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Functional multiplicity and final fusion aren't really all that different in practice and experience, and you should all stop overthinking it
Worrying, fussing, and arguing is only going to stress you out, and we all know what stress does to systems
Relax and stop policing and scaring others, especially if you're not currently experiencing either
Slow down, take things one day a time, recognize and accept that your goals can change, that you collectively have more of a say in what happens than you think, and consider, maybe they're surprisingly similar experiences that are rewarding in ultimately similar ways
#source: older systems#final fusion#syscourse#cdd system#osdd#pro syscourse conversation#did#not syscourse#cdds#osddid#sysconversation#healing goals are personal#functional multiplicity#i was a theme park recently#a roller coaster can look fun but only riding it will tell you how rough the tracks are#Alternatively a roller coaster can look terrifying and yet be so smooth#maybe stop talking shit until you ride it#seriously top gun @ WL put some oil on your tracks that is rough as fuck#is anyone actually ready to have this conversation?#draft cleanup
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For those confused:
Sonadow: Top Sonic, Bottom Shadow
shadonic: top shadow, bottom sonic
Hopefully that cleared it up for some of you. This is how it's always been.
Edit:
Sorry my adhd/autistic brain forgot to add that this was the HISTORY of it. I just didn't write it out very well, sorry. This is for anyone who might have been confused/curious about how the pairing names came about.
Like someone pointed out in the comments, it's an old system and no one uses it like that anymore. Mostly because some people got toxic over it, like another commenter pointed out.
Sorry if it came off as if I was trying to dictate how people should ship it, it was not my intention. I did a dumb.
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#shadonic#cute top Sonic#hot bottom Shadow#man/top name is first#woman/bottom name is second#this is how its been since fandoms first appeared on the internet#unspoken#universally agreed upon#pairing name system#Source: me an older fan who was there when it was decided#yes I'm an older fan get over it
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Sheridan: why is there a coffee plant in the gardens?
Ivanova: do you want me to truly learn “The Fine Art of Diplomacy”?
Sheridan: yes, I do.
Ivanova: then you didn’t see anything and you don’t even know it exists.
#who are queue? what do queue want?#incorrect babylon 5 quote#source: @therighthandofvengeance#john sheridan#susan ivanova#coffee#himbo and the bu tale as old as time#again: older brother and younger sister#garibaldi doesn’t bust ivanova because of the barter system they’ve got going wherein Susan’s coffee gets her Michael’s biscotti#the observer affects the observed. Sheridan didn’t see anything so therefore it doesn’t exist
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no thoughts, just the way the narumi sisters are so different yet fundamentally similar at the same time yk?
#i love the functionally dysfunctional relationship of the narumi sisters to an unhealthy degree i think…#i’ve just been thinking about how both sisters put each other up on a high pedestal while having a less than high opinion of themselves and.#aaaaaaa just the way sena calls mona her angel while thinking of herself as a useless/subpar older sis#a n d how the main source of mona’s depression is her constant comparisons with her beloved big sis sena is just. aaaaa#just!!!! the way sena pushes herself past her limits in her attempts to portray herself as an ideal big sis for mona#even at the expense of her own health sometimes (see also: the beach sisters honeypre event)#i really feel like the way sena thinks she isn’t good enough of a big sis to mona is pretty glossed over for the most part tbh.. man.#(i have many thoughts on this tbh. none of them coherent)#and just. aaaaaaaaaaaa im really happy that both of them have great support systems (their families + [midori for sena]/[monacas for mona])#like. even though they don’t personally think they’re good enough compared to their ideals…#at least they have people who are there to love them for who they truly are. their true selves (honto no watashi) if you will—#idk i just wish both of them could see themselves exactly how their sister sees them…#b ut man i really want idol sengen season 2 just so that we may be able to see how sena reacts upon finding out what happens to the bracelet#i doubt they’ll show it in an mv but. man. i really want to know how she’ll react…#im probably misremembering and misinterpreting a bunch of stuff about sena huh… i miss her thoughhh#i miss seeing the sisters together tbh. i think the gen 3 sibling pairs should sing together a la tokyo [season] session style
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an unnecessary reminder i will go to bat any day of the week for james sunderland.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[listen. i know he can be interpreted a lot of ways. i know he’s a useless weird apathetic shitty cis white man. i know he’s weird and sad.#and do I hate characters like james usually? oh absolutely. but the man has potential to not be terrible and it’s all there in his source#material. plus the weird implication i always feel when we know his dad owns the apartment building in silent hill 4 and ‘his son and#daughter in law disappeared in sh’ which aligns with the in water ending. and confirms the body in the car. but my other vibe is… where was#anyone helping james while Mary was sick…? he was super young and so was she. was he just literally taking on this terminal illness on his#own without any real support? that’s the implication considering this trauma wouldn’t have scarred him to this degree if he HAD a support#system during Mary’s illness. the man was literaly left to deal with the love of his life PROBABLY newly married slowly dying. and totally#unprepared he tried to do the best he could with a horrible situation. Mary was the victim here unquestionably — he fucking killed her— but#what the fuck kind of neglect has to go into a situation to a level so prolonged that he cracks and does it? how many people DIDNT help him#OR Mary during her illness? how many people just didn’t care? deciding ‘James is bad and he did it because he’s selfish and terrible’ isn’t#realistic. and also no. he didn’t do it because he couldn’t have sex with her anymore we get it blah blah pyramid head. if you take it THAT#straightforward idk what to tell you. nothing is. and this game is only more complex the older i get.]
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hey do you think the Crows control the mage circles in Antiva too, in some way? do you think the heads of Houses get handed the phylacteries of their mage members? do they bring in trainers from the Circles, or send them to classes in the towers, or do they have to wait for a mage to "graduate" before they can recruit them into a House properly? or are mages who are taken by the Crows just quietly ignored until the phylactery needs to be used?
#I saw One source say Antiva has Mage Circles and it's been haunting me ever since#because I just... I don't see that system working as well as it does in Fereldan#I don't see the Crows (who tend to recruit very young) leaving mages as an untapped market for their members#nor do I see them leaving them in a Tower when they could be training to be a Crow at the same time#it feels like maybe the Knife Houses would get stuck trying to snag an older mage and speed running some Crow training#while Talon Houses could just stare down the Tower and make them send tutors#I've been quietly thinking about how Viago might react to Rook de Riva getting stuck in the Fade#and how Antiva having a Circle means they have a phylactery system#and him being like “well okay you're all fucking stupid- we have their blood let's use that to track them??? idiots??”#not taking into account that I have no idea if the tracking magic would even work#or if all the Circles/Towers would use that same system outside Fereldan#and this ignores the funny little Colleges that could be a thing depending on your Inq choices lol#I'm just a Mage Origins girly so I see “circle” and “mage” and go oh!! blood fuckery!!!#the storage of said phylacteries could be either with the Houses (again Talons likely) or in the Tower(s) either works I'm just Thinking#like what if.... black market Mage Circle... just for the Crows.... it could be worse than the usual Circles.... I'm Just Thinking...#sleepy and thinking about this while editing chapter 2 instead of dunking myself into bed#just imagine Viago during the year Rook de Riva is away staring down a little vial of their blood#knowing they're just a little ritual and a few months away from being home again#I like the angst!!! I like how torturous that could be at times!!!#DAV Posting
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we had a situation last night that caused a very sudden change in our system’s structure and it happens that somehow I fused with the previous two “main” hosts. Just generally feel quite weird at the moment because now I have all these memories and experiences I didn’t know we had coming back to me it feels very weird. But also good? I guess? Like it’s a good thing. But weird. I think a decent bit of fusions (good) and dormancies (neutral on this) and maybe splits (bad) and shit just occurred so?? thanks brain for suddenly deciding to restructure I fucking hate you
#made by Chris#I usually tag my posts ojee but I think I want to tag my posts as Chris from now on)#(I think fusing has made me want to disassociate from my source more)#(oh also ray fused with an older part named bee. he has curly hair now. it’s cute as. fuck.)#personal post#did system
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Let’s put it all on the line, see who’s victorious (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#IRL vent stuff in the tags be warned#I've mentioned offhand that Kaiein is inspired by various sources but overall mostly on one person#And I've been very low contact with that person for years now - but I'm going to meet with them in the near future#I'm nervous as you can imagine haha#But I'd like it infinitely more to have to change Kaiein than to have him reinforced so I'm trying to feel hopeful as well#Either way I'm prepared. Either I get to do some rewriting or I have a very well-worn established outlet#Haha - it's a bit funny actually since there's no one-to-one translation but there is a kind of asymmetrical equivalence going on here#I pretty much never include my family in my sonas' stories - which is double funny since I love being an older sibling so much lol#That aspect rarely makes it into my sonas! I guess I feel like it's not my place to make characters for my loved ones lol#But IRL they're my support system <3 I'm in good hands and I trust them to have my back with what I need to face#And Charm has her wings! The Staff! She has something to rely on that make her more capable and confident!#It's not The Same Thing but it's how it feels ♥ The power of love and friendship!! It makes me stronger!!#And that's what makes the difference between Charm as a villain and a Hero :)#I used her TVAU outfit here - or one of the temps anyway :P - but honestly this is probably how S2 would go down hehe <3#You're no match for Charm when she knows she's loved!! She'll fight you to full defeat!#I wonder how he'd react#Guess I'll find out real soon#Wish me luck
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Theory with no coherent proof on my part: brenner only visibly ages rapidly when a portal is open.
#brenner 'dies' very early on after rhe portal opens in s1 so we dont see the effects#but in s4 he looks considerably older.#then in s5 he apparently has a whole bald cap - portal that opened at the end of s4 has been open for approx 1.5 years#theres the tie in to the ptsd/trauma metaphor with the UD representing repressed memories#or repressed memories aka 'lost time' in someone memory#the whole thing where ppl with traumatic childhoods cant remember their childhoods very well and it comes back sooner or later#i wonder if there is a supernatural tie into that in st? like when a portal opens to the UD all that 'lost time' suddenly is allowed back#into the light aka out of the subconscious and into the conscious re flashbacks and memory retrieval#i dont believe NINA at all beyond the flashbacks el has before brenner got involved#bc it seems to me that brenner possibly took advtg of els vulnerable state to possibly manipulate her memory retrieval#which irl has been a long time point of controversy which is psychologists convinving patients that they have memories of trauma#they dont actually have. which idk how valid that is but brenner is a psychologist so if anyone he could find a way#also when the 'lost time' comes back to the surface brenner ages bc of those time loops begin to unravel. the real years brenner has lived#take its toll rather than him de aging as time loops back again to the beginning#very dr who of him. or at least every time he dies its another time loop thats created except from our perspective as the audience we#wouldnt know. because we are only watching from a set linear timeline (1983-1986) and we dont see the time line resetting itself#since all the timelines are similar enough with only small differences ('easter eggs')#tying this into the wheelers- their name literally means 'creator/operator of wheels' aka time loops. so are they The Source?#with the subtext surrounding 'truths' and 'lies' in ST i dont necessarily believe all timeloops are created equal#one must be the 'true' timeline while the others must be 'lies'. aka lonnie saying how people sometimes make things up 'to cope'#that and the heavy subtext behind hawkins being a cursed town. not necessarily anywhere else in the US#and how you can only open portals in hawkins per alexei#makes me thinks these arent legitimate timeloops. like time isnt physically looping back and rerunning events bc otherwise it wouldnt only#affect one small town in indiana. also we dont see the UD/the MF be able to affect time itself but rather ppls perception of time aka#mind control and memories. meaning that could it be time isnt actually looping but rather everyone in hawkins has their memories wiped and#recreated every time there is an inciting incident (which is unknown)#^this doesnt really explain how brenner is able to revive every time he dies unless brenner is actually an admin of this system and lives#'outside' the time loop. so. brenner is a video game character actually whos actual player is blissfully safe from harm outside of the the#computer screen#isnt this just the plot of the matrix. with 'the source' (the central computing core aka the wheelers?) and keymakers etc etc
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i remember being brought up christian like, almost concerned that i never felt a connection to any of the shit they were talkin about,
and when i was younger i was like "oh no! am i bad for not feeling connected to god?? is it bad i feel like my dead mom doesnt talk to me or watch over me?? am i horrible for pretending?????"
but turns out i just had Autism Powers that made me immune to it and i was able to completely sever myself from the idea of being Christian at the ripe old age of like 13. and it was such a HUGE comfort to see that there were all these other beliefs and spiritual sort of things that other people chose to believe in and didnt necessarily treat their beliefs as COLD HARD UNDENIABLE FACT the way christians treat the existence of god & heaven & hell
like now that i am older i know i was in fact traumatized by the culturally catholic beliefs my family held & forced on us all, but i am really immensely grateful that my child self looked at all the other aspects of christianity that would horrify most other children into behaving/conforming, and basically just went, "okay, source?"
and that was the end of that
#BLOGGING LOUDLY#okay source sounds so cringe ik but like#i really couldnt buy into any of it after a certain point#even though i almost found comfort in it! the idea of prayer was very much that for me the way it is for many ppl#i just literally could not believe something that didnt have proof i could see or touch#and when i was a bit older i did get hit with the 'well you cant SEE gravity but you believe in that'#but again immediately i was like... you can still prove gravity though. i learned it in seventh grade. LMAO#i dont know part of me is relieved i didnt feel the painful separation or conflict that so many others feel#but i am still kind of sad i couldnt just. be that way. and find a home somewhere#and that nothing else has really stood out to me except like non theistic satanism which also sounds. edgy teen boy#like it is a legitimate belief system and i feel closely aligned to it! but im still just kinda meh about using the label ... hrmm#perhaps need to look into the various kinds of satanism again#i tend to stay away from pagan stuff but its also something i found interesting#my partner seems very interested in becoming a jew despite not really... ever having been exposed to judaism or jewish cultures#but id like to learn more about it too i have many resources just kinda sitting....#idk i guess i started thinking about this bc actually studying other religions etc could be very fulfilling but i just....eh....
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Also more system related hot takes coming soon! I have so much on my mind especially about RAMCOA/OEA.
#did system#actually mentally ill#i prefer the term oea but add ramcoa for those not updated yet or preferring older term#oea survivor#oea#ramcoa#ramcoa survivor#I still find it funny people dismiss oea as satanic panic then proceed to cite the satanic temple as a source hmmm not a good look#any abuse involving an organized group doesn’t matter if it’s religious or criminal it is abuse#to deny ramcoa is to deny human trafficking exists but deniers don’t wanna talk about that
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yes!! it's very interesting to me that the fandom is so different from tgcf, despite overlapping quite a bit.
i think it's a little bit of a combination between different factors, like:
the audience seems generally older (tgcf, i've noticed, has a large teen audience, maybe because of the rating? svsss has a couple explicit scenes), and usually, in my experience, an older audience won't be engaged in drama as much
it's a deliberate parody novel that doesn't take itself too seriously (which i looove about it), so its readers don't take it too seriously either
and the novel itself, in my opinion, openly invites you to look beyond the main pairing (like with the extra where liu qingge seems convinced he's shen qingqiu's soulmate, but also yue qingyuan and shen qingqiu/jiu sharing a red string, and shen yuan having great chemistry with most characters)
also, despite it being translated into english by seven seas in 2021, it doesn't have any recently added material that pushes it onto people's radar (like with the tgcf donghua and revised version), thus leaving it to people that seek it out themselves (if that makes sense). svsss is, sad as it sounds, "outdated" in comparison, which could be the cause of it's open and easy going fandom!
The lack of shipping wars in the Scum Villian fandom is really fucking funny because we all ship different people with the main character Shen Qingqiu, and instead of fighting about it, we collectively decided that he deserves to have a harem consisting of every single guy in the book.
#excuse me for psycho-analysing your silly multi ship post#i had a lot of thoughts!#it made me think about why fandoms differ so much even when the source material is so closely related#i really think its an age thing tho#svsss so far to me seems to attract an ''older audience'' especially on tumblr#anyways#bingqiu and liushen are my favorites so far<3#but i looove me a little cumplane (god that shipname) on the side. as a treat#also yue qingyuan / shen yuan. so deliciously bittersweet#scum villian’s self saving system#svsss
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April 5th Today’s Hanzi character is 爱 (愛 traditional)
In mandarin pinyin it is pronounced “ài” and it means love
I'm not totally certain in my understanding of the description on Wiktionary of it's origin. However for people also learning simplified, my Mandarin teacher described it as "a special friend" since the simplified is 友 (friend) with extra on top. Do you like them as a 友, or do you 爱 them.
#information from wiktionary#learn Chinese with me#Hanzi of the day is a personal project so I can improve my Chinese focusing on my writing#Corrections or additional information is welcome#I am including mandarin pinyin as it's the most consistent to source#but I am identifying it as Chinese since the primary goal is for the writing not spoken language#if you are learning a different dialect then feel free to add your own phonetic transcription#Chinese#language learning#langblr#Sorry for traditional that I don't have as much to add#I hope the little memory from my Mandarin teacher in secondary school isn't bad inclusion#Also I only just learned today that this was simplified#since this series is the first time I'm seriously looking at traditional characters#I'm still mostly gonna be reading simplified#even my grandfather writes simplified even though he's older than the writing system#but I want to know more the history of the language
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oh my god the image posted so much bigger than i expected lol woe read more be upon ye
different sort of draft check in but i am very close to being done with the 2019 section of my drafts
#2020 2022 2023 are all pretty full#2021 i have mostly cleared out already#2024 is less full as well but the first half of the year there is a fair amount#personal#drafts#there are dregs and drabs of junk and whatnot and flotsam and jetsam#that im like#still digging thru or not clearing out for *wiggles hand ambiguously* you know a multitude of reasons#so clearing the bookmarks doesnt equal the entire drafts of that age or older being gone#but a lot of that is like#good post but the source is an insane scam blog now#or other stuff of equivalent internet rot#etc etc#regardless i have been rejuvenated w my clearing and the last 'tagged' bookmark accounts for many more cleared out bookmarks from the last#few days that i have entirely tagged the posts within and deleted the bookmark as ive progressed#the loadbearing heart of the draft clearing process are private posts by#so many bookmarks of private posts so i can post something from the drafts i dont want to queue for whatever reason#be it reblogging from an unknown source or whatever#so i can go back and unpriv them bc tumblrs private posts system and searching capabilities are so dumb
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reading Disco Elysium analysis posts is giving me fun new ways to conceptualize the ways society especially in regards to sorcery in JJK can be horribly flawed and traumatic. To the point I upset Myself. Anyway haha
#I'm not joking I'm thinking about like. Jujutsu society is not necessarily analogous to cops#Bc they are actually doing something Abt threats and most people are kinda literally forced into it? Like the fact there's so few#Sorcerers kinda. Like the kids don't really get a choice it feels like. Or at least they aren't able to make an informed choice about their#New Career because they are what. 15. Not to mention at least 2 students who joined bc the other option was Execution. Awesome#Totally not corecive system that it's unclear if this is an intentional aspect or perhaps just#A relic that hasn't been fucking FIXED: they're super fucking isolated not just in terms of small classes so much lower social interactions#Compared to public or even private schools. But also they cannot talk about the Literally Life Threatening Shit They Go Through with anyone#That 1. Didn't probably go thru the shit literally WITH THEM 2. Isn't older than them 3. They can be sure WONT get weird about their#''weakness'' anyway it's a mess. And I'm going to shove my fucking hands into that mess. Plus the fact jujutsu sorcerers are primarily give#Value within Jujutsu Society (plus like. Paid based on) their ability to do Violence. And other shit is pretty much dismissed#So like. These people 1. Are scarily isolated 2. Are essentially encouraged to see Regular People as 'lesser' whether that be in that#They're weak or in that they just. Don't know about jujutsu 3. Are encouraged to see violence as Important and one of the highest prioritie#For a sorcerer to master. Do u think a bunch of other sorcerers did the same/similar shit as Geto and just.#Didn't fucking register bc they were 'weaker'. Anyway Geto at least in the dub of JJK0 saying like#'the purpose of society is to help the weak and discourage the strong' yknow Satoru I don't think this guy had Principles and Morals#As much as he has Weird Indoctrination Shit Going On. Not even getting into my thoughts Abt Satoru n Suguru's relationship as#Special Grades and how that might be influenced by outside sources like the Higher Ups. Man I don't fucking CARE Abt Sukuna#I wanna know what the fuck was wrong w those old people. Why were they like that
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In Mario Kart 8/Deluxe, the motion of each character is governed by four independent systems: -animation (which action the character is currently performing, e.g. sitting in the seat, throwing an item, posing after a stunt, etc. In older Mario Kart games, this was the only factor) -head tracking (the character's head turns to look at other drivers and items as they pass by) -facial expressions (the character's face changes to show their current mood, e.g. happy after winning or in pain after being hit) -vehicle motion counterbalance (the character subtly shifts in the seat in accordance with the vehicle's movement by bending limbs or changing posture. Hair and other freely moving character parts also fall under this system)
To demonstrate that these systems are actually completely independent of each other, it is possible to turn one of them off and see that the other ones are still being applied to the character. In the footage, Daisy's animations are turned off, leaving her stuck in a T-pose. However, she still looks around, changes expressions, and even bends her arms and legs to balance the bike's movement.
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