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I think I miss my friends so much because I lack close people in my current life. I depend so much on them, it’s exhausting for all of us.
Since I was young, I have been picky on who to call my friend. Especially after some of my “friends” started using my weaknesses against me.
Though once I start calling you a dear friend, I don’t dare to leave you behind as you are one of the things I’ve always wished for: a true friend who I can trust…
I’m still paranoid, but when I’m with them I feel free to be myself, childish, carefree and uncensored. Though one move in the wrong direction can break me completely, leaving me sad, frustrated, anxious and more.
Though I never think of leaving them. “They were such good people, so why would I leave them over something so small like this?” My naive brain always likes to think it is unintentional, until it all repeats itself, leaving more damage with every time it has been done before.
Maybe I am a lap dog after all. Always seeking out for comfort from my close ones, and even after being hurt, I’ll return to the owner and apologize for something that isn’t my fault.
Some things never change, and this seems to be one of them.
#vent#personal vent#depressing shit#i just want comfort#mental illness#actually mentally ill#seeking comfort#overthinker#overthinking#tw depressing thoughts#naive#lap dog#people pleaser#i hate how i behave#i hate my brain#i miss my friends#i miss them#i wish i was normal#how naive#history repeats itself#trust issues#loyal like a dog#i want to change#i wish I did not depend on them#my value#i don’t deserve this#i just want closure#i just want to love and be loved#i just want to go home#i just want them to be happy
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big fan of stories that, while undoubtedly being about the power of friendship, acknowledge that the power of incredible violence is just as important
the love was there. the love changed everything. the crowbar helped also
#you changed my life for the better. you taught me to value my life and the life of others#you showed me what happiness was#what care was#thanks to you i am able to see a better future for myself and for us#i couldn't have done it without you#i also couldn't have done it without this steel pipe#tropes#power of friendship#how tf do i tag this#i wrote this with weak hero in mind but it applies to so many things#trc too like#i died because of a fake friendship#because i ended up as a means to an end#because the greed weighted heavier than the love#now i will sacrifice myself and my memory for you because you're my friend and i love you#adam just killed a guy btw#trc#the raven cycle#weak hero#whc1#whc2#weak hero class 1#weak hero class 2
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stuck between "psychological horror statement" and "objectively the funniest thing you could say to your real flesh and blood dad" in the father's day card aisle
#🐉#im not gonna send either of them to my dad because i value my peace and safety but i really was tempted by the second one#'why do you have to send a card to your dad i thought you hated that guy' well the thing is one time i forgot#when i was like. ten. and his reaction was not something i ever want to relive.
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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a shitty movie from the 90s is worth more than the shitty movies that are made today
#shitty movies from the 90s aren't even that shitty bc the production value is just so much better#now it's netflix movie slop#mypost#text post by me#my text post
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Most of all I will carve this disgusting belly and tits and these bird wings under my arms off, if it takes me months of starvation. I will become the beast god requires of me. My thickness will never leave, I’ll always be a sexy thick boy. But I’m tired of being who I am. another man took my wife because his cock is fatter and bigger and he’s stupider and a drug addict. His coworkers literally asked me if he was a surfer, because he seemed like a meathead. I know what I am, a sexy fucking stud, a great daddy, both ways, an aspiring dom, a shy sub. I’ll never be below 200 pounds because I’m a big sexy beast. But I will be muscle and stone. I know how to use my cock and tongue and hands and I will make people squirm. I will have all I desire. Time is a bitch.
It’s not my fault she left but I could always be better and I will be. And I’ll find a bitch with white teeth and perky nipples. And she won’t care if I’m an island, as long as the ships are coming in.
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Curate everything.
Curate your hygiene routine, curate your clothing items, curate your home, curate your habits, curate your nutrition, curate your environment, curate your circles, curate you socials, curate the content you consume, curate your social skills, curate your financial situation, curate your emotions, curate the version of you that shows up in public, curate your hobbies, curate your knowledge.
#reflection#academic weapon#alone but not lonely#becoming her#becoming that girl#creator of my reality#divine feminine#exclusive mindset#feminine energy#high value mindset#that girl#academic excellence#personal excellence#levelling up advice#levelled up mindset#levelling up tips#curated circle#self worth#self care#self love#self improvement#knowledge#exclusivity#curator of my reality#luxury living#motivation#self knowledge#high value woman#high value heaux#women in leisure
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I think my copy of the game is broken they've been doing this for 30 minutes
Crop of the Biolizard edit I did bc it makes me laugh:
#art#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#their dynamic is so funny to me like hello what episode of Untucked is this#I am rotating them in a 2 bed 1 bath apartment in my mind#Also very proud of how this turned out I think I'm finally finding a comic rendering style that doesn't make me want to rip my hair out#Simplify baybee it's a comic not an illustration you can get a little crazy with it#Spoiler alert. Getting looser with lineart and better at colour schemes and simplifying shading. Is good actually.#It's so much easier to eyeball what a colour would look like in a setting instead of colourpicking the OG palette and struggling with...#...like 9 overlay and multiply and soft/hard light layers#Approximating colour genuinely looks better than forcing local colour into the piece. As long as the values are still there it works out#comic
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warmth in the cold
#gravity falls#stanley pines#grunkle stan#his first meeting with the twins!#dipper pines#mabel pines#dipper and mabel#book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#not really happy with how i did the values here but oh well#this was supposed to have a companion piece but#they didn't really connect all that well#so im posting them on their own#caption is from the song “because you love me” by the rare occasions#one of my fave songs!#the book of bill
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Addams Family Values (1993) dir. Barry Sonnenfeld
#addams family values#fyeahmovies#junkfooddaily#filmgifs#moviegifs#dailyflicks#userstream#chewieblog#tvedit#tvandfilm#userrobin#usermandie#useraurore#nessa007#userdiana#dailytvwomen#femalegifsource#ladiesofcinema#usergiu#cinematv#god forbid women do anything#💅🏼#8k#my gifs
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you mean nothing to me
#transformers#transformers one#megatron wins custody au#megatron#bumblebee#b 127#maccadam#ough they make me so sad#i have soo many thoughts about them...#my AU is not happy at all sorry#bee isnt a decipticon hes basically factionless at the moment he just wants to be with megatron#megatron just hates him so much#bee reminds him of everything that he hated so much about himself#hed think about bee down there in sub level 50 for so long and he would just get so angry#his eyes that r still blue and remind him of the autobots of the miners of elita of orion#why wont they change color#why are they still blue#is he going to leave to join the autobots...?#his stupid son that he hates so much but he actually really does 😭#he just has so many mixed feelings on him#and bee is always trying to be a voice of reason and it just frustrates him even more#bee by no means has any decipticon values...#he doesnt agree with megatron he just didnt want him to be alone#i have so many brain worms that i want to share with all of u...
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#I love these creatures so much#bfdi#bfb#tpot#xfohv#one#two#four#five#six#seven#eight#nine#algebralien#bfdi algebralien#x finds out his value#battle for bfdi#battle for dream island#osc#object show community#fanart#my art#art
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Comment or reblog this post with a fighting game character and I’ll tell you what part of the LGBT+ acronym I think they are
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This moment brought to you by ice feast
#art tag#starchive#fantasy high#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#porter cliffbreaker#fhjy spoilers#i did this so fast i thot the scene was cool and i had to get itnout of my system#the values got away from me a little but oh well its just kinda hard to read hdjshf#and i liked the visual of riz in the floorboards and lava shooting porter while gorgug had him grappled#cool moment i thought
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accused 17th-century English or English colonial witches in a certain subset of modern pseudo-feminist fiction: I'm a girlboss who can read, unlike other women! I live apart from the community and use herbs to basically invent modern medicine! my views align perfectly with many modern progressive talking points! also I wear my hair down because I'm a ~free spirit~
actual accused 17th-century English or English colonial witches: I'm homeless and mentally ill and my community just kind of wants me gone. or I'm Jewish or Romani. or maybe I have property that someone else wants. I could have strong opinions but that's usually not enough to attract witchcraft charges on its own unless the community is REALLY in a mess. I might even be an unpopular MAN who someone has an interpersonal squabble with, although statistically I am more likely to be a woman (unlike in Scandinavia, where the reverse is true)
#history#my guy stop assuming you could be accused of witchcraft for having any brain at all as a woman#it was a highly misogynistic society but even they were forced to admit that the community needed women's intelligence#to get by#it's one thing to think women are just born with less capacity for learning#and another to actively shoot yourself in the foot by denying them basic skills to help keep household and village running#also the Puritans specifically valued universal literacy as a way to read the Bible just saying#(though literacy was indeed generally valued in English and Anglo-colonial society at the time)
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