me: * peacefully walking home at my extersion to the grocery store on a lovely sunny day *
my mom messaging me out of the blue after not hearing from her for a bit: oh by the way the whole group on the trip caught norwalk after i caught it, and your dad ended up getting it to and we ended up having to stay in some seedy hotel because he was too sick to drive and then we barely made it to our next location
I would like to ask, if it’s not difficult, to draw a tanakure(gundham x yasuhiro) where they would kiss. I just need it for a video since Gundam's birthday is December 14th, but I don't have any suitable art"
so badly I just want to be able to go on a walk without it being such a fucking mission. im back to feeling like im walking around with two sprained ankles and I swear to god I’d be outside running for hours if it didn’t hurt so bad. and I feel so goddamn guilty for feeling this way and I’ve realized it’s my mothers voice in my head telling me it’s not so bad, stop complaining, it used to be worse and I just need to exercise more. maybe that’s true. maybe it’s not. I don’t know. all I know is that it’s Monday and I’m laying on my couch with my legs wrapped in a heating blanket because I walked to my friends place yesterday.
My friend told my mom what yaoi is and now my mom really likes the word yaoi because she thinks it sounds nice. Now i constantly hear her saying "yaoi" at random times
The closest I've come to encountering a horror beyond my comprehension irl was just now looking for something in my mom's email box and having to scroll past at least 300 flags and *checks tab* 40k unread emails
My mom whenever I start reading an ff or a novel: yOu knOw iN mY viLlAgE wE hAd a giRL liKE yoU, sMarT aNd dEdiCAteD bUt shE aLsO rEad sO mAnY nOvEls thAt shE wEnt dEloStiOnAl aNd wE hAd tO pUt hEr iN a mEntAl hoSpiTaL
I think my mom waited her whole life for me to take care of her ,
Buy the movie tickets, invite her to my house parties , give her her grandchildren & take her to a safe place
But I was never able to build it , she never gave me the foundation. Now I am moving freely like a fly caught in a glue trap & she asks me what freedom is and if I can show her.