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Posting for future reference for when I'm rich and can finally get a tech job in my country and retire to a lonely beach and have massive parties by myself and cook hearty meals and sleep naked on the roof-porch under the night sky by the ocean. And it only took me 3 days to build this fucking crap
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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pretty & cute witch men
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i'm not drawing as much or as well as i'd like to be doing. i'm trying to get through a comic i've been really wanting to do#but i'm just finding it so hard. disheartening. btw the 2nd one relates to some official art of qif wearing a dress like the girls#and the 4th one relates to how i've been drawing EXTREMELY SMALL for years. idk how to explain it but i always clicked 'fit to screen'#and so all my art EVER has looked bad when you zoom in bc it's already like size 1 zoomed in to the MAX pfhgguguhfpfhGHAHHHHH#i was so confused allll this time why brushes always look different for me than what they're supposed to#'wow this brush is so jaggedy..really rather jaggedy...calling it the Jagged Cai Special..bringing it out for those jaggedy moments..#really quite jaggedy i must say...' and it's literally not jaggedy#but now i have to get used to how all those brushes that i'd gotten used to indeed look how they're supposed to finally. Alarming#I have simply been working out absolutely everything by myself for years and that's why my technical progress is slow#ppl say my progress is fast and i certainly have improved much since i began doing all this but#like..it took me a year and half to start using a program where i could Colour In The Lines aka the..whatever it's called. whatever..#just on my lonely confused solemn journey to express gay love better than yesterday.. -_- *picks up my pack n continues through the snow*#btw thank you sm for people's kind words enjoying my narumitsu art & fic over the christmas & new year period <3
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Me, in normal life: opposed to both child marriage and strictly monogamous
Me, watching a drama: logically, if the Gong family needs babies and they live in some sort of death valley that makes women infertile, the boys should all get married at 15 and have like 10 wives. Why are the two older brothers still single at this point? They must be in their late 20s! How old is this Gong sister anyway? Why isn't she having babies...
#I mean if we need to defeat the evil clan#then make tons of babies#what are they even doing?#my journey to you#cdramas#I have zero morals when it comes to fantasy breeding programs I guess
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Just start already.
it's super easy to get carried away with getting into something new and interesting but then you get swept away in info hoarding and never... actually... starting...
i know it's exciting and you feel like you'll miss out on all the good information and resources if you don't press bookmark, if you delete the tabs and leave millions open, or write everything down all at one and- oh, look! you found another good resource
but there comes a time where you need to realize, a handful is all you need to get an amazing kickstart. these resources aren't going anywhere. you'll just end up overwhelming and burning yourself out before you had actually even started!
your brain is not meant to have so much new information thrown at it and expected to remember it all in such a short amount of time. so just start already. the beauty of learning is that it'll NEVER end. EVER. so come to peace with it. there will always be something new to learn, each and everyday. so start.
it's okay to not know everything. that's life. focus on the present! don't miss out on the journey and rushing ahead. that's not the point.
start. just do it.
#diary#leveling up#level up journey#self improvement#healing#studyblr#pink academia#dream girl#self love#level up#codeblr#coding#programming#pink pilates princess#dark academia#light academia#studying#studyspo#study motivation#study#university#student life#student#college life#exams#learning#online learning#studywithme#study blog#being productive
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I honestly am not surprised at all that Stolitz became my favorite ship.
Like I kinda felt like it was gonna. Cause it literally has three of my favorite tropes in media
Royalty x Commoner, Shy but is extremely passionate x brash but can be very sweet, and HEIGHT DIFFERENCE.
OHHHHH I just love me an extremely tall x gremlin short dynamic.
I give height differences to even my ships that don’t canonically have a very big height difference. Like I just make one extremely tall cause I want to. I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
And Royalty x commoner is personal guilty pleasure of mine. I love when people play around with it. And really explore how deep the dynamic can be.
Plus with all the growth and development from Stolas and Blitz. And my…unfortunate ability to relate heavily to them both to where it’s kinda sad (Holds up recently diagnosed PTSD card and divorced parents card).
It was just inevitable really. And I didn’t really try to resist it. My silly little gay demons.
Learn some fucking communication skills lol. (Dw I struggle with them too.)
#rambling#Helluva Boss#Stolitz#stolas x blitz#Honestly I’m glad they were around when I was at my low point in life#Seeing them on their recovery journey is heartwarming#especially now that I’m on my own recovery journey#it hasn’t been easy. but I don’t think it ever was easy#but at least I’m still here#Thanks Stolas and Blitz#I wish I had plushies of you to squeeze#it’s not fair#dear lord why am I getting so emotional over some queer demons#I don’t know. and we never will#we will resume our regular programming of yapping about dumb shit after this lol
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got the friend groupchat talking about pokemon lately so i had to design myself a trainer oc ^_^
#lazers art#pokemon#pokemon oc#pokemon trainer oc#second pokemon related art in a row????dont worry about it#ive been rewatching journeys its on my mind#back to regularly scheduled mha programming after this most likely#im just a gal who loves weird little (big) ghosts ok !!#trying to figure out how to fit my gyaruish style into a ghost type trainer took me a sec#but like at least half of my favs are ghost type so i knew it had to be done#i considered drifblim and dragapult for this team also but went with blacephalon bc i needed at least one weird alien in my squad#both of those would be better type wise since i already have chandelure but thats NOT IMPORTANT#i love the ultra beasts. i love aliens#2/3rds of my team are from alola can you tell what my favorite region is#'silvally isnt a ghost type' HE CAN BE. also i love him#pkmn tag
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last thing i worked on. the sketch and lodge was done by 3 other designers total, i only did the lineart and placeholder colors for the background. this was a project so secret only a handful of people knew about it, with it being kept from even most of staff. there's this mystery lodge seen from ski hill in the og game never elaborated on. this was intended to be a secret area akin to the dojo or iceberg in really early clubp. youd access it by hitting the "ridge run" sign on ski hill with a snowball and doing a perfect game of sled racing on that track (all ice patches hit, no obstacles hit). there was no interior planned for the lodge, but you'd get a golden sled by walking up to the door
#club penguin#club penguin journey#stoppy.png#usually i mostly use the line tool to make lineart in this program#but for this room its actually handrawn entirely#we wanted this rougher earlier era look so i went full in with studying and learning to draw the older style trees and snow#no reused assets
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actually so pissed at ppl on twitter and tiktok for acting like 911 is suddenly queer because buck is now canonically bi. it's been queer since 2018 in season one episode one!!! look no farther than henrietta motherfucking wilson!!!! i need to see everyone putting more respect on her name because that is in short supply. not to mention micheal!!! he's been gay since the start and ALSO figured it out later in life but he's thriving!!! it's been there the entire time but noooo they need a white man to consider it representation because they don't care about poc queers. especially if the only recurring queer characters are black women and black men. get real.
#love buck and i can't wait to see his journey but holy shit hen is paid absolute dust!! but not on my watch#i feel like tumblr loves hen but twitter and tiktok need to get with the program#911 spoilers#911 abc#hen wilson#stitchkiss
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I'm done being moderate, I'm done being the person i was when 2024 starts , it's embarrassing I know ... it's not for the show but ..still embarrassing to myself too that i haven't changed it's not that I haven't done challenging things ...in the whole 2024 but ... I'm that satisfied or maybe I'll never be ....but still ..i don't want 2025 to go the same.. i don't want to come out of 2025 and be thinking I could have done better , i could have been more than what I'm...no because this way ......one day i would be on my death bed ... And still be thinking I could have done that . that ....etc ...you know that drill . But the point is life is short , i know it's so talkative or the most boring line to say ..but it's what it is. There was a time when we were in 2020 and now suddenly it's 2025 where all those years in between go .... Have i done the most challenging thing I said to me to do.... Have I ???? I'm not criticizing myself... I'm being aware of what the hell has happened. In those all years and I'm still that person, but my Higher self , my own self , my inner critic know i could be more of what I'm..... And I'm done ... I have deleted all the social media apps which were distracting me in the smallest possible way ...my social media usage never exceeds 1.5 hrs ...but still . Not even the smallest possible distraction.... I know I would be bored... But boring means I'm getting better ..... So I'm going to start a challenge from today , it's sem break and I have 10 days left to my 2nd sem to start and I have them whole 2nd sem but still I'm going to start bygones bygones .... 2025 will tolerate the new me ....new version of my body , my personality, my future , my face , my body language, my speaking, my actions, my words , my behaviour, my confidence.
So hey , I'm the Ist year CSE major college student and I'm going to document my life with the people I never met but we are all going through the same phase , same challenges and we need each other on this journey to survive 2025 in the best possible way and I'm sure we are going to come out of 2025 with the shine on our face which we have never imagined to be there .
#level up journey#self growth#self improvement#self love#spring 2025#2025 vision board#goals for 2025#goalsetting#studyblr#study challange#programming#women in stem#college life#100 days of self discipline#higher consciousness#uncomfortable#challange#david goggins#alex hormozi#dreams#goals#liz wizard#manifestation#becoming that girl#it girl#joe dispenza
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something something, visited by three spirits that push you to reinvent yourself
and meanwhile, the three mother-type figures in Adora's life were all key to her to figuring out what she really wanted and who she wanted to be but literally...
Light Hope "died" trying to right a wrong from the PAST
Queen Angella died trying to preserve Adora's PRESENT
and Shadow Weaver died to give Adora a chance at a FUTURE
#I could say this more intelligenty with time but this just occurred to me and I'm making it your problem#Shadow Weaver as the terrifying faceless cloaked figure#then her last words being 'this is only the beginning for you' as she bought them time (in the long and short term)#light hope essentially ending the world because of old programming from a long dead race of colonizers#then letting herself be destroyed over memories that should have been deleted bc she regretted what happened with mara#and the way the way the crystal castle gave you a tour of moments of your past like the first spirit#meanwhile angella was just trying to close the portal to save the present aka the life they had right now#but of course her staying behind completely altered the present for everyone especially glimmer#and meanwhile each of these losses served as key moments in Adora's journey (pos change arc if ur nasty)#and she emerged on the other side realizing it was not too late to change and make a new world#spop#shera#she ra#queen angella#light hope#shadow weaver#adora#a christmas carol#meta#do you see what I'm getting at?#this all started because I was picturing the three of them as ghosts at the end watching her Star wars style
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Hello there! I just wanted to ask a random question since I love htf and your take on Flippy and Fliqpy💖
It’s a super random ask, but what would Flippy or Fliqpy do if they opened the door to walk outside their house one night/morning and saw an abandoned baby blue tiger cub on their doorstep? I was just curious since Flippy and especially Fliqpy have some pretty bad experiences with blue tigers? Sorry if it’s a weird question!💖💖
Ouu I believe he'd be really stunned and confused as to why there's a baby just thrown out on his doorstep,, Fliqpy especially would be cautious as HELL because who would leave a kid at his door. Like is this some weird prank people are pulling nowadays. to catch him offguard. who knows. I also think Fliqpy wouldn't get shoved into front fully, even though it's a blue tiger however; because he doesn't sense any genuine danger over kids, or just individuals that cannot otherwise defend themselves "fairly" (unless you're Handy apparently lol Fliq doesn't care about him).
Logical thing he'd do would be to call CPS or like... Any other authority or go somewhere that has a Safe Haven Program, like a hospital, because even if he's capable of being a parental/guardian figure, he knows he's not ready (nor mentally stable enough — depending if this is pre or post therapy) at all for that matter to genuinely take care of someones abandoned baby that appeared out of nowhere. Also I think that'd still be considered kidnapping by law even if the parents left them there lol.
Let's say he called for help, so he took the kid inside his home and kept them safe and warm, checking if the baby is suffering from any injuries or whatnot until help arrived (assuming that town even accepts to help a Tiger), at that point he starts actually thinking about it and is like "wait. That was genuinely a literal baby tiger. Why would a tiger GO to this town, and to my house specifically, what ??? afaik there's like. no tigers in this town at all ???" yeah Flippy I'd be mad suspicious too. He'd assume that it was an intentional choice WHICH IS INSANE because not sure if the war is still ongoing but you basically just left your kid at an enemy's doorstep instead of surrendering your baby to other Tigers which is arguably a safer option !!!! regardless if you are aware that all the species-targeted hatred is bullshit or not; that's still a really risky choice to pick WHERE you want to surrender your baby, because you don't know if that enemy even shares equal view as you, let alone take care or leave your kid in safer hands. Luckily Flippy does because this could've ended way worse I feel like HAHA. With the whole "we need to eradicate all these evil Tigers" beliefs.
#<3 ask#<3 yappering#if authority or those programs literally refuse to accept a tiger then yikes tough luck#flippy would have to travel to wherever Tigers generally live and leave the kid there instead#what a dangerous journey to save a tiger baby </3#happy tree friends#htf#htf flippy#htf fliqpy#flippy and fliqpy#htf kapow
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introduction post ✩‧₊˚
hello everyone, welcome to my silly little blog <3 i'm not new to tumblr, but it has been years since i was active so... anyways! i'm shifting from twitter to here and i would love to gain some mutuals and friends. here are a few things about me :)
basic info!
- she/her, asian, 18, estj - self-learning french + coding - bs hons in computer science, software engineering: second year
interests!
☆ all things girly and pink ☆ literature ☆ writing, i'm an aspiring novelist ☆ crocheting ☆ films ☆ philosophy
this blog is honestly more of an online diary but it's definitely going to be a mix of studyblr, codeblr, langblr, productivity, and self improvement content. also do expect some ranting from time to time and me rambling abt my interests lol
quick links!
daily logs | other posts coming soon <3



#studyblr#studyspo#study blog#langblr#productivity#progblr#self improvement#codeblr#computer science#comp sci#programming#self care#stemblr#stem academia#student life#pink academia#digital minimalism#level up journey#dark academia#dream girl#university#girlblogging#pink pilates princess#girl blogger#intro post#blog intro#introduction#light academia#academia#academic
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officially finished writing my novel and all my classes for undergrad today 🥲 and no I couldn’t stop crying LOL
#and then my mom goes into this whole spiel about how proud of me she is and#the dam definitely burst even more if that’s possible lmfaoooo#it just feels so. weird#in a good way#to finish two major milestones at the same time#I’m so excited for this journey!!!!#I’m going to look into master programs first and then focus on publishing houses#I feel like I’m on cloud nine lol#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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sometimes i forget that i started this blog to be about philosophy. anyway i've already told all my group chats so here's one for the blog: just got off a video call w the admissions director at my tied-for-first-choice university and i cannot tell if he thinks i have a shot or if im too much of a loser for their very cool program.
he did give me the very good advice to email faculty i want to work with to introduce myself and get to know them and their work, so maybe that's indicative of . good rapport idk
off to write emails and hope professors deign to respond. please i want to keep doing epistemology. what does it matter
#blah blah blah#academia#the joke of the day is consider my nerves WRACKED#ive applied to 4 schools i should apply to more before the window closes in 3 weeks#i fuckin knew this would happen too that id start looking at schools and then not finish the apps until the day before#wish me luck nyall#is this where my academic journey ends? we will find out when they mail out decisions between feburary and april#and if not a phd then i need to invest in a career shift bc while i like my job. i want to be doing something more meaningful#insert line about how everything is meaningful everything matters. thesisposting etc. but what if i want to do something MORE impactful#than renting trumpets to middle schoolers and their families#im pretty sure that my undergrad gpa is going to like. be an automatic disqualification for all the programs#idk if any of you remember 6 years ago but i was Not doing well in undergrad#so im banking on a 'most improved' award when they see my graduate transcript is more than a whole point better#pwease trust me to do even better in the future mistew phd pwogwam pwease bewieve me#<tags that are the reason i do not attach my name face or work to this blog in case i am Located.#<also tags that are very clearly identifiable as mine own. paradoxical choice
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For those who are unsure of whether or not they really have the "sensitivity to cold" symptom of fibromyalgia, because you think that it's just you not being able to handle colder temperatures like other people, that's one way of putting it. The other way is, when it's winter and the temperatures start dropping, do you feel your pain more intensely? Do you feel like you have more problems with your joints? Is your partner always commenting how cold your fingers and toes are, but it somehow gets more frequent in winter? Those are other ways to consider being sensitive to the cold.
#just a little food for thought#I'm thinking bc I'm high af#I had to take an entire 50 mg gummy tonight because I had some serious fucking pain#I didn't realize it was going to be a consistent pattern of winter making me feel like shit#but here we are in year two of No Longer Ignoring My Symptoms#and I'm still questioning whether or not it's actually fibromyalgia#like I 100% definitively know what it is#I just still don't have the doctors sign off bc I hate phone calls and I'm getting new insurance next month#so I figure might as well wait to see if the new insurance covers any differently#things to look forward to with the new job#anyways I'm forever grateful I didn't have to jump through every stupid ass hoop my husband did when he went full time with my company#it's explicitly designed against people who aren't neurotypical and it's honestly the most bullshit program ever#no they don't give full time by merit in my company#I really only got the job because my file boss wanted me explicitly for her job when she retires#and I will be eternally grateful that she saw something in me that no other manager saw#anyways ignore all these tags anyone who reads this that found this in the fibromyalgia tag instead of my blog#fibromyalgia#>.>#kudos to those who read this far#your journey shall reward you with a small token of my gratitude#🐦⬛ a friend for you
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