Pills
[pt: Pills]
tw, coercion, mental hospital
i had to take two pills every day in the hospital.
one was meant to stop my period, it made it go in forever. i couldn't get to see a doctor for help, i was stuck with cramps and blood the whole 14 days i was there.
the second was an antidepressant. an SSRI, they never told me what it was called. i didn't have depression, they just gave it to me. it made me sick. i haven't felt well since they made me take them.
in the "hold" they got tired of me acting up they told me i had to take a little white pill or they would take all my things. i was so angry with the stupid nurse i threw a juice box at her. she yelled at me for being immature i think, but isn't that a normal response to being coerced into taking a little white pill?
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there's a garage rock band practicing in my neighborhood and I am simultaneously the suburban punk, excited to see people practice art with passion, and also the cranky nuero-divergent who is distracted and overstimulated due to unfamiliar noise while I'm trying to work
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i love you autistics who don't have special interests
I love you autistics without sensory issues
i love you autistics who are hyposenstive
i love you autistics who are both hypo- and hypersensitive
I love you autistics who hate routine
i love you low empathy autistics
i love you high empathy autistics
I love you autistics with lots of freinds
I love you autistics who are hyper verbal
i love you autistics who make lots of eye contact
i love you autistics who can't mask
i love you autistics who dont know who they aren't behind their mask
i love autistics who are "childish"
i love autistics that have never had a meltdown
i love autistics with catatonia
i love autistics with intellectual disabilities
i love autistics with Anxiety and/or Depression
i love autistics with Psychotic Disorders
i love autistics with Bipolar Disorders
i love autistics with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorders
i love autistics with truma Disorders
i love autistics with Dissociative Disorders
i love autistics with Eating Disorders
i love autistics with Somatic symptoms Disorders
i love autistics with Sleep Disorders
i love autistics with addictions
i love autistics with Personality Disorders
i loved autistic systems
i love autistics with multiple disabilities
i love autistics that can't work
i love autistics that cant leave their house
I love autistics who can't live alone
i love autistics who use AAC
i love poc autistics
i love people with autism who prefer person first language
i love autistics who use function labels
i love autistics with outdated diagnoses
i love autistics who were/are misdignosied
i love self diagnosed autistics
i love all autistic people
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having a super short memory but being good at understanding math concepts is so funny.
"no i dont remember how to do division but can you please put me in the higher level math class the normal one is too slow"
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i dont want to hear about the "weird" guy you saw who said the world was going to end. shut up about the person who was clearly experiencing psychosis or some other mental health episode. stop taking photos of them, telling your friends, staring or calling the cops, its not that hard to ignore them i promise you.
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being autistic is so weird. like i have no clue what autism rizz means and i can barely read long Tumblr posts but i started reading the DSM for fun when i was 12
anyways heres a photo of a frog
thats a saber toothed frog. he has little fangs
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psychiatric diagnosis is just made up. maybe bipolar is actually a group of things, maybe its just bipolar. maybe MDD is a type of BD, who cares? us whatever words you like, make on up, or use none. there all nonsense anyways. some white guys just sat around like "hey there seems to be a lot of people not thinking/acting/feeling how we like... we should give it a name and arbitrary criteria so we can lock them up and force feed them sedatives by the spoon full!"
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there are so many things i wish i could do.
i wish i could go to museums on the weekends, i wish i could go out with friends, i wish i could go for walks and use my hands without pain. i wish i could sleep and i wish i could do all the things abled people can. i wish the world was accessible.
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