#why is this a mood

[the-untalented-photographer]

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Content warning: abuse mentions, craving abuse, objectification/dehumanization, extreme idolization, delusions of grandiosity, victim complex, God complex, etc.) NPD + BPD culture is wanting someone who is God-like in your eyes to hurt you and abuse you over and over again... because you are a toy. You only exist to be the best at suffering. There is superiority and honour in suffering for someone who you would devote your every being to. It's feeling like you only exist to suffer, and that that's a delightful and extraordinary thing. Honestly, I know this sounds like a twisted version of grandiose delusions but... I genuinely feel this way. I crave to be the victim, to be used. That's all I know from the trauma I went through. :(

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[lilacandladybugs]

my friend told me that her boyfriend got her a super cool rock while they were on vacation together and you would not BELIEVE my disappointment when i realized she was talking about her engagement ring

[lilislegacy]

imagine being someone at new rome university and not knowing percy is the same guy as “percy jackson, son of poseidon, two-time hero of olympus, former praetor” because the thought doesn’t even cross your mind. like… he’s percy. he’s a total frat boy. on a normal night, he walks into a party, refers to everyone as bro or dude, socializes with every living (and not-living) person in the room, makes at least 50 sarcastic comments, plays 12 rounds of beer pong, drinks way too much, and then skates around campus on his skateboard yelling “I LOVE NEW YORK” (which makes no sense, because they’re in california) until someone calls his girlfriend to come get him.

and then one day there’s an attack, and frat boy percy is all of a sudden a fighting machine. he’s yelling battle cries alongside the praetors frank zhang and hazel levesque as they lead everyone into battle. (why is he with the praetors? and why…. why in the world do the praetors seem to be following his lead?) his sword slashes through armies of monsters faster than you’ve ever seen. he’s controlling the entire river surrounding the camp, creating huge waves as tall as skyscrapers that crash down all around him, wiping out monsters and causing mass destruction to his enemies’ ranks. the sky is suddenly dark above you, ice-cold water droplets are slashing through the air, and the wind is blowing so aggressively that it’s making it hard to stand up steadily. because he’s somehow created a hurricane.

and he looks terrifying. you can feel the power radiating off of him. he’s like a god. or maybe a monster. it’s hard to tell. you’re a little scared of him, to be honest. but also in total awe, because it’s extraordinary. he’s extraordinary.

frat boy percy is not who you thought he was.

[zagreus-eats-your-bread]

*booktok voice* Do you want to read a gay story about two guys who speedrun enemies to lovers, go against their designed nature by being together, who become unstoppable fighting side by side to much dismay of the gods who created them? Do you want to see one of them eaten alive by the grief for his lover when he dies from a godsent sickness? A book about someone fighting so hard for a chance at eternal life that he doesn't notice he is throwing away the precious time he has got, filling it with agony? Well, in the  2100 BCE poem of Gilgamesh-

[canisalbus]

[goji-pilled]

okay but would she still love her if she was a worm though??

[whoisspence]

friendly reminder that they

are also them

[xno-chill-memesx]

[rendevok]

Silly little narumitsu kiss based on something vicky tweeted

[Screeenshot ID: A screenshot with the text “When I leaned in to kiss him and he threw his hands in the air and said “yay” before we started making out” quote tweeted with the addition of “Phoenix Wright” from twitter user vanilla_mp3. End ID.]

[dxndeli-n]

Abandonment issues go brrr

[saewokhrisz]

planning

[napping-sapphic]

*gives you a gay little kiss that feels like home*

[sundayroadkill]

cuter huh? 💕

[royalarchivist]

Foolish: We had to kill Pac.

Tubbo: [Very drunk and sleep-deprived] Aw you didn't kill Pac he's just a–

Foolish: We tried!

Tubbo: –a life-loving boy! He's just a boy that loves life! It's not his fault he's in love with FitMC, you just gotta let him– let that love flourish and bloom, you know?

Bad: They're in love?

Tubbo: ...No. You didn't hear that from me! They're roommates, they're roommates, they're roommates.

Bad: Oh, ok.

Foolish: They're just roommates.