#their chonky hands.... perfection

[demigod-of-the-agni]

Why do they look so adorable as polygons

WHY DO THEY LOOK SO ADORABLE AS POLYGONS

[dragon-ascent]

You vent to Chonkli about your god, unaware that Chonkli is in fact your god.

Rex Lapis' first time shape-shifting into his tiny dragon form is an interesting one, to say the least.

There he is, a fluffy and chonky little brown creature sunbathing on a rock. And there you are, bored and lonely and- "Oh my gosh! You're soooo cute!"

Before he knows what's happened, you've scooped him up and are giving him allll the kisses known to mankind, cradling him like he's a newborn.

"Squishy baby! Fluffy baby! Squishy fluffy baby!" Swaying him around, you coo at him when his tail wiggles (involuntarily, he would argue). When you bring him back to your face for more kisses, he tries to paw at you softly; he's met with an affectionate nom to his paw.

You sit down, still holding Chonkli tenderly, stroking his fur (he purrs in satisfaction). "Honestly, perfect timing. I've been wanting to get something off my chest, but people would probably take it the wrong way, so I'll tell you instead! It's about our deity, Rex Lapis."

Chonkli perks up, alert.

"He's nice and all, and he takes good care of us, but...he's kind of scary! Probably because of his resting bitch face."

"Rawr?" Chonkli tilts his head - this is news to him. Not that he even understands what a resting bitch face is, but still!

"And like... he does praise us, but he does it with a straight face! I can't tell if he's being genuine or not!" You sigh, holding the chonky dragon tightly, missing the way he's started to wiggle. "Sometimes when I see him, his very presence makes me want to run away screaming!"

"Oh, please do not be afraid of me." In the blink of an eye, he's turned into a man, his gentle golden gaze trained on you. His head is on your lap, and he's sitting on the ground against the bench you're seated on. For the first time in his life, he has a small pout on his lips.

You stare at him, slack-jawed, your hand in his hair where his fur was supposed to be. He stares back, eventually realising this may be a nasty shock to you, so he pulls away slowly, never taking his eyes off you. Then, after what seems like an eon, you scream.

The god, not wanting to make things worse, murmurs a "Forgive me," and hastily excuses himself from the scene.

...For the next few weeks, you're paranoid that any living creature you see could be Rex in disguise.

[greycaelum]

Please this reminded me of kaleidoscope. I believe that the gojo kids are chunky babys🤣🤣

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TRUEEEEEE~ I didn't get to give you anything last week so I'll make it a drabble~ I hope you like it! Chonky sunshine babies~ Happy December everyone!!

CW: suggestive hints at the end, nothing too much~

Kouki had breast milk for his whole first year.

"He's chonky..." Satoru rubbed his face against the squishy mallowy, chompable cheeks of his 10-month-old son you are feeding on your rocking chair by the engawa of your home. Satoru is sitting on the floor while watching you nurse the little boy close to drifting into dreamland.

Kouki has always had a good appetite and was very easy to nurse. So much so that you had to start scheduling his feeding or else if you didn't he would be too chonky and too heavy to lift.

"Can we keep him just like this? Look he's the most precious thing you probably have seen in your life!" Satoru rested his chin on your knees and flashed you his puppy eyes trying to convince you to feed the little mochi more.

"Chonky baby is cute but he'll drain me if I just let him." You kissed the thin sheen of hair on your son's head, as white as snow like his father. Kouki's lashes fluttered, unlatching from you, and he scrunched his nose to snuggle in your chest, yawning for a bit before closing his drowsy eyes back to sleep.

"I'll burp him, lemme..." Satoru opened his arms and gently rubbed Kouki's back. It didn't take long for the little mochi to burp. For some reason, he always burps fast when it's his Papa.

"Satoru don't!"

Chomp

Your eyes widen at your husband sneaking in a bite to the sleeping baby's cheeks, too cute to resist utterly waking a grumpy sleepy mochi.

"Satoru!"

Satoru rubbed the back of his head as he tried to soothe the little mochi up.

"Sorry Honey, he was just too cute to resist."

Saika although a pretty small baby has also been breastfed a year and 2 months because it took her quite a while to get used to formula.

It's 2:30 am and it's the Little Treasure's time for milk. Satoru is away for an overseas mission so you have to deal with the night feeding as well. Tired and reluctant, you parted ways with your soft pillow to reach for the bassinet only to be met with an empty space.

Chill ran down your spine as you shot up in panic only to be met by the scene of your drowsy husband sitting on your rocking chair with Saika in his arms suckling on her milk bottle.

"Go back to sleep Honey, I'll put her back after she finishes." Satoru yawned and smiled softly in your direction.

"But you haven't slept yet..." You felt relieved your daughter wasn't fussy. The little one is a little more sensitive and has been quite protected because of the incident before her birth.

"It's fine, look she's too precious when she drinks milk, I can't possibly take my eyes off her." Satoru grinned down at his daughter, suckling despite asleep. "She's so tiny... So precious..." He murmured as he held the bottle of milk for her. "She's perfect."

You smiled at them bonding in the wee hours of dawn as you returned to sleep. By the next morning, it came as no surprise to see Satoru cramped inside Saika's crib, sound asleep as the little Treasure blinked up to you innocently holding her empty milk bottle.

"Ma..mma!"

Bonus:

"What are you looking at?" You warily glanced at your husband when you asked him to help you with the hook of your bra since it's hard for you to reach. Pregnancy for the third time has made you quite adept in asking him for help since if you won't he will pester you and follow you around until he gets to help you with something.

Satoru hummed and kissed your nape, looking at the mirror as he hugged you from the back with his face slotted in the space of your shoulder. A proud smile adorned his lips as he slowly reached to cup your heavy breast and his other hand protectively caress your heavy baby bump sending shivers down your spine.

"You're so sexy, Honey." Satoru praised you peppering kisses to your skin as he sucks on your neck leaving a love bite before staring back at your reflection in the mirror with a satisfied smirk at your flushed state. "If your milk comes before the babies, can I have a taste test first?"

—GreyCaelum

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[wh1msic4alwasab1]

𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐛𝐛𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐡𝐬𝐫/𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧 𓍼 𐙚 𓍢ִ໋🀦

art cred: gnillhem (x), howdong_ (x), mimmirii_ (insta)

❀ synopsis: how various men would love their chubby gfs <3

❀ genre: smut

❀ a/n: as a chonky gal myself this was so fun to write, also this was an ankn req from my old blog!

❀ tags: nsfw, mirror sex, praise, explicit, vulgar, cunnalingus, riding, fluff(?)

❀ Gallagher- You can’t tell me this man isn’t obsessed with curvy women. Absolutely enthralled by all your dips and mounds; feasting his eyes all over your figure and making sure no one in the bar ogles over you too hard. Just a little is fine though. Only a little.

He’s definitely possessive over you, but not controlling in the slightest.

In public, he’ll hug you from behind and squeeze you lovingly. And when you nap he’ll lay his head down on your stomach with his body inbetween your legs, loving when you graze your hand through his hair.

His hands though, love to hold every part of your body when you’re on top of him; especially your hips.

“Oh, god, right there,” you moaned, as his hands gripped your hips, guiding your movements up and down his cock. You could feel the heat radiating off his body as your skin pressed together, each movement sending a wave of pleasure through your clit. He relished in the feeling of your soft skin under his fingertips, his hands roaming up her back, down your sides, never wanting to let go.

“You look so fucking beautiful,” he whispered, his breath hot against your ear. He looked at you like you were the only woman in the world.

❀ Wrio- Doesn’t necessarily care about body types, but is obsessed with thighs. Doesn’t matter where, if he’s seated next to you his hand will be placed on your knee like a brace. He rubs them with his thumb, even if he’s driving they’ll be all over you. He’s always touching you, feeling your skin against his.

Oh yeah, by the way, he’s obsessed with your thighs. So much so that he’d do anything to be buried in them.

“Stay still…” He’d plead, muffled monotone coming from between your legs as is face is stuffed in the middle. His tongue traces up and down your exposed slit, hands gripping onto the fat of your thighs as his face is completely engulfed from side to side, marked up with marks of his teeth and colors of deep purple from his tender kisses.

“Wrio-“ You moan out- tempting to open your legs as the pleasure arose, earning a loud and stinging slap on your ass from your lover.

“Still.” He affirms, continuing to wring all the cum out of you, lapping it up while massaging your thighs with his palms.

❀ Diluc- Incredibly flaunting of you, you’re his beautiful prized possession. Not that your a trophy wife, but it would be a crime against teyvat to keep the world from seeing you.

Diluc especially loves to see you in the finest silks and chiffon.

The only thing he loves to see you in other than the most expensive fibers, is just nothing at all.

Every time he undresses you, his breath hitches at the sight of your benevolence. He loves the way you feels under his touch.

His favorite way to undress you, is right infront of the mirror. Standing behind you, he unties the buttons that trail down your back. It’s his favorite dress on you, but it’s subjected to the cold marble floors like every other peice of clothing he’s torn off you.

Slowly he drops the sleeves down, moving your hair out the way so he can plant kisses to your neck, one hand snaked around from behind you to hold your neck. The other groping and squeezing your breasts, before trailing down to feel your wet folds inside your panties.

“Pull these off.” He says, and you eagerly comply, sliding your panties to the side as he watches you infront of him in the reflection.

He takes in the sight before him, his eyes roaming over your exposed body, making you feel vulnerable yet completely safe in his embrace. 'You're perfect,' he whispers, before he turns his lips to descend on yours, igniting a fire within you that can only be extinguished by him.

It’s not long before he has you sitting on the dresser opposite of the mirror so he can force you to watch him fuck you. So that you can see how hungry he is for you, with your own two eyes.

whimsic4alwasab1 ™ - do not copy, translate, modify, or claim any of my work as your own.

[lxvvie]

Based on this ask. Your faves + your skincare regimen = shenanigans.

Price - Didn't realize his skin needed some tender loving care until you did your regimen and his skin was soft to the touch afterward. You also took the time to pinch and kiss his chonky cheeks and tease him about his babyface which actually made him blush. D'aww.

Gaz - You went to put your products up and left Gaz to sit with a face mask on in the living room. You turned around and there he was right behind you. When the fu—"KYLE!" He's fucking wheezing. "Got you good, huh?" You refused to admit that he scared you but... he scared you, dear. That's your ass, Gaz!

Alex Keller - Is the one wearing the really cute spa headband while you're working on his skin. And watching TV more than likely.

Farah - Farah thinks the minutes spent on skincare is time taken away from procuring resources so it was a bit of a battle to get her to agree. Once she does (she seems almost shy when you pamper her so), Farah realizes just how much she really needed the break and you two are lovey-dovey afterward.

Soap - The one who's ALL THE WAY into it. Got the matching bathrobes and everything for the occasion so he's boytoy'd the fuck up now! Soap will also flash you his slutty shoulder and collarbone while wearing his robe for shits and giggles. And because he wants to seduce you.

Ghost - Is introduced to the world of double cleansing. The one who scrunches his nose up because it's sensitive and he keeps sneezing every time you accidentally brush against it. You end his regimen with some eye masks and he swears, the things he does for fucking love. Then you massaged the moisturizer into his face and he nearly bust the biggest fucking nut.

Roach - Is the perfect guinea pig because your ministrations on his skin are making him sleepy. Falls asleep with the facemask on.

Keegan - Would be the perfect guinea pig if he weren't internally screaming and trying to convince himself that everything will be alright in the end. His eyes may or may not be comically wide. Also bears witness to the miracles of double cleansing.

Alejandro - Is the one who's multi-tasking and doing work while you work your magic on his skin.

Rudy - The one who reciprocates and does your routine on you afterward. Shit, no wonder everyone loves him so much.

König - Actually did bust the biggest fucking nut when you massaged his face.

Horangi - Allows you to do your skincare routine on him but he has you straddling his lap and those hands of his are working their magic on your hips.

Graves - Graves is the one who doesn't see a need for it because, per his words, his face gets "enough moisture from being between your legs". PHILLIP, PLEASE—

Valeria - Why yes, go ahead and pamper her. She expects nothing less.

[asexual-but]

For the lot of you who may be somewhat chubby, squishy, chonky, or any other word to describe someone with a lot of meat on their bones.

Hi! I'm one of you, and I'm here to hopefully ease the insecurities just a little~

The way I word this is how I try to refer to myself, and you may not feel comfortable with all the things I've written. Please keep that in mind, and stay safe.

Here you go my darlings <3

Towering statues and endless sculptures dating back centuries depict the Creator. Their divine robes laying comfortably upon plush thighs and stomach rolls.

Regal and powerful, the statues overlook the land with pride. Comforting to all under it's gaze.

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You descend, and because of those statues, you find that your body type has become a beauty standard. The extra chub that you carry is a mark of prosperity.

Not to mention that it makes you the perfect image of protection. Soft and comforting, yet strong and sturdy. A layer of warmth against a cold universe.

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Individually, your acolytes love it for their own reasons.

Klee find you a perfect pillow when it is finally time to lay down for a nap. Diona too will snuggle up and rest her head on you, wherever you allow.

Albedo and Kazuha find you to be a perfect muse. Albedo sketches many an image of you, always making you see the soft and gentle way he views you rather than the harsh and insulting way you may have been treated before. While Kazuha searches for the right words to describe the feeling of safety you bring him. With his words, he moves you to see you the way he does. Perfect.

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Venti is always a tease, but he'd never put you down for your figure. Or at all, considering he loves you. He often brings you around Mond for hours, only for Venti to find the perfect place to lay down and look at the clouds and stars. You'll settle in and of course, Venti lays his head right on your stomach. He giggles and smiles up at you. Claiming that it's the most comfortable place to lay.

Zhongli will not hear of this insecurity. How dare anyone make you feel like you were any less than perfect? He insists now that you come and lay on him as he lounges in his bed. The moment you do Zhongli is gently tracing his hands over you. Soft, reassuring squeezes administered to your soft body as he tells you the truth. That you are perfect and beautiful, and that he will always adore you.

Ei is the first to notice if you have any issues to do with food.

Your appetite seems to be fluctuating? This is not cause for alarm on its own, but Ei is watching.

She will speak to you respectfully. What is the issue? Is the food not to your taste?

No, that's not it! You assure her.

Well then, are you feeling unwell?

No! Honestly you feel really good now, they only feed you the best quality food. Your body is getting the best nutrition currently possible in Teyvat!

Is it... That you simply do not like eating with others around?

That's it. That's... It?

Suddenly you only eat in the privacy of your own chambers unless you decide otherwise. Servants bring you food and then leave. Returning every so often with a polite knock and await response. Of course, your archons are easy to reach if you need anything at all in between.

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Clothes shopping is never an issue for you again.

People aspire to be similar to your body type, many garments are already made with you in mind! And if there is anything you'd ever want that didn't fit, believe me there are plenty of your followers willing to throw money at designers and tailors to make one that does.

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(it's me again, this was a little love letter to people who look like me! Remember, you are amazing, and you make the ultimate pillow!)

[overlyenthusiasticfictionreader]

Fanbinding of The Perfect Song by dragonofdispair

The Perfect Song by dragonofdispair

To follow his dreams, Jazz offers his virginity and himself to anyone willing to pay. His buyer, Prowl, has a lot of loneliness and a kink for virgins, but dreaming isn’t something he’s capable of. Yet.

Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Archive Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationship: Jazz/Prowl Characters: Jazz, Prowl, Ricochet, Barricade, First Aid, Sky-Byte

The Perfect Song by dragonofdispair 429 pages, letter-quarto/ 50,061 words

Accompaniment: Companion Pieces to The Perfect Song (Adagio, Coda, Cadenza, and Famous) by dragonofdispair 72 pages, letter-quarto / 4,751 words

The Perfect Song was requested as a bind during our local Renegade Exchange 2024 event. My giftee mentioned they liked quartos and also blue, and so I had the first inklings of a design. My giftee also mentioned they wouldn't mind additional gifts, so I decided to bind the rest of the series as a separate book, mostly because i thought it would look cool and then i would have a reason to make a case too (corral all those books together).

Photos and more discussion under the read-more!

First up is The Perfect Song! I have been wanting to bind a chonky book, and while I didn't reach maximum chonk, The Perfect Song is a respectable size and satisfyingly hefty in the hand. This book is a variation of the bradel binding style, which supports a thicker book well. I ran with the musical theme: the endpapers have musical notations, the text breaks are a treble clef, and I used the written music for Mendelssohn’s Midsummer Night’s Dream as the background image for chapter titles. I chose the font for titles and dropcaps because it reminded me of a musical scale. The blue bookcloth is homemade using a faux-suede fabric: fuzzy texture!

The black and while endbands were meant to invoke a piano keyboard: I'm not quite sure I got there, but they look classy regardless!

Next is the rest of the series (which I called Accompaniment for the purposes of rounding up the series in a second book), and it uses all the same themes. I like the cohesive look, and really, why mess with a good thing? This is a much slimmer book, bound in a different style from The Perfect Song. This is a modified conservation pamphlet bind.

For both books I used HTV to put a treble clef on the cover, and for The Perfect Song I had enough room to title the spine as well.

I wanted to make cases for all three sets of books (one for my giftee, one for the author, and one for myself). I ran with the same theme and materials, so nothing surprising there, but I think the books in their cases look really snazzy!

I'm very satisfied with how these books turned out! And I am thrilled to be able to gift a copy to the author! Sharing fandom is wonderful experience for me, and I hope some fanart let's the author know how much I appreciate that they shared their stories.

Also located on A03 here.

[squishysoftmonsters]

Triggers : Sexual Content/Mature +18 Minors/Ageless DNI

💚Stuck underneath your admirer's cold rows,clawing and scratching at the porcelain.. It was the greatest feeling in the world,to be manhandled by a monster who had meat on them! Your eyes glazed over as your cavity was full and stretched.. Weak and trembling as his cold hands spanked your already welted tush.

The cool gut of theirs rubbing your back as they rock..groping you,paralyzed in pleasure as they go deeper inside.

Expecting a mob of skinny ghosts to get you lounging around in nothing. You didn't know you had a BIG ghost in your house who loved you more than food and anything else in this mortal realm. You were perfect to them.

You wanted to handle the chonky spectre after trying to avoid and ignore his teasing and tricks,caving into your desire..You ran out of words as your entire back was covered under their plushy paranormal mound.

You were a drooling mess..But the cool rod he had within you,sent shocks through the organs..like you were attatched to a power line.

He'd laugh,hearing your muffles for more.

Once you go chonk they say..You never turn back..💚

[pigeonpeach]

I’m sick right now so the brain fog combined with writersblock is kicking my ass creatively :(

So enjoy cat parent drabbles once more

Chiori’s latest “pet fashion line” was seemingly inspired by the various dressed up poodles and pooches of Fontaine catering to owners who wanted to take photos of their kitties dolled up as well. But in reality a local cat that had taken a liking to her shop just seemed so perfect as a mannequin. Perfectly sat and arched, paws together as it would watch her work on her sewing machine and fuss through fabrics and matching threads. Well it had been a slow day and her gaze had turned to the very cat that had been her moral support recently. She occasionally fed the little kitty but it just seemed to like her work more. She knew it had a owner by the collar on its neck, but maybe she could try her hand at “pet fashion.”

This led to you being very confused about the random little dress your kitty came back in. Although it was a nice dress.

Neuvillettes kitty was given to him as a gift a concerned employee who worried about the constant rainfall as of late. They gifted to him a extra kitten of theirs as a gift and since then it had been clear sunny skies! Neuvillette is fond of small creatures with big beady eyes and big personalities. He initially thought all cats were introverted and independent. However his kitty despite having outgrown the kitten rank, still clings to him like a baby. Greeting him everyday with loud meows. The kitty itself is a beloved resident of Fontaine, guards keep a close eye on it, recognizing it by its collar, so no that no criminals may seek to get back at him. However his kitty may be a little criminal. Responsible for the poor potted plant massacre on the street nearby, and the robbery of a local fish stand. However its antics are amusing to the locals. How ironic is it that the very beacon of justice owns a most mischievous cat. In the end he paid for new pots and for the fish, deciding to keep his kitty firmly indoors, taking it out on occasional walks to satiate its adventurous tendencies. Often the melusines will “walk” the kitty or baby sit the kitty. They’re very fond of the kitty and the kitty is also fond of them because they tend to spoil it with extra fish.

Scaramouche is surprisingly a cat magnet. His hat is umbrella for many creatures in the rain sure. But he genuinely has no clue why the kitties of Sumeru seem to just like him. He has checked to see if catnip is somewhere on his person but there is none. Its not the fabric, he hasn’t fed them. They just simply like him. Oh well. It is nice because they are rather pleasant company. They aren’t annoying with their questions or usual student issues. A cat simply meows at him to get his attention. Easy. Although he rarely admits he actually does enjoy their company and has started to feed them.

Xiao also doesn’t own a cat but the cats at the inn recognize him. Specifically Gold’s Tuxedo kitty. It seems to wait for him next to his plate of Almond Tofu and sits there as he eats. He isn’t sure why it does but he doesn’t mind its presence. He is too worried his karma will taint the kitty if he pets it however so he rarely does pet it. Lucky for him it isn’t the affectionate type and seems to like just staring off into the scenery next to him.

Cloud Retainer is most certainly the type to take in animals. So when she notices a stray kitten looking skinny and lonely she immediately takes it upon herself to take it in. Unsuccessfully tries to locate its mother. Deciding to raise it herself. Besides, shenhe and ganyu are old now and don’t visit her as often as she’d like, it’d do her some good to have a little companion to deal with her empty nest issues.

The skinny kitten becomes a very very very chonky cat nowadays. She has several gadgets dedicated to help the kitty work out so it isn’t quite lazy or overweight… but she can’t help but prepare plenty of food for the kitty. Specially crafted dishes specifically to appeal to a feline diet. It is a very friendly cat, known for greeting guests with a deep meow and a demand for affection. They say that petting the cat is a way to get on her good side!

That’s all for today I’m now going to cough my lungs up u

[artistalley]

sun and moon baublebears

by artist @heavenlyeros

a pair of delightfully chonky, super festive bears who love each other very much. they are very round and sit pleasantly in the hand. they are cosy sleepy in their neck donuts and perfect for the holiday season, or as a gift for you and someone dear for valentine's. they are painted with a mixture of acrylics and color-shifting powders. they look very lovely in person.

Love it? Us too! Follow @heavenlyeros for more of their incredible art.

[forever-fixating]

WIP Wednesday

Tagged by my buddies @onthewaytosomewhere and @priincebutt

I've been scribbling non-stop for the past three days on living in a new normal. The next part is in Alex's POV, and my boy has A LOT to say. This next update is gonna be a chonky boi, so I hope you're ready. It's got angst and fluff and maybe a hint of spice if my muse will cooperate. Here is a sneaky peeky. Enjoy!

Running his fingers through those gold strands, he whispered, “Wake up, sleepyhead. I bought us dinner.” Henry stirred with a groan at the sound of Alex’s voice. A hand appeared beneath the duvet to push his mask onto his forehead. Confusion gave way to a sleepy smile when Henry’s eyes focused on Alex. “I knew it,” Alex said, still running his fingers through Henry’s hair. “Knew what?” Henry asked, his voice still rough from sleep. “That you’re beautiful when you first wake up.” Henry turned to hide his face in his pillow, but Alex spied the tips of his ears, turning an adorable shade of pink. A Taylor Swift lyric floated through his mind as he turned on the lamp. This could either break my heart or bring me back to life. He hoped it would be the latter. Alex stood and sat on the edge of the bed. “Are you hungry? I didn’t know if you’d feel like going out, so I got sandwiches.” Henry nodded and pushed himself up into a seated position. Smiling at Alex, he leaned forward, cupping his jaw, and gave him a sleepy kiss. Alex slipped his hand beneath Henry’s wrinkled Oxford shirt to rest it on the impossibly soft curve of Henry’s waist. Alex moaned into their kiss when Henry’s hand moved to tangle itself in his curls and pulled gently. This kiss had none of the fierce passion from their previous encounter in New York, but it was no less perfect. Their lips parted with a noisy smack. Henry smiled and said, “I’m so happy to be here.” Alex thought he would float away in that moment he felt so light and soft. He grinned and nuzzled closer to Henry. “And I’m so happy you came.” Henry snorted. Alex, realizing how that sounded, reached down to pinch Henry’s ass and said, “Get your mind out of the gutter, you dirty old man!” “Yes,” Henry laughed, pulling back and sitting cross-legged against the headboard. “Pinch my arse and call me the dirty old man.” “I didn’t realize there was an R in ass.” “Fuck off.”

I'm not sure when this part will be ready. The boys still have a day to explore New Orleans together and then the concerts. Stay tuned! Thanks for reading!

No tags this time because it's late. Gotta get back to scribbling.

[aetherialfalmer]

Falmer Playthrough Mod List

I haven’t seen one on tumblr before I think so screw it I’m makin my own!! I’ll provide captions of what the mod contains and such and if they are CHONKY to download etc. You dont need to download all of these but hopefully these help someone building a Snelf run.

RACE MODS

True Snow Elf Race

(Suitable for a more vanilla-esque elven look for both available gender presentation. Also offers a retexture for more detail)

The Ancient Falmer

(A more detailed race mod that offers a little more with craftable ancient falmer weapons, a few optional followers and overhauls Gelebor&Vyrthur)

Playable Falmer

(Want to play as The Betrayed instead? This mod will satisfy that desire.)

QUESTS

Carved Brink (A large quest mod that adds a bit of Snow Elven history on a group that stayed away from the war. If navigation is difficult use the tcl command. Also, make sure you have followers to carry your loot bc there is A LOT. Otherwise its a beautifully done mod with an interesting story.)

Legacy Of The Dragonborn (A MASSIVE mod that gives you access to a museum to fill yourself but it also adds a lot of snelf content. Side quests to rediscover their lost temples, investigate their suffering under the hands of the Dwemer and even find ancient lost relics of their people. Adds more snelf centric weapons and loot ontop of all the other content it brings) Strange Friendship- Falmers (A custom voiced questline about a talking falmer showing up at the College Of Winterhold.)

PLAYER HOMES

Snow Elf Hut (A charming snelf home thats bigger on the inside. Good for if you want a big home but too overwhelmed by palace sized options. Would recommend!) Snow Elf Castle (A home mod for the noble Snelf who desires more than a hut or a hole in the wall) Aylerial Snow Elf Playerhome (Another palace sized home located near Castle Volkihar. Also good if your Snow Elf is mixed race as it contains a few dwemer centric objects.) Snow Elf Palace (A big and highly decorated palace home. In my opinion it feels like the most accurate or lived in of the bunch.)

Ancient Refuge (A great starter home or a home for someone who just wants the necessities. It’s perfect for rping a snelf who has been tucked away this whole time. Adds a secret valley for you to live in, a snelf statue and harvestable gleamblossoms.)

FOLLOWERS

Female Falmer Follower

(A traditional Falmer follower that isn’t hypersexualized. Also a marriage candidate.)

Snow Elf Mage-Lester

(Not a custom voiced follower but a handy one if your snelf has a companion from their enclave.)

Snow Elf Follower- Emrys (A vanilla style follower that has a ranged combat style and is unlocked after “Touching The Sky”)

ARMOR/ACCESSORIES

Ancient Falmer Armor Overhaul (Makes the armor shinier and look more like metal rather than plastic.)

Amulets of Skyrim (Adds various amulets to your game that are unlocked as you go along. Introduces Snelf centric amulets as well once you get to the Vale.)

Auriel’s Armor (Adds a new set of armor to compliment Auriel’s shield and bow. Requires a few smithing perks but are all unlocked upon completing “Touching The Sky”.

Playable Ancient Falmer Crown (Self explanatory. Go on, your snelf deserves some glam even if Vyrthur is hogging it.)

Unique Ancient Falmer Armor (Adds new enchantments for the ancient falmer armor set and a bonus weapon or two)

Ancient Falmer armor Complete (Adds a helm, shield, sleeves and weapons) Crown of the Ancient Falmer (A retexture of the og crown making it more eye catching)

DUNGEONS/AREAS

Ancient Falmer Ruins and Keeps

(Adds 8 more Snow Elven ruins across skyrim and provides a unique follower to progress a questline involving the dungeons)

Ruined Shrine of Phynaster (Uncover the mystery that lies beneath the forgotten Snow elven shrine. This was one of the first snow elf ruins I downloaded cant recommend enough)

MISC

Adoptable Snow Elf siblings (Refugees of an attack on their village, they can be found in the forgotten vale) Adoptable Snow Elven twin girls (Wandering the Dwemer ruins of Kagrenzel, they’re good if you want your snelf to have kids.) Friendly Falmer (Right what it says on the tin. They will still attack other humans and living beings and will attack you if provoked.) Wintersun- Faiths of Skyrim

(An immersive religion mod that enhances any race playthrough.)

No More Falmer Ears

(A mod that revamps Falmer ears into Falmer tears. Good for if your snelf doesn’t want to harvest ears from their blind cousin.)

Undead Snow Elves (Do you want to traumatize your snelf by having them encounter undead versions of their people on top of the falmer? go for it. Adds an additional undead enemy type to Forgotten Vale)

[zhongrin]

I come with otherings

Zhongli is the god of war. Can you imagine the strength just behind his hands? He would be terrified to hurt thin humans by accident; grabbing an arm out of excitment - broken bones; lifting them up by the hips - damage to their internal organs from the force alone.

But you? His love? His crystal shard of ancient stone? When he grabs your hand to show you something, you can squeeze with equal force back. When he lifts you up, he can carry you around the world and show off the treasure in his grasp - with no worry of breaking you because you are perfect for him.

Just wanting to spread a bit of love and hoping your hubby used his secret stash to give you a break to the cool waterfalls in fontain.

(Its hot asf here and with the packed trains...Eurgh)

Hahhh to be a Snez' Harbingers Secretary and to never leave these cold lands of mine...

"His crystal shard of ancient stone" made me blush and kick my feet so hard bye-

queen i'm. i'm brainrotting hhhhhh this man (dragon) can lift me with one hand and that's so hot lsdkfhlajsdlkasd

it's very very hot over here too orz i hope you found a seat on the packed train at least??? tbh snezhnaya sounds like heaven rn but i'll probably become a fluffball with all the clothing layers on top of my already chonky mortal vessel ;;;;

[coconut-dreamz]

scared to live- neteyam sully

characters: modern!adult!neteyam x adult!reader

warnings: angst, but not as angsty as my last fic, cheating and infidelity

word count: 2.5k (she's a little chonky)

part 1

a/n: here is a part two to my last fic that was inspired by creepin', this is the reader's point of view and is based off scared to live by the weeknd, idk if you can tell that i like the weeknd lol. this was requested by @intoxicatedapple, thank you for reading and i hope you all enjoy !!

When I saw the signs, I shoulda let you go  But I kept you beside me And if I held you back, at least I held you close  Should have known you were lonely it was hard not to notice the way neteyam had held you tighter, like he was scared you'd disappear if he loosened his grip. you had realized that he knew about your late night trysts with another man. but you were selfish and thought you could have them both, so you ignored the way he held you closer and looked at you differently. you thought you could have your cake and eat it too. 

he had started to look different. his form was becoming more frail, and the bags under his eyes only continued to grow. he no longer walked as confidently as he once did. he was like a different man, one who was broken. but you couldn't stop yourself from seeking comfort in the arms of another. he was like a drug to you. every time you tried leave him, he'd have you crawling back on your hands and knees in no time. it was an endless cycle. 

I know things will never be the same Time we lost will never be replaced I'm the reason you forgot to love

you had tried to leave him once again, and for awhile you managed to stay away from him. you thought things would return to the way they once were with neteyam, but they didn't. things were different between the two of you. it seemed that he no longer trusted you, looking at your phone every time it went off. you couldn't blame him though, you had done something terrible and completely betrayed him. 

despite the lack of trust between you two, neteyam didn't seem to want to leave. he wanted to continue and keep up the facade he was blissfully aware of your infidelity and that you were in a happy loving marriage. you two had started to go out on date nights again, and to anyone else you two looked like the perfect couple. but, you could see in his eyes that he was hurting, that he was cautious around other men.

______________________

as hard as you tried, you couldn't stay away from him. so, after a month or so of avoiding his calls and your weekly rendezvous with him, you came crawling back to him and his sinful embrace. you were addicted to his touch. it was so different than that of neteyam's. while neteyam's was soft and filled with love, his was full of passion and gave you fireworks. this was a kind of touch you hadn't felt in years. 

honestly, you had gotten bored with your marriage. everything had become a routine now. it had been like this for awhile, and you were sick and tired of it all. so, one night when you were out at the club with your friends, you had met this mysterious man. when he laid eyes on you, it felt like something had awaken in you. something that had been dormant in you since you had gotten comfortable with neteyam all those years ago.

so, then and there the cheating began. at first you were so nervous and worried about if neteyam ever found out. and that one night when you spotted ao'nung at the club, you knew it was all over. but, in the morning neteyam acted like everything was well. so, you realized he must've not cared enough to make a big deal of it and continued on with the new man in your life. 

after your long drought without him, you and him had decided to get bolder. going out together more, lying to neteyam about staying back at work later. things were good, you had your cake and were eating it too. and damn, was the cake good. you were straight up addicted to it. so addicted that you had gotten as bold as ever, lying to neteyam about going on a girls trip for a long weekend. the truth was you were on vacation with your side hoe. 

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it was late afternoon on sunday when you returned fro your trip, unlocking the front door with your key and swinging the door open before dropping your weekend bag on the ground. "neteyam! i'm home!" you call out, walking into the foyer and taking your shoes off. weird, no response. nowadays, whenever you returned neteyam was always there within seconds to greet you. you drop your keeps off in the bowl by the door, noticing that neteyam's keys were gone. huh, he must've been out then. 

that was strange, he usually kept to himself these days. you walked further in the house and notice that it looked a little off. like there were small things missing, maybe neteyam had been cleaning up while you were gone. you were thirsty and headed to the kitchen to pour yourself a drink. that's when you noticed a large envelope and a shiny ring sat on top. your heart sank, no. this couldn't be. 

you pick up the ring and examine it. it was definitely neteyam's, or it was, you supposed. you noticed a smaller envelope under the ring address to you. you quickly open the envelope to reveal a handwritten letter from neteyam.

my love,

i know that you have been cheating on me. and at first i thought i was okay with it and that i could ignore it as long as you stayed with me. i was being selfish, trying to keep you in our marriage. but over time, the lies and deceit broke me down. i couldn't handle it more. i thought that it was enough for me that you returned into my arms every night instead of his. that i was the only one who could call you my wife but, i grew greedy. i wanted more. i wanted you all to myself once again, but i knew i couldn't ask that of you. so i have decided to let you go. all i wish is for you to be happy, even if it means in the arms of another. have a happy life my love.

- neteyam

you hadn't realized that you were crying until after you finished reading. you couldn't believe it. was he really gone? you ran to your shared bedroom, to see if his clothes were still on his side of the shared closet. you throw the doors open and run inside, but once you saw that it was half empty, you fell on your knees succumbing to your sobs. it felt like hours, but you laid there crying. 

at some point you must have fallen asleep, because you woke up with a dry throat. your neck was sore from the position you fell asleep in. you walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water to soothe the pain of your dry throat. you finally decide to open the large envelope, already knowing that they were divorce papers. you signed them, knowing you needed to stop being selfish and let go of neteyam so he could be happy. 

you finally had to face the consequences of your selfish actions. you had taken advantage of neteyam's unconditional love for you for too long. being compliant and giving him what he wanted wouldn't make up for the hurt you'd caused him, but it was a start. you had taken him for granted for the last few months. you should've voiced your concerns about your marriage instead of taking the easy way out. but all you could do now was accept the fact that he was gone and you had lost him forever.

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the divorce was quick and easy, legally speaking of course. emotionally, it was hell for you. neteyam insisted that you only speak through our lawyers, so you agreed to whatever he wanted. you didn't want to bring more pain to him than you had previously. after that night he left me you had been a mess. you couldn't sleep, you couldn't eat, you couldn't do anything. this must have been how neteyam was living for the last few months of our marriage. while you were being selfish and cheating on him.

after that night, you had broken it off with the other man. you had thought you might have loved him, but it was only lust. he just offered me something that my marriage was lacking, excitement. and it's disgusting to admit it, but the relationship had no more appeal now that there wasn't any excitement from sneaking around. you had become a shell of your former self. you only were surviving, you weren't living anymore. everything was a routine you needed to follow everyday. 

____________________So don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again No, don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again

it had been months after the divorce when you saw neteyam again, 9 to be exact. you had sold the house you and neteyam shared and moved to a new neighborhood, needing a fresh start. you were at the local grocery store when you saw him. a pretty girl had approached him and he was talking to her very apprehensively. he had never been this way before. i never realized how much my affair had taken a toll on him until now.

i could tell he was scared to fall in love again after what i had did to him. and against my better judgement, i approached him after the girl left. "neteyam, you shouldn't be afraid to let people in your life again after what i did. i know what i did was terrible and you were 100% undeserving of it, but that shouldn't deter you from living a life by yourself. you're an amazing person and you deserve happiness." was all i said before leaving, not giving him the chance to interject. i hope that i got through to him. 

You always miss the chance to fall for someone else  'Cause your heart only knows me They try to win your love, but there was nothing left  They just made you feel lonely  i had heard from kiri that her and lo'ak were trying to set him up on dates, but he'd always refuse and say he was content with his life as it was. i wanted to march over to his house and yell at him to stop being scared of falling for someone else, but i knew it wasn't my place. especially since i was the reason for his hesitation.

a few months later, at a lunch with kiri she told me that he had a new girlfriend, but things ended quickly. he had told her that he tried to fall love her like she loved him, but he couldn't. that despite everything i had put him through, his heart was still in my hands. he said that no matter how hard he tried, he still felt lonely and that there was a hole that couldn't be filled.

I am not the man I used to be  Did some things I couldn't let you see Refuse to be the one who taints your heart

you worked hard on trying to return for your former self, the person you were before all of this mess. it was also hard trying to find yourself as an individual after being part of a couple for the longest time. you had found a therapist that was able to help you find who you were, but it was still a work in progress. it was hard being the person who hurt neteyam and made it almost impossible for him to open himself up again. you didn't want to admit that you were the villain.I hope you know that, I hope you know that I've been praying that you find yourself I hope you know that, I hope you know that We fell apart, right from the start you often found yourself thinking about neteyam, it was hard not to. he had been such a large part of your life for so long. you two had started dating in high school and were together throughout college, getting married not too long after graduation. neteyam was such a big part of your life, he had always been your biggest supporter and you, his. you thought about him everyday, when you saw his coffee mug that sat in the back of your cupboard, or when you saw something the same color as his eyes. he was everywhere around you, but also nowhere to be seen. 

after you had heard from kiri that he was struggling to love again, you had been praying that he would find the strength to detach himself completely from you. you had let him go, all he had to do was fly away. you wished that he would be able to find himself, a neteyam without you, just like you were trying to do. you hoped that he knew that you had no ill feelings towards him and remained his biggest supporter, even if you were no longer apart of his life.  I should have made you my only When it's said and done you knew that you should have loved and cherished him like he did you, but at that point in your life you didn't know who you were. for years, you had been defined as one half of a couple. you didn't know who you were without neteyam. you had spent the years that were meant to be finding yourself with neteyam by your side. neither of you had been fully able to find who you were without each other. 

this wasn't an excuse for you actions though, there were definitely less selfish ways to try and find yourself. but you're still young and trying to navigate the world. if only you had told neteyam how you were feeling instead.  So don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again I said don't be scared to live again Be scared to live again 

you decided that you needed to send one last letter to neteyam. your therapist had recommended it. she had said it would help you close the chapter on your relationship and if neteyam decided to read it, it might help him too.

dear neteyam,

you might not even read this, but if you do, i just want you to know that it was never your fault. i have heard that you are struggling to allow yourself to fully open yourself up to love. i have one word of advice, don't be scared to live again. we are still young and you will find love again. you will meet someone that will love you the way you deserve. a person who will never make you doubt their love or ever let your trust for them waiver. so, please, allow yourself to start living again, not for me or anyone else, but for yourself. you deserve it, truly.

- y/n

I hope you know that, I hope you know that I've been praying that you find yourself I hope you know that, I hope you know that We fell apart, right from the start

you placed the envelope holding the letter on the place mat and knocked on the door, leaving before anyone could answer. you could only hope that neteyam would be able to find peace and live once again. 

[amphiptere-art]

Perfect thief people.

The police force. Hearts

Sun - Jack of hearts - detective- description (They were wearing a light orange undershirt. Contrasted by a black coat with yellow lining. Briefly spotting brightly decorated yellow patterns within the coat as they desperately searched for something. The coat went down to their mid forearm. The orange undershirt showing up the fill up the rest of the way down the wrist. Their pants were somewhat professional looking. This time being read with the yellow lining. It made sense that most of their clothing were hues of orange and red given that their entire body was already yellow. No need to overindulge a color.)

Moon - jack of hearts - police officer- description (This one had a circular head much like your Sunny owner, But this time without any rays. Instead wearing a prominent police hat which quickly came off and was replaced with a fedora. Taking off the police vest as you followed him to his room.Soon the blue bot changed out to a casual t-shirt with the words "I don't follow the law" printed in broad dark blue letters. The rest of the t-shirt was a light blue. Apparently deciding to indulge the color of his metallic skin. Jumping into some jeans and slipping on some sneakers.)

Freddy - King of hearts - police chief - description...

Chica - Queen of hearts - detective - description...

The gang. Diamonds

Eclipse - gang leader - King of diamonds - description (looks like sun. But blacks and oranges. Has a double set of rays. Has a maroon suit.)

Roxy - getaway driver - Queen of diamonds - description...

Monty - bodyguard - Jack of diamonds - description...

Information keepers. Clubs

DJ - King of clubs - club owner - description (DJ was another enhanced human like Mangle. Although with much more cleanliness. Having an extra set of arms and a speaker implemented in his chest. Wearing the getup of a DJ of course.)

Mangle - Jack of clubs - description (Mangle was a humanoid with animatronic enhancements. Most of them over injuries from a war long past. A half face scar covered up by many mechanical instruments. All looking rushed and improperly planted.)

Ballora - queen of clubs - description (Ballerina was a humanoid who always wore a tutu. White glasses adorned blind eyes. Her skinny stature almost looked haunting.)

Bonnie - two of clubs - description (Bonnie was a full animatronic. A big purple rabbit. Still wearing his bowling team attire from his days of slavery.)

Information keepers cats.

Y/N - joker - cat king - description (You were a simple black and white cat. Most of your form is coated in the jet black color only being broken by a patch of light on your chest in the form of a diamond. The tips of your toes and tail were the only other things that were white. You were quite pretty for a feline. You had a good mid-length fur that coated your body. A small mane resting on your shoulders. Your claws remain sharp)(form of a humanoid. A large black fluffy coat adorning itself on your shoulders. Black pants stretched out to your heels. White shoes and gloves adorning your hands and feet. A white undershirt showing underneath the deep black of your coat.)

Fishy - newspaper cat - description (orange tabby plunged his chonky paws towards you meowing the details of the initial message from the clan members. His collar hung loosely around his neck, a metal tag swinging from it with the name, "Fishy.")

The pack. Spades

Vanessa - Jack of spades - description (vampire)

Vanny - Queen of spades - description (vampire/werewolf)

Afton - King of Spades - description (werewolf with long ears)

[ultimateissuessimp]

Hook's curse

One shot

Word count: 3,048

Warnings: Slightly depressing

Notes: This bitch LOOONG. Like I definitely had even more ideas to write in this bad boy, but I feel like that woudl be too much. Like this is already big and chonky.

Everyone knew they couldn't rest, even with Pan kept in the trap Gold, or rather Rumplestilstkin, kept in his possession, just to make sure his father didn't accidentally come out and run free again.

Yet they all longed for a moment of peace and quiet, so the group walked into Granny's and settled wherever they found it comfortable, Emma with 'Henry' and Regina at one of the booths, in the next booth Mary Margaret and David while the two pirates sat at the counter, feeling the need for a drink, maybe a heavy one at that.

While they ate, drank and conversed, Pan in Henry's body thought out his plan. Since the pirates have been reunited after the Evil Queen's curse, he felt as if it was his job to break them apart again, just to wound further on one of his longest enemies. He decided on adding one more thing to his curse, just so it provided him the wanted effect. He needed Felix to find something that belonged to Y/N and Killian, something that proved their love for each other. He hid the smirk behind his hand as he looked around before settling his eyes and ears back onto Emma and Regina.

Some time later, the curse was almost done. Yes, everyone found out about Henry being in Pan's body and Pan in Henry's at some point, but that didn't matter. His plan was perfect and he was ready to set it into motion. He was back in his own body, he had more freedom of action.

Everyone stood frozen in place in the middle of the street while Pan walked around them, the scroll with the curse in his hand. Snow and Charming close to each other, Neal, Henry and Emma next to one another while Killian hid Y/N behind himself, wanting to protect him from the flying forever young maniac. Peter did not care for Hook at the moment, but rather that somebody behind him. He observed Y/N and the drop of nervous sweat that ran down the side of his forehead and he smirked devilishly, but not in the good kind of way, no. A way that only spoke of harm.

-Well, since we're all gathered here like a good old family… No. We're not a full family, certain people are missing - Peter said, looking around with a smug smirk on his face. He knew eventually the coward that was his son had to show up. What he didn't expect was how exactly he would show up and with what.

-Looking for somebody, father? - Gold said, saying the word 'father' as if it was a disease and it left a bad aftertaste in his mouth. Maybe it did, but what mattered was stopping Pan from completing the curse. He took a step forward, knowing that there was no other way for ending this whole fiasco.

They talked for a brief moment before Rumplestiltskin took one more step towards Pan, acting as if his whole deal was to hug his father, yet he manifested out his dark one dagger and stabbed Pan's back, at the same time piercing his own chest, ending both of their lives. Belle's cries and wallowing could be heard as he saw her lover's body drop.

Regina swooped in and took the curse, putting alterations to it. She changed it as much as she could, but omitted one little thing that she at that point didn't notice. She put in that a true love's kiss would still work if needed and made it so that everyone from the Enchanted Forest would go back there. Well, not everyone. A certain pirate will be left behind, but they'll get to know about it when the curse sweeps them away into their world.

That meant that Emma and Henry had to leave. They'll forget everything that had happened, but Regina made sure to give them the best of, while fake, memories with each other. As much as it broke everyone's hearts, the two packed and got ready on the line of Storybrooke for departure from the town that held so many memories, literally and metaphorically speaking. They said their goodbyes with the green smoke on the horizont, swallowing everyone on its way and sending them back to the Enchanted Forest, before they got into the yellow beatle car and drove off over the line, forgetting everything and everyone but about themselves.

Y/N and Killian stood there, holding each other in their arms as they awaited the cursed green smoke to take them too. They shared a one, literally, last kiss before they too went back to their realm. Or so they thought. Everyone landed on the grass, not far away from where Aurora and her prince. They all stood there and thought what to do next since they're back again, go back to their old lives? Find a way back to Storybrooke? They needed to somehow get to Emma and Henry, they just needed to.

Killian looked around when he didn't find his husband next to him after appearing in the Enchanted Forest, calling out his name, hoping to hear his response and thinking, hoping, that it was just a minor separation due to the curse being chaotic and he was somewhere near, but when he didn't find him or hear his voice calling back to him, he started panicking. He ran up to Regina.

-Where the bloody hell is he, Regina?! - he questioned the woman that stood there on the side, back in her Evil Queen outfit, clearly standing out from the others. She looked at him weirdly. She didn't expect him to just shout at her when she saw him approaching.

-First of all, stop yelling at me or I'm going to deprive you of another part of your body, more specifically your tongue, second of all who are you talking about, pirate? - she asked him, a scowl on her face as she put her hands on her hips. Killian looked at her angrily, raising his hooked arm and pointing it Regina's way.

-Hold your threats, witch. What did you do to him, where's Y/N? - he questioned her further on, his voice raising more the angrier he got. He needed to know where his husband is otherwise he would to lose his mind. They got separated once and now they were separated again, he couldn't take it anymore. What if villains really couldn't have a happy ending?

-He's not here? He should be, I made it specifically so everyone who was from the Enchanted Forest would come back here! Did you look for him properly? - she asked the pirate, now getting anxious herself, but she couldn't help but still hold some snark to her tone, thinking that the man probably didn't look well enough and is creating chaos for nothing.

-Of course I bloody did! You think I'd come here if I hadn't done that already? - he snapped back at her, the scowl on his face deepening as he once more looked around in blind hope of seeing the face of the one he loved.

-Fine! I'll try and do a locating spell. Got anything of his? - Regina asked, pulling her palm in front of her towards the pirate, silently asking for the said thing and when he put the golden chain necklace with a matching in colour band caught through it into her hand, she inspected it before doing the spell as she said she would. The thing is that the spell didn't work.

-Why isn't it working? It should work, shouldn't it! What does that mean? - he started another series of questions, his nerves getting the better of him as he worried for his husband. What if he was all alone somewhere dangerous? Obviously he knew that Y/N could defend himself and kick some serious ass. That was one of the main reasons why he fell in love with him so hard, but he still couldn't help but worry for his lover. He wouldn't know what he'd do if something happened to his badass, but also sweet lover.

-It can mean a couple of things. I'm really hoping to cross one of them off. Are you sure this belongs to him and not you? - she asked, turning the chain around in her palm, observing it for any sign of the magic spell answering her call. Nothing.

-Obviously it's his, I've got mine here. He gave it to me during the trip to Neverland, he always does when we go to knwon to be dangerous adventures, saying that he 'would lose it during fighting or running' so I could keep it safe for him. I was supposed to give it back to him but I kept forgetting about it because of the whole situation with Pan and his damn shadow - Killian explained, frustrated out of his mind, he was so close to pacing around like a mother hen worried for her children. If the damn spell didn't work, he'll find him himself.

-Hook… You know that leaves only two options… He's either still in Storybrooke, not sure how, or he's dead - she said carefully. Despite not really being close to Y/N or to the one handed pirate, she didn't hold any grudges against him, he had never done anything to her, for a pirate he has been… Nice. She could also see the distressed look on Hook's face and certain memories came back to her. Memories she wanted to leave behind, she had to focus on Henry. That's why she told him a quiet and quick "I'm sorry" and left toward the forest that surrounded them.

Killian stood there, not believing even for a second that Y/N was dead. He just couldn't and would not, ever. Y/N was too strong of a bastard to just leave the mortal plane like that, leave HIM like that. Despite that, he couldn't help the feeling that told him that something bad had happened and that even if he thought of his husband so, even his headstrong lover wasn't able to fight and win with everything or everyone.

Months have passed as Killian continued his search for Y/N. He first searched the Enchanted Forest. No sign of his husband. He visited many kingdoms that they have ever traveled to together. Nothing. He even went back to the damn Neverland and he still came out empty handed. He was on the brink of tears as he held tightly onto the chain necklace that he so wished he could return to Y/N right now while leaning over the railing of his beauty of a ship. That's also when he got that bottle with a potion and a message to get it to Emma. He hesitated for a long time if he should be the one to find the saviour but his reasoning was that if he found her, maybe she would be able to help him in finding Y/N. So he traded his ship for a way to get to the other world where Storybrooke still existed. Oh if only his husband were to hear about this. Killian Jones selling their damn ship. He would probably murder him, but also understand that it was for 'the greater good', even though Killian thought that Y/N was the greatest good he could ever even get.

When Hook landed back in the realm where everyone he knew were just fairytales, right in the middle of some alley, but exactly where he needed to be since he just saw a flash of blonde coloured hair pass through one of the high story building's windows. Then he saw it again and sure enough, the saviour herself, while not remembering she was one, stood close to the glass pane, clearly talking to somebody, more likely Henry. He estimated what floor and which apartment they could live on before quickly getting inside into the building and knocking on the doors as quickly as he could.

He didn't know what he was expecting but getting kneed into his crotch area definitely wasn't it after he tried explaining everything of what happened and what needed to happen, adding the fact that he needed her help in finding Y/N. He didn't let that stop him though. He had to find you and Emma was his only hope.

-Swan, could you please just listen to me? And don't hit me! Your name is Emma Swan, your parents are Mary Margaret and David other known as Snow White and Prince Charming. You have a son, his name is Henry, but Henry also has an adoptive mother Regina who's the Evil Queen, but everyone right now needs you back in the Enchanted Forest. Please, you're the only one who can help, I'm not sure with what exactly, I just know that it's urgent - he explained quickly, putting his arms up in defeat and as a meaning of 'no harm', the dark blue bottle held tightly in his hand.

The woman looked at him before threatening him to call the police and slamming the door in front of his face. He sighed in annoyance and frustration but he didn't give up. He couldn't. So when he encountered her outside this time, he didn't waste time in trying again, but was baffled when Emma actually did notify the police and they took him to an arrest. Yet after some time, she came back and bailed him out, saying that she changed her mind when it came to pressing charges. He was surprised that she actually came back for him, but he still couldn't help from his salty remarks about it.

She agreed to drink the potion and when she did, regaining her memories back, she immediately pulled Hook into a tight hug and asking where Y/N was. When the man explained the situation, she had a mortified look on her face before quickly stating that they have to go back to Storybrooke. Emma and Henry packed, going back to the little town with Hook and even though nothing helped to break the new curse that has brought everyone back to Storybrooke, they didn't lose hope. Killian couldn't lose hope, he couldn't lose Y/N, he had to find him.

While Emma tried to regain Henry's memories, Killian looked everywhere for anything that would tell him where his lover could be. He had searched and searched, he had even read the kid's damn book with fairytales. Nothing. If he was able to, he would make a deal even with the Dark One himself if it meant finding you. And one day he did.

Regina broke the curse that was put onto the citizens' of the town, kissing Henry on his forehead, a sign of true love and when everything was back to normal, well, almost back to normal, they decided to help the pirate in his search for Y/N. They searched high and low, wanting to use the traditional methods first but when nothing worked, they decided to use magic first. This time Emma performed the locating spell.

-Killian, give me the necklace. I don't promise any results, but I'll try my best to help you find him - she said to the pirate as she took the necklace from him, trying to lift up his spirits after seeing that he truly was wearing himself thin while trying to get his husband back. Again.

When she used the spell, the necklace started levitating and quickly left Emma's hands, flying off into the direction of Gold's pawn shop. Everyone ran after it but nobody understood why it would go over there. They've already searched that place and there was no sign of you. Yet when they got inside and the necklace dropped into the case were they kept Pan, or rather Henry in Pan's body, everything clicked. Regina quickly opened the case with magic, letting Y/N's unconscious body fall to the ground.

-Y/N! - Killian shouted out, quickly dropping to his knees next to his husband, taking him into his arms and pushing away strands of his hair from his face. A face that he had missed so dearly. A face that he'd love to have staring back at him and not just rest under the sleeping curse.

-You know what you have to do Hook. I've already undo one curse. You have to undo yours. Let your love for him win over that fear of not being pure enough. Yeah, I know what you're thinking, but I believe that even if we're the villains, we can have a happy ending. So get yours while you can - Regina said to him, oddly sympathetic of her, saying out loud what he feared the most. He was scared that he wasn't good enough, that he wouldn't be able to wake Y/N up, but he had to try, even if it would hurt if the kiss wouldn't work, he still had to give it a go.

That's why he leaned down and softly pressed his lips to Y/N, pouring all of his love and longing for him into it, a tear even slipping from underneath his closed eyelids, landing right onto Y/N's cold oddly warm cheek. When nothing happened at first, he was heartbroken and his soul was crushed but after a second, a ripple of magic went through the whole town and the man of his life that he currently held in his arms opened his eyes. Killian felt a big surge of relief wash over him as he grinned with teary eyes at his husband who weakly smiled back at him before, not quite understanding why he was crying. Y/N put his hand on top of Killian's cheek and rose up a bit to press a sweet kiss of his own against his husband's quivering lips, wanting to calm him down and when he succeeded, he broke away from the kiss and sent him another loving smile, stroking his cheek before looking around and seeing the whole group containing Neal, David, Mary Margaret, Belle, Regina, Henry and Emma staring at them with equally relieved and happy smiles on their faces.

-So what did I miss? - he asked with a raised eyebrow and a smirk.