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Talk about it they said

It will help they said....

Don’t you just hate it when you just pour out to people and finally come out about your mental illness and try to talk to get through it, but all you get is a “I’m like soooo sad right now because I just like couldn’t buy a sweater I wanted blah blah blah”. Like people should be honest and say “wow I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what you are going through, but you can talk to me and I’ll listen” or “you know what I don’t think I’m the right person to help, but don’t worry it’ll be all right”. Because quite frankly saying straight up I don’t understand, I can’t help you or I won’t is a heak of a lot easier than blowing someone off by creating some story to say “I get you” when you are far from it. So please, If you are not ready to be that kind of friend, just don’t lie to yourself and others about being so.

PS:I’m sorry if this may come off as rude. But I had to get it out.

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New Scream // Turnover

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Inspired by Kim Rhodes’ t shirt

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Cardboard crowns

A king is not a king without his crown.

A king is not a king without being crowned.

In the old days a king was recognized by its actions in battle and in reign.

But now a days a king is no more than the jewels it wears on its head.

Or at least that’s what people see.

That is what people think.

Very sad this is, because this way, things shouldn’t be.

~L. G. S. F

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Our will is what counts

Doesn’t matter how small you are, you can make a difference, and no matter how great you are, you can always make mistakes. ~L. G. S. F

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Spn season 9

Dean was lying

Dean is crying

Bitch I feel I might be dying

Kevin’s dead

Sam’s a threat

I feel like such a fucking mess

Castiel is now back

But Gadriel is by Metatron’s side

And I don’t think I might survive

I’m laughing

I’m crying

It feels like I’m dying

Supernatural is a drug

I can’t keep fighting

(This isn’t good, but gotta get the feels out)

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Sometimes we follow the manual to the T, but things don’t turn out the way they are supposed to. I do all of these, so why do I still feel like this...

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*me waking up at 3 am for no absolute reason*

Me (to ghosts): ok bitches I’m awake what do you want!

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So yesterday was Tuesday and this happened. My mom was on the way to school to leave my little brother. When turning down a street a fluffy white dog was running on the street her way. She works at the school so later that day she went for something and took her car. Coming back she passed through the same street and the same dog was running through it in the same way. She said it was so freaky because it looked like someone had rewinded time. She said “it felt so weird”, and I jokingly said it felt like Tuesday. Then I realized it had been Tuesday.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMY W.

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Me (to best friend): I need your help

Friend: sure talk to me

Me: I’ve been going through depression, suicidal thoughts, and self harm.

Friend: you know I get really sad sometimes. *being a total drama queen* I just can’t believe he left me! 😭😭

Me:*internaly screams* ‘that was a year ago!*

Friend: *finally stops crying* So how have you been *smiles like she heard nothing I just said*

Me:🙄

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Sometimes we feel alone.

Sometimes we want to.

But we shall never stay that way, for that might make thought become reality.

If you don’t care for yourself, then no one will. So stay strong and keep fighting. You don’t want to lose your family.

Don’t walk away, but towards it. Sure it has a rough surface, nevertheless a diamond shines bright inside.

You can feel alone, that’s alright.

You can chose to be, that’s fine.

But don’t stay that way for too long,and remember that family is your diamond, strong and bright. That will help you break the barriers that society builds up high.

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Our worst enemy is our mind, for when we take a close look we might get trapped inside.

L.S