#mirtazipine

[disabledopossum]

Be careful out there! Drink lots of water, wear sunscreen, try to stay in the shade when possible, all the things!

[xb0rder-7inex]

Also my Dr just added mirtazipine to my prescription and if I gain back all the weight I lost on venlafaxine alone I'm low key gonna be pissed.

[sableaire]

From @ChristinePlumm on Twitter

[sprinkgo]

channelling top gun & no sleep meds energy today ft. the birdy flight suit

[option-monad]

open access is basically an unquestionable good for a variety of fairly academic reasons in most fields but the fact that i can only access studies on medication i’m putting in my body because i happen to have an institutional login makes me borderline apopleptic with rage

[infinitedungas]

I can't keep doing this I'm so fucking tired I don't wanna be here any more

[applestand]

Just an fyi for medicine takers- when your meds make you hallucinate a lil bit, like seeing stuff move that shouldn't etc. It's important to check in and make sure they aren't also making you have delusions, which are way less obvious than you'd think. Mine just made me self destructive because I was absolutely sure no one could hate or pity me more than they already did. Not true! People were very worried! I always behaving like a teenager with something to prove!

[princess-of-thebes-1995]

I miss my mirtazipine pills for sleeping.

Might as well put my time to good use

Headcanons. Being the girlfriend of the Colonel for the sake of the Navi.

While "dating" him or whatever it is, the Colonel would give you orders

He would knock on your room door to wake you up for gym work out.

You hated waking up early. You would follow him to the cold gym.

And he would make you do lifts. It hurt like hell. He would yell as if he was drill sergeant. Why does he want to train you? You thought he just listed after you.

The Colonel would call you mean names. Like weak and pathetic. You couldn't help it. You tried your best.

It was not good enough. Lyle watched you in pity.

"sir, not all women are capable of this. She is just different from you."

The Colonel said nothing and gave Lyle a pointed look.

The Colonel wanted you to train so you can defend yourself. Being perhaps the most beautiful lady alive, he assumed you might get raped when he is not around to protect you.

He has seen the way men ogle.

He quit training you. But he still woke you up to watch him work out. You would fall asleep in the gym.

The Colonel was always busy and rarely had time for himself. So he wanted to squeeze you and gym time all at once. He wants to make time to fuck you at night after his shift.

The colonel would glance at your napping form

It was cute.

He would secretly smile and continue punching the boxing bag

He assigned female soldiers and sometimes Lyle to watch over for your safety since you are talentless in combat

He remembered the first time he made you do boxing with him.

"Colonel, this is too hard."

"stop complaining, brat. This is for your own good "

You were sweating and panting. As if you and him just had sex. His cock hardened at the pretty glistening sight of you.

Soon you fell on your ass and was huffing and puffing for breath. Quaritch rolled his eyes. He gave up on you.

He picked you from the boxing ring and made you sit in the bench. "Never mind. You're hopeless "

That hurt your feelings. You tried to keep up. But it was unfair not everyone can be perfect in everything

You did try your best.

Then there was the incident. Selfridge would yell at you and your science friends whenever he is in a bad mood.

Before the Colonel.

Today, you were quiet as the head boss continued abusing you. You nodded and submitted to his name calling. The Colonel showed up and stood up for you.

It was scary when the Colonel put Selfridge back in check. Lyle and a couple of Marines were surrounding Quaritch as if to back him up.

What if the Colonel would hit you?

You looked at Grace.

You tried to avoid Quaritch the whole day but of course he saw you after his shift.

The colonel noticed. He knew you already feared him. But he felt annoyance when you wouldn't look at him.

He forced you to meet his eyes. He loved your big beautiful exotic eye colored eyes and your naturally long and thick eyelashes. More better than those fake ass eyebrows.

He tried to make you love him. Perhaps if he gave you some cheesy romance you will. You are brand new adult. So...maybe that is why you are nervous to having a relationship with any man.

He stopped waking you up to watch him train. He let you sleep in. He then would send you gifts. Flowers from the jungle and then he found an animal cub close to a kitten from earth.

"aw. Thank you Colonel, it's so cute!"" You gushed. You kissed his side head. The one with the scars.

The Colonel hid a smile but nodded instead

The ice was beginning to melt.

You would tend to the new kitten creature. You loved feeding it milk the best. So eager to drink. It was cute. Like a baby.

The Colonel would stare. He imagined the lousy kitten to be a baby. His baby. The thought of your breast feeding his child. It gave him a boner.

Sadly the kitten was fucking annoying and clingy. He would whine and you begged him to let it stay in their shared room

That's right. After a week of dating, the Colonel ordered you to move in with him.

The damn kitten would stare as he fucked you. It was awkward. But you would try to distract him by stroking his face lovingly and touching his abs.

A smart thing you were. Cunning. Like a spoiled daughter.

The entire base knew who you belonged to. The men stopped flirting with you out of fear. They avoided you which was nice. No more harassment.

Some people were grateful. The science lab got more equipment. The Marine soldiers were glad the Colonel would usually be in a good mood.

But too bad a new recruiter named Jake Sully came and later changed the relationship between you and Quaritch.

Damn Sully

[illliciumverum]

lejonni az antidepresszansrol elkepesztoen pszichedelikus elmeny, de kozben sajnos annyira nem kenyelmes, meg kozben dolgozni is kene,

Van itt valaki, akinek van tapasztalata antidepresszans elvonasi tunetekkel (mirtazipine) es hogy volt-e barmi ami segitett?

hanyingerem van, vertigom, es szedalt vagyok meg motivalatlan, olyan mintha beteg lennek. viszont kozben meg visszajottek az erzeseim, az etvagyam visszatert a normalishoz, es ujra elvezem a zenet ,es az osszes ADHDs tunetem is in full swing!

[nothing0fnothing]

I gained 40lbs on mirtazipine but it's worth it to feel joy.

[charliesimss]

@simmingbeauty asked for Thea!

💤 SLEEPING SIGN — is your oc a light sleeper or a heavy sleeper? how are their sleeping habits?

She can't sleep unmedicated, whether thats a benadryl, mirtazipine, morphine, mels, or other type of sleepy drug, but it doesnt take much to make her sleepy and then she stays asleep for 12-15 hours. She thinks she sleeps well, but her sleeping habits are a mess. There is such thing as too much sleep.

💛 YELLOW HEART — how many languages does your oc speak? what language(s) are they learning, if any?

She speaks english, french, and ASL. She learned them all rlly fast as a baby, like all at once basically, and hasn't learned anything in her adult life. She even took french at school so she'd be sure to ace it, because it's basically her other first language.

🍔 HAMBURGER — is your oc good at cooking? are they good at baking? which one do they prefer?

She prefers baking, if she has to be cooking anything. But she'd bake something from a tik tok and it would turn out horribly, so she'd make Alex eat it. She'd rather be doing almost anything else than making food.

☕️ HOT BEVERAGE — does your oc prefer coffee, tea, hot chocolate, milk, water, or some other drink? how do they like to take this drink (ex. coffee with milk, hot chocolate with whipped cream, a specific kind of tea, etc)?

She loves coffee, she'd drink it all day and still be tired. But she likes tea made by her paternal grandma, or by Gen, just something about it makes it better. She takes her coffee with the entire canister of sugar and three spoons of almond milk. Tea she just drinks plain, and drinks it slowly, she enjoys it.

[feralthembo]

I love anti psych stuff but psych meds arent just antidepressants and yall need to rememeber that. If i were to get on mirtazipine again i could sleep through the night without nightmares again, resulting in a reduction of symptoms like irritability, paranoia, hallucinations, tics, intrusive thoughts, and delusional thinking.

If i could get on adhd meds i could read a book front to back! I could set up my patreon without getting distracted, i could write something that isnt a collection of characters i may never get to using, i could clean or cook or sew or or or or.......

So yeah going full anti-med isnt the take you think it is. Remember us psychotic folx and people with adhd, also all the people who ARE helped by a boost of seratonin. Just because it doesnt work as a blanket treatment like the psych industry makes it out to be doesnt mean these meds dont often have genuine uses.

[evilponds]

at the beginning of every week i pour myself a glass of water that i keep near my bed and every time i tell myself im going to drink it the night that i pour it because i need to drink more water. but i don't drink it because i hate drinking water out of a glass so it just sits on my nightstand and i take a small sip of it every night to take my mirtazipine. and i know what a HELOC is.

[agro-alone]

I've been on and off antidepressants since I turned 18 and none of them have really made a huge difference.

like for a month or two I'll have enough motivation where I can do a hobby but I still have to force myself to do the things j need to and I still feel that panicked sense that j can't do things fast enough and jm being overwhelmed by the stuff I need to do.

when that happens I up my dose. give it a week or two and it starts up again. that's usually when I give up ig and maybe that's my problem.

I'm on mirtazipine now at 30 mg. is anyone else on this? do you find it helps at all. I am on this antidepressant because I don't sleep but it doesn't help. I'm just tired all the time now. I used to take it with sertraline but sertraline has always made me miserable. I might ask to be put on citalipram again along with the mirtazipine.

I liked citalipram before but it didn't really do anything for my depression mostly just my anxiety. I don't know if any antidepressants will work at this point

[infinitedungas]

took a fuckton of my medication yesterday and all it did was make me sleep for nearly 24 straight hours

[auroras-void]

Hmnn if you ever feel bad about not sleeping well, and you've really tried hard but nothing sticks. My personal story is I've had terrible insomnia starting in like middle school at least all the way until I was 19. I had internalized so much about how it was my own fault. I knew I was guilty of "revenge insomnia" and several other bullshit reasons. And I was told all the standard interventions and I tried them again and again, and I could tell it wasn't making much difference, but I also had and still do have horrendous executive dysfunction. So it felt inconclusive because I could never stick to it for more than like a week. And so I blamed myself for it, I told myself I was a failure.

Then one year I had a stretch of time where I had no responsibilities to anyone or anything, I was kinda miserable about it, and it wasn't helping anything. But I just stopped giving a shit about day and night. And I found that after a while it always seemed to stabilize at around 4 or 5 am when I would always feel sleepy. So I just went to bed at 5 am. And I suddenly felt more well rested than ever before. My sleep felt consistent. I didn't have the grogginess, honestly if I had tried to force myself to conform to the standard 9-5 schedule then it would have destroyed me. The only thing wrong was that, I was a little, out of sync with the rest of the world. Or, to me really, the world was out of sync with me. And I was mad about it, because I knew I couldn't fix it.

Then I got some medication, almost begrudgingly prescribed to me from my psychiatrist. Primarily for the anxiety but it had the side effect of causing drowsiness. First one was hydroxyzine and it helped a lot I could actually get myself to sleep when I wanted to. It hurt the quality of my sleep by a lot if I actually took a dose strong enough to be effective, and I could power through it if I didn't. Second one though, 2.5 mg mirtazipine, actually still the same dose I take right now, that one took, and it was pretty gradual, it took a while for my body to adjust to it properly. But today, I notice, taking that on time is the only reliable method to actually get to bed on time. I still stay up late sometimes, but it's always because I got distracted from taking my meds, not from going to bed. If I take my meds, the latest I go to sleep is 1 hour immediately after that. If I'm really determined, I can still keep myself awake, but my brain starts to slow down, it actually makes me feel like it's 5 am.

And suddenly I understand why normal people tell me I'm doing it wrong. If this is what it's like for them then yeah, it seems crazy and disruptive to do insomnia.

But it's not for me. I'm just being punished for having a different brain.

And now I've just kinda, naturally fallen into a mostly healthy sleep schedule without really trying too hard or thinking about it, and, life moves on.

Cause the other thing is this has only fixed exactly 1 (one) of my problems.

I do not feel better. I do not feel happier. I do not have more motivation. I do not have more focus. My ADHD my depression my anxiety, they're all still wreaking havoc on my life, completely independently of this.

I just feel slightly less tired.

That's it.

It does make fighting the rest a little easier I *guess*. But I'm not cured. I'm not suddenly normal. I don't just need another 3 hour lecture about shit I already know. I know how to take care of myself. I just *can't*. I'm just, out of sync with the world. And I lack the autonomy and power to bring it to me. So I need a hammer to strike myself with to bend into shape. How I don't know. No one wants to give me a hammer without lots of back and forth energy I simply don't have. So I just wait. In Limbo, a little longer. Waiting for the next appointment. Praying my memory of it doesn't get corrupted by the constant shower of cosmic rays bouncing around inside my head.

It's been two decades, and my life still hasn't felt like it's begun.