team knows their perfect little seeker gets this wet for a Slytherin.”
“Shut—ah—” your retort melted into a moan, hips grinding shamelessly against his hand.
Your head fell back against the locker, lips parted in a silent gasp as Haechan’s fingers worked you over. Your legs were already trembling, breath hitching in time with every curl of his fingers.
The need to to wipe off the fucking look on his face of pure cocky satisfaction was overcoming. He was watching you unravel like this was the victory he really wanted—not the snitch, not the match, this is what he’d been craving the most.
“Who knew,” he murmured. “That you’d look this pretty falling apart all over my fingers.” 
You couldn’t even glare at him, all your strength focused on moving your hips against his hand, chasing that high, chasing him. Until the unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching froze you both on the spot.
His hand stilled immediately, and you slapped it away in a a panic. Your pants were unbuttoned, his shirt was still half-off, your lips were swollen, and you could feel your pulse between your thighs, desperate and unfinished. This was not exactly how you wanted to be caught dead.
“Shit,” you hissed, shoving him back as quickly as your wobbly knees allowed.
Haechan grabbed his wand and muttered a cleaning charm under his breath, wiping any visible evidence from his hands and your legs. Then, he schooled his expression into that bored and slightly annoyed mask he wore in class.
You barely had time to fix your clothes before a voice rang out from outside.
“Haechan? You in here?”
The Slytherin beater, Na Jaemin.
Haechan stepped out of the tent as if he hadn’t just been knuckle-deep inside you. “Just grabbing my wand,” he lied smoothly. “I didn't know I needed a hall pass to change.”
Jaemin laughed. “Hey, was someone else in there?”
You forced yourself to step out, tucking your shirt in with trembling fingers and praying to every god in the castle that your face didn’t look as wrecked as it felt..
Jaemin blinked at you, confused. “Oh.”
Then he looked between the two, and you could see the pieces falling in place.
“Right…” he said, drawing out the word. “Well, don’t let me interrupt. Just  figured you’d want to see the scoreboard. They’ve posted top players.”
Haechan raised a brow. “Top players?”
Jaemin gave a pointed look. “i think you’ll be surprised.”
Then he turned and walked out, leaving behind a thick silence in his wake. You let out a breath, arms crossed tightly over your chest.
“That was a close call.” He said, still looking way too proud for someone who’d just been caught mid-debauchery.
You glared. “I'm going to kill you.”
He smirked. “Only if you say please.”
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The Ministry’s Galas always felt like a battlefield in ball gowns, but this year it was worse. Your mother moved through the ballroom with effortless grace, every nod and handshake a subtle show of dominance. You followed half a step behind, champagne flute untouched in your hand.
“Y/N, darling, try to look engaged,” she murmured, looping her arm through yours as she guided you toward yet another tedious cluster of political allies. “This is the perfect opportunity to make connections before graduation.”
“Can I at least enjoy dessert before I get offered a job I don’t want?” you said under your breath.
She laughed lightly as if you’d said something charming. “You have options, dear. The International Magical Cooperation office is always interested in young minds, and the Department of Magical Law Enforcement has already reached out. You could even apprentice under Councilwoman Fairbairn, she’s been watching you.”
You blinked, trying to summon enthusiasm. “That sounds... overwhelming.”
“It sounds like a future,” she corrected, smiling at a passing Wizengamot elder. “We can’t all be Quidditch captains forever.”
You clenched your teeth behind a tight smile. This entire night was curated around your mother’s standards. From your dress, your hairstyle, to your perfectly timed laugh. And you were so bored you could scream.
So when she paused to speak to a pair of visiting diplomats, you used the opportunity to escape toward the dessert table. You stuffed a sugared pumpkin tart into your mouth just to have an excuse not to answer questions about your “career trajectory.” If anyone asked again about your post-Hogwarts plans, you were going to throw yourself into the enchanted punch fountain.
The peace lasted until you felt that familiar prickle between your shoulder blades. You turned just as Haechan bowed to a council witch, and walked straight toward you.
“Enjoying the pastries, princess?” he asked, stopping close enough that the chandelier lights caught a storm of gold in his eyes.
“You should focus on your father’s damage control, not my dessert plate,” you replied, forcing a smile that hurt your cheeks.
“Trust me, he’s better at politics without me. Besides, I’m here to make sure you don’t die of boredom.” he said with a crooked grin. 
Then as if it was the most common thing, he wiped a bit of powdered sugar from the corner of your lip. The action shocked the reply out of your mind, and you had to look around to make sure nobody saw that. A passing journalist drifted too near so you stepped back on instinct and lifted your chin to reply.
“I would rather be bored than babysat by you.” The reporter’s quill twitched happily and moved on.
Haechan’s eyes cooled, but a corner of his mouth lifted. “If you keep insulting me that sweetly, people might think you mean the opposite.”
“Are you ever serious about anything?” you rolled your eyes, yet your pulse thudded hard enough to blur the string quartet.
He offered his hand. “One dance. You can call me names the whole time.”
“Not a chance,” you hissed but a council member brushed past and mistook your glare for a smile. “Oh, Miss Y/N, would you lead the next waltz?”
Before you could refuse, Haechan’s hand slid to your back. “She’d be delighted,” he said smoothly, steering you onto the glassy floor.
You settled your palm against his shoulder, felt muscle tense under velvet, and tried to count the steps. But his thumb brushed the inside of your wrist and the numbers scattered.
“You’re shaking,” he whispered.
“It’s the tempo,” you lied.
The waltz spun you through three agonizing minutes of perfect posture and silent arguments fought with eyes alone. When the final note faded, applause burst around you, and you let go as if burned.
You escaped to a side corridor lined with stained-glass portraits. Halfway down, you heard his footsteps. You spun, skirt whipping.
“You had no right—”
“No right to what? Save you from making a scene?” He stopped an arm’s length away, breathing hard. “I’m pretty sure we’re here to keep appearances.” 
“Oh, thank you,” you snapped. “But I can fight my own battles.”
“I’m aware.”
A flickering wall sconce threw silver across his cheekbone, your eyes followed the droplets of melted snow that still clung to his hair from the ride here. He looked beautiful, and you hated it.
“Why do you always do this,” you said, softer now, “You always make everything harder than it needs to—”
He stepped closer. “Do you really not know why?”
Your breath caught, his gaze dipped to your lips.
“Haechan… this isn’t right,” you whispered.
“I know,” he answered, not moving back. “But tell me you don’t want it too.”
A voice rounded the corridor corner—two aides chatting about the banquet. Without thinking, you grabbed Haechan’s collar and dragged him into a narrow alcove behind a velvet drape. The aides passed but you still held onto him.
“You’re truly such a pain,” you breathed.
“You’re one to talk.” He said and kissed you before you could come up with another retort.
His hands framed your face, thumbs stroking away shock. Yours fisted in the silk of his robe as you kissed him back, matching every demand. The gala’s distant music thumped through the walls, but inside the alcove everything narrowed to the press of mouth on mouth, the soft catch of your breath, the relief of finally, finally shutting each other up.
When you broke apart, you were both trembling. He rested his forehead against yours.
“This is so dumb,” you breathed.
“I have to disagree.” 
Another set of footsteps came from outside and you pulled away smoothing your hair. He straightened his lapels with a tiny smirk on his lips.
“Lose the grin, Lee.” you said, slipping out first into the hall, masking swollen lips behind a polite smile. He followed a minute later, expression schooled into neutrality again.
Across the hall, your mother caught your gaze. You forced yourself to move toward her, while behind you his fingers brushed across the back of your hand before letting go
A week went by without much thought. The bruises from the gala’s waltz, the little half-moon marks his fingers left on your wrist, had faded. But the memory of that alcove kiss refused to. Unfortunately, life went on, and in your household that meant tea with the Minister at precisely eight in the morning.
Your mother was already seated in the glass-roofed conservatory, steam curling from a delicate china pot. She greeted you with the smile she reserved for diplomats.
“Sit, darling.”
You obeyed quietly but anxiety bubbled in your chest.  She only used this much ceremony when she was about to drop a bomb.
“I’ve been thinking about your future,” she began, pouring. “You’ve always excelled in Defense, but I know how fond you are of languages as well. So I called in a favor.”
Your stomach dipped. “Mom…”
She set a parchment envelope on the table. “A summer internship in the Department of International Magical Cooperation, right after NEWTs. You’ll shadow the Trade Accords division, they might even pay if you impress them.”
“I didn’t apply for this,” you said tightly.
“I applied on your behalf. They accepted instantly, obviously. One look at your marks, your pedigree—”
“Exactly,” you cut in. “My pedigree. When do I get to make a choice that isn’t pre-selected for political optics?”
Her expression cooled by a few hard degrees. “Opportunities like this don’t wait. You’d be foolish to refuse.”
The conversation spiraled quickly with her measured reasoning, your rising temper, and the clink of china as you set your cup down too sharply. In the end she dismissed you with a gentle but immovable, “We’ll speak once you’ve calmed down.”
You left the conservatory shaking, the parchment still unopened in your fist.
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You considered skipping but pride shoved you into the Ministry lift at 8:59am. You wore sensible robes you hated, hair pulled back into a ponytail that was giving you a headache, and your heart was still hammering with resentment. But if you had to do this, you would do it well… and spitefully prove you didn’t need your mother to pull strings.
The lift grill rattled open onto a marble corridor lined with signage that said Level Five, International Cooperation. You approached the reception desk, rehearsing a polite introduction. Then you heard a laugh that froze you on the spot.
Haechan was leaning against the counter, chatting easily with the receptionist. He was wearing dark robes, and his hair was slicked back. The receptionist pointed toward a stack of orientation folders, he thanked her with a wink, and turned towards you.
His eyebrows shot up in shock when he saw you, then his mouth curved into a slow smile.
“Well, well. Fancy seeing you here on a Monday morning.”
You gave him a flat look. “What are you doing here?”
“Same thing as you, I’m guessing. Interning because my father thinks letting me rot on a beach all summer would reflect poorly on the family name.”
You raised a brow. “Was this the only department desperate enough to take you?”
“Actually,” he drawled, stepping closer, “Magical Law Enforcement was my father’s first pick but it was too much work so I requested this department specifically.” He tilted his head. “Imagine my surprise when I saw your name on the roster last night. Made this whole endeavor infinitely more entertaining.”
Heat crept up your neck, equal parts anger and something far less convenient. “I’m not here for your entertainment, Lee. Stay out of my way.”
“That might be difficult,” he said, tapping the crest on his folder. “Trade Accords division, same as you.”
Of course. Your mother couldn’t have orchestrated a more ironic punishment if she’d tried. But grateful relief pooled in your stomach anyways. At least you wouldn’t be alone in a sea of strangers, at least the one person who could keep up with you (and rile you up) would be right there. But you couldn’t show that. The whole structure of whatever twisted thing existed between the two of you depended on pretending you’d rather kiss a Blast-Ended Skrewt.
The program coordinator, Ms. Thatch approached you, beaming at you both. “Wonderful! Our Hogwarts pair. Minister Y/L/N spoke highly of you, and Mr. Lee comes with stellar references. You’ll be working together on our project about Portkey Tariff revisions.”
You swallowed a groan, Haechan’s grin only widened.
“Looking forward to our collaboration,” he said sweetly, extending his hand. Ms. Thatch watched, expectant.
You shook it, pretending your pulse didn’t spike when his thumb brushed the inside of your wrist in a silent echo of the waltz from the gala. His eyes flickered with the same memory.
“I hope you can keep up,” you murmured under your breath.
“When have I ever disappointed you?” he answered, squeezing slightly before releasing your hand.
The morning of your first official group session, you found Haechan sitting on the arm of a leather sofa in the Ministry atrium, twirling his wand mindlessly and balancing a croissant on his knee. You approached slowly, arms full of color-coded folders of all the research you’d done already. He looked up, eyes dragging over your thoroughly professional appearance before raising a brow.
“Someone’s ready to storm the Wizengamot.”
“I can’t say the same about you.”
He popped the last bit of croissant into his mouth and spoke through the crumbs. “Relax, this thing’s just a formality. They don’t expect us to have actual solutions yet.”
“I’m not here to coast,” you huffed. “I’m not going to let anyone say I got this internship because of my mother.”
“Of course not. You’ve got enough pressure breathing down your neck without adding my laziness to it.” he replied with a dramatic sigh.
 “So you admit you’re lazy.”
“Ah, I'd call it strategic,” he corrected with a grin. “Why waste effort on a rigged game?”
You stared at him, genuinely annoyed now. “Why even be here if you’re not going to try?”
“Because I was told to be,” he said, still smiling but something behind his eyes hardened.
You opened your mouth to press, but Ms. Thatch appeared, waving the two of you over to the briefing room where interns settled around the long mahogany table. Ms. Thatch stood at the front, adjusting her elegant tortoiseshell glasses.
“Welcome back, everyone. Today we’ll outline initial proposals for the Portkey Tariff Revision project,” she said briskly. “I trust you all reviewed the necessary documents in preparation for this.”
You glanced quickly at Haechan, who was leaning back  and looking bored in the chair opposite you.
When Ms. Thatch’s gaze landed on you, she smiled encouragingly. “Miss Y/L/N, let’s hear your proposal first.”
You straightened, ignoring the faint twitch at Haechan’s lips, and began clearly, “The current tariffs favor Western European trade. I think we should revise the rates using updated data from underrepresented regions, especially in Eastern Europe and Asia. It would make things fairer across the board.”
Ms. Thatch nodded appreciatively. “Very good, any thoughts?”
Haechan leaned forward, eyes glinting as they locked onto yours. “That sounds good on paper but it ignores our current diplomatic priorities. Adjusting tariffs too quickly risks alienating our key European allies. I’d suggest a phased approach, start with targeted reductions for certain regions while giving our main trade partners time to adjust.”
You narrowed your eyes slightly, feeling irritation rise at the implication that your idea was naïve. “So we just let the imbalance drag on for years while everyone tiptoes around it?”
He tilted his head, annoyingly calm. “No, we just need to be smart about timing. If we push too hard and too fast, we could lose cooperation completely. It’s not just about fairness, it’s about what’s actually doable.”
“Diplomacy requires action,” you shot back, voice sharpening despite your efforts to remain composed.
“When has rushing things ever gotten us anywhere?” he asked with a raised brow.
The other interns glanced between you two with barely hidden fascination. Ms. Thatch cleared her throat delicately. “Passionate debate, but perhaps we can find a middle ground?”
You flushed slightly, biting your lip. Beside you, another intern whispered something like awkward, but you ignored it.
“Well,” Haechan started, “we could try a hybrid approach. Immediate adjustments where the gaps are the worst, but phase in the rest over time. We could also offer incentives like better magical goods regulations for countries willing to work with the new model early on.”
You blinked. It wasn’t a terrible suggestion. It was annoyingly logical. Worse, you’d briefly considered something similar before dismissing it because it felt too cautious. You glanced at Ms. Thatch, whose expression was encouraging.
“…That could work,” you said reluctantly. “As long as we set clear timelines for change and don’t let it get buried in process.”
Haechan gave you a satisfied smile. “Look at that teamwork.”
Ms. Thatch clapped once, pleased. “Wonderful! A joint proposal from Mr. Lee and Miss Y/L/N. Excellent demonstration of cooperation.”
Your face warmed up at her compliments, but you were still annoyed because you'd unintentionally made Haechan look good too. He reclined in his chair again, twirling his quill lazily, with a little smirk on his face.
When the meeting ended, you gathered your parchments quickly, eager to escape the lingering awkwardness. But as you stood, Haechan slipped smoothly into step beside you.
“You’re welcome,” he murmured, leaning slightly toward you.
“For what? Pointing out flaws in my idea?”
“For saving your impulsive approach from alienating half of Europe,” he corrected.
“Why do you act like you care about the outcome now?” you snapped softly.
“You’d be surprised.”
The lift chimed before you could answer. You stepped in first, forcing a slow breath. Haechan followed, positioning himself at a polite distance but still close enough that his body heat seeped through your robes.
The enchanted car lurched upward, then swerved left, then right in its usual nauseating zig-zag. Your boots slid and you lost your balance. Haechan’s hand shot out, pulling you against the solid plane of his chest.
“Careful…” he murmured.
“Thanks,” you managed, the word thin and embarrassingly high.
He released you the moment you steadied, but the imprint of his fingers stayed on your skin. When the doors finally opened on the Atrium, your pulse was thudding so hard you could hear it.
“See you tomorrow, partner,” he murmured, throwing a knowing glance over his shoulder as he exited.
You watched him disappear through the bustling floor realizing it was going to be a very long internship.
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The next few days consisted of nothing but research. Haechan seemed more interested in the project after your argument. He claimed he was committed to helping but you suspected he just enjoyed contradicting your findings.
“Page six,” he announced, flipping your draft around. “Your import tariff curve is off by half a point.”
“It is not.” You muttered without looking up.
He leaned forward. “Wanna bet?”
You rubbed your temples, eyes throbbing from going through three decades worth of parchments. “Fine. Show me.”
Haechan stood and bent over your chair, his cologne wrapping around you. He pointed to a neat column of figures, far closer to your face than necessary.
“See?” he murmured. “You adjusted by seven percent, but the 1903 clause moved the baseline to eight.”
“Good catch,” you conceded through gritted teeth.
He straightened, grinning. “Say it louder, the ghosts in the basement might’ve missed it.”
You rolled your eyes, then pressed two fingers to the side of your neck and winced. All those hours of hunching had finally caught up with you.
Haechan’s smirk faded. “You okay?”
“Just sore,” you muttered, rotating your shoulder. “Thanks to someone who insisted we cross-reference three languages and thirty years of footnotes.”
“That same someone happens to give excellent massages,” he said, sliding behind your chair before you could protest. “Turn.”
You opened your mouth to refuse but then another sharp twinge shot down your spine. So with a reluctant sigh, you let his hands settle lightly on your shoulders.
“Don’t break me,” you mumbled, cheeks heating.
He chuckled, low. “You’ve survived Bludgers to the ribs. I think you’ll live.”
His thumbs worked slow circles into the knotted muscles at the base of your neck. Heat unfurled under your skin; the room seemed to narrow to the quiet rasp of parchment and the steady press of his hands.
“Better?” he asked, voice a breath from your ear.
“A little,” you managed, pulse thudding far too fast for mere relief.
He kneaded deeper, tracing careful circles. Your breath caught as his thumbs slid higher toward your neck. He paused, and you didn’t realize he was leaning in until you felt the faintest ghost of a kiss graze your bare shoulder where your robes had slipped. Your entire body stiffened in surprise.
“Haechan—” The name broke on a gasp as he kissed you again.
“I’ll stop if you want,” he murmured but his lips only drifted higher. Another kiss landed below your ear, teeth grazing a spot that made your breath hitch. He nudged your hair aside, mapping the exposed skin with his mouth.
“What are you doing…” you breathed.
“Just helping you relax,” he whispered, mouth warm on your neck.
You turned without thinking, and his mouth met yours, stealing the rest of your question. Your fingers slid into his hair, tugging him closer. 
He stood from his chair and eased you back until you bumped the table. His tongue brushed yours; a low sound caught in his throat when you arched into him. Your hands found the loosened knot of his tie and pulled. He broke the kiss just long enough to trace your bottom lip with his thumb.
“Feeling better?”
You swallowed thickly. “I don’t know.”
“Hmm, we gotta keep going then.” He kissed you again, deeper this time, hands sliding down to your waist and gripping tightly. His hips pressed forward, drawing a sharp gasp from you as you felt the heated line of his body. Your fingers tightened in his shirt, clinging as he kissed along your jaw, teeth gently scraping your skin.
“We shouldn’t—” you breathed, though you tilted your head to grant him better access.
“I know,” he said hoarsely. But neither of you stopped.
His hands slid down to explore the curves of your body through your robes. You felt dizzy, entirely consumed by him. He lifted you slightly onto the table, knocking scrolls and parchment to the floor, but you hardly cared. There was no one around in the Archives at this hour and all you could focus on was him—the fierce heat of his mouth, the soft catch of his breath when you bit his lip.
Your robes shifted upward, exposing bare thighs. His palms skimmed your skin, rough fingertips igniting sparks along your nerves. He kissed you deeply, tongue sliding against yours as you parted your knees instinctively, drawing him in closer.
“Lie back.” He murmured.
Your heart kicked up as you leaned onto your elbows, breath already shallow. His eyes didn’t leave yours, not even as he dropped to his knees, hands sliding up your thighs and pushing them apart with slow pressure. With his other hand he bunched your robes higher, the cool air hitting your skin in sharp contrast to the heat rolling off him.
“Haechan—” you gasped, tensing when his mouth brushed the inside of your thigh. 
You hadn’t expected how soft he’d be. How careful. He kissed higher, lips dragging up inch by inch until his breath was warming your core. You squirmed closer, needing him closer, needing somethinv to relieve the pressure building low in your stomach. His eyes flicked up to yours with a silent question in them. You nodded without hesitation.
His mouth was on you in a second. A sharp main escaped before you could stop it, echoing off the dusty shelves. His tongue moved slowly at first, learning you, and then with more purpose. Your hands fumbled for the edge of the table, gripping tight as your breath caught again and again. The sensations were overwhelming, so much better than anything you’d let yourself imagine.
“Fuck,” you breathed. “Haechan—”
“You’re so fucking sweet,” he said between strokes. “Tastes better than I thought.”
“Don’t stop,” you gasped, voice cracking. “Please—”
“Not planning to.” His fingers dug into your thighs as he dragged his tongue in tight circles. “Gonna make you fall apart on my mouth.”
He groaned low against you, and the vibration nearly sent you over. Your hand flew to his hair, tugging, desperate, but he didn’t slow. His tongue worked you relentlessly, fingers digging into your thighs as you twitched.
“Haechan—fuck—” you choked, voice high and strangled as you came hard. Your thighs clenched around him but he still didn’t stop until you started to shudder.
You slumped back, breathing fast. Haechan rose slowly, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
You reached for him without thinking, pulling him into a kiss. You tasted yourself on his lips, but you didn’t care. You just needed to feel him.
“Less tense now?” he murmured, his smirk returning, but softer this time.
You exhaled, dazed. “Yeah. But—”
“I know,” he said, pressing his forehead to yours. His eyes slipped closed. “This doesn’t leave the room.”
You nodded, even though everything in you hated the idea. He pulled back just a little, smoothing your robes down, then reached for his fallen notes without meeting your eyes. You fixed your hair with trembling hands, still trying to get your breathing and your thoughts under control.
But you knew the truth, even if you weren’t ready to admit it. This wasn’t just something that happened and pretending otherwise wasn’t going to make it go away.
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Israeli occupation forces have taken control of the European Gaza Hospital in Khan Yunis, converting it into a military command center, a clear violation of international humanitarian law.
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Footage released by the Israeli military shows troops inside the hospital operating equipment and holding briefings, alongside claims of discovering Hamas tunnels beneath the facility. However, analysts have pointed out inconsistencies in the video, especially a strange jump cut where a drone enters a pipe and the footage abruptly shifts to a different tunnel scene, casting doubt on whether the tunnel is actually under the hospital.
The move comes amid growing fears that Israel is preparing to escalate attacks on Gaza’s last remaining medical centers, including Al-Amal Hospital, now declared a “dangerous combat zone” and rendered inaccessible by Israeli forces.
All eyes are now on Nasser Hospital, Gaza’s largest functioning medical complex in the south, which is nearly surrounded by areas designated for forced evacuation.
The World Health Organization and Doctors Without Borders warn that any shutdown would be catastrophic, wiping out critical care services for over a million people. Medical groups and the Palestinian Health Ministry say the campaign mirrors earlier Israeli attacks on hospitals in northern Gaza, a continuation of Israel's systematic effort to destroy healthcare access across the strip.
via The Cradle telegram channel, June 8th 2025
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"In a historic step toward the first-ever restoration of the tiger population to a nation where they were once extinct, two captive Siberian tigers have been translocated from Anna Paulowna Sanctuary, Netherlands, to the Ile-Balkhash Nature Reserve in Kazakhstan.
This remarkable event is part of an ambitious program led by the Government of Kazakhstan with support from WWF and the UN Development Program to restore the Ile-Balkhash delta ecosystem and reintroduce tigers to the country and region, where the species has been extinct for over 70 years.
“It is a high priority for Kazakhstan to work on the restoration of rare species. For ecological value it is important that our biodiversity chain is restored. And that the tiger that once lived in this area is reintroduced here,” said Daniyar Turgambayev, Vice-minister of the Ministry of Ecology and Natural Resources of Kazakhstan.
In the early 21st century, genetic studies were carried out on bones and furs held in national collections which revealed that the population of tigers living between Iran, southern Russia, Central Asia, and the areas around the Caspian Sea was extremely similar to Siberian tigers.
This led scientists to conclude that Felis vigrata, the former name of the Caspian tiger, was simply the Siberian tiger that developed into a distinct population, but not a new subspecies, over generations of being separated by habitat fragmentation.
Bodhana and Kuma, the male and female tigers, will be housed in a spacious semi-natural enclosure of three hectares [7.4 acres] within the Ile-Balkhash Nature Reserve. Any of their offspring will be released into the wild and will become the first tigers to roam Kazakhstan in decades, and potentially the first-ever international tiger reintroduction.
They will play an important role in the establishment of a new tiger population in the region where they had previously been wiped out as a result of excessive hunting.
“Today marks a monumental conservation milestone to bring tigers back to Kazakhstan and Central Asia,” said Stuart Chapman Leader of WWF Tigers Alive. “This tiger translocation is a critical step to not only bring back the big cat to its historic homeland but also to rewild an entire ecosystem.”
Progress towards restoration of the area is already well underway with recovering and reintroduction of critical tiger prey species like the Kulan (Asiatic wild ass), and reforestation of over 120 acres with native trees. Being the apex predator, tigers will play a significant role in sustaining the structure and function of the ecosystem on which both humans and wildlife rely...
“With the launch of the tiger reintroduction program, we have witnessed a significant change—the revival of nature and our village of Karoi,” said Adilbaev Zhasar, the head of the local community group Auyldastar.
“This project not only restores lost ecosystems, but also fills us with pride in participating in a historic process. Because of small grants from WWF, we have the opportunity to do what we love, develop small businesses, and create jobs in the village, which brings joy and confidence in the future.”
From the very beginning, the local community around Ile-Balkhash Nature Reserve has been closely involved in the project. This includes support for improved agricultural techniques and the future development of nature tourism in the area.
The translocation of these tigers is the first of several planned in the coming years, with a goal to build a healthy population of about 50 wild tigers by 2035, starting with this pioneering pair for breeding. This initiative is not only a testament to the resilience of the species but also a powerful example of governments, conservation organizations, and local communities cooperating in wildlife and nature conservation."
-via Good News Network, November 27, 2024
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Berlin announced on 23 April that it will resume cooperation with the UN Relief and Works Agency for Palestine Refugees (UNRWA) in Gaza. Germany’s move came after an independent investigation headed by former French diplomat Catherine Colonna that found “neutrality-related issues” in implementing UNRWA’s procedures to “ensure compliance with the humanitarian principles of neutrality.” Colonna’s report made note that Israel provided no proof of whether UNRWA staff were involved with the Palestinian resistance’s Operation Al-Aqsa Flood on 7 October. “The German government has dealt intensively with the allegations made by Israel against UNRWA and has been in close contact with the Israeli government, the United Nations, and other international donors,” a joint statement by the German Foreign Office and the Ministry for Economic Cooperation and Development read. The former French diplomat’s investigation proposed reforms to UNRWA to increase the neutrality of staff and behavior, education, and governance, including methods to achieve these goals through engagement with donors. Germany pushed UNRWA to implement these recommendations, strengthen its internal audit functions, and improve the external surveillance of project management. “In support of these reforms, the German government will soon continue its cooperation with UNRWA in Gaza, as Australia, Canada, Sweden, and Japan, among others, have already done so,” the joint statement continued. Germany gave the UN agency over $200 million in 2023 and is the organization’s second-largest donor after the US. In an interview with Al-Jazeera, UNRWA chief Philippe Lazzarini said the attacks on the agency “have nothing to do with neutrality issues but in reality, they are motivated by the objective to strip the Palestinians from the refugee status.”
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I've bad period cramps today... couldn't go to uni... I gotta be honest here... not everyday will be 10/10... we will have these days and its ok. accepting a not so productive day when ur body is barely surviving is more than ok! sending love and warmth to all my perfectionist girlies out there!
Log: 17th Feb 2025 running wild
Read Ministry of Time
Journal_mental health check
Gentle stretching and long shower
Protein rich brunch
Studied Gradient Descent __2P
Loss function __2P
Language P
called home
watched Run Jin Variety Show Extravaganza
Note to self: No self-hatred is allowed! u r doing what u can!
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Comprehensive Report on the Graz School Shooting   
On 10 June 2025, a tragic mass shooting occurred at the Bundes-Oberstufenrealgymnasium Dreierschützengasse(BORG Dreierschützengasse) in Graz, Austria. The incident commenced at approximately 09:55 CEST, resulting in the deaths of 10 individuals, including the perpetrator, who is believed to have died by suicide. Additionally, 11 persons sustained injuries.
Incident Overview
Reports of gunfire were received shortly after the onset of the event, prompting emergency services to arrive at the scene by approximately 10:00 CEST. The response involved around 300 police officers, including members of the tactical unit Einsatzkommando Cobra, and 160 paramedics. The school was promptly evacuated, and by 11:20 CEST, authorities declared the situation under control.
Eyewitnesses reported that the initial shots were fired outside the school premises before the assailant, identified as 21-year-old Artur A., entered the building and discharged his weapon in at least two classrooms on the second floor. An estimated total of 40 gunshots were fired during the incident.
Victims
The fatalities included eight students and one teacher. The victims comprised six females and three males; however, precise details regarding ages and the exact distribution between students and staff have not been publicly released.
The nearby Helmut List Halle was designated as an emergency triage center for the wounded. According to reports, five individuals were critically injured, with two adults sustaining life-threatening conditions. Regrettably, one adult female later succumbed to her injuries at the Universitätsklinikum Graz.
Local media confirmed a minimum of 10 deaths, a figure corroborated by the Austrian Interior Ministry. Graz Mayor Elke Kahr affirmed that the perpetrator was among the deceased.
Perpetrator Profile
The assailant, Artur A., a former student of BORG Dreierschützengasse, was legally licensed to possess the firearms utilized in the attack, holding permits for both a handgun and a shotgun. This license had been obtained shortly prior to the incident. Authorities have confirmed that he had no previous criminal record.
Subsequent to the shooting, police recovered a suicide note at the perpetrator’s residence, which reportedly conveyed feelings of having been subjected to bullying. A non-functional pipe bomb and a video message were also discovered, in which Artur A. declared his intent to carry out the attack. The perpetrator’s mother reportedly viewed the video shortly after it was uploaded and promptly alerted the police; however, the attack was already underway by that time.
Governmental Response
A coordinated national response was initiated by Chancellor Christian Stocker and Interior Minister Gerhard Karner, who immediately cancelled their scheduled engagements and traveled to Graz. They conducted a joint press briefing alongside Education Minister Christoph Wiederkehr and Mayor Elke Kahr, during which they announced a period of three days of national mourning commencing on 11 June 2025.
The motive behind the attack remains under active investigation. Authorities have urged the public to refrain from speculation until more information becomes available. Further updates will be provided as the inquiry progresses.
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happy 1k!! 🥳 congrats again amora! you deserve all of this and so much more, can’t wait to see you grow even more 🤍
for cupid’s arrow, can i request mattheo riddle with the prompt,  “but i miss you...” “hon’ i just left fifteen minutes ago.” 
congrats again bb!!
1k Celebration!!! ;Navigation
couldn’t have done it without your help on my first fic<33 also i have so many versions of your request😭
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He had no shame.
None. Zero. It had been—he checked the time—six minutes since you walked out the door, and Mattheo was already lying flat on his bed like a man in mourning. One hand dramatically tossed across his forehead, the other clutching the hoodie you left behind like it was a lifeline.
The silence in his apartment was unbearable.
So he did what any completely rational, emotionally well-adjusted boyfriend would do.
He called you.
You answered with a knowing lilt in your voice. “Hey, babe.”
Mattheo didn’t even hesitate.
“I’m dying.”
There was a pause. Then, your voice came through with a smirk so obvious he could hear it.
“Oh no. Tragic. Should I alert the Ministry?”
“I’m serious,” he mumbled, rolling onto his back dramatically. “You left and now this place is a ghost town. There’s a chill in the air. I think my soul left with you.”
You made a sympathetic noise that was anything but sincere.
“Wow. Must be horrible having a moment to yourself.”
He could hear your footsteps, the breeze in the background. You were still walking. Rude.
“It is” he groaned. “It’s awful. I think the bed’s colder. And my heart? Hollow.”
“You poor thing.”
“I am!” he insisted, tossing an arm over his eyes. “I was just lying here thinking, ‘Wow. If she doesn’t come back, I might never smile again.’”
You hummed thoughtfully. “I dunno. You seemed pretty alive and well when I left. Standing up, fully functional, smirking at me while I walked out the door.”
“That was before the loneliness set in.”
You laughed, cruelly unbothered. “Sounds intense.”
He grinned at the sound, clutching the phone closer like it might pull you through the screen. He dropped the fake suffering for just a second, voice quieter now—sincere in that rare, boyish kind of way you always managed to pull out of him. Then—softer—he said,
“But I miss you.”
And that’s when you really broke. Your smile softened through the phone, and your voice dropped to a teasing drawl.
“Hon’ I left fifteen minutes ago.”
Mattheo blinked at the ceiling, completely unbothered. “Yeah. And I’ve missed you for all fifteen.”
You snorted. “You’re hopeless.”
He grinned. “Hopelessly in love with you.”
“Obviously.”
He paused, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
“Come back?”
Another pause. Then you sighed. “Be where I left you.”
“I never moved,” he promised, already flopping back on the bed. “Still dying. Better hurry.”
“Mattheo…”
“yes?”
“I miss you too.”
He grinned. “Knew it.”
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We're Speaking the Same Thing from Different Angles for the Building up of the Body
Because the Body of Christ is one yet has many members, every member of the Body has his own ministry, and each personal ministry is for the building up of the Body; we all are speaking the same thing from different angles, depending on our enjoyment and experience of Christ. Amen! If we read the New Testament we do not see any two disciples having the same exact ministry; each one has their own…
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the-pigeon-queen · 17 days ago
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Obsessed with your ghost takes. Give me more headcanons I beg. I’m on my knees. Let us see but a fraction of the beauty in your mind.
Truly I am honored and I'm happy to provide :]
Sorry for the delay, I had to cook these up
Again, per usual, these are just personal head cannons :0 And I got 10 for each papa and for ghouls!
Copia:
Grew up doing acrobatics and ballet to be more like his Auntie, Marika. He chose to focus on ballet pretty early on.
Referred to Markia as Auntie but Mr. Psaltarian as Mr. Psaltarian.
Has a complicated relationship with his emotionally distant father figure, Mr. Psaltarian, but an even more complicated one with his actual father, Nihil
Marika babied him - grew up a little spoiled
The 666 mark on his chest is a birthmark lol not a tattoo
Has a lot of mobile games on his phone, and he has used the company card to make microtransactions for them
Picked up boxing because he was a little insecure about his arms and to stay 'fit' as he says
Executive dysfunction - eventually the stress of doing a task trumps his procrastination. When he does work, he does it well - he did get 2nd best employee of the month, after all
Prefers sci-fi to fantasy, with Star Wars being his favorite. He has models of all the different space ships in Star Wars. And a lightsaber (canonically)
Has pet rats (this is cannon to me across all AU's, I can't help it)
Perpetua:
Raised as an orphan in the catholic church after being kidnapped as a baby (will it be cannon? 👀 we'll see)
They were convinced he was possessed by the devil, and they performed multiple exorcisms on him there. Each one was traumatic, for obvious reasons.
One common punishment was having his knuckles/hands smacked - that's why he wears gloves/metal gauntlets, it makes him feel safer.
The mask, too, is worn because its comforting to hide behind it. He only takes it off when he has to.
He's trans. He goes by he/him but still doesn't confirm to any gender roles, especially not when it comes to fashion. He wears anything he wants. This includes the claws.
Whereas Copia has issues maintaining eye contact, Perpetua is the opposite. He stares. A lot. It is unnerving after a while.
His natural smile just happens to be very toothy and very wide.
Genuinely desires familial connections, and desperately wants to meet and befriend his twin, who he looks up to.
Has not confronted how he feels about the Ministry only seeking him out when he was needed for something. Right now, he's just happy to be wanted.
Has a pet bat :) no, it doesn't have rabies. Probably.
Primo:
Hates Nihil the most out of any of the siblings. He really brings a 'kill your dad' energy to the function (or a kill your older brother energy, take your pick)
Collects ancient occult or 'cursed' books. He has a copy of the Necronomicon. One of his most precious treasures is a copy of the Codex Gigas. He is currently hunting down a copy of the 'King and Yellow' because it's not a cognito hazard, people just don't get it like he does.
His mother was a witch - it's where he picked up a flair for gardening and tea. And bones. And magic.
He's an alchemist. Self-taught, and good at it.
Definitely had a homunculus at some point
Made a deal with an undisclosed demonic entity to keep his hair into his advanced age (I just like long hair Primo,,,)
Also hates the executives that run the Ministry. He has a strict idea of how the cult should be run and is endlessly frustrated that he doesn't have more say in its activities.
The executives in the Ministry fear him - no one knows what is keeping him in line, because it's obvious he would and probably could unleash some real harm to them.
Loves Secondo and Terzo dearly. He cared for them as if they were his own children when they were younger and loves them still. Game night started at his request.
As soon as he met Copia and Perpetua, he knew they were related, and he does his best to make the two feel welcome.
For more Primo headcanons, check out a previous post: {Unhinged Primo}
Secondo:
Can and does make pasta from scratch. He bought an extruder and everything.
He's actually a good cook - the only one in the family
People think he's a big, scary dog guy, when he's actually a purse dog guy. (I was making a comic about this but) He adopted a small, fluffy dog, and it wears a spiked collar and a pink bow. He walks it with one of those big, fake chains. Her name is Psycho Killer and he's training her to attack Terzo's ankles.
He recognized the Ministry suffered from same corruption he criticized in the catholic church - but is unable to do anything about it.
Only grew bitter when he realized how powerless he actually was within the Clergy.
He partied so hard as Papa as a way to sort of get back at the Clergy - but it was also a coping mechanism.
Considers himself a fine connoisseur of whiskey, and he is. He's got fancy tasting glasses and everything.
Same with cigars.
He also enjoys a good cocktail, too, though, and can mix a good drink. He's a good bartender.
Actually pretty good at pool/Billiards and darts. He's terrible at UNO, though - absolutely terrible.
Terzo:
Actually an introvert.
After parties, he has to have quiet alone time (this alone time can include Omega)
Enjoys reading - everything from dense books about ethics to trashy romance novels.
Absolute cinephile. He will host viewings of historic/rare/obscure films, and he will provide a slideshow presentation before the viewing. There is a mandatory discussion after.
He's a very talented visual artist - prefers black and white charcoal and graphite work.
Genuinely wanted to take over the world with the Clergy and turn it into his idea of a utopia. Unfortunately, the Clergy didn't like his vision, didn't like how comfortable he was getting with them, and didn't like how ambitious he was.
Once removed from Papacy, he realized how powerless he actually was within the Clergy, and grew even more reclusive, for a time.
Was insecure about his height when he was younger, but came to accept it, and is now perfectly fine with being a "short king."
Thoroughly enjoys messing with Secondo. The two bicker and tease each other all the time.
Keeps in contact with his Polish mother :)
Ghouls:
A ghoul's mask is a physical representation of their contract, but it also helps them maintain a humanoid form.
They can remove the mask, but only for brief periods of time.
If they remove their mask for too long, their magic will begin to destabilize, and they will inevitably revert back into a feral, demonic monster.
They do not have to eat or sleep, nor do they reproduce sexually
However, their physical bodies are 'equipped' to experience all the pleasures of the mortal realm (food, sleep, pleasure) It's a perk of the job.
The physical upkeep of their corporeal forms is dependent on emotional/mental state (can only be injured when emotionally compromised, only show scars if there are negative memories associated with it, ect.)
Musical ability is directly linked to their magic, so it's linked to their element, so it's linked to their emotional state.
This incentivizes the ministry to keep them happy.
They are forbidden from sharing any knowledge of heaven/hell/life after death with humans.
Unlike demons, they don't have true 'names.' It's up to the summoner to give them one.
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