#what a fucking edgelord

[manglednatalia]

Beast Dazai exchanged his life for Oda's life.

Because of the memories, he doesn't get to live, his other self gets the life he could only dream about. His entire existence is about preparing Atsushi and Ryuunosuke to face Fyodor. Making sure that this exchange of lives won't hurt the world they live in, the world Oda lives in.

Setting others up for the upcoming threats was his only purpose.

[dead-core]

part of knowing me is watching me self-destruct. you cannot save me, you cannot fix me, and you cannot stop me.

[buqbite]

part 1 (on VA and being better than humans)

part 2 (on welt and being just a human)

[delusionalbitchinthehouse]

Alpha & Ifrit angst wooooo. Also PLEASE tell me if my use of the past and especially the "had been ...-ed" form is correct or not, it's late, I'm having a huge brain lag and i'm losing my english.

Alpha only had Ifrit for three weeks and if anything happened to the younger fire ghoul, he would kill everyone in the room and then himself.

Alpha's barely exagerating. It's crazy how quickly his new student adorable little fuck mentee hope ? burden managed to burrow himself under Alpha's skin.

Thing is, Ifrit is impossible to dislike. His smile is too bright to hate, digging dimples into his cheeks whenever it graces the fire ghoul's face. Ifrit is a ray of a sunshine, a crackling bonefire illuminating happy faces. His enthusiasm and interest in everything is so terribly endearing, the way he wears his heart on his sleeve a testament to just how good the younger fire ghoul is.

The exact opposite of Alpha.

Ifrit has none of Alpha's acidic, rancid anger festering under his skin, none of the spark of agression dancing in Alpha's tone at the slightest inconvenience, none of the bitterness tainting Alpha's vision of the world.

Sometimes, it hurts to look at Ifrit. To see what Alpha could have been, might have been at some point, before life fucked him over time and time again. A comforting warmth instead of an unbearable heat. A sparkling-eyed, mischievious creature, instead of a closed-off, destructive monster.

The thought of seeing Ifrit lose that spark keeps Alpha up at night.

He cannot let this happen. He cannot let history repeat itself, let another fire ghoul get taken appart until all is left is a rotten core.

Alpha will always remember his first lesson with Ifrit. The younger ghoul was eager, tail wagging in excitement, bouncing on the ball of his feet. Alpha felt like a knife had been plunged into his heart ; and as always, his response to such an intense, unexpected emotion was anger. He snapped at Ifrit, telling him to settle the fuck down.

And Ifrit, sweet, darling Ifrit, smiled, tail wrapping around his leg. Stilled, like he had been asked to. Alpha immediately felt bad. But what could he do ? His venom had been spilled already, there was no taking it back. Still, his face twisted as guilt burnt in his throat.

"It's okay," Ifrit suddenly humed, looking so terribly earnest, "Your anger, your furstration. I understand. And I can take it."

Alpha nearly choked on remorse upon hearing that. Ifrit was much more observant than he had thought. And he apparently was a huge self-sacrificing idiot. Alpha wanted to shake him, to grab him by the shoulder and tell him to run, far, far away from him, from this wicked world that mercilessly breaks all that's good.

Instead, Alpha tightened his hand into a fist, and growled, low and threatening.

"You can't. Neither should you, or will you."

You don't deserve this had been left unsaid.

Ever since that day, Ifrit seems to have taken it upon himself to bring out all the sides of himself Alpha thought were gone.

The first time he called Ifrit "kit", in an appreciative manner after the younger fire ghoul had managed a tricky riff in very little time, Alpha knew there would be no going back.

Ifrit wormed his way into Alpha's not-so-stony heart and he is here to stay.

And if Alpha has to shoulder all the shit life brings to keep Ifrit unmarred by it, then so be it.

As Alpha watches his promising student wrestle with Aether, he isn't surprised to feel Omega press up against him, one arm wrapping around the fire ghoul's waist. Omega's thoughts nudge Alpha's, echo in the fire ghoul's brain.

I know. Me too.

[y-rhywbeth2]

If you play Durge as caring/being upset about Gortash and Orin's death (assuming you turned against Bhaal here) then - shortly after being forced to murder at least one, if not both of them, and seeing the other one die regardless - as they grieve they will get to listen to the whole city hail them as a hero for murdering their loved ones everywhere they go within 24 hours of the end of a very taxing few weeks... Yay. Victory.

(The bards and minstrels of the Gate might want to hide in my canon lest they turn up mysteriously maimed is all I'm saying.)

[lilyharvord]

All you hoes claiming Maven is King Ruthless/Angst boy extraordinaire have clearly never met Prince Corrick “I have murdered and tortured many MANY people and have to physically hold myself back so I don’t make the woman I love hopelessly sad even when she’s not around but I will do those things if I have to at the expense of others because I love my brother and will do anything to keep him on the throne and will do vile things to save my skin and the skin of only those I care about” of Kandala and it fucking shows.

[squintsintwink]

I think bands would’ve been a cooler addition to high school years than thrifting, and bubble tea

[crusaderguy]

Imagine you're breaking into someone's house and then they pull out the fucking edgelord's skullmaster automatic splinter shitter 9,000.

I want this, gimme, I can be definitely be trusted with one of these and won't storm into the IRS headquarters in full military grade armor from the 41st century while on omega level steroids that make me less and less human.

[ruvviks]

Nathan Dixon is lead STEM developer of the Union environment and Team Bravo special ops agent of MOBIUS. He is one of the youngest recruits of the shadow organization, having been forced to join them after he killed his parents at age 16; and now, nine years later, he is looking for a way to destroy MOBIUS once and for all– if that is even possible.

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[storm-of-feathers]

There aren't only three genocides happening. By the way. There's been at least ten ongoing. None of you cared about them until you could hate jews about it, though.

[kuratm]

now, i know my ass needs to get back to hsr grind and catch up with the current story, but god....if i may just pop off for one minute-

HELLO, THERE, MISTER, HOW ARE YOU DOING TODAY? 😳😳😳

[hanakihan]

bunch of smoking memes redraws feat. over stressed and completely done dantes

man be saving our psyche but who’s gonna save (what remains of) his

[homoqueerjewhobbit]

I do think, esp as people who grew up with social media get older, we're just going to need a statute of limitations on canceling people. Like, when you turn 22, nothing you posted on any platform before you graduated high school can count against you as long as you're not still saying or doing it.

Sincerely,

Someone who would be in a boatload of trouble if he'd had tiktok in 2005

[abbey-abdominal]

dont get to close... that place is haunted... fear not the ghosts... she sent them running... (edgelord!sketchdump)

[y-rhywbeth2]

You learn things while looking at the dialogue options you didn't take as the Dark Urge! Which are not new, but sometimes all you see is the implications and not the parts where the game comes out and says things.

*Your body feels aroused imagining a broken twisted neck, and a thrill thinking of a trailing intestine.*

It is in no way surprising, considering that serial killing may be sexual in nature, and the Bhaalist scriptures you find about Bhaal being a creep and giving his followers murder-orgasms that I refer to as the basis for murder nuns, the implications and potential flat-out admission of necrophilia, Gortash's remark, Astarion telling them to wait ten minutes before being an absolute freak (hypocrites, both)...

I mean you can take "aroused" differently, but altogether the implications are pretty strong: I know Durge gets off on serial killing, but I didn't expect the game to actually imply it that strongly, it always seems to hedge around things.

[sometimesiwanna-disappear]

im gonna tbh with yall, listening to magnus archives again without the constant fanon bleed and regular discussion etc.... definitely colors it a different way lol! i have more criticisms than i did when i listened to it the first time and it makes me a bit sad because i love it so so soso much. just coming up on the unknowing arc and i'm mentally strapping myself in because i'm realizing things [I dont like jmart very much / would like it MUCH BETTER if martin was actually a twist villain and web aligned i keep seeing the wires johnny i am shaking you by the shoulders DID YOU TAKE WEB ALIGNED EVIL MARTIN FROM US TO APPEASE THE FOUND FAMILY FANFICTION SOFT TEENAGE FANS ..... tell me why jonelias is so much more appealing to me now relistening to it as a grown ass woman . PAIN].