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#wow im so not healed
babygirl-but-a-boy · 8 months
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wow I'm so not healed
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oscill4te · 6 months
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Society really pushes it hard into you that you should not listen to your body. Ignore her. she is inconviniencing you. Her needs are disgusting. She is a fleshy burden. she can wait. now is not the time. But your body is all you have....she just wants to stay alive.. even if it makes no sense why she does the things she does, whether it be feeling hungry, gassiness that may not be socially acceptable, or having a panic attack.... Dont be mean to her. Its not her fault... Shes just a kid. Maybe its not a she, perhaps a he, an it. Or an animal or machine in your eyes. But you need to be kind to your body, listen to it even if it is stressful or difficult, and not get mad at your body I think....
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harbingersecho · 4 months
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six fanarts thing - ty to everyone who gave me the chs!!
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pickled-flowers · 5 months
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Yesterday at work 3 kids came to my cash register and bought some slime candy, overall a very pleasant interaction they were very polite. An hour later they came back and gave me a chocolate bouquet from the dollar store like I was their Valentine's 😭😭😭 the kids are alright
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moeblob · 1 year
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Anyway today was bad and I failed fanart and it's late take OCs
His name is Nytis and her name is Elnae (I'm proud of myself for naming them so fast). He only calls her El and /has/ only called her El for years and he actually forgets her name isn't /just/ El.
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caffeinatedopossum · 3 months
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I hate that people associate being old with being bigoted, I actually love old people so much
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lmk-vibes · 6 months
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you're gonna have to explain the Mr Beast lore rn 🎤🎤🎤
So once when I was a small boy/girl I posting my epic youtuber intro onto youtube
I then went to school and some kid in my class came up to me and was like "You were in a Mr beast video!" And I was like "who the hell is Mr beast??"
Turns out Mr Beast was a well know youtuber who made cringe comps for youtube intros that I didn't know existed
Mr Beast's 30 second section of making fun of 9-10 year old me's shitty drawing and editing skills led to weeks of heavy bullying with people telling me to kys and threatening to come to my house ://
After a few years people stopped bringing me being in the video up (mostly due to changing names and such lol).
Sadly I was still very much affected by what people had said to me and had a hard time being 'cringe' (being myself) :b but that was the while reason I made this tumblr account and specifically my lmk.vibes tiktok account!
It helped me allow myself to be 'cringe' whilst still distancing myself from it, up until I eventually ended accepted my 'cringe' self (which is why I'm more open to being connected to my fonxien account :))
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pinkcadavart · 3 months
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Are you big? Are you ugly? Can you kill a man with your hands?
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johndonneswife · 24 days
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#just need to vent rq lololol#my wedding lehenga came out so freaking beautiful#but it needs to be taken in a lot like. i lost 6 inches on my waist since i initially had it made for my body#and everyone at the shop was like ohh wow good job great you look so great now you look awesome#and my mom was like oh wow good job that’s good you did it#like lol#i wanted to just be like#‘thanks i had to go to iop therapy at an ed center where they literlaly taught me how to eat food. like a toddler. thanks’#like i didn’t lose weight for an intentional reason but thanks for confirming you thought i looked horrible before lolol#idk i have been like every size in the book but seeing how much better ppl treat me when im smaller#i’m just like. :)#if my mom says anything about her body or mine tomorrow i will probably fucking lose it and if you see a woman in nj killing ppl on the news#it’s me. lol#it just really took me out of the experience bc i’m trying sooooo hard to be neutral about my body. and like. i don’t need to hear your#thoughts abt what i look like lmao#whatever my dress is beautiful and i’m so beautiful and i’m excited but i really do think i should be able to hunt ppl for sport#leave me alone#nothing you do can please ppl#when i was 20 and 100 lbs and killing myself and sick and miserable every single day my mom was also just like#wow you look great#meanwhile i was balding and fainting at the gym and failing my college classes bc i was obsessed w my body#text#also look at these cats that are just in luis’s apartment’s hallway like rofl who let them out of their apt!!!! so cute#my mom saying ‘you did it’ as if i was trying to do something made me lol#i wasn’t TRYING to do anything i just am healing my relationship w food and my body#bc i refuse to waste my entire life being bitter and miserable and ashamed of existing#like SOMEONE i know….#anyway this could be you too! if you went to fucking therapy!#i ate ny pizza out of spite after all of this#sorry some of you can’t enjoy a fucking carb !!!!!
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feeling weird mixed feelings atm and I can't really logic them away, ig? on the one hand I'm completely apathetic about it. on the other hand there's a part of me that's absolutely horrified that I could do something like that. the fact that it's still a consistent low-level pain the whole time also doesn't help. anyway those kinds of thoughts are then making me want to harm again to cope with them but also a) it's manageable and b) I currently have a deep horror of self-inflicted pain after the last few days apparently.
#more specific blatherings in the tags so im gonna get them below the read more in case anyone doesn't want to read it#tw sh#because yes this is about the last few days and im gonna add a few more words to get the rest below the read more#the fact that while they aren't as deep as i've ever gone before they are unquestionably in volume far exceeding any#before. not that i count at the time or anything but there are at least sixty new cuts from the last week so no wonder it's painful#but yeah it's just. an interesting emotional feeling once the pressure that triggered them is gone#i don't know i don't understand myself really#glad i have a psych appointment monday really#if i didn't have one booked i'd probably be booking one about now#also bothered by how visible the ones on my wrist are going to be.#hopefully the redness will go away soon bc i don't think they're quite healed yet#teatree oil is helping tho so hopefully they won't be TOO obvious#the location means that yeah they will be visible but hopefully not too too much#and after all i have only for-sure hit the fat layer twice. maybe a few other times. there are a couple taking ages to heal atm#so they might've idk. and i haven't gone any deeper than that#honestly with the wrist ones the fact is that it was blunt and i couldn't#sharpen it at hte time. perhaps tmi but yeah this may have saved my life and or my hand function#but i might be overstating it. anyway apparently that was three weeks and one day ago?? wow#guys that entire day i was convinced i wasn't going to live to see the morning. the WHOLE DAY#i literally have a commie newspaper on my desk currently because they tried selling it at uni and i was so existential i was just like.#'what is life. what is money. who cares' and bought it. see this is the funny story i referred to. i can elaborate#personal#puddleglum hours#tw suicide
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iiizuru · 2 years
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please. take him
Don't tag as kin/me!
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baylardian-1 · 1 year
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was doodling me and @maliciousalice's WoW characters we've been playing as lately hehe :3
disclaimer i havent had a ref of either of them on me this entire time so they could easily be super inaccurate im just going for the vibe FOR REAL
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oshitgirlie · 7 months
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im looking through the cookie run sfw tags, for old times sake and like ... wow i really DID dominate the tag huh
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coffeeandcalligraphy · 9 months
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ok ok so you know how my life has majorly revolved around my pain since july & how that has been extremely difficult :) well lately I find myself getting up later than I want to & making my bed as badly as I possibly can & getting out of the house after noon when I planned to get out in the morning & walking to the library when it’s sunny & sitting there for hours & the whole time I’m most concerned with writing & that it’s incredible what I’m doing, it’s a little paradise
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I'm a queer person in my late twenties and have been coming out to people for roughly 10 years.
As someone who spent a long time being afraid of how family or whoever would judge me for it, I hope I never stop getting warm fuzzies when a new person is chill about it.
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get-more-bald · 6 months
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can I PLEASE just get some X6-88 focused fanfiction........
EDIT: more in the tags and the reblog
#without deacon cause i hate him#WHY DOES X6 BECOME HOSTILE AFTER BLOWING UP THE INST. WHY#i mean i get why but cmon.......#i really want some fanfiction focused on him with thr rest of the companions (specifically Nick and Danse) AUGH#and also. wow. what an idea. fanfiction about Danse healing and learning and making reparations (?) to the communities hes hurt#(hurt as in tried to genocide)#why does his dialogue and reactions not alter after blind betrayal......im killing bethesda#WHY is x6 just. there#i havent played with him yet but i think he doesnt even fucking have affinity talks???????at least thays whay im assuming?#i fucking hate it in here. get those hoes some CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT#werent they SUPPOSED to develop?#paladin danse unlearning what he was taught and becoming just danse and learning and becoming gentler with everyone including himself.#x6-88 breaking down and accepting the (admittedly cartoonish) evil of his home and his creators. coming to terms with the fact#that he does feel. how can he not. coming to terms with being essentially a. how do i say it. slave catcher?#and that now that he feels and knows it. he has to face what he did to many other synths. HEALING AND LEARNING#hey bethesda. why didnt they heal and learn.#also cause im already talking about this. preston got done DIRTY#i think his dialogue lines are monotonous and the radiant quests are kind of annoying. he gets So Much unnecessary hate grrr👹#also what. he just has some affinity talks and nothing is ever addressed again? bethesda? maybe have a quest about idk. going back to quinc#and facing Some of his trauma at least. please?#hes depressed hes suicidal hes an alcoholic WHY ARENT WE TALKING ABOUT THIS. PLEASE. CMON.#i actually dont know that much about most of the companions. strong? miss me with that shit sorry. codsworth? cool im out of time.#cait was allright ig. nick valentine was obv the best written (maybe because you do HAVE to meet him at some point for the main plot)#and others are fine ig (i hate deacon but thats a personal issue (he has that deadwife manpain that im also assigned by bethesda) (deadwife#manpain fucking sucks as a writing device)))#i haven't met maccready yet but it seems he wont have much substance to me ngl. fine by me. cute guy i suppose?#so back on track..i really want a danse-valentine-x6 (and maybe hancock and/or cait?) focused fanfiction. the companions messing around#gossiping (about sole survibor maybe? hihi). teaching each other things useful in settlements (farming. maining the defenses. building.#scrap management. diy. cooking?) blease. theyre mostly bad at it but it doesnt matter because they have each other and ss and its okay now.#fallout 4 companions
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