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so glad the mute and block buttons work on the bird app still!
I've seen two accounts asking for Jessica Jones to wear her Jewel costume 😡. I'm not even going to bother explaining why that's never happening, both within the TV canon and the comics canon.
Jessica Jones returning to the MCU was a mistake.
#trying not to explode right now#I know i said I wouldn't explain it... Obvs if your a mutual or come to me about this in good faith then yh I'll explain why this doesn't#work on multiple levels#needed to vent lol#also whilst I'm here go read Alias!#jessica jones#marvel
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I'm sorry but the irony of Nico calling Max unprofessional is sending me so bad like sir there's an entire garage full of people, who were literally in the trenches trying to survive the Brocedes fallout while just doing their jobs, who might have a few things to say about your (& Lewis') level of professionalism at that time 😭✋️
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#brocedes#like niki lauda had to try multiple times to literally parent trap them to try and get them on speaking terms it never worked#because one would arrive they'd see the other and the other would leave#& if i remember correctly the garage crew would swap around from race to race as a like see we aren't favouring anybody gesture 😭#and thats no shade to nico because it was both of them contributing to that environment#his comment re max is just making me laugh#like if i was a part of the pr/media team - which is a part of the degree I'm working on irl - at merc that year i would've lost the plot#like its insane reflecting on it nearly a decade later but the poor souls just trying to do their job in the eye of that storm#truly gods strongest soldiers#ngl the professional comment irks me a bit because its not like max is engaging in inappropriate work place behaviour#he's engaging in another aspect of racing that his involvement raises awareness of & that makes racing more accessible#& we all know how inaccessible not only getting into racing is but also to continue to pursue the further along you go#theres so many stories of 1 sibling giving up racing so the other can keep going because the family can't afford for them both to race#its a huge financial strain & we only see a handful of drivers talk about that & try to do something to change it#and nicos fellow sky sports commentators are routinely unprofessional on so many levels#additionally max had a lot of valid reasons to be annoyed at his team today#but alas he's not english so he's ungrateful#i hate that drivers can't criticise their teams or car without immediately being branded as bratty & ungrateful#ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR JOB IS TO GIVE FEEDBACK#you can see the double standards from sky when say Lando or George have complaints with their team/car v the likes of Max and Yuki#especially Yuki my god the things i would do to get the British media to leave him alone#this was a jokey post at one point and then became a rant whoops lmao#I'll leave it that before i write an actual essay here 😭✋️
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s2 gihun with s1 characters PLEASE
wait i love this concept omfg
#TESTING OUT A NEW BRUSH BTW. KINDA FUCKIN WITH IT. lowkey messing with my style too we'll see where it goes#i might do more of s2 gi-hun with the rest of the s1 cast but i wanted to do sae-byeok n sang-woo for sure cuz i thought those were the#most interesting avenues to explore here#for sae-byeok and gi-hun im thinkin abt how they would end up working together since gi-hun now also has trust issues#two black cats fr#maybe they cancel each other out LMFAOOOO#real talk. maybe sae-byeok hangs around his general area lowkey spying on him after he announces hes played before#tryna see if she can gain anything from it#starts wanting to bounce maybe halfway thru the games and figures gi-hun is her best bet? idk#idk bro. just know that sae-byeok and gi-hun are father and daughter in every universe#the reason this ask took a few days to answer is cuz i was literally thinking abt s2 gi-hun with sang-woo all weekend#sang-woo would be TWEAKING bro#s he attracted to gi-hun taking charge and being so serious? yes.#is he also tweaking out because hes Not used to this dynamic between him n gi-hun and also isnt the most knowledgeable person in the room#YES.#he wants to hit but his survival instincts and multiple complexes are screaming at him 💔#he and gi-hun are having a self-loathing off tbh. its not pretty#holy shit this was a yapfest SORRY YOU CAUSED AN EXTINCTION LEVEL EVENT INSIDE MY BRAIN#squid game#squid game fanart#seong gi hun#cho sang woo#kang sae byeok#seong gihun#cho sangwoo#kang saebyeok#my art#doodle#fanart#requests
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i want kagihira to KISS for valentines day
#hirano to kagiura#hirano taiga#kagiura akira#hirakagi#kagihira#sasaki to miyano#sasamiya#my art#happy valentines day!!!!!!#wish i came up with something more creative than generic kissing art#don’t look at the lower half u can tell i put 385986 times more effort into the kissing faces ..#can i just use these tags to blogpost abt how much i relate to hirano-san.. ..#as someone who is aromantic; has bleached hair; multiple ear piercings#works in a professional educational corporate position#kinda#also friends thinking i was kinda intimidating b4 they got to know me#this guy really speaks to me on a spiritual level#not to mention his very aspec coded way of thinking when it comes to romantic relationships#reminds me of my own (failed) love life LOOOL
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Do you think when Gideon ruffles his hair, embers fall off like when you poke at burning firewood. Forest Fire Mcgee over here
#i looked up the name 'mcgee' to make sure i was using that correctly and apparently the name means 'son of fire'#joke works on multiple levels#Gideon Coal#im here to say shit nobody else does#next up; Kremy has theater kid that was bullied out of being a theater kid energy#legends of avantris#ouaw#once upon a witchlight#text
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Bruce being a wolf in Beast World actually fits him really well.
Wolves are believed to be loners, we even label people as "lone wolf" when they live on their own and don't seek interaction with others. But this is not the truth, wolves are actually family-oriented animals. They live with a pack, which is their family. The Alpha wolf theory, when it was proved false, showed that in the wild, the "Alpha" of the pack were the parents, often the mother, because the other wolves are their kids. And yes, wolves can go through period were they are alone, but this "lone wolf" period is them looking for another wolf to start a family with. They are looking for a family, because they know they need one.
Now, apply this to Batman, aka Bruce Wayne. He is believed to be a loner, but what he is actually doing when he is alone is looking for a family. He is actually family-oriented and not a loner at all, he is happier with his family, with his kids around. He is suicidal when he has no kids or family, and once he has them, he finds being alive easier.
Also, very protective of his kids, like a mama wolf that will fight to the death to protect her kids, even the ones that aren't actually wolves but she found them, so they are hers.
#batman#bruce wayne#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#did the dc people thought about all of this? I don't think so#they probably went “he's a lone wolf so it works!” and that's it#even tho he is with Dick in this story and the “dad and his kids” relationship they have is shown multiple times#I'm not a huge connoisseur in animals so this is all surface level shit about wolves#but the last bit is inspired by the story of those girls that inspired the Jungle Book they found them within a wolf pack#all the wolves ran but their mom who died trying to protect them from the humans and I just cannot stop thinking about her#she loves those girls more than the people who would take them in after
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A little bit of celebratory light in the current political climate: I'm working with a local endocrinologist who is versed in gender-affirming care as well as my local LGBTQ+ resource organization to start a quarterly pride clinic that I'm going to run with and staff with the aforementioned endocrinologist. I don't know yet how successful it will be, but we're in a really under-served area and a lot of the local federally qualified health centers are pulling back their gender affirming care offerings due to the recent federal policies so that they can retain their funding, which after speaking to my residency program directer he seems to believe is unlikely to affect us. So I'm going to be working with our program attendings and this endocrinologist to help refer more queer and especially trans patients to myself and one of my seniors who is also really involved in LGBTQ+ health goals for gender-affirming care.
The clinic itself is only going to be quarterly at this time (hopefully monthly in the future) due to the limitations of patient panel sizes and also residency scheduling, but we're hoping that we can also follow these patients in our actual primary clinic, since it will all be in the same building and part of the same system, and the endocrinologist has said she is willing to co-precept these patients (aka. have us forward her the notes and look over them to make sure the care plans are copacetic, as well as get curbsided by us when needed) when we work on hormone therapy in the primary care clinic. I think the main challenge is going to be 1) making sure we have the resources and access to a good multidisciplinary team (main points are mental health resources (gonna ask one of the psych program attendings, he is both openly queer and invested) and infectious disease specialist options that aren't going to result in bad experiences for the patients that we refer that way) and 2) making sure we have appropriate follow-up for patients, which I think on my end is just going to mean me telling our clinic coordinator, "Hey, if it's for this patient panel specifically, you can book me an extra patient per half-day for continuity."
We're also going to be doing internal-ish referral advertising through the LGBTQ+ org, as well as training through the organization and also just through research done by myself and my senior for our co-residents for things like cancer screening guidelines adjusted for risk factors we see in queer people (anal paps, three-site testing, when to screen for breast cancer in trans women, etc, etc). Waiting on my program director to talk to our clinic coordinator to see if there's any way for people to self-refer straight to the pride clinic (probably insurance-dependent) but otherwise it's just...happening.
I think my main wish is that I had more days to directly work with this endocrinology attending to pick her brain. She said she's game for any [redacted weekday] for the clinic once we get things going and I'm on my endocrinology rotation, but I'm mostly working with another endo and only see her twice this month due to her work schedule. She's a great teacher and next time I see her this month I'm going to see if she has time to give me a crash-course on HRT management that will help me synthesize the gender dysphoria treatment clinical practice guidelines I'm reading through from the Journal of Clinical Endocrinology and Metabolism. My PD actually specifically referred a trans patient to us to see that day because he knows I really want more experience with this (and, y'know, she's a great endo doc) so that will be the perfect opportunity.
Anyway! It's a great time to be working on offering more medical resources to LGBTQ patients.
#got a lot of things done for this project today in terms of communicating with multiple parties about logistics and got a lot of “yes”s#so a lot of this is me putting my thoughts together after all of that#I think one of the things that really took me off guard is how much of this is just...#I can just DO THE THING#I thought I'd have to get a bunch of approvals and jump through hoops for the clinic but no it's literally just#“yeah just set some dates and log it as hours worked and don't break duty hours”#“and let me know what we can do to help”#personal#residency#dear diary#I feel like medically speaking I have SO MUCH TO LEARN#hopefully it will be easier after I take level 3 next week and can use my practice question study time on other studies#(also lol resisting the urge to take all my coresidents by the shoulders and hiss “YOUR TRANS PATIENTS. GIVE THEM TO MEEEEEEE”)#((p sure half of them already know anyway WHEEZE))#((but I have to LEARN the medicine first!!! just having the spirit isn't enough!))
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something something au where recently divorced but still extremely closeted trent walks into a bar owned by beard and frequently bartended by ted
#thinking of so many facets to this. bartender ted works shockingly well on multiple levels#trent being both divorced and closeted bc Some Shit Is Going On There#something something the divorce was kind of messy but more just exhausted on both sides#neither understanding or willing to admit what exactly is going wrong#trent being like oh shit. i'm fucking. super gay. is actually kind of a relief to both of them even though#for a hot second she fully thinks he's making it up in a misguided attempt to make her feel better/make himself look better#anyway just the idea of trent wandering into a bar post divorce when it's not his day with crimmlet#feeling awful and exhausted and lonely#and more snappish than usual--his coworkers have noticed he's even more biting and standoffish than before--only to realize#a) this is a gay bar b) the bartender is really nice c) oh no he's gay for the bartender d) WAIT IS HE GAY#something something trent previously both deeply closeted and deeply convinced he is generally unattractive/adequate at best#has no idea how to handle multiple gay men hitting on him#some of them are drag queens. many of them are not.#trent blushing so hard his face feels physically hot when some bear flirts with him very explicitly:#oh. oh i didn't know it could feel like this????#and then there's of course the handsome bartender who is very very nice and sweet and trent's developing a megacrush at mach speed#but also feels kinda bad bc he is NOT gonna hit on a bartender. being gay does not change the rules of#flirting with someone who is on the job liek that--who has to be nice to you and cannot leave#is Bad and Rude. meanwhile ted has been making eyes at this newcomer all night and beards like man take your break i will man the bar#you keep forgetting to attend to everyone else bc youre too busy watching newbie twirl his hair at you#anyway the point is. unhappy closeted recently divorced trent accidentally walks into a gay bar#and walks out shyly glowing newly out and with the bartender's number. great bar 10/10 he's going back all the time#man is literally sitting at the bar with a sprite just talking to his bf while they're lovingly harassed by the regulars#about taking notes from lesbians with how fast they fell in love lmao#tedependent#gertspeak#tedtrent
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Every year, the Ultimate Horse Championship contestants who make it past the intermediate level are invited to a special gathering at the bar. Lou hadn't been to event like this in years... Not since she was in the symphony.
In the mirror she recognized a part of herself she hadn't seen in a long time, contained in the pearls draped around her neck. They were a gift, from her parents, some 30 years ago when she first played in Windenburg. A remnant of who she used to be blended with the elements of her newer self.
She took a deep breath. Just one party. It would be fine.
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[Lou is looking at herself in the mirror, examining her current outfit, a long pink dress dotted with pomegranates and a white apron stained with the memory of time spent in the kitchen.]
[She smiles as she makes an attempt to hype herself up.]
Lou: Alright, Lou, it's just one party. You can do this.
[A few moments later... Lou has changed into her outfit for the party. her hair is tied up in a single bun, her hair ballooning over a tan scarf like rising dough. Her teal dress was covered in orange flowers with green stems trailing behind them, a fabric reminiscent of curtains her parents would have hung in her childhood home.]
Lou: Wow...
[Lou is giddy at her appearance, dressed up for the first time in years. She's beautiful. Slowly, the initial excitement dissipates, as her examining gaze drifts to the strand of pearls around her neck. She has a moment of melancholy remembering how they were a gift from her parents during a performance in Windenburg.]
[The moment passes and she leaves for the party.]
#i should really explain at some point how i imagine the UHC works...#basically#there's each level of the competition#and multiple groups of competitors *in* said level based on skill/experience#so naila and lou aren't competing together yet#because lou is in a different category#if that makes sense...#😅#is it obvious i don't know how sports work?#😆#anyway i like this post#lou is so adorable#🥰#it was going to have dialogue but i liked the pictures by themselves better#this post is sponsored by: ellipses#i used too many#sims 4#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4 horses#sims 4 horse ranch#ts4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 horses#ts4 horse ranch#horse ranch gp#palomino ranch#louise “lou” carrington
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genuinely SO demoralizing to actually check the ages of fairly middle achieving people in fields I want to work in, like not even the major household name types, like, people who are fairly successful, and learning so many of them are +/-3 years of my own age and they got in three or four years ago is just...
I know we all say that one's age isn't ACTUALLY a road block for anything and you can be successful or break into anything at any age, but y'know, still, it's a fact that is incredibly demoralizing and everything seems impossible all the time
yes, yes, i know checking these facts and dwelling on it is NOT helpful, but also y'know, I already know too much of the state of the industries so
#I am sorry for constantly despairing on main these days but job applications is the most demoralizing experience ever#especially when you are a writer and are looking at jobs in fields that are dying so bad#that people who worked on some of the most iconic works in the medium in the past 30 years are applying for low level staff positions#that describes MULTIPLE fields#every time it feels like five years too late for get in. five years too early for when things change.#genuinely sometimes I'm like I should've just finished my fucking thesis on time and maybe something could've changed but#realistically the answer was it wouldn't have
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#NEVER MIND I GOT THEM TO WORK#i spent multiple hours just tinkering with this model trying to get it to work just because of how long it had tormented me before this#and like. i dunno i was just bored and looking for something to do with my hands. and i tinkered with this for a while and got it working#this level of work would be unsustainable for every galarian form that doesn't have a normal functioning model#so. y'know. don't expect this for all of them. but i'll try to remember the process i used for this one so maybe i can apply it to them#so ignore the tags on the next post about me not being able to get this one to work#galarian farfetch'd#every pokémon is someone's favorite. i gotta keep that in mind
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I remove my mask (ADHD) only to reveal a second smaller mask underneath (Chronic Fatigue)
#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#adhd#not me slowly realizing that my energy levels are not in fact normal#took me 17 years to figure out that being in pain all the time wasn’t normal#of course it’s gonna take longer for me to find out that most people can do Multiple Big Things#and also#there’s this whole physical disabilities VS neurodivergencies that seems to have taken root in the disability community#which firstly I think is dumb because from what I’ve seen of chronic depression it acts a whole lot like chronic fatigue#and the brain is part of the body#and neurological disorders can absolutely be dehabilitating#driving wedges between these communities doesn’t help fucking anyone#especially when working together means more activism and pushing for resources and accommodations for everyone#but also because it tends to erase the people with both#because having both means that they stack onto eachother and make things even harder#my disability experience is fundamentally effected by my adhd#to focus on solely the physical stuff ignores just how much harder it is to have both#and really invalidates
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My birthday is coming up, and every year for my birthday* I try to make a thing just because I want to but this year I am not sure what I want to make. Like, zero ideas. Well, I mean I always have ideas, but none that appeal more than others? I'm not sure if I should ask for suggestions or just make a series of polls leading up to my birthday to narrow it down, what do you think? *within a few weeks of my birthday, I am bad at time
#the person behind the yarn#got sidetracked and vented about stress in the tags feel free to skip none of it is relevant to this post#lotta stressors this time of year#and this year has more than usual with multiple significant anniversaries#plus work stress and getting an MRI this week#I'm hoping after the MRI is done my stress level goes down#but there's another hurricane forming and I am a bit concerned about that#it's not supposed to come north but neither was the other one#and even if it doesn't come north it's going to hit where my grandma lives#idk. my older brother has a birthday not too long after mine#and wants to do a joint birthday thing somewhere#but I have no idea what to do. it would have to be outside because he 'doesn't believe in covid' and while I could probably get him to mask#his kids wouldn't (they are too little) and I am stressed about that#I am honestly not a fan of my birthday. I got sick with the thing that disabled me right before I turned 18#and my family always wants to get together for my birthday but historically are not good at respecting my boundaries#around my birthday and I have walked out of more than one of my own birthday parties#anyway! lotta stress!#going to keep making baby blankets and try not to think about it until at least after the MRI
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CRISIS OF FAITH
#World of Horror#Yashiro Kawaji#sM Art#Also tagging#Faith The Unholy Trinity#Because Yashiro is just a reference to that#A Yashiro picture has been a long time coming#He's my favorite of the guys#Like how this works on multiple levels#Because of his religion and the horrors of WoH
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hello i just wanted to say i've been a fan of yours for a while now and i wanted to thank you for providing me with looney tunes brainworms it has actually done me so well artistically and in general (definitely better than r&s brainworms! that shit was like a spear in my head!!)
HI THERE!! OHH I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR THIS!! thank YOU!! TRULY the LT brainworms are incredibly beneficial--i wouldn't be working my dream job without them and probably wouldn't have this sheer sense of Finding My Purpose that i do. i've always loved cartoons and definitely felt a flip switch a few years before i got into LT, but actually studying the history and figures behind them, and being able to connect that to other interests in my life such as history and anthropology... well! i'm so much more well-read and well-rounded because of it! ALSO LMAO THE REN AND STIMPY COMMENT HITS TOO CLOSE TO HOME, VERY TRUE... talking with other friends and animation historians who once drank the Spumco kool-aid really does feel like an Alcoholic's Anonymous meeting. i was never full blown as i sadly see so many people who are (and can't help think that they too will have their inevitable detox), but... yeah, if you want a golden age influence and one done correctly, go straight to the source! that's exactly what i did and it did me a world of good
#i remember feeling very embarrassed about my love of Bob Clampett early on since Cringefalusi loved and appropriated him so#but i finally realized it's not Clampett's fault that Cringefalusi slobbered all over his work#and you'll also realize that as you watch more of these cartoons and study the history yourself a lot of what you hear often parroted by#Cringefalusi and his band of teenagers is that it's plain bunk. Friz Freleng isn't unfunny JK was just miffed because Friz denied him a job#and many people/Spumites who claim to love Clampett because their holy messiah does only love it on a very surface level#feels like only his works from 1942-1946 are talked about and it's just all the same talking points repeated#it's a shame because R&S is a very formative show for me i was devastated at the news when it came out because it was such a#fond childhood show for me and big influence. and weirdly enough my way of grieving that was to get into it around that time#it's a very important show and i'm so lucky to work with and know and be colleagues with many of these important figures who worked on the#show. it's awesome. there's a lot i still respect. but it's been on my rewatch list lately and each time i get to it i just get consumed by#dread and disgust and tbh i think it's moreso because of how i've been treated by the Spum cult#i unfortunately bristle even when people just refer to him by his first name#it's a whole complicated shebang. but this is all to say i am in favor of going straight to the source and detoxing yourself of the Spum#koolaid it really is healing#i was skimming Cringefalusi's blog for something somewhat recently and even just skimming it made my blood boil i don't know how i ever rea#the whole thing?? repeatedly?? except for being an impressionable teenager and framing it in the mindset of 'reclaiming' it or whatever#now i just think it should be preserved as a historical artifact and keep it at that#aaaaanas1#asks#i highly recommend Thad Komorowski's Sick Little Monkeys book i've read it cover to cover multiple times#and you'll be damned to find someone more well researched on this sort of thing than Thad
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hold on a minute



hold on a minute
#deltarune chapter 4 spoilers#ralsei#sorry about the final battle cap its what i was watching. yes i never noticed that ralsei just turns into clothes before now#yes i have played the game multiple times over the years its been out#point and laugh#i feel a little bad making a bunch of utena comparisons because that show is doing Different Specific Things with its characters#like Context Matters yknow. and i dont wanna downplay that. but hey thats how inspiration works dont it#anywayy#i have reached conspiracy theory brain levels of bullshit i fear
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