the worst part about having an illness thats occasionally (but not always) caused by stresss is that when ur in a flare u have to emotionally interrogate urself like. @ my body r u just doing this or is this bc im stressed about something i dont even know im stressed about.
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39?!! What do you eat? How are you alive? I don't know if i'm afraid of you or for you.
some of them are actual intolerances/allergies. some of them are texture and/or taste issues. some of them are both. some of them i *will* eat if i have to but i would prefer not to. some of them are absolutely not under any circumstances foods. food in general is just not a great time for me lol
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it should be physically impossible how much mucus is in my lungs rn
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Only when I’m needing the clean air ™️ am I thinking about cigars and like fireplaces and old books and shit. Someone make me a hypoallergenic decadent useless spare environment Jfc
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Cunt milking a sickies cock while he's experiencing an absolute hell of a headache, his sensitive nose and cold chills causing hitching sneezes that only worsen the stabbing pain. Through congested breathing and fruitless sniffling he leans his feverish cheeks against his partner's neck, mind fuzzy with fever and arousal. A particularly violent sneeze triggers his orgasm and his partner rocks her hips in tandem with his hitching breaths.
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thank god i’m now having severe abdominal cramps at 6am in my unheated apartment. i mean what else was i planning on doing
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scrolled thru two years worth of snapchat memories against my better judgement :/ at the time i was kind of miserable but at least i had a job! i felt sick all the time but not like this! i was able to go outside and hang out with my best friend. i miss her SO bad it’s crazy and we still talk obviously and it’ll go back to normal once i’m okay again but it’s just taken so much longer than i expected. i just want it to go back to normal again :(
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i lost my old cane at some point and havent gotten another because i wasnt leaving the house for a while but i really should get a new one but the idea of one more thing to constantly have to juggle is exhausting ngl
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taking a bath during a thunderstorm bc its the only thing that helps this flare and also if i got electrecutrd itd be a blessing actually
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one of the most frustrating ~symptoms i have by far is hyperosmia. do you know how useful it is to smell the trash a day or two before everyone else? to be able to tell someone that their sinuses are fucked up? that someone's cooking jasmine rice somewhere in a stupidly large radius? not at all!! it's not useful at all!! all it accomplishes is making my stomach turn
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once more nerfed by my body but at least I have a dirty mind!
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