#TY ANON for your kind and sweet message<3

[staud]

And then there was Floyd Talbert. He had it all. You knew if your life were on line, he would come through. (x)

a gifset of floyd talbert, requested by anon ✧

[simplyreveries]

hello hello!! just wanted to say your blog is super cute!! could I request platonic! dorm leaders with a very very affectionate yuu. like hugging, cheek kisses, the full nine yards. GN reader please!

sorry if my message wasn't clear 😭

have a good day/night!

💐anon

ty ty!!

riddle rosehearts

he was so incredibly flustered when you first started to show him lots of affection. he tries to keep his composure and push you away slightly while clearing his throat deeming that it's not appropriate! but it's just ever since he broke down after his overblot and then you've gotten close to him (well you barge into his life and make him your friend immediately) that you've been so utterly loving and sweet with him. something he is not particularly used to.

whenever you come by some celebration or unbirthday party you always eagerly come find him and hug him giving pecks on the cheeks. he’ll nervously pull away and thank you for coming, but he felt quite smiley and warm inside. because you usually greet him in such a fashion and refuse to be put off by his need for formalities, he has been accustomed to you doing that all the time whenever you see him. he doesn't necessarily reciprocate it but sometimes you may feel him wrap his arms around you and quickly pulls away.

his temper can easily be calmed down if you're around, he does feel much softer around you… lowkey though he does get a litttleee bit jealous with ace or deuce if you're equally as affectionate with your other friends as well. he can't help it.

leona kingscholar

nope nope leona totally pushed you away the first few (many times) you'd happily come up and try to hug him or kiss him on the cheek. he refused to let you be all affectionate with him, he would simply huff annoyed pushing you away. especially if you try to do anything like that around other people.

it'd take him a while to even warm up to it even a little, but with enough of your own persistence he gives in little by little soon enough. you've upgraded to being able to give him hugs without him giving you some glare and pulling away… he's lost the energy to try at this point you're too eager to find and hug him. he’ll rub his forehead “you're giving me a headache, herbivore.”, but once again doesn't make much of an attempt to push you away anymore.

ok… he still gives you this look, but he's better about it. like when you vote up to him after magishift practice (that he finally went to) and gift him a supportive pat on the back or hook your arm around his to drag him to show him something. the only time he somewhat reciprocated it was genuinely if you seemed distressed or upset about something, like your current situation in twisted wonderland or dealing with stress- he sighed as he wrapped one of his arms around you when you came in for a hug.

azul ashengrotto

he was so surprised at your affection initially but like riddle carefully pushes you away to maintain his image. nevertheless, you still are insistent on giving him so much attention. I’d like to think that after seeing his more… emotional and irrational side during the events of chapter 3 only made you want to dote on your friend more.

whenever you come and find him to give him a quick hug and to check up on him during late hours at the mostro lounge and just ask him about his day and what is he doing. he is slightly taken aback but like the others he's gotten pretty used to your affectionate behavior, he’ll chuckle confused, clearing his throat and thank you for asking. he is not used to this in really any way. in fact, if you think about it… this is probably the first time he's had someone he’s considers himself close to be so affectionate and kind. not wanting anything from him in return but to just be okay??

once he's more comfortable, he will somewhat reciprocate a little, something like placing a hand on your back when you pull away from hugging him. he won't admit it, but he does love the attention from you, it's something he never realized it's what he needed.

kalim al-asim

oh, he's definitely just as affectionate with his friends, if not more than you. kalim will happily hug you back and squeeze you tightly or kiss you back on the cheek and giggle. he's glad to have someone who can understand his affection's, unlike some people haha. he just has so much love to give to everyone.

he always greets you with a big hug, in fact it's basically a habitual thing between you two whenever you see each other on campus he’ll greet you with a big hug all happy every time he sees you. when kalim gets excited to tell you about something he’ll playfully swing your arm and asking you to come over to scarabia because he's holding some sort off celebration, or sometimes he likes to laugh and tell you he's tired as he lays his head on your shoulder.

he always tells you how much he loves the affection from you, you'll always get some cheeky “hehe thank you!” from him. he claims you cheer him up and help him all the time whenever you're all affectionate with him.

vil schoenheit

vil is affectionate in his own ways, i mean, ever since i saw the way he treated yuu and the others during chapter 6 when he kisses them on the forehead in a reassuring manner it made me melt. he definitely is lowkey about it to those he considers close to him. though he doesn't reciprocate much at times, he does appreciate small gestures.

like he will sigh and begin to smooth out his clothing or fix his hair after you hug him, he may even fix yourself up as well if your ribbon is tilted or uniform seems crinkled. but he’ll give you some afterwords shaking his head, giving a small smile “tsk, how troublesome” he’d say.

vil is quite observant though, if he were to notice you don't seem as affectionate with others or try to be with him he’ll definitely see and ask you if you're doing alright. he's surprisingly very sweet with his words. he can't help but consider you dear to him now, if you really seem troubled and worried about something, maybe feeling hopeless because crowley hasn't found a way home yet. he will give you honest advice and if you're lucky a kiss on the forehead as well.

idia shroud

he's so ??!! instant brain malfunction when you first come up to him and kiss him on the cheek, seemingly worried but relieved that he's okay after what went down in his chapter, once you got back to NRC. he will freeze up and feel unsure of what to exactly do because he's so awkward with these things.

the first time he hugged you back was a little tough for him at first (he just gave you that small and awkward pat on the back haha) and immediately pulled away, he feels himself burning up from embarrassment, but you're just so persistent, it does make it easier for him when you're so understanding and kind.

he does get more and more comfortable with you especially after inviting you or sleepovers with him and ortho at ignihyde and they're really fun. at that point he's totally okay having you close by as you're laying with a bunch of blankets, pillows and snacks close together playing videogames with him. he's grown to love it actually, as he casually talks and dumps everything he loves and knows about the game hehe.

malleus draconia

malleus was pleasantly surprised with your sudden affection, though he has known you for a while throughout the game, so he already has kind of gotten the idea you're a naturally friendly and overly affectionate with those close to you. he does notice how you are with grim and the others when out. but when you actually come up and hug him? he's shocked, you? a human would just come up to someone like him and hug him? going on your tippy toes to kiss his cheek when saying thanks for coming to the music festival with him??

after the initial surprise he chuckles placing a hand on your head “you’re quite the brave and unusual one, child of man” he loves that most about you though. he admires and thinks its endearing how often and without even thinking twice about giving him affection and calling him your own friend.

soon enough during the nights when he visits the outside of ramshackle dorm and you come to find him, he’ll gently stretch out his arms already knowing you're going to greet him with a hug. and you just know, his hugs are the warmest and most gentle things ever.

[secret-third-thing]

Do you ever write original work? Just curious, I think your writing is amazing

Hey anon, I've been holding onto this message the past 24 for hours because I was feverishly wrapping up a short story for a writing workshop. You asking this really made my day and helped me push through feelings of inadequacy and doubt last night. <3 ty

In short, I do write original fiction! I've written a fair amount of short stories and am currently working on a fantasy novel, which focuses on themes of grief, family, and acceptance. I also like writing adult fantasy horror. And I'm slowly incorporating more of that spookiness into my fanfic.

Thank you so much for the praise and kind words. I admit that sometimes I feel isolated because I think my writing is not fandom-commercial enough, but sweet comments like this and reassurance from my friends and readers help keep me going when things get tough.

[yesloulou]

sorry I hate to do this and you don't have to publish this at all!! but I just wanted to let you know that i study sports science at university 🤓 and as far as I can see pyry is one of the best driver coaches on the grid! i saw in the post that you linked in response to another anon the other day and the op of that actually answered a follow up question about it and provided more details on her concerns. the "pseudoscience experiments and gear" turns out to be really normal and common stuff that's common across the elite athlete coaching industry. it's not been around for long, but it definitely isn't harmful to the athlete in any way.

personally i think it's really good that pyry is engaged enough to keep up with emerging science and tech! the betting on pierre's weight thing was new to me and I was really surprised by it because I follow pyry quite closely! but if it is accurate, then that's definitely bad form and I can't defend it (even if it's a joke between friends!) but the other stuff really isn't bad or at all harmful.

one day I want to be a professional coach 🤞 so I follow this stuff pretty closely and as far as has been made public (except the betting) pyry seems like one of the best on the grid! I really look up to him and his approach a lot! please don't post this if it'll cause tension with your mutual who doesn't like him i just wanted to let you know! 💞

(so sorry this is so long 😭)

hi anon so sorry im late. thank you so much for this very sweet and considerate message it literally made my day 😳 i don't know much about sports science and couldn't find a lot on his instagram so i'll probably remain neutral slightly skeptical (that comes from a protectiveness towards my string bean of a blorbo who hasn't had the best of luck with trainers) but im so sooo glad pyry has ur professional vote!!! this gives me faith and a lil peace of mind and i really appreciate it!!!

i hope ur having fun in uni and i think you'll make the best professional coach there is bc imo kindness is what makes one stands out <3

ty for this lovely ask 😳💗

[willowser]

Oh, Willow :(

I'm a different anon, but I'm sorry to hear that you feel this way. Please don't feel obliged to answer this. I hope you know that regardless of whether or not you have the capacity to answer asks, you are still so well loved here! and! you are truly appreciated! I hope everything is going well for you in real life with other commitments and the flow of things in general.

I'm sad to hear that not all the messages you receive a filled with a love that should be given.

Let me shower you in some: <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

oh dear 🥺 my sweet friend 🥺 i am holding your hand in mine 🥺 you're so kind !!! thank you so much for your kind words 🥺 i feel your love so much, and i am sending it back to you tenfold !!!! ty for being such a dear friend to me, and being there to keep me up 🥺 i appreciate you and your time more than you know !! more than words could ever convey !!!!

[taegularities]

🐼✒️anon here, omg rid you're so sweet😭 just listened to the commentary and first of all, your voice is so soothing, i could listen to you talk all day

second, i teared up when you mentioned isabella's lullaby. that is literally one of my favorite pieces of music, and i have imagined singing and harmonizing together with jk, and when you mentioned that he hums that for OC i literally teared up, felt like cmi!jk was made for me🤭

third, thank you so much for answering my questions🥹 it was so comforting, and it was so interesing to hear more about your writing process. and thank you for your encouragement, i really appreciate your advice and support, you're such a sweet soul🥹

also peraltiago??? and elemental??? i literally yearn for that kind of love and connection, especially peraltiago (although the cmi babies have long replaced them now) ughh i can totally relate to everything you said there! if you havent already, watch the good place, i think you'd really appreciate the dynamics between the characters, trust me

lastly, i was so surprised when you said that you've started the blog in 2020?? the way you write really makes you think you've been in this for far longer. i am genuinely amazed by your talent rid, you fucking rock💪🏻

its not a 🐼✒️ ask without writing a full essay, i apologise🙏🏻 i just wanted to let you know i really enjoyed the commentary, and im looking forward to the rest of cmi (im still in denial about the fact that its gonna end, and im also in denial of the possibility of you leaving yup) you are truly amazing, i cant find anymore words😭 love you so much, take care of yourself and rest well! I hope you get well from the cold soon, sending you all my love💜💜💜💜💜

holdddd, i guessed your name? kajshasj that's crazy bc i wouldn't even know lol but omg super proud i pronounced it well!! 🥰 as to your message… are you kidding, you're so 😭 gd sweet, like ilysm!!

isabella's lullaby is truly one of the most spectacular and gorgeous pieces i've ever heard. immediate favourite. it's become a lullaby to oc, too, bc i imagine it so feathery soft in his voice. also, wdym?? i didn't give any advice, that was totally these two heheh 👀 and all i want is for them (me heh) to comfort you <3

PANDAAAA, YOU AND I ARE VIBINGGGGG. peraltiago is my shiittttttt (fun fact, i just watched an episode last night where they used the ship name for the first time jkfsdhssf). how dare you say cmi babies have replaced them I WILL LITERALLY SOB INTO MY PILLOW WHAT 😭 also, putting the good place on my to-watch-list!!

i actually started this blog in early 2021 which makes your praise even more meaningful and sweet babe i adore you 🤧 ty ty ty!! and i've gotten a lot better!! spent my week off work well (but about to work for uni deadlines 💀) <3 not the deniallll 😭 if i do decide to stay, i promise i'll try my best to keep this thing going for as long as possible. we shall not see the end of their story soon (bc i'm very much in denial, too) <3

[daechwitatamic]

Ok I'm fully rested and ready to tell you all my favorite parts of the last chapter.

1) "I never felt like I didn't know you." YES! We all really needed to hear this. I was worried initally Taehyung might confirm Nina's comment. I felt so frustrated bc even though she was hesitant I thought there were so many genuine moments we saw OC fight against her survival instincts and push herself out of her comfort zone to share parts of herself, and I'm so happy Taehyung saw that. It's ok to not feel comfortable opening up to someone until trust is established and Davis and Nina proved that they were not worthy of earning OCs trust so they have no right to gaslight her into thinking she was the cause for their treacherous actions. Do you see OC and Nina ever making up or do you think she will learn its best to let Nina go?

2) "An outline of the boy who sees you, knows you, loves you." Ugh this might be favorite line of the whole series.

3) "Since Strindberg!" Omg the way I can picture irl Taehyung doing the exact same thing in this moment. It reminds me of the "medic! medic!" moments from Run BTS. I remember you saying you only write for Taehyung right now bc you feel most comfortable writing in his voice and this was a moment where I felt your ability to capture his playful but earnest spirit really shone through.

4) The smut scene at the end was so good! When they first went to the basement I was like really? On the pong table? After that sweet love confession? But then per usual you surprised us with a switch up and a steamy but still very sweet scene! I love how you pepper in realistic moments of silliness or awkwardness during these scenes, like OC getting a leg cramp a few chapters earlier. It makes them feel so much more real than so much of the smut out there that sometimes describes things that are not even physically possible lol.

5) And lastly Taehyungs final words. Just the perfect ending moment that was romantic in all the right ways while still being authentic. And don't get me started with the fact that the first thing he called her in that list was smart. Swoon.

And yes 😱 you totally had me going for a moment! I was like girl did you not just say "what was it all for??"

I'm so sad this series is over but so excited for more CF drabbles and Trip! I can't wait to reread the whole series again once I start missing it and find more of the little threads you've woven throughout that I probably didn't see the first time. And in the meantime will start making my wishlist of WWH drabble requests.

Ty author for the wonderful story! I hope you are not overwhelmed by my long and frequent messages, I just love your work and want to give back even a fraction of the joy you give us readers! 💕

🌴

Ughhhhh 🌴anon i love you 😭😭😭😭😭😭

and 2. kind of go together. Something I wanted to convey in WWH is that he REALLY *knows her*. Bad, good, he GETS it. And that’s partly him, but it’s partly her LETTING him, despite everything, despite every instinct telling her to throw up walls. And as you talked abt last time - how she extends so much grace to him? Once he’s cooled down, in his heart he extends the same grace to her and that’s something that makes me SO emotional abt these two.

Honestly, as an adult person who has walked away from MULTIPLE toxic friendships and came out stronger for it, no, I don’t see oc and Nina reconciling. OC deserves better from her friends, and she’s learning through this story to realize her worth. I made my ride or dies in college, and i see that future for oc, kiko, and brig.

bless you for saying this 😭😭😭 the taetae i know and love is SILLY and him teasing her up through the last second feels so true to me 🥺🥺🥺

4. Ty for complimenting the smut bc it still feels so difficult to write 😭🫣🫣🫣 jimin voice, I’m shhyyyyyyy 🫣🫣🫣

5. Fr fr i feel like if you asked wwh!tae what attracts him to oc his #1 answer would be that big sexy brain!!!!! Also of course he has to tease her even then “look how easy this is” I LOVE HIM 😭😭

6. POV requests go up tmrw morning! Looking forward to it! Thank YOU for these amazing reviews. I could never be overwhelmed, i wish every reader did this. I think most authors would agree, getting to talk with ppl abt their thoughts and reactions to what we create is honestly the dream.

[mo2k]

anonymous opinion: you are very sweet and have a pure/beautiful soul… i think you are one of those people that naturally look on the bright side. you probably love life and try to live to the fullest

🥺🥺🥺 I never thought I would manifest one but — 🤧💕 Tysm nonnie !! <33 And please take care & have a nice day or night !!! ♡♡

Nonnies don’t be shy and send your opinions about me !!

- With love, BamBam 🦢🌙

[matcha-narancia]

Headcanons about how did Jonathan, Speedwagon, Joseph, Caesar, and Jotaro meet their s/o (same shy and quiet but kind and patient s/o) please?

How Jonathan, Speedwagon, Joseph, Caesar, and Jotaro met their S/O!

𝐀/𝐍: Hi anon! My apologies for such a long delay between these hcs and the last installment of them! I hope you like these ones now!

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬): Some spoilers for parts 1-3!

Jonathan Joestar

- Knowing the times, you were probably either the child of a noble family that had ties with the Joestars, or someone from the quant little town that Jonathan had his eyes on!

- Either way you met, Jonathan was definitely the one to initiate things. After all, his gentlemanly ways had him do so! At first, he remained anonymous, sending you flowers and gifts without giving his name, but eventually he saw you face to face and asked if you’d like to accompany him on a stroll through the fields or such.

- You we’re just so kind and sweet! How could he not fall for you? The only person he’d probably tell his crush on you to would be Erin, who would encourage him to go and speak to you for weeks. As she prepped him, he would send gifts until he finally was ready to go and talk to you, and you both hit it off really well!

- Jonathan would probably be alright with either a fast or slow pace with your relationship, but it really depends on what you desire. He also wants you to know that whatever happens between you two, he’ll always be there!

- Tying back to events of Phantom Blood, if you’re in a relationship with him at the time it happens, then he would be extremely cautious with you and your family. He’d most likely ask for you all to be sent away somewhere safe while he and the others dealt with Dio,and as you’d say your goodbyes to each other he’d press a kiss to your forehead, promising to come back to you.

Robert E. O. Speedwagon

- Like Jonathan, he also strikes me as the type to non-verbally communicate his affection at first. The guy never really knew love until he met you, and he wants to make sure he goes about it right! However, as a gentleman, he would come and court you!

- You and Speedwagon most likely met either living together on Ogre Street, or sometime in his travels during PB. However, either way you met, Speedwagon loves you and is so thankful to have met you!

- It takes a lot of coaxing from both Jonathan and Erina to get him to finally speak face to face with you, and even when he does he’s fumbling over his words and blushing. In the end, that does work in his favor though! And you accept his offer of a date. The two practically jump for joy when he comes back with a smile.

- For Speedwagon, a slow speed to a relationship is most likely ideal. He really has no idea what he’s doing, but he would be grateful if you gave him the time to learn! He’d be incredibly grateful if you even helped him through the beginning stages to your relationship, too!

- And lastly, if you are together during PB, then he’d be taking all precautions as to keep you from harm. He’d probably leave you back in the town where you’re safe with your relatives, and promise to return to you soon.

Joseph Joestar

- Now Joseph is a little different as in he wasn’t as stationed in one place on his journey, meaning you could’ve met in any of the places he travelled to, from New York to Venice to Switzerland. Either way though, you caught Joseph’s eye and as such, no matter where you lived, he was chasing you down.

- The guy was constantly flirting with you nonstop, skipping over the anonymous messages and getting straight to talking. He was very forward when speaking to you, expressing his interest and asking you for a date, and you couldn’t help but smile when Caesar had to pull him away, apologizing to you.

- Speaking of Caesar, Joseph begs recruits him to be his wingman. He’ll stealthily follow you on dates and such and when Joseph excuses himself to the restroom he’ll run to Caesar and ask if he’s going about everything right. At first he’s not the greatest, but Caesar begins to see improvement the more you two go on dates!

- Joseph is wild and lively, so your relationship seems to naturally progress fast. However, he understands the need to slow down if you ever want to, and is willing to take your relationship at whatever pace you need be.

- If you met before Battle Tendency, then you and him talk before he heads off to Mexico. After learning the whereabouts of Speedwagon, he has a sense his life will be dangerous the next few weeks, and as such he asks you to stay where ever you are and wait for him. He says no promises about coming back completely fine, but he does promise to come back to you.

Caesar Zeppeli

- Ah Caesar, the smooth talking gentleman that he is! You were probably a new face in town, and immediately Caesar was looking for a chance to woo you!

- He swiftly asked you out on a dinner date, and when the night came you both found out that you had a lot in common and really hit it off! From that point on, his eyes were only on you, and he became extremely dedicated to your relationship.

- It’s quite often you hear him mumbling to himself about how amazing you are and/or what he can do to impress/surprise you. Lisa Lisa and Suzie Q find it sweet, though Joseph likes to tease him about you nonstop-

- The man’s got a lot of experience with relationships, so he prioritizes going about it at whatever speed you feel most comfortable with! He’s down with going super slow, fast, or in between!

- Like Joseph, Caesar will most likely talk with you before he sets off to take on the Pillarmen. Its a dangerous journey, and he would rather keep you out of harm if he can. However, if you insist on traveling with him, then he will allow you to, only because he wants to keep you close and protect you though!

Jotaro Kujo

- You either met Jotaro in school, or sometime along the crusade, getting to know him better the more time you spent with him. At first, he was very cold and distant with you, but he slowly warmed up the more interest you expressed in wanting to befriend him.

- Soon enough, he started to have feelings for you, but was unaware of them for the longest time. You were just so special to him, but why was that the case? It was either Holly or Joseph that noticed his troubles and asked him about them, eventually suggesting that he may have fallen in love.

- From that point on, they encourage him to ask you out, and so he does so upfront and directly. Though his voice was low and he towered over you when he confessed, you could see him blushing, and it was enough to set your heart aflame and accept!

- Jotaro appreciates a very slow pace to a relationship, as he’s never gone about one before you most likely. However, he’s alright with moving a bit faster, he’s just scared to go too fast and mess anything up. This boy needs a lot of reassurance, but if you’re willing to give him it; your relationship will go great!

- And lastly, parting for his crusade. If you met before it at school, Jotaro will most likely write to you before he leaves stating the true reason why he just go. You’re the only person he tells this to, indicating his trust within you. If you meet along the crusade, we’ll chances are you’re following one because of him, and two because his story struck you, and you want to help him defeat DIO.

↳ 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬/𝐑𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝! ♡

[sirthisisa-wendys]

Rules: Geto Suguru x Fem!Reader

synopsis: You two have one rule when it comes to your hookups: don't fall in love. So what happens when one of you breaks that rule? (based on a anon request that Tumblr ATE UP)

wc: 1.8k

tw: NSFW

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You're riding him as fast as you can, hands cupping your breasts and tweaking your nipples.

"God, this feels so damn good," Suguru hisses beneath you, eyes holding yours captive. His hand moves away from your left breast, sliding down your stomach and resting on your clit.

"Mmm... Su..." you breathe, your hands pressed on either side of him as your hips slam into his. "That's perfect."

Panting, sweating messes. That's what you're both reduced to every Friday evening when he comes through your door and fucks you until you can't walk. And he leaves before sun-up, just as you ask, placing the spare key beneath the mat at the door after he locks up behind himself.

"You gonna cum soon?" Suguru wonders, but not because he wants to rush you. No, you look down in those onyx eyes and see his desire to withhold himself from cumming for just a little bit longer. He wants to feel your walls rock against his length for as long as he can before giving himself up to you. Suguru loves it when you spasm around his cock - and loves it when you squirt even more - but every single time, he cums right after you. It's not because he's weak; no, that's never been the case.

Your pleasure means so much to him. And when he delivers you the best, toe-curling orgasm of the week, you can't help but let yourself indulge in the sensations and ride it out as well.

But the first caveat to your little arrangement was Rule #1: that neither of you could fall in love. The moment one of you catches feelings, it's over. And you were starting to see that it could very well be Suguru that catches feelings, just like all of the ones who came before him.

The only difference between them and this black-haired devil beneath you was that he'd not only lasted a full six months, but he was the only one that could truly satisfy you. You never felt like Suguru used you as a fuck toy or masturbated into your body just for the feeling of a warm cunt surrounding his twitching cock. Your pleasure meant something to him, even if he left before daylight.

Those are your rules, however.

Soft lips bring you back to the present, and a gentle scrape of the teeth against the flesh of your breast makes you moan loudly.

"Suguru, I--"

"Hush, y/n," he mutters, tongue darting out to flick your nipple. "I'm not done with you yet."

Rule #2: no pet names. And he'd stuck to it, only calling you by your name as he fucked you into the couch, or moaned your name as you came around his length.

"Fuck..." you breathe as he sucks on your breasts over and over again, switching between the two at his leisure. And still, he's bouncing you on his dick, making you shudder.

Rule #3: Condoms. Every. Single. Time. And Suguru never came empty-handed.

You'd gotten rid of men the first time they came over without a condom and blamed it on their brain, even though you kept a stash hidden in the bottom cabinet of the bathroom. Those were reserved for hookups with men who weren't on your schedule or for when you used your strap-on; not for "forgetful" people.

"Oh, shit," you breathe. "I think I'm going to cum..." Suguru nods, pressing you against his chest and speeding up his strokes.

God damn, he's intuitive, you think as he brings you to the edge and tips you over like only he can. When you shudder and whimper in his ear, Suguru grunts softly, hips stuttering as he cums right behind you. It's always been like this, you muse, kissing the man deeply and with feeling. It's never going to change.

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Change comes when you first step into the high-end department store, and you spot a silk gold and black tie hanging on a display.

"Suguru would like that," you think aloud, imaging him tying it on just like he takes them off before wrapping them around your h-- You smack your cheek, waking yourself up from the semi-lewd fantasy. You forget all about the occurrence until you pass by the cologne department, and catch a whiff of a familiar scent.

"Miss," you ask, stopping in front of an associate. "What's that scent?" When the lady rattles off some famous cologne brand, you inhale the fresh scent again, suddenly transported to the time you buried your face in Suguru's neck and smelled his hair for the first time. "Thank you," you quickly mutter, and walk away from the counter as fast as you can. Your hands begin to shake as you place the shoes you just bought on, looking at them in the store mirror right as the words 'maybe I should ask Suguru how they look' rolls through your mind.

Your assigned stylist gives you a frightened glance as you growl and take the shoes off, stuffing them back into the box in her hands as you hiss, "I'll take them."

What the hell is happening to me? you wonder as you drive home impatiently, honking at every person who minorly inconveniences you as you speed down the highway. It's not even Friday, but thrice you've thought about asking Suguru to come over and spend time with you. Three times!

You drop your keys onto the counter and sit on your couch, burying your hands in your face as you think, think, think...

Cancel with Ryoma. Cancel with Aizen. Cancel, cancel, cancel...

You shoot off various text messages in a short amount of time, cutting the other five men out of the schedule. You can find others to fit into Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday, and Sunday if you need to. You just need it to be Friday and fast.

"Hello?" the soft voice murmurs when you dial - picked up on the second ring.

"Hey," you whisper nervously. "Um, Monday canceled and I'm feeling a little stressed. Are you free tonight?" Some papers shift around in the background, and you bite your lip as you wait for an answer. It seems like forever until you hear:

"Yeah, let me finish up at the office. I'll be there around seven, alright?"

"Alright." You hang up just as a rush of adrenaline pumps through you, making you shower and dress with vigor. You even put on the new shoes and a nice set of lingerie to match. All for Suguru. You tie a robe over yourself and sit at your computer - it's six-fifteen - to do some work as a distraction. And it proves fruitful because when the doorbell rings, it's seven o'clock.

You straighten your robe and walk to the door, fixing your hair before opening it up and grinning at Suguru, who is still dressed in his slacks and a button-down shirt. The top button is open slightly and his sleeves are bunched up around his elbows, but he offers you his sweet smile as well, stepping into the house with ease.

"You look really nice. Are those new shoes?" he asks, tossing his jacket over the back of the couch and turning back to you.

"Why yes, they are," you sing, walking toward him slowly, leisurely. "Do you like them?"

"Do you care?" Suguru wonders, cupping your chin and kissing your lips gently. "I'm going to take them off of you in a second anyways."

"You have all night to think about that," you tease, tugging him toward your bedroom. "But I'd prefer you let me wear them while you fuck me." Suguru lets out a surprised chuckle, following you into the room and shutting the door behind him.

But even after he's fucked you senseless, you can't sleep. Your earlier thoughts haunt you and a twinge of guilt eats at your brain as you lay against a sleeping Su, head resting on his chest as he holds you close. Even when you see the clock hours change from ten to eleven, to twelve to three am, you can't help but dread the moment when he would awake and leave you alone in the bedroom.

And when six o'clock comes, his watch buzzes on the nightstand, shaking him from his hazy sleep.

Your fingers curl into his side, and Suguru groans, rubbing his eyes.

"You awake?" he whispers into the darkness, but you don't reply, hoping he would just lay there for a few minutes more. "Y/n? Your heart is beating a mile a minute."

"So?"

"So..." He shifts up, petting your hair gently. "I think we need to talk." Your heart plummets into your stomach, and you try not to react sharply, but Suguru clears his throat as he turns on the bedside lamp. You look up into his black eyes, and he blinks in the light, biting his bottom lip at the sight of you fully awake. "Why did you call me over here and not anyone else?" You fumble for an answer, but thinking of a lie just wouldn't do. Not for Suguru. "Aren't you breaking your rule?"

"No," you counter, sitting up straight. "I'm not falling in love with you. Your dick, maybe. But not you." The look in his eyes tells you that he knows you're lying. You hang your head, fighting back an apology.

"We should call this off if that's the case."

"No," you whisper, shaking your head. "I don't want that."

"I don't want that either," Suguru murmurs, tilting your chin up with his fingers. "But what happens if you go back to..." You sigh, looking away. "I'm a jealous lover, y/n. I'm not the kind to play around with."

"And I won't," you reply, head snapping back to meet his eyes. "I..." you exhale shakily. "I couldn't stop thinking about you when I was at Bergdorf's." The admission doesn't shock Suguru, but he does clasp his hands together. "Everything reminded me of you, and I--" You break off, hands shaking. "I'm scared."

"Have you discussed this with anyone else?" The question implies the obvious, and you look to your phone, opening it up and letting him see the contacts "Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday, Sunday" all with the same message:

Sorry, I have to cancel our weekly rendevous. Hope you understand.

"Am I saved as Friday?" Suguru chuckles, but you scroll down a little more, and his name pops up: Suguru Geto.

He huffs a laugh, shaking his head.

"I'm the special one, huh?" You turn his head toward you, leaning in to kiss him on the lips once.

"Please, let me break my rules for you." Suguru groans, leaning into your touch and kissing your palm in response.

"Let me start right now then, babe. And don't worry, we'll take it one rule at a time." You giggle as he tosses your phone aside and leans into you, kissing you just like he did before and switching off the light as daybreak comes.

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[nnatsume]

I just came across ur blog and i love all of your works, could i maybe request hcs or a scenario of tsukasa with a s/o that seeks him for comfort after a fight with their father?<3 ty!

a / n : hihi nonnie! thank you very much. <3 i’ll have to say though, this request is a tad bit too specific for me not to be worried. i really hope that you’re okay. maybe this can bring you a bit of comfort! i have a bit of a strange feeling about tagging this, because i don’t want to make profit off of these kinds of personal struggles. does that make sense? i won’t tag it, but if you want it tagged or anything, then you may tell me. again, i hope that this can cheer you up just a little bit. here’s a tiny ficlet for you.

edit! i tagged this post with anon's permission

✦ tsukasa with a s/o that seeks him out after a fight

the clock struck midnight, but the stack of papers was still tall.

he was used to staying up late, taking care of his duties. with idol work stacking in top of his usual workload, there was simply no more time during the day.

but he wasn’t used to his phone sounding so late into the night. a blue light flared from across the room, breaking his concentration. he doesn’t usually receive texts during the night–it must be important, in that case. to satisfy his own curiosity as well, he dragged his feet towards the shelf. the notification was still fresh on his screen.

▹ can i come over?

▹ i can explain when i’m there.

it didn’t take long for him to respond.

▹ did something happen? you are always welcome. if you would like, i can send a driver to pick you up. it is late.

▹ no. i’m on my way already.

tsukasa remained concerned. your vague messages had him chewing on his fingernails. something must’ve happened for you to seek his home so late at night. come to think of it, your texts lacked the usual flavor. you wrote your messages soullessly. he found himself waiting at the window at the front of the estate–waiting for you to pop up. a part of him hoped that you were just in a hurry, and everything was alright. you would pop up with a pretty smile, and you would spend the night together and you would watch some movies, as couples do after long days.

when he looked down at his phone’s screen again, he found that wish unlikely to be fulfilled.

between his thoughts, he heard a knock by his side. hurriedly, he tossed his phone on the nearest surface, skipping towards the door. it must be you–yet when tsukasa practically ripped the door open, he wasn't sure if it was really you anymore.

sure, your features were the same. but despite your eyes being directed towards him, he couldn’t feel you looking at him. your hand was still raised from where you knocked, fingers running a purplish-red from the frosty winter air. he felt his own hands go cold when he looked at you. something seems to have been treating you unwell, and it left a bitter taste in his mouth. he didn’t like that on you–that drained, soulless stare.

with a shake of his head, he stepped aside, ushering you in with a wave of his hand. he had a hunch of what happened, but he couldn’t just guess. he’ll get to the bottom of it. a smile suits you way better. he’ll make sure to see you smile again.

“may i interest you in a cup of tea? it may help you warm up.”, he suggested, shutting the door after you. “i believe i haven’t emptied the kettle yet, so if you desire, i shall warm you a cup of chamomile.”

little bubbles danced at the bottom of the pot, the sweet scent of chamomile warming up the kitchen. it soothed the tense atmosphere just a little bit. the night was pitch-black outside, cold and ruthless. if not for the candle-lights, you wouldn’t even be able to see your own hands in such a grand house. the room was cloaked in silence, except for the sounds of dripping wax and a boiling kettle.

a generous cup of tea was served to you on a little plate, accompanied by a sugar caster and a tiny pan of honey. the white porcelain reflected orange light. tsukasa sat down next to you, his own unfinished cup set aside. “would you like to talk? your concerns are my concerns as well. don’t feel pressured, however.”, he spoke up. his hand shyly reached for yours, encasing it in warmth. “whatever you’re feeling, whatever struggle you have trouble conquering, i assure you, is well founded. if you cannot master it alone, i, as your knight, will try to be of help. you are always welcome to seek me out.”

the clock soon struck three in the morning. the stack of papers was still big, but tsukasa had more important things to tend to. all kinds of games were strewn around his room on the fluffy duvets thrown onto the floor, books and movies tossed into all corners. it was dark, but now the moon revealed itself, throwing a shine of blue into the room. even the dust has settled down–there was no sound, no move, except for the faint ticking of the grandfather clock down the hallway.

he couldn’t see a lot, but he could see you sleeping soundly right next to him. you looked peaceful, and that was all he could ever want.

tsukasa would sell his soul if it meant that he can see you just as peaceful the next day.

[haikyuu-appreciation-club]

Helloo! I love reading your work, especially your comfort posts. I just wanted to make a request if you could do iwaizumi, tsukishima, ushijima, and akaashi giving comfort to the reader after they’ve had a heartbreak and have been breaking down (maybe when the character and reader are not in the same place). Thank you so much and keep up your work!

hello sweet anon!!

ty for the kind words, I’m glad to hear you enjoy my work (⌒ ‿ ⌒) 

I know heartbreak comes in all shapes and sizes but I decided to do these based on a breakup heartbreak sooooo yeah 

alsoooo I only made the second portion of characters to be in a different place as the reader bc I found it quite difficult to do them all like that so I hope that’s alright

I apologize in advance if any of this wasn't what you had in mind 

I hope you enjoy regardless <3

(after finishing this I'm low-key disappointed in how it came out buuut this is the outcome of my writers block sooo hehe) (/^-^(^ ^*)/ 

•Iwaizumi, Tsukishima, Ushijima, and Akaashi Comforting a Brokenhearted Friend•

warnings: platonic relationship (best friends), mentions of cheating, heartbreak, breakups and a few curse words

genre: comfort

characters: iwaizumi, tsukishima, ushijima, + akaashi

•Iwaizumi•

groggily opening his door at two in the morning to you sobbing was not exactly the way iwaizumi would have imagined starting his day

you and iwaizumi had been best friends since your first year of highschool, so it wasn't abnormal for you to pop up at his home unannounced from time to time

but this was a whole different story

the sleep had immediately been stripped from his mind as he pulled you inside and into a tight embrace

“Woah, woah, woah Y/N. What’s wrong?”

you wanted to answer him right there and then but you choked on your words, cries forming instead of any explanation

he was patient though, allowing you to cry until you ran out of tears to shed as he rubbed soft circles into your back

he had a feeling your trashy s/o was behind your breakdown

they had always left you falling apart in his arms at one point or another

he never minded comforting you but anger bubbled up inside him everytime he heard of another incident

he had always told you how you deserved to be treated better but everytime something like this occurred, your s/o had always sucked you back in with some half hearted apology

iwaizumi waited until your sobs had died down into whimpers before he slowly brought you to take a seat on his couch

he handed you a box of tissues that were sitting in the middle of the coffee table and waited until you were able to form a coherent sentence,

“T-they che-heated on m-me”

although it was flooded with hiccups and sharp inhales, iwaizumi understood exactly what you had said

he got the sudden urge to go beat the shit out of that prick but he knew his negative emotions weren’t what you needed in that moment

he pulled you into another hug, whispering apologizes and words of comfort into your ear as you cried into his chest once more

hearing the way your voice strained broke his heart and all he wanted to do was bring back that beautiful smile of yours

as your sobs died back down, he continued to sooth you until the room grew silent

iwaizumi didn’t want to make you relive what had happened that night anymore then you already had so he opted to do something to get your mind off of everything,

“Do you want to watch a movie?”

you looked up at him through puffy eyelids and nodded, appreciating just being in his company a while longer

iwa leaned forward, grabbed the remote from the table, and immediately leaned right back next to you, being too nervous to leave your side for even a second

you subconsciously snuggled into his side as he scrolled through the different titles, looking for one you both usually enjoyed watching

however, it wasn’t long until you began to drift off to sleep, the world around you fading in and out of view as your eyes opened and closed

iwaizumi noticed your tired state and smiled to himself, brushing the stray hairs that framed your face behind your ears,

“You can go to sleep Y/N, i don’t mind.”

you let out a soft yawn as you looked up at him,

“But this is your favorite godzilla movie, i can’t let you finish it on your own.”

“You watch it with me every time, i think i’ll be fine watching it by myself tonight,”

he smiled at you as he pushed your head down into his lap,

“Now go to sleep.”

you smiled to yourself as you curled up and closed your eyes, feeling iwaizumi lazily run his fingers through your hair

as he watched your drift of to sleep, he promised himself he’d never let you get hurt like that again

•Tsukishima•

you, tsukki, and yamaguchi had gone to the cafe down the street every saturday for as long as you could remember

tsukki adored their strawberry shortcake and yams loved the milkshakes they served

you on the other hand were mainly there for the company, and they may or may not have sold your favorite sweet

spending time there was apart of your weekly routine

even when you got into a relationship, that pattern didn’t change

so when a certain saturday rolled around you happily strolled down to the cafe

this saturday however, yamaguchi had extra practice for his float serve and was unable to attend

you were about to cancel but yamaguchi insisted that you two carried on the tradition by yourselves for the day, so you two agreed on meeting up and spending some time with yams later in the day

once you arrived at the cafe, you felt the immediate comfort of being in the presence of your friend

tsukishima had always brought you a sense of security and peace

as you both were enjoying your sweet treats, you heard the buzz of your phone as it viberated on the table

you look from your dessert, to your phone, to the blonde head of hair in front of you

tsukki quirked an eyebrow at you as you shurugged your shoulders, picking up your phone and watching as it illuminated in your hand

the first notification that met your eyes was a message from your s/o,

“hey, we need to talk..”

you felt your heart drop into the pit of your stomach

although you told yourself you shouldn’t jump to conclusions, that message didn’t settle right with you at all

you felt a lump grow in your throat as your shaky hands typed a reply,

“oh okay, let me call you then”

you looked up from your phone and made eye contact with tsukishima as he gave you a look of question mixed with concern

you shot him a half hearted smile as you excused yourself from the table and walked into the alley next to the cafe to make your call

although he wouldn’t admit it if asked, tsukishima was really worried about whatever was going on right now

the way your facial expressions had changed and your demeanor had shifted cause his chest to tighten

he knew something was wrong but he just didn’t know what

he didn’t want to pry or make it seem like he was too eager to comfort you but he couldn’t ignore what was going on

especially when you rounded the corner with tears running down your face, holding in sobs that threatened to escape your lips

he shot up out of his seat and walked over to you, throwing the amount of cash needed to pay for the food on the table as he did

“What the hell happened Y/N?”

averting your gaze away from tsukki, you began to whimper

noticing people beginning to grow nosey tsukishima wrapped his arm around your shoulder and began to walk back towards the alleyway

as you two came to a stop you wrapped your arms around tsukki, causing him to stiffen from the sudden contact, and cried into his shirt

he relaxed a bit as his arms found their way to your back, rubbing up and down in a soothing manner

once you calmed down you had explained that your s/o had broken up with you

they hadn’t given you a reason, only stating that they could no longer find it in themself to continue with your relationship

you couldn’t even wrap your head around the words that had met your ears from the other side of that line

you felt the tightness in your throat return as more tears dampened tsukishima’s shirt,

“Y/N it’s stupid to cry over this. They didn’t even have the decency to break up with you in person so why should you waste tears on them?”

“I know i’m sorry, i just can’t help it,”

you let out a shaky breath as you looked up at him,

“I really liked them Kei, i don’t know what i did wrong.”

he swiped away at the hair that clung to your face and he sighed,

“Idiot, you didn’t do anything wrong. I can’t tell you why they broke up with you but i know it had nothing to do with anything you did.”

he flicked your forehead before pulling you into a hug

hugs from tsukki were rare, so you didn’t let the feeling of his arms wrapped around your figure slip from your mind

although you were still in pain, you knew you wouldn’t have to go through this alone, and that was more then enough to bring a smile back to your face

•Ushijima•

for as long as you and ushijima had been friends, he had never been the best at comforting others

so you had no idea why your first instinct was to call him the second you got your heartbroken

as the phone rang you contemplated hanging up and letting him know that it was just an accident but honestly, you needed to hear his voice right now,

“Hello Y/N.”

you stayed silent for a minute, attempting to calm your voice before you spoke

“Y/N, are you there?” 

you took a deep breath before smiling, in hopes it would make you sound more cheerful than you were feeling in that moment

“Yeah sorry, h-hey toshi.”

“Y/N are you alright? It sounds like there’s something wrong.”

you sighed, with how observant he was it honestly wasn't a surprise that he had noticed your distress from the other side of the line

it was at this moment that you had begun to regret calling at all,

“Oh um, I guess today just hasn't been the best.”

“Would you like to talk about it?”

you smiled through the tears streaming down your face

although ushijima wasn’t exactly familiar with other people’s emotions and how to deal with them, he always tried his best to be there for you and comfort you when you were feeling down,

“T-That person I was dating b-broke up with me and I'm just sad about it. I r-really liked them and it makes me upset that things ended like this.”

ushijima went quiet hearing those words

he had heard you talk about your s/o quite a few times before and they seemed to make you very happy

it honestly hurt him that you had lost that source of happiness so suddenly and although he did not know exactly how to return the smile to your face, he knew he had to try

the radio silence on the other side of the phone gave you anxiety and you began to wonder if you had made your friend uncomfortable in any way

but before you could apologize for venting about your issues, you had been cut off,

“I apologize Y/N. I don’t really know what to say but you are a very lovely person and they are surely missing out. If you’d like, you can come over to tendou’s house and read this week’s jump with us.”

you let out a small laugh at his attempts to comfort you,

“That sounds great toshi, you sure I won't be bothering you two though?”

you heard tendou yell through the phone, letting you know not to be silly and that you’re always invited as ushijima agreed with his statement

you swiped at the tears that had stained your cheek and clutched the phone closer to your ear,

“Awesome, I’ll be there soon then.”

“Okay Y/N, we will be waiting for you.”

before your friend could end the call, you quickly spoke up,

“Toshi?”

“Yes Y/N?”

“Thank you, I feel better already.”

“You’re welcome Y/N, I care about you very much so I’m glad I can make this easier for you.”

you felt your heart swell at his words as you bid him a goodbye 

although you had lost someone important to you, it wasn't the end of the world and you knew ushijima would help you understand that

•Akaashi•

akaashi was always someone you knew you could come to when the world was against you

however, once you and your s/o made things official, you promised yourself that you wouldn’t bother him with any issues involving your relationship 

he always assured you that you could go to him for anything but you knew that you had to deal with certain problems on your own

besides, he had his dilemmas to worry about and you most certainly didn't need to add to the pile

but you didn’t know who else to turn to when the same person you had spent months with, broke your heart

so you ended up dialing up akaashi’s number and waiting anxiously as the line connected

knowing him it wasn't a huge surprise that he had answered right away, the sound of yelling and volleyball’s slamming against the floor had met your ears,

“Hey Y/N, did you need something?”

you automatically felt guilty for forgetting he had practice at this hour, interrupting him was not what you’d intended to do,

“Ah, sorry I forgot you were still at p-practice. It’s no big deal, I can call you later about it.”

akaashi noticed the distressed tone of your voice as it shook and immediately excused himself from the gym, letting his coach know that he had a personal issue to deal with,

“No, it’s okay. We were just about to finish up anyways, Bokuto just wanted to practice his spike a bit before we left. Is something the matter?”

akaashi had been bluffing about practice almost being over but he knew you called him for a reason and he didn’t mind skipping practice for a bit to help you out

“Oh, um yeah actually, I got broken up with a little while ago. I know it’s a stupid thing to call about but it just really hurts and I didn’t know what else to do other then talk to you.”

akaashi frowned as he heard you begin to softly weep on the other side of the line

he knew how much you cared about your former s/o so he couldn’t imagine how much pain you were experiencing

he wish he was there to be with you but he knew he was stuck in practice for at least another hour,

“I’m so sorry Y/N. I can’t exactly say anything to take the pain away but just know that you’ll always have me. Things may be hard right now and I'll be here to comfort you as long as you need but don’t forget I'll also be here to help you pick yourself up when you’re ready.”

you felt some of the pain lift from his words as you attempted to stop your tears,

“T-Thank you Keiji, thank you.”

“No need to thank me Y/N. If you’re okay with it, me and bokuto can stop by after practice and we can go to the park down the street that you like. I’m sure you both would have fun.”

you laughed at his comment and smiled to yourself,

“I’d like that.”

“Alright, we’ll see you later then.”

akaashi was glad to hear the newfound smile in your voice as the call came to a close

your smile was his favorite sight after all, and he’d do his best to keep it plastered on your face as long as he was around

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[yamagucji]

love letters from cupid.

dear lovely anons,

i cherish every bit of interaction we have. im extremely grateful to know that there are people out there who read and enjoy my works. hm, hope you know that i care about each of you. honestly sometimes i just wanna make a post dedicated to each of you but idk!! if you’ll see it or not. hopefully this bit is enough to let you know how much i appreciate every single one of you. thank you.

dear readers,

thank you for reading my works. it’s comforting to know that there are people out there who will check out something that i’ve slapped on together with every bit of my effort. to those of you who have consistently supported my works in silence- you know who you are. im just... keeping my distance because ya’ll are really just minding your own business while i get giddy about seeing you pop up in my notifications again. im hoping to get around and send a ty note to as many special readers n special ppl on this blog. but im a little shy, so i hope you’ll give me some time. seeing you in my notifications from time to time makes me happy; sometimes i do wonder if you’re still here and in good health. i hope you all are right now. thank you.

dear dani,

what a wonderful being you are. never regretting the first time i *shyly* asked if there was anyone that wanted to be friends here. i probably already talk about my love for you and vera so much but who’s gonna stop me? you’re such a cool person. i look up to you (literally). i think it’s amazing to get to know a person who has a lot of passion for history like me. but also- screams about 2d men with me. truthfully, this site is much more bearable having you as a moot. i feel very comfortable talking to you, about anything at all. lomve you, you’re the best.

dear mayya,

kindness personified. im sure you’ve made a plethora of people smile with every rb and comment you’ve given; including me. i think it’s very refreshing to see such genuine comments. you radiate this calm aura that im always seeking for. thank you, for providing me (and many other people) with that. a little embarrassing that you see my uhm, messy sideblog, but... it’s comforting i think. to know that someone is listening. i hope that you understand it goes the other way around too— that i’m here for you.

dear hrituja,

my partner of chaos. when did it start? i can’t remember. all i know is that every little thing you send me on instagram really makes my day. i’ll have bad days and all i need to do is look at the silly stuff you sent me and get a laugh out of it. i think it’s cool that we’ve been able to build this space where we can talk about anything (literally), poke fun of each other, and also ourselves. you’re cool. i genuinely like hearing you go off about ace. if i could meet a moot it’d probably be you unless you’re secretly a fraud and you’re actually just a 80 yr old man looking for a sugar babie. in that case im in.

dear oz,

you overly sweet bean. i genuinely watch you in awe from afar, just by how talented and hardworking you are. your art is amazing, and i always look forward to the design you make for your oc’s outfits. thank you for understanding me, and for being patient with me. i care about you a lot, so if there’s ever anything that’s occupying your mind and you need to let them out, i’m here to listen. ps. i really don’t know any other mutual who listens to *that* comfort stuff like i do so im really thankful to have someone to talk about them with. you can always share your interests with me too, especially with your dearest tendou.

dear tate,

im such in awe of you. just the fact that you devote a lot of your time into writing and setting up the theme for your blog astounds me. not to mention, your art skills as well. i am still very much in love with that bokuto piece you made with the hanging leaves. i hope you know that bokuto loves you just as much as you do to him. i know you’re writing up something special atm, so i’m really looking forward to it. thank you for all the time you’ve spared just to send me an ask. it truly does mean a lot to me. it feels like someone is listening, and i’m very appreciative of having you as my dear mutual. please know that i’m here to support you too, with the best of my abilities.

dear winx club,

[ @wissbby @kageruna @pinkbunnyplushie @astrooliver @lovingtobio @kenmaki @lfjr @lcsbianist ]

im such a clutz, but thank you for dealing with me. i was little nervous to start up such a discord server because im bad at staying in one. though, the warm environment that you all provide makes me feel much more at ease. i think it’s funny popping in to the server and seeing a few people spamming the chat with hugs, headpats and kisses. it’s sweet, too. being in a group discord can get overwhelming for some people, so i appreciate you all for having that patience. another thing- thank you for understanding each other’s boundaries. its hard to be aware all the time especially when you’re interacting with people you don’t know to at a very personal level. im glad that you all helped each other make the space comfy. i look forward to more chaotic and genuine talks with all of you in the future. maybe we’ll still be in touch with each other after a long while? who knows. but im going to cherish every single moment i get with you all.

dear @nishinoya-is-baby @keitsukki11 @sullen-angel24 @smolbludandelions @whootwhoot @cheatingthroughthislife @tadashi-simp @oikaw-ugh @lostsealscreams @sleepykarabou @atsunflower @lfjr @globe-fish @bewwybun @tetsoleil @sleepykarabou @justcafewriter @rin-suna @atsumusc0ck @waitforitillwritemywayout @dorkyhaikyu @yemilnisu @sunseteyes @kenmaki @kenanami,

goodness, i would write you all individual messages if time let me. but, i hope this is alright. i just wanted to thank you all for interacting with some dummy like me because that shit takes real patience </3 y’all are some really cool people and im really glad to have you as a moot. im ngl im pretty sure i’ve stopped by all your inboxes just to forget to actually send an ask :’( or maybe im too shy. one or the other. hopefully i can come around to all your ask boxes soon and fill it with my love because it’s what you all deserve. ya’ll are such amazing and talented people. for the love of god- you have all my love and care in the world. i hope that these past few weeks have been gentle with you, but if not, please let yourself rest from whatever it is that may be putting you down. here’s a gentle reminder that im always here to listen, and i wouldn’t judge you for whatever it is it may be. thank you for being so kind to me, and i hope to return that as well. take care.

@insanitywrites @derpeedoo @killuababie @lespaghetti @ordinary-ace

i haven’t told you this until now but, thank you for giving me company and comfort during a time that i was deeply struggling.

ps. if there’s any grammar or spelling mistakes no u did not see that <3

[wanderlustlily]

Heyo, keep up the great work! Your art is amazing! It's inspired me to draw again and to practice more, and it's really made my day, got me all giggling and stuff. I hope you have a wonderful day friendo! Stay safe! /gen

Hi!! Thank you so so much for this sweet message!! Kind of needed it today!! It’s so cool that my art has made an impact, in any shape or form, and AHHH idk this ask just made me feel so happy! Ty anon! I hope you’re having a wonderful day as well! <3

[glazelilyy]

hello, luce.

it has been a while since i last spoke to you. it has, in fact, been only a few weeks or so, but it feels like a millenium. i have mised you quite dearly. i hope you have been doing well.

the harbour of liyue has been prosperous as ever. although, with this prosperity, comes work. everyone is buried in their own work.

and for me? i have nothing to do. i have finished all my duties, as an individual living in liyue, and as a consultant of wangsheng funeral parlor. mortal lives are fragile, they shall slip away if not cherished.

and i would like to cherish you, too. if you would allow me to do so.

the glaze lillies on yujing terrace are going to bloom tonight. would you like to see them with me? no matter how beautiful the lillies are, they shall never compare to you.

- zhongli anon

zhongli nonnie!! :D

i agree, it feels like it's been forever, i missed you too!! :) i've been doing alright, i hope you've been doing great as well!!

also oh my /)\\\(\ well i can't refuse such a kind offer!! i love glaze lilies so i'd love to come see them with you!! and honestly, your beauty pales in comparison to anything else! you should be on the receiving end of compliments too!! :)

(you chara anons are getting so good at this MAN this is such a sweet message asnjgdfkgdf ty zhongli nonnie <3)

[maeum-your]

hi! i just wanted to let you know that i'm really enjoying park you! also ty for the all the updates!! from all your responses to your asks, you seem really sweet and i feel really comfortable on your blog!! idk why but you give me older sibling vibes and your blog just feels really gentle and safe. i'm not sure how to describe it, but it's a nice feeling! anyways ty again + ily! have a nice day! <3

hello anon ~

i'm so glad that you're enjoying what i put out, it's always good to know that there are people who like my work <3

that you see my blog as a safe space is genuinely so comforting to hear! I'm actually the youngest of five sisters so hearing i exude older sibling energy is kind of ironic but the biggest compliment at the same time hehe

you're always welcome on here and in my asks! messages like this make my day, i had my first uni exam today and your ask has definitely given me a lot of positive energy 🥰

love you too and have a nice day!! 💖