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badaziraphaletakes · 7 months
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can you please stop? screenshotting someone else’s post is extremely rude and only makes the fandom a worse place. talk about a bad take you saw, describe how it’s harmful, and vague all you want, but don’t screenshot. i agree that most of these takes are awful but that’s no excuse to do this to people. either confront the person who’s take you don’t like or make your own post. stop screenshotting, please.
Either confront the person who’s take you don’t like or make your own post.
The assumption that I didn’t try that is where you went wrong. I (mod X) started this blog only after I tried many, many times to confront people about their offensive takes directly and it didn’t work. I was subjected to appalling harassment and even bigotry. That’s what happens when you try to engage with someone who’s being offensive.
I had been throwing the idea around for weeks and what finally decided me on starting it was that I found out that I wasn't alone. That the anti-Autistic bias and the ableism and the transphobia and the victim-blaming and the misogyny (and on and on and on) that we kept seeing and being subjected to was ruining our enjoyment of this show. This was bigger than just me.
FTR, most of the takes that are submitted to us (note that I'll be switching between "I" and "we" in this reply depending on the context) don’t have a handle attached to them, but of the few that do include a handle, 99% of the time I have recognized it as someone who I have seen being so bigoted that there was no possible way I could engage with them. We don't confront people directly partly because we don't want to direct people who disagree back to the OP's blog, and partly to keep the mods safe.
You say “do this to people” like this blog is committing some kind of outrage, which is absurd. We are, at worst, being slightly rude (which I think is justified considering sarcasm and humor are one of the only weapons we have to fight back against hate), whereas most of the posts we comment on are outright hateful. They’re the ones “doing this to people”.
We are being far more considerate of the writers’ feelings and their dignity than they ever were of other people’s in the fandom. The takes are not just ‘awful’ (although, that too haha); they are actively harming vulnerable members of the fandom, and, more concerningly, are spreading messages that will poison our views on how we should treat Autistic people, ab*se survivors, and the like in broader society. Quite frankly, the people who are spouting the kind of anti-Autistic/ableist/victim-blaming/otherwise bigoted crap that forms the bulk of the content we feature here deserve to have their posts screenshotted. People who say things like that do not deserve to be handled with kid gloves in response.
(Also I don’t have time to re-type and slightly paraphrase every bad take I see. And if I did, people would throw out “no one is really saying this”. And even if it weren’t for that, I don’t think it’s reasonable or appropriate to expect me to use my time that way.)
Incidentally, nothing is stopping people from messaging/asking us or commenting if they recognize a post as their own, but only one person has ever done that, asking if a post was theirs. I replied that it was, leaving the ball in their court. So far we haven’t heard back from them about the matter, which is fine. But I digress.
As for this blog making the fandom a worse place - even though it’s only a few weeks old, I’ve had an average of two new people a day, every day, tell me how grateful they are I created it and how it makes them feel safe and how it’s the only reason they haven’t left the fandom. I’ve even had multiple people say “I was going to leave the fandom because of that specific post and then your blog called it out and I felt like I wasn’t alone”. So yeah, I'd say screenshotting is important here.
There is a subset of the fandom - many of us Autistic, Disabled, ab*se survivors, GNC, trans, and/or otherwise oppressed - who have been made to feel EXTRAORDINARILY unsafe by the Aziraphale hate (which far, far too often is thinly-veiled hate for some of the aforementioned groups of people) and the truly scary way people double down when we push back against it. So I don’t care if people are annoyed by my sharing a screenshot of their post. Not when this blog has become a safe space for so many people who otherwise would have had Good Omens ruined for them by the bigotry and general hatefulness we keep seeing.
LSS I will not stop building this tiny lil corner of the internet that is the only part of the fandom where many of us feel safe.
I actually made a post addressing almost this exact thing a couple weeks ago; if I can find it, I’ll add it here in a rb.
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sjbattleangel · 1 year
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Public Service Announcement: Please, stay away away from HellYeahHeroes, Ubernegro, Chadfarsight*, KK4EverStuff, and Cohore.
*I'm aware Chadfaresight doesn't speak to HellYeahHeroes anymore but she's still responsible for spewing the very same toxicity.
HellYeahHeroes/HellYeahTeenSuperHeroes, Ubernegro, Chadfarsight, Cohore and others are the most vile, most pettiest, most hateful people who have no right to call themselves "comic fans".
[Trigger warning for screencaps in the links] They will personally target comic writers using hyperbolic, personal attacks on them: Disgusting insults, making horrible assumptions of them like calling them "Hacks" multiple times, along with "Pussys", "eugenists", "homophobes", "perverts", "mysoginysts", "sex offenders", "cowards", "rape apologists", "fascist sympathizers", "Nazi apologists", "dog f***ers", telling them to "lick goats" and more.
The way they talk about writers like Jason Aaron, Jonathan Hickman, Ed Brisson, Matthew Rosenburg, Dan Slott, Donny Cates, Brian Michael Bendis, James Tynion IV, Scott Snyder, Joshua Williamson and others, it's clear that they hate them solely as people. In fact, they have held a deep personal hatred for them WAY before they read any of their works. Yet they will happily mask what is clearly a bloody vendetta against people ,who never harmed them, under a smokescreen of "criticising crappy writing" and wanting their favourite characters "treated with respect".
KK4EverStuff has gone on to send death threats and wish harm upon creators, it's very possible HellYeahHeroes, Ubernegro, Cohore and Chadfarisght have done so too.
Please, report and block them. They are the most hate-filled toxic people to ever exist in the comic fandom.
Eventually, My friend Samasmith23 and I bumped into @Majingojira and told him HellYeahHeroes and co.'s behaviour since he is their friend. Because of his more chilled, open-minded attitude, we thought he would listen to us and condemn this behaviour but instead...
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...he just kept shifting the goalposts; using whataboutisms: Like "Oh, HYH doesn't talk about comics anymore", "KK isn't a member of our group", "That was old stuff", "he (Samasmith) should hold SJBattleAngel to a similar standard", "Screencaps as ammunition is a C*micsgate tactic" and others.
He then suggested that I "fabricated" the screenshots.
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But worst of all?
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He made excuses for their abhorrent behaviour towards creators. He dismissed our calls for acountability as "tone-policing", being "puritanical", operating under "Tumblr Morality" ect.
He even excused HYH and co's attacking of comic writers by saying: "Complaining about insults towards creators is rich when creators themselves are generally okay with its existence. Just don't do it to their face."
NO.
Calling for innocent creators to be fired is NEVER "okay"!
Telling them to "lick goats" is NEVER "okay"!
Attacking them as "perverts", "eugenists", "fascism apologists" is NEVER "okay"!
Encouuraging harrasment against them NEVER, NEVER "okay"!
Sending them literal death threats is NEVER, NEVER, NEVER "okay"!
Majingojira turns a blind eye to toxic fan harassment and, by doing so, enables it. Stay away from him.
I've wrote to multiple comic/nerd/fandom blogs on Tumblr, telling them about HellYeahHeroes's and his friend's toxicity; asking them to shame this sort of behaviour. But most never reply back. They probably think I'm some sort of "troll" trying to "start drama". And I don't blame them, HellYeahHeroes, Majingojira, Ubernegro and others are some of the most beloved, well-respected comics/social justice bloggers on this website, I understand looking up to someone thinking they could never do any wrong. I know because I was once one of those people.
You know, this takes a toll on my mental health: Trying to tell people that some of the most revered members of our communities are actually horrible pieces of work, but they don't believe you. It's like being trapped in a room all alone, with no door. You scream the truth at the walls, hoping a door will appear. But it never does, and you're stuck forever with no-one to hear your cries. And it hurts. This pain of never being believed.
I hope you all understand.
I just want our community to be safe and healthy. Please, believe me.
Dear @Hellyeahheroes, @ubernegro, @farsight-the-char @Cohore,
The way you targeted and demonized creators like Dan Slott, Tom King, Donny Cates, Jonathan Hickman, Ed Brisson, Matthew Rosenburg, Grant Morrison, Jason Aaron, Brian Micheal Bendis, Adam Glass, Tom Taylor, Scott Snyder, James Tynion IV, Joshua Williamson, Rian Johnson, Neil Druckman was just disgusting and horrible. You have every right to dislike their work but to personally attack and vilify them is unacceptable! They are not "misogynists", they are not "creeps", "they are not "racists", they are not "antisemites", they are not "eugenists", they are not "fascist sympathizers", they are not "Nazi apologists", they are not "closeted Neo-Nazis" but most of all: They are not "hacks!"
To @Hellyeahheroes, @ubernegro, @farsight-the-char, @Cohore,: Seeing your disturbing parasoical hatred of creators like Slott, King, Cates, Hickman, Brisson, Rosenburg, Aaron, Bendis, Snyder, Tynion Williamson, it's clear that outside of comics, way before you read any of their work you've always held a personal vendetta against them as people.
Why? Did they personally hurt you or your loved ones? Did they ruin your lives? Even if they did, that gives you no right to email them countless death threats!
I don't know what you think but personally attacking these writers and sending them death threats will not magically undo the likes of One More Day, Robin: One Year Later, Avengers Academy: Arena, Avengers Undercover, Heroes In Crisis! No! Your actions are the very reason people see nerd fandom as a toxic cesspool of bullying and entitlement. And you're just proving them right!
Apologise, do better or leave.
Tell Lily Orchard, CinemaSins and Mr. Plinkett I said hi.
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ourpickwickclub · 6 months
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OMG someone (GR? lol) must be reporting the comments on ET's IG, cuz some of the BEST ones are now hidden. Whoever screenshots them, can you please get the hidden ones too, cuz they are too good. like these:
I think I speak for all women Gavin, you cheated we don't give two s**** about your feelings, and you get to live with that until your kids you're a big cheating loser bag.
Here's how not to get divorced don't be a whore
You cheated and how she found out about it was humiliating and you wish there was more of a connection with the person you cheated on???!!! Your narcissistic, self centred, selfish side is showing. Go back under your rock and grow a sensitivity chip. Geez
Maybe he should have kept his 🍆 in his pants!
Wasn't he banging the nanny? That's what he should feel shame about
Should have thought about that when he was cheating with the nanny! 💩
Came to the comments to say what everyone else is saying YOU CHEATED THOUGH RIGHT? Woman are not centers for broken men 🖤 men need to grow up and hold themselves accountable for destroying things. This dude is a clown and I hope he knows it.
You never thought you would get divorced? Because you thought Gwen was a slave to your blatant and flagrant infidelity? What a pompous loser!!
The man shagged the nanny and now is blaming the ex for the family break up and lack of connection 😒
Oh, please. We know this type of guy. Effing Cheater!
Stupid m fu**er 🤷🏼‍♀️and with the Nanny 🤦🏼‍♀️stupider 😩
He’s a butthole
Somebody smack the audacity out of that man.
Well duh you wouldn’t have if you had kept you 🍆 in your pants ! 🤦🏻‍♀️
Don’t be a dirt bag cheater
Then he shouldn’t have been a cheating pig! Let that be a lesson to cheaters! You ruin lives.
So while he was running around the world putting his penis in strange women, he never thought "Hey, I wonder if this might lead to a divorce for me."
You feel bad for kids. Dude you cheated HELLO. Keep it moving your a disgrace as a lil man
Oh please now you want Gwen’s attention in your life? Give it up
Such a jerk
Well, he should have kept his pecker in his pants. That was his choice.
Well maybe he shouldn't have been a whore!
Well, you f’d the babysitter. Pretty sure that was not in your marriage vows! Idiot! She is much better now than she was when she was with him.
"I never thought id ever get divorced" he almost said "I thought she put up with it and stay for the sake of the kids cause he feels bad for them how stupid is he
Cheater . She’s happy. Let it be .
Yeah, it would have been nice if you didn't stick your d inside your nanny! Then maybe you wouldn't have any shame?
Should have kept your penis in your pants . You caused the break up of your marriage and now you’re crying about a lost connection with your kids . You didn’t just cheat on Gwen , you cheated on your 3 kids .
Helps if you keep your penis in your pants too
Sir we do not give a flying fck what u have to say.
Cheaters always come back to play the victim! Boy bye Go on and join in with Jimmie Allen, I’m sure they can be cheating besties!
He’s a cheating sack of ugly it’s no wonder she left
You f U — t someone else, a lot!
These things tend to happen when you’re at dirty Cheater
Ya CHEATER!
Right… while he was banging the nanny
Makes me so sad... What a moron cheating on her. ESP with a downgrade.
Cheaters deserve the worst
While then you shouldn’t have cheated! Loser
Perhaps if you’d kept your pecker in your pants things would be different. I’m glad for Gwen that she’s found so much happiness and rebuilt a beautiful home. The divorce must have been a painful time for her
You never deserved Gwen you pos
Cheaters always try to find an excuse to play the victim
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Just wanted to post the hidden ones here in case they get deleted, although screenshots look better...it reminds me of when Gibson was deleting every facebook comment roasting ML in their ad last year. All of the comments were pure gold, did anyone happen to screenshot them before they got deleted? They were so funny. It feels good when people get what they deserve.
Even though it can never take away the pain that BG suffered, it's nice to see so many people on the side of TRUTH and not falling for lies and manipulation.
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nkn0va · 4 months
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This your man? This the guy you want?
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Alright, apparently I got two asks about this in the span of 10 minutes so clearly we need to talk about this.
Before I get into that though, the other Blazblue writer's old blog has since been deleted. I signed out to look for their writing and it is all gone. That old blog is in fact deleted.
First off, I never ever once said I wanted Trump in office again, please do not put words in my mouth. Those DMs have since been deleted now so I cannot provide screenshots (I never thought I'd need to, fml). I do remember though that admittedly my choice of wording was pretty much as poor as it could've been and made a rather poorly timed joke. Also there was a lot of things on my mind that I unfortunately was not able to articulate before I was blocked. However I was simply stating an objective fact that the economy was largely better under Trump's presidency than Biden.
This is a huge multi-faceted argument in and of itself that I don't have the time or patience to talk about, including the fact that covid really fucked things up, but that's really not an excuse for the state of the economy 4 or even 2 years later. Inflation hit an all-time high under Biden's presidency and prices are higher than they've ever been. The cost of living is only climbing higher and higher with no current signs of dropping anytime soon. The statistics do not lie, inflation was dramatically lower under Trump's presidency than it currently is under Biden's. Popular opinion when looking at both responses to inflation and the inflation itself point to the economy doing better under Trump's term.
If you really want you can read on the topic in more detail here
Now does that I mean I support him?
Not quite.
Look, I don't think I need to tell anyone old enough to vote that Trump isn't exactly a saint. I recognize that and support the notion that as a person he is not fit for presidency in many ways despite the good he did for the economy. People are not black and white, it is not a bad thing to admit the good qualities of a person even when they're still bad outside of their deeds. Mother Teresa is a prime example. Despite all the great things she's done she's been proven to have severely neglected and at times even abused and humiliated the people in her care all in the name of indoctrinating people into the Catholic church.
This is in no way to compare her and Trump, I merely bring her up to emphasize my point that bad people can still have good qualities and vice versa. Thinking that a person is pure good or pure evil is immature, childish, and is exactly what a lot of people in power want. To create drastic divides in the American people in order to further advance their own agendas, whether we agree with them or not.
Now who might I be voting for is the question?
Frankly, I still have no idea. I don't want to skip out on voting, both on principal and especially the fact that this will be my first election, but unfortunately ERB Lincoln's worst fears have come true. The president shall once more be who the public decides is the shiniest of two turds.
I am not a Trump supporter nor a Biden supporter, just someone that wants the best for this country. Alas, as long as these two fucking idiots are our candidates, we'll have to hang in there for another four years.
This topic shall no longer be talked about on this blog publicly. If you wanna discuss anything political stop hiding behind the anonymous feature and discuss this with me in DMs like a intelligent, civilized person. Any future asks regarding this topic will be promptly deleted.
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gaggedthemabit · 30 days
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Ya'll the fandom is fighting naurr (Ranking Gate)
Some of you may or may not know this, but I am a frequenter of the Drag Race Fandom Wiki. Today was the craziest day by far I've seen on the wiki, and tbh, I'm kinda living for it.
Now Presenting: Ranking Gate, a story in 7 acts
Act 1: THAT'S MY OPINION!!
It all starts when fandom account Millionare Mitchell posted part one of their ranking of the 100 worst looks on Drag Race, things were going "fine" until they reached 80-71...
Act 2: It's a piece of fabric.
The story starts to really heat up when. So they posted looks 80-71, one of the look's just so happen's to be Jackie's flag look from season 12. When asked to explain their reasoning, Mitchell had this to say "... Jackie's look is just a piece of fabric thrown around her body." (Screenshot included below.)
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For those who are unaware Jackie is wearing a hijab in this look, which is a symbol of modesty seen mostly in Islamic culture. This was the spark that started the gas fire of the fandom. But while Mitchell's comments about Jackie's look could be seen as off color and strange, it was her comment's about Detox and Sapphira that lit the fire and let it burn.
Act 3: White Twink Behavior
This is when shit hit the fan. Apparently after their scare with the Jackie comments, Mitchell learned nothing. When they posted looks 70-61, all hell broke loose when Detox's all stars finale dress and Sapphira's finale dress were placed right on top of each other. Clearly, the fans were not pleased by this ranking, leading to even more chaos.
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Many were convinced Mitchell was a troll, including myself. While nothing too crazy happened for about an hour, then all hell broke loose when Mitchell dropped this comment
Act 4: Panini Press
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This was the stick of dynamite thrown into the gas fire. The one comment that sent this small fire into a shot heard around the fandom. Mitchell decided to ping all the people who had disagreed with them. All the people who called them out. As you could imagine, things went over really well for Mitchell, absolutely nobody was mad at all.
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Also, quick reading comprehension check. Do you remember Clayton from the screenshots? Well you better.
Act 5: Taylor Alison Swift.
Now, throughout this whole drama, Mitchell had a lot to say about the fact Clayton has a Taylor Swift profile picture. well, lets just say they picked the wrong swifty to shit on.
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Clayton knew they needed help, an alibi to come to their rescue, a getaway car they could jump into. The fandom-wide questioning of Mitchell's taste level had turned into a 1v1 dog fight between them and Clayton. It seemed like Mitchell was getting tired of the fighting. Some will say they were playing the victim card, some will say it was true exhaustion, however it wasn't until a user by the name of Queer Clown stepped in with receipts.
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Now the 1v1 between Mitchell and Clayton was heating up and questions were arising. Was Mitchell being fake, or do they have the memory of a goldfish after a lobotomy? Was Clayton defending themselves, or were they just a clout hungry troll themselves? All we know is the clash seemed to take an unexpected twist.
Act 6: The Bystander Effect
As it seemed like the tension was heating up, an unexpected figure emerged. Clayton's call for help had been answered, but not in the way they expected.
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It seems like StarWarsFanGirl's message was a wakeup call for Toby. They immediately backed down from the battle and offered a peace treaty. The fire department had arrived and put out the gas fire. It seems like StarWarsFanGirl has had some experience in handling conflicts of this sort.
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It seemed like there was peace in all the fandom after this comment, however one last warning was issued to prevent this incident from ever happening again.
Act 7: Excuse Your Mouth
A well known mod on the fandom posted a warning, telling all members of the dangers of this incident ever happening again: https://rupaulsdragrace.fandom.com/f/p/4400000000000195072
It seems as if the drama and chaos has subsided. The fire has been put out. The chapter has closed. If I see any updates about this, I'll make sure to update it.
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quodekash · 1 year
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IM GONNA HAVE A STROKE ITS TIME FOR EPISODE 4 OF DANGEROUS ROMANCE
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I think they should probably kiss right now. that would be nice please and thank you
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THE BACK TOUCH IM SCREAMING
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bro why he look so confused
is he having gay thoughts or smth and hes confused as to why it's soccer-ball-usb induced?
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I love this woman so much
my goddess
my queen
milf fr
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OML-
IM LITERALLY CRYING FROM RESTRAINING THE URGE TO LAUGH
I WOULDNT SAY THAT, KHUN
WE DONT KNOW THAT FOR SURE
like yeah, sailom can't rly control kang's study habits outside of their tutoring sessions, but I wouldn't say he can't control him like... at all, ever.
he has top vibes tbh
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HE AGREES WITH ME
"um, excuse me bitch (respectful), sailom controls me very well, I am a submissive QUEEN"
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"do you want to go on a date with me?" "will you be my boyfriend?" "can I kiss you?" all of the above?
I know it wont be any of the above but I can dream
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I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH
HE'S SO KIND ALL OF A SUDDEN???
he was fine with being the worst part of Sailom's life, and then suddenly discovered so many other things in his life that Sailom has to face every day, and the punishment he gets every month if he doesn't pay his debt, and Kang realises he's the least of Sailom's problems, and he suddenly wants to help him as much as he possibly can. previously, he was offering his money to Sailom but not as comfort or help, but because he recognised his privilege and power and used it to taunt Sailom and to remind him who is in charge. but then he saw two grown men assaulting him and nearly pressing a hot iron to his face, and Kang suddenly saw just how much power and privilege he has, in the sense that he can literally solve most of Sailom's problems (because they mostly boil down to money) without any change in his own status whatsoever
he went from wanting to be the worst part of Sailom's life, to wanting to fix the actual worst parts of his life, and I just love him so much can you blame me for loving him so much
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OKAY BUT THE FACT THAT THEY'RE BOTH IN SCHOOL UNIFORM IN THIS IS SO INTERESTING TO ME
like. are they just taking a detour on the way home from school? or did they run away?
ive got my fingers crossed for an episode (perhaps two?) where they've run away and it's all happy and fluffy and they're away from the pain and the drama and its just me and you and you and me and we can be happy while we're here, we don't have to worry what anyone else thinks about us because we're together. and its probably at a beach.
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HE GRABBED HIM BY THE ARM IM GONNA DIE THEY'RE SO REUBKJLF
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just give me a moment while I sob
NO BC HE'S HOLDING HIS HAND
LIKE-
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AAAAAA
THE HAND ON THE SHOULDER AND THE HAND ON THE HAND
I KNEW THIS FRIKIN VR SCENE WOULD KILL MY SOUL BUT LIKE IN A GOOD WAY
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why am I crying.
can someone please explain to me why this is making me cry.
its so domestic. help.
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YOU'RE LITERALLY SO IN LOVE WITH HIM????
THIS ENTIRE MONTAGE IS THE END OF ME HOLY HELL
THEYRE SO DOMESTIC. IM DYING.
KANG FALLING ASLEEP ON SAILOM'S SHOULDER??? SAILOM FIDGETING WITH THE PENCIL AND KANG LOOKING AT HIM AND THEN LOOKING AT EACH OTHER AND THEN JUST SMILING???? SAILOM PUTTING THE BLANKET OVER KANG WHEN HE FELL ASLEEP AT THE TABLE????
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THIS???????
IM GONNA CRY. AGAIN.
IM ALSO GONNA RUN OUT OF SCREENSHOTS FOR ONE TUMBLR POST BUT I DONT CARE, THEY MEAN TOO MUCH TO ME
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THATS IT.
IM DONE.
THAT'S THE END OF ME
I SWEAR I FEEL MYSELF RISING UP TO HEAVEN
wait now I think im going down, maybe im going to hell
I have no sense of direction, I got lost on the way to wherever I was going and now im back in my body but HOLY FRICK ITS VERY LIKELY THAT I WILL DIE AGAIN
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VUIERJSBDGOPUVJBEWSDOG
GOOD JOB
THATS SO FREAKING GOOD OMG
IM SO PROUD OF YOU HONEYYY
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oh look, a not-so-subtle ✨metaphor✨
I think it's about them studying? without wind, the windmills can't spin, and then can't produce energy. without Sailom, Kang wouldn't have the push he needs to study?
it's something like that
it also might not be about studying. it could be about kindness
if it weren't for Sailom's situation, Kang wouldn't have had the change of heart that caused him to be kinder (particularly towards Sailom but im also hoping that he's helping him develop deeper empathy for others who also aren't as fortunate as Kang)
idk its something like that
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he leaned closer and now I can't tell if he's genuinely asking the question, or if he's trying to flirt
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OKAY WITH THE MUSIC PLAYING I THINK IT'S PROBABLY BOTH
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IT'S FINALLY HAPPENED
HE FINALLY DID IT
THE TOP GOT FLUSTERED
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BRO THAT IS SUCH A SUGGESTIVE SMILE
HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING, THE LITTLE RASCAL
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I think he should give him a good luck and goodbye kiss
I think they should kiss is what im saying
pLEASEKISS-
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WAIT I DIDNT THINK THEY WOULD ACTUALLY LISTEN????
I know they're not actually gonna kiss. I know he's just gonna like tell sailom about how his grandma wont let him tutor him if he fails his midterms BUT I DONT CARE, I FELT VICTORIOUS FOR A SECOND, AND THAT'S NOT A FEELING I GET OFTEN SO LET ME BASK IN THE GLORY FOR A MOMENT
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DUDE YOU'RE LITERALLY THE WIND TO HIS WINDMILL, OF COURSE YOU HAVE INFLUENCE
AND HAVE YOU SEEN HOW MUCH STUDYING KANG'S BEEN DOING WITH YOU?? YOU'VE HAD SUCH A POSITIVE IMPACT ON HIS LIFE ITS INSANE (and you should totally kiss about it)
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HE'S LITERALLY LYING AWAKE THINKING ABOUT HIM, IF THAT ISN'T THE GAYEST SHIT IDK WHAT IS
I mean maybe it's the exams hes thinking about. but he's mostly thinking about how, if he doesnt pass all his exams, he'll lose sailom, and he doesnt want that because a) sailom could get beat up to a pulp again, and b) he doesn't want to lose sailom as his tutor when tutoring is like the only time they get to see each other and hang out, and he's realised how much he likes sailom and that he desperately doesn't want to lose that friendship - or the potential for it to become something more
conclusion: gay.
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Y E S
YES YES YES YES YES
SIDE COUPLE MOMENT SIDE COUPLE MOMENT
THEY HATE EACH OTHER SO MUCH RN AND IT'S SO ENDEARING TO ME
THEY WANT TO RIP EACH OTHER LIMB FROM LIMB AND IT'S SO ROMANTIC
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juST KISS
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you can do it bby, you are incredible
I think he'd do a lot better if he had adhd meds
because he has adhd. it's canon I decided.
do you want some of my Vyvanse, kang?
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OH LOOK AT THAT, IM CRYING AGAIN
oh look at that, I ran out of screenshots
OH LOOK AT THAT, IVE BEEN WATCHING THIS FOR OVER AN HOUR AND IM ABOUT 15 MINUTES INTO THE EPISODE. FRICK.
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omfg I swear this is the last post I'm making on this. I'm so tired of it going over screenshots sent in the discord in order so it might be off, sorry. I don't HATE anybody, im uncomfortable with people and thus don't want to interact. In fact I was one of the last people in the discord server to voice my concerns. It's not something to be 'fixed', it's simply a boundary. All I'm asking is not to interact, if you don't want drama change or just abide by our requests to not interact?? We aren't like banning you from roleplay or anything that'd be stupid. Just make your own space if you aren't going to change, please. Also. I've never told anybody specifically to avoid any of the blogs. This was a decision most of you collectively agreed on, this blog is just being focused on fsr so that's where we're directing the posts. 1// Queer erasure is essentially intentionally or unintentionally removing a character or person's queerness. This is a bad thing to do for tons of reasons which you can research on your own time. This post will be long enough already. They/them Clover IS strictly canon, as a quote DIRECTLY from the developers says. Please get your facts in order. The issue isn't that Clover's gender is being changed, it's that their pronouns are being changed from more genderqueer pronouns, to more cisgender pronouns. Regardless of if this is intentionally or not, this IS queer erasure, and makes a lot of people extremely uncomfortable. 2// Try not to think about yourself that way, it comes off as guilt-trippy to people. And I was trying to go over each of your points to debunk, it was just a short quip. Sorry. 3//"it's just the internet" is a bad way to excuse your behavior. Don't. 4//Aging up characters in order to ship them in a less controversial way is almost universally a REALLY gross thing to do for so many reasons. There are a ton of videos that dive really deep into this topic, highly recommend. No NSFW should already be a given. 5//I didn't say choose another ship, I said another character. Yaknow. An adult. Also yes PLEASE stop interacting with underblog. We are not attacking anybody, we've only been responding to when you guys come to us. Genuinely we just don't want to interact. We have never EVER wished death on anybody. Seriously if anybody has I'm EXTREMELY sorry about that, if anybody has please let us know that's literally the worst thing somebody could do. In the discord KYS JOKES are even banned. I don't hate you, I don't think any of us underblog folks really do. We just are genuinely really uncomfortable and don't want to interact but this keeps escalating. I assume it's because you guys are young but honestly, please genuinely grow up. I don't believe any of this was intentional but the way it was handled was extremely poor. I genuinely hope you guys realize with time because I know I was absolutely like this when I was younger. It's not an attempt to flame any of you, I've never tried to flame any of you, only responded in ways I wish I'd gotten responded to when I was like this. I don't think any of us on either side are bad people, I think reactions were just handled badly. You can make your own roleplay space, honestly we really just don't like interacting with you guys. It's extremely draining. Please stop. And this is NOT just from me. I review these messages with the rest of underblog before posting. We're all just really fucking tired. Speaking of any of you (underblog) are more than free to add on your own thoughts below just keep it respectful.
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I came across your blog while surfing the tfe bumblebee tag, and read some of your tfe posts. I would love to hear your rant if your still interested in sharing :) .
SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER TO ANSWER!
*insert the ‘you want to hear about my theories?!’ Audio from She-Ra*
This is the worst mistake you’ve ever made, thank you.
Now *cracks knuckles* Let’s talk about TFE Bumblebee. (all screenshots are unrelated, just wanted to spice up the post)
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First and foremost- BEST VA CHOICE FOR BUMBLEBEE EVER. (With the exclusion of the beeping voice) I usually don’t like Bumblebee voice actors because somehow they’re always wrong. Like there’s always slightly off. But this time I think it was perfect.
Then you have his design- which is sinfully beautiful. He took ‘cute and hot’ put it into a blender and made it a new definition. That definition being ‘TFE Bumblebee’.
He’s a ten but he has cheese knees.
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Now I cannot have a good thing without complaining about it, that’s just how I roll..
His relationships and decisions..
Him and Arcee? I love their siblings vibe, silly af.
Bee and Alex? 10/10
Bee and Breakdown? Gay. Gay af. So gay they don’t even know.
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Like Bee and the other human Maltos usually just coexist. The Terrans see him as a teacher- that’s about it.
I WANNA KNOW BEE’S DYNAMIC WITH ELITA-ONE AND MEGATRON SCREEEEEE
Because I don’t fraggin know! We hardly see them interact.
ESPECIALLY Megatron and Bumblebee. We got one episode where they properly interacted and it was disappointing.
I want more Wheeljack and Bumblebee. I need them to have a dynamic too..
Now finally.. finally my least favourite dynamic.
What. The. Fuck. Is. Up. With. Optimus?.
Really?.
R e a l l y ?
I hate the running gag that Optimus never picks up Bee’s calls. Optimus is his mentor..
I hate to do it again-
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Like during… episode 9? When Bee and Optimus were along they were making small talk. SMALL. TALK!
WHY THE FRAG WERE THEY MAKING SMALL TALK?! OPTIMUS STOP LEAVING YOUR CHILD ALONE FOR SO LONG YOU HAVE TO MAKE SMALL TALK!
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(I strongly believe Bee could've fit)
Okay- as for the decisions..
Can we leave the ‘not gonna get stronger characters/characters in charge to help’ prompt in the past? PLEASE?!
If you’ve read my TFP ep notes, you’ll know I find it annoying when they don’t involve Optimus in situations that he needs to be involved with by excusing it as ‘him being busy’.
I hate how often in happens in TFE- especially so when related to Bumblebee.
Like why did he choose not to call Optimus, Megatron, or Elita-One during Family Matters?! Or during episode 17 & 18?! Why did he claim he didn’t have time to caLL FOR HELP AND INSTEAD RECRUITED THE CHILDREN?!
Because no one would help.
Because he’s called Optimus in times of need and he wouldn’t help because he wouldn’t pick up.
That better be it.
I want little Bee boi taking on too much because he doesn’t trust the older bots anymore. Not because of GHOST, but because he doesn’t believe they’ll actually commit.
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Also as another person mentioned to me once- It's annoying how when he's absent literally no one cares. Like come on! BE SAD! ACKNOWLEDGE HIS ABSENCE!
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I sincerely hope that in the future of this show they give Bee a proper recovery arc and give him a bit of a rescuer complex (Or saviour complex- either way the idea that Bumblebee feels the a desire to help others, that he's responsible for their safety yadda yadda yadda.) Final point, and this is just a general- I hope they give the other bots survivors guilt. I just think that should be thought about. Sorry this took forever to share, I started writing then I never got back to it-
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TD 2023 Review: The Final Chapter
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Episode 9: I ain't gonna lie from the way they structured this episode in the beginning. I already knew Caleb was winning immunity.
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Funny screenshot I grabbed ^.
I started off this season liking Mkulia because I saw it as an alliance between two equals. But ever since the cheating plotline, they've only ever used MK as a punching bag. And then the cherry on top is Julia eliminating her for a second time.
Left a sour taste in my mouth tbh. And I can believe the hockey bros were dumb enough to vote her off. But you're telling me that Julia somehow convinced Priya and Damien that MK is the bigger threat between the two? She literally told you guys she eliminated Nichelle. But consistency be damned I guess.
Episode 10: I kinda wish the memory game was more about remembering events that happened through the season and less press a button on a ipad.
This julia vs damien rivalry is cooking. It's about time Julia faced some opposition in this competition.
A bit ironic considering they're athletes but I don't think Wayne and Raj have done well in a single competition this season.
Priya admitting she knows Julia is manipulative and then proceeding to get manipulated by Julia. ://////////
Me going into the elimination scene: Oh so the praleb drama is resolved! Priya or Caleb is going home right?
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WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN DAMIEN GOT ELIMINATED? WHAT THE FUCK???
Ok Julia shared her immunity with Caleb. Vote off Priya? She won last season??? It's not that hard???
"Sorry bro we can't vote off Priya because she's in love with Caleb" WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT LOGIC? That's exactly why you should vote her off!
Damien running around the island looking for his idol and then getting dragged away screaming is legitimately pitiful to watch.
This season loves giving ppl undignified exits but this was the worst one of all.
I want to add on that I knew there was a very low chance Damien was gonna win given how his arc was structured. But this elim was bullshit, should've been Priya.
Episode 11:
Starting off the episode with the hockey bros saying they miss Damien is lame. Ya'll never interacted and you voted him off. Fuck off.
Julia starting an off screen alliance with Caleb is lame. I don't want to hear the excuse "They can only fit so much into 22 minutes." They did perfectly fine in S1? Why the steep downgrade in quality?
We finally get a non gen 1 cameo and it's fucking McArthur. God I hate this season.
This is the worst challenge of the season. This is the third time ya'll have done run around and be chased by animals challenge. At least nobody is farting this time around.
Maturing is realizing Raj was never gonna get a character arc and he's only here to be comedic relief. Sigh..
Julia being a challenge beast doesn't feel as fun as it did in S1. Probably because she's casually steamrolling the game rn.
They waited way too long to boot off one of the hockey bros. We literally only have two episodes left. How are they gonna be able to make wayne idependent and stand out on his own?
Episode 12:
Why is Julia so insistent on gaining Wayne's vote when she has the immunity idol?
Caleb really is whatever the plot demands him to be. He spent the first half of the season being a wannabe f boy. Now he wants to act all sweet n shit and say he don't wanna lie on Total Drama. Like please get the fuck out of here. Not even Millie was this annoying. Steroid ass freak.
Maybe it's the inner fanfic writer inside of me. But imagine if Damien was in this fear challenge and his final fear to overcome was Scary Girl. Would've been peak imo.
They're really giving Wayne a last minute character arc about learning how to be himself without Raj around.
Tennis Rivals cameo? Isn't RR supposed to be an in universe spinoff? Why are there more RR references than like Revenge or Pahkitew? Are those seasons getting swept under the rug?
They really tried to make this elimination suspenseful when we already know Julia has the idol.
I still like Priya overall. But i'd be lying if I said Season 2 makes it hard to do so. Besides a few mentions from Chris, her being a canonical winner has no effect on the story. Her storyline is a near identical repeat of last season but worse. Just change the genre from friendship to romance. And replace Millie with Caleb. It naturally ended in episode 10 but the writers wanted to stretch this shit as long as humanely possible so here's more problems for the two to overcome. I could go on and on but to sum it up, priya x caleb is ass.
The Finale:
Hmm. Who should I root for?
The guy who just became relevant last episode?
Generic romance plotline guy?
Overpowered villainess?
I like Julia the most out of these three. But a complete Julia steamroll would be mid. Like if she won S1, I'd be cool with that. Because she fought tooth and nail to get into the final 4.
First boot to winner is a neat idea but I don't want it wasted on a bad character like Caleb.
Wayne exists.
Wait so Ripaxel is still together? Why was she so distant towards him in their elimination episode? So Ripper legitimately quit for no reason then? And didn't Chris say last season if you quit then you owe him a million bucks? Is that never coming back up?
Say it with me everyone, "This season is ass!"
Team Caleb not giving a shit about him is so real.
Why is Julia surprised that only MK wants to be on her team?
I don't know how many of you have seen it. But there's this fanmade show called Disventure Camp. And the finale challenge for that show is almost identical to this one. Not accusing anyone of copyright.
I just thought it was interesting to point out.
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Considering Chase's pizza obsession that got him eliminated in season one. Shouldn't he have been the one to go back for pizza? This season can't even remember the minor details.
I thought they were gonna do bald julia for a second lol. Mullet Julia looks cool though.
Wayne won. My honest reaction: :/
I can't be the only person who thinks it's sus that Terry McGurrin. The white straight ally who likes hockey. Wrote the final episode where the white straight ally who likes hockey wins. :/
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People have been comparing his win to TDI Owen.
Owen was a goofball but at least he had a S Tier social game and interacted with loads of ppl (cody, gwen, trent, heather, duncan, izzy, noah)
And he was decent at the challenges. (dodgeball challenge, eating challenge)
Wayne sucked in every challenge and only talked to Raj and sometimes Julia.
Honestly might be the 2nd worst winner this series has ever had. Mike still holds the crown for worst winner.
If they really wanted an underdog finalist they should've went with Damien. He was an underdog and actually did shit in the game. And they built a rivalry for him and Julia. Only to throw it away immediately.
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Kinda wish these were the two pairings instead of Ripaxel and Praleb.
I know they teased a S3. But if it's the same level of quality as S2, I don't want it.
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3, 4, 13, and 20 for the ask game!
3.) screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr
Oh gosh. I've seen so many bad takes... How about I just name a few instead of one?
Barry/Iris on the show is incest because Joe fostered Barry. - They are not actually biologically related. Barry and Iris do not actually see each other as siblings. It's one thing to personally dislike the ship because they were raised together and personally seeing their relationship as sibling-esque, but calling it canonically incest is a stretch. Thankfully this one died off as the show marched on, but I still see it pop up sometimes.
Age gaps are inherently abusive ships. - Ah, yes, you should only ship characters with characters born the same year as them. /sarcasm. Age gaps can be tricky to write and I do prefer younger characters to be in relationships with smaller age gaps, but... age gap romances are not inherently abusive. The differences in life experience can make it difficult to balance the power dynamics of a ship, that's really all it is. I see this get aimed at Harrisco a lot, but not so much ColdFlash (which isn't quite as big a gap, but still pretty notable). So it seems like it's more of an excuse for people to dunk on a ship where they dislike one of the characters a lot than people truly hating on the age gap concept itself.
I've seen people calling ColdFlash racist for not shipping Barry with Iris. Which thankfully mostly went away as more of the fandom became aware Wentworth Miller is mixed race. But the fact that it happened at all was just... fascinating in a horrifying way. Is there Iris bashing in the ColdFlash fandom that's... really kinda gross? Oh, yes, definitely. But it's not inherent to the ship itself nor is it particularly common for ColdFlash fics to also be Iris bashing fics.
On the flipside I've seen people call Iris abusive of Barry (character bashing) for all sort of stretchy reasons that seem to narrow down to Iris ever daring to show emotions that aren't positive, happy, happy all the time. Usually as an excuse to ship Barry with anyone not Iris and pretend it's a morally superior ship and definitely not misogynoir.
And... I think all the worst takes I've seen kind of wind up being variations on a theme of people wanting to pretend that shipping is somehow an expression of moral superiority by only shipping the 'good' ships and not the 'bad' ones.
4.) what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?
So if an annoying person is ignoring my stated boundaries? Odds are I'll just block them for that. I might give them a couple of tries if they seem young or simply new to fandom and don't realize they're being not just annoying, but rude. But I knew when I put up my 'requests are open' sign I'd have to be willing to block people who ignore my boundaries about what I am, and am not, willing to write.
Thus far I haven't actually had to block anyone over that, so having my requests open is actually working out pretty well.
13.) worst blorboficiation
So I tend to see the most common bad type of blorbofication being when someone loves a character so much that they just... pretend that character's bad traits don't exist. Please let your blorbos have their character flaws, that's part of what makes them interesting.
Seen heavily in fics that include character bashing, tbh. They bash characters the blorbo has wronged because their blorbo can do no wrong in their eyes. I've seen this happen on occasion in ColdFlash fics that really punch down on Iris. Used to happen a LOT in the Yu-Gi-Oh fandom and is what got me out of that fandom for a very long time.
I don't really have specific examples, but this process makes the blorbo less interesting for no longer having their flaws and the bashed character no longer interesting for having only their flaws. Takes me right out of a fic (literally; I close the tab) when I stumble across it.
20.) part of canon you found tedious or boring
The mirror verse arc in S6/start of S7 in the Flash. I could see the bones of a good plot in there. But it. Dragged. Out. Multiple episodes where nothing actually progressed for Iris' story line. This was the Iris plot we'd been promised and I'd been excited about? It was moments of interest interspersed with long moments of tedium.
It was especially disappointing because the bloodwork arc in the first half of S6 was so tightly written. The pacing had been spot on, Ramsey made a compelling villain, it fit thematically with the other sub plots surrounding it... and then the back half of the season became a slog. Iris deserved way better.
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2 and 3 please for the violence ask game (I like being nosy and the idea of airing out dirty laundry lol)
2. a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom
(I'm taking this with more of a meaning of dominant and submissive role, respectively) I don't have particular headcanons regarding Loid's sexual preferences (other than him being a-spec), though I believe that he's done both as part of his missions, carefully separating his feelings from the activity so that either role wouldn't matter to him.
So I'm going to talk about Killian instead. And I'm full on the "submissive Killian Jones" train. My argument is that he has trauma and issues over loss of control due to growing up in servitude, and allowing his significant other (Emma, or whoever else) to wield some control over him and their sexual relationship helps him come to terms with his fear. To give up control and not only be treated well by his "master", but to also be given care and support and gratification back (and through the whole thing that what happens is the submissive's choice, so he would choose how things would go but would allow his SO to handle things). I don't know if that's healthy, but the opposite (him becoming dominant to deal with his trauma) could be unhealthy and toxic as fuck because he might see it as a way of "avenging" his past self who had no control and no agency. So yeah, for me, I could never see him wielding control in a sexual relationship like that, and giving up control is what would make him feel more free and relaxed.
3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr
As a rule I hate keeping screenshots because a) no reason to remember stupid shit people have said just to make myself angry, b) people can change and holding them on to ideas for fictional stories they had from years ago is unfair and c) I've seen people get endlessly harassed over silly tumblr fandom takes, so.
But that doesn't mean I don't REMEMBER horrible takes. Ethan Winters from Resident Evil being a bigot for some reason. Killian Jones from OUAT only wanting to "get in Emma's pants" (and the painful part about that was HOW MANY PEOPLE just outright believed it, like, tell me you haven't watched his scenes without telling me you haven't watched his scenes). Damian Desmond from SxF "never having been a bully".
Ironically, the worst take I've seen about fictional characters in EVER was on twitter, but I'm not gonna go there cause we know what a cesspit that site is and why the people who make such horrible takes do not survive on tumblr.
But yeah I think the absolute most derailed, most biased take and biggest proof of "I haven't watched the original material" is people saying Heisenberg from Resident Evil wanted to help Ethan. Heisenberg, the guy who forced Ethan to fight his way through a stronghold full of lycans hell-bent on killing him, and then fight through Urias too, apparently wanted to help Ethan and also "cared" for Rose. Because throwing Ethan into another death trap after Ethan refused to let him use Rose however he wanted to is how he showed his compassion!
And I'm not talking about people who recognize the difference between canon and fanon. I'm talking people who legit think Heisenberg would be a better romantic partner for Ethan than Mia. They're like "I can excuse using people as objects and leading them into death traps and ignoring their wish to protect their child but I draw the line at lying to your spouse about being a bioterrorist".
And there are people who legit believe that! There are people who are down to fight for Heisenberg's honour and it's the biggest proof that they completely skip the Stronghold part of the game (and most of the factory, I guess, aside from the moments Heisenberg has his monologues through the megaphones). Because I cannot believe watching an entire playthrough or playing through the entire game, with a moderate amount of reading/watching comprehension skills and reach the conclusion that Heisenberg was only "helping" Ethan and that Ethan was wrong to refuse him and kill him. Again, fanon content is different and I respect whatever people want to create. But when it comes to canon interpretations, I do believe that it's the worst, least informed and most biased take I've seen in my years in fandoms.
🔥 choose violence ask game 🔥
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Sunny -Dust and Artrock15 are refusing to be hold accountable and is trying to slander me
Disclaimer: Do not go out of your way to harass anybody mentioned in this post just spread awareness and help get the word out. Share it to many people as you can including platforms we cannot let her get away with it
Before reading the post please go read this to know the full story and contacts: https://www.tumblr.com/lovelyprincessn64/757706460317859840/sunny-dust-and-art-rock-are-not-who-you-think?source=share
Hello everyone This is a serious emergency I received a notification of a mention of my name by a post by the name of ArtRock15 And the worst part about it is He's refusing to take any Accountability for his actions He even straight up emits that people call them out on his hypocrisy And then guess what He straight ups admitted that people have called them out on it and basically refuse to take criticism, And the worst part about it is apparently if someone uses the whole fiction effects reality against them They'll basically play hypocrite saying no it's not And the worst part about It He is straight up lying that sunny does not practice what she preaches even though I literally showed the screenshots Of her favoring that disgusting Artwork that contains a reference to Netflix movie that contains a reference to Netflix cutie CP. Apparently he's refusing to show the screenshots that I have And it's basically being a general liar And instead of taking criticism He makes excuses Not only this is just horrible and sad but anyways Here is the post that he made directed towards me.I
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As of right now both Sunny-Dust and ArtRock15 Are playing victim and basically trying to accuse me of a liar even though I literally showed screenshots Including some criticism And pointing out the hypocrisy however I noticed something very strange He did show some of my screenshots but he didn't basically show all of them For those who you wondering what my previous pose had If you go read it for the full contacts I basically Show the screenshot of Sunny-Dust Inner favorites that she favored a disgusting artwork That has a reference to Netflix CP film of cuties along with Pedophiles as John bob, Dream, Cosmicdwarf and the pedophile Splatoon Artist Wearing the outfits from that Child abuse film Along with a Meme that treats SA as a joke. And it seems that Artrock15 seems to be biased And if he's truly honest why didn't he include those screenshots of what Sunny-Dust favorite the ones that has reference to CP and the meme that treats SA as a joke, he's not only leaving out key details and important information meaning if he actually shows all the screenshots that I had for my previous awareness post It would make his argument feel flat rather than convincing.
But wait there's more It seems that ArtRock15 Even admitted that That the evidence I had were true However admitted some of it Instead of the full thing, Another one problem with part of his responses He makes excuses of not bothering the ever to censor my friend's name and well It was a bad response And then he plays the whole "What agreement Also having his name revealed on the list isn't To false accusing further, It was simply a small part of neglect on my part.
So basically you admitted That you just don't care Also you do realize people can mistaken that My friend to be one of razor claws goons Along with people take people's block list very seriously when it comes down to certain situations Also people could've mistaken him part of that evil group, which is why censoring my friend's name is pretty important So it doesn't end up with a misunderstanding This isn't a just oops my bad I just neglected it on my part kind of ways That can cause people to make allegations towards people If you do not respect their wishes of their names to be censored Also you promised last year that you let my friend off the hook And now you wanna act like well I did not do that even though you did last year But then you decided to show your blocked user list without censoring my friend's name In order to prevent him from getting harassed or falsely accused People take things very seriously And people do not have an under understanding of who's not part of who.
Also we did make an agreement that you and Sunny-Dust would leave my friend alone on one condition that one of us cannot mention each other's names as long as no one is mentioning each other alone while saying I'll let you off the hook So yes you did you did make an agreement and now you're lying about it and you broke your promise back in February You literally violated our agreement and mention my friend without censoring it which is against his wishes and the agreement There is no excuses for not censoring my friend's name people are going to see that and mistaken of my friend being part of razor claws goons even though he's not And that can cause some serious allegations against him that can possibly get him attacked or worse And possibly get his life ruined All because you didn't wanna take responsibility of censoring my friend's name or fulfilling your end of the agreement.
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Not to mention even though it wasn't a good agreement we still follow went through ArtRock15 Agreement is an agreement Once you make it you have to fulfill it on your end of the bargain you cannot just say oops my bad this one could have brought in serious harm on to someone's safety Including a misunderstanding that can ruin someone's life because of accusations that are not true, Everything has responsibilities Including agreements Also You already said it in your own words that you will leave us off the hook back from last year And now you're saying that you don't remember making it even though I have the screenshot of it right here to prove it and yet you lied not just towards me but also my friend the worst part about it is I'm really worried about his safety all because you cannot take responsibility or bother to put in the effort Of censoring Or living up to the bargain.
Also here's another thing that is definitely a worst part He tries to justify Sunny-Dust manipulate my friend by saying Sunny-Dust is just an abuse victim she has a history of growing up in a bad childhood And I will make this clear Sunny-Dust if you're reading this Whatever happened to you I'm sorry of whatever abuse you suffer through You didn't deserve whatever happened to you however that does not give her an excuse for her actions Including manipulating my friend and abusing, Word of advice ArtRock15 Abuse victims can become abusers themselves I can understand not all of them don't become abusers But that does not mean we should give them excuses or let them get away with bad behavior, because once you abuse someone You don't get a pass for it, And before you pull the well you don't know what she suffers through actually I have I'm an abuse victim myself and I'm still dealing with an abusive brother Including all forms of abuse I wish I did not suffer from childhood, And I find this incredibly insulting that you would try to use childhood trauma as an excuse for her actions If she has mental health problems please go seek a therapist Ignoring it will not make it feel better and just because you're an abused victim does not give you an excuse to abuse others that's passing down the cycle for abuse that is something we should not forget. you even admitted yourself that I was right that Sunny-Dust does threaten you under the bus and your basically defending an abuser and being enabler Also ArtRock15 You're not a therapist You're nothing but a enabler her to her not to mention you are not helping her getting her any better If you truly wanna help her please tell her to go see a therapist Instead of excusing her behavior try to get professional help rather than faking something that you're not.
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Another thing to mention ArtRock15, Sunny-Dust does not feel bad of how she treated you she's faking being sorry abusers are never sorry If someone threatens you under the bus That is not a friend that's an abuser and another thing I know about abusers they are never sorry they do not keep promises and they will continue to do what they are doing eventually the abuse will start to grow And eventually it's going to get to a point where she's gonna hurt everyone If she does not seek professional therapy ArtRock15 If you're reading this please encourage her to see a real therapist You're not a professional therapist you don't even know what you're doing and it's definitely not helping anyone It's just helping the problem get worse.
Also I got another thing to ask you ArtRock15 Why did you leave out the screenshots of Sunny-Dust favoring an artwork That contain an AU Of SpongeBob Depicted as a sexual predator From that horrible Vocaloid song called Madness of Duke Venomania A song of a purple duke That is a horrible person even abused women including SA them And let's not forget he's a sexual predator talking how good his life is while doing horrible things crimes of SA Including torture care to explain that you left that out? Or how about when I show the screenshots of her saying yeah both real and fiction and trying to lecture someone of no offense it's child abuse regardless if it's just fictional in a meme But yet she made a meme doing the exact same thing Like that person did, So hold on It's okay for her to make a meme of Fictional characters being abused but not ok when someone else does it, how does that make any sense and look I can understand that she does not like Lincoln however if you're gonna go around lecturing people about child abuse and the whole yeah real and fiction people are gonna see that as hypocritical That was actually my issue about Is the double standards, not defending lincoln from the loud house my real issue is her not practicing what she's preaching along with her bragging about going see a the five nights at freddy's movie that contains themes of child murder That's actually the main problem She's not staying by of what she says.
There's even more that ArtRock15 that probably doesn't wanna talk about that is Sunny-Dust Admitting to ship a real person By the name of Selena Gomez without her consent of being shipped with Elsa which is on of the bigger problems we need to talk about rather than just leaving out important details that nobody should be ignoring and definitely need to be talked about and hold her accountable For doing something without someone's consent regardless of circumstance, For those of you that don't know Shipping a real person without consent is considered a crime that would technically be sexual assault Also the person has every right to take legal action If they feel like they're being used in ways that they do not consent to, including other things as well It can also cause harm to someone even causing harm to relationships, reputation, emotionally and physically even well being and what Sunny-Dust could have caused harm to someone that actually exist in the real world In the fact that and the fact that ArtRock15 left this out and refuse to talk about it all because he's scared of looking bad Is pretty scummy And not to mention ArtRock15 Why are you cutting out some of my screenshots and not talking about the full story If you and Sunny-Dust truly are innocent then you wouldn't be cutting up Or leaving out certain details because good people do not leave out details Especially stuff like this Anyways here's one of the screenshots that ArtRock15 cutout And probably does not wanna talk about it.
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What I find strange is that ArtRock15 did not mention this Including the other important parts of the screenshots from my other post not to mention It's pretty scummy that he's not talking about the full story Including the other parts of the evidence of my post And it seems he's cherry picking some of them In order to make himself look good and from what I can notice so far He left out a lot of important details Including this one and all the other ones that I mentioned so far meaning if he shows the full thing He knows it's gonna make him look bad including Sunny-Dust meaning he's trying to basically play bias In order to save face Not only this is disgusting that ArtRock15 refused to talk about it on his post And basically just left it out it's not only It's disgusting to leave something like this out And people deserve to know you cannot just leave it out ArtRock15 It's wrong to not talk about this and of course completely turning a blind eye And ignoring the fact that Sunny-Dust did something disgusting towards Selena regardless of what it is it's still wrong at the end of the day and it should not be excused.
Honestly this is just awful And the fact that The fact that I have to worry of what's going to happen to my friend Is really something I'm scared And the fact that nobody has common sense or even bothering listen to my side of the story Even though I literally have evidence people would still wanna defend her And I do wanna make myself clear whatever Sunny-Dust suffered from childhood It's not her fault but like I said childhood trauma should never be an excuse Passing down the cycle of abuse is something that we need to learn should never be justified But most importantly I'm really worried of what's going to happen to my friend ever since she manipulated Or at least try to towards him I literally became concerned about my friend's well-being and everyday I have to help him understand what manipulation is and how can you avoid getting abused And it's still not ok to call my friends Art hate art Just so you can feel better about yourself And I will admit Sunny-Dust Does have potential And possibly come a great chance Of becoming a good artist but Trying to put others down like that isn't that ok that's not criticism That's abuse here is also another thing If you do not like what he makes leave him alone And to everyone out there please listen to my side of the story and please read the other post too To get a better understanding And one more thing, To everyone out there Don't ignore the evidence I have they're very important and I don't want anybody suffering with my friend suffer.
Also this is one of the worst things that me and my friend had a suffer that me and my friend had to suffer from this kind of abuse and slander the fact that people are choosing and being one sided rather than hearing my side and my friend's side of the story Whatever happened to always listen to both sides whatever happened to believing in receipts long with common sense You cannot just take one side for it and let the other side speak too and the fact that people are so one sided Instead of just listening of what I gotta say definitely he's going to hurt me and my friend and the worst part about it is the fact that people still give her the benefit of the doubt even though she does not deserve it after what she did to my friend but yeah he gets no support at all in the situation also he does have a lot to say and please hear them out as well. Everyone please give him a chance Including the other post And the reason why I made that other pose is so people can't be aware So no one can suffer the same fate my friend has as of right now he's doing better Detecting manipulation and abuse and so far he's doing well however this is something that will definitely going to be hard to get rid of anxiety from this nightmare And the fact that they're refusing to take responsibility and cutting out important things along with trying to justify her abusing my friend Is something that I am deeply sad about that people choose to defend abusers over actual victims Instead of hearing out what actual victims have to say.
Also as I can hear Sunny-Dust is basically trying excuse of her favoring that disgusting artwork that is a reference to actual CP Including that terrible meme that is disrespectful to SA survivors and her response is that she favored them because it was making fun of groomers No I'm not joking apparently If you know anything about US law You cannot use cuties of any type of work even if it's parody or satire that would still be against the law regardless and it can still get you into legal trouble and that is having possession of CP still due to country's laws are written and it does not give an excuse whatsoever and look I hate groomers myself, No way any shape or form am I defending them what I have a problem with the art that contains film from Netflix that contains actual CP that is not only disrespectful to the victims in that movie to use somebody's childhood trauma and abuse as an satire element and not to mention those victims did not consent for their trauma to be used as a piece of satire that is still disrespectful towards those kids who have to suffer through that abuse in that movie especially when they did not consent at all, that should not be excused at all laws protect children for a reason Including sexual abuse victims and the fact that she's saying that oh it's just to make fun of groomers while ignoring the fact and by law that favoring an artwork that has contains reference to Netflix's disgusting CP film Is considered child abuse material by law. Not only this is straight up disrespectful If you wanna make satire that's fine but do not use references of a film that contains CP especially the victims's abuse, that's still an insult to victims of those kids badly suffer because of it and it should never be treated as something to laugh at or use in arts of work Satire is okay as long as you don't reference something that contains CP or someone's trauma.
Anyways here's the screenshot fair warning It's pretty bad and Never mind the fact that it's still wrong to use someone's abuse as a element of satire work And making memes about it is still wrong:
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That is not Is not going to age well and it's still wrong to use someone's abuse as satire and it's wrong to do especially making artworks that references it and it should not be treated as a Oh it's just a joke bro No It's still disrespectful And it should not be allowed to be posted anywhere on art platforms especially on public internet Where hundreds of people can see that And that could get those girls get them bullied or could encourage something even worse and to add insult to injury ever since that are got posted from the artist that made that disrespectful artwork it'll be pretty difficult to erase it because once it's on the internet it's there forever meaning It's going to be impossible to get rid of Off the internet Meaning that it will never truly be gone. Which is not only Horrible and no one should ever have their trauma be put on an artwork or treat it as some part of a joke. The worst part about it is people are excusing it even though it should not be and it should not be here on the internet as well that cause harm to someone that can affect them negatively rather be emotionally or physically.
And I do wanna make myself clear on this my real problem with it Is Sunny-Dust favoring artwork Including a meme that is very disrespectful to SA survivors especially someone using cuties or references of that movie that those kids did not consent to have their trauma To be used as part of satire And that gives people that gives satire art a bad name And possibly cause harassment campaigns towards people that do satire.
The worst part about it is the fact that people are refusing or turning a blind eye towards the art that Sunny-Dust favorite that contains/reference to CP and basically treating it like it's no big deal even though it is straight or wrong and against the law we should not be ignoring it and it should be rightfully called out not swept under a rug especially treating it as a joke, CP should never be treated as an element of satire or joke If no one speaks out against this kind of behavior especially calling it out and not holding the people accountable for it well definitely inspired more people to do references of CP If we do not call this out and treated what it really is nothing but child abuse material reference or whatever It should never be accepted In any type of spaces Including in the art community To everyone out there raise your voice like hell And share to many people as you can And please bring awareness We cannot let bad actors get away with this kind of stuff.
It's really disappointing that people are defending this kind of behavior even so far is turning a blind eye to all of the evidence I shown in my other post And the fact that I'm being called a liar just because I rightly call out Sunny-Dust and ArtRock15's Behavior let alone cutting out key details of my story along with justification of Sunny-Dust trying to manipulate my friend calling my friend's Art hate art not knowing the difference between satire and hate art that can cause harm to him Possibly passing down the cycle of abuse If I had not stepped in and tell him Along with teaching him So he doesn't wound up becoming in a victim of abuse What's even worse is that I'm really worried of what's going to happen to him If Sunny -Dust and ArtRock15 succeeded and getting away of not only just ruining my life including my friend's life not only they did once but twice making a meme that is very disrespectful And then try to make excuses for not censoring my friend's name or bother trying to do it that could have prevented it all of this from happening to begin with not only the damage is getting worse not just my friend but for everyone And to everyone out there please listen to my side of the story Including my friends as well you cannot just take someone's word for it without listening to the other side As of right now I'm dealing with a lot of stress With the ongoing situation And it's gonna be pretty difficult to hold both Sunny-Dust and ArtRock15 accountable for their actions.
To everyone out there reading this please share this to many people as you can and please help out By sharing this to many people as you can including groups get as many people as you can On board And 1 more thing Do not stop sharing this post Spread it like wildfire I'm really scared of what they're gonna do to me and my friend Including all my other friends out there To everyone out there I need your support and please help us before it gets worse and bad.
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Texts from The Lost Tomb, part 3
I didn’t mean for this to stray into angst but like the lack of updates with Li Cu in LTR?? I had to do it to em.
Wushanju Crew Chat, 11:05pm
Li Cu: what’s up losers I’m outside
Li Cu: someone come on and open the damn door
Wang Meng: Language:(
Li Cu: fine, someone come on and open the damn door please
Snake Eyes Chat, 7:00am
Wu Xie: hey are you awake? Sorry I missed you coming in:) was finishing up some work. How was the end of your first semester? Did that geology paper go well? Did the food budget work out or do you need some extra money next semester?
Li Cu: yeah about your work
Li Cu: heard a little rumor
Li Cu: about you going through some stuff during ur recent trip
Li Cu: some stuff you maybe forgot to mention
Li Cu: and you told me we gotta check in with stuff, so this is me checking in, okay
Wu Xie: oh? What stuff?
Li Cu: idk just like
Li Cu: THE STUFF WITH YOU ALMOST FUCKING DYING FOR FUCKING MONTHS AND THE WAREHOUSE SHIT AND ERJING AND PEOPLE HURT YOU AND WHAT THE FUCK IS A THUNDER CITY AND NOONE FUCKING CALLED ME ABT THOSE PARTS ONCE
Wu Xie: oh. That stuff.
Li Cu: yeah asshat I’m in the kitchen whenever you’re ready to explain your fucking bullshit. Also you’re out of milk wtf how am I supposed to make breakfast here
Main Chat, 11:14am
Wu Xie: okay so it’s possible I fucked up a little bit.
Wang Pangzi: THERES JUST SO MUCH YOU COULD BE REFERRING TO I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START
Zhang Qiling: What’s wrong?
Honorary Wu Chat, 11:30am
Wang Pangzi: KID IM SO SORRY THAT PUNK IS A TRAINWRECK BUT YOU KNEW THAT
Wang Meng: Welcome home, Li Cu <3 not much has changed, ultimately.
Wang Pangzi: IT DIDNT EVEN OCCUR TO ME THAT HE WOULDNT TELL YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ONCE THE REST OF US FIGURED IT OUT
WAIT HOW DID YOU FIND OUT
Li Cu: it’s okay. not your fault, uncle. Doesn’t matter how I found out. Wait wait hold on what do you mean “the rest of us figured it out” who figured it out
Wang Pangzi: SAY HELLO LIU SANG
Liu Sang: …hello.
Wang Pangzi: SAY MORE THAN THAT.
Liu Sang: uh…so you’re Wu Xie’s protégé, huh?
Li Cu: oh well howdy there homewrecker
Liu Sang: Excuse me??
Zhang Qiling: I think someone on the roof is calling me and I should go find out.
Wang Meng: I would also very much like to be removed from this conversation.
Wang Pangzi: AHAHAHAHA KIDDO IVE MISSED YOU
Li Cu: all I’m saying is aren’t you the little creep who’s obsessed with Xiao Ge
Liu Sang: ???
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu is referring to a brief period of irrational thought on Wu Xie’s part, where he mistakenly believed you to be a threat to our relationship.
Liu Sang: what do you mean a threat??
Wang Pangzi: WHAT DO YOU MEAN TIANZHEN HAD “A BRIEF PERIOD OF IRRATIONAL THOUGHT”
YOUVE MET YOUR HUSBAND RIGHT
Wang Meng: can you please take me off this chat.
Liu Sang: Wait, so Wu Xie told you about me, but…reading between the lines, he didn’t mention the cancer or anything bad that happened? Oh yikes.
Li Cu: don’t change the subject “Liu Sang”
if that is your real name
Like yeah you’re right abt it but still
just saying
heard you got good ears but I’ve got snake powers
kinda
so like no more funny business okay you superhearing harlot
Wang Meng: LANGUAGE, LI CU. IN THIS HOUSE WE SHOW GOOD MANNERS.
Wang Pangzi: LMAO OH DO WE NOW
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu, this is all unnecessary and childish. Please apologize.
Li Cu: you say that now bruh but apparently you weren’t complaining when he was all “idol this” and “idol that”
oh and hey Wang Meng while we’re here can I show you my business class grade report later bc Wu Xie is all “what matters is that you learned and enjoyed the experience” blah blah all eat pray love you know how he gets and I want to actually discuss areas to improve so that when I take over this joint I do better than Wu Xie? Tho that shouldnt be hard lol
Wang Meng: hurtful but accurate. I’ll bring my best red pen:)
Liu Sang: oh my god. I’m too jetlagged to keep up with any of this.
Wang Pangzi: BEST. DAY. EVER. IM SCREENSHOTTING THIS FOR HEI XIAZI.
Not A Homewrecker Chat, 11:52am
Liu Sang: Okay, we started off on the wrong foot.
Li Cu: I agree let’s start over
Start with how your little prank game almost got ppl killed
Liu Sang: And I seriously regret that. But we moved past that.
Wow, he seriously skipped over so much bullshit but didn’t skimp on mine, huh.
Li Cu: AHA so you ADMIT IT
Liu Sang: I’d like to think I’ve grown since then. That I’ve come to see Xiao Ge as a person and mentor, rather than an idol. I count Pangzi and Wu Xie as my close friends. I’m going to be staying here with them right now, I hope you can be okay with that.
Li Cu: see in my head you were going to be a lot less mature about it and I had a bunch of great follow-up insults planned
Liu Sang: I figured. I’d like us to be friends, though. Or at least not enemies.
Li Cu: okay but only bc you don’t know me yet so you won’t judge too much for this and I need to get this out to somebody I’ve been thinking about it for hours and my friends are still in finals and I’m stressing a little bit maybe
Liu Sang: ?
Li Cu: I yelled at dad
*Wu Xie sorry autocorrect
Liu Sang: …uh huh.
Li Cu: I yelled at him earlier. for keeping all that stuff from me. He started crying
Liu Sang: Wu Xie has been pretty emotional since we got back. Not necessarily your fault.
Li Cu: I made him cry right there at the kitchen sink and it felt like maybe the worst thing I’ve ever done
Snake venom and stabbings, no tears
Me saying I wouldn’t have gone to his funeral, all tears
Which I know was shitty to say but I was really mad
Liu Sang: If it’s any consolation, I think Wu Xie can understand the concept of being led by his emotions to make bad decisions…better than most people.
Li Cu: Xiao Ge came in then and looked weird
Like weirder than usual
Like he didn’t know which of us to be more mad at
Liu Sang: A common problem for the iron triangle, I understand.
Li Cu: I just ran out I didn’t have words right then and I feel stupid
but whenever they come back from their walk I’m gonna say sorry and stuff bc i could’ve come home to his funeral and I’m mad about it but also like. I could have come home to his funeral. I can get mean when I’m in a freakout mood. It’s not like I was scared or anything at all I don’t get scared really anymore ever but just like. Freaked out.
Liu Sang: He’s probably going to say sorry, too.
Li Cu: sorry I called you a homewrecker. Didn’t mean to slut-shame either
Liu Sang: I admit that after the initial shock, it was pretty funny. Super hearing harlot, it should be on my business card;)
Li Cu: this situation with Wu Xie is weird but kinda good ya know. And I have these freakouts sometimes that something maybe bad could happen to this situation. So consider this a shovel talk. But like, also not a shovel talk at the same time.
also I appreciate you saving his life and whatnot
Liu Sang: Noted. Now. Coffee?
Li Cu: sounds sick.
Be in the kitchen in 10. You can pick out what we watch for the household tv show tonight. no way is Wu Xie choosing some dry documentary about gravestone rubbings again. Pangzi just watches real housewives reruns and Xiao Ge won’t watch tv after he caught the last half hour of A Walk To Remember. Also i need my phone now to send some $ to Hei Xiazi since I owe him for…providing some intel
Liu Sang: Not even surprised.
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summary: Y/N defends herself from the hate and Harry gets mad.
word count: 1.9k
warnings: angst!
a/n: a little something to hold onto until i finish some requests for my shy little boy, hope you like this! (i’m on a roll, sorry for posting so much mjsiw)
you can find the rest of my masterlist here
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Ugly. Worthless. Bitch. And her personal favorite, slut. Those words along with some others were all over Y/N’s social media accounts every single day.
Ever since some bloody paparazzi took a picture of Harry and Y/N holding hands while shopping, Y/N couldn’t go online without having thousands of strangers on the internet throwing names at her.
She should’ve seen it coming, honestly. It was stupid to think they could hide their relationship forever, she just wished fans wouldn’t be so aggressive towards her.
Y/N wanted to understand, she really did. For a solid week she convinced herself they were just being protective over Harry, but after the insults and derogatory comments about her imagine didn’t stop, she started to grow annoyed. She started believing fans just didn’t want to see him happy.
Y/N had to bit her tongue numerous times, knowing that if she stood up for herself, it would only be worse. So she tried to ignore it.
She didn’t stop using social media, why the hell would she stop having a life because of fans that couldn’t contain their need to harass every person Harry became close with?
A month after the pictures of them were out for the entire world to see, Harry had to travel to the States for work. He was supposed to be away for only two weeks, and Y/N was going to stay at his house a couple of days before his arrival so they can spend time together right away.
Laying on the couch, Y/N scrolled mindlessly through her Instagram feed, seeing what her friends and family were up to. She rolled her eyes when her notifications started to go off, not really wanting to enter and see her entire comment section below her posts full of hate towards her.
But curiosity killed the cat.
Promising herself she would only have a look, she clicked her notifications. She had posted a picture yesterday when she went out with a couple of her girlfriend, so all the comments were directed towards that post.
She’s dressed like a slut here
Can’t believe Harry is dating her…
He can do so much better, what a shame
It can be so easy to slip into a mindset where she let these type of things affect her and her confidence, but she simply chose not to. These people didn’t know her, and probably never will.
I can’t wait for harry to realize the kind of whore you are and dumps your fucking ass.
Oh well, that’s hilarious. Now she was mad. Probably picking a fight wasn’t the smartest decision she’s ever made, but she couldn’t help it. She let the anger speak for itself as she pressed the reply bottom and started writing directly to that specific comment.
‘So he can date you instead or what?”
Send.
Y/N dropped her phone on her lap, deciding it was enough internet for the day. She decided to move to the kitchen and start on the cupcakes she had previously planned to bake her boyfriend. Harry wasn’t one to allow himself to eat a lot of unhealthy stuff, as he has always tried to be as healthy as possible. But, man, cupcakes were something Harry absolutely loved.
She didn’t really touched her phone for the rest of the afternoon, staying busy in other things. She had a facetime call with Harry at night, and she was looking forward to see his face, even if it was only through the phone. Her phone didn’t have enough battery, so she turned on her computer to wait for Harry’s call.
The screen lightened, showing Harry’s upcoming call. Y/N furrowed, thinking he was way earlier but she wouldn’t complain about it. She answered the call, expecting to see her beautiful boyfriend’s dimpled smile on the screen, but she was surprised when she saw a serious look instead.
“Why would you do that, Y/N?” he asked sternly.
“Do what?” Was this some kind of joke?
“You know exactly what I’m talking about, Y/N. Don’t play dumb”
“Excuse me?” she raised her eyebrows. “Maybe if you explained what you mean we could talk about it”
Harry rolled his eyes. “Do you have any idea how disrespectful it was from you to answer like that to a fan? It was unnecessary and, to be honest, childish from you”
Y/N was surprised. “Yeah, maybe I was rude but I don’t think I was being childish, Harry”
“Yes, you were. Are you aware of how this makes me look? You can’t just say things like those and don’t think it wouldn’t affect my image too”
Well, what the fuck. “Ah, yes. Treat people with kindness and whatnot. I guess that doesn’t include your fucking girlfriend, because the only reason why I said what I said was because your bloody fans wouldn’t stop harassing me!” Now her face had a deep frown.
“You sure you’re not being a little dramatic? I mean, how bad could the hate get?”
“How bad?! Harry, do you even go online? To them I’m nothing but a fucking whore, do you have any idea of how fucking frustrating is to be treated like you’re the worst human being by your fans just because we’re dating?”
“There’s always gonna be people like that, Y/N” he sighed. “You need to learn how to ignore it”
“Do you think I haven’t tried? I’m sorry but it is not my fault the fans can’t contain themselves from sending death threats to every person that breaths close to you!” she paused. “Do you seriously just called me to scold me?”
“Well, I’m not happy about what you did, to be honest. They’re my fans, Y/N. They deserve to be respected”
“And I don’t?” she raised an eyebrow. “You know what? I’m done. Enjoy your day alone tomorrow because I’m fucking leaving”
“Leaving? What do you mean?” Harry’s pulse started to rise, watching his girlfriend stand up from the bed, the computer moved and he saw she was in his house. “Y/N, don’t leave. We’ll talk about this tomorrow”
“No, I’ve heard enough. I don’t want to talk to you right now” She closed her computer, hanging up. She put on her jacket and took her phone from the nightstand.
Before she exited the house, she went to the kitchen and threw the cupcakes she made in the trash.
Harry, you fucking asshole.
They’ve only dated for seven months and have never really got into a fight before. Y/N was a very impulsive person, more so when she was mad. Fuck, she knew his fans were important to him, she understood that. But it was becoming too much for Y/N to handle.
She loved Harry, she was truly in love with him. But was it really worth it to go through all of this if he wasn’t even willing to stand up for her?
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Harry changed his flights. After Y/N hung up on him, he realized he behaved like a proper asshole. He could’ve said so many things differently, without offending her the way he did.
He didn’t like she thought she wasn’t important to him. He was scared all the baggage he carried with him was a deal breaker for her, it has been on the past for almost every other relationship he has ever had.
It wasn’t fair of him to straight up scold her without hearing her first. He was upset and didn’t think enough before speaking, and now he regretted it.
He knew he needed to fix things. Fast.
Even though the night before Y/N made very clear she wasn’t staying, a part of him still hoped to see her curled up on the couch watching Netflix and waiting for him to arrive, but he was welcomed by an empty house.
He sighed, passing his hand through his curls, thinking how he could make it up to her. He went to the kitchen, where he kept his car keys. Harry stopped his tracks when he saw the trash can.
His heart dropped to his stomach when he noticed the homemade untouched cupcakes tossed into the trash.
He better make this right.
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Y/N was bored. She had cleared her schedule because Harry was coming home and now she had nothing to do other than drown on her sorrows.
Being bored and upset at her boyfriend, made her take the decision to take an afternoon nap on her couch. She had been asleep for a little while when someone started banging at the door.
You see, Harry had a key to her place, but he feel undeserving of using it after the way he treated her. But she wasn’t answering, and it wasn’t because she wasn’t home, he had seen her car in the parking lot of her apartment building.
Keying into her place, he looked around for his girlfriend, finding her sleeping figure on the couch, a blanked wrapped around her. He didn’t want to wake her up but they really needed to talk, so he kneeled down to be at the same eye level.
“Y/N… Y/N, wake up” he shook her a little. Her eyelashes fluttered a little before her eyes opened, a frown immediately appearing on her face.
“What are you doing here?” She sat down, taking the blanked off of her and crossing her arms.
“I’m so sorry, baby”
“Now I’m baby? Not the childish Y/N you were scolding yesterday?”
He sighed, moving to sit in the coffee table to be in front of her. “I’m sorry for the way I behaved yesterday, it wasn’t fair for you”
“It wasn’t”
“I was upset, Jeff had sent me a screenshot of the comment and I didn’t even check social media. It was impulsive and wrong from me and I apologize”
“I don’t like the way you talked to me yesterday, Harry”
“I know. If I could take it back, I would in a heartbeat. Please don’t leave me over this, my love” he grabbed her hands, feeling tears threaten to spill out of his eyes. “I know it isn’t fair for you, I know you’ll have to put up to so much shit, but please, please don’t give up on us. I swear I’ll make it right, Y/N, I don’t want these kind of situations get in the way of us”
“I’m not going to leave you” she mumbled. “I’m upset, yes. I know I was wrong too, but it all got too much and i… snapped. I know these kind of things affect your image and reputation too, so I’m sorry”
“I don’t care about my image. I should’ve said something sooner, before it all went out of control. I suppose I ignored it, hoping you’d do the same. I’m sorry for not checking up with you about this”
Y/N gave him a little smile, pulling from his hands to make him sit beside her. She wrapped her arms around his torso, pushing herself into his chest. “I know your fans are important to you, and you love them. I swear I want to have a good relationship with them, because they’re a huge part of your life, and I’m gonna work on that, I promise”
“And I promise I’ll stand up for you. I love my fans, so much. But you’re my girlfriend, my priority” he kissed her forehead. “I love you, Y/N, my baby”
“I love you more, love” she planted little kisses on his chin and jaw.
“Enough to make me more cupcakes?” Y/N let out a belly laugh, nodding. “Good. You owe me after you threw those to the trash”
“That’s what you get for being a meanie”
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Bully! Park Jimin- I’m Your Devil (DIRRRRTTYY)
So...I got a new computer and I have no clue how to screenshot on it as of now...and tbh I don’t feel like figuring out how. SO I’m gonna be experimenting with some layouts but until then you just have these annoying announcements.
Anyways, ANON ASKS  🧑🏿‍🎤  🧑🏿‍🎤  🧑🏿‍🎤 (you know who you are wink wink)
may I request a really aggressive schoolbully!jimin / sadistic!jimin smut inspired by the songs daddy issues, into it, and the hills :) 
Y’all some masochists but I ain’t mad.
Just know ya worth and if anyone treats you like this in real life, punch them in the balls. That being said, This is also LOOOONG. I didn’t plan for it to be but yeah. ALSO I GOT YOUR OTHER ASK SO I GOT CHU. I’m not sure if this is good but I hope I did you justice.
Reader who isn’t a virgin, really mean bully man, more foreplay than actual smut lol sorry, touch of diet-angst
Leggo.
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“Okay class, what do you think the author was trying to say when she was describing her relationship with Damien?”
You sat at your desk, chin propped up in your hand as you gazed off longingly into space. This was one of the rare times you decided to pay attention because your class was reading your favorite book. “The Young Devil” (Completely made up lol). 
“She’s obviously a broken woman if she thinks Damien is ever gonna change his ways. She’s a stiff.” a comment made you practically fall forward. You turned your head to find the culprit of who said such a thing about your favorite character. “Anyways, she’s too safe. She couldn’t handle his issues.”
“Well maybe if Damien made an effort to open himself up, Belle wouldn’t have to pry so hard.” another girl rolled her eyes. “Men always think women can’t handle what they throw when in reality we take the heat for your dumb asses.”
“Interesting conversation. Y/N, what do you think?” the teacher took note that you were paying more attention and turned her sights on you. “What do you think about the dynamic between Damien and Belle?”
You cursed yourself for looking too interested. You hated speaking. “I...Um.” you opened your mouth and closed it again, unsure of what to say. “I think Damien’s refusal to allow Belle to see the other side of him not only puts their mental connection at risk, but physical as well.” you replied. 
“What do you mean physical?” she egged you on to elaborate. “As in sex?”
“W-well, yes and no.” you shrugged. “Belle prides herself on building connection through touch. She can’t have sex with Damien because she doesn’t feel loved by him. To him sex is just a thing you do. He gets his pleasure from bullying her, that’s his high.” you explained. “She claims she doesn’t care but if she didn’t, she wouldn’t spend her time wishing he was different...or something.” you played with your hands, staring down at your fingers.
The teacher stared at you before a smile broke out on her face. “Excellent analysis, Y/N!” she clapped her hands together. You returned the smile with the tiny bit of confidence that built up inside you. “Yes, Jimin did you have something you wanted to add?”
You turned your head to find the always mouthy Park Jimin lazily raising his hand. “She likes being bullied by him.” he said as if it was a matter of fact. 
“Excuse you?” you couldn’t help but speak out. Suddenly the entire class was quiet. They had never heard you speak so abruptly before. “What the hell do you mean she likes it.”
“She wouldn’t put up with it if she didn’t like it.” he raised an eyebrow. “She could just tell him to leave her alone, get lost or something.”
“How in the hell would Belle enjoy someone like Damien embarrassing her every minute he gets. Are we reading the same book?” you sat up straight crossing your arms. 
“Now this is getting interesting.” the teacher mumbled.
“You can tell by her actions. The rush of her blood when she blushes, the way she stammers over her words, the way she listens to his every word...much like you are right now, princess.” he winked. His smug grin alone made your blood boil.
“Oh and I suppose his possessive ways are warranted in your eyes too aren’t they.” you scoffed.
“Maybe, I mean she even says herself she feels cared about.” he shrugged.
“Because Damien is a manipulative dickhead!” you snapped. “He obviously wants her around because she’s the only girl who gives a shit about his life and he’d feel lost without her.” you snarled. “Then again I would expect this point of view from a man who changes bitches like he changes his underwear.” (A/N we don’t hate women here).
“Language Miss. L/N.” the teacher spoke. You rolled your eyes, glaring at Jimin one last time before facing forward. The whole class was silent.
“Nice one Y/N” a girl on your opposite side nudges you.
“Not bad for a quiet girl.” a boy piped up.
...
As classes were let out for the day you wordlessly avoided the looks you got from your other classmates. You walked down the halls, holding your books tightly to your chest. 
“Oi, Hey L/N!” 
You weren’t sure if the sound of Jimin’s voice made you wanna speed up or slow down. It didn’t matter because he went as far as to run and stop right in front of you. 
“Um..What?” you looked up at him.
“Oh, not excited to see me?” he scoffed with a sadistic smile. You didn’t know what he was planning but you didn’t like it. “Way to try and debate me in class today, who knew you had a mouth on you.”
“I was just answering the teachers question..I don’t want any trouble..” you clutched your books even tighter. Before he could reply a girl ran up, practically attaching herself to him. 
“JIMMY YOU HAVE DANCE PRACTICE!” she practically screeched. “Why are you talking to her?”
“Oh...Y/N here was-” he paused. “Just confessing her undying love for me!”
“What! No I wasn’t!” you tried to deny, but it was too late. Everyone who was around heard him. “I don’t have a crush on you!” You felt your face heart up.
“Oh Y/N, You don’t have to hide it! Why else would you speak to me passionately in class today.” his sick grin never left his face. You could tell this was his revenge for embarrassing him in class. “You were telling me all about how you couldn’t sleep another night without telling me. How you want me in more ways than one.”
He spoke loud enough so others could hear.
“That’s not true!” you snapped. You were trembling. Humiliation filled your body and was overflowing, much like the tears of embarrassment you couldn’t fight anymore. “I’m not in love with you.”
“Oh Y/N, you don’t have to hide it anymore. I know everything. The love letters, the staring-”
“What?!”
But it was too late, people were already giggling and staring at you with pity. You took one last look at Jimin, who was already walking away, gleefully accepting the high fives from the pigs who dared to say ‘Nice score.’
“Are you alright, Y/N?’ a girl came up to you, putting her hand on your shoulder. “Should we go to the headmaster?” 
You didn’t answer, you just ran. You ran out the school, unknowingly into the pouring rain. It seemed the sky matched your mood today. You let out all the tears, not caring who saw or who looked at you as if you had lost your mind. Your house was far, but you didn’t care about that either. In that moment you felt as helpless as the character you loved dearly, Belle. 
...
You ignored everyone the next day, even your small group of lunch buddies. You worked alone, you sat alone at lunch, and by the time free period had rolled around, you had opted to hide. However, just as you prepared yourself to leave, who else but Jimin to stopped you in the middle of the halls. 
“Well if it isn’t my little admirer!” Jimin spoke loud enough to capture the attention of those around you. He ‘accidentally’ slapped your books out of your hands. “Oh, I’m sorry Y/N...Go ahead, pick those up.”
Without another word you knelt down, only to have him kick one of your books to the side. “What’s this! A diary!” 
A brown and black leather bound hardcover book sat at his feet. You instantly scrambled to get it, but he had managed to get his hands on it. “Isn’t this interesting!” 
“Jimin please don’t-!” you stood up, forgetting about your textbooks.
“Dear friend,-” he cleared his throat dramatically as he flipped through the pages of your diary.
Dear journal,
My life is nothing like stories I read about all the time. Each and every night I’d wish for my handsome devil to come. Come and take me away from here, away from the hate, away from the commotion, away from Park fucking Jimin. I don’t know what I’ve done to make him hate me the way he does. I just wish he’d be nice to me...just once. But that is one wish I know won’t come true. He’s just a sadistic asshole who bullies me because he knows I won’t say a word.
So why do i-
You snatched the book out of his hands before he could read any more, this time you were seething with rage. “If you EVER touch my property again I will- I’ll-”
“You’ll do what princess?” he smiled cheekily. “You won’t do a thing to me and we both know it...you’re just like that Belle chick. That handsome devil of yours is just a fever dream, get over it-.”
“Maybe, but I’d rather live in a dream than talk to Satan himself.” you snapped. “You’re just the devil.” you whimpered. “Why do I even put up with you?” you sighed. Jimin suddenly stepped forward. You mentally prepared yourself for the worst.
You felt his lips touch the side of your mouth, had you moved just a bit more, he would have been on your lips. “Because you love me.”
....
“For this project, I will be assigning you partners
Oh shit...please no. God, no. Dear lord if anyone can hear-
“Alex and Jackson. Lisa and Mark, Y/N and Jimin-”
“Fuck.” you mouthed. You dared looked next to you. Jimin was playfully leaning his cheek against the palm of his hand. He winked at you, taking his bottom lip between his teeth. 
“You will be doing book reports on The Young Devil. You choose the topic, this is due in two weeks. I recommend you get together outside of school.”
As class let out, Jimin followed you. “Sooo, partner! When am I coming over?”
“When pigs fly.” you answered sourly.
“Saturday at 7:00 you said? I’ll be there!” he threw an arm around your waist. “See you there, babe.”
“You don’t even know my address!” you called after him as he walked off. That probably wasn’t the best idea because everyone was staring at you again. “NO! BECAUSE WE HAVE A PROJECT....Nevermind.” you groaned. 
... (Saturday 7:30 PM)
“You’re late.” you seethed as you pulled open the door. Jimin sauntered in and you slammed the door.
Soon it was silent between you two. Before he could open his mouth, you left him standing there to bolt up the stairs. Jimin, being himself followed you. To be honest, you were already starting without him.
“Do you live alone?” he asked, noticing how empty your home was.
“I do.” you replied curtly. “My parents travel around a lot, so I never see them.” you shrugged. “They help me out though.”
“So mommy and daddy take care of everything-”
“You don’t know me.” you cut him off. You sat down at your desk and pulled up your notes, proceeding to work. “They help me because they care...unlike some people.” you scoffed.  “Shut up so I can concentrate.”
“I thought this was a partner thing.” you heard your bed creak. “I think we should put out minds...maybe bodies together and think of a concept.”
“I already have one.” you cut him off.
“Enlighten me.”
“If Damien hadn’t changed by the end of the book, would Belle still be with him.” you mused aloud.
“Probably.”
“....” you didn’t reply, because you didn’t want to admit he was right. Probably the only time you’d ever agree with him on anything. 
“What? Still mad at me for reading your little diary?” he asked. Once again, you ignored him. Suddenly, your chair was turned around abruptly and you were now staring at a red faced Jimin. “I don’t like being ignored, doll.”
He was so close, your noses were practically touching. You froze up, afraid to move. 
“Why are you so mean?” you found yourself asking. “What did I ever do to you?”
“Other than refuse to drop that good girl act of yours? We’re a dysfunctional two peas in a pod. I’m an asshole and you’re too much of a stiff to stop me.”
“Act?” you looked confused. “I don’t have an act.” you attempted to defend yourself. 
“Hm...that face you make is kind of hot.” he smirked. He slid his fingertips under your chin. Your vision went blurry, unable to process everything. You absent-mindedly began playing with the hem of your sweater.
(SMUT AHEAD, PROCEED WITH CAUTION)
“What is your deal!?” you found yourself getting angry as you stood up. Jimin stepped back looking startled. “You’re messing with my fucking head and I’ve had enough! Jimin what did I ever do to you?” you felt it again. Humiliation. “I’m not asking you to be my friend but the least you could do is be nice to me!”
“I don’t do nice, sweetheart. Like you said, I’m the devil.” he walked up to you. “Your blush is like a drug to me.” he laughed. “It’s cute.” he rested his hands on either side of your face. “Fuck, I kinda wanna kiss you right now. Do you wanna kiss me?”
YES!
“Yes, I mean no! I mean yes- I mean maybe, I mean fuck!”
Not even a second later, Jimin’s lips were over yours. Despite his bullying, his kiss was gentle. You practically melted. He protectively wrapped an arm around your waist. Your thoughts on the project were long gone. Jimin couldn’t figure out why he felt so protective of you all of a sudden, but thoughts ran through his head. Thoughts that if anyone else kissed you, touched, you even looked your way...he’d go ballistic.
And fuck, you were a great kisser. He held the back of your head with his free hand, guiding you into his touch, which you followed perfectly. His tongue slid through the gap in your mouth, yearning to taste you more. You felt lightheaded as if your heart was about to give out. He pulled away, resting his forehead against yours.
“Maybe I’m so cruel because I don’t know how to act around you.” he whispered. “Maybe I’m trying to be the devil you want so bad.” you could see a flash of sadness in his eyes, which was quickly replaced with lust. “I wanna be your devil, Y/N...”
He kissed you again, this time his warm hands slithered under your clothes. You were by no means a virgin, but the way you felt made you feel shy and exposed. Jimin walked you back towards your bed and practically threw you on the plush surface while he rid himself of his shirt. Your bodies practically melted together, bodies meeting in a sweaty mass of limbs that explored one another. 
Be fumbled with your pants, almost tearing them off you. He gave you a sadistic smile before ghosting his lips over both your thighs. Your legs shook, trying to keep them steady. 
“Have you ever...done anything with anyone?” he asked.
“Once, but nothing special.” you admitted. “It was straight to the point.” you shrugged.
“Then I guess I have nothing to compete against.” he bit his lips. “You smell so good here.” he shuddered. “I wanna-”
He yanked down your panties next. His lips ghosted over your slit, pressing feather light kisses against you. 
You held your breath, unable to register what was going on. His fingers met your clit, sliding his fingers through your slickness. Before you could say another word, Jimin licked a stripe up your slit. You bucked your hips, only to be held down. He sucked harshly at your clit before playing with your little bud with his tongue. 
“F-fuh-” you couldn’t even muster up the words as Jimin played with you. 
“Fuck Y/N.” he groaned. You felt his fingers slid inside of you, coating his fingers in your water. “I don’t know what’s hotter, the look on your face or the way your-”
“D-don’t say it!” you cut him off. “I’m warning you!”
“What?” you could just see she shit-eating grin on his face. “You mean pussy? The way this pussy takes my fingers so well?” (Now from the top, make it drop- I’ll shut up)
He abruptly removed his fingers which made your back arch and lurch upwards. You sat up on his elbows only to witness Jimin rid himself on his pants and boxers. Your eyes widened when you saw his hardness. You couldn’t look away. 
“See something you like?” his voice made you snap out of it. He bit his lip with a grin. He grabbed your legs and aligned himself with you, teasing the hell out of your entrance, just barely touching you with his length. “Am I your devil, Y/N?”
“God, yes.” you couldn’t fight it anymore. 
Slowly, he slid in, groaning at the feel of you around his dick. “Shit Y/N...How the hell am I gonna move when you’re so t-tight. I won’t last 10 seconds.” he whimpered. He slowly thrust again, your juices creating a deep echo in the room. “Hah...Ungh...f-fu” he planted his hands on the bed, one either side of your head. “Y/N...You don’t know what you do to me.”
“J-jimin.” you mirrored his voice, wrapping your arms around his neck. “P-please?”
That was all the motivation he needed to start moving. 
Your moans and yells echoes through the room, the clapping sound of flesh hitting flesh bounced off the walls. Sweat kept your bodies practically glues together. His fingers moved everywhere. Grabbing your sweater that for some reason was still on, grabbing your legs to pull you back into him. Your face to move your hair out of the way so he could witness the euphoria written shamelessly on your face. His jaw went slack and he felt himself getting to that part, and he could tell you were close too.
You were first, practically convulsing under him, screams of his name escaping your lungs.
“ARGH, FUCK!” He followed suit and immediately removed himself from you, only to spray himself...all over your sweater and legs. He felt forward, practically shaking against you. He messily kissed you, not bothering to think about neatness as his tongue invaded your mouth for the umpteenth time.
“Mind if I crash here tonight?” he laughed as he plopped next to you. 
“Sure.” you breathlessly replied. “Project can wait till tomorrow.”
As you drifted off to sleep, Jimin shimmied out of bed and walked over to the open window. He felt the breeze on his skin and closed his eyes. “Please.” He whispered. “I want to treat her well...don’t let me fuck it up.” He silently wished before joining you in bed again, protectively wrapping his arms around you. “I’ll do anything for you, Y/N...I’m your devil....”
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Cheesy ending I know but what did ya think?! 
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heartate-aa · 3 years
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ok. this involves @/in/death, my ex boyfriend.
this is not a callout post. the post i’m going to write in the future will not be a callout. i’m just trying to share my story. i am not posting this to hurt them, or to be petty or malicious. i just want to be heard. i don’t want a one-sided narrative to continue to be shared.
this is the FIRST POST. i’m going to make about this situation. i will not be posting any more screenshots until i fully compile everything and prepare to put everything in a document with my annotations underneath the images. i may not use every image i’ve gathered due to the sheer amount that i have like it’s closing in on being a thousand screenshots. not just their shittiness, but like other situations for context, my own faults, etc. i’m going to be transparent about everything. i don’t know when i’ll write this. i don’t know when it’s going to be complete, but please know it’s going to be something i’m working on because i am desperate to have my story heard. i will not be dismissed or silenced any longer and i am not going to let them paint a one-sided narrative.
this imgur is extremely long, and cw for abuse, just in case. please read these, if you would like.
a brief mention for gun violence due to something i discuss in the captions there, but it’s not explicit and it’s not a situation that i would like to discuss in detail to the public because it’s very personal.
i have added captions explaining a lot of the images for context. if you have any questions, please feel free to ask me.
this is not the last thing i’ll post, but it may be a while before i show anymore evidence. i am simply posting this to prove that i do and that this is not just me being petty and posting a squabble over a breakup. i was abused. @/in/death abused me. the rest is going under a read more for length.
i was hurtful too, and if my actions in turn were also abusive, even if they were not intended to be, im sorry. i own up to the awful things i did, which i’ll get into in my next post in the future. there’s a lot i need to talk about where i fucked up and the awful things i did too. i’m ashamed of them, and it’s because of shame that i’m able to talk about them openly. i’ve learned from them.
anyways, please take the time to read the screenshots and my comments beneath them. this isn’t even the WORST of what raphael has ever said to me.
i have screenshots of raphael calling me vile, disgusting, vile b*tch, etc., etc. they have called me a LOT of awful names to my face. i have NEVER once called them names to their face or spoke to them in the demeaning, cruel way that they have spoken to me. they’ve told me to “go get shot” after the gun related incident i mentioned above, and i go into detail (kind of) about this in the imgur, but i did not fully unpack it. i will, eventually.
if you choose to still associate with raphael and write with them and be their friend, i don’t care. i don’t care, i really don’t. all i care about is accountability and them being held accountable for their actions, ADMITTING that they were abusive, and if they’re ever sorry, for them to be sorry for it. because i’m sorry for the things i put them through, too. i wasn’t perfect, and sometimes i wasn’t good. i tried my best to be good to them, and i failed a lot. i’ll get into that later.
also there is NO excuse you could possibly make for deleting your side of the messages to me. there is no. excuse. you know how bad my memory is. why are you deleting things if you have nothing to hide? it’s wrong. it’s SO wrong. i cannot even find the words to tell you just how wrong it is that you’re doing this. you’re deleting MONTHS. WORTH OF MESSAGE LOGS. FOR WHAT??? please stop. if you know what’s good, please stop.
i hurt raphael too, and i am not dismissing their hurt nor am i trying to invalidate their hurt either. what they feel is valid because i know they feel hurt by me as well.
anyway i don’t know what else i can say here. if you have any questions, ask me about it. i may take time to respond. i’m dealing with a lot and my spoons are sparse.
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