#MENTAL ILLNESS IS REAL

[iamenoughonmyown]

Reasons to recover #8

For my younger self. She deserves to feel happiness, love, comfort and safety. 💘🍂

She deserves it all after struggling all her life and feeling left out, unloved and alone, feeling like she didn't fit in anywhere. She deserves to love herself and feel love. ( crying as I write this, it's a difficult journey but I'm trying for her)

[crank2006]

random text memes i found as tyler and narrator

[lifeonkylesfarm]

i'm not the romanticized version of a mentally ill person. i don't stare out of windows while it rains. i don't get to just fall in love and suddenly its all gone. it's ugly. it's real fucking ugly.

[legendstrauma]

Been thinking about all the Wild theories lately and I wanna clarify some things after seeing posts that brought to my attention some perspectives on the issue within the fandom that I was unaware of or misunderstood. I DON’T THINK WILD IS BEING COMPLETELY CONTROLLED. Just bc character A does bad thing or responds to bad situation poorly does not make character A a villain or the villain in disguise. A lot of my interest in the theory comes from analysis of the lighting and the art itself as well as concern that it keeps being brought up that Wild was the one who ended Dink. I think Wild in the forest having his flashback is Wild, I think Wild giving the speech inside is probably still Wild. (Dink or any other dark force has no need to encourage them all or save Twi that’s probably Wild). Some things lead me to believe that either something happened to him or is about to happen to him. However, I think most of Wild’s behavior is trauma related and honestly pretty good characterization of such, and should be taken as such. Just because he’s rude, or confused, or illogical or whatever you want to say- that doesn’t necessarily support the dink theory. Not in my eyes. And that’s what some people are pointing to. As a person with my own past… experiences… (that I’d rather not share on the internet) being in a triggering situation is no fun, and it can make you really irritable or even irrational and the worst thing to do to a person in that situation is villainize them, so please practice not doing that by respecting Wild as a character. If you’re gonna analyze art or lighting, or plot do so- but please don’t immediately assume he’s a bad guy because he’s responding to loss poorly after having lost as much and as many as he has. Hope that clears my opinion up!

[subpixie420]

Everytime I gaslight myself into thinking I'm just a drama king I'll refer back to today

Where I actively told myself everything was gonna be okay and my body went full projectile rejection mode

Figuratively and literally

[peachyealfie]

Having a job is a privilege for me. One that doesn’t last long because no matter what I do I begin to self destruct. Meltdowns happen everyday after work. Burnout 12 hours of the day. And then comes what I fear most when I want to end it all. So I have to make the decision to remove myself before I hurt myself and others around me.

But don’t worry, it’s just a mood right? It will pass.

[polandspringz]

I’ve seen spider verse twice in a span of 72 hours and already written 2 fics of my spider sona x Miguel send help

[hotgirlstiles]

tried to list down all my current wips .. catholic horror au .. great gatsby au.. ballerina au.. bodyguard au.. christ ona stick .. oh girl i even have a post canon au AND another post canon au but in scottpov.. i need to start writing again fr cause i cannot keep these all in my head

[hinamie]

9 / 266

[actually-mentally-ill]

me after saying i’d get tasks done but i’ve just been reading fanfiction for the past 3 hours:

[kaptainandy]

herbert west playing yugioh if you even care 🙄

[lifeonkylesfarm]

Trigger warning: discussion of suicide, self harm, mental illness. I'm talking about BoJack Horseman lol, so also light spoilers.

I really love BoJack Horseman (the series, not the character) because I feel like it really accurately depicts mental illness (and I say that as a mentally ill person.) It so accurately shows the slide into absolute rock bottom and the way you just... live a very unhappy life for a very long time before you try to end it. I feel like people assume that it's like... easy? to decide to end your life or harm yourself and whatever else but it really really isn't. I hate how people call suicide "the easy way out" like honestly, neither healing nor suicide are easy. It's all hard. It's just hard to be mentally ill, no matter what you do. It gets easier as you heal, if you get to go down that path. But it's hard, all the way through. And the show shows that. It shows how you do so many shitty shitty things and you regret it and you feel guilty. BoJack has especially done... some very bad things, but it's still relatable as someone who's just made some shitty decisions while manic or depressed. The regret is so debilitating sometimes. Anyway, yeah, I just feel like it shows it really well.

[hamoodmood]

[hellonearthtoday]

canon is dead I rule the world. dsmp you are MINE

dsmpblrs ocs shared between the 5 (five) singular people that inhabit this fandom

I'm taking the chance to just talk about my personal dsmp au that is basically canon if you don't think about it

I don't think we as a community wrote enough about demon ctommy. he was always my favorite it just gives him this evil vibe that I think is sooo funny and I always see it in ctommy art but never in literally any fic. and that's fine but imp or whatever-he-is-Tommy will always be real in my heart. in my head he used to be a bird hybrid, but when he died for what was supposed to be the final time they took his fucking wings and gave him cunty demon horns and tail. Death made him emo. for the sake of this narrative his wings used to be white too. Pair this with religious ctommy and you get peak

ctubbo. I think about him a lot. I think personally he wears armor under his coat. You'd think it start to get hot under there, and it does. his solution is to just Never leave the Arctic.

At some point he started developing resting bitch face, because it used to just be resting (autistic face of neutrality) but now he kind of just looks tired all the time. Not like Tommy's rbf where he looks like he's kinda pissed and has a headache 24/7. but at least they're semi matching now. bff's!!! (?) I can't write too much about ctubbo because my cutbbo is like 20 billion contradictions stacked on itself. he's not as simple as my ctommy.

He doesn't wear the red bandana anymore but he can't tell you why and he's not insecure about the scar on his face but he's not proud of it either. I FORGOT TO DRAW CRANBOO AND HIS WEDDING RINGS IM AN ANTI WHAT THE HELLL okay ignoring that blunder, their wedding rings are meant to be on their horns 💔 you can't fucking see cranboos singular (1) horn because it's out of frame, they're too tall.

SPEAKONG OF CRANBOO!!!! snakes in his hair because Hahhaa hattte eye contact????? Medusa???? get it guys get it do you guys get jut

The snakes talk to him. Take that as you will. He's a chronic suit wearer and will literally not wear anything else unless it's under or over the suit. he would like to never try anything new ever he needs this constant in his life or everything will fall apart and the world will end. He knows how to kit up and wear armor but just as a joke he wears random bits of armor in places he literally needs it least. as a fashion statement. Tommy doesn't wear any armor usually bcz who gaf he's not doing that shit

in my perfect world the egg plot in dsmp actually got used better and becsme more than a background plot. it could've been everything. anyway my dsmp au is egg war las Nevadas craziness and I'm right goodnight

[chipinsolace]

So called “mental health advocates”: Mental health matters! You are loved!

People who have a psychotic disorder: oh thanks-

Same “mental health advocates”: LOL! Delulu is the solulu! I wanna dye my hair so bad THE VOICES are LITERALLY TALKING TO ME! Ugh I hate you I’m in your walls/j! It’s giving schizoposting! No girl this is spiritual psychosis, Hope this helps! I hate this guy he’s so psychotic.

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