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okay this whole life thing has been fun and all but now it can start feeling good, right? …right?
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the fact that you're feeling shitty doesn't mean you should go back to the people that hurt you
that's it. you can go
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nah bro I'm definitely not crying. my eyes just get sweaty from the perceived abandonment
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what they don't tell you about having a shitty childhood is that it never goes away. maybe you heal, maybe you learn to manage, maybe you cope better but it still fucking lingers
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anyone else feeling constant dread at the thought of tomorrow or is it just me
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actually living and not just surviving would do me good right now
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"maybe you don't feel anything because you kept pushing your emotions down every time they showed up" FAKE NEWS
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I'm at the point in life where I could stop pretending and nobody would care
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"maybe in another universe" but it should have, could have, been this one
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"why aren't you open with me?" *flashbacks to every time I've done that* idk man I guess that's just how I am
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"have you considered you might be the problem?" ughhhhh no?? why would I do that??
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"slut era!!" I insist as I rot in my bed and don't talk to anyone
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it's with great regret that I inform you that giving all you have won't just make people stay. would you like to consider absolute isolation an an alternative?
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can you repeat the instructions on how not to self destruct at any minor inconvenience? I think I lost them
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decided to be vulnerable with someone today. never doing that again
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"I'm here for you" - the motherfucker that leaves at the slightest sign of mental illness
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"I can't keep doing this anymore" "so will you, y'know, stop?" "haha. no"
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