#my dad that still calls trans women boys that want to be girls

[tanksarefluffy]

Bruh how is my dad that regularly says the f slur the more accepting one out of my parents😭😭😭

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Headcanons for all the survivors gender/sexuality

Wilson- Just Kinda decided he was gonna be a boy when he was like 8 and his dad was so desperate for an heir that didn’t want him dead to rights he just kinda let it happen. would fuck anyone but at the same time is not interested at all

Willow- Butch-ish but more in a tomboy kinda way. genuinely likes wearing skirts and more feminine clothing but doesn’t really think she deserves to? if that makes sense? (She doesn’t really feel like a genuine legit girl) hardcore lesbian.

Wolfgang- Very traditionally masculine but in the “My job is to protect and take care of everyone” and not the “im a man so I can do whatever I want” type way. Gay but could totally be in a lavender relationship/marriage and have no problems w/ it

WX-78- Born a cis female, figured out early on that wasn’t right but couldn’t change it until they were an adult. Transed their gender but then figured out being a male wasn’t right either. eventually found someone who felt similarly and abandoned their flesh for the machine. solidly aroace. they’re triple a (agender, asexual, aromantic) just like batteries

Wickerbottom- cis female and “traditionally” feminine, has never felt the need to explore or question it. Used to be married to a man who was secretly gay and looking for someone similarly emotionally unavailable. He has since passed but left wicker a small fortune so. alls well that ends well ig

Wes- kind of a stereotypical femme twink. The kinda gay whos loud and proud and will hit you with a brick if you have a problem with that. feels obligated to help the others try and figure themselves out- esp the ones who are more in denial abt it

Maxwell- I think the idea that max is trans and Jack is cis and they turned out looking the exact same is hilarious. Technically the only ppl who knows he’s trans are jack and charlie- their parents just think he’s a masculine woman and everyone else knows him as a man. Bi and so so weak for bears and gently bossy women.

Wendy- Non-binary but still in the process of realizing it. Does not give a single shit abt romance but would totally be qpp with Webber once they know what that means.

Woodie- Probably Not Cis but has too much religious trauma to even dare questioning himself. He’s like JUST accepted the fact that he’s gay (still thinks hes going straight to hell but we’re working on that) so ynknow baby steps. baby steps. Deffo has a shit ton of body dysphoria due to the wereforms tho

Webber- Since spiders work a lil different in the constant (probably more like bees) there are like three genders Webber could potentially see themselves as. Drone, warrior, and queen. During his childhood he thinks of himself mostly as a drone but as he gets older and his sway over the spiders increases they’ll shift into seeing themselves as more of a queen. But other that he’s pretty much whatever non-spider gender is most convenient. Definitely bi.

Wigfrid- her gender is… strange. What she outwardly presents is her character’s way of presenting herself so ig I see her as kinda fluid? Idk valiant-valkyrie if ur reading this you can probably do a better job of explaining it. you are the defacto wigfrid authority. Definitely lesbian but once again will do whatever the role requires

Winona- Solidly butch lesbian. Definitely a caretaker and a protector but in the butch kinda way and not the femme kinda way. if that makes sense.

Wurt- Butch but hasn’t really realized it yet. does not think human genders apply to her bcs she’s a merm and will 100% be king when she grows up. baby lesbiab. her and wilba’s eventual union shall bring peace to the pig/merm kingdoms once and for all

Wortox- human genders do not apply to him. They are whatever is most convenient at the time. Fluid like loki and bugs bunny.

Walter- if xenogenders existed back then he would totally be like pupgender/buggender. Non-binary but has no problem being called a boy/man. Would be fine with any prns but people have only ever used he/him for him. Probably going to be a monsterf*cker when he grows up.

Wormwood- He is plant. Plants have sexes but no genders and wormwood is intersex anyway but they kinda just chose the first option presented to him once he found the others. Loves all but has absolutely no interest or idea about non-plant reproductive activities.

Walani- Yknow that “as a girl who’s a gross dude men who are fancy ladies are my best friends”? Yeah that’s her and Warly. she’s the emotional support golden retriever to warly’s high-strung cheetah. Lesbian but like. endearingly loser lesbian who’s only ever smooth when she’s not trying to be.

Warly- as mentioned before he is very much a guy who is a fancy lady. Would probably do drag if he had the chance and would 100% be the baddest bitch who makes all the men question their sexuality. Gay and european.

Wanda- doesn’t have time for all that gender questioning bullshit she just wants to kiss women.

Wheeler- Solid futch, leans more feminine or masculine depending on the situation. Woman-leaning bisexual, has probably fucked someone wife and inadvertently caused a divorce.

Woodlegs- pretty solidly cis male but 100% an embarrassing old gay grandpa. Doesn’t know much abt the terminology but is incredibly supportive and was definitely a homewrecker back in the day. Probably got out of at least one arrest by seducing the naval officer meant to bring him in

Wilba- high femme and definitely a baby lesbian. I do really like the idea of her being trans just because why not so why not. She and wurt are fat femme x fat butch once they grow up

Wagstaff- born as a girl but realized he hated it and made attempts to transition early on. Eventually ran away to America to fully transition. Non-binary too but hasn’t realized it yet and just thinks that everyone feels weird when someone calls them mr or sir. men-liker and old man yaoi certified

Wilbur- yes I’m doing the monkey. Gender is a strange concept to him, so he just kinda calls himself male bcs apparently he is? He doesn’t really understand it but it seems to be pretty important in human society so he’ll do it if it means he gets respected as an actual person and not just some sideshow.

[our-transmasculine-experience]

Sorry this is a bit of rant, but I hate toxic masculinity and gender norms so so so much because now I'm subscribing to them, and I cannot stop myself. Sometimes I want to wear a dress, but if I do, or even so much as think about it, my body shudders or I want to vomit. Because the idea of being seen as feminine even in the slightest way physically hurts me, and its all because of the way I was raised. I'm in an extremely conservative household, and there is so much toxic masculinity. My brother has fucking curls for gods sake, he is a cis man and my dad makes remarks about how its gay (otherwise sayings its feminine) to take care of his curls!

Now me being a closeted trans guy, every time I hear my dad talking to my brothers, or talking to other men when women are around there is such a stark line between the two groups. My dad and his friends and my brothers are MANLY MEN AND WOMAN CANNOT BE IN THE MEN GROUP while the women around me kind of drag me into the stereotypical womanly position and giggle and joke around and there's so much internalised misogyny. I had my mother the other day berate me for not shaving my own damn legs, her big point was that it was 'unhygienic' even though my dad is covered in hair. Then the real point came out, apparently not shaving my legs makes me look like a lesbian!

It sucks man, it just sucks. I love my brother though because even though he also as equally as transphobic as them, he doesn't subscribe to their weird toxic masculinity and honestly he's the closest I'll ever come to being out of the closest.

I used to think my sister might be in the closest but as we get older and she conforms more and more to my parents ideologies I realise I was just fooling myself. And I hate being like this, because my family are good people in general and their not unkind to me, or treat me poorly, they treat me really well, I'm really well off and I'm grateful to them. But if I ever came out, I would be cut from this family so quick it would make my head spin.

Being around all these stereotypes just feeds my insecurities because sometimes when I listen to the things the men around me say I know its so misogynistic and I know I should strive to be better than that, but I can't help but really want to fit in with them because all I want to be seen is as a boy. But I never will be. I really really fucking hate it (excuse the language) when the women in my family try to pull me into their side. I hate that my older brothers just see me as my dad's daughter from his second marriage, I love them so much and I just want to be friends with them but I'll never get that, my younger brother will though BECAUSE HE'S A CIS MAN!

Its selfish, I'm really selfish for thinking like this, because I live really really well, I have parents who love me even its not for who I actually am, and we have money. Seeing how bad others are living compared to me and then complaining about my household is selfish I know. I just wish these stereotypes would go away, I wish I wasn't trans, I wish I was a normal girl, but I'm not, I'm a boy, I'll never be a girl and it's the worst thing in the world. It doesn't help either that I'm bisexual and got outed by my so-called best friend and had to pretend it was just a phase that I grew out of. I want to scream, but I can't, and I won't. Because if I ever want to succeed in this world, I need my family's support.

I hate this, because I do love my father and my mother and my brothers. I just know they only love the girl they see. That's what I hate. My mother keeps telling me to dress like a girl, to be a normal girl, and honestly her acknowledging that I am not like your average female is the closest I'll ever get with her acknowledging that I'm trans. But I still love them, I love them so much, please don't think that they are bad people because they really aren't. I just cannot fucking stand how they continue to think that trans people aren't really trans or that being trans is 'demonic' its screwing with my head. I know they would never utter a bad word against a gay or trans person they met in real life but god the things they say when the curtains close.

Not to mention that all the stereotypes have ruined having children for me. I want children, I want to get married, but I can't! I can't get married! I can't have children because all I can think about is how that is the 'WOMAN'S POSITION' EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT! But if I ever have kids or get married, I will be shoved right into the 'I told you so' 'You're a woman!' I will be put in the feminine box, and I hate it! I will just be another woman who got married to a guy that pretends to be nice in public but is not so nice at best and full on abusive at worst behind the scenes which seems to be the constant with every woman I know. God forbid I ever married a woman!

Sorry that this was long, I really needed to rant. I'm honestly so grateful that the internet exists because I can't be out in real life, but I can be out online, even if no one actually knows who I am. Thank you for listening have a great day! I love your page so much it brings me so much comfort and joy!

i would get tf out of that environment as soon as you can. never apologize for feeling unhappy with that situation because most people would be, too. that sounds horrible, and i’m really really sorry that you have to go through that.

best of luck, brother.

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Anonymous Asks: "Genderbent headcanons for all the characters plus Bo as girls if you’re feeling up for it? Feel free to add hot stuff too!"

For various reasons I usually prefer a very trans/intersex/genderfuckery take on the concept of genderbending. However, as a bisexual my brain short circuits when I think about buff women so… here ya go~

Content: daddy kink, mommy kink, scratching, marking, mention of choking, bullying kink, degradation, dacryphilia, breeding kink, mention of heat/rut

Jack:

She’s so bubbly and cheerful and sweet, exactly as you’d imagine our favourite clown to be~ And her puns and jokes are just as horrible!

She’s still built like a brick house, of course. She can pick up just about anyone with ease, and is very helpful if you need things moved

Her jacket is very slimming thanks to the lines down the sides, but when she takes it off you can see just how huge her biceps are. She’s got massive arms

She does this cute thing where she scrunches her nose and sticks out her tongue when she concentrates and it’s adorable! She also has a habit of sticking random things behind her ear

Her hair is usually tied back in a ponytail, and her hair tie has the same face on it that her belt does

Her hugs are incredible. Just full body, crushing, warm, tight hugs that squeeze the breath out of you and expel all the bad thoughts and sadness from you

The best part about her hugs is having your face buried in her tits~ They’re so soft and warm and huge

She’s very dominant. She’ll submit if you really want her to, but she much prefers to be in the dominant role

She’ll tease you and edge you for hours, listening to you beg and turning you into a perfect little mess for her~ With heaps of praise, of course!

You’re simply her Sunshine and she loves to make you happy!

Ian:

Big sweaters and baggy clothes are her go-to. They always have been, which is why she spent a lot of her childhood getting mistaken for a boy

Magical girl anime is her jam, she loves them so much! She learned to make cosplays because she was so desperate to make herself a magical girl outfit

Went through a major “not like other girls” phase because she was bullied for being a nerd and got attention from nerdy guys for liking tcgs and comics. Thankfully she’s past that phase in her life

She still gets really jealous of pretty, popular girls though. She’s always wished she could be like them

She’s never actually come out to anyone as pansexual before, mostly because she can’t figure out how to bring it up. She doesn’t hide it, she just never formally came out

She owns a “butch bait” crop top that she impulse bought at a con once, but she’s too nervous to actually wear it, so she only uses it as pyjamas and only when she’s alone

She absolutely gets off to stories about dominant popular girls fucking shy nerd girls. And nerdy pervvy boys fucking shy nerd girls. And popular guys fucking shy nerd girls. There’s a… theme

She has an entire bookmark folder of fantasy-themed sex toys she wants to buy, but she keeps getting embarrassed and deleting it, and then having to start over again

She owns multiple maid outfits, “schoolgirl” outfits, and those cute lil sailor ones. She claims they’re totally not a sex thing! But she’s fantasised about getting fucked in all of them

The president of the itty bitty titty committee! She’s half relieved cause it makes cosplaying guys easier, and half annoyed because she’d love to have bigger boobs, if only to play with them herself~

Shaun:

Literally the coolest makeup ever. She uses a mix of actual makeup and practical effects makeup to come up with the most amazing looks, just to wear to like the grocery store

She’s another huge, buff lady! She loves to show off at any opportunity, flexing or carrying things or just teasing smaller people

She’s one of those people who finds a single very weird accessory and curates a whole outfit around it. Once again, to wear to the grocery store

She still calls herself a “cat dad” because she thinks it’s funny. She talks to Moonpie like she’s the father in a 90’s sitcom and Moonpie is her teenage daughter

A professional playfighter. She will wrestle you at a moment’s notice for absolutely no reason at all. She simply thinks it’s fun!

Has absolutely written slasher erotica fics. Lots of them. They’re gory and graphic and violent and sexy and come with so many content warnings

Call her “daddy” in bed and she’ll fuck you until you can’t feel your legs~ She can be rough or sweet, whatever her kitten wants…

She owns multiple sets of cat-themed lingerie complete with ears, tails, and paws. When she’s feeling playful and submissive, she likes to be the kitten sometimes

She has a massive collection of very beautifully crafted strap on harnesses, plus plenty of sizes of strap to choose from, including squirting ones

Her absolute dream is to one day get fucked by someone in a ghostface mask~

Nick:

A professional dominatrix, of course. She has lots of devoted online submissives who pay her bills and buy her clothes

Outside of work, she’s really awkward. Like painfully awkward. She gets catcalled a lot, and never knows how to respond, so usually she just makes uncomfortable levels of eye contact until they stop

She cuts her own hair. She likes to keep it short and choppy, and she prefers the look she gets from taking kitchen scissors to it over anything a professional tries to do with it

Most of her friends are guys, but she’ll kick their asses if they try to pull any of that “you’re not like other girls” bullshit on her. She’d love to have more girl friends, she just doesn’t seem to hang out in the right places to find them

She keeps her nails short, both for… personal reasons, and because she finds them a pain in the ass to try to keep long. They always catch on things or get chipped

She’s another member of the itty bitty titty committee. Her chest isn’t entirely flat or anything, but she can go very comfortably without a bra

She’s real chill about nudity. She’ll walk around the house in just boxers or a big shirt, and she doesn’t think anything of it. But she’s not opposed to it being used against her either…

She’s a very skilled domme. You want a soft, sweet mommy dom? She’s got you covered. A mean, latex and leather dominatrix? She can do that too! A pretty woman who ignores you and calls you pathetic? Yep! Whatever you want, she’ll do

She’s also not opposed to putting on fake nails for the night, if you’re into getting all scratched up~

She loves to claim you with lipstick marks, to let everyone know you’re hers

Joseph:

She’s just a grungy, rough and tumble type gal! She’s got all the same scars and has been in all the same scuffles as her male counterpart

The only reason her hair is long is because she can’t be bothered to get it cut. That’s a lot of sitting still with a stranger touching her, and she’s not into that

Her arms are the kind of arms that make you want to goad her into putting you in a chokehold. You could die happy with her biceps on your windpipe~

Seriously though, she’s so fucking strong. And she knows how to fight. She’s kind of past that stage in her life now, but she’ll pull out her old moves if she needs to

TITTY TATTOO TITTY TATTOO she’s got a tattoo that goes over one of her tits and it’s 👀😳

She’s big and strong but oh does she want you to get her on her knees and make her worship you

She can be dominant, of course. She’ll pin you to the wall and make you fall apart for her with just her hands~

But really, she’d much prefer to be between your thighs, using her talented mouth on you and getting praised in return

Calling her “good girl” and “mommy” are the two quickest ways to her heart and her pussy

You will not for the life of you get her into lingerie. She hates the way it makes her look, it makes her too self-conscious to be horny

Jean:

She is confident, she is hot, and she is slutty. She thrives off the attention of others and we love her for it!

She’s a finger snapper. She’ll snap at people to get their attention. She’ll snap in the direction she wants something to be placed or someone to move. Whatever she needs, she gets it by snapping

She’s got a very 80s punk rock aesthetic. Leather jackets, messy hair, dark eyeliner

Her parents tried to push her into a very traditional form of femininity, so she rebels against that at any and every opportunity. She revels in being “unladylike”

There are lots of unconfirmed rumours surrounding her sexuality, but she enjoys the ambiguity and refuses to comment on it

She’s the kind of femme who goes wild if you call her “daddy”. It’s the number one way to get her to tie you up and use you like a toy. Though “mommy” will produce the same effect most of the time

If you want to be humiliated and degraded, she’s your girl. She’s not so good at the soft dom stuff, but she’s very good at bullying you until you cry and then making you cum

She’s got pretty big tits, and while she finds them more annoying than anything a lot of the time, she does enjoy teasing people with them~

When she’s bottoming, she can be a bit of a pillow princess. She loves to be serviced and worshipped by a devoted lover

She’ll have you wrapped around her finger by the time she’s done with you, if she has any say in the matter

Bo:

She’s still just a fluffy puppy~ A fluffy puppy with a massive feed me form. She can get real big and hairy when she wants to, which is very sexy of her

Because 90s toys were very gendered, she was made in pink rather than blue, so that’s her whole colour scheme

She still calls you puppy and refers to herself as the alpha, of course~ nothing’s gonna change that

There’s a lot of aspects of human femininity that she doesn’t understand. She’ll let you do her hair or paint her nails, but she doesn’t really get the point of them. She won’t turn down an excuse to be near you though!

She’s just as horny as her male counterpart, always touching herself to the thought of you and watching you…

Her breeding kink gets a little more equal. She’ll talk about filling you with her pups, or you putting a litter into her. Sometimes in the same breath~

When she gets too riled up, she has a tendency to pin you down and grind against you. She’s just an eager puppy~

If you tug on her tail, she’ll present for you. Face down, ass up, wiggling her hips to entice you to fuck her…

Since Bo canonically goes into heat, I think she should get to go into a rut! Sometimes she just needs to breed you~

Honestly, there’s not a huge difference between her and Bo, if only because I feel like puppyboys and puppygirls don’t have as much of a sense of gender? Like neither of them would see much difference between themselves and each other. Their gender is simply dog!

[petitmonde]

I'm sharing Jade's prom story from her Twitter thread. You can read it here and share it around. I'm putting it under a read more since it's quite long, but it's definitely worth reading every single word that she wrote. If you want to read more or get involved with LGBTQ+ rights, I have linked a few organisations that do great work in the Philippines.

LGBTQ+ Organisations in the Philippines

Bahaghari – national alliance of LGBT+ advocates, organisations, and formations. You can sign the petition for their anti discrimination bill SOGIE right here.

LoveYourself – an organisation that promotes HIV awareness, testing, and treatment. They also have resources available for those seeking help to transition.

UP Babaylan – The oldest LGBT+ student organisation in the Philippines.

LakanBini Advocates Pilipinas – A network of transgender organisations. They focus on health, psychosocial well-being, and human rights.

Rainbow Rights – A nonprofit NGO that focuses on legal literacy and empowerment with respect to SOGIE laws and policies.

Proud Campaign Philippines – Not only do they raise awareness of SOGIE, but they also help Filipinos in need with food, clothes, toiletries, and other necessities.

🩶 State Of The Dollification Address 🩶

I have 3 prom stories that I’ve experienced and here to tell all of y’all! I am now using my voice and platform to raise awareness, for humanity’s maturity and for the betterment of inclusive schools. ‼️

I want to say to ALL schools out there! No matter what Sexual Orientation, Gender Indentity & Expression. Students has the right to have equal knowledge and experience with schools and campus. As long as oppression and discrimination is still happening in today’s world, this is a sign that we are not yet treated as equal.

#PassSOGIEBillNow #TransYouthAreValid #TransWomenAreWomen #TransLivesMatter

#DollShenanigans #DollDomination #Dollification #SuSos #TeamM1ssJadeSo

My first ever Prom that I’ve attended way back Feb 13, 2016. I got invited by a guy from an all boys school. He sponsored everything from the gown, ticket and transportation. Everything went well, I attended their prom as the WOMAN THAT I AM. It was magical, fun and romantic. I greeted some people in the event, ate, had a romantic dance with the guy and also partied a little bit, we went home safe (take note: our driver is his Dad). So happy with this experience I got to live just by being me.

I met some Queer people and some of them are now Trans Women from that school, last year 2022. They told me that I was so iconic, that the administrators, teachers, pastors are triggered by my presence that night. They had to call every Queer people in their school just to have a prayer/mass session to pray the gay away. It was so sad, they couldn’t fight, they just told me that they love and look up to me for my bravery and courage from that night. I hope they are now healed from that trauma.

Going back to March 2016, for our Moving-Up Ball in my school. Everyone is excited as we are about to enter Senior High School (the first batch of SHS) and Junior High School is about to end. I’m very excited about it because it’s going to be our last Ball/Party of our whole batch. I am thinking to myself that this is going to be my coming out moment as a Trans Woman. I immediately thought of wearing a dress and wearing a wig because my hair is too short for the vision of my full bloom woman.

Days before the Ball, I asked my adviser politely if I can go to the event wearing a dress as the woman that I am. She said “No, naiintindihan naman namin ang gusto mo, “Girl” na nga ang tawag ko sayo (as tinatawag niya kong “bakla” before) pero sa college mo na yan gawin, masyado ka pang bata. Malay mo mag-iba pa panananaw mo at maging lalake ka talaga (she laughed)”. I cried it out going home that day. Translation: “No, we understand what you want, I’m already calling you “Girl” (as she calls me “Gay” before). Do it in college instead, you are too young. Maybe you might change your perspective and become a man one day (she laughed).

The day of the event started… I did my friend’s makeup, as I am a makeup artist before. I started doing their makeup during lunch time and ended really well. My sister and mom helped by putting their dresses and curling their hair. 5 girl friends of mine are very happy with the results. I have a lot of memories with them I cherish and miss them now. Hi Aira, Ela, Elriva, Kirstine & Lubna.

I was so tired and had to glam myself up too. I wore a 30 inch black silky straight wig, white cocktail dress from my sister and black thigh high boots.

We went to the moving-up ball with my friend’s driver. My mom joined us because she wanted to explain something. As we got into the event, they immediately stopped me from entering. A teacher told me that I cannot enter, and they let me talk to my adviser and some of my teachers, they said “Jade, sinabihan ka na namin… You can’t wear this here. Magpalit ka ng suit na panglalake, para papasukin ka pa namin, maaga pa naman may time ka pa magpalit, Go na.” Translation: “Jade, we told you about this… You can’t wear this here. Change it to a Men’s suit, so that we can let you enter, it’s still early, you have time to change, Go for it.”

I told them I wanna talk to the principal. They let me talk with the principal and I explained the definition of Transgender and explaining that I am a Trans Woman. She refused, my mom talked to the principal and explained that I am a Trans Woman and I wanted to make this last moment of my JHS as the woman that I am. My mom said “Payagan niyo po sana yung anak ko na makapasok, kasi po babae po siya and yan po ang gusto niyang damit. Pangarap niya po yan”. Translation: “I hope you allow my daughter to get in, She is a woman and that’s how she wanted to dress up. That’s her dream.”

They still said no and change my outfit to a suit or anything na “panglalake” or “Men’s wear”. I lost hope at that moment, I saw my mom crying because how heart broken she is. I immediately cried too and said “Mama, umuwi kana ako na lang mag stay dito and ilalaban ko to. Ayoko na makita ka umiiyak”. Translation: “Mom, Please go home, I’m going to stay here and I will fight for this.”

She invited me to go home too but I said I needed to stay, this is something I think that is right. She went home and I started bursting out of tears, I was sobbing and fully destroyed. As a protest, I’m going to stay here until they let me in. There were feedbacks that they can hear me sobbing inside the event. My classmates comforted me, they took turns to accompany me outside. As the event is going through my classmates are slowly getting inside, they brought me food, talk to me nicely, my whole class went to me outside and took a class picture. Teachers that are close to my heart went outside to accompany too. And there’s this one teacher stayed with me the whole night outside and she said; “Malayo pa tayo sa pinapaglaban natin, pero gusto kong malaman mo na tama ka Jade, tama ang pinaglalaban mo, ikaw yan eh. Balang araw matatanggap ng lipunan natin ang isang katulad mo. Salamat sa pag-laban kung sino ka.” Translation: “We are far from what we are fighting for, but I want you to know that you are in the right track, that’s the real you! The time will come that our society will accept the people like you, thank you for fighting for being who you are”.

She said so many inspiring words that uplifted me. Take note: she’s an Araling Panlipunan teacher. Hi M1ss Meann Salimbangon, you deserve the love from this world. I love you so much, I will never forget you! You’re a treasure for me. She told me she won’t leave me outside until I get home safe. My friend’s driver offered a ride to get me home safe. I went home when that after party started. I was so tired and cried myself to sleep.

April 2016, our Moving-up Ceremony. Advisers are announcing that “No “proper” haircut for boys are not allowed get the diploma on stage. But instead, they will give the diploma a week after (together with our report card). I informed my adviser that I can’t cut my hair because I identify as a Trans Woman and I would like to get my diploma as how my hair is growing now. She refused, so i decided to not to go through. I did the Moving-up ceremony rehearsal for nothing. I informed my Mom that I can’t go to the stage because of my haircut. She was sad that she won’t see me receiving my diploma. I attend our moving-up ceremony with the parents of my friends, I was sitting in the parents section wearing a BLONDE FUCCING HAIR, full leather look with my y2k hidden wedge sneakers lol.

My head was heated seeing these boys in our school DIDN’T GOT THE PROPER HAIRCUT and got their diploma on stage. I immediately thought that the advise and requirement is just targeted for me or for the Queer people in my school ONLY. They were just oppressing us.

When it’s my time to get the diploma they called my name on stage flashed my photo to the screen. I stood up with my head up high, from the parent’s section. Everyone was looking at me, my friend cheered and screamed for me, the parents were clapping. It was a fuccing moment (just like a Pose episode) 🤣

Finally the nightmare era from that school was over, there is much more stories to tell. But it’s to long to share, so many bullying and oppressing issues that I experienced. I know it’s a Catholic school, but is it a requirement for Catholics to hate and oppress Trans Individuals like me? And the LGBTQIA+ community, if there are more issues (I knew it’s not just me 😌).

Moving forward, I searched for the right school to enroll for my Senior High School and that is iAcademy! I really really love this school so much, they accepted, acknowledged, and loved me. This is the first time I felt seen, heard & valued by a school. They let me wear what I want, let me my hair grew, it is so long that it touches my butt. I was openly proud Trans Individual, I even got a romantic relationship with a classmate (part of my growing process).

Fast forward for our Grad Ball and Graduation Ceremony. The MOMENT I’ve been waiting my whole life was to attend our Graduation Ball. I wore the MOST HUGE ROYAL BLUE CINDERELLA-LIKE BALL GOWN WITH FEATHERS AROUND, LEAVING SOME FEATHER TRACKS WHEREVER I GO, WITH A FUCCING CROWN, because I already knew I am a fuccing QUEEN. I won best dressed of the night from the female category. They gave me a 10-min moment to share my JHS Prom experience and I am thankful for this inclusive school and being an LGBTQIA+ ally. I was so happy I could die. This moment will last forever and to the herstory of iAcademy.

For our Graduation ceremony I wore the highest heels that I owned and a red cunty dress to my Graduation. I got my diploma on stage, strutting myself like the sexiest, cuntiest & baddest student on Earth.

[typhoon-lab-rat]

I'm gonna share some Flipline LGBT/Family Headcannons I have lol

Family

Chuck, Utah, and Nevada are all siblings. Chuck is the middle child, and moved to Tastyville when he turned 18

Taylor and Indigo are siblings, and Hank is their Dad. Taylor's kind of cut contact with both (mental health issues) but he and Indigo are making an effort to reconnect

Peggy and Austin are cousins! Peggy's still dreading the day he gets to be taller than her.

I read this in a fanfic (My Dearest Matilde by @yakkolicious) but Big Pauly being Penny's dad is something I totally sign off on

@magicmindless first headcannoned this but, Mary and James are siblings. James got the short end of the stick when it came to cat allergies :/

Gabitha is Treble's half sister and they either want to throw her out of a window or get her to just. Do better things with her life

Speaking of which NuMarcus is Taylor's Uncle and Taylor never wants to speak to him ever again (once was enough >:|)

Radlynn and Sarge Fan are twins and eagerly talk about their evil twisted hyperfixations

Timm is Lisa's adopted brother (based on that one Christmas image with the X twins)

Xandra is scared of big crowds and typically clings onto Xolo or Edna if they're stuck in one together. No one else, even her friends, gets this treatment.

Yippy is Wally's granddaughter! He's her number one customer.

Wylan's mom died when he was in 6th grade and was part of the reason for the move

Sue and Prudence are sisters. Prudence was the first person Sue came out to and the first thing she said was, "Called it"

Sexuality Headcannons (most are trans)

Rudy's a nonbinary he/him lesbian. Marty is the sole boy of the group

Mary and Sue are married! Their pugs were the flower girls. Love wins!

Transmasc Utah! They/Them Pronouns but they will accept he/him on occasion

Gremmie's also a transman and helped Utah realize they were also cisn't! The two are best friends.

Scooter's actually transfem, but still uses He/him Pronouns because they're fun

Penny and Alberto are T4T and started HRT when they were 15 (Alberto started a year before Penny though)

Cooper's trans and Prudence didn't realize this until he mentioned he wouldn't be at work for two weeks due to his top surgery. His binding game was off the fucking charts.

Cookie is a Devon Rex. Cooper decided on this breed because he knew how bad James' allergies were and had a big crush on him but still wanted a cat.

Quinn and Timm got a divorce because Quinn realized she was a lesbian. Timm leaving the company without warning afterwards was what ticked her off.

Wylan is transmasc, and his dad fully supports him. He even helped Wylan attain his first binder.

Mousse bullied Allan throughout highschool for "being gay" (he was bisexual) and then when he grew up he realized that A. Whippa's a lesbian (that's when his support began) and B. HE DOESN'T EVEN LIKE WOMEN.

Roy and Moe are constantly on the verge of asking the other out but are both too socially awkward to do so. Ninjoy actually beat Dynamoe once because flirting with the pizza boy is more important than murding his archenemy.

Chuck and Taylor are dating, they just don't remember when the hell they even started. The B in their Bromance faded out so subtly and they never brought it up to each other until after someone asked them when they started dating.

Nonbinary Taylor! He genuinely does not give a fuck about Pronouns but if you ask you'll probably get he/they.

Transfem Mindy! She helped Liezel figure out that she was also trans.

[rabbitcoveredinmoss]

TRANS GHOST HEADCANONS (but not in the way you think)

- She/Her but also goes by he/him just because she's like "but no matter what people are still gonna call me a guy, so why not just have it be one of my preferred pronouns" and the rest of the boys are like(in the most loving way possible), "that's not how that works dumbass"

- T4T (she and Johnny are deeply in love)

- Doesn't want to change her body because buff women give her MASSIVE gender envy. Why would she want to change the way she looks when she already looks how she wants to??

- Doesn't want to/has no desire to change her name. Firm believer that names don't and shouldn't have genders 

- Just like Johnny, protects trans kids with all of her being. Going out on a walk and seeing young people wearing pride items and being queer out in the open just warms her heart! 

- Def known she was a girl for a long ass time, just didn't know when it'd be appropriate to come out

- If she catches ANYONE being transphobic it's on sight. Definition of "call an ambulance, but not for me"

- Doesn't have to get breast implants, she got enough titty already (but will definitely on occasion put padding underneath her shirt or look for workouts that supposedly make ur boobs bigger)

- Only likes wearing sports bras because she struggles to reach the clasps at the back of regular bras😭 (buff problems frfr) 

- One of those older queers that will not hesitate to give advice to younger trans people. You can ask her about anything in regards to gender/transitioning and she will answer you 100% without judgement 

- Awful bottom dysphoria. Price is best dad and will give Ghost days off if its really bad

- Is an older queer with older views but she really enjoys getting to bond with younger trans folk so if she says something outdated just tell her, she'll try her best to learn dw😭

- Has no idea about who Blaj is and just doesn't get the appeal😔 (old person moment😔)

- Ghost isn't a fan of social settings but she's down for a good ass pride parade. 100% ONE OF THE FREE HUGS PEOPLE, SHE KNOWS HER HUGS ARE COMFORTING AND SHE KNOWS TRANS PEOPLE NEED GOOD SAFE HUGS 

- Homophobic guys assume she's one of them and i want you to imagine her absolutely putting those dudes in their place, ZERO TOLERANCE 

Def not self indulgent hehe (o3o) 

[our-demigirl-experience]

Anonymous M here again! So, my mom saw one of my coming out messages on Discord to a friend, and she has asked me nothing about it, and have done no researches on what is a demigril, how do I know? She tried explaining a family friend what a demigirl is (while talking about someone else in a Discord group she's in), and said "He tried with girls, he tried with boys, and now he doesn't really know" (referring to relationships I think). She at least apologized for outing me (although I am kinda out to that dude in a way), but still never asked me what it is, and the more I think about it, even though I have the perfect excuse this time, the more I'm scared she tells my dad, who doesn't accept any identities that's not man or women (although he accept trans people if they have a "valid" reason for transitioning). I know for sure my mom will call BS if I try to explain to her what a demigirl really is, but it's really annoying me that she just assume who I am, I'm so sorry for putting this on you, but what the hell do I do?

That sounds like a rough situation. First of all, it wasn't cool of your mom to look through your discord but either way, she should at least be respectful of your space and keep this a matter between you and her. And if you really want her to do more research about what a demigirl actually is, it never hurts to try and explain it for her. I hope this helps!

[menalez]

i agree that in the end there's no one we detransitioners hurt more than ourselves. and i too have to admit that it also hurted immensely to watch your favourite media personalities turn to gender shit.

i was gnc even before i realised that im a lesbian. i grew up in eastern europe, and didn't know that real love between women is even possible, that its called being a lesbian. everything around me implied that im bound to marry a man in the end, give birth to children and be a mother. and it was scary. i secretly dreamt of waking up a boy one day because then i would be able to marry a nice girl. when i got my own access to the internet, i was exposed to even more misogyny and it made me spiral even further to the point of dreading growing up, feeling disgusted and trapped in my own body etc. but on the other hand i slowly found about homosexuality and other stuff. and so i discovered other gnc women. famous gnc women. when i was a teen, i think i had a celebrity crush on Rain Dove(i still find her very attractive), and listened to JD Samson and LP. (i sorta built my own teen separatist utopia in my online space, when i only watched and listened to and read what gnc and lesbian women had to offer) it was like a breath of fresh air for me. and then women who were just like me, whom i looked up to one by one started to proclaim themselves non-binary and proceed to promote that rhetoric further. it threw me back so hard i got depressed. i was bullied by my dad for "looking too much like Jolie's tif daughter". it took me long to stabilise myself back. im still dysphoric, some times feel worse than others, but nothing i can't bear really.

now i don't think that those women caused more damage than my misogynistic environment,my school, classmates, dance class, family, social media etc., they just reopened the old wound in an unstable teen. but i can't help feeling wronged by them a little bit. i don't place the whole blame on them, at least not equal to what misogynistic society's done to me first. as well as i don't think that their fault as celebrities is anywhere near to anything that a regular detrans woman may have of feel. but i do think that people like them, who helped to spread those ideologies, even if it came from their own traumas and discomfort caused by misogyny, have to take some responsibility for their actions, once they decide to detrans or desist. at least for leading young, gnc, lesbian, mentally ill or unstable, autistic girl to the gender bs.

(thanks for reading my rumbling. i can also call my feelings very subjective, because i acknowledge that after all this time i still feel angry at the world, and at the environment those women had become a part of, that led a little anxious insecure girl i was to think there was actually something wrong with her. can also be the case. bc page's transition also hit harder than i wanted, even though i already was a radfem)

btw shiloh jolie (john) is not trans, shes just a gnc girl and i think its awesome that her mom let her explore that stuff and called her john (as shiloh requested) bc its what allowed her to grow up to be gnc unapologetically rather than self-hating.

i get where ur coming from though, i think its a pretty toxic cycle in general, like many gnc women & girls buy into that ideology because of how it targets them & then further promote it which slowly impacts more and more gnc people negatively. i just think that people have a lot of unnecessary hostility and presumptiveness towards detrans people that acts like these detrans people were personally responsible for this cycle existing, as if they also werent harmed by that same rhetoric and aren't actively fighting against it by being vocal against it. that said, of course it's important to go against your past wrongs and to try to right them, my issue is that people assume the worst of detrans people & don't realise that its detrans people fighting against those wrongs the hardest right now, alongside gnc people.

[golden--doodler]

After thinking about how much I love my sister, I started thinking about how much I love my dad. Words can't describe how lucky I was to have such a loving, supportive, caring father like him. Specifically when it comes to LGBTQ+ matters. I'm also just kind of a daddy's girl at heart.

Now, he's the most Cisgender, Heterosexual male to ever walk this Earth. But he's also the most enormous ally of the LGBTQ+ community I've ever seen. So much so that he's practically waving a rainbow flag at any second. This man's support of the community is actually insane, and it gives me instant Serotonin just thinking about it. How many Cishet parents, especially coming from a country like Korea, who (even though they've gotten better about this over time) have a culture where being LGBTQ+ is still very taboo, would be as enthusiastic as he is about these matters? It warms my heart so much.

He actually gets so passionate and heated about it too. I remember one night at dinner (I can't remember the context of this), he actually said something along the lines of: "God, there are just so many people who say "marriage is only for men and women". Like why? That is so ridiculous."

My LGBTQ+ heart jumped a little in happiness at him being so outspoken about Homophobia.

But my favorite thing is how passionate of a Transgender ally he is. Even though neither my sister nor I are Trans (I'm Genderfluid AFAB and my older sister's Cisgender), he gets so adorably excited when talking about Trans people. I don't know what it is about Trans people, but he actually loves them so much? I remember one day, I was talking to him about nothing much in particular, and then the subject turned to video games. A long time ago, I got really into this Choose-Your-Own-Adventure video game series called Life is Strange, and he brought up a game that was similar to Life is Strange that he played. And he said something along the lines of:

"Well, if you play it, you'll see, but there's something super cool and interesting that happens when you get farther along. You actually find out that the main character is actually *gasps* a Trans Guy! Like he was born a girl but he's really a boy. Isn't that just the coolest thing, Doodler? I thought it was so cool. I really enjoyed that. You should play it."

And then another instance, he began talking about the two people who directed the Matrix movies, the ones with Keanu Reeves (The Wachowskis), because he recently watched the newer Matrix movie which I can't remember the name of. He brought the directors up because he told me:

"Oh, and they're not the brothers. People thought they were, but they're actually the sisters. They're Transgender. Isn't that great?"

My sister was there as well, and she also talked about how cool she thought that was too, especially because the Wachowskis apparently came out later in their lives than most.

I can't emphasize how incredible it is to have a father who gets so excited about other people's identities that are different than their own. He is so outspoken about how everyone should be accepted for who they are, and how everyone is beautiful for who they are. He is part of the reason that I always grew up accepting people for who they are, and why I was always so comfortable with exploring and figuring out who I was as I grew older.

And when I ended up coming out to him, I asked him gently if he was surprised. And his reaction was telling me that he only wanted me to be happy. We also hugged. That response and acceptance from him meant everything. Something tells me that he would proudly brag about me and my LGBTQ+ identity to as many people as possible if he could.

And over the summer, I was playing the South Park: Fractured But Whole video game, and I showed him my character's page, and how I'd made my character Bisexual like I am (side note, it's super cool how the game allows you to make your character LGBTQ+). And when he saw this, he laughed and gave the biggest grin. He told me he loved that I did that. And that gave me such a warm feeling inside that I could share these things with him so openly.

There are unfortunately so many people who have to hide who they are from their parents for fear of judgement or worse. But the fact that I don't have to and can be proud of who I am in front of my dad is a testament to how amazing and accepting of a parent he is. All dads should honestly take notes, at least when it comes to being supportive of the LGBTQ+ community.

I think this is also why my dad reminds me so much of Bob. All of the reasons I outlined why I love my dad and how accepting he is are all reasons I love Bob as well, and why I think Bob is such a great dad. And this scene has something my dad would definitely say:

I'm going to tag @br1ghtestlight here because I know he's Trans, and I just think he'd like to read about my wholesome #1 Trans Ally dad :3

[amygdala-suzanna]

I'm gonna rant about my identity, trauma, girlfriends, Life Is Strange, and Gwen Stacy for a bit.

"nerdy middle-class trans-lesbian white-girl" is probably like the most inoffensive label someone could have. It probably even sounds fragile to a lot of people. But that is what I am.

I'm definitely not normal though, people often find my interests disturbing when I'm allowed to go on about them. Unhinged sadistic demons and gothic fantasy blade-wielding blood-covered warriors are certainly my favorite kind of characters to present myself as when given the opportunity to roleplay. My heart rate doubles when my girlfriend describes how they'd allow me to bite down on their neck. I love horror, being scared and being scary, and it's not pleasant to most, but that is what I like.

The thing that comforts me about being discomforting like that is that there's nothing for me to prove to anyone. Those close to me can just smile and laugh at my absurdity. Even better if they find it exciting. But, all my life with my parents I always feel like I have to prove something to them in order to justify asking for anything. This has carried over to my love life. I really struggle with asking my partners for anything. I developed a habit of avoiding confrontation with my parents by simply doing things based on my presumptions and hoping they'll be okay. It's pretty bad.

At four years old I had the displeasure of learning what I was. This was traumatizing, because I knew I was inside. In my dreams as a kid I always saw myself as a girl. When I learned that I was born a boy because of my body something broke inside me and I have been in and out of dissociation ever since. There used to be four alters in our system. The one that played the role of "boy" was evicted from the system some time in the 10th grade when we realized that there was serious gender dysphoria with the three other feminine alters inside and the masculine body. Sam fucking killed him and I'm glad she did.

When I came out to the then-girlfriend, she rejected me, hard. I had to spend like 4 hours on a phone call with her convincing her that I was the same person, unaware that I was lying to her more and more with every minute that passed. Because we were not the same, not remotely.

That relationship ended poorly. I still hate her for stealing my life for those 3 years. I hate that my experience playing Life Is Strange was with her, and I hated that she made me feel bad about wanting Max to kiss Chloe. Fuck her. I pored over so much Pricefield fanart that night and it made stronger impacts on my memory than anything you've ever done for me.

When I came out to my parents, of course, I had to prove it to them. They didn't believe me for the first two years, of course, they had to send me to a therapist who just told them exactly what I told them two years prior. Then they didn't believe her either and sent me to another one who came to the same conclusion. Guess fucking what, dad, I'm a woman and I always have been. Don't ever fucking say that you "lost" your son, you never had one, it was just a stupid fucking alter playing make-believe because it thought it had no other choice until Andrew told me he had a trans friend.

Fuck.

Watching the new Spiderverse recently and seeing Gwen's arc with her dad hit it perfectly for me. "Wow, look at this trans teenage girl who loves punk rock and lives in a world purveyed by a living watercolor painting that feels like a dream of color and melancholy and identity. She's just like me for real." I'm probably just like 90% of the other trans women seeing this in the theater in thinking that. I wonder how many other saw that aesthetic and were viscerally reminded of the overall aesthetic of Life Is Strange. Guess what, that's another story about a nerdy white girl with a savior complex trying to prove herself to everyone while just trying to be in love.

Teen white girls with identity crises and issues about proving themselves are not in short supply in American fiction by any means, but fuck it still hurts my heart seeing Gwen's dad come around to listening to her. I know my dad eventually came around just the same, but he didn't do it in a way that didn't hurt. I just wish it didn't hurt me and make be bitter and never want to go back home.

It would be really nice if I got to be the teenage girl I always wanted to be. I suppose that's what I'm doing now, in college. With the girlfriends and dates and all. It still hurts that Brynn decided she doesn't want to date a poly girl. I love her so much and I even enjoyed spending time with her family. I know we are still great friends, but that space between us does still make me sad. I'm grateful for Lil asking to be girlfriends just in time for Brynn to decide that, and Lil is really sweet and makes me really happy, but the sadness isn't gonna go away soon, I feel.

Melancholy helps get the emotions out at least. I think probably like two people will read this post until this point. Maybe Acorn if anyone. If you are here, you're a real friend, I knew I could count on you to pay attention to my stupid vent posts. Weird to find out here that Brynn isn't dating me anymore, isn't it. Oh well.

[all-the-genders]

watching game of thrones for the first time: season one

‼️semi spoilers⁉️

ive decided to document my reactions.

episode one:

awe look dogs.

legolas is in love with his sister wtf

"He's trying to pimp his sister" - my dad

aquamannnnnn

I hope the girls are girlbosses

does this have incest? these siblings have way too much chemistry

OH MY GOD BOOBIES

legolas stop it.

is that jesus next to a bunch of elves?

oh yay. rape.

oh little boy climbing a tree, oh no he hearing people having sex.

OH NO THE PEOPLE HAVING SEX ARE SIBLINGS. (called it.)

you pushed a little boy. then continued to fuck your sister.

GAH NAKED WOMEN OH LORD

daenerys targaryen is so pretty wtf

ep 2

bettsie and her tits

OH ITS WORSE THEIR TWINS

aquaman what are you doing.

dragon powers?

aquaman has not said a word. he grunted.

go doggieee

WHY WOULD YOU HOLD THE BLADE

that lady who massaged daenerys hands or whatever is a lesbian.

HOLY JESUS THEY'RE GAY

I just saw aquaman's butt.

what is draco malfoy doing here.

draco malfoy here irks me

arya is a girlboss

why did you kill the boy

THE DOG :(((((

ep3

i just saw ryan gosling and ryan renolds baby

casually stabs the table

"I don't want to be a lady" trans?

boobs

aqua man finally spoke

ah yes. the genders: boy, girl, and sword

ep4

joffrey you ass

ser loras is gay.

“you need a women? nothing like a women after a fight”

why is that grown child still being breast fed. what the actual fuck.

GAY GAY GAY

ep5

oopsies i forgot to write my notes

ep6

oooo dragon descendantssss

do you ever just wake up next to a drop of death?

“NO GOLD! FUCK OFF”

mmmm, hearts. delicious

tyrion confessing his crimes.

i hate the breast feed child

joffrey jr. is also an ass

why are all the blonde men completely deranged

SLAY GOODBYE EVIL UGLY LEGOLAS

ep7

what in the porn is going on

am i uncomfy? or horny?

sam, my beloved

there is a 12 year old on the throne💀

“no one needs to die”

*people die*

TONKS??? WHt are YOU DOUNG HERE

ep8

i hate every fucking lannister except for tyrion

everyone else involves incest

tyrion is a slay

can that child like. stop. being breastfed

ayo Icarus and raisin bran is back

daenerys doesn’t look like daenerys in this ep??

ep9

bronn is a slay

AQUAMAN ARE YOU OK

ooo witchcraft

DAENERYS THE BABYYYY

oh hello filch, have you left hogwarts?

“ser ummmm… idk ginger cunt”

LMAO TYRIAN GOODBYE

it’s giving “bring out ya dead”

mmm delightful literally hammering a man

icarus is alive

ep10: series finale!!!

drogo, you good man??

NOT THE BABY

i fucking hate jamie holy jesus

sunsa almost letting the intrusive thoughts win

daenerys just killed aquaman

iSTG I FUCKING HATE JOFFERY

“i will not scream”

*agony*

HEISKAGSVS A DRAGONBBBB SHSVSBSB

[whyyoualwayssoradical]

in your opinion is it even worth it to identify as a male if most people dont like to see you as one? i'm not on hrt or anything and ive never said im a woman but since pretty much day 1 other males have felt inclined to push me out of their "boys club", like they're glad to not have me there and seek so, even gay men do this to me so its like why should i call myself this when its just so futile and painful because i'm constantly subtly and overtly exiled from the tribe i'm supposed to join?

i don't identify as male, i am male because i was born male, it is not an identity but a biological reality. i chose to transition to treat my dysphoria which makes me trans.

i definitely had some somewhat similar experiences when i first came out to my close friend group. this group of friends wasn't a typical boys club type friend group and was much more mixed, but pretty much once i came out they all started treated me differently.

the women friends in the group immediately started giving me things to stay safe with when out and informing me how to stay safe and to always let them know anywhere i went out. this was good and welcome and even before i came out they had all gotten worried about me because i was just out and about all day one day without telling anyone lol.

the guys... kinda more subtly treated me different at first and then after some time one of them became interested in me and despite me turning him down every time he wouldn't let up and made everything weird and awkward. come to find out later his dad also found interest in me which was extra fucking weird and now i think they both have some particular interest in people like me. i didnt want to any dynamics in the friend group to change so i had already decided i wasn't going to date or get involved with anyone yet he essentially forced a dynamic change by treating me almost like a manic pixie dream girl 🤢.

i wasn't really pushed out of anything though in the same manner it seems you were, over time i realized how shitty most of those friends were and how they never really included me in anything properly even before transition. i am also autistic and they couldn't do the bare minimum of just communicating things to me, even when my best friend explicitly told them to tell me about something. i would always find out last minute or just be left out. it got worse after transition + after pandemic hit.

i have had.. interesting interactions with gay men, they usually like me socially but they definitely treat me as an "other", like not exactly a gay man but also not exactly a woman. overall they have always been really nice to me but yeah, not really allowed to join or considered one of them in the same way.

i wish i had a better answer. i wish i could have grown up and been allowed to discover myself properly and then maybe i would have just been a gay man, i don't really know.

i definitely don't really have anywhere i truly belong. i'm already "other" by being autistic, not heterosexual, and then i chose to transition adding even more. my autism is much more similar to autism in women which further others me i feel because even though i relate so much to how they experience it i'm still not a woman like them. i don't really belong with gay men, i feel like they probably don't even want someone like me because i've done everything i can to not be a man so to speak and probably think i'm just self hating or something, i don't really know though. i wasn't strong enough to be a gay man in this world after everything i've gone through, i don't know. it's like my brain is so fucked i just can't.

[thebisexualdogdad]

I loved how you talked with the last anon, I myself have been having thoughts if I am “trans enough”. I haven’t really felt right in my body ever sense puberty and that I’m growing into a women, even though I don’t want to be one. Im not a totally masculine person, but I am definitely not feminine. When I think of masculine I think of hunting, the color black, football, tall and broad. But I’m not any of those things, I don’t like football and I definitely don’t like killing things, I’m not broad or talk because I was born female. Which is why I’ve been thinking if I can even call myself a trans guy, don’t get me wrong I definitely prefer masculine things over feminine which is kinda how I found out I didn’t like the body I was in. But I’m not overly masculine like most trans men. I like to think of myself as more of a soft- boy, still a man just not the stereotypical one. I’m still struggling with this, but I just don’t know now because of these stereotypes. I’m glad I’m not the only one and that it isn’t just in my head.

There is no right way to be a man but I fully understand not feeling trans enough. I've been masculine my entire life and as a kid was constantly criticized by adults that I needed to be more feminine. I'm very grateful that my dad never tried to enforce gender stereotypes onto me and let me express myself however i wanted but on the other hand my mom hated that I wore boys clothing, always bought me makeup and tried to get me to wear it because "girls look good in makeup", threw a tantrum when I was 19 and cut my hair short and always told me not to do certain things because it "wasn't ladylike" and one of my childhood friends mom frequently hounded me about "when was I going to finally grow out of my tomboy phase" and thought it was funny to make me feel uncomfortable about the way i dressed. As an adult despite still being masculine I'm constantly being referred to as miss and young lady because I can't hide my chest and I'm really short and I know we are in the appreciate short kings Era which I love for other guys but when thinking about myself my height is really dysphoria inducing and I just feel like I'm never going to truly be seen as myself.

You can still be a trans man even if you aren't traditionally masculine, if you feel as if you are a man than you are one and it seems like a lot of what you're talking about is needing to undo all the stereotypes that were ingrained in you by what society says a "real" man is which is also a very common struggle.

[cynamonowo]

kaname date, do-yoon han, yusuke kitagawa, yukari takeba

sparrow i love you so fucking much Let's Go!!!!

date

sexuality headcanon:

he's bi as fuck bitch!!! this man sucks pussy and eats cock and that's so Rad of him

gender headcanon:

a ship i have with said character:

date/hitomi Wins. they're so married And so divorced. and she's calling him babygirl

a brotp i have with said character:

date & mizuki will always make me sob uncontrollably they're so family... It Has To Be You Date

a notp i have with said character:

date/ryuki 🤢🤢 the less said about it the better

a random headcanon:

after aini he celebrates all his six missed birthdays on one day & pouts when mizuki only gives him one gift (she makes it up to him by punching him five times)

general opinion over said character:

That's My Dad but also That's My Wife and That's My Gender. sir i want to chew on you. kaname date the manwhore of all time. he needs to be pressure washed but also locked in a therapy office for a week

do-yoon

sexuality headcanon:

he's also bisexuelle af. as long as they're willing to listen to him infodump about music he doesn't care about such petty things as Gender

gender headcanon:

he's so trans i love that for him <3 that little black thing poking out from underneath his shirt? a binder <3

a ship i have with said character:

gyuyoon makes me want to eat a pound of frozen shrimp they're so fucking homosexual

a brotp i have with said character:

"inha what do you mean i'm your pet cat" "you know exactly what i mean. now meow for me, boy"

a notp i have with said character:

i saw someone ship him with juyoung???? Hell Naw. she's like a cool older sister to him

a random headcanon:

he's that kind of autist to make jokes in an extremely flat tone of voice so people often assume he's being serious

General Opinion over said character:

bro he's just. so me. he's been made in a lab just so i can obsess over him & that's iconic. love me a polite boy who carries So Much Rage inside of him. speaking of,

yusuke

sexuality headcanon:

asexual + gay 🥰 plus possibly demiromantic as well. takes a while for him to open up but then he's a cuddlebug

gender headcanon:

He's Trans Babey !! and canon can suck my ass about it

a ship i have with said character:

shukita will always be that one ship for me ;_; they're just. so good together

a brotp i have with said character:

ugh i love him with all the girls but him and ann are so iconic together. they'd run one hell of a fashion history podcast

a notp i have with said character:

yu//taba 🤮 they're siblings!!!!!! to me!!!!

a random headcanon:

he's decent at math - not the best, but his favorite subject is trigonometry

general opinion over said character:

while there are Associations preventing me from stanning as hard as before, he's still my precious baby boy who deserved better from the canon. he's so sweet but funny but vicious but Fucked In The Head. love him

yukari

sexuality headcanon:

she's a lesbian very deep in the closet 😔

gender headcanon:

mayhaps a bit of transfem yukatan... as a treat....

a ship i have with said character:

YUKAMITSU!!!!! it's so cute but also complicated. gorls

a brotp i have with said character:

her relationship with fuka is so fucking sweet like. c'mon. they're besties

a notp i have with said character:

with minato :/ it reeks of comphet on both sides lmao

a random headcanon:

she never fully makes up with her mom but they do manage to form a mostly civil relationship

general opinion over said character:

i support women's wrongs. she's such a deep, complicated character that deserves an apology from the fandom

[nityarawal]

10/3/2023

Morning Songs

Appeal The Judicial Shutdown

Appeal The Judicial Shutdown

Appeal Closing The Government

Don't Need 45 More Days

Of Trumpleberry Greenwashing

Appeal Judicial Shutdown

We Know Your Courts

Don't Perform

We Can't Do That

We Can't Do That

Sing The Clerks

We Know Your Courts

Can't Perform

We Can't Do That

We Can't Do That

Says Insurance

We Know The Courts

Can't Perform

They Can't Do A Dissolution

Or Honor An Honest

House Appraisal

They Don't Know

Real Estate Law

So Trumpleberry

Teases Them

Says His House Is

3 Times As Large

We Want To Investigate

The Boys' Club

Who Killed Starter

Wives

It Won't Take Us 20+

Years

Like FBI

Or CIA

#FreeBritney

Citizen Journalism

Elon Wants

But Won't Give Us

Mother's Defense

Tips 

Search Engines

Or Writers Check Boxes

Authenticating

Confirming

Identities

What Have You

Given Us In Freedom

Of Speech

Courts Are Still Open

On Hold

Threatening Tortures

You're Welcome For AI

Tapings

We Wouldn't Have Agreed

At Any Price

To Model A Prototype

300 Billion To Britney

300 Billion To #Nitya4Eternity

300 Billion To Mothers'

Defense

For We Are Not 

Barbies

Models For Trans

Nor AI

300 Billion To Iranian

Women

For Their Resources

To Do What They Will

As They Please

Civilian's Autonomy

300 Billion To European

Mothers'

We're Sorry

Our Military

Attys

Raped Ukraine

For Surrogacy

It Didn't Work

Khloe Says

She'd Rather Have A

Real Baby Kardashian

It Didn't Work

Says The Harem

Our Babies Haven't

Got Our Heartbeats

You Were Right

Should Of Birthed

All Of Them

Naturally

You Were Right

Says Millions Of

Attys

Will Caitylyn Admit

You Were Right

Girls

On Kourt TV

Will Caitlyn Admit

You Were Right Girls

Men Shouldn't Be

Competing

As Boys' On Steroids

You Were Right Girls

Bows In Your Hair

Does Not A Woman 

Make

Pronouns

You Were Right Girls

Did Bruce Do His Best

For You Anyways

Everyone Loves 

A Famous Athlete

Everyone Loves A Gay Dad

You Didn't Need To Cut

Your Junk

Everyone Loves A Gay

Dad

You Didn't Need To Trans

5 Million At The Border

For Trans Defense Spies

Everyone Loves A Gay 

Dad

Even With A Beard

Trudeau

Obama

Clinton

So Many Presidents

With Indiscretions

Coming Out

Of Hiding

#PrinceOfPegging Agenda

Saphos Gave Us Courage

To Do

What Moms' Need

To 

Saphos Gave Us

Courage

Warrior Goddesses

Of Achilles Times

Saphos Gave Us Courage

Diana

Venus

Goddesses

Trinity

Saphos Gave Us

Courage

Brave Women

Citizen Journalists

Mothers Made

Their Mark

X- Activists

Thankless With #X Tips

And Much Delayed

Promises

Rewind The Junk

Give Us Our Kids

Erase The Muck

We're Not Into It

Courts Aren't Cool

Courts Never Will Be

It Wasn't Cool To

Kill Feinstein

Or Replace Her

With Another

Greenwashing 

Black Soldier

Jacqueline Jackson

Doesn't Return

Calls

New Presiding Judge

Of Riverside

Numbers

Don't Work At All

My P.D's Don't

Know What A Probate

Is- Don't Know

Real Estate Law

Felt Scammed By

Ashby Clark Sorrenson

Jay Curatolo

Said Courts Are Broken

PD Says

Courts Are Broken

Mr. Curatolo Said

Courts Are Broken

To Judge Kelly Mok

In Family Law

On The 2018

Transcripts

Courts Are Broken

Why Haven't You

Closed Them Yet

No We Don't Want

To Pay For Another

Moment Of Trumpleberry 

Crime

Free PR 

With Our Tax Dollars

Stalling

Judges Killed Over

A 1000 Parents Per Courthouse

In Your Ruling

We Won't Pay

For Your Blood Money

Or Pleas

Send My Kids

Give My Divorce

Dissolutions

Precedence

Not Another Moment

Of Vanity Pleas

Not Another Moment

Of A Moldy Dicks

Needs

If He Raped Moms

Vasectomy The 

Perps

The Cause

If He Trafficked Me

My Kids

He Must Pay

With Epstein's

Colleagues

Whole Court Army

Marines

Smactenbergers'

He Must Pay

Like Any Other Guy

We Would've Liked A

Winning Smile

From Biden Or

Kamala

Any Honest Atty Would Do

We Would've Liked Words

With Obamas'

We Would've Liked Our

Fair And Speedy 

Trials'

However Your Time

Is Up

Sanctions Weren't

Enough

To Get Honest Justice

From Judges

Or Attys

Mediation

You Need To Close

Your Moldy Courts

Stop Generating

Germ Warfare

You Need To Close

Your Moldy Courts

Full Of Germ Warfare

2 Billion Mothers

Sing In Unity

What Must Be Done

Pull Back Your

Triggers

Get To Your Needs

Stop Your Rockets

Merlin

Please

Peace 

Peace,

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