cais do porto
uma flor que se abre com o sopro calmo dos anjos
duas bocas cálidas que se procuram apaixonadas
quatro mãos entrelaçadas tão bem encontradas
cinco estrelas testemunham promessas e sonhos
um universo de cores resplandece em seus olhos
duas almas que se entregam curiosas e assustadas
buscam o porto seguro para suas vidas atribuladas
descobrem-se inteiras plenamente entre suspiros
um amor divino e puro que precede os seus corpos
pura sintonia acessada apenas por suas memórias
saudades longínquas quando sabiam-se completos
lembranças afetuosas das suas pequenas estórias
renovadas pela brisa das marés dos mares infinitos
nesse encontro íntimo singular com suas infâncias
rio de janeiro,
9 de maio de 2O21.
the docks
a flower that opens with the calm breath of angels
two warm mouths looking for each other in love
four intertwined hands so well found
five stars testify to promises and dreams
a universe of colors shines in her eyes
two souls who surrender, curious and scared
seek a safe haven for their troubled lives
they discover themselves completely between sighs
a divine and pure love that precedes their bodies
pure attunement accessed only by their memories
distant longings when they knew they were complete
affectionate memories of their little stories
renewed by the tidal breeze of the infinite seas
in this unique intimate encounter with their childhoods
rio de janeiro,
9th may 2O21.
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I've always struggled with words,
Never learned how to express.
My thoughts lacking clarity,
Attempts at speech useless.
You seemed to find it so easy.
Never caught up in your head,
Just talking, with no disconnect.
Wish I could follow in your stead.
But until I learn how to,
I can only do what I know.
Whenever we're together,
I hope you see, I try to show.
Cooking your favourite food,
Making sure you don't die from flu,
Standing just a little closer,
My ways of saying 'I love you too'.
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SONNET XVII
- Pablo Neruda -
"I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as one loves certain obscure things,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.
.
I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries
the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose
from the earth lives dimly in my body.
.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don’t know any other way to love,
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except in this form in which I am not nor are you,
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,
so close that your eyes close with my dreams."
-
Pablo Neruda - “One Hundred Love Sonnets" - 1959
Translation : Mark Eisner (2004)
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When Noura asked "Do I name you my heart or is my heart named after you?".
And Adam replied "How would I know. I've lost my heart a long ago. I cannot name the hollow of my chest and what fills the hollow is already named Noura.
- Khalifa by Laiba
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Hey about the name of the rose I'm italian and let me tell you here it is famous as the book that everyone owns but nobody has ever read cause it's basically unreadable and overly complicated also its success it's due to the fact that when the book first came out the publishing house though nobody was gonna buy it so it was published in a cheap poket edition and since it was cheap and umberto eco is well known it quickly became a best seller and since it was selling so much people kept buying it to see what the fuzz was about but nobody was really reading it
thank u so much. what a great message I feel so seen rn. this is giving me the strength to power thru the last 100 pages 💪 thank u anon and thank u all of italy also
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Found the copenhagen-triology at the thrift store 💞💞 and some other fun books 😌 (like amalie skrams mental hospital novels yaay! <3)
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a sexualidade desvelada
ah! o amor. quão cruel e insano sentimento
não há razão que o explique
e não há coração que não se machuque
ando perambulando, ferido de amor
um amor tímido, mentiroso, leviano
ando atormentado por figuras femininas
continuo como um andarilho solitário
muitas mulheres, muitos problemas
e nenhuma paixão verdadeira
muita hipocrisia sobre a natureza do sexo
pouca santidade, mais problemas
incontáveis problemas
indefinidamente sem solução
centenas de milhares de aporrinhações
muita exigência de santidade e poucas…
muito poucas verdadeiras atitudes
pouco diálogo e amores platônicos demais
ando sofrendo com o peso do mundo sobre meus ombros
ando sem paciência e esperança de algo melhor
os dias ensolarados são maravilhosos
mas os acontecimentos são terríveis
tragicamente horríveis
pouca explicação, nenhuma razão e muito arrependimento
muita astúcia e as mais sinceras mentiras
quando de repente enlouqueço de vez
jogo tudo para o alto extremamente indignado
cansei de ser este poeta desafortunado inconsolável
outro que aguente firme os trancos que termine esta estória
requisitam-me para todo e qualquer tipo de obras
em contrapartida, apenas sofrimento e ostracismo
e desgosto, cansaço, desânimo e saco estourado
que outro se recomende e dê conta
do enfado interminável
que é contar essa história sem fim
sem pé nem cabeça
do fim
que comece do meio, do início, isso pouco importa
de trás pra frente, do meio pro fim,
do fim pro meio, do fim pro início,
do início pro meio, do meio pro início
do início ao fim
se tiver realmente os mesmos colhões
que repentinamente estouraram de tanto tédio
e que essa mulher maluca me deixe finalmente em paz
que outro a despose e faça bom proveito
do seu masoquismo libidinoso espiritual
e de sua demagogia criminosa interminável
que ele se farte até lamber os beiços
do apetite voraz insaciável deste demônio beatificado
e que se fodam as ideias e os conceitos divinos de santidade
com todo o respeito e a lisura requeridas nesse processo
porque num mundo completamente louco
não há como se esperar nada além da minha própria loucura
e nem como exigir nada diferente daquilo que vocês vêem daí de cima
sem tomarem nenhum tipo de providência:
impunidade, corrupção e perversão do corpo, da mente e do espírito
no final os loucos são vocês
no julgamento de vocês alguém se salva?
além de vocês dois, josé e essa maluca de véu?
não. ninguém.
a bem da verdade acho que estamos todos nesse inferno
há tanto tempo esquecidos e negligenciados
que já até nos acostumamos
e a respeito de juízo eu pouco me importo
minha reputação é devassada
mas minhas virtudes morais e éticas conservo intactas
na mais perfeita pureza
porque eu cheiro a minha cocaína, fumo meu tabaco e minha maconha
sem jamais perder a minha consciência
nem me apartar das minhas obras de caridade
e se existe diabo…
o problema é dele
que num péssimo dia ousou querer ser maior que deus
que ele segure a onda dele
e que o meu pau
continue crescendo
colhões estourados sim
mas de pau duro sempre
rio de janeiro,
24 de abril de 2O23.
unvealed sexuality
oh! love. how cruel and insane feeling
there is no reason to explain it
and there is no heart that doesnt get hurt
im wandering, wounded by love
a shy, lying, frivolous love
im tormented by female figures
i remain a lonely wanderer
many women, many problems
and no true passion
a lot of hypocrisy about the nature of sex
little holiness, more problems
countless problems
indefinitely without solution
hundreds of thousands of hassles
many demands for holiness and few…
very few true attitudes
little dialogue and too much platonic love
im suffering with the weight of the world on my shoulders
im out of patience and hope for something better
sunny days are wonderful
but the events are terrible
tragically horrible
little explanation, no reason and a lot of regret
a lot of cunning and the most sincere lies
when i suddenly go crazy
throwing everything up in the air, extremely wrathful
im tired of being this unfortunate, inconsolable poet
someone else who can withstand the obstacles finish this story
they request me for any and all types of work
on counterpart, only suffering and ostracism
and heartbreak, tiredness, discouragement and bursted bags
someone else recommend himself and give account
of endless boredom
which is to tell this never-ending story
without foot or head
of the end
start from the middle, from the beginning, it doesnt matter
back to front, from the middle to the end
from the end to the middle, from the end to the beginning
from the beginning to the middle, from the middle to the beginning
from start to finish
if he really had the same balls
who suddenly burst out of too much boredom
and may this crazy woman finally leave me alone
someone else marry her and make good use of her
of her spiritual libidinous masochism
and his endless criminal demagoguery
let him have enough until he licks his chops
of the insatiable voracious appetite of this beatified demon
and fuck divine ideas and concepts of holiness
with all the respect and fairness required in this process
because in a completely crazy world
theres nothing to expect but my own madness
and not even how to demand anything different
of what you see from above
without taking any kind of action:
impunity, corruption and perversion of body, mind and spirit
in the end, you are the crazy ones
in your judgment is anyone saved?
besides you two, joseph and that crazy woman in veil?
no. nobody.
in fact, i think we are all in this hell
so long forgotten and neglected
that we have already gotten used to
and about judgment i dont care
my reputation is devastated
but my moral and ethical virtues remain intact
in the most perfect purity
because i snort my cocaine, smoke my tobacco and my herb
without ever losing my conscience
nor depart from my works of charity
and if there is a devil…
its his problem
who on a bad day dared to want to be greater than god
let him hold his wave
and that my dick
keep growing
bursted balls yes
but with a hard dick always
rio de janeiro,
24th april 2O23.
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se faire remplacer est sûrement le pire sentiment qui n’est jamais existé, une maladie qui affecte sans remède. un sentiment où tu es condamné à voir ton amour construit et renforcé pensant des années se dissolver et s’évaporer dans les airs, comme si rien ne s’était jamais passé.
on commence par rencontrer, on leurs donne une chance pensant qu’ils serait meilleurs, meilleurs qu’une tornade ou une autre erreur.
on tombe et notre amour pour eux divague, ô comment j’aurais aimé rester dans cette vague.
ensuite leurs petites erreurs se mettent en place, ne plus venir aux jours de rendez-vous, oublier nos anniversaires et, petit à petit avant qu’on s’en se rende compte, ils partent. ou ils sont déjà partis.
on est en colère, frustrés voir même triste, comment c’est possible de pouvoir partir si magnifiquement? tel une pétale en plein printemps.
puis on oublie.
on oublie leurs voix, leurs gestes, leurs tendresse, on les oublies.
ô âme, comment je voudrais revivre cet instant éphémère. revenir en arrière, et être ta dernière.
face cachée, on trace notre route de chaque côté, sûrement trop rongés pour voir la vérité. tout les deux on disparaît et on réapparaît, les coins de notre ville déjà explorée,
nous sommes deux parfait inconnus qui se sont déjà aimés.
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I may have been an artist,
Long before I knew you.
But does that matter now,
For what is the point of
An artist without their muse?
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if i can finish these by friday i will be so happy <3
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"I was born in a time when the majority of young people had lost their faith in God, for the sane reason their elders had had it - without knowing why."
This is the first line of this week's book, The Book of Disquiet by Fernando Pessoa.
I'm only 1/4th through the book, but I think this is something many people would relate to!
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The name of it is "Autumn," the hue of it is Blood; an Artery upon the Hill, a Vein along the Road...
Great Globules in the Alleys, and - Oh - the Shower of Stain, when Winds upset the Basin, and spill the Scarlet Rain...
It sprinkles Bonnets far below, it gathers ruddy Pools; then eddies - like a Rose - away, upon Vermillion Wheels.
- Emily Dickinson, #656 (1862)
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