#oh yeah and.....

[greennoobartist]

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@blupeeblep @thebackofmymind4 @nevermatchandscpsradadventures @taniakinn

Hi! I’m so sorry that you’ve been dealing with those lies for so long, because they are, indeed, lies. I don’t know you outside of tumblr, barely know you /on/ tumblr, for that matter, but I don’t think I’ve seen psychopathic behavior in any of your posts that I’ve seen. I’m not a legally licensed anything, much less a psychiatrist/etc, but all I’ve seen is a young person who’s been dealing with a lot of pain but is still friendly to others and doesn’t put others down. I may be wrong, I haven’t seen all of your posts, don’t even remember what all of them are, and a lot of this is influenced by this and a couple previous posts, but I don’t think I would’ve followed you if I had seen that kind of ugliness. For what it’s worth from a total stranger, I believe that you are fearfully and wonderfully made, and there’s still a plan for your life. I pray that you will find people, both on and outside of tumblr, who will show you the love and support you need (I want to be one of them 😉). I pray that you will find what God’s plan is in all this pain, not that it will take the hurt away, as much as I wish it, but that it would help you to grow into a better and stronger person than the people who’ve told you those lies. As at least one other person has said in other replies: don’t stuff your feelings/bottle them up. Take it from someone with experience, it will build and build and start to eat you from the inside, and then it’ll all come out like one of the world’s worst Coke + Mentos reactions. I’m a Christian, I believe that we should pray for help when we need it, or even just when we have something on our minds that we want to talk to God about, but we were also made for community, and part of that is coming alongside each other and helping to carry burdens, whatever that may be/mean. I would love to do that for you, and I’ll be praying for you. 🫂🫂🫂 May the Lord bless you and keep you and make his face shine upon you. - Nevermatch

We are all just random people like you, and there are many good people in the world. <Pinches you> it's real ^w^ 🫂🫂🫂 Making friends is hard. Especially irl. But there are good people out there who are very happy to be the Samwise to your Frodo. I'm sorry that's what you have gone through. 🫂🫂🫂🫂 Life's not all doom and gloom. There's always a silver lining if you look hard enough. All us creatures on earth are similar. Hmm... We are many times are best friends, because we can know ourselves the best, and sometimes we need others to be our best friends until we can find how to love ourselves again. You're not a monster. You're not a psychopath. You're not a villain. You're not a faker. You deserve nice things. You deserve to live. I love hearing from you. You're one of my bestest friends. You're a real cool person. I've never seen you face to face, but I know it. What have you done? Opened yourself to find the truth. That you're an imperfect human creature just like everyone else and you're trying your best in the world just like everyone else. If you're a monster, a psychopath? Then everyone is, because we're all trying our best and trying to find love and acceptance. Being yourself will bring you the people who are right in your life. People who encourage you to be you and accept yourself are good people. Those who have tried to dig you under, bury you, told you to die, that you're evil? They're jealous. They're jealous of how good you are, of your amazingness. They don't want you to see the truth, because they're jealous that you're a good person. Don't let them win, they don't care about you. Let those who care about you win, and live. There is light. There is warmth. It'll find you when you search for it. You've found it. 🫂 Don't be sorry. We all need a shoulder to cry on at times. Telling people is healthy, keeping it inside is not. It hurts you more and more the longer you keep it locked up. 🫂

🫂🫂🫂 ur not being depressing. you're a real person. It's unrealistic to expect to feel a certain way all the time. The answer to your question: People are nice to you bc you deserve it. UR AWSOME DUDE! 🫶😛✨️ .Online, it's easier to make friends who share your interests and share your thoughts. (We are real people, tho lol). Don't let ppl tell you you aren't worth bc you are. You give what you get, awsome posts and being and awesome person gets you moots who get you and stuff for who you are 🙃🫶

If y'all thought I won't respond to this, y'all were so fucking wrong :)

First, school, fuck it. Second, got overwhelmed. That's why im replying hours later, but I did saw it... I did read it... And if I was in my bed rn, my pillow would be so fucking wet my mom would have to put it in a laundry dryer and no exaggeration intended.

... I don't know what to say.... Im out of words...

Why.... Was i so fucking stupid.... To keep this within myself for over 3 years now?? Why did i do that.... now i don't remember... I literally kept it bottled up within myself to burn like flames and hurt me like poison....and no one suspected a thing.... And I would've kept it within myself....

I was always afraid of getting judged that I was bottling up all my pain just...just to not be a burden....just bcuz everyone told me that no one cares... That life isn't made to be a happy place and that nobody cares...

Blep and Nevermatch, you said that sharing it is better than bottling it up, and I knew that and still all of this was boiling within me for 3 years... I literally just snapped and bursted into tears suddenly and had to get it out of myself and thought "yeah... Let it just be here till I get from school then I can get rid of it cuz nobody cares"....

Fuck you all those people for those nicknames and cruel words... Calling me a monster....a psycho.... *sniff*

I know im not perfect but am I seriously that bad??..... Well.... Y'all told me im not....

...

I know that my family won't believe me a thing if I ever said a shit about this.... But thank you for offering reassurance ❣️

Ill keep these messages forever and reread them again and again cuz they're just so meaningful i wish I could hang them on my wall and wake up to them every day....

I think it's gonna take me forever to wrap my mind around the fact that:....this is real....these are real people.....no AI....no joke.....no fake....just truth.... Just..... Just what life should be.... For a kid my age....

Thank you ❣️💗

[why-animals-do-the-thing]

Pssst... something new is coming...

...this weekend!

Free, non-AI animal art references.

[h0rsegirlpercy]

Percy age 12: And if the mission required someone to push me down a flight of stairs for it to succeed… you’d want someone who won’t hesitate when they do it

Percy age 17:

[runawaymarbles]

Reading Mockingjay as an adult is extra devastating because. Of course the plucky teenager and her ragtag friends aren't going to sneak into a government building to kill the president with a bow and arrow. That's absolutely ridiculous. It's the kind of thing that's only possible in the kind of propaganda that Coin developed. But she's so good at it that in some ways she tricks the reader into thinking that's the kind of story this is, too--even after 3 books reminding us that pretty much everything that Katniss does the second she volunteers is manipulated by adults pulling strings to make propaganda in some form or another.

[sylusbitch]

my favorite hc is that penelope was told by the ladies in waiting to go and stay in her room and not to come out for anyone

and she hears screams and whatnot and is like oh fuck now theyve done it, the suitors are gonna destroy the place

only to hear the screams lessen in volume and being like ? are they killing each other?

but then she hears a scream clear as day "THIS WILL BE YOUR FATE" and she's like🧍‍♀️no fuckin shot my husband is down there on a murder spree

and she immediately starts pacing back and forth like "LADIES HELP ME PREPARE I NEED TO LOOK DIVINE" and it's a full makeover sequence

and they're posing her and being like "hold on, tilt your chin up a little bit, turn to the side like 12 degrees- BOOM my lady you are serving such cunt"

and then they hear odysseus' loud ass steps going up the stairs and all the ladies scatter while penelope tries to look nonchalant like "AHEM....😳 is it you? have my prayers been answered?"

[detshin]

Finally the set is done! The Sun and The Moon 🩷🥹

[punnifullife]

Based off this post. funny doodles i took too seriously.

[justarandombrit]

Big fan of media that makes you feel like this

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all

[scutesketch]

I jumped up at 6am to make this

[qvert]

Refuge at the Firelight Hideout

[arrgh-whatever]

no fun buttons for april fools' day?....

[half-a-life-left]

glad we all agree on those sprites btw

[fycoren]

if i gotta deal w/ autistic burnout so does he

part 2 ig

[itsmebeff]

[cinnabuncrumbs]

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