#I’m gonna be ok :)

[gothyyy]

thinking about the fact that i’m recovering. i’ve made so much progress already. i’m healing, i’m gonna be alright. i’ve gained back the weight i lost and now i’m healthy. my scars are healing. i’m finally able to love my body while still acknowledging that i want to change it (via transitioning).

i love my body. and even if it all goes bad again, i know i’ll be alright. healing is beautiful. every day i’m thankful i chose not to end it and live on. my bruises are healing, my scars are fading under the summer sun. life can be difficult, but i’m happy i’m alive

i’m a trans boy who survived an ed <3

[stretchedoutonthegrass]

I’m so sad. Literally have not been this sad an weepy in years. Everything feels like it’s falling apart and I’m so fucking alone in all of it.

[peachyykira]

singing fall out boy at the absolute top of my lungs is the only thing holding me together rn.

[gothamslostboy]

POLL TWO HERE

REBLOG FOR BIGGER SAMPLE SIZE BC IK YALL MOSTLY GOING FOR VAMPIRE AROUND HERE

[equestriagirl16]

YALL IM-

IM LIGHTHEADED IM LIGHTHEADED IM LIGHTHEADED-

Btw his song from my playlist is Defying Gravity by Matt Copley I don’t make the rules💖

[death-himself]

reminder to anyone using spotify that you can remove an artist’s songs from all of your playlists easily by going to the artist’s page and tapping “don’t play this artist”

i say this as someone who put lovejoy on like 20 different playlists who didn’t know that feature existed until now

[angelgunfighter]

i just realized i never posted this wallpaper i did for @hmosexymanzine LOL

[ursamajori]

god i love being SOOO obnoxious about my ocs everyone should be 50% more obnoxious about their ocs right neow

[pjs-everyday]

“One more chapter.”

11. Royal AU // Twiyor Month @twiyorbase

[twost3ps]

I needed some adamsapple angst AUGH

Some one sided adamsapple with hinted guitarhero yippee (in spite of wanting Adamsapple the urge of guitarhero is stronger than I can handle)

He’s trying but it’s kinda too late for them :( once Luci chose Lilith, Adam got snatched up by the brother 🙏 amen

Maybe part of my au with Micheal but it would be later on maybe. I say this as if any of you know the plot lol

[sameboot]

some kind of weird creature

[hermemescabin]

The thing is that Luke knew that Annabeth running away with him probably wouldn’t save him, he knew it would probably destroy her instead but he asked her to do it anyway

[domokunrainbowkinz]

Will in the shinji chair (dark heir edition)

[henreyettah]

Warden and Scholar

[swampthingking]

andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:

“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”

[my-fall-from-grace]

ok yknow what i’m gonna say it

no matter how “bad” logan has been or how “little” he deserves this 2nd year or how he’s a “pay driver” or whatever else y’all always say

he doesn’t deserve this. any of this

since the very first moment he stepped in a f1 car, he’s been treated as a joke. first it was the wtf is a kilometre jokes then rah rah eagles and now logan in the wall / fork found in kitchen / deuxmoi memes. every weekend, the commentators compare him to his teammate, ignoring the difference in experience and the way they aren’t even driving the same car and that logan was literally running last years specs multiple times. they compare him to oscar, who has driven multiple times f1 cars during test runs and is in a mclaren and the situations are not even remotely similar, ignoring that logan was promoted early, that he didn’t have much opportunity to drive f1 cars even for testing, that he was literally tossed into the deep end without any help and told to survive.

the only time they were even remotely kind to him was when they gave his car to alex. which thanks for the support or whatever but that is so backhanded i don’t even have the words to describe it.

i think we’re all coming to the terms with the reality that this will be his last year in f1. and i don’t think that’s fair for so many reasons. you promote him early, you give him a shit car, you talk bad about him in the media and you don’t promote him (lap of legends hello?) and you openly court other drivers for his seat. you disrespect him and allow others to disrespect him and that’s not right.

formula 1 is the dream for so many people. imagine achieving your dream, even if it’s in a joke of a team, even if it’s too early. but then you become the joke of a joke, you become the american, which is a bad thing. the outsider, the one who doesn’t belong. they make fun of you each weekend. they ask every day when you’ll be replaced.

(and yeah i agree. he does need to improve to have any hope of keeping his seat, f1 is brutal and it’s never been kind, and i’m not being naive and thinking oh it’s his dream and so he deserves it despite it all. i’m not saying that. what i am saying is that is a human being, just like nicholas latifi was, and some of you are too comfortable being cruel.)

speaking of being the american. they make fun of you as though that will punish the fia for putting 3 us races on the calendar. as though that will punish all the american fans who came to f1 through drive to survive. as though that will keep f1 pure and european and whatever the fuck else - they do the same to yuki and zhou and checo and lewis and even if logan’s situation is not even remotely similar to what they’ve experienced, there’s a bias to f1 that cannot be ignored.

but that’s not the point i’m trying to make. not today

this was your dream. this was your dream. and you were never allowed to enjoy it because you became the punchline of a joke the minute you accepted the seat. it was always going to end like this. you knew that.

so yeah. congrats to logan for achieving his dream of driving in f1! it’s unfortunate that he was never allowed to live it.