#not even my supports are that quick
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Update on Acheron: There still hasn't been a good sphere drop so we are keeping her on the +9spd physical dmg one
So...Atk Boots:
vs SPD Boots
#txts#help#also she gets like 18% CritRate from her E1 if debuffs#and up to...12 i think from the follow up set? Dead Waters#so honestly.....there is more crit rate happening than really needed for my tastes#hsr#honkai star rail#my sampo also FINALLY got enough spd to pass 134#i know there is such a thing as speed tuning#however: if everyone is fast there are no issues#not even my supports are that quick#i usually have dogshit luck for spd things#but the dead waters has been p decent#even aventurine has like 145 spd ready for him#which is SO close to the next breakpoint i am almost mad#i might switch out some relics if i cant go past it bc...i dont need it then#but i do also rly just wanna break that point for funsies#maybe get spd boots that go more into crit rate/dmg and have smth else then go more into spd than that to even out#bc what i DO have is actually rly fucking good so far i am surprised#then again: not like i havent been farming this set since ratio bc suddenly everyone wants to be a part of this#i have....so many watchmaker pieces i cant use for anyone
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(insp) // (mirror set)
#lokius#mobius#loki#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#been working on a different dual lokius set because yes every scenario of theirs can be mirrored EXACTLY#and realized even months later the reverse of this one hadn't left my mind so have some more tragedy real quick as if they need it 🙃😅#possibly the greatest shot of the entire series tbh it's just such a charged moment??#i mean loki asked for more time and by freely giving it mobius pretty much set into motion the feelings realization crashing around them#the awareness of magnitude in what they've done for each other!!!#your very molecular being torn across time in search of the only unwavering trust and support you've ever known...#shirking everything you were created for to worship a new god not just on a personal alter but now before what was your entire world...#never being normal about them feels so good y'all :')))#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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Shoutout to Magneto mains 🙏🏽 💜
#hiiii I like how this came out LMAOO#ermmmm yes tags here we go#art#digital art#doodle#fan art#Marvel Rivals#Marvel Rivals Art#Adam Warlock#Magneto#Adam Warlock art#Magneto art#shout out to tank mains we have less of those than support mains LOL#Dr Strange mains.. I see you.. I won’t you…#Magneto mains have yet to let me down I get so excited seeing them bc they usually do so well with timing their shit gawddamn#thanks for the bubble king lemme pocket heal u 😩#Had a Dr Strange and Magneto wish me a happy Valentine’s Day one round and I twirled my hair how charming LMAO#Marvel Rivals is so fun though I thought It would be more scary but even the people that loose it over vs ai or quick match are ridiculous#like calm down king it’s not comp#anyway yes trying to get better at adam wish me luck gang
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mmy bugs
#wil arts#i only did this to avoid doing other stuff i need to do (which i. still havent done) so its very quick#lukes colours are really off because i didnt have an image of him 👎 but its ok :3#oughf i need to. Actually draw them at some point i have. never done that :(#the desmond in the background is my emotional support . if yiu can even see him#des and luke
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Can genshin normalize actually using the weapon youre equipped with in your attacks??? Goddammit dude i rolled these weapons because they look pretty on my characters then they just dont use it at all in their animations???
Not beating the stat stick allegations
#like yeah maybe they cant find a way to include it in the animation#but its just silly if you just never see it#i MAY forgivw supports since you just quick swap them#i MAY forgive catalyst users because theyre just... standing there slapping air#like atleast with furina you get to see her use it as a baton for her E#but look at xilonen.....#she has an enhanced NA and she doesnt even use the cool ass beat sword#THEN WHAT IS THE POINT#lyssten to my rambles
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Also, I refuse to entertain the discourse as to whether acespec people are “oppressed” or not, but I will say it’s really fucking lonely — especially if you fall somewhere on the spectrum that’s a little more unconventional.
I’ve discussed many times before how I feel absolutely no attraction whatsoever except towards my lovely partner. I went through the phases queer men tend to: exploring many types of pornography and cruising on Grindr. I really tried, and none of it has ever done anything for me. It wasn’t until I started having sex with my partner that I realised, ohhh, so that’s how most people feel. And even then, enjoying sex with him is far more of an intimacy thing than the actual physical sensations. I do not fantasise about other people or consume porn. There is only him.
And yet when I’ve spoken about this in acespec spaces, I’m still treated as some sort of weirdo who doesn’t belong. I’ve literally been told many times that I can’t be demisexual because demis will still fantasise and consume porn (although that doesn’t line up with my understanding that demis require a close bond to feel sexual attraction, but never mind), and I’ve even been accused of having some weird internalised Christian puritan shit going on because I genuinely cannot comprehend ever looking at or thinking about someone in that way who isn’t my man. As if anything about this is a choice for me and it is offensive to them somehow. As if only feeling attraction to one person is like… “worse” than never feeling any attraction at all. I’ve never once shamed others for how they experience sex and sexual attraction and never would, yet people act like that’s what I’m inherently doing just by speaking about my own experiences.
So no, I won’t say whether acespec people are “oppressed” or not because honestly, when is this shit ever going to come up in conversation and ever be that relevant? But the fact I don’t feel I can talk about it even amongst other queer people, even amongst others in the acespec community, kind of speaks for itself.
Being a queer man who can’t relate to all the stereotypes and anecdotes about enjoying casual sex is one type of loneliness. Being a queer acespec man who can’t even relate to most others in the acespec community is another. I can never win, and either way I do not fit in.
#I know I’ve not really mentioned being demi much here#But this is kind of why lol#Had to get it off my chest though#I know my experience is fairly unique#But idk it’s just hard finding absolutely no one to relate to#Even my own partner has fucked many many men casually and when he and other gay men I meet talk about it…#Their experiences are valid and very common but I just feel like idk. Left out almost? Because they experience and view sex so differently#To me sex is the absolute most intimate thing you can do with another person and it’s only ever felt right for me with my partner#Whereas to him and many others sex isn’t inherently intimate and it’s normal for them to have a quick fuck and forget their name forever#That’s mindboggling to me and it’s hard for me to discuss how left out I feel without seeming like I’m judging#Because I’m really not. I cannot comprehend feeling that way at all but I understand it’s common and normal#Idk I’m waffling and idk if I’ve explained myself well#But I hope even just one person out there relates#This experience is so specific and isolating I need someone else to not feel so alone#I love my partner more than anything in the world btw and he’s so so supportive#But we can’t relate on every level yk#personal#rant#vent#long post#text post#international asexuality day#asexuality#asexual#demisexuality#demisexual#acephobia#relationships#acespec#aspec
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bfdia tumblr...
tomorrow.
my pin bfdia hyperanalysis tomorrow.
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
#everyone you dont understand how HORRIDLY i wished to publish this today..........#IM TELLING YOU I chain of events IT WAS 11PM AND MY LEGAL AUTHORITIES ORDER ME TO BRING DOWN MY CELL PHONE BEFORE 9PM SO I WAS SHIVERING#PANICKING#MY MALE AUTHORITY WAS AT MY DOOR WHILE I WAS CURLED UP IN AN ANXIOUS BALL#WAITING FOR THE 20 MINUTE VIDEO TO EXPORT WHILE I DIDNT EVEN HAVE TIME TO PROOF WATCH IT#VERY SCARY#BUT THEN MY EPIC PLAN WAS TO USE “QUICK SHARE” FEATURE TO#TO SEND THE VIDEO TO THE “WORK TABLET” (THE DEVICE I USE IN SECRET UNTIL LIKE 1AM)#AND I SEND IT AND IT FUCKING BROKE INEXPLICABLY??? AND IT WAS UNPLAYABLE AND I WAS SO MAD#I RUSH DOWNSTAIRS WITH MAXIMUM CAUTION AND TRY TO QUICKLY JUST SAVE THE VIDE AS TUMBLR DRAFT#IT NEVER FUCKING SAVED#I GET DESPERATE AND DOWNLOAD AN APP THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO CONVERT THE “CODEC NOT SUPPORTED” ISSUE WITH MY VIDEO TO GOOD#30 MINUTE EXPORT WHILE IM SHAKING#IT DID NOTHING#ABSOLUTELY NOTHING#IM SO ANGRY I WORKED SO HARD TO UPLOAD IT TODAY AND IT HAD TO AMOUNT TO THIS#OH MY PIN FACTORY#I PROMISE TYE ANALYSIS IS PEAK IT IS IT IS IT IS#THIS IS WHY IM 544467775433567886554 YEARS LATE TO EVERY EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER IM SO SORRY FOR MY INSOLENCE#I REALLY AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING#battle for dream island#bfdi#osc#pin bfdi#bfdi pin#IM MALDING
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Emotional support animal
#She would make the best weighted blanket on god#Yes she's massive and would crush me to death I don't care. Good sensory#Plus with the soft fur... perfect#And yeah these are really low effort cause I've had little motivation to draw. It's also 1 am and I'm about to go to bed#But I needed my emotional support gf so I decided to just draw something real quick even if it doesn't look great#Man I just loveee the thought of her getting extra protective when I'm in a shit mood#I just like her being super overprotective and possessive in general. But it gets cranked up a notch when I feel crappy#Until we're alone and she just gets extra cuddly and licks my face 🥰🥰#my art#my dear 🦌
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drew this cat with my boot in the snow while waiting for the bus in the snowstorm! real artist for real!! 🌨️🐱
#i will not shut up even if i try#after finishing it i took a quick picture and turned to the side and a girl walked up looked down and stepped right on it#then she looked away and started texting on her phone#she didnt have to do that :( it wasnt in the way :( no fun allowed for real :(#rip kitty 😿#she definitely saw me drawing it since there's no obstacles between the station and the bus stop :'(#im suffering in the cold wind and snow at -22c for 15 minutes and you walk out for a second and destroy my emotional support little guy#AND THEN you dont even stay to suffer with me waiting for the bus that will be 45 minutes late; you leave to take the other bus#just sad and rude all around#maybe she had a shitty day i hope it became easier as she most likely got home before my own bus ever showed up#cat#snow#im a little bummed about it even if it was just a dumb looking cat head doodle in the snow
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hey man. i'm just saying. why would we put inexperienced teenagers with over-inflated egos and obvious emotional issues into combat classes and make them claw their way to the top of their dorms and expect things to just run smoothly. who actually thought this
#the reason rsa doesn't have overblots is because they understand the joy and whimsy of life and friendship btw#LIKE. why is there no school counselor?? do you know how much time & resources & effort & TRAUMA we could have saved the students &#school from if ANYONE had reached out to riddle and was like 'hey are you alright i heard xyz and i wanted to let you know...' ESPECIALLY#since TREY LITERALLY TELLS US 'oh well here's the lowdown on her trauma this is Probably what is causing this'#or if someone sat down to tell leona 'hey! i'm rooting for you in ur magift(?) game! you're my fav player!!' AND LET HIM FEEL NOTICED#or if someone approached azul as an Equal to try to stop his plans. as a friend even. BEYOND A BUSINESS TRANSACTION#or if ANYBODY BUT ESPECIALLY KALIM was like 'jamil i think you should follow your passions and do something you enjoy today!!' or AT LEAST#let him know he was appreciated as a person NOT JUST FOR HIS WORK#'i know you're doing a lot today but i just wanted to thank you for how much Effort you put into this and..' etc etc etc#ERM.. IF ANYONE TREATED VIL LIKE A HUMAN BEING AND NOT A CELEBRITY??? or even 'hey i loved you in this film i was wondering if we could#do a play together or something..!!' AND LET HER TRY A TYPE OF CHARACTER SHE NEVER GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE. and sing her praises.#if anyone reached out to idia beyond a 'hey the teacher said to come to class'/'get out of your bed and come to our housewarden meeting'#or even. IF ORTHO HIMSELF was like. 'you know it's not your fault... you didn't cause all of this. not really' OR SOMETHING#or if malleus ever got to experience a small firsthand loss AND WAS COMFORTED THROUGH IT. not just quick fix via magic. not replacing. just#GRIEVING SOMETHING??????? and wasn't feared by literally everyone#um. maybe the real twisted part is that all of this tragedy was easily preventable if we had a support system in place.#but idk. twst is a highschool. there's no support in real high school either. i'd probably overblot too if i could ajdjrjfinfdndjd#twst#chatter#LONG RAMBLE SORRY#yes overblots are essential to the plot. but also. do you know how frustrating it is watching the blot build up and sitting in silence.#I'M SORRY IK IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WAS HAPPENING TO A GUY I JUST MET I WOULD PROBABLY NOT NOTICE.. but of it was my Friend or Housewarden..#I'D ASK BRO.... I'D ASK ... UGHHHHHUUUHHHH#not that anyone would notice if *I* was about to lose it tbh#speaks volumes about our society o think#OKAY NOW I'M DONE FOR REAL
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i've been in a very "nostalgic for SpongeBob" mood lately and that's warranted a lot of reflecting on Baby Me being a Sponge fanatic and thinking of what she'd think of now. and i have to say that one of my favorite parts of doing what i do--and also the most stupidly niche--is that one of my first online hyperfixations i recall having was SpongeBob production music. i remember animating magical girl transformations in Flipnote to SPONGEBOB MUSIC. i remember feeling so smart researching all the songs and getting to hear them without any dialogue on top. very gratifying to 11 year old me. i was and am still very fixated on production music, and so i always get very excited when seeing uploads of these songs and spotting a screenshot of a scene i worked on among them. one of my favorite aspects of watching episodes premiere is seeing what music they added on top of scenes i touched. it's just neat how many facets my thankfulness for Doing What I'm Doing gets to reach. i'm never not thinking of how grateful i am to be doing what i'm doing
#i have a life dictated by cartoons and it is genuinely so wonderful#it can be very stressful and usually i am my own worst stressor#but i'm lucky that stuff like 'i don't have enough time to draw these cartoons' 'i can't write about cartoons fast enough' 'i have too many#cartoons to draw' are my issues#it's hard and taxing work and not easy but i never once have not been in love with my job or my hobbies or my passions#i've been having difficulty managing my time lately and getting into a funk because of how i can't draw enough or write quick enough#and i think i just need to SLOW. THE HELL. DOWN. nobody is going to crucify me. i'm drawing hundreds of individual drawings a week of cours#i'm not going to be drawing as much as i once was#but i'm very aware of how grateful i am to be having such an issue#and so i'm rambling incoherently about it here!#so: thanks for reading! thanks for your support#i know i've been awful keeping up with messages and i really am making an effort to manage my time better i am always always on the go#but your support means so much to me and i read every tag every ask every DM. yes even that one#it's just important for me to stress because i often don't have the capacity to respond but i am so grateful for my followers and your#support and presence. so thank you
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you do realize that someone not saying they don't support palestine while being vocal about their support for israel is still problematic right…?
okay. now what?
#the reason i’m being so blaise abt this is because harry styles is not vocally supporting israel#nor is he to my knowledge sending money to israel#he had used his tour money to donate to charities that directly work with palestine according to my quick google search#but even so … like#what now ??? do u feel better ?????#asks#also why am i out here speaking on behalf of harry styles#what the fuck ever leave me alone !
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#GENCCIDE. canon-divergent writing blog for GENOS of One Punch Man. Salvaged by 𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇 .
#YAAAAAAAAAAA#something quick & simple for genos. i had fun with this even tho it made me suffer#it still. makes me suffer if i dont post this now I'll start editing again#BYE#𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇 ; self-promo.#opm rp#anime rp#animanga rp#one punch man rp#support my brand :> ? ♡
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Big things coming soon? Maybe? Possibly? Could be clickbait? Hm.....
#I WANT TO START STREAMING AGAIN#BUT I'M SO SCARED#AND MY PERFECTIONIST TENDENCIES ARE KICKING MY ASS#I CAN'T STREAM UNTIL IT'S ALL SET UP AND READY AND PERFECT#'oh just do it anyway'#NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAAAAND#It's so hard to do#🥺🥺🥺#Even when I do think 'I should just do it right now. Go live without anything prepared just. Do it.'#I still don't do it#Because like#'Oh well I wanna play my favorite game Funny Fantasy for 18 hours instead :3'#It is 100% a self-discipline issue#Because I could always either play FF on stream (not happening)#Or I could just. I don't know. Play less of it?#Maybe hit like. An hour or two a day?#And spend the rest of the weekend actually working towards my goals?#But I have a disease.#And it's called 'You're never going to be able to make this work unless it's perfect so why even try'#And it eats at me.#Anyway I NEED to quit my job.#So I better get a support net set up quick huh?#I know quitting your job and THEN starting streaming as a career is NOT viable hskdfljh#So.#I have to stream while I still DO have the job#Until I've got a community who I can rely on.#But GOD is it hard#Screaming and yelling into the void
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Feeling and looking good 🌈 (Patreon)
#Doodles#Even tho it hasn't been that long it still feels like I while since I've been in my doodle rotation lol just a lower density for a while#I forget if I mentioned the first time my favourite chair broke? It doesn't feel familiar in my head so I'll give a quick rundown lol#I frequent a rocking chair <3 It's the blue one I sometimes draw digitally :D And it's starting to show its age haha#I'm not very gentle on furniture - as evidenced by it breaking Again lol#There's a specific screw in its front-right support that takes the most pressure from me getting up and sitting down#It gets stressed and stretched and is more prone to breaking just from use and it's a very integral piece!#This time it broke Really good like I thought I could fix it myself - I could not lol the screw casing had to be removed from the wood pft#But it's fixed now! Back to rocking :) Yaay <3#Small silly set of wanting attention haha#Got it in small increments! But got it! Fully! Always happy for it haha#What was that joke doodle I made once - something like ''I have to be talked to every [XX] hours or I'll get sad'' lol#I mean it's not Untrue pft#I enjoy it <3#And the last one! Multimedia art actually!! Ah!#The latest CJ the X video about fashion Spoke To Me - I mean most of their work tends to lol but this one...yeah#Being raised in disparate little pockets of culture unfixed from a larger cultural language and feeling lost for it......../yeah/#And I do find a lot of comfort in the question being reframed from ''What do you like'' to ''Who are you? What are you?''#I don't know what I like! Not style-wise not on this body that I'm in possession of! I like what's comfortable but that doesn't Say much#Using fashion as a signal to others that I'd very much like to be viewed a certain way and learning the ''words'' to communicate that! Ah!!#So I looked up some What-and-Who fashions I wanted to emulate and ended up in an outfit of my own clothes that looked really great on me!!#Tank top with rolled-up sleeves on the button down over it - defuser necklace - my favourite black pants and shoes with Tamagotchis hehe#And of course my rainbow bracelet <3 I felt quite handsome :)#It's not something I've done again since with different clothes but it makes me Want to! I want to be seen by those I'm winking at haha#I think it's quite lovely :)
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hi, just letting you know that ahmed 90s-ghost doesn't verify fundraisers anymore! he quit after it got too overwhelming, so you shouldn't @ him asking him to. you can probably find the post about it by searching his blog.
Thanks for letting me know, Anon...
I get it... I REALLY do.





I understand. Y'know I used to be so excited to get Asks. It means someone wants to talk about art and silly cartoon characters with me. But now all I feel is dread. Not because I don't want to help, but because the help I give is never enough. I used to privately mesage back to those Asks, but one became 6 became 10 to... Well. I can't donate. Euros and dollars are valued a lot higher here, thus the opposite is also true. The value of our money is but a paltry bread's worth and even if I split it in crumbs, with the amount of people who approach me for help, it'll soon run dry, but I'm just a student who still rely on my parents financially. So I thought I'd share instead, but that quickly got out of hand. I post one thing and get multiple asks by the HOUR. I already had to apologize for struggling to meet demands before and I only had 3 or 6 rare to come-by short Asks about art. Now I have a hundred and counting I have to check personally. I didn't want to admit it, but I've also long been overwhelmed. I just didn't feel like I had the right to say so. I still don't. But the truth is, anyone can say they're verified too, which is terrible because not only will I be partially responsible for my followers who got scammed by bots or scumbags who take advantage of those at war with fake fundraisers, but even worse is that the help and money may not even reach those who actually need it. I thought I would be fine the first time. I don't really like posting too much about our depressing reality or watching news in general because my account was supposed to be a "safe SPACE" and a "nice little BUBBLE" for us to be happy and escape for awhile, so I didn't think much about reblogging it at first. I only wanted to help. But it just kept going and I got swept away. There's so many of them, but there's only one of me and I've been spiraling lately. So for now, I will no longer take any Asks about this subject (which I always avoid mentioning directly because the algorithm has it out for putting you guys down and I wanted you all to make it so I didn't tag those reblogs as such). I'll still take Asks provided they're related to my actual content and of course I'll still support raising awareness for Pal est ine, yet I also get it if this may appear selfish to some of you. I tried. I really did. But if you'd rather ignore, unfollow, or block me for this decision, I understand. I'm just sorry it had to come to this and that I wasn't strong enough to help more. -Bubs.
#I'm so very sorry#asks#thank you for your hard work 90s-ghost#I hope you're doing better now#war serves no one#I know a lot of people needs help#but I can't keep up with the demand anymore#I'm feeling burned out and college just started back up again#I know I'm lucky to live the life that I do and I shouldn't get to complain#but I've been spiraling lately cause it's a thankless job that reminds me quick and repeatedly that I can't save everyone#I'm sorry for the onslaught of negativity from me lately#this wasn't what I made my account for#but I'll be back to making more content sooner than you think#it makes me happy and now I REALLY need that escape too#I know I'm a coward who's likely dooming people#I'm disappointed in me too#feel free to unfollow me#but never forget to support those families in need#they're just desperate to live like the rest of us#and please don't harass anyone because of this#that's the LAST thing I want to happen#I want to help them too but I'm stretched thin here#one person can't do this all on their own#so let's support each other instead and unite for this cause#I don't want this war. I don't want this discord.#the ones who does are monsters#people's lives are at stake and even if I barely helped#the same cannot be said if the lot of us were to do our part#please help these victims of war#but let's not forget we're not on our own.
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