#Trista Mateer

[dr4gme]

So, I’ve just read the new chapter of this fic that I love and I’ve been bawling my eyes out. The non-linear process of healing and learning how to accept love even if you don’t feel deserving of it hits so close to home.

7th poem is from @halfof-mysoul !

[exactlyhow]

@sketiana on tumblr // Clementine Von Radics, James // Nicole Homer, Underbelly // unknown // Taylor Swift, You're On Your Own Kid // Speeches for Dr Frankenstein, Margaret Atwood // Anna Akhmatova, tr. by Lenore Mayhew and William Mcnaughton, from Poem Without A Hero and Selected Poems; “In a dream”

[ladysansalannister]

i wouldn’t marry me either

richard siken/taylor swift/richard siken/boygenius/richard siken/boygenius/billy-ray belcourt/taylor swift/trista mateer

[petrichor-moss-and-lightning]

on reckless, self-destructive devotion and the sharp edges of longing that look almost like teeth

Phoebe Bridgers, “Moon Song” // unknown // Margaret Atwood, “Speeches for Dr. Frankenstein” // quadruple dog art by @mxmorggo on Instagram // Hozier, “Take Me to Church” // STELLAR, “Reflections” // AJJ, “I Wanna Be Your Dog 2” // Mitski, “I’m Your Man” // William Shakespeare, Midsummer’s Night Dream // Tumblr user @ojibwa // Trista Mateer, from “How I Asked You to Stay,” Honeybee.

[ilyiwantusbothtoeatwell]

let me see you and stay

neil hilborn // text post – @rebeccabinch //  naudline pierre – through the clouds, 2020 // flintcoded, 08 –15 – 21 // the first bad man – miranda july // sade alandria zabala // georges bataille // @tristamateer // mess is mine – vance joy // @softhe4rted , i will – mitski // taylor jenkins reid, the seven husbands of evelyn hugo //georges bataille – the dead Man //

[feral-ballad]

Trista Mateer, from Aphrodite Made Me Do It

[Text ID: “You have to let something / go. You carry too much in your heart. / There’s no room for anything else.”]

[lovely-abeille]

hi! i, need someone to do a web weave for me because i do Not have it in me to sit through the process of curation for this one in particular. sort of a specific request but i hope you can,

loving someone who's in love with someone who's perfect for them and they're perfect for you but you're not and you can't be

rumi // plainwater: essays and poetry, anne carson // honeybee, trista mateer // ? // mabel: matryoshka, becca de la rosa & mabel martin

[sageandscorpiongrass]

could you do a web about loving someone who doesn’t love you back

certainly!

I Wish That You Loved Me.

I Swear Somewhere This Works, Trista Mateer | For the Best, Gregory and the Hawk | Today Means Amen, Sierra DeMulder | from the unsent project | poem I wrote sitting across the table from you, Kevin Varrone | The Garden of Eden, Ernest Hemmingway | Cascando, Samuel Beckett | Hungry Thread of Nerves, Fatima Aamer Bilal | Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude, Ross Gay | @/haematiclove on twitter | Lullabies, Lang Leav | In a Dream You Saw a Way To Survive, Clementine von Radics | Don’t You Dare (Make Me Fall in Love With You), Kaden MacKay | Honeybee: Baggage, Trista Mateer | If This Were My Book The Ending Would Be So Different, Natalia Vela

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[septemberkisses]

To be loved is to be known; to be seen.

Excerpts Sources:

Is it okay to say this? - Trista Masteer // Blasted - Sarah Kane // Reassurances to Hades - Kristina Haynes // The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - T.J. Reid // My Mother/Madame Edwarda/The Dead Man - Georges Bataille //"The Last Poem in the Book," These Days (Alfred A. Knopf, 1989); Over and over again - Frederick Seidel // My Mother/Madame Edwarda/The Dead Man - Georges Bataille // Adult Children of Emotionaly Immature Parents - Lindsay C. Gibson // She Satisfies A Fear with the Rhetoric of Tears - Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz // My Life Is Pathetic! - Heather Havrilesky

[wedarkacademia]

“I still remember you as a little girl who overwaters plants because she doesn’t know when to stop giving.”

― Trista Mateer

[sunsetcurveauto]

Orpheus Leading Eurydice from the Underworld, Jean-Baptiste-Camille Corot

eurydice, sarah ruhl // francis forever, mitski // hamlet, william shakespeare // the worm king's lullaby, richard siken // i swear somewhere this works, trista mateer // walking home, marie howe // amy & roger's epic detour, morgan matson // the epic of gilgamesh // from june to december - summer villanelle, wendy cope // eurydice, sarah ruhl

outhouse, rachel mckibbens // hamlet, william shakespeare // the great believers, rebecca makkai // a little life, hanya yanagihara // introduction to quantum theory, franny choi // concerning the book that is the body of the beloved, gregory orr // the song of achilles, madeline miller // i swear somewhere this works, trista mateer // les miserables, victor hugo // eurydice, sarah ruhl

the epic of gilgamesh // eurydice, sarah ruhl // in the name of love, katie maria // the great believers, rebecca makkai // i swear somewhere this works, trista mateer // the time traveller's wife, audrey niffenegger // hamlet, william shakespeare // on the death of summer and baptismal promises, w.r. // amy & roger's epic detour, morgan matson // road to hell (reprise), anaïs mitchell

[asoftepiloguemylove]

pinterest // Richard Siken Anyway // Doyoung & Jungwoo for NCT 127 HIT THE STATES (via 채널 NCT DAILY) // Louise Glück Crossroads // Natalie Diaz Postcolonial Love Poem // 엔하이픈 ENHYPEN 10 Months // Trista Mateer // Moonlight (2016) dir. Barry Jenkins // Virginia Woolf Flush (via @wherepoetsdie) // Sade Andria Zabala Coffee and Cigarettes // 방탄소년단 BTS Trivia 承： Love

[atealiers]

Trista Mateer, “Today I Accidentally Told Someone That I Love You”

[holesss]

Brand new // Yellowjackets // The Front Bottoms // The Royal Ballet staging of Frankenstein // Jennifer's body // Silas Denver Melvin // Rina Sawayama // Trista Mateer // Martyrs (2008) // Becca de la Rosa // Flower face // Raw (2016)

[startrippings]

for my best friend, my first love, someone i don't know anymore

crush, richard siken / history of my brief body, billy-ray belcourt / the old aquarium, holly warburton / manta rays, chloe moriondo / baggage, trista mateer / my own private idaho (1991) / for m, mikko harvey / war of the foxes, richard siken

[lost-daughter]