#numb af

[damneddunya]

Emotionally SPENT

if you give someone too much too soon they fall in love with your hand not your heart

[copingwithmemes]

[sundaytragedy]

I could totally do surgery on myself and even give myself anesthesia and then stitch myself up i could totally do that. I think I can figure out how to put it back

[heatherchasesyou]

There is no pain you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb

lyrics and inspo from here

[numbbrainstrorm]

My lord I thought of some cybertronian insults Pt. 1 ( they might already exist { I don't really pay much attention to others / what the bubbles in comics say}sorry ]

You lack of quality: imagine being so bad at fighting (being a war machine) that somebody calls you a lack of quality. What they mean is that the sentient metalico could've been used on building a better mech ( Feels like an attack on Missfire)

You scrap head : carries the same weight as a You IDIOT

You belong in a scrap yard : do I need to?you trash

That scrap pile looks better than you : attack on looks (not cool)

You left winged jet: jokes on you they ARE left winged ( left handed) - took it from my mother language ( máš obe nohy ľavé) It's an insult for being clumsy - only for seekers

Give me a minute I can think of more! ( definitely.)

[rashfordxbruno]

"Manchester United lost looooool"

[fynn-arcana]

Apparently tumblr’s for oversharing so— I’m super depressed right now and I don’t know how to make it better.

I feel so numb. It’s like I’m hollow inside. I just want to go away, but I don’t know where or how or why.

[femmeoutoffocus]

I miss this. I miss her*

*the 'me' that had things to be happy about

[bywandandsword]

have you seen a guy in shorts drinking an iced coffee while standing outside in the snow while it's actively snowing yet?

Not yet, but I have heard a couple guys in the ecology department talk about going swimming in the Penobscot River next week

You know, like crazy people who like playing fast and loose with frostbite

[just-an-anxious-mess]

[blackvahana]

Well! Well. I shut off Oblivion. I went to annoy Lev in the astral. He has a body chilling on my bed reading something or playing with something or. whatever. Anyway. So I start making Poses at him again because something in my goddamn biology needs to fucking do weird ass bird mating dances at him at every given opportunity. My bed is right beside my desk, head of the bed and back of the desk are in a line. Im sitting at my desk physically. I'm like oh. Sudden strong spirit presence beside me! Said hi to Lev guessing he got up to watch over my shoulder because I closed oblivion and he was asking me about it (so he probably came to look) and then was like. Oh that's not you is it. Because. That's where my astral body is.

Yeah no that was me. Because I could turn around and look through planes into my faces.

It's not the first time I've had a strong presence in the astral! I do that every once in a blue moon. I've dropped the temperature and brightness of rooms before, the spirits possessing my body have felt me before in the way I feel them but

I. don't talk about this because I don't agree p shifting is a thing but this is dangerously close to p shifting type beliefs, but in my and my groups experience spirits can actually physically come here. All planes are connected, it's not about a Veil but about a huge magnetic gap between this plane and the others and it's huge polarisation that means you need a fuck tonne of energy to translate yourself into a body on this plane And to get back out of it so it tends it really just be gods coming here and generally as shit like animals so they don't get Spotted. Generally. I don't care if anyone believes me I don't talk about it for others - uh. double meaning there. I'm not talking about it for others now, and usually I never mention it for others' sakes. This is not about others

But I was thinking that. I get thoughts crossing my mind especially lately about "well if I had a fuck tonne of energy, could I be here in two bodies...." in the way of the theory of it. trying to understand more about how this plane works and whatnot. this.

This was the first time. looking at myself through planes. Where I was like. I have two bodies in the same universe. both real. both exist. both are me. This is not some abstract "I exist and then the astral is some foreign place" I was in another body as real as this one on the fucking other side of the veil and I felt myself there. Like I've felt myself in the astral before, but now I'm like. spirits are not vague fucking things. I know they're real i Know the theory but I never let myself KNOW the theory

[lonelyshark]

wanna feel something other than fucking broken </3

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

Exhausted enough I just want to fall on the ground and rot between the cracks

[faultsofyouth]

It's fucked up that the sober population straight up ignores how a huge portion of addicts have chronic illnesses

[astrxealis]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & @noxtivagus WOOOOO !!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥰😙💗💖🤍

[frmulcahy]

I just had my first edible like an hour and a half ago and they weren’t kidding about the “this edible doesn’t do shit” thing huh