#sysyem

[sysmedsaresexist]

Do you have sources about P-DID? Is really hard find about this disorder

Here's one, two, that talk very briefly about it.

There really isn't a lot of info, it's relatively new as a diagnosis, but its presentation has always been included in DID and OSDD/DDNOS.

That's where it gets tricky because it's hard to find articles about ANY kind of specific presentation. This is why articles on OSDD and DDNOS are scarce-- because it's all considered to stem from the same traumatic basis and have generally the same treatment, it's always lumped together.

The main difference from DID is that there very little switching. If it does happen, it's usually in very emotionally charged situations. Instead, alters typically just intrude-- what we usually call bleeding, blurry, or cocon scenarios.

Alters can be very elaborate and autonomous, or they can be mostly fragments. They can still talk to you, or not be capable of any communication aside from emotional intrusion.

They just very rarely switch.

I really like this article by Kluft (download link on site, if you don't want to read it all, start on page 17 of the PDF, or page 621 according to page number). It's super old and a bit long, but VERY interesting, I think you might get some use out of it.

[sophieinwonderland]

It's so funny seeing sysmeds tie themselves into knots trying to argue that internal family systems aren't systems! 😋

[dreamdropsystem]

a drawing of one of our primary protectors, Strawberry. they're only 10 but they do a LOT. they're sweet and awesome - Paige

[sulieykte]

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[falsenote]

the wave of shock when in mimi bluette when they ended the movie w a montage of monica vitti love scenes... it's in some tvrip or whatever but girl i was living

[rowarn]

my ao3 account will now be available to me on the 16th....hooray.......y'all will be able to bookmark by fics with ease once my ao3 is up 😭

[kemendin]

Extending sincerest apologies to all my followers who came here for SWTOR and are now being subjected to almost nonstop BG3 instead

I have not forgotten my SWTOR blorbos I love them very much just the BG3 brainrot has me in its strangehold

[mejomonster]

What's so wild to me is like. Wille technically hooking up with anyone in Hillerska would've been a scandal. Simply because like. While within the student body it would've likely been fine (the same way all the girls pretty much KNOW it was really wille in the video with Simon but publically it "wasn't wille"), if his cousin August wanted to fuck up his life he could still leak info and hurt Wille. Like... Wille could've immediately gotten with Felice, and any public leaks of a video would still have led to his mom going "We need you OUT of that school and making a press statement." Or if it had leaked to the public they had the party with drugs, which is why getting Alex not to rat them out was such a big deal.

Within Hillerska, in fact, even if he'd been with a boy... if it had been say one of the inner group that knows August, most likely everyone would've kept their mouth shut. Still it would be a risk, because being with a boy means scandal blackmail they can use over Wille if they want to hurt or threaten him to do something (cough August cough). But still, in the grand scheme, Wille could've probably been fine crushing on some person like Alex along with a non disclosure agreement.

But Simon. Simon and his sister Sara in particular are the outliers of the school. Sure, it would be a scandal in PUBLIC either way if anything Wille does at school (that isn't picture perfect) gets out. But Simon is partly such a Risk, because INTERNALLY Hillerska does not approve. They don't want someone who isn't elite to talk to them, sit with them, converse with them. Sara gets off slightly easier because Felice does make an effort to see her as equal, use her own status to back up Sara (and since Felice is queen bee there's no bully pushing back on it the way August tries to push Simon back down if Wille tries to treat Simon as equal), and Sara tries hard to blend in and not stir the pot. Simon gives zero fucks about blending in, about playing nice or tolerating bullying, he is himself pure and simple. And Hillerskas elite little teens don't want to be seen mixed up with a regular teen, and in particular the guy's don't want to look chummy with a guy with zero power (is it fragile masculinity? That they all NEED TO OWN MASSIVE PROPERTY to be respected by each other? need to have tangible POWER which is why season 2 Wille has a pretty easy time pushing August down since August doesn't have any). So for the guy's and their fucked up values in particular? It hurts their ego, to see how HARD they have to try just to get a speck of respect. And then to see Wille, the PRINCE who's automatically got more than they ever will (and who they like pushing down in the hierarchy on technicalities to feel he at least has to conform to be powerful too), to see Wille talk to Simon as an equal? Absolutely unacceptable to them. Even without the crush, just being Simon's friend is so unacceptable to them. Seeing Wille value Simon more then them is like throwing all the hoops they jump through and maintain in their face (much like Wille starts breaking things for August season 2). It was always going to be a massive hurdle for Wille to want to be close to Simon. Not even to the country or the monarchy, but also at a much smaller level. In their world in their school, its not a possibility that their peers can allow to exist. At least not when Wille starts school. (Though ill say Felice and Wille have done a bit at starting to dismantle that)

[puppygrldrool2]

being bffs with someone who shares the same interests as you is really dangerous because sometimes you post about how you want norton cambell to bend you over with a boot to the side of your head and breed you until youre stupid and then your best friend who follows your nsfw twitter admits to you they have a norton fictive and he has seen everything youve said about him and you have to take a moment to die of embarrassment even though he doesnt really gaf and just thinks its funny

[perfectallamericantits]

idk but if the wolves make a system and tell the sheep in that system that the only way to not be eaten is to vote every night on what to have for dinner, it's unfair and rigged and corrupt and all those things sure but does that mean the sheep should stay home and not vote as a "protest" against the "system created by wolves"??????

[sweetfirebird]

For the people outside the US, the US says if you are self-employed, then you pay more in taxes because your employer isn't paying those taxes for you. So if someone else paid me the small amount I live on, I might get a refund, but because I pay myself the small amount I live in, I have to pay toward social security and Medicare myself (ok) plus a "self employment" tax. Taxed as employer and as employee.

Isn't that bad for a country that says it loves a small business? Isn't that bad for a country where 30-40 % of the population now work side gigs that count as self-employment income?

Yup. That is ancient tax law that has never been updated.

It means no real savings ever unless you suddenly make a ton of money, enough to qualify for you for the "rich people pay less in taxes" tax bracket. OR for me personally, I have to spend enough in business expenses to cancel out the taxation, essentially. Either way, I am out about a fourth or so of my income. Love it.

[dreamdropsystemarchive]

kenma the gamer 🎮

[cloverpatchsys]

Welcome to Our Blog!

We're the Clover System, a DID system discovered ~2016. We made this blog to express ourselves and show our interests whether that be by reblogging posts, posting writing/photography, or whatever else may come of this space. We have a link to our carrd in our bio with the names of all of our alters and our DNI. :)

Some general info about us is:

We're in our late 20's

We identify as nonbinary and queer (but we've got alters that identify as various different genders/orientations)

Our alters' ages range from 0-90 with some being ageless, but we're very protective of our littles, so they won't be posting here

We're disabled

We're autistic

We live on the west coast of the US (PST zone)

We're looking for friends to interact with (preferrably other adults), as we've not got many at all right now.

As a warning, there's 50 of us so reblogs probably won't be tagged but we'll try to have folks tag their original posts.

[silantryoo]

people after they see jimin in lal absolutely gaslighting and manipulating you: 😍 😍 😍 😊 like they do NOT spot red flags at all.

ONG??? LIKE ITS BLARING RED? A FIRE HAS ERUPTED? HELLO?

[the-official-account]

One day I'm gonna finish my hexagonal modular crochet pieces in floral and skill designs and then all the sapphics will just form a line