#St. P's

[angria]

Lovely, lovely morning. St. P’s community is amazing as always. Some friends took me out for coffee afterwards. Headed to the store to get my fave food and some flowers. Class and check-in later tonight. Hopefully the day continues to be good.

[mournfulroses]

Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter featured in The Letters of Edna St. Vincent Millay

[jvlianbashir]

"haha these alpha trad men really just have dom/sub kinks!" i know misogyny isn't real to a lot of you guys but did you know that some people just actually do genuinely think women are inferior creatures

[my3dsblog]

No, I don’t think you understand… I’m obsessed

[valcaira]

People who used to be vocal about Ukraine now being exclusively vocal about Palestine while calling the Ukrainian genocide "low priority" or "attention seeking" are a special kind of evil.

Treating global conflicts like fandom has rotted your brains.

[bequiteanddriveeeeeee]

I have some suggestions for new tags if anyone likes them bc the tumblr ops got to jelly ones so quickly

Light as a leaf

Bag of b0nes

Irl Halloween decoration

Sk3l3t0nspo

Eating leaves

And for emoji ones: light as a🍂/eating🍂

(Can you tell I’m excited for fall :3)

[ftta111]

Hunger

If you’re hungry, just don’t eat.

If you’re hungry step on the scale.

If you’re hungry chew gum, check your wrists, salt! salt! salt!

Anything to keep the hunger from swallowing you whole

Hunger is an achievement

A badge of honor hung proudly over sickly bones

But hunger can’t win, you win. YOU win and you beat hunger!

you ignore it until you collapse

Exhausted

Frail

Ashamed

Hunger tries to distract you, manipulation maybe

Dizzy spells, lashing out, and those awful clumps of hair in my shower

Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels, but I don’t believe it

It’s hunger, hunger tastes as good, maybe even better

[coquettekcals]

Manifesting Sk1nny Girl Fall 🍂

[starryeyedjanai]

Eddie texting Steve DO NOT OPEN THAT SNAPCHAT I JUST SENT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

And Steve is like ??? Tf did you send me ?

And of course he’s insanely curious, but he’s a good friend and if Eddie sent something he didn’t mean to, he’s not gonna open it.

Eddie texts back 😔I sent you a dick pic I meant to send Robin. I have you both as thing 1 and thing 2 in my phone and I sent it to the wrong thing 😫

Steve sends back ???? Why were you sending my lesbian bestie a dick pic my guy????

And Eddie is like for the aesthetics? I need to know if I got a good angle

Steve immediately facetimes Robin and asks, “Why is Eddie sending you dick pics for the aesthetics?

Robin says, “Oh, because I’m objective and will tell him if his dongle looks weird.” Like it's a perfectly normal thing, like he's the weird one for even questioning it.

“Who is he sending the dick pics to after you approve them?” he asks, out of his mind with curiosity.

“How the hell am I supposed to know that? Why do you even want to know?” she asks.

He deflects and tells her that Eddie accidentally sent him a dick pic and that he can’t open it or he’ll see what Eddie dick looks like.

She lets him change the subject, but she's grinning at him like she sees right through him, sees through the deflection. He knows they're going to have to talk about his Eddie problem at some point.

Before they hang up, she says she’ll come over and delete it in the morning for him.

That should be enough to calm him down, that he doesn't have to deal with it alone, but Steve is perturbed all night. He wants to open the snapchat, wants to see what Eddie is sending other people. It feels like a violation of his privacy, though, because he didn't intend for Steve to see it.

So Steve sucks it up and leaves the entire app unopened, lest he be tempted. That doesn't stop him from thinking about it all night.

What kind of pictures is he sending people? What does his dick look like in these "aesthetic" pictures? He sneaks a hand into his underwear thinking about the kinds of pictures he might send Steve if he knew he was interested.

In the morning, Robin comes over and opens the snapchat for him - she doesn't let him see it, and she takes a selfie of herself holding up a peace sign so that Eddie knows it was her that opened the picture.

She says, “It was a really good dick pic,” to Steve, like that is at all helpful to his current situation.

He’s gonna be thinking about this for a long, long time, it seems.

[laflamedtwt]

When no one in your house suspects your ED because you’re fat so “dieting” & exercising is completely okay in their eyes🤣

[yourgirl4ever]

fitness girl thinspo

***all photos are off pinterest none are mine

credit goes to original creators

[angria]

I'm on St. P's altar guild and I wanted to set up the altar for this Sunday since it's my birthday, but I wasn't on the schedule. The person who is supposed to this weekend just emailed, asking for coverage. Got my wish, which makes me happy.

Not sure why I want to...in a way, it's soothing to go through the routine of setting up and I'm usually by myself in the church that early in the morning, so it's peaceful and quiet. I need something soothing and good right now.

I will never forget being asked to join the altar guild and meeting with J because I was so panicked about it. In the Catholic Church, one slightly off-centered cloth is seen as sinful and bad, an affront to God. I was terrified to do anything wrong. J looked at me, put his hand over his chest, and said that as much as he can embody a priest's role, he would never get angry or upset if something is forgotten or misplaced. He told me we all know where everything is--we'll just go and get it, even in the middle of a service. I was completely stunned.

Smiling, he then said: "God happens anyway"

[mournfulroses]

Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a diary entry featured in Rapture & Melancholy; The Diaries of Edna St. Vincent Millay

[riality-check]

"Robin, you need to listen to this."

"Hello to you, too, dingus," Robin says, holding the receiver against her ear with her shoulder as she stirs the pasta she has on the stove.

"Seriously, Buckley, you're not gonna believe this."

"Hi to you, too, husband of dingus."

Through the phone, Eddie snorts, which makes Robin smile. Through the phone, Robin hears Steve mumble before he says, "Okay, Cora, what's Pa's name?"

A few seconds pass before Cora, wonderful little menace that she is, answers with all her bright, two-year old confidence, "Baby!"

Robin laughs so hard she drops her spoon. "Steve, you gotta be-"

"It gets better," Eddie says, and he's laughing, too. "Cora, what's Daddy's name?"

"Oh, don't tell me-"

"S'eehard!" Cora says, not quite getting all the sounds, but Robin gets the gist.

"You two are disgusting," she says fondly. "And she's totally doing this on purpose, isn't she?"

"Absolutely," Steve says.

"She's smiling so wide, it's making my face hurt," Eddie adds.

"Well, she gets it from you," Steve says. "Munson menaces beget Munson menaces."

"Okay, Steve Munson."

Robin laughs. "How about it's both of your faults?"

"Wobin!"

Silence settles, and Robin doesn't even try to suppress the wild grin that spreads across her face.

"You gotta be kidding me, little lady," Eddie says.

"She's smiling like a maniac," Steve says, awed.

"I think this just means I'm better than you," Robin says, shrugging and almost immediately dropping the phone.

"I mean, yeah-"

"Yeah, right, Buckley-"

And, for the bit and only for the bit, Robin hangs up, content to let those two idiots and their brilliant kid fight it out until they realize they're talking to dead air.

She has to finish her pasta up, anyway.

[my3dsblog]

”Hungry to bed, hungry to rise, make a girl a smaller size”🤍

[blueskiesandstarrynights]

"but how does Robin know that-" if steve knows, then robin knows. next question.