#BUT I LIVED !!!! I MADE IT THROUGH !!!
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the scary part about getting better is that there's this constant fear that things will go back to what they once were
#two years ago I was doing so bad#and I've made so much progress. but there's SO much fear that I'll have to live through that again
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the headcanon of regulus just being able to cry on command is horrifying but also the funniest thing iāve ever fucking heard. like i imagine regulus is hanging out with the marauders, post black brothers reconciliation, and him and sirius are bickering and sirius JOKINGLY goes āwell itās not MY fault itās impossible for you to show any emotionā and regulus blinks. and then just fully starts sobbing.
and james and remus and peter are all like ?!?!?! what the FUCK . RIGHTFULLY SO. and jamesā heart is hurting so bad because heās never seen regulus cry before and heās trying to comfort him and hold him and regulus, (who is gay and a little shit) is just letting himself be hugged and letting james pet his hair or whatever and remus is like. sirius what the fuck apologize to your brother??????? because sirius has been sitting there the entire time unmoving and he just raises his eyebrows, completely unimpressed and deadpan when he goes, āyou guys do know heās faking rightā. and then when remus and james both are like HUH??? torn between bewildered and angry with this reaction, regulus just extracts himself from james, face completely neutral but with tears drying on his cheeks, no sign of the heaving, hyperventilating sobs heād fallen into literally a second ago and says āi winā. it terrifies peter so bad that he canāt look him in the eyes for a week
#james thinks itās REALLY hot and then gets so guilty about it because heās like imagine what he had to go through to be able to do that#and iām TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT!!! </33#when regulus was just partially born like that#this is the instance that starts the moonwater bestieisms btw and sirius HATES it#jegulus#iām sure somebody has made this exact post before but idgaf#sirius black#marauders#peter pettigrew#regulus black#black brothers#remus lupin#wolfstar#long post#regulus hearing that he doesnāt express his emotions and his live reaction being to immediately start crying on cue to prove a point is#the most accurate iāve ever depicted him i think
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retired š©¶
#call of duty#cod#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#my art#listen this took me like two weeks so y'all better appreciate š¤#johnny is the super active DIY father of the family#simon has made his way through all of the miss marple mysteries and has now set his sights on naval fiction#also growing his fringe out to hide the early onset baldness#johnny has gorgeous hair but we knew that#the dogs are called roger and wee albert--guess which is which#yes they all sleep in the same bed~#I guess I just need to see these two old and cranky and alive for whatever reason...#let them both burn in hell after a few good decades learning how to live beyond just surviving#god they probably make a banger pot roast....
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I love you albums. I love you songs connected by similar themes. I love you listening to songs in a specific order picked by the artist. I love you reoccurring motifs throughout the same album. I love you album covers. I love you albums with extended editions. I love you songs that reference each other.
#guys i fucking love listening to albums fr#best thing CDs have done for me is forcing me to listen to albums in order#this post is about. so many albums and artists#bad suns#imagine dragons#Set It Off#bastille#FUCKING HELL BASTILLE#theyre albums are SO GOOD#guys seriously. give me the future + dreams of the past. go listen to it. its so fucking good#doom days also fuckin slaps man. my fav oart is the fact the first 3 songs merge together for me until i realise million pieces is playing.#<- and ofc it has another place on it#also Imagine Dragonsā Mercury 1+2 OUGH#the tone shift as you go through the double album until it does a full circle#sometimes a good album can be made up of songs that are banger after banger#<- All This Bad Blood-bastille Night Visions-ID smoke+mirrors-id apocalypse whenever-bad suns elsewhere-sio etc#and sometimes a good album can be made of songs that tell a progressive story while referencing eachother to enhance meaning and connect wit#-with the artists lived experinces#<- give me the future + dreams of the past-bastille mercury act I+II-ID Duality-sio#Tree Man Posts#music
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he cares so much about them, but he has never known how to show it
and now, itās too late.
#orion rambles#mephone was the character that got me attached to ii#seeing him this miserable makes me miserable#ive grown even more attached to him since the twist#i love making ocs....it can be really therapeutic to explore feelings through them#so to see a character do the exact same thing was wild#...but the contestants became these living breathing people#who now have to come to terms with the fact they were made to be a fantasy#dreamed up by someone who is lost. and broken. and scared#and now? he has nothing left#but he cared for them. he really truly cared for them. i would know#inanimate insanity#ii 17#ii movie#ii mephone4
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happy valentines day! :D
i was thinking about either redrawing my old work or making something new...but just ended up exploiting my old idea XD
the lyrics are from unreleased dallon weekes song "valentine"
( oĖā”Ėo) reblogs appreciated!
#thsc#thsc charles calvin#thsc henry stickmin#charles calvin#henry stickmin#the henry stickmin collection#nonomikun#stickvin#henrles#so now some complaints about this because i want to complain#i hate this work okay??#i spent 4 evenings creating it and this work is living hell#since of my aphantasia i had to look through hundreds of references to create a basic structure???#it was exhausting because i couldnt draw something properly w/out lookin at it#i got sick yesterday and it made everything just worse#comparing my āoriginalā work with this one i can tell that i did improve..but am i proud? no#i will never be proud of myself and im not gonna do any big works like this ever again#it wears me out
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Prompt 331
Demon twins? Demon twins.Ā
Damian? Good at the assassin side of things, at least for a four year old, but Danyal? Heās okay, but heās far better at things like poisons and bookkeeping. Which is honestly? Okay. Theyāre the League of Shadows, and sure a majority of the members are assassins, but itās definitely not all there are. So? Danyal starts getting medical training.Ā
Not to say that either of the boys donāt know their fair share of violence and healing- itās just better to let them play to their strengths. One doesnāt keep a league over centuries if they just have one type of warrior, or even just warriors. A variety is needed.Ā
So one gets trained more towards the business side of things. Damian may be better at wielding the weapons and killing- even if neither have had their first kill quite yet- but Danyal shows far more proficiency at acting, at masking who he is and gathering information.Ā
Damian, when heās first sent to their Father, doesnāt mention his twin. Not because heās jealous or hates him or anything like that. You just donāt talk about someone in an undercover mission in the League, and itās not something he realizes isnāt a rule everywhere.Ā
Needless to say, the Bats have more than a mild freakout the first time Damian mentions a twin who will be coming to the manor now that his mission is over.Ā
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Demon Twins#Danny was undercover in Amity not for the ectoplasm but for the weapons the Fentons made#Mostly in concern about what it could do to the environment & the earth#The League of Assassins are the most violent āI Speak For The Treesā not-so-hippie group ever#Why yes Danny & Damian have talked but itās more like sending messages of āAre you alrightā āYes are youā āYesā#Danny is better at masking than Damian & better at getting information that isnāt through torture#Yes he chooses to be an annoying punny lil shit on purpose for his own amusement#Danny: Brother I have acquired a ghost dog- we must shut down the company who put down the puppy#Sam & Tucker: Dude I think you were in a cult#Danny: Agree to disagree to two people who have in fact started cults themselves#Yes he's been undercover for a couple years & yes he uses the fact he knows medical care to get further information#People don't like silence and will chatter while you bandage their ecto burns#Danny sends Dani to the League instead of around the world#Talia is delighted to have a daughter#Vlad does not live long after that & becomes a full ghost
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rookanis really is like... first base is you walking through the haunted ruins of my mind to find me in an act of breathtaking psychological intimacy with added tam lin undertones. second base is baked goods (cautious erotic connotations). third base is deicide. THEN we kiss. also second deicide of course once you pop it's hard to stop
#I cannot stress this enough -- ideal relationship development for me. best friends who kiss and also kill god together sometimes#no notes#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#rook x lucanis#rookanis#lucanis dellamorte#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#the way inner demons is structured reminds me a lot of the development through garak's stories in the wire in ds9#which was something that some long time readers might remember also made me feel INSANE to contemplate#in the very best of ways. I pray for my brain to get it together to the point where I can make the inner demons analysis post#that lives in my heart. I already have the video part of it put together. one day. one day please.#(the paralleling 'yours is the kindest voice in my mind' subtext especially is like. augh. AUGH.)#if I trust my thoughts to anyone it's you. you know my mind. I've assumed you know my heart because it beats for you it's been beating --#that thing mary kirby said about how both lucanis and spite trust rook above other people and themselves#heLLO hello can anyone hear me it all makes me feels so out of my mind
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Rick and Michonne Grimes - Their Journey Over the Years
It's a broken world, Michonne. And you're the only thing that puts it back together. Til my last breath I am yours.
#the walking dead#the ones who live#rick grimes#michonne grimes#danai gurira#tvedit#nessa007#chewieblog#richonne#userstream#usergif#dailyflicks#richonnegifs#dailytwd#cinematv#twdedit#towledit#tvarchive#otpsource#romancegifs#denim rose graphics#ajshxbsjakaksksk aka me screaming internally; Iām so excited to share this with you all#I think this is the most ambitious gifset Iāve ever made??? but I really wanted to see it through#I chose to do a page for each era of their story (S3; S4; S5; S6-7; S8-10; and finally TOWL)#Iāve wanted to do a magazine layout for a couple yrs now but I was too lazy lol#but when the urge came round again this time for Richonne I got my butt up and immediately started sketching thumbnails#I struggled to come up with a time for the mag cover until I remembered the last (?) TWD supply drop chose the CRM Tribune as its theme#tbh researching mag covers; trying to match fonts; hunting down scenes...itās been some long nights#the amount of sleep Iāve lost over this set lol but Iām SO SO happy with the final outcome; love these two and their story#I hope you all enjoy!!
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what if i told you guys i actually decided not to drop out of college
#bee talks#not marine biology#ātake a year offā but I donāt think I would have gone back to be honest#I was doing really bad for a while but Iāve been doing better#and things with my family are. easier to manage now and I donāt feel like Iām walking a tightrope trying to keep all my parents in my life#and I. I talked to my aunt and she helped me make a plan for the next two years.#well what actually happened was I asked her for help and we made a pros and cons list of dropping out#and well. staying at school had some major pros that going home didnāt#so then we made a plan#about my classes and about my job and where I might live. we went through everything#my aunt is good with things like that. I love her a lot#and she is going to help me#i felt really alone for a while like I couldnāt ask anyone for help#but I can#I love my aunt so much#I love my uncle too#and my mom#but my aunt is really really helping me right now#also i taught my aunt what āālocked inā means and she wonāt stop saying it#she renamed my group chat with her and my uncle to āLOCKED IN ššā lmao#anyway sorry for talking so much in the tags I figured probably no one wanted to read a long post but you can skip the tags if you want to
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I've had this pose ref saved for a while and the Superman set photos just gave off the same energy šš»šš»
The reference is this photo of Katharine Hepburn as Antiope and Colin Keith-Johnston as Theseus in the 1932 play 'The Warrior's Husband' (and I'd love for people to turn into a draw your otp meme pls pls pls this pose is so good)

And also, of course, the Superman (2025) set photos


#superfamilyweek#superman#dcu#clois#lois lane#clark kent#i was actually gonna post this a few days ago but then i found out about the superfamily week#it wasn't made for it but i hope you can accept this humble offering even if it doesn't really fit the prompts#art#digital#fanart#live-action#dc#regular#final#colour#this actually from june when the set photos came out and i just got completely obsessed and went into a clois haze#it all looks so good though!! the whole thing!!!! i'm vibrating with excitement just thinking about it!!!!!!!#if this film isn't good i'm gonna be sooo disappointed you guys have no idea how much i'm looking forward to it#but anyway. ART RAMBLES: as i mentioned on the tags of my last drawing this piece gave me SUCH a headache#i think it's probably cos it was just supposed to be a quick sketch so i used a more stable pencil brush#but then i really liked it so i decided to properly colour it instead of just doing the watercolour thing i usually do for sketches#but with finished pieces i like the lineart to be kinda messy and the sketch to even show through bit#and since i used the more stable brush for the sketch it ended up looking WAY too clean. not like my stuff at all.#so i just started throwing stuff at the wall to see what could make it more interesting. full background! actual lineart! texture layers!#and this here is what i was the happiest with. i don't... love it though. it should be looking way more interesting given the pose#and then i also did the purge girl halfway through this and it looked SO good right out of the bat (pun intended)#so i went a bit into a spiral. did some realistic stuff i'll post soon. and now am trying out a thick black lineart style.#(i'll definitely still use the coloured lines for the sketchy watercolour stuff though. it just looks way too cute)
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Batlantern Headcanons Because I Found My New Brainrot and I Cannot Contain Myself (Platonic or Romantic, You Decide <3)
Hal is the only one who gets away with calling Bruce nicknames. Oliver tried calling Bruce āSpookyā once. He still has nightmares.
Several long-winded missions combined with Halās couch-surfing escapades have resulted in Hal having his own official Wayne guest room.
Alfred has smacked Hal with a dish towel several times. Reasons include: trying to wash the dishes, using a mini vac that he brought from home, and spitting gum into the garbage without wrapping it in a tissue first.
Tim gave Hal all of their streaming passwords to piss Bruce off. Hal proceeded to make his own profiles because he fears nothing, so Bruce changed all of his profile names to āParasite.ā Since then, itās turned into an all-out war of renaming Halās profile every time theyāre using it.
Highlights so far have included Sugar Baby, Freeloader, Ring Pop, Green Abomination, Magical Girl, Noisemaker, The Better Side Piece, and This is Your Official Eviction Notice Hal. (Bruce still hasnāt changed the passwords.)
Hal: You need to let go of your fear, Bats. Letās do a simple breathing exercise. Bruce: I am breathing. Hal: No, like calming breaths. Follow my lead, okay? In- no, not that fast. Maybe close your eyes first. Inā¦and out-No. No. Are you having a panic attack? Do I need to call someone?
For one mission, a few other JL members had to go undercover as couples. Bruce and Hal were the spares and paired up out of necessity. To everyoneās surprise, however, they were the most convincing duo because they ābickered like an old married couple.ā
Bruce: Iām growing soft, Clark. Iām weak now. Clark: You told Hal āGood job.ā Whatās wrong with that? Bruce: Itās unprofessional! *in the other room* Hal: I think Batman just confessed his undying love to me.
They have each otherās coffee orders memorized and regularly prepare the otherās coffee for them out of habit when theyāre together.
After a while, Hal stops playfully flirting with everyone and reserves it only for Bruce because he gives the best reactions.
At a āThank You, Justice Leagueā party hosted by Bruce Wayne, Hal slips up and flirts with Bruce in his civvies, only for Brucie Wayne to flirt back without missing a beat.
Hal had to go cool down in the bathroom for a few minutes. He was not ready for that. (Bruce is so fucking smug too. Heās been waiting FOREVER to give Hal a taste of his own medicine.)
Hal, introducing Bruce to the Lantern Corp: This is my pet bat. Careful, he bites.
Bruce, introducing Hal to new JL members: This is my partner. Heās been in training for ten years.
During an important strategy meeting, Hal waves his hand around, and Bruce just sighs. āWhat now, Lantern?ā āYour plan of attack has like four holes in it.ā āWhere?ā Hal gestures to the areas and suggests different strategies, and suddenly Bruce is like Does anyone else think itās hot in here?
He lies in bed that night contemplating every single life event thatās lead up to Hal Fucking Jordan turning him on with his impeccable battle strategy.
Barry: I think Batmanās mad at me. He didnāt even react when I told him about the great rescue mission from last week. Hal: What do you mean? He was smiling the whole time. Barry: His face didnāt move an inch. Hal: You didnāt notice the lip twitch?
Batman has blackmail material on every single Justice League member, but only Hal has blackmail material on Bruce and the guts to use it. (Hal knows Bruce gets pedicures for fun. And he gets little designs on his toes too.)
Arthur: So when did you and Green Lantern startā¦.you know. Bruce: No, I do not. What did we start? Arthur: You know what?! I think I forgot to walk my fish. Bye!
*Barry sees Hal with a hickey while theyāre drinking coffee* Barry, jokingly: Did Bruce give you that? Hal: Yes, actually. Howād you know? Barry, backing away frantically: Oh okay, cool! Okay okay. Cool. Cool cool cool. Okay. Bruce, entering: Whatās with him? Hal: I donāt know. He doesnāt seem to like the mug you bought me, though.
The JL has a betting pool called āBatLantern FMKā where they bet on which will happen first: will they fuck, marry, or kill each other?
Only Clark, Diana, and Jāonn know that one of them happened already
#batlantern#they're made for each other your honor#batman lives through fear and hal has NO fear#did they fuck their feelings out marry for convenience or kill each other in an alternate universe you decide#batlantern are my little blorbos#i will die on this hill#bruhal#batman#green lantern#bruce wayne#hal jordan#dc#justice league#dc universe#dc comics#brucie wayne#alfred pennyworth#tim drake#oliver queen#barry allen#clark kent#j'onn j'onzz#diana prince#arthur curry
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We get it, Disney. We get it.
Star Wars is not for women.
Star Wars is not for Black people.
Star Wars is not for Asian people.
Star Wars is not for Queer people.
Star Wars is not for anyone who is marginalized and has different lived experiences.
Nope. Star Wars is ONLY for cishet white men. We hear you loud and clear. We know you donāt care about us at all.
#the acolyte#oshamir#qimir#the stranger#osha aniseya#fuck you disney#fuck you lucasfilm#as someone who is a reylo shipper and a rose tico fan iāve been disappointed by these a$$holes before#so iām actually not that surprised by this devastating news#words cannot express how sad i am to see more amazing potential go to waste#having said that iām still really grateful this show was even made and that at least we darkside girlies won at least once#oshamir is canon ā¤ļø#itās rare for me to have a canon ship that has a hopeful/happy ending#qimir is the best male star wars character ever and he will continue to live on in my wounded heart#we will keep these characters alive through the love and creativity of fans
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circular narratives, passing the gauntlet, and boy kings // inspired by @mnyd 's tags on @drivestraight 's post
#ngl guys i lost the plot halfway through but cba to course correct its 3am#like that lewis quote at the end prob shouldn't be there but whatever!!!#anyways. learnt many insane things abt these three's careers#like for his first win max youngest driver fought kimi oldest driver#also didn't know lewis was was and prob still is the youngest driver to sign a developmental contract#uhhh tags okay lets see#web weaving#f1 web weaving#max verstappen#lewis hamilton#oscar piastri#mv33#lh44#op81#f1 web weave#f1#considered adding my sources. wanted to sleep. and therefore did not apologies#there is an odd obsession with youth running through this.#t#made by t#art#not my best but we live
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griddlehark modern pen pal au where they donāt know each other but are assigned as pen pals for those pen pal projects you get in middle school and it just turns into them sending each other hate mail and somehow they just keep going for several years, even though they dont rly have to
#smth about them yearning through letters???? sign me up#this was inspired by me sending a lot of letters at work today#n also inspired by my old pen pal ly (if u r readinf this i miss u sm)#the locked tomb#griddlehark#i kinda wanna write this but i have never written anything rly#maybe one day idk#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#gideon the ninth#bonus points if stop at some point because Emotions and then one day at a rly low point one of them sends a letter to the other#ans they just start up the whole thing again???#one day harrow would def be like im at this coffee shop at this time meet me if you want#and gideon would drive any distance to meet her or smth#and they r both like?????????? thats what you look like#and then they live happily ever after or smth#i might delete this later#also idk if that pen pal project thing is A Real Thing In Real Life#i think i mightve made it up
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sometimes................
#isat#in stars and time#isat loop#lmao sketch was made when I was suffering through midterms#I LIVED BITCH
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