#mentally and physically

[schizorrs]

i want to eat a raw dead animal in front of my family

[hopefulrunaways]

I think as a fandom we aren't obsessed enough with the secuels Tartarus surely left on this two

[viperra1]

a rare moment of reprieve

a closeup:

[thefundisorderdiary]

This disability pride, in honour of my grandma, who gets mad when I call myself disabled, please reblog and scream:

I’M DISABLED

In whatever way you like, just do it. Get it out there, combat all the people who don’t like you using that word!

[clockwayswrites]

I just wanted to say, darlings, that genuinely the dp x dc fandom is a delight. I have espoused to other fandom friends how fun it is to create for- how freeing.

You all are down for any canon changes and twists and warping. I can sit and write a story world building it one way and you'll all read along nodding and then in another story with the same characters completely change everything and you'll be there for that too. I can do as much or as little research as I want. I can horde or discard what I want. I can jump from ship to ship to found family at will.

And you all turn out for it in droves. The engagement and encouragement and passion and creations in this fandom are genuinely amazing.

We aren't a perfect fandom- no fandom is. There are some bad cores and hateful people or just people who haven't learned yet the reality of being in a fandom space, but they're easy enough to avoid or block. And oh how the good outweighs the bad!

So don't let anyone cause you to forget how good this fandom is or make you feel less for it verse the parent fandom. I'm so happy to have stumbled into it and the inspiration that it is and the joy that it's been to create for.

As always, and sincerely because you do it so easily, stay delightful, darlings.

[restlesscrustacean]

hmmm he makes me feel sick

[hxhhasmysoul]

Hey so i have been seeing this sukuna hates yuji thing very often and i feel like sukuna is still indifferent to him very much as I don't see difference in his behavior even after chp 248 .

Did I miss something?

I think we see Sukuna’s attitude towards Yuuji quite differently. To me, between the two of them, the person who’s been showing indifference, has been Yuuji. 

In the beginning Yuuji had tried to establish some rapport with Sukuna. He even approached him with some dose of sense of humour right after Sukuna ripped his heart out. 

But the moment he realised Sukuna can’t be reasoned with, when Sukuna refused to help Junpei and mocked Yuuji for asking, Yuuji crossed over to cold hatred. He repeatedly doesn’t let Sukuna bait him. Not when Sukuna blames Yuuji for people’s death in chapter 63, not when Sukuna tries to get Yuuji to keep quiet when they meet Angel. Yuuji just dismisses him. Even Yuuji’s reaction to Shibuya isn’t directed at Sukuna. It’s directed inward. He hates Sukuna but in a passive way, he prioritises other things. Trying to do at least something good after Shibuya, getting Gojou out, saving Megumi. Sukuna is an obstacle, but Yuuji tries to engage with him as little as possible.

The opposite is true for Sukuna. He talks to Yuuji, he tries to actively torment Yuuji and constantly questions Yuuji and his worldview. Tries to mock Yuuji.

I personally don’t like the word hate, when it comes to Sukuna’s attitude towards Yuuji. I think Yuuji unsettles him, causes him discomfort, irks him. Yuuji’s existence and especially perseverance go against what Sukuna believes to be true. He believes that only power matters and those who can’t go toe to toe with the strong are insignificant. He deems their lives to be pointless misery. Yuuji on the other hand cherishes human life, it matters to him on a very personal level. 

And even though Yuuji seems weak to Sukuna, someone not on par with him. Still Yuuji has power over Sukuna, he might be the only one apart from maybe Kenjaku and possibly Tengen that has ever had true power over him. Anyone else he can kill and keep his independence from, but Yuuji. He needed a plan, he needed to trick Yuuji into a binding vow to get out. 

When Sukuna was inside, Yuuji unsettled and irked him. But now Sukuna is slightly drifting towards fascination. He’s been introspecting a bunch after he got out from Yuuji, he asked Yuuji directly why he keeps going. He is trying to understand, while he never does that for Yorozu, Gojou or Kashimo. The groupies don’t interest him because they represent the status quo he’s always believed in. Yuuji is its contradiction, a glitch in the system Sukuna’d lived by before they cohabited a body. Sukuna ignores everyone else who’s jumping him. The only other person who’s sparked his curiosity is Maki. Though with her it’s more of a jujutsu nerd kind of curiosity. Yuuji interests him on a far more personal level. 

Of course he’s trying to put on a dismissive front, he constantly insults and diminishes Yuuji, but he’s also constantly thinking about Yuuji. It’s kinda “the babygirl doth protest too much, methinks”.  Especially that Yuuji is still not giving a rat’s ass about Sukuna. It’s kinda like notice me at this point. Like: I can’t get you out of my head, react to my crude cries for attention.

[whatrealbeautylookslike]

can everyone who's ever said swanqueen is incest stfu. now. I'm not asking nicely.

[inkstainedsouls]

I'm so done with school. I genuinly cannot anymore.

Its so close to the end of the school year and I cannot focus on it or even try at this point

I have so much stuff to do but I'm just too tired

[leechlung]

They are so alike I swear, I just wanted them to talk 2 eachother :"3

[schizorrs]

it got worse, i dont know what to do with myself anymore.

[travelling-on-the-octopath]

untapped potential of a dimitri healing post five-year meltdown: he is officially in the habit of saying the most macabre, gruesome, out-of-pocket shit, and i think whenever he's upset and trying to get people to leave him alone so he can recalibrate, to, you know, NOT continue on a spiral, he starts speaking like that again.

ANYWAY. princes snippet <3

Dimitri drew in great breaths. Bony, bloodied hands shackled his wrists and ankles. He screwed his eyes shut, but the shackles began to whisper. Focus on the ground, he figured, prying his eyes back open.

Ferdinand let his lance fall to his side, jaw set.

“Congratulations,” Dimitri said. He wished he were more enthusiastic.

“For what?” Ferdinand tightened his grip on his lance. “If this was a fight of skill, you would have defeated me, and you know it.”

“Then drop the lance and gouge out your eyes.”

Ferdinand startled. “I beg your pardon?”

Dimitri cradled his temple, full to the brim of paralytic memories. “Your Crest is as much a matter of luck as your weapon and your eyesight. Tools you happen to have and choose to use. If you truly resent its presence, then you are not willing to do what it takes to become a more skilled fighter.”

[slut4slytherinss]

Are you ever totally okay and having good day and then you think about that one tragic couple from your book and want to throw your phone across the room?

[fairycosmos]

i want a vodka coke so bad my stomach hurts but i'm being pretty chill about it

[weeping-silhouette]

sometimes, trying is hard.

most times, actually.

i struggle with such basic things,

yet no one cares to wonder why i am struggling.

no one asks.

no one questions it.

they just assume i am lazy,

or not determined enough.

they view me as worthless.

i just want to be okay.