#Mechanical Project Help
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Thinking about Prey again, and, more specifically (beware of massive spoilers from here on out) the choice to have Morgan Yu be a silent protagonist.
At first it seems like such an odd choice, because Morgan does have a voice - you're faced with it in old video and audio recordings, not to mention in the sentient memory copies that are January and December. When other characters encounter January, they comment on it speaking with Morgan's voice, despite Morgan themself never uttering a word. Other characters address Morgan as if expecting a response, and then keep on going seemingly without noticing they never got one. Part of me wondered why past-Morgan spoke but present-Morgan didn't, but, having previously played Half-Life and Portal, also featuring silent protagonists, my assumption was that hey, clearly this is a common video game mechanic. It doesn’t entirely make sense within the narrative since Morgan (unlike Freeman and Chell) is established to have a voice, but whatever, I'm capable of suspension of disbelief for the sake of the medium.
But with the ending reveal of Morgan not actually being Morgan but rather an alien typhon living through a simulation, it starts feeling much more narratively intentional. I went through the game saving as many people as possible because I'm a baby and I feel bad if I let the NPCs die. I never took into account wwmd - What Would Morgan Do - but in the little review at the end of the game when you find out you were an alien all along there’s this interesting line: "you're assuming it thinks like us." Every choice throughout the game becomes recontextualized. Did typhon-Morgan save people out of empathy, or because of some unknowable alien drive? Because you have no dialogue you can't really establish an underlying reasoning beforehand. I personally went from having projected my own reasoning onto Morgan to stopping and going wait... why would an alien do this? How does it think? What Would (Human) Morgan Do no longer matters; instead, the question is Why Did (Typhon) Morgan Do What They Did?
From a practical angle, it also makes sense. The typhon don’t speak, so of course typhon-Morgan also doesn't. The fact that it’s all a simulation means all the people they encounter can be programmed not to question this, thus never giving typhon-Morgan (or the player) a reason to question it either.
In the end, I simply find it fascinating and impressive how the game leveraged a common mechanic of the medium to become not only an integral part of the narrative, but also, through this leverage, tricks the player into not noticing it, only for it to change everything when you do.
#reminds me a bit of the original planned ending of portal 2 being one where she speaks (giving a voice command to stop wheatley)#thus similarly recontextualizing her entire percieved character#bc at once the silence is no longer a mechanic or a gag it’s an active choice from her side#and the player from that is urged to reconsider her as an actual charcter and not just as a blank slate to project on#not knocking the ending they settled on tho i think it's ultimately better set up and more satisfying game play and catharsis wise#but the planned ending had a more lowkey appeal of its own#and knowing about it definitely helped shape how i view chell as a character#okay I'm done now#prey 2017#nella talks
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Hey mechs fans do any of y'all have images of posters or flyers or anything? Not sure what exactly to ask for actually, but like, images of actual flyers/adverts for certain gigs or random poster like things from the actual band? Or anything adjacent! Photos that look like papers either for shows or made up to expand canonical mechs lore!

Like there's this picture of DBB/Ben handing out HNOC papers- any images of stuff like that! Or again anything adjacent- I've seen this one post of UDAD City set newspaper, stuff like that would be awesome too!! Please anything like that do share or point me in the direction to find them I'm begging very politely!!!!!!
#i have a very clear image of what i want for a certain personal project but i have now idea how to ask for it#this is my meager attempt please send help <3#the mechanisms
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Anxious! Tim Drake
Have some angst head cannons

Anxious! Tim Drake who assumes that if anyone is upset near him, it’s his fault
Anxious! Tim Drake who hides in his room when his family is arguing, and stares at the wall, trying to make out what is being said a few doors down
Anxious! Tim Drake who dissociates whenever he is in trouble
Anxious! Tim Drake who gets aggravated the first time Dick tries to help him through a panic attack
“I said I’m fine”
“Tim I can see that you aren’t fine, and that’s okay. Please talk to me, tell me what’s going on. Let me help-”
“I said I’m fine!”
Anxious! Tim Drake who feels bad about shoving people away who are just trying to help him. But he doesn’t need help. They’re only pitying him anyway. They don’t actually care.
Anxious! Tim Drake who bounces his knee, taps his fingertips together, or twirls a pen to help get some of his anxieties out
Anxious! Tim Drake who absolutely breaks down on the floor in the bathroom when a mission went wrong. It was his fault. He didn’t do enough. He should have done more. He needs to prove himself. He needs to do better.
Anxious! Tim Drake who is up all night because his mind won’t shut up, going over every tiny little detail of the day and what he could have done differently. He’s such a failure. He doesn’t deserve to be part of this family. He needs to be better. They’re probably still upset about that thing from three years ago. Oh god why did he sound so silly talking to Bernard last week? Why didn’t he offer to help Damian with his homework is he a bad brother? Oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god.
Anxious! Tim Drake who finally accepts help from Jason. Jay links Tim up with his therapist. Therapy sucks but Jason was right, it’s helping
Anxious! Tim Drake who learns to journal. Writing down what he think he did wrong and then writing why it was okay underneath that. He feels so silly when he does this, but it helps
Anxious! Tim Drake who gets a little better every day. It will take time. Healing isn’t linear. But he isn’t a failure. He is doing the best that he can. And that’s enough.
#batman#jason todd#batman wayne family adventures#red hood#batfam#tim drake#dick grayson#red robin#jason#bwfa#nightwing#oh no I’m projecting onto fictional characters again#anxious Tim Drake is a comfort character for me#this may or may not be based on personal experiences#love that canonically Jason goes to therapy to help him through his shit#so I can see him suggesting his therapist to others#because it must be hard to find a therapist who won’t spill your secret identity#like heroes who want therapy have to look for that#because they most likely are going to therapy because of hero stuff#poor dick just wants to help#dick would be a great shoulder to cry on#pushing people away when you’re not doing well is so real#not healthy but real#I bet that Tim has better coping mechanisms after therapy#and that he actually talks to the people who want to help him now
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Not "Robin Jason was just an angry, violent, aggressive brat", not "Robin Jason was a perfect, innocent, complete sunshine child" but a secret third thing (Robin Jason was a child who'd suffered abuse and trauma his whole life and never got the proper tools to heal from it; he was happy and silly, and he got angry and could be difficult)
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#jaybin#robin jason todd#no he wasnt a devil child and no he wasnt a perfect sunshine angel#im much more receptive to the latter bc at least its not demonizing a traumatized child#or victim blaming someone for getting murdered#but it still feels like a big disservice to who he is#and not to be projecting/relating to jason on main but-#my life hasn't been half as bad as his but when any complexity to jaybin is denied bc he Wasn't Bad Like That it feels. bad#my trauma&mental health issues did (and do) make me difficult. when i was 13 i was angry and had a hair-trigger temper#interpreted everything in bad faith etc etc. i was difficult and a lot of work and i was suffering and deserved love and help#(which i've thankfully gotten. love my mom for always being there for me even when i WAS a nightmare)#anyway. i dont like a jaybin who was nothing but angst and rage and behavioral issues. hate it in-fact#i also dont like a jaybin w no issues n no trauma n no poor coping mechanisms and troubles#you gotta get a healthy mix. its the only way forward#once again... the answer to everything is ''people are complex and you gotta think abt things more than surface-level''
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what if teth has avpd?
like, they're often seen by the community as harsh. but what if this harsness is their defence mechanism? what if this is what they do to push people away when they come too close, when they dig too deep for teth's liking? what if teth uses snarky comments and sarcasm to divert others' attention? what if they're reluctant to share their thoughts and emotions and change topics when these are brought up? what if they have no idea how to talk to people? what if they cover their anxiety with harshness? what if they regret it once people start fearing and avoiding them? what if teth hates pushing people away all the time but can't help it? what if they get so angry at themself when triggered that they lash out on others, which, in turn, makes them feel even worse? what if they sit in the corner in silence or slip out of the room if they know people aren't listening? if they think people aren't listening?
what if ayin is their safe person? what if having them around makes teth feel less scared when they're with other people? what if they can sometimes be honest with ayin about their feelings? what if, despite this, they still imply most things instead of saying them explicitly? what if ayin tries to understand? what if ayin reassures them, tells them they do love teth and aren't annoyed by their company? what if teth almost manages to believe them? what if ayin asks them a lot of questions because they know teth would be reluctant to speak up unprompted but could ramble for hours if knowing their ramblings are welcome? what if teth gives ayin silly little trinkets as gifts to show that they care, even if they can't say it out loud? because saying things means exposing themself, and teth would never, could never because words can't be erased but can be used against them, and it's terrifying?
what if they do manage to say it, on a certain point? what if-
#welcome to me avpd beaming sky characters part 2#this started out normally and ended with tethyin because i felt bad for making teth suffer#i'm so normal haha#hmm... what disorder could i give ayin....#maybe social anxiety#then they'd be avpd/sad couple with teth helping ayin talk to strangers and aying helping teth learn to trust#i should write a fic. a fic where i project things so hard i explode#that's my coping mechanism#avpd blast yes baby#oopse that's a lot of tags. i'm very very very normal#sky children of the light#sky cotl#teth#forest elder#ayin#prairie elder#tethyin#i don't remember when i started shipping them but i think there's no coming back at this point
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writer friends: do i have any pals who use the ipad version of scrivener for their creative projects, and if so, what have your experiences been with it while working on longer projects?
#tl;dr don’t want to get people Excited prematurely but i am working on an original project and am at the point#where i need to impose a little order on all these notes and my drafts etc#the storytelling mechanics at work with this project are already threatening to turn my brain inside out so any help is welcome lmfao#ray.txt
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I CAN’T BE GETTING TENDINITIS, NOT NOW, PLEASE GOD NO
#curse of being a graphic design and art school student#who is currently doing 3 major projects simultaniously#AND also am tattooing#my hand is stuck in the position I’m holding my pen#tendinitis is my biggest op#and it doesnt help that I’m an extreme maximalist when it comes to art and I have to over do others#any time I even get a minute of freetime I just draw draw draw#like I close my eyes and I’m hallucinating procreate and inDesign infront of me#however it’s also good at not falling back into insane coping mechanisms bc actually being a high achiever burns me out enough so I dont do#anything to myself#I also much prefer being carreer focused than gushing over some person and being stuck in limerence#work work work (I’m so severly sleep deprived and over caffeinated I find everything and anything funny)#at least I am not planning in killing myself
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idk how long my laptop will survive seeing as i hardly use it anymore so anyway here's an abandoned project from a couple of years ago where i ambitiously tried to make an rpg with the yokai outfits. here are some sprites i made
#identity v#aesop carl#identity v embalmer#joseph desaulnier#identity v photographer#tracy reznik#identity v mechanic#this is a part 1 i have more. but its not enough for an entire game#i had a couple of glaring plotholed i couldnt resolve#n tbh by the time i got to the other sprites i didnt like the way aesop n joseph turned out cos i did them first#i also meant to shade them but i couldnt get around to it. i think the flats are nicer but i also feel like i should shade#project death by perfectionism. if anyone wants to hear more im more than happy to share about this#i could probably dig up the docs somewhere. i dont have the time or energy to make a full blown game#i am so bad at coding#also shoutout n apology to ish aka azzy mun cos she offered to help with this#but i disappointed both her and myself by not having anything very concrete. im sorry ish but also thank u for the help#anyway seeing as the blog is slowly dying due to lack of asks n interactions n also my full time job that hates me#i might as well dump these here for archive sake#unconcerned art#part 2 coming soon
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Something I think would destroy Michael when he finally got out of William's house:
At every turn, the adults who were supposed to care for him failed him. Now that he's an adult, nobody is expected to help him at all.
#something something the inherently inhospitable nature of a society lacking in community support#also the weird idea that once people are grown to a certain point they don't need like. nurturing#humans are social creatures who need nurturing even in elderhood#and he just. he doesn't have anybody to turn to for guidance rlly#henry would say he's there but in practice. there's a lot he cannot adequately do. esp after denying helping mike for so long#also full disclosure i am having A Time at 4 am and 100% projecting#my healthiest coping mechanism is. tormenting writing michael ig#getting gerascophobia vibes from mike tbh. he was scared of adults as a kid and now that he is one he's alone#which makes it darkly comical that he ends up having to live inside a body that rotted instead#he never got the chance to grow old. but what is decay if not the degenerative part of aging taken to an extreme#i feel like someone could write a poem about that but i need to fucking sleep#i have to be up in. 2 hours. help#fnaf#michael afton#mike's stuff
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nothing like developing a hyperfixation when I should be doing so many other things
#at least I can use this for a final project#but I’m spending wayyy more time on it than I should#ramblings#quantum mechanics#computational physics#also bless this guy’s youtube series it’s so helpful
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hey alexa, is projecting my emotions and situations onto fictional characters in my mind because that's the only way I know how to process and deal with them healthy??
#i feel like its arguable#like#there are significantly worse coping mechanisms#i could be addicted to heroine!#therefore#it is fine 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻#literally sobbing about my parents lowkey and then i start projecting my feelings onto albus lmfao plz i need help#like yay its not drugs#but nay its still not great i should probably know how to deal with my stuff without forcing albus potter in my head to exprience it all to#💀✌🏻#its great tho cause he has better parents than me and then i can also imagine them reacting well and actually listening and thats something#that would NEVER happen irl to me so 😎 this is basically therapy#imaginary therapy#slay tbh#hpcc#albus potter#harry potter
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i finished my first game for class ^_^
#it's soo bad which i leaned into and is part of the aesthetic for it but i'm prouder than i ought to be lol#getting sick did not help the final product look nice but like. it actually plays and has mechanics and code and music and works and is fun#although im too embarrassed of its quality to actually share it lol. i hope my teachers or at least classmates like it#-- post made waiting for it to compile so i can upload it#team projects start tomorrowwwwwwww i dont get a break#atroposting
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Ambrus cockpit design!
#[send help]#next step the blueprints...#trying to improve with mechanical stuff (so unused to it in digital art)#i also gave up on a decent composition#how should i even tag this#a plane!#my art#projects: aeon
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hfb just reached 5000 hits ohvmy fuvkging ogd


#THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME#LIKE I KNOW ITS NOTHING HUGE BUT TO ME IT IS#it was the first fic i ever had the balls to publish#the first writing project i actually committed to and finished#and it was just a huge coping mechanism for me and it means so fucking much cause of what it helped me process#this srsly means so much to me i just wanted to share n ramble a bit#vixen rambles#ao3#dsmp#c!sbi
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I don’t know why, but my favorite things ever are as follows:
1) take a random plot bunny and figure out how to make it happen in a way that makes sense and feels organic, and then work out what would happen as a result.
2) analyze the psychology of characters and build on it. Build backstories for minor characters that explain their canon traits while also adding stuff to their character that works with said backstory, and then explore how they deal with the various bad situations I put them through. Nothing tickles me quite writing characters healing from traumatic events they’ve been through and finding their happy ending despite being dealt a shitty hand in life.
#writer stuff#trauma#psychology#writing#idk how to tag this#help#is most of my trauma-related writing projection in one form or another?#nooooo#read: absolutely 100% yes it is#It started as a coping mechanism#now it’s a fascination#and also kind of still a coping mechanism#look I don’t know either okay#it just helps#for no reason at all#there’s a reason I focus on trauma during formative years and The Many Ways In Which It Fucks With You#actually lets make that its own tag#Trauma During Formative Years And The Way It Fucks With You#there we go I’ll be using that more often#I have no idea what these tags are#send help
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well. ok then :/
#and i thought i did well this quarter.#i mean except for the mechanical engineering class. i thought i’d just get a B in that#i didn’t think it would be as bad as a B-#the mechanical engineering department’s grading scale has NEVER worked in my benefit#anyways oh well. gonna have to send this version of the unofficial transcript to the last three programs unfortunately#i’m not sure how much the honors project credits will help my gpa but the chances of me getting dean’s list are woefully slim#yeah yeah gpa is a small factor holistic evaluation whatever I’m Still Insecure About My Grades. what about it.#iskul bukol
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