#SORRY FOR VENTING AGAIN

[chiruzzah]

is it wrong to stand up and defend what you believe is right? i know i did the right thing and set boundaries yet i feel so horrible for doing it.. those things are mine and i have all the rights to do whatever i want with them, but i feel so disgusting.

maybe its because i saw these people as friends. i just really hope they dont take it personally and ruin my reputation for doing it, but thats probably the anxiety speaking.

[birdinabowl]

I know I have final projects but I’m literally in so much pain I can barely do the work needed

[cookiieslayer]

my mom forced me out of my room and screamed at me that I'm "not allowed to feel depressed because no one else in the family did"

I don't think that makes any sense, does she expect me to just not feel down after my cat died and my HD to die the day after?

[pageofheartdj]

I can just SEE from your recent posts that people are being jerks about the radioapple content :( if it helps I’m really enjoying it especially seeing an aroace character depicted as doing whatever the fuck he wants because he WOULD

The trolls may act as though anyone cares and the heheh now kiss games are dangerous somehow but I at least am thoroughly enjoying the puppet show

It's just really annoying and upsetting that people go talking about 'erasure' and being 'aphobic' because of how others play with dolls.

And it extra sucks because it's intentionally or unintentionally demeans a whole other side of the spectrum.

'It is erasure to portray ace character on demi side' well fucking thank you, I am sure demi people are totally fine to hear that they are not 'real' aces.

I am sure this might not bother everyone, but it bothers me.

not to fucking mention these characters are just 2D toys oh my GOD it's not that serious but they are making it serious for no normal reason

[starafterdeath]

He just wants to tap that spiky ass.

All things considered, Sekiguchi lost a hostage and got his ass beat, and all Yano could say to that was basically "well, you done fucked up, do better next time." He didn't say anything like "One more fuck-up like that and I'm looking for another henchman." Nope, his whole approach in this scene is "everybody makes mistakes; the best you can do now is learn from yours" because he does genuinely recognize Sekiguchi's strong traits and wants to give him enough room to develop them, which can come at a price of occasional errors and misjudgements on his bodyguard's part - no one's insured from that as it's a natural part of every growth.

Imagine if Dobu was still his boss. He'd chew him up and spit him out for every mistake, I just know it.

[bittersweetbonbon]

im genuinely not sure how to interact with other people anymore because of this. i thought i was doing it correctly, but i wasnt, and i dont know how to not do it incorrectly now.

[kazzikkiii]

having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.

[sunlit-mess]

trying not to get attached

[cammy-mcspammy]

Vent translated through a komahina comic to comfort myself 💜

Also a skip and loafer ref AGAIN YOU CANT STOP ME

[teaboot]

Scooby-Doo villains had the right idea, I'm gonna start dressing up in elaborate costumes to scare off rich property investors and tourists and fucking landlords. My home town usesd to have almost no folks stuck on the street and now our whole downtown is a tent city. These people grew up here. You know who didn't? The retired millionaires renting out one bath no bed 80sq ft. broom closets for a grand and a half. Not to be all "get the fuck outta here" but damn go fuck up wherever you grew up, I gotta watch teenagers smoke crack now. Fuck

[chiruzzah]

imean i really shouldnt be scared of posting on MY ACCOUNT but due 2 the ppl who follow me (some being ppl i really look up to) ive started to grow scared they may see me as weird. i mean i am a proud weirdo but normally other people dont like weirdos.

[so-worthless-so-empty]

Being unheard is like being a ghost, drifting through the lives of those you love. I hate this feeling…

[hg-aneh]

Yo, I don't know if you know this but your work is being posted on Pinterest

I sort of knew but never really cared about it until now-?

-lots of angry feed up whining below... and a bit of a breakdown-

Just a few hours ago I saw the comments on some of them and holy shit tiktok children are some of the most braindead individuals i have ever seen

I'm fine with reposts, and if I wasn't, I know I wouldn't be able to stop them

What's pissing me off rn is that my stuff is getting attention from *that* crowd, the booger eating snot nosed mocosos de mierda who are so privileged their main problems are "what's skrimblo skromblo doing now? omg is it problematic??? omg theyre like so evil 💀💀"

I- they're still fucking going with the Crowriel thing- How cool, how fun, totally not making me want to disappear again bc of all the trauma from that particular mess, nope, not at all

And the angel crowley x demon crowley thing- i swear to fucking god i- they're so dumb- they're so stupid- how is it incest you- they're the same person🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉

I even saw some little shit saying "omg i used to like that artist until i found out they draw nsfw" ... WHAT IS HAPPENIGNJDNGKDBG??????¿?¿¿????¿

I swear I'm going insane, I wish I could take my shit away from those people, they're so-??????

Like I'm legit about to enter another joker era, I can't believe this is what fandom spaces are now, what is wrong with people

Sorry I'm using this as a vent post or whatever but honestly I'm tired of being subservient when it comes to these fucking people, at one point a bitch has gotta explode

"Why do you care so much about what ppl say abt you online"

Because I have Seen what happens when you shut up about it. You either address it indirectly or become tiktoklovr103892's punching bag, there's no in between. Each second of silence is an admission of guilt for these motherfuckers

And I know that at the end of the day it doesn't matter but bro just allow me to be emotional over having an online space where I can have fun and take a break from life, be riddled with people who I've seen talking like they're praying for my downfall

Seriously what the fuck

What. the fuck.

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Now if you'll excuse me

[inkly-heart]

please don’t be sad little sprout, you are loved 🌱 🖤

🌱

[kazzikkiii]

just gonna leave this here.

[deadmothsketches]

Don't feed the plants.