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21. Rozana

“This bus will go to our hotel too”- she pointed.I signaled her to come slowly, as I rushed from the exit gate of the waterfall.After ensuring that the bus was not leaving soon, I came back and held her hand. We boarded the bus and sat on the 2-seater side. She sat on the window side. I checked the surroundings. It was a local bus, yet the crowd was minimal. I looked at her. She was wearing…

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20. Aurora

“You know, I’ve been walking around you for 10 minutes now…” – I heard a familiar voice.“…and here you are staring at the sky continuously” “Hey, Sorry Sorry.” – I recollected myself and turned towards him, my partner in crime.He smiled.“You just seem so consumed with the sky. What is it you see or think watching it ? Tell me”Flashcards of memories erupted my mind again. I turned my gaze towards…

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19. Kashmere Gate

19. Kashmere Gate

I climbed up the stairs, two at a time, with earphones plugged in my ear. I could faintly hear the metro leaving the platform above, and thus the crowd on the stairs was minimal. Clearing up my view from my blurred thoughts, I moved towards ‘my’ place on the platform. “Our place” to be more accurate. I placed myself beside the hoarding banner, slightly behind the silvery seats. I have quite a…

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I drink to remember her

I drink to remember her

People drink to forget things, to forget their losses in love, losses in career, losses in the family, and much more. They drink to forget about that special one, who made them so vulnerable that they hardly remember themselves now. I have heard my friends saying “Let’s go for a drink. I want to forget her” or “I want to forget the way he treated me. We should have a drinks night. I want to forget…

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17. What if we turn off the stars ? Flickering and shining,hymning and whining,What if we turn off the stars? a whole dark air,

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16. We both could do wonders..

16. We both could do wonders..

There she was smiling in her denim jacket, running towards me (not literally running, of course) . This was our first date. we both were heartbroken, we both didn’t believe in love But we just thought to give life a chance, we just thought to give love a chance. We were sitting beside each other and talking about our whole past. We talked about our past together. Nothing was physically intimate, but we both…

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Was It Neptune ??

Was It Neptune ??

I could feel my spine, with an unfriendly freeze; the grip strengthening, pulling me back; back inside the deep dark forest, all I could hear were horses; and my feet shivering…

Oh, Her breathing, how close she was to me; and the way her hair scented, as I stood behind her on the escalator; the way she kept her nose on my forearms, turning her stronger grip into something like love; or atleast I felt like…

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It's all about Balance

It’s all about Balance

It’s all about balance.

There might be a time or a particular moment when the negative emotions dominates the mind. You tend to act destructively.

The destruction feels constructive to you. But at the very next moment, that can obviously be few minutes, few hours or few days, you realise the wreckage. This wreckage which you fabricated, not only to your surroundings but to yourself also. Level…

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13. Growing Up

Have you ever felt the feeling of growing up ?

That you are not that little kid anymore,

that you cannot just do stupid things now and expect no major result,

that you cannot just roam around fields, with blank and unproductive mind.

You are not that funky boy anymore,

giggling and playing aimlessly towards life.

Have you thought ?

the feelings of growing up ?

When…

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23.10.18

They both were sitting adjacent to each other.

“Do you want something to eat ??” – He asked her, trying to search her attention in the dark scene. “Nah”- She replied with a minor shy grin.

“Look the hero has dimples. I noticed now”- She said with her eyes fixed on the screen and whiteness peeking between her lips. “Yeah…. dimples are cute.”- he smiled while watching her glowing cheeks and saw a…

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Dear so-called MCU fans,

Since you call yourselves a MCU fan, you might be aware what this acronym means ? What 'Marvel' means to us? What place Tony Stark, Steve Rogers or Bruce Banner hold in our life space ? MCU is not just an average cinematic universe managing a bunch of superheroes in fictional life. It is an emotion. It is a feeling. Feeling of elation, love, excitement and much more for us.

You know, we have waited nearly 11 years for this 'Endgame'. Ignoring all the fan theories, all the spoiler ideas and waiting for the next movie as soon as we watch the present one, we have been attached mentally and emotionally to every character of this universe whether it's the chit chatting Rocket or the silent and serious Bucky Barnes.

Yes, you are lucky. You got the tickets First day, first show. First day, second show.. or whatever.. Yes we understand that you also wanna showcase that luck to us through your story updates or status updates. That is totally cool. But why damaging the other person's craze ? The person who tried his/her best but couldn't get a ticket or the person who couldn't go to movie in the first week due to any other personal reason ? Why do you wanna post serious or important scenes of the movie ? What fun do you feel by posting such kind of things like who died in the movie or who does what ? I mean yeah you shouted in celebration on that part, right? So why can't you let the other person have that celebration too.. He/She has also waited for this. They deserve it too, right ?

'Endgame' is the best movie the MCU could ever have.

Every MCU fan deserves the sentiment of this movie, they deserve to shout and feel every part of this masterpiece with the same excitement, same satisfaction and same euphoria like you. So why do you wanna ruin this for them? Does it make you more smart, more intelligent or make you feel more dominant over others? But trust me, it does nothing like that. You are just crushing the fruits of a long wait, wait of a decade. Ruining our emotion and destroying our sincere feelings.

You can showcase your luck, your smartness, your dominancy but don't dismantle our journey. This longsome journey.

Even for a person who is not a MCU fan, and feels smart sharing the spoilers or leaked footage. This is no fun. This is not some joke which you play on your friends. Just understand this feeling. Do whatever you want to yourself, just dont ruin other person's wait and pleasure. Maybe we are over reacting or we are too much consumed in this fictional world. Let us be. We are fine on our own in this fictional world, just don't disturb it.

From,

An unlucky MCU fan who couldn't get the ticket first.

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Avengers: Endgame

Dear so-called MCU fans,

Since you call yourselves a MCU fan, you might be aware what this acronym means ? What ‘Marvel’ means to us? What place Tony Stark, Steve Rogers or Bruce Banner hold in our life space ? MCU is not just an average cinematic universe managing a bunch of superheroes in fictional life. It is an emotion. It is a feeling. Feeling of elation, love, excitement and much more for us.

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Change..

“I don’t know but I can’t love you now. You were not like this before. You are changed. You are not the person I fell in love with.”

Change is inevitable. Change is what makes everything adaptable and according to the running era. You can’t stay same forever. You can’t behave same forever. You can’t even love same forever.

In relationships, true love is accepting the change. Accepting and loving…

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Change... . "I don't know but I can't love you now. You were not like this before. You are changed. You are not the person I fell in love with." . Change is inevitable. Change is what makes everything adaptable and according to the running era. You can't stay same forever. You can't behave same forever. You can't even love same forever. . In relationships, true love is accepting the change. Accepting and loving the same person in their different personalities. Life is dynamic and so is everyone.. True love accepts this dynamic nature. . I heard an old man saying - "During my whole marriage, I saw my wife's so many new faces, nature and behaviours everyday and I loved all her forms with the same strength. This is what makes our bond special." . You fall in love with the person, not with their habits or behaviors. Yes, at first you feel attracted to these things, but later on when the seed of this feeling deepens inside you, these things are mere objects at brim. The main subject lies in between i.e the person. This is true love.. The love we talk about in poetries and movies. This love doesn't run from changes, it accepts it and loves it more. Although these changes can be of various forms, it depends on individuals to identify which changes are natural and healthy while which are not. Some tweaks which directs you towards negative emotions and makes you doubt the other person's trust, should not be allowed to grow. But If you doubt your love to a person due to just the changed nature or behavior, just ask yourself do you really love them ?? _____________________________ -theambiguous_k✒️ ---------------------------------------------- #instagood #instapoet #bhfyp #amwriting #amreading #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #love #life #wordporn #wordgasm #feelings #relationships #inspiration #writingcommunity #artist #motivation #change #writings #keepwriting #pen #inevitable #emotions #truelove #lovequotes #thepensive_ #theambiguous_k https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwb0V75HGSc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2uwhan3mernw

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I don't wanna kill him

I don’t wanna kill him

"I don't wanna kill him."- I told my hands but they were bound to follow orders. Even they don't hear a private's commands. "We follow the decree of higher ranks, the  one's  with  somehow  inner  danks, we  have  to  kill  that  sentry  shanks."

"But  you  have  no  enmity  to  him, I  still  don't  wanna  kill him, please, just  don't  kill  him." I  know  they  heard  me, but  still …

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8. The Eye Of The Storm The winds stopped suddenly, You step out the box; the turbulence was calm, and the storm was lost.

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CYNICAL LOVE

She said we should break,

but how can we,

love's not just thee ;

she tried to explain,

and I was lost again,

in animatic eyes and lips,

she tried to explain;

that I was not the one,

immersed me with ideas,

resilient in her words,

grabbed me from deep within.

.

the storm within,

started and ended together,

began with her seperating words,

concluded with comforting ones;

she was telling me,

forcing me to move on in life;

I was lost,

lost in emotional plight;

she was my light of elation,

yet forcing me in dark;

my love was inspiring,

inspiring me to unlove.

-theambiguous_k