#should i tag this as a vent

[coffeeghoulie]

i told myself was going to take a couple weeks' worth of a writing break but god work is so boring and blasting music isn't quite cutting it

[beelzeballing]

yknow ive come to realize i have not drawn izzy ONCE so far. which is insane. thats a fucking crime. but i know its partially because im scared ill mess it up. ive never rlly been in the business of drawing anything but twinks and hot anime women so izzy is very much Out Of My Comfort Zone. yes i am very limited as an artist, leave your hatemail in the asks, you will never be more horrible to me about my own art than i am to myself.

anyways ive been meaning to draw him for weeks now and i have multiple specific concepts in mind but. well. yeah. art. haha. haha. haha. (<-trying desperately not to immediately spiral at the mere thought of "art")

[tetsutits]

its so annoying how you get desensitized to your own writing. like ,, when i was writing my ran fic i remember hating some parts of it but now that im re reading it after a while .... i realize that its actually kinda good 😭

[reikacchan]

don't give up

[mizzle-moths]

i got too big a headache to deal with this shit. im gonna process this in the morning. what the fuck.

[silly-jewish-vents]

Begging, screaming, pleading with gentiles to use Hashem, G-d, or The Tetragrammaton to refer to the Jewish god specifically. Being academic or whatever nonsense you’re using to rationalize it is no excuse to butcher the pronunciation of a name that is not meant to be spoken by the culture you’re referring to. You’re not being academic. You’re just being a jerk.

Edit/additional notes for clarification: this is specifically talking about attempted pronunciations/spellings of the Tetragrammaton in areas like Academia or in conversations about Judaism centered around Jews. This is not about in terms of a religious context such as church or mosque.

The spelling of G-d with a dash instead of an o is my personal comfort level for this post. For anyone for whom that isnt their custom that isnt an issue and they can absolutely use an oh and spell out G-d fully. I chose not to for this post. I may choose to spell it out in the future.

There is technically an argument to be made for exceptionally early israelite history like canaanite era usage. Personally still makes me and others uncomfortable and feels weird. That argument does not apply to temple or onward Jewish history era.

[crabsnpersimmons]

"Slow down, Sunshine. You're not falling behind and you are loved for more than what you do for others."

[hazelnutnebula]

hazardous material ☣️🫀🐭

[chalkeater]

Best friend to best friend communication (w/ @3boodr)

[rayroseu]

(doodle) my house just got flooded and i kinda cried and started acting emotional so to cope with this struggle i am now theorizing that Lilia's cottage gets flooded once in a while when theres an extremely heavy storm☝🌧🌧🌧

(im pretty sure lilias cottage is not those expensively well made ones and theyre near a river so it kinda makes sense it gets flooded once in a while lol)

lilia and silver works together to sweep the floor and clear out the mud or fix any ceiling leaks most of the time (Malleus rarely visit, Sebek's house is too far away) (although Lilia can easily magic away all these problems but he cant cuz he gotta minimize his magic consumption if he still wants to cast lots of magic for 10 more years)

This is also one of the reasons why Malleus returns to the cottage other than for spending time with Silver, Lilia, and Sebek, he is their cottage repairman lol

i do know that Lilia wont cry about this, i just want Lilia to cry about poor housing facilities like the grown up fae he is ✨✨✨✨

[nonranghaes]

"it's just me."

you barely get a chance to roll onto your back before soonyoung's already climbing onto the bed and somewhat on top of you and your blankets, and it's only seconds later that he crashes. it's far from the first time this has happened (soonyoung is clingy and cuddly, especially when he's sleepy), but he manages to knock the wind out of you nonetheless. he rests his head on your chest, and you wiggle an arm out to curl around him as best as you can in your semi-trapped position.

"soonyoung--"

"just go back to sleep," he murmurs. "everything's fine."

you stroke his hair, thumb dipping down to graze his cheek at one point. "soonie--"

"i mean it," he says, eyes peering up in the low light to see yours. "i'm fine. just need to nap." his hand finds yours, and he wraps your arm around him as he snuggles in. he plants a kiss against your chest before resting his head against it again, eyes fluttering shut. "you can rest a little longer, too."

you settle back down after a moment, arms wrapped around soonyoung as you shut your eyes again. sometimes you swear this tiger is a teddy bear, but regardless of which he is, he's yours.

[babycharmander]

Weird folks: Vent art of any form is good and all but it should ONLY be between you and your therapist. Don’t share that stuff online or publish it!!!

Me, an artist/writer: *goes to therapy, talks about my trauma and mental health and how sometimes it’s hard to talk about it with others*

Therapist: Have you thought about using your art and writing to help you work through these things and share them with others?

[sad-leon]

They're Tired

Lineart available for download on my patreon if any of yall wanna colour them

KoFi || Patreon

[jamieenthusiast]

🧍‍♂️

[pastadoughie]

in the club crying sobbing wailing screaming

[royalarchivist]

I say this in the kindest way possible, but I think this style of prose is more appropriate for a personal account rather than an update account. I have no idea who's being talked about half the time. 🥲

[ Tumblr meme via @mikaikaika ]