#wish I was gone

[your-words-hurt]

One day, I’ll finally be gone from this hell hole, the day just seems to get worse and worse and the anger just keeps on building up. I hope the day where I’ll leave this hell hole comes soon!

[crimewave420]

Sacred ground…..

[pronetosilence]

Prone To Silence

I find myself in silence a lot. Sitting in it, wishing for words that scream themselves through my head, begging to be said in the moment. The moment is always fleeting, and I am back to silence, as if I had left it in the first place, sitting, wishing I had said the words that so badly wanted to be spoken. Within me contains a rage that not even Hell can contain.  Rage against my existence, rage against the horror’s I have endured, the sins I have witnessed. Yet. The rage is soft.

 A spark that only dreams of being a fire. “Slow and Mild

You Peaceful Child

Afraid of mice

Afraid of life.”

I’d describe a kitten, soft and delicate, but even a newborn aristocat has more fierceness than my rage. How different my life would be, if I screamed my existence, howling my demand for respect, roaring back at those who…silenced me.

Who would I be? Would I still be me? Would I still find myself sitting in silence after the shouting faded out? My throat raw, vocal chords pulled to another level. If I opened my mouth then, would they spring back, would my vocal cords snap from sheer exhaustion? Damn me to  a  mute life. If I yelled for respect, screamed  for the abuse to stop… 

And nothing heard me… Nothing changed… I understand the fear that my rage holds within itself now. I’ve always been mute.

Scared. What a way to live. Prone to Silence…

[pcktknife]

twyleen based on old drawings of them i cant find but! have memorized

[isjasz]

[Day 155] Sunflowers always face the sun

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So like. If sunflowers always face the sun and the majority of the sunflowers on scar's shawl are on his back and on the side does that mean scar still trusts grian with his back or he turned his back on him rejected him moved on or sometimes they wish they are by each other's sides again or are they allies or enemies this will be the death of m <- epic shower thoughts

[thatthirstyweirdo]

IS THAT ELVIS PRESL- Oh wait, no, it's Wally Darling!

[warlenys]

every birthmarks everybody dies parallel takes twenty years off my life

[itsdefinitely]

i miss prismo already

[pierog]

tiny comic about eating toast with friends

[magicshop]

his smile could cure the world ♡ [Happy birthday my angel @morshiberna ♡]

cr. 0613data

[your-words-hurt]

Each time someone asks if I’m okay I always say yes, because what’s the point of saying no, noting can help, they can’t fix it, talking do not help and if it dose it just helps while you’re doing it but not after, so what’s the point in telling people, they can’t do shit. Why put my problems onto anyone else.. it’s not like they would care anyway..

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

THE SITE IS UP, EVERYBODY BRACE-

[gunstellations]

In the world I love

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In a different world

[ossafr4cta]

I believe these two would get along just swell over a cup of tea

[lucabyte]

So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.

[formerheroeswhoquittoolate]

there are protocols for what to do with every batkid when they panic / otherwise freak out. bruce has them written down somewhere but at a certain point they all just know them instinctively.

dick: make sure his feet are on the floor. put your feet on the floor. hold wrists -- not hands, but wrists, so neither of you could possibly slip. neither of you are falling. he needs to know that.

jason: don't touch him. talk to him. if you can lead him to a big, open space, do that. leave the doors open. turn the lights on. watch him, but don't get too close unless he asks for a hug.

tim: keep talking. doesn't matter what you say, just make sure he can't forget you're there. even after he says he's fine, even if it seems like he's fine, he's not, so don't leave. stay. if you can't stay, find someone who can.

damian: don't forget he's literally a child, but take him seriously. ask him what's wrong. him, you can reassure. don't touch his hair -- talia and ra's did that a lot, when he was in the league, and he'll flinch away from you. the knife helps him feel safe, don't worry, it's not about you.

cass: you can talk to her all you want but she is not going to answer you. speaking is hard enough on a good day. if you even manage to guess that she's panicking, keep your posture open. she won't take a hug, but she might come lean against you.

steph: hold her. it's pretty straightforward with her, actually. just hold her close and talk her through calming down. get somewhere you can take your mask off, if you're in costume, and let her see your face.

babs: get her a weighted blanket and a cup of tea and just let her be. if anyone besides dick or her dad asks, she's fine. she will be fine, honestly. she's a little better adjusted than most of the family. just keep an eye out for her.

duke: he's new. if you're not cass, dick, or tim, you should probably get one of them. kid gloves with him. you might have to walk him through breathing, focusing on the things around him, all the things that are second nature to everyone else now. remember, he hasn't been doing this all his life.