#sad crying

[healingismyproject]

If phone calls were honest (Part 1)

"Why'd you call me?"

"Maybe it's because I miss you. I miss staying on calls giggling about the stupidest things we see. I miss us, baring our souls to each other. I miss everything about you. I miss us. I miss what we had. You don't know how much I've been mourning your absence even if it's only been a month, and maybe, just maybe I'm hoping that you'd pick up and say that you do too. What about you?"

"What do you mean, what about me?"

"Why did you pick up the phone?"

[sashasluggo]

Estrogen made feelings so complicated

Mostly in a good way

[luminixx]

“Your mom” gone wrong. Not the right person.

this is lowkey so unserious don't kill me. it's a reference to all that stuff about his mother that I am seeing.

[spiritguru-sloppypears]

Ah... you have bested me (Teko)

(note: this is in the past. The party isn't happening yet in this.)

Teko tries to comfort HH but is unable to.

The former feels upset about it - among other things - and vents about himself.

Teko feels like he has destroyed his reputation of being the "perfect" HH just by feeling negative and cries. He realizes how HH is feeling and talks a little about it. Teko was made to suppress some emotions and wasn't used to feeling negative emotion, but thanks to HH, he learned that he didn't have to suppress emotion.

[nkogneatho]

Toji has never once shown his vulnerability towards the scar he has on his lips. He never even talks about them. But you know he is somewhere insecure about it when he stops and stares in the mirror while shaving, green eyes scanning the scar. Or when he purposely rests the right side of his face in his hand so the palm hides it. He thought he was being subtle with it, but you noticed. You noticed how deep down he was scared to even talk about it, let alone wear it with pride. That scar was a nightmare and he hated how it was visible to him, to everyone in the most obvious place.

"Toji?" you cooed from behind, walking into the hall while he was watching TV.

"Yes, baby?"

"I bought a new gloss, and i want to test if it's transfer proof."

"Don't know what that is but c'mere, lovie. Sit on my lap while you do it." You smiled and plopped yourself on his laps. Before he could finally look at you, you pressed your tinted glossy lips at the end of his lips where the scar settled.

he tried opening his lips to catch yours but you didn't really kiss his lips. he was so confused why you were pecking one spot.

*one peck. two peck. three peck. smooches tightly*

"D'ya know? I love this." You ran your thumb over the skin. "It makes me realize how strong you are, Toji. Sooo strong. Please don't hide it. It makes you look more handsome." He couldn't form words. The sudden love bomb opened a can of bad memories. Yet, oddly, he was comforted by your words. For a man so big, he was still weak over you and your love. Because you determined his vulnerability. Which is why your relationship was perfect. He is not the kind of man to be vocal about his issues but you read him like an open book. You understand him before he even has to spell it out.

Toji rested his forehead against yours, inhaling and exhaling with his eyes closed. God. He feels so in love, it kills him. What would he do without you? Everyone picked his flesh till it was just his heart exposed in the dirt, still struggling to beat. But you found it. Not to pick anymore flesh(there was none left). But to rip open your ribs and keep that heart locked in you forever. Safe and sound.

[princelancey-main]

rewatching lotr, as you do, but there's something hitting about Isildur getting killed by three arrows (to the back) while abandoning his men versus Boromir getting killed by three arrows (to the chest) while doing everything to save Merry and Pippin and the influence of the ring over men, idk but my heart did a thing when i noticed it :(

[sitzfleischh]

Every week I watch Lou Wilson perform the most stunning, tender depiction of a teenage boy's struggle against compulsory heterosexuality, and he has no idea he's doing it.

[spineless-lobster]

Hey so if you guys here any pained animalistic sobs and/or wails don’t mind that it’s only me thinking about the house of hades family portraits

[strangepersonhere]

Being aroace is so cool, but so, so hard sometimes. Watching all the persons you hold dear finding *their* person. Grieving the idea of an allo relationship. Realizing that, maybe, somehow, you're the second choice fo everyone. Because friends are great, but **lovers** are the goal in our society.

Most of the time, i am sooo happy to be aroace. And then, when im alone in bed, at 3 am, i find myself crying by fear of being alone.

And I think it's normal. It's grieving a certain way of thinking. And it's hard, especially when you were raised this way, and that everyone keeps doubting your identity.

So yeah. Shout-out to all the aroace people, wanting a deeper connection, without wanting romantic love.

I love y'all

[raphaerolo]

Get this man medical attention and a hug

[stedebonnets]

RIP Izzy Hands. You did not die alone. You died surrounded by friends and family. Belonging to something.

[frenchublog]

🏹💘...!

[tagerrkix]

rage.

[spiritguru-sloppypears]

HH angst (hhgregg)

Song lyrics - Manhattan Skyline by a-ha

HH is crying because his store is closed and he is all alone. Background from Tumblr, but idk who made it. Drew HH crying here because I don't see much art of him crying - or sad/angry.

[the-suicide-effect]

[bamsara]

i will simply rewrite the whole thing. 3 days