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“One of the primary reasons that the Monarch mind-control programming was named Monarch programming was because of the Monarch butterfly. The Monarch butterfly learns where it was born (its roots) and it passes this knowledge via genetics on to its offspring (from generation to generation). This was one of the key animals that tipped scientists off, that knowledge can be passed genetically. The Monarch program is based upon Illuminati and Nazi goals to create a Master race in part through genetics. If knowledge can be passed genetically (which it is), then it is important that parents be found that can pass the correct knowledge onto those victims selected for the Monarch mind control.” [6. Ibid.]
“When a person is undergoing trauma induced by electroshock, a feeling of light-headedness is evidenced; as if one is floating or fluttering like a butterfly. There is also a symbolic representation pertaining to the transformation or metamorphosis of this beautiful insect: from a caterpillar to a cocoon (dormancy, inactivity), to a butterfly (new creation) which will return to its point of origin. Such is the migratory pattern that makes this species unique.” [7. Ron Patton, Project Monarch]
[5. Ellen P. Lacter, Ph.D., The Relationship Between Mind Control Programming and Ritual Abuse]


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I think as a fandom we aren't obsessed enough with the secuels Tartarus surely left on this two
#still tired#this is like an hour-long colored sketch#but i went back to my other drawing program#i missed it#and also i remembered when i just finish the HoO saga#i was obsessed with them bonding over tartarus trauma lol#so back to my roots#mentally and physically#percico#nico di angelo#percy jackson#fanart#nicercy#my art
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A warning for trauma survivors looking for online support
You may have come across the acronym "RAMCOA", which stands for "ritual abuse, mind control, and organized abuse."
If you search the Internet for RAMCOA, you might come across a result like this:
If you click the link, you'll be taken to a site that briefly describes what RAMCOA supposedly is, with content like:
MC - Mind Control. A shortened form of TBMC, standing for Torture Based Mind Control. MC is also known as programming, where victims are repeatedly tortured starting at a very young age to intentionally cause a system of dissociated parts that function perfectly to suit the abusers' needs.
alpha : a base program, one of the very first implemented. it trains the victim's mind to accept every order given by handlers willingly. parts with alpha programming will often have no will of their own, and very little personality outside of following orders.
aiw : alice in wonderland. typically split into 3 different sections : black alice, white alice, and crazy alice. ideally, a system scripted with aiw would have all three. white alice makes sure the system forgets the trauma, black alice makes the system feel like theyll be a danger to others if they remember the trauma, and crazy alice makes the system think theyre making it up or going insane if they ever remember it.
Literally all of this comes from a conspiracy theory - specifically, the Project Monarch alter programming conspiracy. It was developed and pushed by far right conspiracy theorists. Most of what people run into specifically traces back to Fritz Springmeier, a man who claimed in the 90's that the fight for gay rights was part of a plot to enthrone the antichrist in the year 2000. The Project Monarch conspiracy theory was always adjacent to the Satanic Panic, if not a somewhat niche part of it. If you start checking citations, you will find many of these people citing Svali, a conspiracy theorist who gets a lot of her material from Springmeier. (Example 1, example 2.)
This is no accident. The term RAMCOA was created by the International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation (ISSTD), which was created by and for psychologists who believed in the myths promoted during the Satanic Panic.
The RA part comes from "satanic ritual abuse," which was coined by Dr. Lawrence Pazder of Michelle Remembers (cw for descriptions of horrible abuses) fame. Lawrence Pazder is the man who effectively started the Satanic Panic. It cannot be overstated that Pazder, now a known malpractitioner, was considered the expert on ritual abuse during this time.
The MC part comes from "trauma-based mind control," which was coined to refer to the alleged abuses inflicted in Project Monarch. Parts of this conspiracy theory that can't be traced back to Fritz Springmeier can usually be traced back to Cathy O'Brien and Mark Phillips, two other (really racist) conspiracy theorists.
Ultimately, the entire conspiracy theory is constructed from tropes that go back to The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion (a known antisemitic hoax), blood libel, and early modern witch panic.
Searching the Internet for RAMCOA resources, ritual abuse, or trauma-based mind control will always bring you to conspiracy theorists.
(Also, the term OEA, which stands for "organized extreme abuse," will lead you to conspiracy theorists as well.)
So yeah, if you're looking for support, be very wary of this stuff. It will absolutely not help you heal; just the opposite.
#trauma recovery#abuse recovery#ramcoa#isstd#oea#tbmc#trauma based mind control#alter programming#project monarch#conspiracy theory#conspiracy theories#conspiracism#conspiracy theorists#conspiracy theorist#satanic ritual abuse#ritual abuse#cult survivor
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TRIED DRAWING SIFFRIN FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! FINDING MY STYLE FOR FUTURE ISAT FANART BLAH BLAH!!! NEED TO PRACTISE DRAWING SIF. SIF IS INEVITABLE
#isat#in stars and time#siffrin#artsy lynne things#BRUH this is a binary/pixel-y artwork but it just smoothes out when viewed from afar... Sad#i really wanted to include one where sif is crying... sorry sif...#70% of the time i was like “hmm this sif looks wrong” and the fix was to make their hat bigger unironically#i still dont think ive made the hats big enough tbh#it's so hard to fuse my artstyle with insertdisc5's artstyle... but i know i'm not the only one...#i'm glad ISAT is monochrome. i really struggle with color comprehension so this just means i can pump out more ISAT fanart theoretically...#...without it sticking out too much#or the opposite#without my hypothetical future fanart getting drowned out by mere color competition#i finally started ISAT after playing SASASA;AP 3 years ago... and promptly bingeplayed it within like a week#Not surprising. Just like it's not surprising that I can't stop thinking about ISAT... and Sif...#i wanna do an ISAT animation... ...big words for someone who has little animation experience and like. 0 proper programs for it either#WE BALL!!!!!!!!!!#congratulations ISAT for being the first fanart i draw and finish and post in. months? a year?#ISAT gives you 3 traumas and heals 5#PS: i have no idea why but i one-layer'd this whole thing? which seems unspectacular but#it was really bothersome when doing the shading bits or details#but at that point i was too committed to WE BALL so i just kept it this way throughout
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Octocon and RAMCOA survivors
pt: octocon and RAMCOA survivors
cw: RAMCOA, number names
Felt I should share this as I haven't really seen it talked about in system or RAMCOA spaces. When you use Octocon your parts will be attached numbers to each part based off who was created first. While it's likely due to how to code the easiest. it is important to remember that if you are a survivor who has parts who were forced to be called a number, are a survivor who was called a number collectively/bodily, forced to refer to others as numbers or has any trauma related to number names please tread carefully.
I know as a survivor it can be extremely scary not being able to control your name or having anxieties related to not being called your number too. Please know you are not forced to use Octocon just because other people are using it. If plural kit or simply plural work best for you than keep using them. You do not need to switch over and risk your own mental health. Being a survivor who was dehumanized to numbers is horrible and whether you decide to reclaim your trauma or are healing by moving away from it know your triggers are valid.
Know you are never alone in healing your trauma and note this post is for education. This is not to bash in the creators of Octocon nor is it to tell you how to feel about the app/bot. At the end of the day how you find support with yourself is for only you and your system to decide. With thet being said do not interact with this post if you are pro/neu-endo / believe in any form of "plurality" outside of being trauma based. If you are a questioning system, a cdd system who is syscourse unaligned or apathetic you are more than welcome to repost and interact.
#☁️🌹 . . heavenlys yap session#anti endogenic#anti proship#did system#osdd 1b#osdd#actually did#hc did#did#ramcoa system#ramcoa#tw ramcoa#ramcoa survivor#programming survivor#programmed system#sysblr#actually traumagenic#trauma survivor#endos dni#did community#udd system#pfdid#system#syspunk#systempunk#octocon#simply plural#plural kit#actually osdd#did osdd
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Thinking again about how Peeta gets sick from the train food, that it’s too rich for him, that he lived on stale and burnt bread, that he might have had materially enough food but not the right kinds. Thinking about how malnutrition is a spectrum, and food insecurity looks different in different households. That yes, he might not be one missed meal from starving to death, but that his teeth are probably weak. His mouth probably breaks out in ulcers when he eats fresh fruit. That he probably snuck down to the bakery when he was hungry and all there was were spoonfuls of sugar or jam. Maybe he had to take cake scraps to school for lunch, and how awful that would be, because it looks so luxurious but it’s not. How he probably loved when his dad bought one of Katniss’s squirrels because it was so fresh and alive, so unstale. Thinking a lot about food insecurity.
#mer.txt#get in folks we’re going into the Trauma of Poverty#I grew up like this#there were times my parents couldn’t afford anything#and they gave me Benadryl for dinner#because they couldn’t admit that they couldn’t feed me#I’ve had microwave popcorn for dinner#and ramen for months#shout out to the school lunch program#anyway#just in my thoughts
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UNDERSTANDING THE NEED TO WORK “FROM THE OUTSIDE IN” Trauma programming is layered. A good visual image to illustrate this concept is the children’s game of Mikado or “pick-up-sticks”—the outermost sticks must be removed before attempting to move underlying ones. When working to dismantle programming any interference encountered must be dealt with before proceeding. Not to do so is like pulling a stick from the middle of the pile and activating multiple layers of conditioned responses at once—something guaranteed to stop any further progress and destabilize the client. Brian Moss
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TW/CW: programming
Programmed and (Program)Cue
requested by @lost-atlantis :P
we tried our very best but the cue one is def based off our programmed members experiences ,,
requests are open !!
-Two
#tw programming#cw programming#tw abuse#plural related#RAMCOA/OEA related#trauma related#custom emoji#custom emote#emoji art#emote blog#aac emoji#emojiblr#custom discord emoji#discord emoji#emoji#cute emoji#discord emojis#discord emote#emotes#plural emoji#system emoji#system emote#pluralgang#plural system
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killer probably crashes out any time he feels even a tiny bit of guilt that he can’t dissociate from and repress
#killer sans stages#stage 2!killer#don’t ask bro about feelings. he’ll stare in confusion and horror at his own hands and then promptly forget what you were even talking abt#utmv#sans au#sans aus#killer sans#killer!sans#undertale au#killertale#undertale something new#undertalesomethingnew#something new#something new au#killertale sans#bad sans gang#bad sanses#nightmares gang#nightmare’s gang#cw dissociation#cw trauma#cw programming#cw conditioning#something new sans#utmv headcanons#utmv hc#kinda but not really#he did do that shit in his canon
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Like, antisemitism is a huge factor in the Project Monarch/alter programming/trauma-based mind control myth, but people have got to understand that it's also recycled witch panic. Like, all of the disgusting and immoral stuff they supposedly do at their rituals is literally right out of old witch hunters' manuals.
#project monarch#monarch programming#monarch mind control#mind control#conspiracy theory#conspiracy theories#ramcoa#ritual abuse#ra#ora#organized abuse#trauma based mind control#tbmc#intentional torture based control#itbc
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hey tumblr! I’m a tiktok refugee looking to meet new people!
- I’m a satanist
- I’m a liberal (I love Bernie sm 😭)
- I love witchcraft/the occult
- I am learning French
- I love computer programming and I’m learning to code in Python
- I am queer (bisexual)
- I am neurodivergent (bpd + adhd)
- I want to be a game dev someday
- billionaire ceos should die
If I sound like someone you’d wanna be friends with, let’s be mutuals!
#tiktok refugee#satanism#liberals#leftist#bernie sanders#luigi mangione#occult#witchcraft#french#learn french#programming#game development#coding#python#wlw#queer#bisexual#bpd#adhd#trauma#neurodivergent#wanna be friends?#looking for mutuals
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What if Eklutna blamed Rosehip, the only survivor of the rouge attack, for the death of her son, and started haunting her AU? Thanks, brain. Love you for that.
Lovely characters belong to @loudclan-clangen! The first clangen blog I ever followed, and one of my favorites. Bout time I made some fanart.
Yeah sure, the rogue attack was terrible and all, but Rosehiptree is my favorite, glad she survived! Now she gets some mandatory trauma. We love that for her.
Extras under cut, lol (As usual, flash warning for speedpaint)
Speedpaint! 1:16, if anyone cares.

Background and Ghostlutna that got merged at some point, and I can't undo it. Fun!
Rosehiptree!! Some of the best shading I think I've ever done, btw.

Text! Yup. Sure is some text.
#loudclan fanart#rosehiptree#eklutna#ghostlutna#clangen fanart#sky's art#warrior cats#we love giving trauma to cats that don't actually exist#i hate my drawing program now#its been crashing a lot recently#ive needed to watch a lot more ads#is it worth it for cat angst?#yes
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#tw medical trauma#tw medical malpractice#im exhausted guys#userbox#jiraiblr#landmineblr#sorry im spamming userboxes rn I got the drawing program working and i am venting rn#going through and doing a lot of the requests abt medical trauma and medical malpractice because fucking same
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They killed a kid and created an abomination.
#the angel speaks#trauma vent#actuallytraumatized#dissociative identity disorder#ramcoa system#ramcoa#oea#oea system#programming#trauma based mind control#hc did
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DID is mind control, intentionally practiced and requiring a great deal of effort and conditioning over a period of many years. To develop an elaborate DID system is to endure an ongoing medical procedure throughout childhood, one that requires clinical settings with access to extensive equipment and pharmaceuticals.¬Lynn Schirmer
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