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#ahh i miss hearing the sound of the train in the middle of the night
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#my art#some bg elements... who am i#once again posting bc i am filled w thoughts and feelings#i feel so nostalgic...#its a warm night and im lying in the dark#the light of my computer glowing blue in the corner#listening to music from my childhood#i was staring at the ceiling.. and i really felt the presense of night and remembered how endless it used to feel#made me wonder#when was the last time i could go to bed without worrying abt the things i should do the next day#i dunno. these days night has felt so burdensome and limiting. so much pressure and so little rest#i remember looking out the window at night and seeing the sky tinted pink with light pollution#honestly i always thought it was beautiful. the whole night was dawn.. and there was so much time to enjoy it#and i would explore all my little thoughts and ideas and worries and fears and wishes#and somehow id fall asleep#idk what i even think about these days#i just stress about the small stupid things and how i need to sleep and how desperate i am to distract myself from that anxiety#so ofc i cant sleep lol#ahh i miss hearing the sound of the train in the middle of the night#i need to work on letting my thoughts flow freely again.. instead of all these controlled thoughts about what i should do and how and when#i can just feel my little brain shrinking from the lack of breath#i miss thinking and reflecting and dreaming and imagining and all that shit#what am i doinggg man#how did i let my head get this clogged up#fuckkkk ok well anyways im glad im having this time in my feels lmfaoo#ahhh i miss going to the beach at night and lying in the sand and seeing the darkness stretched out endlessly and the city lights in the#distance and just talking about anything thru the night without a single worry about sleeping early to go to work or whatever#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#i miss wasting time pointlessly and enjoying it without being so painfully aware of the time going by#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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ugotcooneycrossed · 1 year
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prompt list 30 with dialogue 7 with Lessi pretty please
Visiting them at work, either with lunch, or just to spend the afternoon with them as they try to get things done. Whether they actually get things done, or thing devolve into flirting/romantic gestures is up to you.
"Couldn't you wait to kiss me at home?"
a/n: screaming crying
when alessia first moves to london- she bids you farewell with a bear hug that lasts forever, and a kiss you can still feel lingering on your lips a week later.
and while any normal person could wait far more than a week to see their girlfriend. you both aren't exactly known as individuals- even with you not playing football, you both somehow manage to be together all the time.
so, when the good morning, afternoon, and good night texts, and calls that last for hours, and facetimes until you both fall asleep aren't enough- you force tooney to give you leahs number to arrange a surprise.
you text leah that same night and before you know it- youre packing and falling asleep with alessia on face time, one last time.
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leah greets you at the train station with a grin- pulling up in her car with the window down, calling out to you.
"hey there sexy lady! you need a lift?"
you get in, turning to punch her in the arm
"you better not tell lessi you said that."
"ahh yes- or big bad guard dog russo will come get me."
you roll your eyes at her- settling in your seat.
"how is she?"
"shouldnt you know? i swear her phone dies twice a day cause you're always texting or calling!"
"you know what i mean."
"she's good- you don't need to worry, i promise we're treating her good."
"okay good."
"now get excited! finally going to see your lady!"
-
leah pulls up to the training grounds- and just as she parks, the door swings open and beth all but drags you out the car, pulling you into a hug.
"oh our saviour! save us from the sad mopey blondie!"
you giggle- wrapping your arms around the girl.
"hi beffy."
"gosh- bout time you showed up, if i had to listen to alessia whinge about not getting to kiss you- i might've kissed her just to shut her up!"
you wave at viv- as the dutch slaps beth's arm.
"where is she then?"
youre bouncing on your toes- trying to peak in the windows of the building.
beth swings her arm over your shoulders and guides you inside.
"come on- i'll show you to her."
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alessia is in the gym- standing above lia to spot her. they're chatting away, and you hide in the door for a moment to admire how alessia is getting on with her new teammates.
"go on."
leah nudges you with a smile- and you hug her, whispering your thanks.
alessia doesn't notice you at first- though you arent surprised, she's often in her own world.
"hey baby!"
alessia's head snaps up at the sound of your voice and she abandons lia to lunge at you.
"baby!"
you hear a weight slam down and smile at lia guiltily over alessias shoulder, the older girls eyes bewildered at her near death experience.
"hi lessibaby. i missed you so, so much."
alessia doesn't reply- just buries her face into your neck further, and holds you tighter.
she lets go of you but brings her large hands up to cup your cheeks a second later- smashing your lips together in a heated kiss.
your hands hold hers and you stand in the middle of the gym kissing- well, until katie walk in and starts whistling.
"damn russo! get it!"
alessia pulls away with a laugh- hands still cupping your cheeks softly. she pecks your lips one last time and drops her hands down- though she laces your fingers together and tugs you over to a bench- plopping down and dragging you into her lap.
off in your own world again she rests her face against your back.
"you hanging with me all day? its a chill day today."
you nod turning to kiss her- she presses a kiss to your cheek before you can and you blush again.
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"okay remember what i said baby."
alessia has dragged you out to the training fields for some shooting practice.
she's standing behind you- words of encouragement as you take a shot from the penalty spot.
and when the ball soars into the wide-open net you cheer- turning to her with a grin.
she hugs you- both of you toppling over in the excitement.
you lay there laughing together- before you press a sneaky kiss to her nose, her face scrunches up and she pokes your side.
"couldn't you wait to kiss me at home?"
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selinakidreams · 3 years
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hello!! this is my first ever collab and man o man am I happy to be participating in @buttershouse ‘s Magic March with so many talented people!! Please go check out everyone’s work, there’s so many delicious pieces to choose from.
without further a-due, please enjoy this 7k word mash of a magic coffee shop/witch/ college au that I have goin here
pairing: Sero Hanta (with a FUCKIN UNDERCUT !) x gn!reader (afab)
warnings: she’s WHOLESOME, implied sexual themes throughout and then actual smut at the end !! , sex on aphrodisiacs
a/n: thank you so so so so so so so much to @keishinslove @hiddenbluee @spikesbimbo @scorpiomoonslutt and @dymphnasprose for reading and beta-ing this big boi- you guys helped me so much and 🥺🥺 you guys seriously mean the world to me.
tag list: @hiddenbluee​ @undersero @sawam0chi
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“Double double, toil and trouble, fire burn and cauldron bubble,” you hum as you steep black tea before shifting to the other part of your station so you could add the guise of vanilla to the milk you were about to steam. 
You hear a snort come from your coworker as she looks over to you before smirking, “You think you’re so funny,” she teases while heating up a chocolate muffin for the current order. 
“I do, I really do,” you muse, holding the metal pitcher up to the espresso machine’s steam wand. The distinct smell of the liquid luck wafts around as you begin blending it in with the milk; it makes you smile, a comfortingly warm feeling washing over you. 
You always hoped people stepped into the shop hearing about the rumors and whole-heartedly believed them; believing in the magic that went into each drink when they ordered something off of the special menus- and that it wasn’t just for the unique taste. 
When you first started out, you often heard that with each new employee, the magical feeling tends to die out sooner or later; the happiness of creating spells and potions for others fleeting with the ever-growing pessimism towards all things unexplainable. After working at the shop for three years, one would think the feeling would have caught up to you, instead you felt anything but. With each new regular whose eyes sparkled with excitement as you handed them their unique concoction of a drink, your smile grew wider. Sometimes the familiar faces would come back and whisper about how each drink gave them the right energy to deal with each individual situation… almost like magic. You could do nothing but smile, sometimes a coy little wink was added, exciting the customer more and more. They'd leave with a newfound pep in their step. That's what has kept you going for so long. All anyone ever has to do was keep an open mind and believe that true magic does exist, and when you do, it's almost as though a door opens up, full of delightful possibilities.
As you called out the finished order and thanked the satisfied customer, the shop’s entrance bell chimed, welcoming in the newest one. 
You look up and made eye contact with someone who seemed oddly familiar; you tend to remember almost every person that has shown up more than twice at the cafe, so the fact that you can't fully recognize him only shows that the cafe couldn't have been where you’ve known him from... You couldn't quite put your finger on where you've seen him before but you definitely couldn't forget the welcoming aura he radiated. With his black hair pulled into a ponytail, exposing his undercut, and his extra large t-shirt hanging off of his lean frame, he flashed a bright smile, heading up to the counter to order.
Accustomed to ‘hey’s, ‘hi’s, or even an immediate order, the first thing out of his mouth somewhat surprised you. With a tilt of the head and a squint of the eyes, he mumbled out, “.. You look really familiar.” as he tried to place the face.  
“You know, I was thinking the same thing...” you trailed off. 
After a few seconds of analysis with no conclusion, he seemed to shrug and let out a little chuckle with a passive “it'll probably come to me in the middle of my next class…” before his eyes caught sight of the menus off to the side. Not wanting to make it too obvious that you were tempted to stare, you aimed your gaze elsewhere, only occasionally sneaking a glance at him while he was preoccupied with the menu.
“Ahh… can I get…” he kept his sights on all the options he could, as if it was going to make him any more decisive. Part of you hoped to hear something special, something magical, only to hear, “uhh a… hot latte please?”
While a very solid drink, you subconsciously waited to hear a flavor come after it; staring at him, almost in a daze. 
“Did I forget something...?” Your eyes grew wide, mind blank, trying to come up with an excuse for the elongated silence but before you could spout something out, his smile grew as he rolled his eyes, “Oh, duh, I forgot the size!” A breathy laugh came after his revelation and your chest  felt lighter once the sound hit your ears. “Could I get a large please?”
“Yeah, absolutely!” you chime as you grab a large paper cup and mark down his order with a sharpie.“Will that be all for you today?” looking back up at him, your customer service smile makes its awaited appearance like clockwork as it did when wrapping up every order. His eyes darted to the full pastry case before he could conclude, causing an actual smile to grace your lips, “Tempted?”
“One way or another, yea,” he said with an undertone of something else being implied, causing your cheeks to heat up. The smile that he threw in there further caused a little flutter of your heart.  
“Well luckily for you, we just restocked, so you've got a wide range of goodies to choose from.”
He licked his bottom lip and smoothly responded with, “Well which is your favorite?”
“My favorite? Hmm… Well, I always love a good chocolate croissant whenever I'm drinking regular lattes. The chocolate adds in that kick of sweetness that compliments the lack thereof with the coffee and bonus, it's not too heavy where it will make you feel bloated.`` 
“You really know how to sell a guy… That sounds amazing. Could I have that, please?” the tone in his voice was playful, fun, possibly flirty- and that was something that you were not going to think about. He’s a customer; he might not come back when he wants his next cup of coffee.
“You want me to warm it up for you?”
“Sure!”
Picking up the prongs, you took the freshest croissant from the batch and placed it in the microwave oven, turning back around. 
You voiced his total with a soft smile, “Cash or card?”
“Card. uh .. Can I leave a tip on here?” 
Cue the airy sigh that left your chest. A man who knows to leave a tip: you were in love with him already.
“Yea!” you squeak before clearing your throat, “Yea, once you remove your card, the option should pop up on the screen!”
You throw one more smile back at him before turning around to start his drink, not missing the incredibly hard stare your coworker was giving you. You try not to look at them throughout the duration of making his drink.
Handing the handsome man his order, your hands lightly brushed against his and you fought hard to ignore the hefty thump in your chest. You looked back up at him and swore that there was a tint of rose dusted across his cheeks. 
You saw the beginning of his outburst before you could hear it. 
“Sero!” he said quickly, “Sero Hanta. That’s my name.” 
You smiled, sticking out your hand and saying your name, “I’ll be sure to remember it… Sero.” 
The rest of the shift went by pretty quick after that. Your coworker couldn't keep their mouth shut about how he was flirting with you and how you just so happened to be flirting back. You two were giggling so much that the rest of the shift just seemed to slip away and before you know it, it was time to clock out.
“Is there anything you want me to do before I head out?” you shout, asking the newly present night shift as you’re halfway out the door. 
“No no, we got it,” both your coworkers chime, “just hurry up and get to class!” one of them adds. 
Rolling your eyes, you wave goodbye, double checking that everything needed for class was in your bag before fully lugging one of the straps onto your shoulder and heading off.
The walk wasn't that far from the shop, luckily- taking your time and enjoying the world around you was such a cooldown from the hustle and bustle of your work shifts. 
The college town was quaint, warm, homely; It felt like everywhere was a short walk away- which it was. There was an ample amount of time for you to stroll to class after one of your shifts.
As you peruse down the street, you took note of how bright it felt this time of day and how soft the glow emanating from the sunlight hitting the trees was; the kiss of the sun heated your skin, allowing you to bask in the warmth of everything: the environment, the vibe, the mood. What a great feeling. 
Random thoughts passed in and out of your brain as you got to the entrance of campus- but the continuous train of thought halted at the station when the image of that man who came into the shop, the one with the undercut- Sero Hanta, popped up.
He was really attractive… where had you seen him before?
You mindlessly head towards the lecture hall, with the image of Sero’s face ever present behind your eyelids. The approaching building was a beautiful brick with ivy climbing up the side, a framed golden plaque near the large double doors announced that people were about to enter the Mirai Sasaki building- something you would normally stop to admire but today, you headed straight inside and towards your seat, still mentally preoccupied. 
Plopping down, you situate yourself, getting everything out; your textbook, notebook, pens, pencils and even a highlighter. You take a deep breath before slightly shaking your mind to wake up and concentrate on the human sexuality lecture that was about to start. Sero Hanta can wait.
Is what you told yourself and yet, the thought of him wouldn't leave you alone. It went so far as even hearing the professor call out his name. 
“So, I just wanted to clarify,” your ears perk up at the voice, “The article you gave us was about how unequal the orgasm ratio- the orgasm gap- is for women… but I feel like there is a new wave of um… feminine orgasm appreciation. Not to get too personal, but I know between my friends and I, we make sure that our partners always come… first.” He trailed off at the last part, probably coming to terms with the awkward phrasing he had ended with. 
You had to take a second to get a grip; too many things were happening at once and the one that held most of your attention was the fact that Sero Hanta blatantly admitted to wanting the girl to orgasm first. 
What a gentleman.
“Thank you for your… input … mister Sero- but with what you pointed out, it’s actually a perfect segway into the first project of the semester! If you notice in your syllabus, I typed a very vague title for the next class’s date. We're going to talk about it more next class but until then, please read the assigned articles by the next class and have a good rest of your day!”
While the majority of the class was packed and headed to the door, your eyes stayed glued on Sero as you mindlessly put things away. It seemed as though he was taking his time as well. Maybe he needed to talk to the professor? 
Seeing that your desk was now cleared, you slowly began descending down the stairs to get to the floor level, eyes glued to each step in front of you, mind somewhere completely different until your head is met with a firm back. With wide eyes, you step back and begin a stream of apologies, head bowed and eyes still on the floor as if you didn’t learn your lesson the first time. A warm chuckle hushes you accompanied with a light, “It’s alright, it’s alright!”
You look back up and are met with the mind-dizzying smile of the man who failed to leave your thoughts alone. 
Before your eyes could get any bigger, he murmurs your name. “So this is where I know you from!” He slightly cheered, lopsided grin growing comfortable. 
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“Hey! Hey- you guys aren't closing are you?” You hear a panting voice rush through the door- the complete opposite of the energy the cafe currently held. You and your coworker were just winding down from your shift, cleaning and making sure everything was restocked for the next shift, soft music aiding the mood. 
Sero was attempting to collect himself when he realized the two pairs of stunned eyes staring at him. 
“I just- I wanted to walk with you to class. If that’s cool,” he said to you, flattening his shirt down, “and maybe get a coffee.”
Warmth fills your face as you try to suppress a smirk, “in that order?”
The already flustered college student blushed just a bit harder. Before he could come up with a response, your smirk eased into a soft smile, “okay Sero, what could I get you to drink?”
He steps further inside and orders the same thing he got the first time: a large hot latte. It doesn't take long until the drink is in his hand and you're shooing him off to a table, “I’ll be done in like 10 minutes, is that alright?” you ask, hints of your customer service mannerisms kicking in. He nods and you get back to cleaning, unaware that your movements became a bit swifter. 
After clocking out, you’re met with an eager grin and a glint of something unnameable in sero’s eyes. 
“The coffee was excellent, by the way. Both times I had it. Do you do something to it? I feel like it’s so much more than just a simple latte.” 
You smile at two things, him opening the door for you, and the fact that he was absolutely oblivious to the fact that his drink is one of the few drinks you don’t add any magical properties to. 
“I make it with kindness.” You say as you two start your walk, intertwining your hands behind you.
“So mister Hanta… have you been stalking me?” 
His eyes grow wide as his cheeks taint red, “N-no! I just thought that maybe you work every shift that’s before our class.”
“Hmmm… So were you going to come by every day to test out your theory if i wasn't there today?”
“Well, luckily you were there, so I guess we’ll never know the answer.”
After you hummed out a response, the walk turned into a comfortable type of silent.
The both of you had several things passing through your mind, but outwardly, one was caught up basking in the fresh spring air while the other was admiring how the wind would slightly shift your hair.
Deciding to break the silence, you turned to face him, “Hey, so, why did you choose to take human sexuality?”
He didn't seem surprised to hear the question but he took a moment; it didn't seem like he was scrambling to find the perfect answer, it was almost like he just couldn't properly find the words. 
“Honestly, I love intimacy. I think its really cool that not one person’s views on sex and sexuality and the miniscule details within it, are the same.”
While the words you were hearing made sense, it must have shown that you weren't prepared for such an insightful answer because he let out a hearty laugh that seemed to go on and on, even after he took a deep inhale. 
“I’m sorry-” he choked out as he grabbed his chest, “your face just-” he gulped another breath of air, trying to regain composure.
Throughout his fit of laughter, you almost joined in a few times if it weren’t for you biting your cheek in attempts to keep the annoyed facade up. 
As soon as it seemed like he got it all out, you try to pull a convincing pout. 
“So what's the real answer, then?”
He cocks his head at your question, a smile still playing on his lips, “whaddya mean?”
“You're telling me that what you said wasn't just to catch me off guard?”
“Oh! No no, that's really why I'm taking the class. But i bet you thought i was going to say something asshole-y like ‘i just wanna learn more about sex so i could be better’, hm?” he said the last part in a dopey voice before smirking back at you.
You rolled your eyes in return, “not necessarily, that was just a really… refreshing… answer.”
By the time you got to class, it seemed pretty full, which was a bit odd seeing as though there was still some time before the lecture started. Part of you was hoping that you could snag a seat next to Sero or he could snag a seat next to you- but both of your usual seats were surrounded by others already. There was also always the possibility that maybe he didn't want to sit next to you; you didn't want to get your hopes up so you turned to him, waved goodbye, and headed to your normal seat. Unbenounced to you, he physically slouched in disappointment before heading to his spot.
The lesson went on, and while he wasn't crowding your mind today, you subconsciously kept stealing glances at him throughout the lecture in hopes that one of the times you'll find him glancing back at you. The only time you did catch him staring at you was with wide eyes when the professor announced that you two were going to be partners for the upcoming project.
“So I guess this means it's an appropriate time to ask for your number… I wanted to ask you for it but I didn't want to move too fast…?” he said as you two approached eachother after class, cracking a shy smile while he absentmindedly scratched the back of his neck, a subltle flex of his muscles on display. It was a bit hard to concentrate with a combo move like that attacking you, as if he was going in for the kill. 
“I wouldn't have thought it was too fast.” you softly counter, flashing him a tender smile.
It was one thing to feel the heat go to your face, it's another to visibly see it appear on his.
You both traded phones at the same time with the promise to text each other later that night; you put a little coffee emoji by his name while he put the sun next to yours.
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Sitting at the furthest table away from the register, you start to unpack your laptop and make yourself comfortable- you're gonna be here a while. Powering up the device, Hanta pulls at the seat across from you and begins to mimic your movements. 
“So you want our first project meeting… at a coffee shop?” you start, trying to keep the smile from coming onto your face. Looking up at him would mean automatic defeat seeing as it's getting harder and harder for you to look at him without your lips twitching upward.
“I thought it would be very symbolic.”
A snort greeted both of your guy’s ears as your eyes went wide and your hands shot up to cover your mouth. “Anyway, so the project.”  Blushing around him was starting to become a regular occurrence, as well.
“Right,” he says clapping his hands and rubbing them together.
“So the project is to point out common sexual misconceptions and back it up with statistics and research articles. The fact that we got dibs on the misconception of the orgasm gap all because you had bragged about your personal sex life…” the thought alone shot a wave of warmth down your spine and right to your lower region. A flash of a Sero you hadn’t faced yet appeared in your imagination; him looking up at you, hungry and eager to please. It made your breath hitch. 
“Well, yea! I had to voice it. I mean, I feel like it’s common sense! When you have sex by yourself, then you can focus on what makes you feel good and what makes you cum. But when you’re with a partner…” he trailed off and your gaze snapped to him, “you should make sure they cum at least once before doing… whatever you two.. had.. planned on… doing.” Sero finished, his eyes flickered between your eyes and lips. 
Oh fuck. 
You felt yourself throb. 
“Y-yea! Uh I completely a-agree.” 
It’s almost as though he could tell that you were flustered so just to top it off, he smirked, “Good. I’m glad we’re on the same page.” before deciding to drop it and move on.
He took a sip of his drink and sighed, “You guys really do make the best coffee. I got the same thing as I did with your place and yet… I'm here longing for your coffee.” you snort once again.
After that, the conversation eased into the project and what exactly needed to be done; the assignment was very simple but sorting out what dates you guys were going to meet up and how exactly you were going to go about gathering the information was all crucial. The project was due in a month and needed to be submitted in powerpoint format- which the both of you were relieved about.
It was really cute seeing Hanta’s eyes all lit up when it came to the part of how you two were going to go about getting all the information needed. He even suggested to conduct a little side research if you guys were ahead of schedule. It was something that made your heart patter. It was almost like you had smelt some of the charmed rose petals from work because every time you looked at him, you couldn't stop the warmth that flooded in your chest.
With that thought, there was the fact that he was more than likely going to be spending large amounts of time at the cafe- would he notice? Should you just come straight out and explain it? Explain that you were considered a witch, someone who was open-minded and was in tune with their intuition and can work with certain herbs, charms, and spells to create wonderful things? It didn't seem that big of a deal to you, it was something you had grown up with; simple spells and practices that just made day to day life more simple. Not every witch has been through the same childhood you had, there’s no special school- not that you were aware of, anyway. Your parents kept their grimoire out in the open and let you frolic about as they eased basic wholesome rituals into your life, and when you got old enough, they let you take in chapter by chapter each spell they casted, each potion they brewed. 
When you applied at the cafe, your first interview was full of normal questions worded in a way that almost sounded like it had a double meaning, thankfully you caught it and later was asked for a second interview- conducted by the boss himself. He had asked you to perform a basic potion/drink you grew up with, something that made you feel like you were walking on air. It was simple; a butterfly pea tea with a breath of life, with just a little bit of lemon activated the spell in the brew. When the well made drink hit his tongue, he offered you the job not a second later.
No. You wouldn't tell Sero yet. It never came up; It’d be odd to tell him straight off the bat- there's really no need. If he ever asks… then you’ll tell him.
But he hadn't so far.
Each meeting so far felt incredibly productive. It seemed like getting work done came naturally, with the topic being easy to discuss between the two of you and getting the articles to support your claim was fairly simple- apparently a lot of studies have been done about people’s orgasms. 
Since drafting up a skeleton outline the first time meeting, the bits and pieces really started coming together, but the get-togethers sometimes didn't go as planned- however, what was a constant was that no matter what the meet-up consisted of, there would always be a paper cup from your work, filled with a hot latte.
Some of the days, rather than working on the project, the two of you would use the allotted time to sit in your cafe and goof off, or sometimes you would host “tea time” in your apartment and talk about anything and everything- and it was okay because very early on, you both gathered all the adequate articles that involved your topic and sifted through them to get the statistics you needed. Collecting the data was simple enough and putting it together just came easy to you. 
Looking up from your laptop, finally done with sorting all the cited sources in each slide, you wave your hand at Sero to get his attention. Hanta was working on phrasing the facts and statistics from each work, so when he tilted his head up, gaze still on the screen until he finished typing the last sentence, he took his headphones out and hummed as he looked at you. 
“You get the same thing everytime we’re together… why?” 
He glanced at his almost empty cup before fully taking out his headphones, “I get it all the time because it really is the best latte I've ever gotten from a cafe before. I tell you this all the time.” 
“You never… wanna try anything new?”
“Is there something in particular you want me to try?” he asks, quirking his eyebrow upwards.
“Well no, not necessarily…”
“Well then how about you give me a recommendation? What’s a drink you think I would love?” 
This one stumped you for a minute. Though the thought had crossed your mind quite often, you couldn't quite pinpoint which special drink he’d appreciate the most. Something warm… something reflecting how you feel about him.
“I think that you should get the Time Flies; it's this black tea latte with orange zest and it's really… cozy.”
“Okay, I'll try it the next time I go.” 
And he did. The first sip he took felt like smooth gold hitting his tongue. So warm and rich that it had apparently induced the vivid image of the sunset from his grandmother’s porch. He was remembering the orange glow of everything the light touched. The whole day, he was feeling incredibly nostalgic, he even did some of the things he used to do when he was a kid, like watch old black and white movies and make dinner with his mom (even if it was through a phone call).
He told you all of this with one of the most handsome smiles you've ever seen, and that's saying a lot.
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 “So,” you start once everything is situated on your living room table, the two floor pillows that play hosts to your guy’s lower halves sit diagonal from each other.
“So.”
“Everything is practically done, I just wanted to… call this meeting so we could just quickly skim over it and see if there was anything in the powerpoint that needed fixing and or adjusting.”
“Very reasonable reason to call this meeting but both of us have been looking at this practically nonstop… so I’m pretty sure it's good.”
“Well it’s due next class and I know we finished it up a few a couple of days ago but… there is absolutely nothing wrong with striving for perfection. And if anything, I’m trying to save your reputation.” he choked at the accusation you were attempting to make, “Oh yea! How are you going to get away with making that bold statement in front of the class, do a whole project on it, and then just… have it not be anything short of jaw dropping?” you didn't even wait for him to speak, “exactly. Your rep is on the line, I'm just the sorry person who got stuck with you.” You smirk, driving your ludacris point home while crossing your arms over your chest. 
Scoffing, he leaned over and lightly shoved you, “we got to choose are partners for this project! You chose to be with me!” his cry caused a chuckle to fall from your mouth as you readjusted yourself onto your pillow, “that's neither here nor there.” you try your best snotty act as you stick your nose up in the air.
“Okay okay then, your grace, let us go over the powerpoint,” he jested along and gave you a slight bow.
After a quick runthrough, everything seemed spick and span, so the two of you became more relaxed and sunk into the larger floor pillows once again. 
“So… I noticed that you finally got something from your shop.” Sero gestured over to the other paper cup on the table. “I have never seen you with your own coffee before, why today?”
Your cheeks involuntarily began to heat up; the drink he was referring to was none other than the Love Me or Love Me Not. Usually, you never went out of your way to make it, but for the occasion, it was necessary. It was the last time you guys were going to meet up for the project and you just… had to know. 
Let it be known, messing with love potions wasn’t your forte, you preferred for everything romantic to be consensual and untampered with- that's why this brew in particular was one that you preferred out of all the ones that are out there. When made correctly, the person drinking it should be able to look at their crush (in person) and if the crush liked them back, then the drinker would get a fierce wave of goosebumps; if the person did not like them romantically, their head world ache for just a few minutes before going back to normal. Simple and effective, plus no one gets roughed up or drugged.
Not a single sip had been taken yet, you were on edge about the situation. This was the first time you had ever made it for yourself, and it was pretty nerve wracking to see if this man who you began harboring feelings for liked you the same. 
It’s surely gone cold by now but that wasn’t going to stop you. “Oh! Uh- I was just really craving this drink today.” You say lamely before bringing the cup to your lips and taking a gulp. 
The smell of rose hit your nose before you could register the taste. The evenly sweet syrup paired with the strong espresso danced on your tongue before you swallowed it. You softly sighed, it tasted delicious. Another sip slipped past your lips. 
A roll of relief cascaded through you when an intense wave of goosebumps rose on your poked at your skin, causing you to cough and sputter. Eyes going wide and squeezing shut as the coughs wracked through your body. 
He likes you.
While coming down from your fit, you semi glance at Hanta who had almost instantly appeared by your side, patting and gently rubbing your back. 
“Is there liquor in that?” He joked as he handed you your drink so you could have more liquid to ease your throat.
You shook your head after drinking some more and cracking a grin. It might’ve been too big of a smile for someone who just choked but you didn’t care. Sero Hanta… likes you. 
Unable to help it, you glance down at his lips only to realize how close he is. Your grin slowly drops, your heart pounding in your chest.
“Can I uh.. can I try your drink?” He says, face red with blush. 
As you go to hand him your drink, he leans in and cups your jaw- causing your whole body to still, even your heart stopped to join the languor.
 He peaks his tongue out to softly lap up a drop that must have been on your lip, before capturing your lips with his. 
It felt like your mind shut down, and all you can feel is how soft his lips are and how sweetly he’s kissing you. Almost hesitantly. 
He pulls away in attempts to find your gaze to decipher how you felt about it. 
Your breath is ragged as you look back at him- everything and nothing is going on in your head in that moment, unable to speak, until you see the goosebumps that coat his body. 
Your heart thumps impossibly faster as you realize that not only does he like you… but he truly believes. He believes in the two of you, he believes in love, and he believes in magic. 
Without another second to waste, you tackle him in a hug and find your lips on his in a way that you know you’ll never get enough of. 
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The cold nips at your nose just as big hands nip at your waist, causing you to let out a noise between a squeak and a gasp. A flash of soft black hair blurred your vision before cold lips meet yours. “Hanta,” you sigh into the kiss before pulling away and giggling. 
You were heading back to your apartment after a day shift at work, the sky already becoming darker because of the autumnal equinox. 
“What are you doing? I thought I was gonna meet you at my place.” You say as your fingers intertwined and your step fell into pace with his. He pulled you closer so that you were basically leaning into him as you walked.
“You know those chocolate and pumpkin scones you baked for me? The special ones?” He quietly moaned. 
Your eyes go wide as he purposely guided your intertwined hands over his blatant bulge.
“Hanta you weren’t supposed to eat those until later, the spell usually kicks in within the next 30 minutes!” You giggle again. 
A few weeks after you two started officially dating, you formally sat him down and explained everything you didn't when talking about your guys’ past- the memories of frolicking through tall grass and talking to your mother’s familiar, to getting your job at the cafe. He told you that it was a lot to take in, but never did he push you away. When he went to the cafe, he was more observant. Somewhere in the months between June and July, he slowly became more and more interested in the rituals you would do and the potions you would make. He wanted to start joining in. Now in October, he loves seeing your crystals around your house and all the different herbs you grow in the sills of your window. When he found out that you could bake magical pastries with certain herbs, he almost immediately asked you to bake him some. At first, it started as something simple like a sage and rosemary savory loaf that helped cleanse your pallet of any negative energy. Then it started becoming more and more intricate, and that's how the two of you ended up here.
 “I know but fuck-- I was hungry and they looked so good, and now I’m hard and I need you.” he spoke lowly. 
This was going to be fun. 
The rest of the way, you were casually asking him things that shouldn't be heard in a public setting, “What is it you want to taste first, Hanta?”
“How badly do you want to fuck me into the mattress? Hm? Have your big cock stretch me out?”
“Wanna fill me up?”
By the time you both got to your apartment, there was no fumbling with the keys to get your door to open, you already had them out; getting through the door took three seconds tops. Next thing you know, your back was against the closest wall, your hands pulling at his tied up hair and scraping your nails against his scalp when the soft locks fell. One of his big hands lifted up a leg of yours and he groaned as he thrust upward against your heat.
“Fuck-” he panted into the kiss before trailing down your neck, still holding up one leg while the other hand finds itself under your shirt, his fingers hot to the touch. 
Releasing your leg and dropping to his knees, he looked up at you as he fumbled with the button of your pants. You lace your fingers in his hair, feeling him yank the material down your legs, tossing the one leg over your less dominant leg over your shoulder, and when a warm muscle hits your sopping clothed core, you pull his hair harder to apply more pressure.
“Look at me when I have you in my mouth, I wanna see how much you enjoy this.” 
You felt yourself clench, and apparently so did he, because a smirk grew on his lips. “Oh, you like when I say things like that?”
“H-hanta, please.. '' your voice wavered before you sucked in a sharp gasp. He had a finger, then two inside of you in no time, the other hand keeping the underwear out of the way so his lips could wrap around your clit.
He was pumping in and out of you faster and faster, occasionally switching the pace to unbearably slow and when you would whine, he’d tilt his head up, mid lick, to throw you a teasing glance before picking up the pace. He bagan curling his fingers, hitting a spot that had your eyes rolling and with the pressure building up, it had you panting out a breathy repetitive stream of his name. 
“‘M gonna cum Hanta, hh-” you moaned out before clenching your eyes shut, your body involuntarily shaking above him. And right below you, he was ready to lick up everything you had to offer.
Holding you steady as he came up to kiss you, your juices still on his lips, “you ready for me, sweetheart?” he asked when he pulled away. The short sobering moment hit as soon as he scooped you up and carried you to the bedroom, but after he tossed you onto the bed, the look he gave you as he was unbuttoning his pants drew your mind hazy again.
“Can't wait to pump you full of my cum, to have you a drooling mess because of my cock.” he huskily whispered, giving you so many delicious previews of how the night will go. “You want that, pretty? Use your words.” he said as he crawled over to you and caged you in. The scent of cedar wood and citrus clouded your senses.
“Yes please Hanta!” you whine, “wanna feel stuffed b’cause of your cum. Please fill me up--” you whimper out, cutting yourself off when you felt his leaky tip at your wet entrance. 
Just like each time you two have been intimate, he guides himself slowly until he's in to the hilt of his pelvis, “shit, squeezing me so hard- c-an i move?” he moans out. 
Unable to form coherent sentences, you frantically nod and squeak out, “yes!”
With your permission granted, he eases in a thrust before he starts snapping his hips into you.
“Fuck, look at you, milking my cock so good-” he moaned, as he leaned in and kissed you. Each sharp thrust jolted you upwards, proving just how powerful his thrusts were. You threw your arms around his neck for the slight stability.
You began to let out little moans into the kiss that spurr him further; everything was beginning to get to him. How tight you felt around him, the feel of your tongue against his, the sloppy wet noises of your cunt.
“I’m gonna cum-- i'm gonna cum!” he choked out. 
You clawed at his back while whimpering pleas for him to fill you up, “fill me up with your cum, your cock fills me so good, please Hanta, more- more!”
You were clenching around him hard, and to bring you right to his level, he found your puffy clit and began a quick circular motion that made your jaw go slack, causing more frequent clenches.
His mind blurred as he pushed himself the deepest he could, moaning out your name and a gruff curse before emptying himself into you. 
You felt him twitch inside of you right before hot seed coated your already warm walls, and that’s what pushed you into a convulsion of ecstasy. 
He lazily humped his hips into you as you rode out your high before pulling out and rolling next to you.
Calling out your name to bring your attention to him, he pulls you into his chest where you could feel his racing heart, “what if… I started singing that song from hocus pocus? You know the one..” 
What a goof, you thought to yourself, playfully smacking his chest as you roll your eyes, looking up at him. 
“I put a spell on you… and now you're mine…” you begin to whisper, earning a hearty laugh from you boyfriend.
Maybe it was mutual, but quite possibly he had put a spell on you. And you were more than okay with it.
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Twisted Wonderland NoSleep Au
Heartslabyul Part 3
Recap: After getting the chestnuts needed to make the apology tart the group now meets up with Trey in the kitchen.
Grim: We got the chestnuts. Now we can make a delicious tart.
Trey: We still have to peel them you know. It will be a challenge, but I know we can do it.
After peeling all the chestnuts Trey tricked basically everyone but Yuu and Cater into thinking that oyster sauce was needed for the tart. Then Trey released that he made to much marrow paste. So it was up to Yuu, Grim, and Deuce to go to the school store to buy the ingredients to make more whipped cream. The following happens:
Deuce: Wow, this place is amazing. Do you think this place actually sells the items we need?
Yuu: I believe so. I mean, back home it was pretty common for all types of stores to carry items like protection charms, bleach, scrubbers, and especially religious items.
Deuce: I can kinda understand the charms and religious items part. But why carry bleach and scrubbers?
Yuu: In case someone gets killed.
Deuce was about to ask Yuu to elaborate when Sam, the owner of the school store, came in to welcome Deuce and Yuu.
Sam: Hey, my lost little demons, how goes it? Welcome to Mr.S ‘s Mystery Shop. What can I do for you today? A charm for uncharted lands? Mummy of an ancient king? Or how about some cursed tarot cards?
Deuce: We’d like the things written here.
Grim: And some cans of tuna.
Yuu: We have enough tuna back at the dorm, we don’t need anymore anytime soon. Anyway, got any protection charms?
Deuce: No. No tuna or protection charms. Let’s just get the things we came here to get.
Sam: What what? Whipped cream, eggs… Oh! A nice sweet line-up. Ok! Coming right up.
Deuce: Wow, he really does have them.
Yuu: Well, the school store does need to have everything a student would need. And then some.
Sam: Sorry ‘bout the wait. It’s a bit heavy, you got it? If you order now you can get a 1/100 size floating platter to carry your purchases for 30% off.
Grim: What’s that? Sounds cool!
Deuce: We’re good. Thank you. It’s time to go.
Grim: But I wanna hang around more.
Yuu: If we hurry, Trey might let us eat something sweet.
Grim: Then what are we waiting for! Let’s get a move on!
Sam: Make sure to come by again!
*However as Yuu left with Deuce and Grim Sam couldn’t help but wonder about the new student. After what he has heard about their homeworld from Crowley sparked curiosity in both him and his friends. If what he thinks is true. Then Yuu might have come from a much darker world then his friends.*
On the way back to the kitchen Deuce offered to carry Yuu’s bag for them. When Yuu said that it was all right Deuce insisted saying that he was used to carrying heavy things as he would help his mom carry groceries. And since he was the only boy, he would be stuck doing anything requiring strength.
Deuce: Ah, I’ve just been talking about myself.
Yuu: Well I think that helping your family is a wonderful thing. Where I’m from, family is very important and to betray their trust would be to go against everything that both monsters and humans believe in. Helping your family, and anyone you see as family, is considered a very honorable thing to do. To do them harm is considered one of the worst things a human can do.
Deuce: Wow. You must miss them very much then. But, the thing is…. I always made my mom…
Before Deuce could finish his sentence he bumped into someone, breaking some eggs in the process.
Grim: Ahh! The eggs!
Deuce: $h*t, half of the eggs are destroyed! There’s egg all over the bag!
Delinquent A: Hey you! Watch where you’re… wait… You’re the fools who wreaked the egg in my carbonara earlier.
Delinquent B: It’s you guys again. You can’t catch a break!
Deuce: You were the ones who jumped out from behind the corner. At lunch, it wasn’t like you couldn’t eat the egg anymore but you still came to pick a fight… Just now, you destroyed half our eggs.
Grim: Yeah, that’s right.
Delinquent A: And? You sayin’ it’s our fault?
*Yuu, knowing that this will not end well, and with no way to defuse the situation stepped away from them. But at the same time they were ready to step in and help Deuce if it came to that.*
Deuce: Yes. Please pay for the eggs. And please apologize to the chickens too.
Delinquent B: Hmmm? You’re getting all worked up over eggs.
Delinquent A: They didn’t hit the ground right? Don’t sweat the small stuff.
Delinquent B: We saved you the trouble of breaking them.
Yuu could stand by no longer and decided to step in. After all, they had enough of these two boys nonsense.
Yuu: Well, you did damage what we payed for. I expect to at least be paid back in the amount the broken eggs cost. Think you can do that?
Delinquent A: Don’t think you can boss us around, just because we broke a few eggs!
Yuu: This is more than just about a few eggs. As I recall you two have been causing quite a bit of trouble as of late. Would be a shame if the principal knew of your antics.
*This was very much true as Yuu had used the ghost camera to take pictures of both the good and the bad. Let’s just say that Yuu had quite a bit of dirt on these two in particular*
Delinquent B: Is that a threat I hear?
Yuu: A warning actually.
Delinquent A: Looks like we need to teach these two a lesson.
Deuce: HEY! You don’t get to make decisions for us! These eggs… instead of becoming a chick they were gonna make us a delicious tart!! And you sure as he!! wouldn’t EVER hurt my friends! You get it! Huh!?
Delinquent B: What’s this guy’s problem all the sudden!?
Deuce: If you don’t wanna pay for the six eggs you broke… I’ll just punch you six times instead.
Delinquent A: Whaaaaa!?
Yuu: Time to fight!
Deuce: Grit your teeth a$$ho!e$!!
Let’s just say that the two never stood a chance. With Deuce’s experience in fights and Yuu’s self-defense training, they wiped the floor with the two delinquents.
Delinquent A: T-these two are straight-up mad! That wasn’t just six hits! Lair!
Yuu: OH! So you want some more huh!?
Delinquent B: Let’s get the he!! out of here! I’m sorry to all chickens!
Deuce: Apologize 100 times next you eat eggs! Dumb@$$e$!!
Grim: Wow!
Deuce: Huff, huff… Ugh!!
Grim: What just happened?
Deuce: …I screwed up… I vowed that I would definitely be a honor student this time…! In middle school, all I ever did was screw around… I constantly skipped school and spent my day getting into fights. I disrespected my teachers, hung around sketchy upperclassman, and bleached my hair to death. Even ran around all over the place riding a magical wheel. I was a terrible person that went as far as to use magic to lord over those that couldn’t.
Grim: Just now you went full on bad boy on those guys!
Deuce: Then one night... I saw my mom hiding away in tears as she called my grandma. "Was the I raised him wrong? Would it have been better if he had both parents?" She was wrong. Mom never did anything wrong. It was all me! So when the carriage from Night Raven College came to get me... My mom was so happy and I don't want to make her cry again. This time. I'm going to be an honor student my mom can be proud of. Then I do this... $hit!
Grim: But, y'know... Does being an honor student mean you have to grin and bare everything?
Deuce: Huh?
Grim: Those delinquents deserved another 10 punches if you ask me! You and Yuu fought them off before I could, though.
Yuu: I think that your mom would be proud that you are trying to be a better student. In my eyes, you are doing a lot better than back then.
Deuce: You guys...
Yuu: Even honor students get mad too.
Deuce: Really? ...Heh heh. May those baby chicks rest in peace.
Yuu: There is something that I need to tell you.
Deuce: What do you mean?
Yuu: The eggs that we bought will never turn into chicks as they were never fertilized.
Deuce: WHAT?!? You've gotta be kidding!?
Back at the kitchen, they gave the ingredients to Trey who then proceeded to finish making the tart. Which turned out to be amazing and looked really good.
Ace: Did something happen while you were out shopping?
Yuu: Chick shock...
Deuce: For 16 years... I believed that...
Ace: Making sweets takes so much time. I'm exhausted...
Cater: Good work! Is the tart finished? The decorations look super cute! It's totally magicam-gramble! Let me take a pic.
Ace: Ah! What'd you come here for?
Cater: I came by to check on my cute underclassmen, working so hard. Ahaha, you look beat!
Trey: Things you aren't used to tire you out quick. So when you're tired you need to eat something sweet. Go ahead and try the mont blanc we made.
Everyone: Yay!
Yuu: Are you sure?
Trey: It's fine.
Ace: Cater, you did come here just in time to eat the tart!
Yuu: Almost like you planned it.
Cater: Just a coincidence I promise.
Grim: Waaahaaa... It smells so deliciously sweet. The chestnuts on top are glossy while the cream underneath is so fluffy! Let's eat!
Yuu: Please don't eat it all. We still need a tart for the Unbirthday Party.
Grim: I know
Ace: Ah! Holy crap!
Cater: So good!
Deuce: Amazing... It's like what you get in stores.
Grim: It's not overly sweet but still has a richness to it! It's like a garden of chestnuts in my mouth!
Yuu: It's amazing! I definitely think that Riddle will love this.
Trey: Thank you.
Cater: Oh yeah. Hey Trey, do the thing.
Trey: The thing? ...Oh, that. So what are your favorite foods?
Ace: Mine's cherry pie and hamburgers.
Grim: My number one is canned tuna. And cheese omurice, and grilled meat, and pudding!
Deuce: If I have to pick, omurice, I guess.
Yuu: Mine would have to be breaded shrimp.
Cater: And mine is grilled lamb with diablo sauce.
Trey: Alright here we go, ... Doodle Suit!
There was a sound, a flash, and then nothing.
Deuce: ...? This is?
Trey: Now take another bite of the mont blanc.
Ace: Hm? Hmmmmm? This is... mont blanc but it tastes like cherry pie!
Grim: It tastes like canned tuna! *Chomp chomp* Ohh, now it's cheese omurice! And grilled chicken, *munch munch*, and pudding!
Yuu: Wow! It really does taste like breaded shrimp!
Cater: Isn't it fun? If you did this while having tea with a girl, they'd be super impressed!
Deuce: It's amazing. Is changing the flavor of food your unique magic, Trey?
Trey: Actually, it's magic that "overwrites a component". So not just taste, but I can also overwrite the color or scent or really anything. The overwrite only lasts a short time so that's why it's like a doodle or scribble. That's why I've named this magic "doodle" since it's not permanent.
Grim: With your "Doodle Suit" my dream of all you can eat canned tuna isn't just a dream. It's so much better than the magic Riddle uses to bully people.
Trey: No... My magic is nothing more than child's play when compared to Riddle's He's on a different level. ...It's getting late. Let's go home and give Riddle the tart tomorrow. Tomorrow is the Unbirthday Party. Don't be late.
Yuu: Hang on. Do you have a book of the rules?
Trey: Yeah, why?
Yuu: I want to make sure that there is nothing against a mont blanc at an Unbirthday Party.
Cater: Good thinking Yuu.
Ace: So, did you find anything Yuu?
Yuu: Here we are. Rule Number 562: Refrain from bringing marron tarts for the Unbirthday Party."
Trey: Wow, I almost missed that one. Good thing Yuu double-checked the rules.
Yuu: It's kinda a talent of mine. Knowing the rules and when a rule applies to a situation or not. It's weird, I know.
Cater: Far from it. If you hadn't checked then Riddle would have most likely been furious.
Ace: Yuu, I owe you one.
Yuu: Then I think that we should keep the tart in the kitchen, explain ourselves to Riddle and hope that he takes the collar off of Ace.
Ace: One more thing. Yuu, can you let me sleep over again? My cruel upperclassmen aren't going to let me in the dorm!
Cater: Wow. So prickly!
Deuce: Ace, don't force Yuu to spoil you too much.
Grim: Yeah! You gotta pay to stay! 10 cans of tuna!
Ace: What! Are you telling me to sleep outside?
Yuu: No, no. Ace, you can stay but now you owe me two favors.
Ace: Fine by me! Thank Yuu!
Trey: Deuce, why don't you stay in their dorm to keep an eye on Ace? As the vice dorm leader, I give you permission.
Cater: Trey, aren't you spoiling the newbies. I'm jelly. Yuu, can I go too?
Yuu: I don't think so. The dorm needs some intense TLC and I'm pretty sure that you're needed in the dorm.
Cater: Tch. Bringin' me down.
Trey: Yuu, I'm sorry about forcing those two on you. We're counting on you tomorrow.
Yuu: It's fine and I will be sure that they are on their best behavior tomorrow.
Ace: Tomorrow is the Unbirthday Party. This damn collar is definitely coming off! Just you watch, Riddle.
As Yuu, Ace, Grim, and Deuce made their way to the dorm Yuu coudn't help but feel as if something was very wrong in the dorm. And that Riddle was in great danger, but from what?
That is where I will end this chapter and the next will continue to the morning of the Unbirthday Party. Until then, hope everyone is doing ok.
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[Tags & Tw] Slavery, grooming, abuse, human pet auction, implied/referenced noncon, noncon touching, magnetic restraint implants, drugging/non-consensual drug use, vampire whumpee, they/them whumpee
"This one is damaged, paper says. Apparently the physical defects didn't fix in the turning process."
"Shit, mark it down and put it in with the rest of'em anyways. Just tell the man up front to run a deal."
"You don't think boss'll care?"
"Money is money, right? So long as these bloodsuckers sell, he won't give two fucks."
It was dark as the room filled with stagnant silence, the audience waiting with baited breath for the lights to switch on and announcer to appear.
When he did, it was a little less than grand; a well-suited gentleman taking center stage and cradling a mic close to his lips.
"Welcome to the 500th, yes you heard it right ladies and gentlemen, 500th auction of Lifepets."
Uproarious clapping filled the renovated opera house and it took a long pause to wait for it to thin down. When it did, everyone's attention was hinged on the man's every word.
"I'm pleased to inform that because of this enormous milestone, we've gone above and beyond. Tonight, we'll be auctioning off 50 freshly turned pets."
A cheerful response from the audience would be in any other case, a jovial thing. In this happenstance, it was an ugly, terrifying sound.
"They have been trained briefly, defanged, microchipped and magnetic implants have been surgically installed to each of their limbs for tangle free restraint."
The crowd gave slight chatter amongst themselves, 'ooh's' and 'ahh's' being given the more that the man's voice denoted across the speakers. There was an air of impatience, with every minute spent in lingering wait for the beginning of the festivities.
"Each of the pets will start at a low, low bid of $5,500. And the filing process will be a low, set rate of $500 for this special night only."
Large display monitors flipped on behind the tables and chairs that were set up for guests, their image turning to a small string of information about the upcoming, first selling item. All sight turned to peek at it and very little description was given seeing as the pet would be brought out on stage soon.
"We thank you all from the bottoms of our hearts for helping make this possible and keeping our business thriving. Whether you're looking for a caretaker, a sexual partner, release for that anger you don't have to feel guilty for... Lifepets has you covered."
At the 'joke' the man had made, there was laughter of all kinds and some lasted longer than others and each had it's own tone. Embarrassment, genuine humor, some patrons looked at each other with slimy grins that spread ear to ear. Like it really was such a funny thing to tease about.
"Without further delay, if everyone could look at the screens in the back of the building. To get us started right, we're going to drop the initial bid for this first pet down to $500. You could pay as little as $1,000 to take them home tonight."
The first vampire was brought out in the darkness of the stage behind the announcer, their limp, doll-like body being propped up in such a way that it held itself up. Whatever drugs they were given were strong, they couldn't manage to pull their head up much from it's half-mast position on their shoulders.
The screens displayed in large, white font on black backgrounds.
22 Years old at turning.
Blonde hair, blue eyes.
One tattoo, no major scarring.
60 days mandatory training completed.
More bright, blinding overheads turned on and it made the bound vampire on stage want to recoil into a ball despite their lethargy. Everything had giant, shining prisms casting off every beam of light; the reflections off mirrors and glass tables illuminating the room with a dim ambiance.
A gloved man grabbed the downcast head of the terrified creature and forced it's head up to meet eyes with the crowd. A tinge of piercing blue cast a ring in other worldly eyes and pupils trembled in what they saw before them.
Wolves, it was like a pack of hungry wolves. Being promised they can torment and torture without the need to feel anything akin to remorse. Even though they were once human, the modification to their DNA made all the difference. The stillness to their heart and deadened response to their lungs was the damning physical traits that lead them to a life of servitude.
"Now I won't lie to you... The discount is for damage, from what we understand, this pet has a few physical conditions that weren't reversed in the transformation process. It's left ear is deaf and left eye blind. All the better though, huh? Wouldn't be hard to sneak up on this one, hahaha."
The gloved man turned the vampires face towards the near-by projector camera and fingers squeezed into the hollows of their cheeks to tell them to open their mouth. When they did, two gaping extractions were throwing off their bite-line, teeth missing all together to prove their fangs had been dealt with.
"Give a little something sexy for the camera..." The man whispered and shoved a leather cased thumb against a plush, pink tongue. It idly wrapped around the digit and dry, uncared for lips closed in an absent sucking motion.
"Their second virginity hasn't been claimed, though, they've been shown how to do a little of the basics. So you're able to get them put to work right away."
No matter where the vampire looked, there was a seedy, low-brow looking person, staring them down like a predator to prey. Their mind was overwhelmed by the drugs in their system but also the thought of eventually being alone with one of these menacing faces.
Drool now clung to their lips from the unwelcomed finger in their mouth but once it was gone, the distraction was over and it almost made the vampire whimper in distress. They just wanted to get it over with, or stay with their handlers. At least the handlers had a guide of loose rules they had to follow.
The more that the man talked, the more the faces around them contorted with plans of sadistic glee. The vampires vision doubled at times, making the room spin with dozens of sets of prying eyes and wicked smiles.
A particularly cruel tug at the magnetic restraints and the gloved man had the vampire yanked down further to their hands and knees. Another push and he bent their middle down, accentuating the curve of their backside and the spread of their thighs.
Tears built up in the blue, ocean eyes and they were fought back when the leather glove carded through their hair. They would never have a chance of getting a good home or serving a worthy master if they were such awful cry babies. Or so their inner voice told them.
The smallest spark of motivation gave the vampire a reason to arch their back and lean into the touch that soothed across their body to cause them to naturally react.
Impatience started to build in the crowd and the announcer was merely letting them all take in the show.
Bare, porcelain skin being displayed on multiple, floor to ceiling screens as the vampire's lips hung open in the tiniest display of pleasure. Fingers curled into blonde hair and ruined the look of lust on their features; a ringing stab of pain to awaken their senses and widen their dopey doe-eyes. Shock looked so pretty when it was tacked to the end of bliss.
"So... Do I hear $500 for the discount pet?"
"$500!"
"$1,000!"
"$3,000!"
"$5,000!"
A twisted pang of relief filled the vampire when they heard the different voices from all around the building echo their bids. The number went higher and higher and it gave them the smallest sliver of hope. That they weren't too damaged and broken for a master after all and that they'd be able to be sold. They told themselves they would be grateful to even get a home but now, it seemed like it was really going to happen.
The vampire felt the unlatching of their magnetic shackles and instead, the gloved man crossed their wrists together for the plates to lock to themselves. He grabbed their arm and pulled them to their feet as the bidding war started to come to a final climax. Ready to drag them back behind the stage curtain to prepare for their future owner.
"Going once, going twice...and... SOLD. To the guest at table 38 for $16,800!"
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A Little into You (Junkyu x Reader) (Ch. 9)
Chapter 9 - A step further.
Word count: 3k words
Genre: Fanfiction, PG13, Comedy, Romance.
A/N: Hi! Here’s Chapter 9! Thank you so much for waiting, and I really hope you all love this one 😀🧡
Now, it had been three weeks since you last met any of the Treasure members since you all had that lunch at the Japanese Restaurant. What’s that? Did you read that right?
Yes, it’s been three weeks.
And by now, the group chat that you and the 5 members have, had already expanded after Yedam added in the rest of the group in there.
This was your first time being in a group chat with these many people. Aside from your office’s group chat of course.
So one day whilst at work, you received a text from the Treasure group you were in.
��Chatroom:
Junkyu: Yeorobun~ Jihoon is asking if you all want to get some IKEA meatballs after today’s schedule!
Hyunsuk: Oh? But we’re finishing quite late today. Are you sure they’re still open late at night?
Junkyu: Oh. Right. @Jihoon Hey! Why did you recommend IKEA?? You know they don’t open after 11pm!
Jihoon: 😂😂😂 I knew they don’t.
Junkyu: ???? Then? Why’d you tell me to ask the group about it??
Jeongwoo: 😂😂 Junkyu-hyung…
Jihoon: I just like messing with you. Besides, you chatted the group with y/n in it so…. 😏
Y/n: ….are you guys okay….
 You smiled to yourself reading the chat again. It was silly, yet, amusing. You sort of missed talking to your new friends to be honest.
“Y/n, Mr Bae is looking for you,” your colleague, Soomin said, making you stop looking at your phone.
“Oh? Oh, right. I’ll go to him now,” You said as you got up from your seat.
Soomin nodded and went back to her desk not far from yours.
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 Jihoon was grabbing himself a cup of water from the practice room’s water dispenser when he heard his best friend yell from behind him.
“YAH! PARK JIHOON! What’d you do that for???” Junkyu huffed, as he entered the door of the room.
Jihoon chuckled and drank his water before setting the cup down and facing his best friend.
“What? I didn’t do much?”
“Yahhhh, that was so embarrassing!” Junkyu exclaimed, as he ruffles his hair.
“Hm? What? Hey, I only asked you to ask the rest about IKEA and you were the one who chatted the wrong group,” Jihoon stated matter-of-factly.
“We need to change the group’s name! Y/n must think I’m dumb now,” Junkyu said, pouting.
“Sure, sure, we can change it later. We can write it as Treasure x Y/n. How’s that? Sounds like a collaboration, right?” Jihoon snickered as he pulls out his phone from his pocket.
“Whatever, as long as I don’t have to embarrass myself anymore,”
“Hmm?” Jihoon hummed. “Since when do you care about what y/n thinks of you, huh?”
“I-I don’t! I just don’t want to appear dumb, that’s all,” Junkyu stuttered slightly.
Jihoon grinned at him, “Sure, Junkyu.”
“Hey!” Hyunsuk’s voice appeared as he entered the practice room.
Both Jihoon and Junkyu turned to see who it was.
“You guys are early today. Your vocal training ended early?” Hyunsuk asked as he headed towards where Jihoon was, grabbing himself a cup of water from the water dispenser as well.
Both Jihoon and Junkyu nodded at his question.
Hyunsuk gulped down his drink, disposed the cup and walked to the middle of the room. There, he sat down and gestured the rest to sit with him.
“What are you both doing standing there? Come, sit! You should get proper leg rest before we start dancing later on,”
Junkyu and Jihoon went towards him and sat with him.
“So…what do you guys want for dinner tonight? Minus the IKEA idea of course,” Hyunsuk said.
Jihoon giggled when he saw Junkyu tense up from the word IKEA.
“No, noo! I didn’t mean it that way Junkyu,” Hyunsuk said, laughing a little. “Really though, where do you all want to order from for dinner?”
“I’m fine with whatever you guys are having,” Jihoon said.
“You guys want to gather in one dorm and just eat altogether there?” Hyunsuk asked, now scrolling his phone, searching for a suitable food menu for dinner.
“Sure, sounds okay with me,” Junkyu said. He tugged on the string of his pink treasure hoodie, realising that the strings were uneven.
“Ahh,” Jihoon stretched his arms out before laying down on the floor. “Hmm. Hey, Junkyu, do you want to invite y/n as well?”
Junkyu choked on his own saliva hearing Jihoon mention your name again. “Wh-what??”
Jihoon and Hyunsuk started laughing out loud.
“Hey, Jihoon, stop teasing Junkyu like that. He’ll hit us both later if you keep doing that to him,”
“Yeah! Why are you always mentioning her name here, huh? If you want to invite her so bad, why don’t you do it, huh?” Junkyu huffed as well.
Jihoon got up and sat back up properly. “Hey, don’t say that. I just might really invite her, you know,” he smirked at his two friends there.
“But y/n doesn’t know where we live? And I don’t think the rest are ready to reveal where we live to her too. I mean, we’ve only known her for what, a month or two?” Hyunsuk wondered aloud.
Jihoon shook his head. “Who says it has to be at our dorms?”
“Oh? Then, where?” Junkyu asked, extreme confusion portrayed on his face.
Jihoon smiled, showing his eye smile at his friends. “I’ll take care of it. Just find us some good food for takeout tonight,”
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 “I don’t think that’s necessary Mr Bae,” you said, shaking your head from the idea he mentioned before you.
“Oh come on, y/n! You’ve been working here for over a year! It’s only reasonable you get promoted to do something else,” he said.
You kept quiet. Truthfully, you didn’t think you deserved any promotion at all. A raise in your salary? Maybe yes to that, but a new post?
Your eyes were kept lowered, as you stare at your thighs as you stay seated opposite Mr Bae’s desk.
Mr Bae is the president of the company, and yes, he is your teacher’s son. This was the man who gladly took you in to work with him when his mother was worried what would become of you when you missed your college entrance exam.
“Y/n,”
Your eyes lifted to look at him. “Yes”
“My mother would have wanted this for you too, you know.”
“I…I don’t know, Mr Bae,”
“What’s stopping you? Tell me,”
You shifted uncomfortably in the big chair you’re sitting in. You picked your fingers as you began thinking whether you should voice your concerns to your boss.
“Y/n?”
You inhaled deeply before letting out a deep sigh.
“Alright, fine. You caught me. I am worried. I feel like I don’t deserve this because first, I am the youngest person here, and to be promoted into an important team of the company just makes it seem fishy, don’t you think so? Besides, what’s everyone gonna say when they find out that I’m given that post when in reality all I have is a high school certificate??”
Your president grinned at this. This was the first time you have ever said anything this much to him. You had always been quiet around the people in this company, and seeing you rant out your concerns somewhat eases him.
Mr Bae leaned back into his tall, leather office chair. “Hmm. That’s it? That was all you’re worried about?”
You shook your head in disbelief. How could your president see this as a small matter? You were anxious about this, and yet he was so calm about it.
“Mr Bae, you don’t understand—”
“Please, call me Joonyoung. Or Joon for short. You’re my mother’s friend, and to be frank, our age isn’t that far apart, no?”
Your eyes narrowed at this, “Correction; I was your mother’s student. And, you’re literally 8 years older than I am so—”
Joonyoung laughed at this, clearly amused by you. “Alright, that’s fine, y/n. I’d understand why you’d benchmark yourself. You are indeed, way younger than I am,”
“Yes, indeed,” you huffed.
“But I still think you should accept the promotion,”
You scoffed. “Look, I told you, I am already concerned abou—”
“Soomin recommended you to be in her team too, you know,” he interrupted you before you could nag at him about your reasonings again.
That made you stop. You straightened your posture in your seat.
“S-soomin-eonnie? The one who seats not far in front of me in the office?”
“Yeah. She’s been asking for you to be on her comms team couple of times now, actually. I just didn’t want to push you before this because I knew you would refuse, with your ‘I am only a high school graduate’ excuse,” he said, adding quote marks when he mentioned your excuse.
“But…why?” You asked, confused.
Surely, Soomin is the only person you’ve interacted most in the office, and she’s quite young too, around 6 years older than you. But your interactions with her were mostly work-based. You were in charge of designing brochures, pamphlets, slides, creating reading materials and such for her and her team.
Whereas for Soomin, she was the leader in her unit, the Comms Team; they call it. What her team does was, they would go out on trips to other companies and provide a lecture or meeting for staffs and brief them on how they can incorporate and learn English language for their staff and companies. Sounds easy but it’s a handful once you’ve experienced the pressure of meeting people all around the city.
“So..?” Joonyoung’s voice broke you from your string of thoughts.
“Will you join Soomin? She’s been talking about how helpful you were to her and she felt bad that you were stuck doing all the computer work in the office.” Joonyoung got up from his seat and decided to peek outside his office’s window.
“She said that she felt like you had more potential than just being a person who sits at her desk and doing all mini jobs for everyone else in the office,”
“H-hey! That’s not true! I have students too,” you added, not wanting to make it seem like your job was that pitiful.
Joonyoung turned to look at you now. “Please, y/n, your students are the 3 staff that will soon be leaving to be relocated into Karako W’s office,”
You pouted. You almost forgot about the merge your boss had secured almost a month ago.
“So, let’s just say yes, shall we?” he smiled at you.
You let out a sigh.
“Great! I’ll take that as a yes!” he said happily. “I’ll let my mother know about this, she’ll be happy for you,”
“Sure…”
“Oh come on y/n, cheer up! You’re getting a promotion and a raise! Anyone would be happy to be in your shoes!”
You groaned. “Anyone but me,”
“Hey, at least now in your new post, you get to visit other big companies and collaborate with them,” he smiled, still convincing you.
You blinked a few times. You wondered if you ever got a chance to visit YGE’s company as well?
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 You got back to your desk to see your phone buzzing non-stop. You hurried to sit down and looked at it closely.
4 new messages from Jihoon TRSR
“Huh? Jihoon-ssi?” you muttered to yourself.
Just as you were about to open the messages, your phone started buzzing again in your hands, but this time it was a heavy buzz since it was a call.
Panicked, you answered it without looking at the screen.
“Hello?” You answered, slightly whispering since you didn’t want to disrupt the quiet atmosphere in your office.
 “Y/n! Quick! I need help!” Jihoon’s voice, rang in your ears, all panicked.
“What? Why? What’s wrong Jihoon?” you felt your forehead creasing, now that you heard his panicked voice. Did something bad happen to them?
“Y/n, please. You gotta help us. The management…Jaehyuk…”
“What, what?? What’s going on??” Your tone in your voice rose, now that you were anxious to know what happened. But Jihoon wouldn’t complete his sentences!
“Please, I’ll tell you all about it later. But you gotta help me, help us, please?” he pleaded through the phone.
You took a deep breath and exhaled. Your eyes dart around the office to see if anyone was watching you. None. Coast clear.
“Alright, Jihoon. What can I do for you?”
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 “Bingo!” Jihoon said happily, once he got off the phonecall with you.
The rest of the group looked at him and wondered what he was so happy about.
Jihoon walked to his spot in the choreography formation and did some light stretches since he took a short break to call you just now.
“Hey, Hoon, what are you so happy about, huh?” Hyunsuk said, as he noticed his friend’s beaming reflection from the room’s mirror.
“Nah, I’m just happy about tonight, that’s all,” Jihoon answered, his bright smile still plastered on his face.
“Ookay…”
“Speaking of which, have you decided what to buy for tonight’s dinner?” Jihoon asked Hyunsuk back.
“Oh, I asked the rest and they said they wanted pizza. That good for tonight?”
“Sounds great! And I’ve got the perfect place for us to eat too, tonight!”
Doyoung clapped his hands at this, “Wahhh hyung, both you and Hyunsuk are really treating us really well tonight, huh? What’s the special occasion?” he asked.
“Oh nothing, it’s just for all your hard work today,” Jihoon answered happily.
“Yayyyy! We’re having pizza tonight!” Junghwan cheered happily.
“Oh yeah, where are we going to have dinner tonight? Hyunsuk-hyung’s dorm?” Jaehyuk asked.
Jihoon winked at his dongsaengs. “It’s a surprise.”
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 (Y/n’s Apartment – Nighttime)
 “Eonnie! Eonnie!” you called out.
Your sister’s breathing was ragged and heavy. Like she was suffocating badly.
You got up from your chair beside her bed and ran outside the room, hoping to bump into a doctor who wasn’t busy at the time.
You found one not far from the nurse’s counter, and you grabbed him by the arm.
“Doctor! Please, please, my sister—” you shook your head and gestured him to follow you.
When both you and the doctor arrived in your sister’s room, she was already shaking in her bed, her breathing more ragged now.
The doctor rushed in and checked your sister’s vitals and eyes.
“She’s having a seizure! Nurses, hurry!” he called out loudly.
Soon, you saw two to three nurses rush in to help the doctor.
You stood by the doorframe, holding on to it, as if you were going to fall if you ever let go.
You watched as they tried to tend to your sister and your tears wouldn’t stop flowing down your cheeks. You were sobbing on your own now, watching needles being poked into your sister’s delicate skin again.
You shook your head over and over again, sobbing.
Please don’t leave me, eonnie. Please.
 You woke up from your sleep, panting.
You sat up in your bed slowly, trying to regain yourself.
It was a dream. It was only a dream.
You sniffled to yourself. You realised your cheeks were wet and you proceeded to wipe them on the sleeves of your shirt.
“Ah shucks. I can’t believe I cried in my sleep,” you mumbled to yourself.
Eeeeeekkk.
Your eyes widened. What was that? Did you hear wrongly? Or was it really a chair moving?
You gulped. You grabbed your phone on your nightstand and checked the time.
11.37 pm.
You frowned to yourself. Just how early did you fall asleep?
You kept quiet a little longer, just to see if there were any more noises.
A good whole minute passed by. No noise.
“Huh, I must be imagining things,” you assured yourself.
You were about to pull your covers over yourself again when you heard it again.
EEEEeeeeeekkkkk. Eeek.
That sounded like two chairs. Or specifically, the sound of the chair in your kitchen makes because you fairly remember how it sounds like ever since you removed the carpet underneath the chairs to be washed the other day.
Your heart raced. You slowly got up from your bed, slipped on your room slippers and slowly made your way towards the door.
You didn’t open your bedroom door or anything, since you didn’t have the courage to do so. But you pressed your ear against it, just in case you could hear anything.
“What are we doing here, hyung? Aren’t we trespassing?”
“Nah, we’re not. Believe me, this is legal,”
“But she’s not here. She’s probably asleep already,”
“Yeah, hyung, we should leave. This isn’t right,”
“Oh come on you all, she could be curled up in bed reading a book. Who the heck sleeps this early??”
You could your own breathing growing louder. Are there trespassers in your house??
Who should you call? Should you call the police?
Your head turned to look at your phone that you left on your nightstand. You decided to go over there to take it when suddenly you heard the doorknob getting turned.
This is crazy! You were in your pajamas and you didn’t have any weapon on you! Heck, you didn’t have your phone with you right now too!
You decided to just brace yourself and just throw in a hasty punch at whoever this trespasser is. The nerve! How dare they come into your home this time of the night?!
Just then, the door creaked open and you hurriedly pounced on the trespasser, making you both fall to the floor. Your eyes were shut as you swing your arms to punch the person but then you felt a hand grabbing your arm, making you freeze in your spot.
“Whoa! Easy there, cutie. What are you all feisty about?” a familiar voice spoke out.
Huh? That voice.
You opened your eyes to see….Jihoon laying on the floor beneath you, whereas his waist was trapped in between your thighs.
His hand was still holding on to your arm that was raised up earlier.
You furrowed your eyebrows. “Jihoon?? What are you doing here??”
“Aaahhh! I think I just saw something I shouldn’t be seeing!” You heard another voice screaming not far from you.
You lift your head to see who it was, and there it was….the rest of the familiar faces you know…all looking at both you and Jihoon with shocked looks.
  To be continued... 
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Chapter One
Chapter one: lights
Prologue:
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The sun beating down on them harshly; causing Loki to be in a bit of discomfort but able to hide it, for (Name) it was a different story. All her gear was becoming uncomfortable and heavy to carry. No doubt that Loki too noticed and was impressed by the Midgardian’s stubbornness “Why not take some of that gear off?” he questioned as his walking stopped as he turned towards her “And risk getting sunburned and developing skin cancer? Yeah, no thanks” “...Fine die from heatstroke. I’m still too weak to use any magic right now” he shrugged walking again “but for now the sun is rising to his hottest point, we need to find some shelter”.
(Name) gave him a nod as they continued walking. They would pass a few shrubs of dried up bushes and some reptile skeletons. Until they found a somewhat tree that was standing in the middle of the wasteland of sand, (Name) made haste towards it for some shade. Once in the shade, she started to take off some of her gear and took off her blue button-up uniform, she was in a black singlet. Loki let out a whistle as he stared at her “Oh my, how refreshing” he smirked “Keep staring and my gun shooting you would be refreshing” she hissed “My, my, temper, temper agent” he chuckled as he held his hands up in defense “slightly sadistic are we” She ignored his comments and sat by the tree resting her head on it closing her eyes to relax as she tried to think of a plan-
“Agent (Name), I have a question for you,” he asked as she hummed to tell him to continue “why so compliant? Why, take my word?” he asked standing where her feet were “...Because you were right. I was approached by director Fury to join S.H.I.E.L.D, but once joining, I started to notice agents going missing and coming back differently. The other higher-ups; my superiors, started to be more forceful…” she explained opening an eye to look at Loki who was intently listening “No doubt Hydra was taking over S.H.I.E.L.D from inside out…” she finished “so, me, being compliant has nothing to do with me trusting my life in your hands. As long as we have the tesseract it’s safe… best you then Hydra” “Well in my hands it’s hit or miss” “Ahh thank you for the honesty” she said with a genuine chuckle.
Loki found himself staring as she chuckled, something in him felt strange upon hearing her chuckle; he knew that she was only added baggage, and yet here he was somewhat enjoying her company, although a little hostile at times and yet genuine and honest. He sat next to her and allowing some of his cold body temperature to give her some comfort “Mmm… my own AC” she moaned contently from the coolness he provided to her overheating body “..what was Asgard like? I only read it from our mythology and in S.H.I.E.L.D data reports” she asked him relaxing
“...some other time. We need to keep moving before dark hits or you will be in trouble…” he said getting up and holding a hand out for her.
She grabbed his arm and stood up with him “noted”
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The sun started to fall, the cold started to nip at her bare shoulders. But she pushed through; Loki was fine with the cold and found slight comfort in it in an odd way, but (Name)’s occasional shivers from his peripherals didn’t go unnoticed. He took off his cape and gave it to her “Here, you may come in useful when we find civilization, better you alive than dead” he told her as he refused to look at her in the eyes “We are not taking over a town or village if we find one” she warned wrapping the cape around her like a cape “...but thank you, for the cape”
He offered a small hum as he continued to walk, (Name) following behind as they shuffled in the sand continuing their journey. Loki knew that although she was human she needed to sleep but he was aware she was trained well enough to go a day or two without sleep, but he knew if he saw her struggling to keep up with him then he will allow a stop.
On the journey, not a sound was heard from the two as they walked into the night across the desert. (Name) started to hum a tune to get her mind off of the cold, Loki wasn’t bothered by the humming; oddly enough he found it soothing. His thoughts started to disrupt his moment of tranquillity as he started to think of how they will and if they will ever get out of the desert, he can’t call on Heimdall to bring him back to Asgard, or then he might be killed for his acts or life in imprisonment. If used his magic he knew Heimdall would sense it and bring him back to Asgard, which the consequences would be the same-
The sound of (Name)’s singing brought him out as he heard a foreign language come from her lips. It almost sounded like old Norse but some of the words he didn’t understand; ‘perhaps the Midgardians moved away from old Norse and created their own dialects…’ but he could hear the soft melody of her voice as he listened to her singing, so enchanting as he listened “Vargen ylar i nattens skog. Ylar av hunger o klagar-” (Eng translation: “The wolf is howling in the forest of the night. Howling out of hunger and moaning”) “What language is that?” he asked her halting her singing “Nordic Swedish” she replied “Hmm… interesting”
There was once silence again, much to Loki’s distaste; he rather enjoyed the singing, it was calming. He stopped when he saw something on the horizon. With a sigh of relief, he breathed out “lights”
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Chapter 2: T.V.A
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Just Love Me
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Yandere! Kino 
Warning: Constains Only YANDERE content. 
Commissioned by: @lmaoskz
Word Count: 2.6k 
A/N: This is purely fictional, in no way do I believe an idol would act like this. 
You were a good girl. You got good grades in College, you had good friends. You were responsible when you went out and only drank to your limit of where you know you're still able to function. Never, not once have you ever done beyond what you could handle, which is why it didn't make sense tonight that you were so fucked up when you had only had 3 drinks so far.
Usually when you went out, you were good up until 7 or 8 drinks, depending how you were feeling on that particular night. And tonight you were feeling great.
You were, until now.
Your friends had wandered off to the dance floor, leaving you to man the drinks and the table in the relatively crowded club. It was nothing new, the clubs in the Itaewon district were always almost over crowded, packed full of people always wanting something from someone.
You felt hazy as you slid out of the booth. The bartender must have put far too much alcohol in your drinks, made them doubles or triples. There was no other explanation. The friends you had were the ones you were here with, the girls you had known since middle school. You didn't really socialize with anyone else and they would never have paid for you to get extra in your drinks.
As you stumble through the double doors, you're hit by the warm night time air. It's still hot out, the humidity practically slaps you in the face.
"Miss, are you okay?" A man asks as you stumble past him.
"I'm fine. I just need to get.." you trail off, stumbling down the back alley.
"Ahh, there you are." A males voice whispers from behind you. "I've been looking for you." He says. You feel his hands gripping your arms tightly as he pulls you back into his chest.
"What.. who.." you mumble, unable to finish your sentence.
"Shh baby, it's okay." The man coos.
"I'm not your baby!" You yell, trying to wiggle yourself out of his hold.
"Everything okay here?" A group of men ask as they walk by.
"Oh yes, just a fight with my girlfriend, it's fine." He chuckles.
"I'm not your girlfriend!" You cry. "Help me, I don't know this man." You scream.
The men stop walking, turning to the man whose hands were still holding onto you tightly.
"This true?" One asks, as they walk closer to you.
"I.." the man stutters before releasing you by pushing you forward and taking off. A few of the men chase after him, while two others stay behind to help you up from the fall.
They helped you home, only after you assured them multiple times you didn't want to go to the police, you just wanted to sleep. Nothing could have been done, you didn't even see his face.
Unfortunately for you, that was only your first encounter with Kino.
You didn't drink for a while after that.
Kino noticed the dramatic change in your weekend schedule very quickly. He had watched you go to the same club every Friday and Saturday for the last 9 months. He watched you be extremely careful with your drinks, only ever drinking a certain amount, never going home with anyone. That was one thing he absolutely loved about you. You weren't promiscuous like the other girls he had seen, like your friends. They went home with whatever or whoever they could grab by the end of the night and left you to walk home alone. Although you were never truly alone. Kino always took it upon himself to follow you home, always staying a few feet behind you, staying outside your apartment until you were safely inside. He watched your light turn on and off quickly. He smiled imagining you curled up in your bed. Oh how he wished to be next to you, holding you, rubbing your head as you fell asleep in his arms.
One day.
On his way home he began thinking about the first time he saw you. He was waiting in line at a little coffee shop. As he waited he looked around and that's when he noticed you. You were sitting at a table completely immersed in a book. He loved the way your eyebrow furred when you weren't sure if you liked something, or when the small corners of your mouth turned up when you tried to hide your smile.
God he just loved you. You were his perfect woman, all he's ever wanted.
The only problem was you didn't want him. He had already tried to get you the traditional way, well sort of. He had approached you one day telling you how beautiful he thought you were and asked for your number.
You said no.
That was a small shot to his ego.
So he gave you another chance.
You still said no. He began to get a little irritated. He would make you the happiest woman in the world and you were denying him for no fucking reason.
When you told him to leave you alone or you'd report him, that just really hurt his heart.
But it didn't turn him off of you. Oh no, not you. It only made him want you more.
And he would have you, even if he had to drag you away and tie you up.
He decided to let you sleep tonight, one last night in your bed and he would take you tomorrow. He was already ready for you. He had a bed, dresser, clothes, everything you could need, for when you were good and could be trusted. Until then, he had his other room for you ready. Dark, damp and musty. He had a chair set in the middle of the room with restraints for your ankles and your wrists. A gag to keep you quiet, he was set.
He didn't want to hurt you though. He just knew that you would put up a fight and he needed to make sure you couldn't get out until he had you fully broken.
Only then, only when you're a shell of who you were and completely obedient to him would he allow you to roam the apartment freely.
**
As the weeks went on, you couldn't help but get the overwhelming feeling that you were being watched. Your stomach was constantly in knots as you peeked over your shoulder every time you walked anywhere. You couldn't live with the constant fear, so you joined a small two day self defense class.
When the last class ended, you felt sad. You enjoyed the feeling of being in control and having the power, so you enrolled yourself into an evening class at your local community centre. And as usual, you have no luck this day, the first day of your class. You being late to your class causes you to have to park the furthest away from the centre, closer to the tree line which makes you even more uncomfortable. Shaking off the feeling, you quickly begin to walk to the class, passing by a man walking through the parking lot, hood up with a ball cap covering his face, as well as another man trying to carry boxes with a cast on his left arm.
You felt terrified those 3 seconds it took to pass by him, once you did, you broke out into a sprint to make it to the building as fast as you could.
You didn't feel relieved.
You tried your best to pay attention, but the looming feeling of someone staring at you, watching your every move was very apparent. You felt uneasy in a space that was supposed to make you feel safe and empowered, but at the moment you felt weak and vulnerable.
After the longest two hours, the class finally ended and somehow you ended up being the last person out of the building. Your stomach was tight and in knots, your palms sweaty as you grip your key between both your fingers. You had listened to far too many murder podcasts, not to mention you had watched everything on Ted Bundy's slick ass.
You walk fast through the parking lot, your eyes scanning your surroundings while also keeping them trained on your car. You can hear heavy breathing from behind you, footsteps quickening. Maybe it's all in your mind? You began pressing the unlock button incessantly, keeping yourself reassured your car would be unlocked when you got there.
Your hand is on the handle to open your door when you feel a small prick in the side of your neck along with an arm wrapping around your body.
"Shh baby. I've got you now. I'll take care of you forever." A voice whispers as you fall asleep despite your protests.
**
Your eyes slowly begin to flutter open, adjusting to the heavy darkness that is surrounding you. You try to move but you can't, your arms are bound behind you, behind a chair, your legs tightly tied to the legs of the chair.
Your mouth is tightly covered with duct tape, you can barely breathe from your nose. As much as you try you're unable to see any of your surroundings. You try to listen for something, car horns, people talking but nothing. All you hear is the sound of a slow drip on a tap. A sound that you know has the possibility of driving you insane.
You attempt to flex your muscles, wiggle your wrists and ankles in any way to try to free yourself from this nightmare you're now experiencing.
You're wildly unsuccessful.
Knock
Knock
"Are we awake yet?" You hear a voice call through the door. You can't answer. Instead you try to move as much as you could to make a noise, any noise.
Which you did. You jolted too much in your chair causing it to tip you over onto the hard, cold concrete floor. As you laid there agonizing, you heard whoever was out there unlock at least 4 different locks in a hurry to get to you.
The door opens allowing ample amounts of blinding sunlight into the room. The most you can see is the silhouette of a man rushing towards you, kneeling beside you to lift you up and check you over.
"Baby, are you okay?" He asks worriedly.
"Baby?" You wonder. You didn't hit your head that hard to have a sort of boyfriend you didn't remember. The man reaches up, pulling off the tape as gently as he could.
"Are you okay?" He asks again, your vision slowly becoming clearer.
"Who are you?" You ask, panicking.
"I'm the love of your life! You just need time to catch up to where I am, that's why you're in here. Don't worry, just do everything I tell you and behave and you'll be out of here in no time. I promise, baby!" He smiles.
You stare at this semi familiar man with wide eyes, his eyes urgently waiting for your response.
"Somebody help me! I'm trapped in a closet! Please help me!" You scream as loud as you could.
"Shut the fuck up!" He hisses, fumbling to get the tape back on your mouth. Once he does, he stands up backing away and placing his hand on the door. "Maybe tomorrow you'll be a little more fucking appreciative." He snaps, leaving you alone in the dark yet again.
**
After three months of Kino's torture, you had finally given up fighting him and instead complied with his wishes. You agreed to everything he said, only spoke when you were spoken too, did everything he asked of you. He thought he had you. He thought he had broken you into being the perfect woman for him, without everything that made you, you.
But he hadn't. You were stronger than that. You were only doing what you needed to do to survive. You needed time, time to formulate a plan of escape and be able to do it successfully the first time because you knew in your heart there's no way you would get a second chance at an escape.
For three months you planned. You watched his routine which was relatively the same each day. You had one plan that you knew might work in your favor the best. Around 2pm every day, Kino goes out for an hour and locks the door before he leaves, but he also turns to you and tells you he loves you everyday. And everyday you avoid eye contact and stay silent, but today you were going to surprise him.
"Okay baby. You be a good girl." Kino smiles. You smile back.
"Yes sir." You say.
Kino opens the door, turning his head to look at you before he closes it. "I love you."
He begins closing the door.
"I love you too." You breathe, your stomach nervous. The door halts as Kino looks at you with wide eyes.
"You do?" He exclaims.
"Of course." You say, forcing the tears back down.
"We are celebrating when I get home!" He says smiling widely before closing the door.
You sit there, holding your breath as you wait for it. You wait for the sound of Kino locking the doors.
But it doesn't come.
It worked. He didn't lock the door.
You ran to the front door, not worrying about shoes or anything, you had no idea how long it would take for Kino to remember his mistake.
**
The smile on Kino's face was too big as he walked out of the building and down the sidewalk. He now had little bounce in his step because you said it. You told him you loved him back and he was over the moon.
"She loves me. She really loves me." He laughs. Kino replays the moment in his head over and over again and that's when he realizes.
He stops in his tracks. He didn't lock the door.
Shit! Fuck, hopefully you hadn't noticed. He quickly turns around running back to the apartment, hoping you were still there.
He gets onto the elevator, frantically pressing the button to his floor.
The second the doors open he sees a barefoot down the hallway turning a corner as soon as he gets off.
Kino races down the hall, briefly glancing at his door which is left wide open. He picks up his pace, following where he had seen you.
The emergency stairs door closes just as Kino rounds the corner. Smart of you not to wait for an elevator.
"Y/N! Stop!" Kino growls, jumping over many stairs to try to catch you.
You're quick but unfortunately for you Kino was much quicker than you. With your hand on the handle to open the door to the lobby, you try to pull it open but it's stuck. Behind you you can hear heavy breathing. Looking up you see a hand on the door holding it closed.
"Please." You cried as Kino snatched a chunk of your hair. His jaw was clenched as he began dragging you back upstairs.
"You said you loved me!" He yells.
"I do. I'm sorry I just wanted to see my family." You cry as he pulls you up the stairs.
"I am your fucking family. You don't need anyone else besides me!" He screams.
Once the two of you get to his floor, he stands you up, holding onto your body tightly to walk down the hallway looking relatively normal. The two of you stand in front of his door before he pushes you inside.
"You'll love me soon enough." He smiles as he walks in, closing and locking the door behind him.
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denkimystery · 4 years
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Denki Mystery Series - 2nd Episode: 『Character*』
ー Akashika Station Platform, Noon
Hajime: It’s so hot. You said you didn’t want to see me off. … Will the store be ok?
Takashi: Well, I’m free. So. You know.
Hajime: Oh, I see.
Takashi: Business is fluctuating tho~uugh.
Hajime: Ah… Sorry. Can you handle it? I’m not good at worrying about people.
Takashi: Well, it’s so-so. I have an aunt you know. She wants me to keep the store running.
Hajime: I see, so it’s all good then. I’m glad you have an aunt, that’s good to hear.
Takashi: The resident police officer comes by to eat some donuts. They’re just pancake mix that I fried up though, hehe!
Hajime: I didn’t know they were made with pancake mix. They tasted so good. … So, will I be able to fly?
Takashi: Hey, the officer being able to fly has nothing to do with my donuts!
Takashi: Seriously, Shisaka-san you were making a joke with such a straight face? … Fufufu.
Hajime: Just Hajime is fine.
Takashi: Alright, hehehe.
Karatsugu: Phew, … most of the vending machines here are sold out. Here, have one. It’s hot.
[[Karatsugu hands Takashi a can, it’s started to sweat.]]
Takashi: Eh, me? Th-thank you. … Eh!? Beer!?
Karatsugu: It was the only one they had left. Here, you too.
Karatsugu opens the other can of beer and hands it to Hajime.
Hajime: Ah, thanks.
Karatsugu opens his own can,
Karatsugu: Ah, bubbles!
And takes a big gulp.
Karatsugu: Phew!
Takashi follows suite and takes a gulp
Takashi: Phew~! Delicious!
Hajime: Mm, it’s cold and delicious.
Karatsugu: It’s coming.
Hajime: … Ah… the train.
The sound of the train riding the tracks fill the station as the train approaches the platform.
Takashi: Well, have a safe trip big brothers. Thanks for the beer.
Karatsugu: See you soon.
Hajime: Yeah, see ya.
The doors close after Karatsugu and Hajime step into the train.
Karatsugu: …….
Hajime: …….
Karatsugu: …… What a peaceful landscape. I can’t believe we went through a horrible experience, it’s like a dream.
Hajime: … You’re right. Ah… Look. … A paper bag waving in the fields.
…… -chimatsu-niisan!……
…… -ramatsu-niisan!……
…… -ye-bye!……
Karatsugu: Heh. Are you alright? I heard somebody shout matsu, matsu.
Hajime: …….
Karatsugu: Ah, a tunnel.
[[The idyllic view of the countryside is replaced by darkness.]]
Hajime: ...Taboos can be seen as a kind of rules that occurs naturally in a group as a result of their faith.
Hajime: Bad things don't always happen. It could be that they avoid something, like a song of magic incantation.
Karatsugu: Well, that’s just superstition.
Karatsugu takes a swig from his can of beer.
Karatsugu: Fuu…. … But whether it’s legit or not…
Karatsugu: Even if a good thing comes out of it... it's not a good thing that it's forbidden because some people don't want it to happen.
Karatsugu: I don’t like it. [he says as he takes another sip of his beer.]
Hajime: …… Eldest son, you didn't come. I was expecting you to come.
Karatsugu: No, he was there.
Hajime: … Eh? Really?
Karatsugu: When you were waving, a taxi stopped on the other side of the road. I couldn't see the inside, but I’m pretty sure it was him.
Hajime: … so that’s what happened.
Karatsugu: … swallow Hm? … You’re not drinking your beer. If you don’t want to finish it, let me drink it. Here, give it to me.
Hajime: Ah, sorry. I’ll drink it.
Hajime downs the rest of his beer.
Hajime: Phew… Thanks for the drink.
Karatsugu: … Ahh, that’s right! I have to return your notebook, remember?
Karatsugu rummages through his blue messenger bag. He pulls out a notebook and hands it to Hajime.
Karatsugu: Thanks for lending it to me.
Hajime: I know you haven’t fixed your voice recorder. It’s a spare. Use it, when you need to take notes in the case of an emergency.
Karatsugu: I know. The Editor-in-Chief also scolds me a lot for not using a notebook. I get it, excuse me.
Hajime: Take it, take it. … Wait, eh? It’s not that you didn’t lose it but you really don’t have one with you? … Eh. Don’t you need a notebook to have something to write on?
Karatsugu: This voice recorder is my partner-in-crime.
Hajime: Wait, I mean. Your “partner-in-crime” broke at a crucial moment and didn’t work. Did you not worry about that at all?
Karatsugu: Up until now, this is the first time I’ve done an interview alone.
Hajime: Eh. So it’s true that you’re really a newbie? If so, then you should always carry a notebook. As a regular member of society, it’s not my place to say this either.
Karatsugu: Heh! That’s what the Chief told me too. He’s always been a memo-man just like you. But I'm sticking to my own style, with my partner-in-crime.
Hajime: I mean, it’s not like your partner, broke and didn’t work at a crucial moment. This is the second time I’m saying this.
Kurukurukuru…! Gaga...
Hajime: Hm? What was that?
Hajime looks at the source of the sound. Karatsugu’s bag. The reporter digs through his bag, looking for what made the noise.
Karatsugu: Aah! Partner! You’ve come back to life!
Hajime: It’s back to normal… Is it rewinding by itself or moving in a strange way? Strange.
Karatsugu: Yeah, it is. But it's strange. It shouldn't have moved at all, but it's like it's recording...
Karatsugu plays the tape on the voice recorder.
《...gaga. pi.. O×△O… matsuno… tsumo. bassho~mu~tsu….. pipi...》
Hajime: .... What was that. Ah. We’re almost there…. the station.
ー Station Platform
Karatsugu: Phew, … I didn’t notice that time had passed!
Hajime: ... Humans, too many.
Karatsugu: ... what to do, I'm going to stop by the editorial office for a bit and then go home, but if you want to eat…
Hajime: …….
[[The lack of reply catches Karatsugu’s attention. He sees Hajime blank faced staring at something.]]
Karatsugu: Hey, what’s wrong? … You okay?
Hajime: Huh? … I thought there was an elevator over here, but...*
[[Karatsugu follows Hajime’s gaze. There’s nothing.]]
Karatsugu: You tired? The stairs are this way, come on.
[[Karatsugu pauses, looking at Hajime’s face.]]
Karatsugu: … what’s wrong? You’re sleepy.
Hajime: Huh?
[[Hajime feels wet pooling in his eyes, threatening to break and fall.]]
Hajime: Tears are…
[[Hajime quickly wipes them away.]]
Hajime: Let’s take the stairs.
Karatsugu: You must be hungry. Sorry, I need to stop by the editorial office first.
Hajime: Mm. I’m fine. … You think your editor-in-chief would get mad if I come along?
Karatsugu: Heh. Bingo. You’re sharp. But that's not all. You love books, so I thought you'd be interested.
Hajime: Mm. I’m interested. … I hope he doesn’t get mad at you.
ー “Matsuzo Monthly**” Editorial Department, Night
Karatsugu: Chief! I’m back from the interview. … Heh! Wouldn’t it be a topic of conversation over here, too? … the gruesome and mysterious incident in the mountain village!
Karatsugu: What is the secret of the villagers with the same face!? A report written by one of the parties involved in the case! This is... sure to be an intensive serialization!
Hajime: Eh... you’re writing about it?... Do you need money right now?
Editor-in-Chief: What are you going on about? Where did you go to cover this? You, I’m talking to you***.
[[Karatsugu wilts from his original enthusiasm, his voice smaller than when he first entered.]]
Karatsugu: Akatsuka Village… A village in the mountains…
Editor-in-Chief: EHH!! … YOU IDIOOOT****!! WHO GOES TO DO AN INTERVIEW WITHOUT TELLING THEIR CHIEF THEIR DESTINATION!!
Karatsugu: Wow! You’re mad!?
Hajime: He suddenly got angry.
Editor-in-Chief: Mmmmmm... What’s wrong...? I told you that I lost one of my men. That's where he went missing!
Karatsugu: Eh....
Editor-in-Chief: Phew, but it's good to see you back. It's quite chilling…. Hm? And you are....
[[Hajime shies away from the attention looking down, bowing.]]
Hajime: Uhhh, my name’s Shisaka.
Editor-in-Chief: You, let me see your face properly….
[[Hajime lifts his head from staring down.]]
Editor-in-Chief: Ah… You’re.... What in the-!?
Karatsugu: I knew it, didn't I? Heh! Chief! This is Hajime, my brother.
Editor-in-Chief: Mmmmmm... I don't know where to start.... Are you being chased? You with the same face. I'll give you my business card. I'm the editor in chief here.
[[The chief hands his business card to Hajime.]]
Editor-in-Chief: I'm Matsuno Matsuzou. I am your father.
Hajime: Uwah, it’s got two “Matsu"***** characters in it.
Karatsugu: Defeating taboo with another taboo, even demons would run away from such a name. Come to think of it, chief, you have such a name.
Editor-in-Chief Matsuzo: You, you really don’t listen, do you.
ーThe Endー
Original Event
Summer Arc: 1 | 2 | 3
Mod note: The title is originally 字母(じぼ), can be translated to either letter or alphabet. The title is a reference to David Lynch's 1968 work "The Alphabet". But to make the title make sense to the story and it's climax, i opted for "Character", which could be interpreted as a character of the Japanese writing system (like Kanji, since technically kanji aren't letters. They're logograms.).
*This could be a prolonged side-effect from the mushrooms. The elevator he's seeing could be a reference to the enemy base from the Angel event. The background used for the station Hajime and Karatsugu are at is the same train station background which was introduced in that event. The elevator is in the middle of a busy crowd and has HELL written on the screen.
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***** Matsu as in 松 the taboo from Akatsuka Village.
**It doesn’t use the Matsu Pine Kanji, 松, opting for the Katakana writing instead, マツソ.
***The editor in chief specifically says “Omae.” which is a very rude way to refer to someone. I added a few words so it reads as scolding from a superior.
****Chief uses the term Bakamon, which is a reference to a very old joke in Japan.
also there's a part here where they talk about Ozo, I think what happened was that Toshio rode in Ozo's Taxi following the train, as he put his head out the window to say goodbye, his paper bag must have flown in the wind, that lead to Hajime noticing it in the first place. a little bit later Karatsugu notices the taxi outside the window. I'm not sure though, those might be two different moments. I've posted the transcript if you'd like to make heads or tails with that moment.
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stardancerluv · 4 years
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A Knight and a Princess’s Heart Entwine
Part 6
Summary: Being together brings love and angst
The wooden wheels of the wagon creaked as it continued down the dirt road. He looked down at you from the corner of his eye. “Will you, grace me with telling me how you occupied yourself while we were apart.”
“Elmont, I was so incredibly bored.” You met his blue eyes. “These three years has seen the completion of several tapestries.
He chuckled. “Do you remember when you were stuck working on them during the festival?”
You shook your head. “The highlight of that time, was you coming and trying to make me laugh.”
Elmont, sat a little straighter. “I am an honorable knight, I would never go out of my way to make you laugh in front of others.
Your eyes met, you leaned against each other and started giggling.
“I should tell you, I was courted.”
“Oh, were you?”
You nodded. “He was a young lord, from well quite a distance away.”
“Was he young and strapping?”
“Yes. Terribly so. Hair has black as a raven, eyes as green as moss after a rain.”
“Oh did he?”
You nodded, “Even Radella found him quite dashing.”
Elmont, you noticed had slumped a little. You had only meant to be playful.
“Did she, I had no idea that she had a heart that could flutter.” His words had an edge.
“Apparently, she grew even more smitten when she watched with me him win quite a few tournaments in my name.”
“Oh, he did that?”
You nodded. “But there was something he didn’t do or have that would have made that work out for the two of us.”
“What was that?”
Inhaling, you wrapped your arms around his middle. “My heart.” You held on tighter. The scent of rosemary and thyme, and the musky scent of him filled your nose it reminded you of the times the two of you snuck away.
“Truly?” His voice sounded like the croaking of a frog.
You buried your face into his soft, yet strong side. “Yes, you are the only one who has my heart.” You smiled as you felt his body relax.
“So what happened?”
“Nothing. I turned down the proposal.”
“What of your father’s wishes?”
You shrugged. “He actually was the only one who did not have a fondness for him. So it was easy, when I told him I didn’t wish to return the courtship.”
“Good man.” Looking up, you saw a smiling playing on his lips under his goatee.
“Elmont?”
“Yes, you smell incredibly good.” As you nuzzled your nose against him he chuckled a little before you reluctantly pulled back.
He smiled. “I wanted to smell good for you, even if you had forgotten about me.”
“Oh, you had better tell me about this.”
“Since, we’ve parted life has been also quiet dull for me as well.” Watching, him bit his bottom lip as he looked back remembering caused the butterflies to flap inside of you a touch harder. “I stuck in a rut of training so the king sent me out and a small handful of men to visit the lands and other lords.”
“And you didn’t meet or see any ladies along the way you’d want to start a new chapter with?”
“There were times late at night, I would miss the feel of petal soft lips I had once felt on my own lips, my cheeks.”
Your heart stopped a mere moment. “Elmont, those lips had better have been mine.”
Elmont, pulling on the reins he stopped the wagon. Turning, where he sat, he nodded. “Yes, my dear girl those lips belong to you.”
“Good.”
“A good, friend of mine Allard was the one who told me you would be arriving today.”
“How did he know?” You were quite confused.
A large smile spread across his face. “He is carrying on quite the affair with one of the lord’s cooks.”
“Oh, that is quite the affair.”
He nodded. “Yes. Well, you see he remembered seeing how I was because of you.”
“How were you?” You smiled.
“Quite happier, my little moon.” He rested his hands yours. “Word, had traveled that after all this time he finally found someone to have heirs with.” The words made your stomach churn, you did not like being seen as merely a vessel for heirs. “So when she confirmed the news, he told me.”
“I had no idea, I would see you.” You really would have to enjoy this time with him, you looked past him. You tried not to cry.
“Darling, I am sorry.”
You looked up into his dark blue eyes. “What do you have to be sorry about?” If he told you of another, you felt anguish fill your heart. Teasing about another had been cruel, if anyone had to be sorry it was you.
“I referred to you as someone he could merely have heirs with.” He squeezed your hands. “That was a bit brutish on my part.”
You pressed your lips together. “It’s true. My father refers to it as a great alliance but I know what it means.”
“And I will forever give my life for you and them.” Now he was the one who looked away.
You moved closer, reaching up you cupped his cheek. “Elmont, look at me.”
“Yes, my lady.”
He looked down. “Enough, of all this. Right now, we agreed I would be yours and you mine.”
“That was true.”
“Elmont, kiss me then. Kiss me like you did when escaped to the lake.”
He pulled off his leather gloves. “Do you know how much, I have missed the feel of them?”
“I fell asleep struggling with the memories of yours.” You admitted.
“Oh, my precious moon.”
He drew closer to you now. The pleasure of when your lips first touched was as sharp as a slap but was as sweet and soft as a cake. As you shook under the kiss, he held you against him. He stilled the trembles.
Nature, had other ideas and cold rain came down upon the two of you. A shriek erupted from you, the two of you parted. You pulled your hood up as he put his gloves back on hastily. Reaching, behind the two of you. He tugged and pulled and freed his dark cloak. He easily fastened it around his throat.
“I will get us to the first village, they will have shelter and a warm meal for us.”
For awhile, before anything came into view, you remained close to his warm side. The kiss you shared still bring a tingle to your lips and to the rest of you. It brought a flush of warmth the rain couldn’t steal.
The wagon, bounced and creaked as it moved at a pace against the mud and rocks of the road. The horses, moved at good pace. There was no need to give an extra nudge to get them moving.
“I will long, till you can wrap them around me again. But we had better part.”
Your heart lowered. “Yes. It will be the same for me.”
Parting, you sat back and straight. The wind began to pick up, making the rain hit you hard in the face. The rain rain and seeped into places your cloak could not protect. It slipped down your dress. It was not comfortable. Holding, the hood close in one hand and the cloak with another you tried to keep rain’s fingers away.
“This rain is quiet dreadful. Is it common in these parts?”
“Sometimes, in the spring. Hopefully, it won’t last terribly long. Ahh, there he pointed with a gloved hand there is the gate.”
Sure, enough you saw what looked like a very strong wall. Pulling, on the reins he slowed the stopped the wagon.
A man, walked down the wall and looked down at the two of you. “What, an elaborate wagon for these parts. Your business, what is it here?”
“Stay here.” He whispered to you, then he climbed down. He sheltered his eyes from the pelting rain. “Good sir, I am Elmont the captain of the guard for his majesty, King Bramhwell.”
“The king? He is a good king.”
“He is sir.” Elmont, agreed. “I am here to escort, Lord Jared Bullard’s betrothed. She is to see her lands and meet her people.”
The man, looked over at you and gave a warm smile, bowing slightly. “My lady, welcome to our humble village.” He began to open the gate. “We heard of your visit, the tavern is prepared for you and your guardian.”
“Thank you, sir.” You said, warmly.
“This is good. Always, pleasant when a visit can start on a pleasant enough start despite the weather.” He whispered as he climbed back in to the wagon beside you. You could not help but notice and already miss even the briefest of touches. “Thank you!” “Elmont called out, once he took ahold of the reins. “The lord will be happy to hear of such a warm welcome.”
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sneezedarling · 4 years
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When Its Cold- MacCready/Sole Sneezefic
Hey guys. I hope you enjoy another fallout 4 fic, this time with Sole as the sneezer
“You alright, Mac? You’re shaking,” Sole glanced over at him.
“That’s because its fuc- freaking freezing. Aren’t you cold?” MacCready wraps his battered coat tighter around himself.
“It’s the middle of winter, what did you expect?”
“I thought we would still be asleep at the ass-crack of dawn not hiking through the middle of nowhere,” MacCready side-eyes Sole, hat pulled low over his eyes.
“Yeah, well the faster we get this done, the faster we can get back to the settlement with proper beds and good blankets, but by all means, if you’d prefer to spend more time out here just enjoying my company I’m not gonna stop you,” Sole smirks and turns towards MacCready, eyes full of amusement.
“You’re a pain in the neck sometimes, you know that right?” MacCready rolls his eyes.
As Sole throws him a wide smile in response, MacCready fiddles with the sleeves of his jacket. He can’t help but stare at Sole as he realises how untrue his previous statement was. Nothing about him was painful and, cold be damned, he was willing to do whatever it took to spend as much time with Sole as possible.
Sole’s emerald eyes shine and his pale skin seems to glow in the light of the rising sun. The fiery orange hair spilling across his forehead had been the first thing MacCready had noticed about him when Sole approached him in The Third Rail that night and now it matched his cold-bitten nose and cheeks. MacCready’s studying Sole so intently he doesn’t notice the twisted piece of rusted scrap metal on the ground in front of him until he’s tumbling forward. He throws his arms forward, bracing for impact but it never comes.
“Woah, easy there cowboy,” Sole’s hands on his arm are the only thing keeping him from going flying.
As Sole pulls him up, MacCready looks to the ground, praying the embarrassment tinting his cheeks is masked by the effects of the cold air.
“You good?” Sole asks, removing one of his hands to brush his hair out of his eyes.
MacCready adjusts his hat and flexes his fingers, trying to push some warmth into them, “yeah, yeah all good.”
Sole gives him that smile again before turning back the way they were going. They walk like that for a few minutes in silence before MacCready hears a small gasp from beside him. He glances over at Sole who’s staring up at something. Mac tries to follow his eyeline but can’t see anything. He’s about to say something when he hears another soft gasp from Sole. One hand comes up to hover in front of his face for a few seconds before he lowers it, shaking his head as if to clear it.
Sole sniffs and scrubs at his nose as MacCready raises a questioning eyebrow. When Sole meets his eyes all he gets is another sniff and a shrug in response. He watches as Sole’s expression falters, eyes falling closed and an identical gasp tumbling from his mouth as it hangs open. He barely gets his hands up in time to avoid hitting MacCready.
“Heh…Hep’tschoo! Heh’ESHOO! Heh’ktch!” Sole pinches his nose to stifle the last outburst, eyes watering.
“Woah, boss! Ble-”
“Hep’tch! Heh…ehhh…Oh f-for fu-uhh fuck’s s-sake…”
“Bless you.”
“Hih!...Heh’ksht! Ep’tchh!” Sole pinches his nose harder as he lurches forward in quick succession.
“You really shouldn’t do that, I read somewhere that it pops your braincells.” MacCready keeps his eyes trained on Sole as he sniffs hard and rubs his eyes. “Also, it looks like it hurts.”
Sole doesn’t answer, his eyes drifting out of focus once again and breath hitching as he reaches up to his face. His nose twitches and flares as Sole becomes increasingly more frustrated with the sneeze eluding him.
“Heh…hiiih…H-Heh’tshoo! C-Chri-ihh…ehh…”
“Bless you. Bless you again?” MacCready resists the urge to reach out and swat Sole’s hands away from his quivering nose.
Sole sniffs and rubs aggressively at his nose, shaking his head in response. Goosebumps ripple across his bare arms as a shiver runs down his spine.
“You look cold, boss. You want my jacket, or something?” MacCready rubs the back off his neck as Sole raises an eyebrow.
“Never took you for the chivalrous type, Mac.” Sole’s smiling now.
“I’m not,” MacCready clears his throat, trying to get rid of his oddly defensive tone. “You just look cold and if you freeze to death out here, I will have gotten up early for nothing, so do you want it or not?”
Sole laughs softly. “I’m fine and you’re just as cold as I am. Keep y-your ja-ahh…Hep’ktch!”
“What’s the matter with you? You sick?” MacCready tries to make eye contact but Sole’s too busy gearing up for another sneeze.
“Hih’tchh! No, no I’m fine. I-ehhh…Etchoo!”
“Yeah, you look fine. Real convincing.” MacCready steps closer.
“No, I am. This happens sometimes…Hep’ktch…when it’s c-cold…heh…Heh’tsh!” Sole roughly pinches his nose to lessen the noise of the sneezes punctuating his sentence.
“Did you miss the part about popping braincells? Stop doing that!” MacCready pulls Sole’s hands away from his face. “There’s an old apartment complex just up here, we should stay there until it gets a bit warmer.”
“Mac, I’m f-fine,” Sole’s face betrays his words as the pre-sneeze expression takes over again.
“You’ve sneezed like twenty times already and its freezing, waiting an hour or two isn’t-”
“Heh’tchoo! Eshoo!” Sole sneezes into his shoulder because Mac’s still got his hands.
“…Isn’t going to make that much of a difference.”
“Hih’tchoo! Hetshiew!” Sole sniffles softly as he snaps forward with one last, itchy-sounding sneeze.
“Bless you. Let’s go?” MacCready looks at him expectantly.
Sole pulls one hand out of MacCready’s grip to push a piece of hair that has been displaced by the sneezing out of his eyes and rub his red nose, a small smile forming on his lips, “yeah, okay. Let’s go.”
As they walk, Sole begins to move his other hand but MacCready twists their fingers together, pulling Sole close enough to bump shoulders as they walk. When Sole raises an eyebrow, MacCready just shrugs, making Sole smile wider. 
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Road to Salvation ~ Chapter 1 - Prologue
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Warnings: Death, blood (just the description of it, nothing spilt)
Word Count: 2903
Pronouns: Female
Disclaimer: I do not own any characters in BNHA. However, there are many OC’s in this fic that I’ve created. These OC’s belong to me and are specifically created for this fic.
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People jump in surprise as you roll into a landing, using the momentum to take off into a sprint. You tighten your grip on the plastic bag in your hand, your backpack jostling from the movement but secure nonetheless.
“Stop her!”
You duck your upper body low to further avoid visual detection as you hear thundering footfalls behind you. Bystanders gasp and scream at your figure as you weave between them.
Two pro heroes are in close pursuit after you, shoving people and objects out of their way, leaving havoc in their wake.
They’re careless. Good.
With your small, malnourished figure, it’s easy for the well-built and highly trained pros to catch up to you. However, just as one reaches to grab at your hoodie, you leap out onto the road.
Cars screech to a halt and toot their horns as you vault across the street. You hear the pros curse you as they adjust to the sudden change in directions.
People jolt to a stop as you dash past them, veering into the nearest alleyway. The two pros race after you, citizens yelling as they are yet again shoved out of the way.
The pair turn down the alleyway but stop short once finding it a bare dead end. Anger and shock mix in their features.
“Where the fuck did she go?” One asks as he scurries towards a pile of trash bags.
“I don’t know. Maybe she didn’t turn down this alley?” The other asks as he scratches his head.
The first one gets mad and glares at the second. “I saw her come down this alley!”
“Well we can’t see her here so where else could she have gone?!”
Just as the two get ready to brawl with each other, a taunting whistle causes them to snap  their heads up.
Your peering over the edge of the tall building, too high for the heroes to even think about scaling up. A smile is spread across your lips, victory etched onto your face.
“Thanks for the run! Thought I was going to be missing out on my cardio today!” Your comment makes the pros growl in frustration. “Well, I better get going now. See ya!” You can’t help but laugh as you walk away from the ledge, the pros yelling and cursing obscene profanities at you.
You walk to the middle of the building before kneeling down and slinging off your backpack. The buzzing of your phone has you hastily unzipping your bag. Swiftly grabbing your phone from the inside pocket, you glance to the screen before accepting the call.
“Hey Dabi. What’s up?”
“You plan on coming back anytime soon?”
You hum as you stuff the bag of bread into your backpack. “Yep! Just snagged a jackpot full of bread. Even got a loaf of gluten-free. Their security is sloppy. It’s like they were asking me to steal the bag!”
Dabi chuckles. “That’s good. So I’ll see you in 15?”
“Yeah.” You take a quick glance at the time before returning the phone to your ear. “Kai should be finishing work soon so I’ll probably meet up with him on the way.”
“Cool. See you then.”
“See ya!” After hanging up the call, you toss the phone back into your bag before zipping it up. Securing the straps around your shoulders, you slide your gaze across the horizon.
You crane your neck to each side, the sound of it popping satisfying to you. Bouncing side-to-side, you sigh. “Let’s do this.”
You take off in a sprint towards the edge of the building, vaulting over the small fence with ease.
What awaits you is a large drop to the next building. Common knowledge says the fall can severely injure anyone. But you’re not afraid in the slightest.
The force of gravity pulls you into a faster descent, you feel it in your body, the way your insides seem to flutter with nervous excitement. The feeling is horrifying and absolutely amazing.
You have to squint in order to properly view below you. Your feet dangle in your vision as the cement roof gets closer with every beat of your heart. As soon as your shadow casts onto the roof, your eyes glimmer with the activation of your quirk.
The speed of your fall slows down drastically as you grip onto your quirk, fingers twitching with the effort.
Seconds pass by before you feel the soft press of cement beneath your thin-soled shoes. A smile spread across your face, heartbeat thundering with exhilarating adrenaline.
You take off once again, using your quirk to vault across and between buildings.
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The bell chimes as Kai opens the door, leaving the bustling cafe and entering the busy streets. He adorns a loosely fitting black shirt which ruffles in the cool wind and tight-fitting jeans that look to be on the edge of throwing out. With a tired yawn, he lifts a hand to thread through his thick silver hair.
“I think it’s time you cut it.”
Kai snaps his dark gaze over to where you are, leaning against the wall beside the cafe entrance. He breathes out a light laugh. “You think?”
“Yeah! It’s on the brink of touching your shoulders again.” You reply as you spring off the wall.
Kai shrugs, standing beside you as the two of you merge into the moving crowd. “It’s only been five months.”
“I know, but your hair grows quickly. We should at least trim it back a couple inches.” You suggest, reaching up to ruffle his hair.
Kai swats at your hand. “Yeah okay. Are you happy to do it then?”
You chuckle as he fixes his hair to the side of his face. “Sure. How was work today?”
“Not that bad actually.” Kai switches from his annoyed tone to a happier tone. “The old lady came in today and gave me a loaf of the gluten-free bread.”
“That’s nice of her. I assume you got work tomorrow as well?”
He shakes his head. “No. He gave me a couple days off. I don’t work till next week.”
“Ahh. That’s too bad. You got paid today, right?”
“Yep. He gave me a little bit extra as an apology for being late.” Kai informs as the two of you turn a corner.
“Fucking finally! That dude had me worried he was turning into an asshole.” You say as you step out of the way of a man as he runs through the crowd.
Kai laughs as he agrees. “So was I.”
Topics of conversation pass between the two of you as you walk among the crowd. Every street you pass and every corner you turn gets more secluded as you walk. Thirty minutes pass and the environment has drastically changed from the bright eye-soar of the bustling city, to the gloomy, deserted area of the abandoned industrial part of town. The only people that occupy the streets are the homeless and the outcasts.
A cry from a dark alley reaches your ears and you abruptly stop your conversation and pause in your steps, eyes snapping towards the looming darkness of the alley. Kai, having also heard the noise, follows your actions.
“Sounded like a child.” Kai speaks softly.
You hum in agreeance, sliding off the straps of your bag. “Stay here. I’ll go check it out.” After handing your bag over to Kai, you quietly walk into the dark alley.
As a supplement to your quirk, you gained the genetic ability to see clearly in the night with barely any effort, making it much easier to peer into the dark alley. As a result of this, your eyes glow faintly in the dark.
You quietly creep deeper into the alley, surveying every object in the cramped area. With a twitch of your eye, you activate your quirk, amplifying the way you see. You feel the cold shadows of the dumpsters and litter throughout the alleyway. The bricks of the dark walls also have their own shadows despite already being in the dark.
It’s the presence of two human-like entities a few feet ahead of you that you focus on. One is slumped between the dumpster and the wall while another, smaller one kneels beside it, shaking with violent shivers. You deduce that it’s the one crying.
As you deactivate your quirk, your peer around the dumpster.
Laid against the dumpster lies a woman covered in blood, clothes torn to shreds and bruises littering her skin. Her brown eyes are half-lidded but full of fear, more so as she glances at you. Beside her kneels a child, tears steadily falling from their eyes, clothes equally torn but not as badly. Blood spots are scattered across them, but it doesn’t appear to be theirs, only a few bruises marking their skin.
The two instantly gasp and try to cower further into the wall.
You hold your hands above your shoulders as you squat before them a few feet away. “It’s okay. I mean no harm. I only wish to help you.”
The woman, presumably the mother of this child, releases the tension in her body. “Are you really?” Her voice is quiet and shaky though her tone is apprehensive.
You nod, lowering your hands to your lap and smiling. “Yes. My name is (Y/n), I can take you somewhere where we can take care of you. I’m not sure what you know about this neighbourhood, but there’s a place nearby that can help you. It’s usually referred to as ‘The Mall’.”
The mother takes a shaky breath. “I… I remember hearing… about that place. You… it’s a place where… people go when they have nowhere… else to go. They say you… take in those who are… forgotten and left out of society.”
A gentle laugh escapes you. “That’s the gist of it yes. They also say that we are the edge of villainy.”
She nods. “Yes. I heard that too. Are… Are you villains?”
Shrugging your shoulders, you answer: “Yes and no. There’s a lot of us who have managed to get a job. We use that money to get survival essentials, such as food, water, medications if necessary. We try to prioritise what we can.”
She sighs in relief. “That’s good.”
“Although, there are a few of us who the society would dub villains. I am one of those few.” This sentence raises tension between you two. “We go out and steal money and other things such as food from others.”
The child cowers closer to his mother, hands shaking as they grasp her shirt.
You continue, despite the tensions of the atmosphere. “But we have our own special rules about doing it, the main one being we only steal from those who are clearly above the average pay grade or are more than capable of supporting themselves.”
The mother laughs lightly. “Serves them right.” You laugh along with her. “You steal to survive… Something a lot of people… take for granted.” You nod and smile at her.  
You watch as her eyes avert behind you, widening with a fresh wave of fear. You already know who it is, having tracked his shadow as he entered the alley. “There’s no reason to fear here.” You assure, smiling as he kneels beside you. “This is my friend Kai. He’s also from the mall.”
“Hello.” Kai greets, head bowed slightly.
The mother instantly relaxes, patting her child’s head. “So you do…  whatever it takes to survive?”
You nod in agreement. “Yes.”
Kai speaks with a gentle voice. “We can guide you back to the mall, care for your wounds-”
A wet cough erupts from the mother, blood splattering everywhere and pooling from her mouth. The child whines and clutches tightly to her arm. She shakes her head twice. “No. It’s too late for me.”
“Mommy?” The child whimpers, new tears pooling at their eyes.
The mother's brown gaze brim with single tears, locking onto your own gaze. “Promise me… You’ll take care of my son?” She lightly gestures to the child who only quivers beside her, eyes squinting with tears and disbelief.
You nod, but Kai answers for you. “We promise we’ll do what we can for him.”
The mother smiles and lifts her shaky hands up to her neck. She fiddles with the chain of her silver necklace until she finally manages to unclasp it. With shaky movements, she carefully offers it to you, the rose engraved pendant dangling below.
“Take it. Please. Let him...have it… as a way to… re-remember me by.” Her frail voice all but begs.
Nodding, you reach over to take the necklace from her fingers. Her hand drops as soon as you take it, closing your fist around it protectively. She then peers over her son, a smile gracing her bloodied lips.
“My dear Michi…”
The boy, Michi, coughs out a sob. “Mommy.”
The mother moves her hand to cup his cheeks, the hold shaky and barely there. “My brave boy. I… want you to live… your life to the… fullest. Don’t… cry over me for… too long… I promise… that I’ll be… w-watching you… from above.” She breaks out into an airy cough, blood dribbling down her chin. Her hand drops from Michi’s cheeks, but not before swiping the few stray tears from his eyes. “I love you Michi.”
You watch as the light from her eyes fade to a dull colour. Her body is no longer twitching, chest no longer moving as her muscles give out.
Michi sobs loudly, body curling in on his deceased mother. He wails and screams, begging for her to come back despite the fact that he knows she’s gone for good.
You and Kai stay still, heads hung low in silent mourning as well as a silent promise. Neither of you move to take him away. You let him mourn the loss of his mother, not wanting to rip this moment away from him. Afterall, you both know it’ll be more detrimental to him if he doesn’t have this opportunity.
More than twenty minutes pass by sluggishly, nothing but the sounds of broken sobs and scream filling the air.
Eventually, his cries soften. He lifts his head up from his mother's stomach, eyes bloodshot from his continuous tears, face a sickly gray, most likely due to the amount of energy he spent.
He looks to you, brown eyes staring into your own until they peer down to your hand.
You smile and open your hand to reveal the necklace. “Would you like me to put it on you?”
A shiver runs through Michi’s spine, so violent he looks to be flinching.
“You don’t have to. I can give it to you to hold.”
Michi shakes his head and speaks with a low, worn out voice. “Can… Can I wear it? Please?”
You nod once. “Of course.”
Slowly, he stands up. His legs are shaky, his pants ripped beyond belief, barely giving him any protection from the cool air of the alley. He takes small steps towards you, eyes downcast, fingers twiddling with each other. Once he’s within your arms reach, he turns around to have his back face you.
Carefully, you bring the necklace around his neck, clasping it on with ease. You return your hands to your lap.
Michi turns around, and to your surprise, he wraps his arms around you. With little hesitation, you lightly wrap your own arms around him.
“My mommy trusts you. So, I will too.”
You can’t help but smile and tighten your grip. “I’m happy to hear that. I promise I won’t ever let anything bad happen to you.”
Michi tightens his own arms around you, shivering as cool wind brushes past.
“Are you cold?” Kai asks. Michi peeks his eyes over your shoulder, looking at Kai. He nods shyly.
Kai briefly takes off your bag in order to ease off his jacket, placing it over Michi. You move your arms to hold the jacket to him, tucking it around him.
“Are we going now?” Michi asks.
“It’s up to you Michi.”You reply.
Michi looks back towards his mother, his hand reaching up to grasp the pendant that hangs from the necklace. “She told me not to cry too much.”
“But you’re allowed to cry. You’re allowed to feel sad that she’s gone. Where we’re going, no one will judge. I promise.” Kai assures him, smiling at him.
“I know. But she wants me to live and be happy.”
You thread your fingers through his black hair. “If you’re ready to go, we can. But don’t feel like you have to.”
He stays quiet, staring at his paling mother with glistened eyes. A few more minutes pass by with him simply staring at her. He then turns to look at you. “She said she would be watching me from above. She never breaks a promise.”
Neither you or Kai can stop the smile from spreading on your lips. With small movements you reach up to tuck a strand of black hair behind his ear. “Then let's show her you can grow to be a strong man.”
You see him smile before burying his face in the crook of your neck, exhaustion clearly overtaking him from the way his body practically melts into yours.
Kai helps you stand up straight, ensuring Michi stays comfortable and relaxed. With only a few seconds of hesitation, the three of you exit the alleyway.
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We Don’t Talk Together
Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader/OC (Rey)
Genre/Warnings: idol verse  best friend taehyung, yoongibreakupfic, or were they even together?, unrealised and repressed feelings, lawyer OC, sad, slight fluff
Notes: I felt a bit awkward writing Y/N, so I gave her a name. And since Star Wars just came out, I am Reylo fangirling. She isn’t Rey per se tho! I also realised that Yoongi didn’t even show up in this chapter. lololol.
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Taehyung was already preparing to go to bed after that exhausting day of training. Beep. Beep. An SMS. He stops drying his hair and grabs his phone from his bed.
 11:30PM Rey: “Taehyung ah, let’s grab some ramyeon tonight...?” He looks around the house, seemingly to check if the others were already sleeping. Only Jungkook was outside playing games on the couch.
 11:33PM V: “O.K. I’ll just get dressed xx”
 Taehyung checks his phone for the temperature tonight. Dang, -7 degrees, it was going to be freezing. He hurries to grab a down jacket from the closet beside the door and puts on his shoes. Checks his pocket, keys, phone, wallet. He grabs and door and waves to Jungkook, mumbling something about being back in 5 minutes.
 Does it really matter if it actually takes more than 5 minutes to boil ramyeon?
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 She sat on the bench outside, near the river, a warm cup of noodles on hand, wind blowing on a december night. Kim Taehyung was sitting beside her, slurping Jjampong soundly. She took a tentative sip, and felt the spicy soup scorch her tongue.
 “Ahh.. This is the best way the best way to experience Seoul.” She says. Twinkling lights were appearing over the Han River. It was always slightly more magical during the December season.
 Taehyung laughs beside her and pauses to say, “You always say that, Noona.”
 With an irritated sigh, Rey tsks and murmurs, “Stop calling me Noona. I’ve already told you I’m not your Noona,.” Taehyung laughs, and continues demolishing his ramyeon. “How long are you staying in Seoul this time?” He asks.
 She pauses and seemingly ponders the thought. She hesitates before relenting, and says, “I don’t have a return ticket right now.”
 Taehyung stops to stare her. “......What? Are you serious?”
 She really got him shookt, if he stopped eating. She thinks that maybe she should explain, but at the same time, why? Did she really have to explain? She sighs. She takes her time chewing a mouthful of noodles before she looks at him and states frankly, “I’m tired of working. I need a vacation... a real vacation, Tae.”
 He stares at her for a second longer before he shrugs and slurps the last of his noodles. “I bet you’ll get bored and regret everything after a week.”
 She feels slightly affronted but just rolls her eyes. He doesn’t know how lawyering gets so tiresome. When she was taking the bar exams, the only thing she ever wanted was to be a damn lawyer. Now that she was and after 5 years of working 24/7, she can’t help but just wonder if it was worth it. How much time does she need before she realizes that maybe she wants to do something else.
 She catches his eye and he shrugs. “We’ll see, okay, stop trying to preempt my decisions.” Taehyung gives her a smile and asks, “Did you already have a place to stay?”
 “Yup. Don’t worry. I got those fancy Airbnb in Myeongdong. I think I live 15 minutes away from your dorm.”
 “That sounds expensive. Altho, I am looking forward to bothering you daily. I finally have someone to talk to.”
 Rey pauses. Her hand hovers on Taehyung’s shoulder before she decides to grab him to her side and give him a side hug.
 “You always have someone to talk to Tae.” She has a light fond smile playing on her lips, “...Soju?”
 “Damn, yes.”
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 After 7 bottles of Soju in varying flavors of peach, plum, and grapefruit. The two friends were very very drunk. Stumbling thru the stairs of the Boy’s dorm, they manage to get to the front door, dropped the keys three times, before they successfully crashed on the couch.
 “God, Tae, Taegung, itz been a whileeeee since I got this drunk.”
 “Post debut drinks 2013, BBQ Grill in Gangnam. 13 Somaek’s + te-V-ila.” He raises his hand to correspondingly make a V sign above his right eye to emphasize the te-V-ila. It was probably the drinks, but they both burst out laughing. Teahyung slides a knowing grin to Rey. “Hey, I remember you were pretty busy that night.”
 Rey blushes a bright pink, atleast brighter than their current drunk flushes. “Shut up.” Despite the denial, she distinctly remembers cold wandering hands, hasty deliberate glances, shared cups, warm hugs outside the street. Also, unfounded attraction and excessive over analyzing of a certain person.
 V grabs his phone and pretends to ignore her, while humming. After a few seconds, she whips her head from his lap and harshly whispers, “Are. You. Singing. Drake????”
 Taehyung tries to keep a straight face but sings louder making suggestive eyebrows, “I got my eyes on you, you’re everything that I see...”
 Rey pinches his side and he grimaces before tackling her to the side with his feet. They pretend to tackle until both of them succumb to the fatigue and alcohol.
 “It’s cold Tae.” Rey mumbles grumpily.
 “I’m too tired to turn off the AC.”
 Both are quiet on the coach, with Taehyung sitting down and staring at the empty ceiling and Rey lying down, feet on Tae’s lap, curled on her left side.
 A short sigh, “I miss those days.” V says fondly thinking of easier times. Less fans, less responsibilities. More time for self-discovery.
 There is silence for a while, before Rey turns towards the couch, Tae almost doesn’t hear it, “Yeah. Me too.”
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 She hears quiet shuffling in the living room in the middle of night. The lights are all out and she can scarcely see anything. She decides to ignore it and proceeds to go back in slumber. She feels a lot warmer now. Maybe Taehyung decided to turn off the air conditioner after all.
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 When she wakes up, she blurrily sees Namjoon and Seokjin eating cereal and having fragrant coffee. They acknowledge her and offer her some breakfast, but she barely shakes her head to say no. Taehyung is passed out on the other side of couch. She notices its 6am, too early for the maknae line.
 It wasn’t unusual for her to spend the night in their dorm, but it has been a while since the last time. She lays back down and snuggles on the couch, maybe she can get another hour of sleep. She covers her face with the comforter with full intention of going back to sleep, just before she vaguely realizes that it smells like Min Yoongi.
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honeyjaez · 5 years
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Maze of Miroh- Chapter 12 “Old Memories and New Problems
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Minho cracked opened his eyes to the dark lit room surrounding him. His senses were still dulled from just waking up, but the soft lulling snores from Felix’s side of the room could no longer being heard. His roommate must have gone to train early in the morning in order to  avoid Woojin’s scolding about being on bed rest.
 He knew he should get up and get ready for the day, but after his episode with Jisung last night, Minho had gotten back to his room, falling into the deepest sleep he has ever felt. For the first time in his entire life he didn’t have his sleep disrupted by endless nightmares, faceless shadows. There was no screaming. No dead bodies.  And more so than that, he woke up without the immense pressure of despair on his chest that he so often felt.
For the first time in his life he felt better about things.
Now, don’t get him wrong, he still very much has issues within him. The thought of taking on The Order terrified him shitless. He still hurt from the loss of his family. Jeongwoo. Hyunjae. Grandma Yoo. But the fear seemed more manageable now, and part of him believed one way or another, they were doing the right thing. 
Minho groaned and groggily opened his eyes back up, reluctantly begging to get up while yawning loudly in the process. He winced as his joints cracked in the cold room and lethargically grabbed his towel, heading to shower,
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After the longest shower in existents and felt like he was thoroughly clean, Minho wrapped his naked body up, heading out and allowing fresh steam to roll out of the bathroom.  He wandered up to his dresser that was filled with clothes that the other boys had graciously given him when he first joined. Slowly, he began to pull out a jeans and other garments to put on for the day.
And that’s when he saw it.
He had almost forgotten about it. Hurt by Hyunjae’s betrayal, Minho all but discarded the wayward gift that day, the envelope that had been entrusted Grandma Yoo to pass along to him.  But sure enough, like a virus, his eyes landed on the small parchment of paper slipped in between the clothes in his dresser.
Minho stood still, eyes carefully scanning the object.
He had half a mind to throw the thing out, feeling an overwhelming need to expunge anything Hyunjae out of his life. But still, Minho found himself with no self-control and his finger slowly traced the smooth paper. He knew he shouldn’t. He knew he should move on. Whatever Hyunjae wanted to give him was unneeded in his life. 
But Minho couldn’t help himself, curiosity filling him too much, and he quickly found himself opening the small envelop with shaky hands
No note...
Minho tried to swallow his disappointment. Out of anything in the world, Minho wanted a letter the most, but alas, there was nothing. Nothing that would explain his friend’s betrayal or a hint to what was happening. 
Instead all there was, was a small golden object that slid out onto his hand. Minho carefully eyed the object and realized that it was a small golden locket with a golden chain to match. With shaking hands, he opened the locket and had to stop himself from letting out a silent choked sob, eyes fighting back tears.
Inside the locket was a single picture. It was of him and Hyunjae, their arms wrapped over each other’s shoulders. Hyunjae giving the camera a toothy grin, while Minho, he realized, was looking at Hyunjae. A hand slapped over his mouth and Minho realized he was crying. 
He remembered this day.
It was right before that day in the factory. The day everything went to shit. 
Hyunjae hadn’t been feeling well and so Minho made it his own personal mission to cheer his hyung up. He showed up at his apartment, movies and snacks in hand and asked if he could keep Hyunjae company.
It was all very out of character for Minho.
And Hyunjae had known this too.
But still, they stayed together that whole day, Minho trying his best to be a caretaker, but failing epically. Hyunjae didn’t seem to mind, actually being receptive to Minho’s failed attempts at comforting him. Eventually Hyunjae had admitted to Minho that day that he wasn’t actually sick that day. He had just had one his rare moments of depression and wanted to be alone that day. He confessed to Minho however that that soon changed once he saw Minho’s smiling face. “You have a face that makes everyone feel better. Makes them feel happy and safe.” he had said to him that day. Minho remembered it so clearly.
 They looked so happy in this moment. He looked down at his own face, seeing the soft, fond smile he was given the older. Hyunjae’s smile looked so authentic that Minho almost forgot it wasn’t real. Once again he found his stomach twist into tight little knots as he looked down, a common feeling when he looked at Hyunjae and Jisung’s words suddenly rang clearly through his head.
“Did you love him?”
A single tear slid down Minho’s cheek but he made no movement to wipe it off.
This sucked.
All of this sucked.
Suddenly of knock at his door broke him out of his trance and his head snapped up.
“Minho”
Minho’s ears perked, hearing Jisung’s voice on the other side of the door.
“Chan’s called a meeting” his voice was muffled by the door but Minho could hear the slur of his words and knew he must have just woken up. A small, half smile broke across his face and quickly wiped his tears, grabbing a sweatshirt on his way out.
“Hang on. I’ll be right there!”
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They held the meeting in the living room, countless of sleepy faces already inhabiting the room. Minho sat on the end of the couch, with a groggy Jisung taking the spot next to him. Woojin sat off to the side, his black hair tussled to the side and….was he not wearing pants? Hyunjin was sprawled on the chair next to him, blanket still in hand as he yawned loudly and his hair in a fluffy heap. Changbin laid on the bean bag chair that sat on the floor, his back hair all ruffled from his sleep and Minho stifled a laugh because the usual cranky mercenary almost looked too adorable in that moment.
Chan was standing in the middle of the room, arms crossed and heavy bags under his eyes. Seungmin was also standing off to the side, his body leaning up against the book shelf as his eyes seemed unfocused and his teeth tugging on his bottom lip, deep in thought. Concern coursed through Minho’s body. What had happened?
“Now I’m sure you are all wondering why I called you this early…” Chan started to say.
“Wait” Changbin mumbled quickly while looking around “We aren’t all here. Where is Felix and Innie?”
Minho nodded wordlessly, noticing the younger missing and heart did a quick jump suddenly. Was this about Felix? Was he okay?
Chan shook his head, eyes closing “I sent Innie to get Felix, they should be h-“
As if on que, the door swung open and a familiar tuff of red hair poked into frame. “Sorry I’m late!” a light voice sounded. Minho immediately sighed in relief and turned his head, locking eyes with a rather sweaty Felix, with Jeongin right behind him.
This seemed to catch Woojin’s attention too and the elder hissed in exasperation, glaring at the ginger headed boy. “Lee Felix I thought I put you on strict bed rest until that gunshot wound healed. Why the hell are you all sweaty?!”Minho flinched slightly at Woojin’s angry tone but Felix seemed unfazed and gave the older man a big smile.
“Ahh sorry hyung.” He said while sitting on the arm of the couch next to Woojin “If it helps I didn’t push myself too much!”
Woojin grit his teeth and stared at the younger boy. Finally he just threw his hands in the air and sat back down in annoyance. “Whatever. But if your wound doesn’t heal properly and you can no longer walk don’t come crying to me.”
Minho turned his gaze back towards Chan and noticed the older boy giving them a small, amused gaze, despite the bags under his eyes. He caught Minho’s gaze and without missing a beat winked at him like he was giving him a hidden message. “Right” Chan coughed suddenly “Well anyways, you are probably wondering why I called all of yo-“
“It’s about the canister you had Minho steal yesterday right?” Jisung interrupted while yawning noisily. Eyes wide, Minho looked to Chan for confirmation and the elder boy just nodded once, unfazed by Jisung’s outburst.
“And? What about it?”  Changbin grumbled, still trying to wake up.
“Yeah wasn’t it just some information on The Order?” Felix added. 
“That much is true” 
Minho ear perked up as Seungmin finally joined in the conversation. However an awkward silence fell upon the group as they waited for the Strategist to continue. Minho noticed with a twist in his gut that Chan’s gaze was grave. Whatever was going on, Chan was not happy.
 Seungmin sighed and pushed himself off the shelf behind him, gaze serious. “Rather than it being information on The Order, it was actually containing a new biological weapon for them.”
Silence.
Minho felt his eyes go wide knowing what this meant, and he felt his heart beat quickening. “It’s a…. chemical?”
Chan nodded, face grim.
Changbin seemed to mirror Minho’s shocked expression and looked towards Seungmin “What kind?”
The younger shook his head, frustration clear as day on his face. “I’ve been up all night with Chan hyung and Jin but we aren’t any closer to figure that out then we were when we started.”
“Why didn’t you call me?” Woojin asked, a pinch of hurt laced in his voice. “If it’s a biological weapon, you should have had a doctor look at it as well.”
Chan turned and looked sadly back at Woojin, shaking his head. “It’s not that simple I’m afraid. I know your skills better than anyone Woojin but trust me when I said this is just simply out of our area of expertise.”
“Even Hyunjin hyung’s?” Jeongin pipped up from the side. Minho turned and looked at the black haired boy in question and the chemist just shrugged his shoulders casually. “I’m more of an explosion kind of guy. Once you get into biological stuff I’m pretty useless.” He muttered
“Says the guy who uses his bombs to put people to sleep” Changbin grumbled under his breath.
Hyunjin’s ear twitched and Minho knew the younger had heard the comment, but he made no notion to it. He was being all nonchalant about the whole thing but Minho could tell Hyunjin was rather troubled about the whole situation himself.
“So what do we know” Chan started while lifting a finger. “One. The Order is experimenting with some kind of biological weapon to use for whatever reason. Two. We have said weapon. And Three. The Order knows we took it.”
“Thanks Minho” Changbin muttered.
Minho opened his mouth to defend himself, but Jisung was quicker and rounded on the smaller boy “I mean who else was going to take it hyung?” he challenged “Is The Order supposed to think the little old lady down the street took it?”
Minho gaped his mouth at the younger, surprise written on his face. This was very different than from the scolding Jisung gave him yesterday from the very same thing.
Chan nodded “Jisung is right. This is no one’s fault. We are the only ones in Spector that would take it, so it’s only natural for The Order to assume it was us.”
“But what is IT exactly?” Felix interjected.
Chan shook his head and pulled the small canister out of his pocket, looking down “I don’t know….” he trailed off, pausing. Minho could tell from the tone of his voice that he was contemplating something. But what?
His question was answered when Chan gave a long sigh and turned back up towards the group.
“I don’t know what it is….” He started again “But I know someone who might…”
Minho only stared at him, questioning, but unbeknownst to him, the original members of SKZ all stared at Chan with a horrified gaze.
“Hyung” Jisung said slowly “You can’t mean...?”
Their leader nodded, expression solemn. Minho could feel Jisung tense up almost immediately and noticed Seungmin face darken. What was going on?
“You can’t!” Changbin growled suddenly “You promised him!”
“Yeah hyung!” Jisung’s tone was desperate but dark. “Hasn’t he suffered enough?! If you bring him back here he will just be in dang-“
“Don’t you think I know that?!” Chan hissed back.
The room fell deathly silent at Chan’s outburst. Both Changbin and Jisung backed down almost immediately while the rest looked at one another awkwardly. Whatever this was, it was obviously a secret held between the original members. Minho knew that much. He didn’t even know they kept secrets. Minho sighed, knowing it was his turn to act like a member of the group.
“Look” he said while standing up, hands in the air “Whatever is going on, it’s obviously needs be discussed by you four. Let’s leave you al-“
“No” Chan said almost too harshly “No more keeping this a secret.” He turned his gaze back up and gave Minho a grateful look before looking at Jisung and Changbin in turn with a harder gaze. “I know I promised him I would never speak of him to anyone but this is bigger than us.” He said the last part with a waver in his voice, almost like he was getting emotional and he lifted up the canister to the group. “We have this strain, but who is to say The Order doesn’t already have clones of it? The fact that Hyunjin couldn’t figure out its effects means it’s something big…..and that scares me to death.” He paused, letting out a long sigh and lowering the canister back to his side. They all held their breath. “Spector might be in serious trouble. Whatever this strain does…. We NEED him.”
As he finished his speech, Chan looked back at Seungmin, a silent conversation passing between the two. Minho watched as the tiny boy in gasses stared evenly at Chan, finally nodding in agreement. He then in turn looked back towards Jisung and Changbin, the same conversation passing between them. Both boys hesitated before sharing a look and begrudgingly nodded in agreement.
“Fine” Changbin muttered “But if he yells at us, I’m blaming you”
Chan smiled weakly at this and gave the younger an appreciative smile “I will take the blame.”
“Does anyone wanna explain to the rest of us who you are talking about?” Minho heard Hyunjin whine.
Chan let out a long sigh before turning back to the rest of the group. “His name is Dowoon and he is the only one who might know how to stop this.”
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“So you’re saying that you, Seungmin, Changbin, Chan hyung all knew about this Dowoon guy? And you kept it a secret from the others to protect his identity?” Minho whispered hushed to Jisung who seemed rather annoyed with the elder’s bombardment of questions.
“We did” he hurriedly whispered back “Dowoon was the only one who survived that day when The Order killed Sungjin, Younghyun and the others and that was only because Chan nearly killed himself to save him!” he paused and let out a sigh, sensing his own agitated tone. “He didn’t die that day, but The Order knew his face after that. Being the only survivor from Sungjin’s group, we all, including himself knew he couldn’t stay above ground. As a Scientist, Dowoon knew a lot about The Order. He was a threat to them” he explained, a sad look on his face. “So all agreed he would hide out the rest of his days in The Under and we wouldn’t tell a soul. For all the world knew, the man named Dowoon died that day with the rest of his members….”
Minho contemplated his words while looking back ahead, peering passed Chan’s head. Fast forward a few hours from Chan shocking confession about a secret ex member, amd Minho currently found himself, along with Jisung, Chan and Woojin heading down a corridor, hidden deep in Spector’s underground. The walls surrounding them were cold hard stone and Minho knew the aesthetic matched the name.
The Under
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*Few hours earlier*
“Dowoon is alive!?” Hyunjin gasped, fully awake now. ”You mean THE Dowoon?” his eyes were wide with awe, like he was admiring the name. “Chan! Everyone in the chemist world knows that name. He is a legend!”
Chan nodded, shame twinkling in his eyes. “It’s a long story… but all you need to know is that he is alive….”
“Where?!” Hyunjin’s eyes were sparkling now, the sheer thought of his hero coming back from the dead.
“The Under….”
Minho watched as Hyunjin’s eyes suddenly lost their sparkle, his face falling.
“You mean…..?”
Chan nodded, knowing full too well what that name meant.  But the name was foreign to Minho. He had never heard it before. The rest of his members however seemed to know the name well. He turned and saw Jisung look at him with a grim face, shaking his head slightly. Minho then looked up and even saw fearless Felix’s eyes wide slightly at the name. Only Jeongin seemed just as lost as Minho.
“What’s The Under?” The younger piped up, voice curious.
Woojin’s face darkened as he stood up, walking until he was next to Chan, his turn to overlook the group now. “All you need to know is that it’s off-limits Innie.” He said Jeongin by name, but Minho couldn’t help but feel like Woojin was addressing them as a whole.
“Trust me” the eldest continued “when I say I’d rather deal with The Order than The Under I mean it.” Woojin then spun on Chan, his face severe “If you are going down there, then you are taking me.”
“Wooj…” Chan started to say but was interrupted when Woojin raised a hand in the air to stop him.
“I know more about The Under than any of you. This is NOT up for debate. I’m going”
Chan knew better than to argue. He didn’t like it, but he knew better. Begrudgingly, Chan bowed his head in response then turned to the rest of the group. “Well there you have it. We have to go down to The Under and find Dowoon who is our best bet at finding out what exactly this chemical does. I will personally lead this mission myself…” he trailed off, looking at his members, a grave look on his face. “My first choice would be Felix but since you are injured…”
The red head stood up, determination on his face “I can still go hyung! It doesn’t even hur-“
“Abso-fucking-lutely not!” both Changbin and Woojin hissed in unison, both giving the younger boy hard glares. Felix opened his mouth like he was going to argue but quickly shut up as he took one more look at Changbin’s furious gaze.
Chan nodded in agreement “Sorry lix’ but they are right. You need to focus on healing that gunshot wound.”
Minho could see Felix pout but didn’t argue as he sat back down. “Changbin-”
The younger tore his gaze from Felix’s brooding face and turned to their leader.
“I’m going to ask you to stay here as well.” He started “We are going into neutral territory and I’m afraid having my trigger happy gunner might make negations a bit tense.”
“Hyung I don’t reall-“ he began to argue.
“Besides” Chan added with a smile “I need you to watch Felix and make sure he doesn’t go running off.”
Changbin shut up and quickly stole a brief glance at the moping boy much to Minho’s amusement. If Felix heard his name, he made no notion to it and Changbin turned back around, nodding once.
“Neh hyung what about me?” Hyunjin pipped up from his chair. Minho knew Chan had to pick Hyunjin. If he wasn’t taking Felix or Changbin, Hyunjin was their next best line of defense.
But to Minho’s confusion Chan shook his head at the younger. “I need you here Jin. There is no guarantee that Dowoon will know what this strain does, and if that’s the case I need you to be here and continue to pick at it. I don’t want to lose time if we have it.” He paused and looked off to the side at Jeongin who seemed rather disinterested at this time. “Have Innie help you.”
“Hey!”
Minho expected Hyunjin to argue as well, but surprisingly the boy nodded his head in compliance without saying a word.
Seungmin stepped forward, pushing the glasses up on his face up. “So that means the 5 of us-“  
“4 Seungminie” Chan interjected “I need you here as well.”
Minho’s eyes shot wide. Was Chan seriously not going to take his best guys on such an important and dangerous mission?
Seungmin seemed shocked by this and spun on their leader “W-Wha?!” he exclaimed, flabbergasted. “You mean to tell me you expect to get down there and find Dowoon without me?! How exactly do you plan on dealing with Zico and his thugs Hmm?!”
Chan smiled and placed a comforting hand on Seungmin’s head, ruffling it. “Seungmin, with me gone, I’m putting you in charge. The Order knows we took their canister and while I know they probably won’t find our hideout anytime soon, I don’t want any chances. I want you to stay here and work with Changbin on an emergency exit plan in case worse comes to worse. Do you understand Minnie?” he added “If anything happens to me down there, you are next in charge. You need to take care of your members here” Chan finished with a fond gaze.
Seungmin’s ear burned bright red as he quickly shoved Chan off, embarrassed. “Whatever. If you die I’ll bring you back just to kill you myself.”
“Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that” Chan let out with a chuckle. He then turned back to the group and eyed the remaining members, his gaze lingering on Minho’s a moment longer than the others. “That leaves Jisung, Minho, Woojin and myself as the lucky winners.”
“B-But” Minho suddenly spurted out “I thought I was taken off missions until Jisung said otherwise”
Chan tiled his head in confusion and he heard Jisung mumble beside him. “It’s cute that actually thought I was serious about that.”
Minho rounded on the younger with a look of shocked betrayal. He playfully shoved the younger lightly “You butt! I actually believed you! “
“Shh” the younger hushed him “Chan is still talking.” Minho rolled his eyes knowing the younger just said that to avoid Minho’s scolding but complied and turned back to Chan who looked at the pair with a fond glint in his eyes.
“Meeting is over. I want the three of you to meet back here in exactly thirty minutes so that I can debrief you on the mission. The rest of you, get to work!”
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*Present Time*
Now with that being said, Minho still knew nothing about The Under, nor why everyone was so afraid of it. Both Chan and Jisung had been there before, that much was known. But to Minho, Woojin seemed the most familiar with the area. The entrance to The Under was supposedly the most mysterious thing in the city of Spector, eluding The Order grasp for years now. But Woojin found it with ease. And on top of that, he just so happened to have a key laying around that opened said entrance. When he asked the older about it, Woojin just got very quiet and claimed to have found they key randomly in the streets.
Minho wasn’t stupid. Woojin obviously had some sort of past with The Under, but he wasn’t about to pry.  
“Neh Jisungie” he whispered again “What’s The Under like?”
Jisung didn’t tear his gaze from in front of him but sighed quietly in response.
“It’s a very dangerous place” Woojin answered for him, obviously hearing Minho’s question.
“Dangerous how?”
“It’s lawless down here.” Woojin explained “Like you think The Order is bad. The Under is led by a ruthless and cruel man who goes by the name Zico.” Woojin spat the last part out, almost like the name itself left a bad taste in his mouth. “Zico is……well…..let’s just say Zico is more often than naught the one pulling the trigger against your head.”
Minho gulped. He did not like Zico already.
“The Under are for the worst of the worst. Criminals. Murderers. Thief’s” Chan explained “They refuse The Order like the few of us, but unlike us who do it for the greater good, The Under exists only for anarchy.”
“If they had their way, The Under would destroy all of Spector just to make a statement” Woojin added.
Unknowingly, Minho began to fiddle with the locket that was now hanging around his neck feeling the anxiety setting in. He knew he should have thrown it away, but he couldn’t find it in his heart to do so. He felt drawn to the object and the memories it gave him, even if most of them were false.
Jisung noticed this and eyed the small pendent. “What’s that?” he asked.
Minho’s hand froze almost immediately and he let the locket go, hands falling to his sides. “Oh it’s nothing…..” He knew he should feel ashamed. After all, Hyunjae was their enemy. Why should he cherish something that was given to him by him?
But yet he did.
While Minho was trapped in his own thoughts, the others began chatting quietly. “We are getting close” Woojin warned. “Stay on your guard” he hissed “Everyone down here is either looking to rob you, or kill you.”
 But of course Minho did not hear this, nor did he notice the flash of blonde rushing at him from the side. Jisung did, but it was too late. Suddenly Minho felt pain explode on his side as he got knocked sideways. Someone had just kicked him and his body went flying, hitting the cold hard wall behind him.
“Minho!”
Jisung’s words were drowned out as he groaned in pain.  His eyes shot opened and he looked up to see a strange blonde overlooking his slumped body, a fox like grin etched on his face. The stranger opened his palm to reveal a small golden object dangling from his hands and Minho’s heart sank.
His locket.
“Finders Keepers” the boy sneered, his fox smile getting bigger and bigger.
“Hey!” Minho yelled, quickly standing up. “Give that back!”
The fox boy looked down at the locket, then turned back to Minho, eyes holding a mischievous glint to them. “Ooooo tempting…but I think I’ll pass. Think of this as payment for not killing you guys on the spot.” Despite his severe words, the fox like grin seemed to be permanent on his face and he gave Minho a cheeky wave before dashing off in a blinding speed.
Minho let out a small growl and shot up, chasing after him despite his members yelling at him to come back. He locked eyes with the strange blonde who noticed Minho following him and begun running faster, almost catching up to him.  The thief noticed this and gave Minho a playful look
“Alright” he could hear him say “You wanna play? Then let’s play pretty boy.” His voice was light but Minho could hear the homicidal tone to it “Let me welcome you to The Under.”
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[fanmix] the fast train to kyoto
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“Is this place even real? I feel like we’re in a story or something.”
“I feel much the same… I wonder what sort of story it is.”
Akashi Seijuurou is tired of people keeping him at a distance. One day on a train platform, he encounters a certain panicky point guard from Seirin. And he gets an idea. A terrible, awful, foolish idea… Naturally, he has to go through with it. The question is, will Furihata accept his invitation?
a fanmix for the beautiful akafuri fic “the fast train to kyoto”, written by @courtingstars​. key lyrics under the cut.
01. this train | 02. midnight coward | 03. make up words | 04. can i call you tonight | 05. sakurabito (cherry blossom viewer) | 06. my time with you | 07. all i wanted | 08. attraction | 09. in my little mind | 10. i wish i was the moon | 11. when it rains | 12. birdcage religion | 13. oozora de dakishimete (hold me, in the vast sky) | 14. au tabi suki ni natte (i fall in love every time we meet)
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1. this train - madeline
[akashi, furihata]
This train’s a moving forward I’m gonna catch a ride O, this train’s a moving forward I’m gonna catch a ride Scared if I don’t board it, it’d be bound to pass me by
Hacksaw, my one hand darling, how do you do now? O, Hacksaw, my one hand darling, how do you do now? I’d gladly lift your burdens, I’m afraid I don’t know how
O it’s a, Strange and Heavy, Strange and Heavy load. O when your, quick to catch it, slow to let it go
2. midnight coward - stars
[furihata]
What can’t be decided? In the morning it will bring itself to you I can’t see what’s coming but I’m not saying it
What’s your middle name? How do you play the game? I’ll be the first to leave
When did I grow up? I don’t want to say too much I’ll be the first to leave
What can’t be decided? In the morning it will bring itself to you What can’t be decided?
Before you enter thinking maybe it will choose But I can’t see what’s coming, I can’t see what’s coming I can’t see what’s coming but I’m not saying it
3. make up words - bedside
[akashi]
pick up
waste your time make up words because I don’t know what to say speak up it’s such a blur tell me how to leave cause you never want to stay
oh how the silence leaves a bitter taste my mouth is moving just to fill the space
I know it’s hard to see but I can’t forget what you have given me
pick up share your mind make up words when there’s just nothing left to say wait up we still have time spare a moment more before you drift away
4. can i call you tonight? - dayglow
[furihata]
I feel close Well maybe I’m not, heaven knows It’s a spotlight stuck on the ceiling Why are these the things that I’m feeling? There’s so much time For me to speak up, but I keep quiet I’ll complicate the most of the mantra The power is out and I can’t turn the fan on
So can I call you tonight? I’m trying to make up my mind Just how I feel Could you tell me what’s real? I hear your voice on the phone Now I’m no longer alone Just how I feel Could you tell me what’s real anymore? Cause I wouldn’t know
5. sakurabito - every little thing
[akashi]
translation: jpopasia and otenkiame
Ahh I was tired of waiting for the spring
I’m wishing to see you When I thought of you today too The wind suddenly enveloped me And dyed me in a cherry blossom color
[…]
There’s not one single thing That is the same as another Embracing the precious memories Of the single petal in my hand I entrusted it to the sky I’ll go with you
6. my time with you (너와 나의 시간은) -  vanilla acoustic (바닐라 아쿠스틱)
[furihata]
translation: sleeplessaliana
I still haven’t told you When I looked at you I pretended nothing was wrong As if I didn’t care
Actually, I’m someone Who spent so much time wanting you Your passing look, your cold smile Sometimes, they make me run out of breath We keep missing each other You and I, our time You’re like the sun inside of me That I hope will rise in the night sky
Actually, I’m someone Who spent so much time wanting you Your passing look, your cold smile Sometimes, they make me run out of breath
These small tremblings, this heart fluttering They are like gifts to me, they make me see you again It’s just feelings that I can’t throw away But my whole world is filled with you
Actually, I’m someone Who spent so much time wanting you Your passing look, your cold smile They stop me from going to you
7. all i wanted - daughter
[akashi]
All that I wanted wasn’t unwanted Oh and I wonder why I’m not wanted All that I wanted was not there But I dared Be wanted
08.  attraction (이끌림) -  tearliner (티어라이너) ft. kim go eun (김고은) [furihata]
translation: sleeplessaliana
I look at my side that suddenly feels strange I’m next to you and you’re caring for me Just like our hearts that we’re becoming more used to I can’t seem to draw it out
Because you held onto me, who shakes with the littlest words You treated me warmly when I was clumsy with everything You held me when I was being foolish because it was my first time
I drawing a blank again Dust is settling Dust is building up again
No one is in my heart Dust is settling
Days when I only looked forward and ran You held onto me, who resembled you
My heart was able to rest because I was next to you I smiled when you smiled
On the way to you, there was excitement On the way back, there was emptiness Loneliness
I want to see you longer Slowly, slowly I wanna hug even your long shadow I wanna embrace you I wanna hug you
09. in my little mind - hodge
[furihata]
Hello, how have you been luv? I hope everything is well with you (Hmm) Don’t mind the little things I feel They sound just a little lame to me (Hmm) Maybe we could be a little bit More honest oh, With me with you, with us Maybe we could go our ways And let it go.
I know that you have given your all Just stayin’ beside me And this is all I’m thinking My thoughts are broken Inside my little mind
10. i wish i was the moon - neko case
[akashi]
Chimney falls and lovers blaze Thought that I was young Now I’ve freezing hands And bloodless veins As numb as I’ve become. I’m so tired. I wish I was the moon tonight.
Last night I dreamt I’d forgotten my name ‘Cause I sold my soul But I woke just the same. I’m so lonely. I wish I was the moon tonight.
God blessed me, I’m a free man, With no place free to go. Paralyzed and collared-tight, No pills for what I fear. This is crazy, I wish I was the moon tonight.
[…]
How will you know if you’ve found me at last? 'Cause I’ll be the one be the one be the one With my heart in my lap I’m so tired I’m so tired And I wish I was the moon tonight.
11. when it rains - paramore [furihata]
And when it rains Will you always find an escape? Just running away from all of the ones who love you From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole) You’ll sleep till May and you’ll say that you don’t wanna see the sun anymore.
And Oh oh how could you do it? Oh I - I never saw it coming Oh oh I need an ending So why can’t you stay just long enough to explain?
Take your time Take my time Take these chances to turn it around And take these chances and make it somehow Take these chances to turn it around Just turn it around.. […] You can take your time Take my time.
12. birdcage religion- sleeping at last
[akashi]
So slowly I’m losing Who I’ve sworn to be. A promise in pencil That years have made so hard to read. I’ve spent my life building walls Brick by brick and bruise by bruise… A birdcage religion that whispered me to sleep.
But time is spinning silk That coils ruthlessly; With the devil’s patience, It binds my hands so quietly That soon it becomes a part of me.
So soften these edges and straighten out my tie
And help me remember
The hope that I have compromised.
Please be a broken record for me.
13. oozora de dakishimete - utada hikaru
[furihata]
translation: lyrical nonsense
On a clear Sunday, the station’s ticket gates Are beginning to fill with color from the cheeks of those waiting for another
Today, I feel like going someplace far away Somewhere I can see the sky
If we could go flying among the clouds Then just hold me, in the vast sky I wonder if you’re still mad with me… But we just can’t help but be stubborn
[…]
So innocent and pure, you’ll misunderstand me So shut my blabbering mouth We’ve both been hurt So just embrace me and don’t complain about it
If it happens that we can meet again someday Then come trouble me once more If perhaps we can only meet again in our dreams Then just hold me until morning
I get it, I get that I’m being greedy But just kiss me, without saying it’s our last If perhaps we can only meet again in our dreams Then, oh stars soaring through the heavens, don’t go out
14. au tabi suki ni natte (i fall in love every time we meet) - BRIGHT
[akashi]
translation: carlenne
Every time we meet, I fall in love and my heart aches yet I can’t help wanting to be with you always even though I ought to have been fine on my own I don’t want to say goodbye
The more I know you, the less I can stop it but I don’t want you to hate me If you called out to me in a gentle voice I’d surely be able to tell you how I feel
If the thread of fate that I’d been about to give up on is the miracle that drew me towards you Even though I just want you to hold me tighter
Every time we meet I fall in love and my heart aches
The restless nights continue on and on I just want you to gaze at me but afraid, so I bite down on my lip
The more I know you, the less I can stop it I wonder what kind of mail to send you I’ll get closer to you in just a moment, so don’t turn away because I’ll softly hold out my hand to you
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Black Market Wonderland (Chapter Six): A messy brain, I’m not okay
Notes:  As always, thanks for the continuous support of this story. There has even been people doing fan art of Tsuneko which blows my mind. This was another chapter I struggled with, I’m still unsure when writing Rhion. But, I love him enough to try.
Word Count:  5,499
Warnings:  Nightmare, Suicide (within nightmare) and another panic attack for good measure. I feel like Tsuneko has a lot of panic attacks but given her situation, I feel it’s justified.
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Tsuneko’s dorm kitchenette is filled with savory and sweet scents; she puts the finishing touch on the final dish with a low hum. She packs it all away in containers, it will be a pain carrying all of the dishes, but she’ll have to manage. It’s odd how excited she is about this, after dealing with Ichinomiya and Oh, visiting Wonderland feels like a vacation. For all his eccentricities, the Hatter has by far been the kindest of the men involved with the auctions. The only one who can even compare is Baba, but his kindness comes with incessant and nauseating attempts to flirt.
There are a few blotches of stuff on her apron and she hopes it doesn’t stain, ironic given what it is, but she can’t help it. She tosses it in the hamper and throws on a jacket; she already changed into more casual clothes the second she was back from the boutique. She feels so much better in her own clothes, her hair done a way she likes, and she even put in her tongue ring. It was something reckless she did a few years ago in college, she rarely gets to wear it anymore with her job, but it feels nice to have it back in place.
She gathers the food, balancing it all in her arms as she heads out. Tsuneko has to cut through the lobby to head towards Wonderland. She feels a little out of place, she’s basically only here if she’s working, so wearing her casual clothes in the lobby is a new experience.
“Tsuneko!” A familiar and accented voice rings out, every muscle in her body tenses as Mr. Bucci comes over.
“Hello, Mr. Bucci, it’s a pleasure to see you again.” She’s careful as she speaks, aware of the possibility of showing her tongue ring. As much as she likes fucking over Ichinomiya looking like some sort of delinquent in front of his potential work partner feels like a step too far.
“I thought you were spending the day with Carolina and them?”
“I was with them earlier, but I had to leave, I’m on my way to drop off some food actually.”
“You cook?”
“A little, actually,” she manages to open the top container, “do you want a piece of cherry almond bread?’
The older man guffaws at her struggling to get a piece out, she’s hoping the sweet can soothe any bad impression she’s made.
“Thank you very much,” he takes a bite, “there’s nothing better than home cooking, I swear.”
“I’m so glad you like it, I’ll have you cook something just for you while you’re here.”
“Sounds like a plan, I’ll be looking forward to it then.”
Tsuneko waves him off and sighs once he’s out of hearing distance, he’s definitely easier to contend with than his daughter, but she’d still hate to upset him. Not only is he important for Ichinomiya’s work, but she really doesn’t want to make enemies with the Italian mafia. Doesn’t sound like a good time to her. She takes the stairs down to the Hatter’s tea room and knocks on the door.
“It’s Tsune- Alice.”
“Come in! Come in!”
Tsuneko steps into the room and no less surreal than it was the first time, she’s not sure she could ever get used to this. This time the table is already set, the decorations from last time are still out, and the costumed men are already at the table.
“We’ve all been waiting; I’ve been so excited I could barely set the table.”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself, now,” she tells him as she sets everything out, “do you mind pouring the tea?”
The scent of Assam tea mingles with the smells of the food she’s made; Yorkshire pudding with roast, gravy and vegetables. Along with the lemon chiffon pie he requested as a dessert, she made cherry almond bread. He seems to have a taste for sweet fruity things; the lemon chiffon pie and raspberry sauce both coming to mind. The Hatter’s eyes are trained on her as she plates the main course; she tried to make a lot since the March Hare and Dormouse are here as well.
“You seem to be in high spirits today, Alice.”
“Do I?”
“You do.”
“I had a lot of fun cooking for you, plus I’d rather be here than with any of the penthouse guys any day.” she answers with a shrug.
“Ahh, you’ll make my heart fly out of my chest, saying things like that.”
“Pfft, sure, I just hope you like everything I made.”
“It smells so delicious; I might drift off to sleep.” The Hatter closes his eyes and takes a deep inhale.
“I swear to god, if you fall asleep before you even try any of this, I’ll be shoving it down your throat.”
“Ah! How scary!” He jolts up in his seat with wide eyes and she can’t help but snicker.
“Here you go,” she places a plate in front of the Hatter and the two pseudo-furries, other than initial greetings the two have never spoken. If they’re the people the Mad Hatter is always with, he must get lonely, doesn’t he? She shakes off the thought and takes her seat.
“Yes, this is it! Look how the middle is sunken in, isn’t it lovely! ~”
“I just hope it tastes good.” She tried them before hand, but just because they taste good to her doesn’t mean they’ll meet his standard, since he actually knows how they’re supposed to taste.
“Let’s have a taste, Alice,” her leg bounces with nervous energy as the Hatter takes a bite, “mmm, it’s delicious, both the texture and flavor is perfection! ~”
“Yes,” she pumps her fist, “I’m so happy you like them!”
Her nerves relax and she takes a big bite out of her own Yorkshire pudding, the soft texture of the bread mixed with the flavor of the gravy brightens her smile even more.
“How is it?”
“It’s really soft and delicious.”
“Yes, I’m so glad you like them, Alice! ~”
“I’m happy they turned out well, I was really worried when you first asked me to make them. I had no idea what they were.”
“Really? What did you think it was?” He tilts his head to the side, his oversized hat nearly falling off from the movement.
“Uhhhh,” heat floods her cheeks and she stares at her plate, “like dessert pudding, possibly…shaped like a dog…like the terriers.”
“Pfffft, hahahaha!”
A peal of laughter escapes his painted lips and she buries her head in her hands, her skin feels like it’s on fire.
“Hey! Don’t laugh at me!”
“You say the most interesting things, Alice! ~,” he takes a bite of the roast beef, “mmm, the roast beef is perfectly cooked and the gravy is robust and flavorful!”
“You’re too nice.”
“It’s a lovely dinner, the roast beef is sliced so perfectly thin. If it’s cut too thick, it wouldn’t make for a good sandwich later. Ah, isn’t it a wonder how such a delicious meal can be made from such simple ingredients?”
“It really is. I thought it would be a lot more complicated.”
“Flour, eggs, and milk, that’s all the batter is, it’s like it’s transformed by magic!”
Tsuneko’s face is red through the entire meal, as laves compliment after compliment on her cooking. Every bite of food is accompanied by a noise of pleasure and a poetic gushing of how much he loves it. He cleans his plate of the main dish before digging into the cherry almond bread.
“Mmmm, the tart cherries and sweet bread are a lovely a combination! ~”
It’s gone in moments and she’s licking crumbs off her fingers, as the Hatter begins to dig into the lemon chiffon pie. She can’t get over how childlike all his actions seem to be, excitedly digging into every dish with an impossibly wide smile.
“The ephemeral meringue reminds me of a night blooming cactus as it melts instantly in my mouth. The sweet and sour lemon cream gives life to my very heart! ~”
“I’m pretty sure if your heart was pumping lemon cream, you’d die.”
“And I’m pretty sure you can’t make pudding into the shape of a dog,” he teases with a soft smile.
“Shut up.”
She pouts and takes a sip of tea, once the food is gone the March Hare and Dormouse take their leave, not long after a familiar fluff ball comes walking in.
“Oh, Cheshire, how are you today?”
The Hatter greets the oversized cat as she tries to jump into a seat, but she has trouble lifting herself. Tsuneko puts her hand under Cheshire’s back feet and gives her a lift up.
“Back from your nightly walk, are you?” Cheshire mews back at the Hatter’s question, “Oh? That’s wonderful. That’s the best part of taking a walk, isn’t it?”
“What did Cheshire say?” Tsuneko raises an eyebrow, humoring the Hatter’s attempt to be Dr. Doolittle.
“She was watching a beautiful butterfly fall asleep and felt the night breeze caress her cheeks.”
“Sounds like a lovely time, are you hungry?”
Tsuneko gets a little piece of roast beef, letting Cheshire eat it from her hand. Once she’s cleaned her hand, she starts scratching her ear, the cat leaning into the touch and purring.
“I think Cheshire has gained some weight.”
“It’s fine, she wears it well, want me to brush her fur out?”
The Hatter smiles brightly and brings her a brush. She begins stroking it through the cat’s fur; the silky fluff is relaxing to pet through. Cheshire curls up in her lap, purring with every brush and pet against her fur.
“Hey, I’ve been meaning to ask you something, about the auctions,” Tsuneko brings up, scratching under Cheshire’s chin.
“Hmm, what could that be?”
Tsuneko’s mouth dries out, thoughts of that stage, that night. This isn’t stage fright, she knows that. She’s never been afraid of speaking to crowds, but any advice or help from someone who steps onto that stage regularly is welcomed. She clicks her tongue ring against the roof of her mouth, fidgeting with Cheshire’s fur.
“Do you…ever get…nervous getting on stage?”
His head tilts curiously to the side, his hat once again threatening to topple over. He chews on his painted bottom lip and his face wrinkles in concentration.
“Are you nervous about it?”
“Uh….maybe, just a bit.”
“Why would the stage make you nervous?”
“Y’know, being stared at...and gunk…” She supposes severe trauma from being sold like a literal object can be safely tucked into the ‘gunk’ category.  
"You worry about the silliest things," he waves his hand like it'll make her fear disappear, "you'll do wonderfully!"
Despite the chipper tone, not a single word that came out of his mouth was helpful. She sighs, she’s not sure what she expected, the Hatter is eccentric at best and completely detached from reality at worse, why would he be able to help her?
“’Preciate it,” she teeters back in her chair with her feet on the table and Cheshire still in her lap, “so, you grew up in England?”  
His smile drops and every muscle in his body tenses, like she’s thrown cold water on him. She plays with the ring in her tongue, nervously pushing it up and down. She’s never seen him like this, like her one little question has sent his world crashing down.
“The place where I grew up…yes.”
“You said the Yorkshire pudding was from your home country, so I was curious…”
“The place where I grew up, it’s a place where there are beautiful roses…”
His eyes soften when he mentions the roses and Tsuneko finds her own wandering to the walls of Wonderland. Roses are painted over them, what she once assumed was just another reference to his favorite fairy tale has taken on a new meaning. Clearly, he has conflicted feelings about where he came from, but the roses seem to be a pleasant memory for him. There’s a pang in her heart, as strange as he is, he’s a kind person and seeing him hurt for even a second hurts her.
“That must be nice, roses are really beautiful.”
“They are,” he’s beaming again, “being surrounded by beautiful things is the best. That’s why Wonderland is so incredible. The clear sky, the lush garden, a wonderful table at which to have parties, roses, and-oh, I know there’s something I haven’t shown you yet, Alice!”
He’s gesturing flamboyantly as he rushes towards the wall, Cheshire hops out of her lap to start sniffing around the room. Tsuneko idly picks at the fur left on her shorts and tights while she waits for the Hatter’s new surprise. She hears the click of a switch and her breath catches in her throat.
The ceiling has shifted, no longer showing an evening sky, it’s now pitch black with gleaming stars. It looks so real, she knows it’s not, but she can see the starlight shining against the velvet black. It almost feels like she’s back home, sitting on her roof and stargazing again.
“Whoa, they look so real.”
“They are real stars in Wonderland.”
“It reminds me of when I was little,” Tsuneko can’t help but say, maybe because he talked a bit about his past, she feels like she should share her own.
“Really?”
“Yeah, it was a small place so you could see the stars really well. I use to always climb up to the roof of our house to see them. My dad kept telling me I was gonna fall and break my neck, he would worry over the stupidest shit.”
“Did you ever fall?”
“Yeah, but I broke my arm, so,” she shrugs her shoulders, “won that one.”
The Hatter laughs and she finds herself joining it, cracking up at her own dumb ass.
“You have a way at looking at the bright side, I suppose,” The Hatter manages to say as his giggles die down.
“Hmmm, more like just spiteful enough to say I won no matter what, but spin it however you want,” she pauses for a moment, “you want to like properly stargaze?”
“Properly stargaze?���
She smiles at the way his head tilts again; she wonders what he looks like beneath the makeup. His behaviors alone are too cute; does he have a cute face to match? Wait, what is she thinking? He’s an auctioneer who helped sell her, no matter how kind or cute he may or may not be, she can’t forget that.
“Yeah,” she shakes off the odd thought, “when there are stargazing event people will get blankets and lay out on the ground to watch them.”
“Oh,” his eyes are bright and wide, “that sounds like fun, let's do that!”
“Okay, help me move the table so we can lie down.”
She hooks her fingers under one side of the table and the Hatter’s eyebrows furrow, but follows suit in getting his hand on the other side. He’s biting his lip, is he worried about something?
“Count of three lift it up with me okay; one, two, three!”
She lifts and realizes why he was worried; she’s definitely lifting the brunt of the table’s weight. His arms are trembling from what he’s holding up, he’s not very strong. She finds herself smiling as she guide him to helping her move the table further off to the side, that must be why he needs the furry guys to move stuff. They put down the table once it’s far enough to the side and he’s letting out soft huffs of air, little beads of sweat make his makeup run a bit. It wasn’t that heavy, next time she could probably lift it alone.
“Do you have any extra blankets?”
“Uh, um, in the closet.” He points her in a direction; he’s too winded to be dramatic about it.
She’s smiling as she rummages, finding the biggest softest blanket she can. It falls across the center of the room with a soft noise, big enough for two and a cat. Tsuneko falls back against the blanket with all the grace of a boulder, stretching her arms and legs out to feel the soft fabric beneath her.
The Hatter follows suit, falling in place beside her. She can feel the warmth of his presence next to her, the fabric of his costume brushing against her, his limbs tangled with her own in the places where their sprawled bodies overlap and the way any semblance of personal space has been abandoned.
It’s not uncomfortable though, it should be but it isn’t. This kind of thing usually makes her want to scream and run away. Blurring of boundaries and sharing stories of the past, things that normally put a pit in her stomach feel fine here with him. Why? She’s never told Sakiko or Chisato a thing about her past, not even little anecdotes and she usually doesn’t let them too close, a casual touch here and there too. But, she’s never been able to relax like this, just letting someone be in her space.
Her eyes drift from the artificial stars to the man beside her, eyes narrowing as she tries to crack this code. His hat fell off, the teal hair color must be wash out, and she can see black patches of hair starting to peek through. The white face paint around his neck and forehead has started to rub off, little patches of regular fair skin beneath. She wants to fix it, retouch up his hair and makeup for him. She’s so accustomed to his over the top fake appearance, seeing even glimmers of the person beneath it is making her a little uncomfortable.
It’s because he’s fake.
The realization of it hits her. That’s why this is okay, why she can tell him about falling off the roof and can let him into her space, he’s not real. He is, but he isn’t. Sakiko and Chisato are real people they’re opinions, judgments, and actions have an impact on her. If they know the dumb shit she’s done or see her vulnerable, they’re judgment would hurt so much, because it’ll mean something.
The Hatter is fake, he may exist, but everything about him feels fake. It’s not like talking to a real person; she’s talking to a character, someone whose existence only impacts Wonderland. Everything about him is so far detached from reality, even Wonderland feels like she’s stepped into another world; it feels like nothing here matters. Like saying things to an imaginary friend or Kiyo. It means nothing, so why bother with boundaries? But, the Hatter exists and can give some sort of proper response. He’s not real enough, not enough of a person for her hang ups to matter, but enough of a person that it doesn’t feel like she’s talking to herself.
He falls into this uncanny valley of existence and it brings her a sense of comfort. There’s someone she can tell stupid things too, someone who can hear her, but not impact her. He’s a step up from talking into the void, but still a step down from talking to people. She can relax and have no fear with him, something she thought she could only do alone.
“Do I have something on my face Alice?”
“Huh, ah no, hey, you want to hear something stupid that happened after I broke my arm?” She stares back at the sky as she changes the topic.
“What’s that?”
“A couple days after a kid at school was annoying me, but I couldn’t punch him because of my arm. I was so upset I couldn’t fight because of my cast, I went home and tried to cut it off with a handsaw.”
“What!?” he slaps a hand over his mouth as he laughs.”
“My dad caught me before I broke through it all and had to take me to get it redone; I was so upset I didn’t talk to him for a whole day.”
“I never imagined my Alice was such a violent child,” he teases.
“You have no idea, I was a garbage kid. Like bad seed, demon spawn type shit. My parents would have had better luck raising a rabid dog, I swear.”
“You couldn’t have been that bad.”
“You want to bet? I swear every kid and their parents hated me. One time, a kid’s mom brought in cupcakes I didn’t like, so I pushed him off the jungle gym. Who does that!?”
“Alice, that’s awful!”
“I know, I was the worst, I’m not sure how my folks put up with me.”
“Lots of patience, I’m sure.”
“I think my dad still has a scar from when I bit him for telling me to go to bed.”
“You’re starting to sound more like the jabberwock than my Alice.”
“I can see that, I might be a jabberwock in disguise, you never know.”
“I’d still be happy to have you, even as a jabberwock. I’d adore you, claws and all.”
“You’re too sweet-oof,” the wind is knocked out of her as Cheshire hops onto her chest, “well, hello to you too.”
“What’s that Cheshire? Hmmm, you’d love Alice as a jabberwock too, guess we’re in agreement.”
“Awww, is that true sweetie?” She scratches over the cat’s fur, feeling Cheshire lean into her touch and purr.
“She means every word of it, no matter what she’d adore you.”
Heat flood Tsuneko’s cheeks, he’s really too nice to her, even knowing he helped sell her she can’t help thinking how nice he is.
“Hey, there’s even constellations up there,” Tsuneko points up at the projected night sky, “I’m pretty sure that’s Capricorn.”
“Do you know the constellations Alice?”
“A few of them, not a lot though, there was a girl in my class who could find and name them all in a second.”
There’s a pang in her heart, guilt eating at her when she thinks about that girl, but she swallows it down like bile and pushes those thoughts from her mind. She wants to be happy right now, in this little piece of Wonderland completely divorced from reality and in front of this odd man who seems to only exist here, she wants to be happy.
“Hmm, I’m afraid I don’t know any of them, Alice.”
“I only learned a few from other people; if I’m being honest they don’t mean anything to me. It all looks like random dots to me, the stories are interesting though.”
“Did you get invited out a lot, Alice?”
“Uhhh, invite isn’t really the right word, I just kind of showed up, whether anyone wanted me there or not. They’re fun though, have you ever been to anything like that?”
“Huh!? Uh, I can’t remember clearly, I’ve been in Wonderland for the past four years, so…”
“You haven’t been outside in four years?”
“Huh? Of course not,” his voice trembles and his eyes widen, “are you suggesting I go above ground, your jokes are too much Alice.”
“Hmm, okay, I understand.”
She’s not sure she does fully, but she can tell he must not want to push the issue. Maybe he’s agoraphobic? Why wouldn’t he ever want to leave, he’s even more cut off from reality then she realized. Does he have a family? Do they know what he does?
Does she want to know?
If she knew about those things, he’d be more human. If he’s more human, would she still feel so safe being like this with him? Would this new-found sense of comfort, a strange almost friendship, be ruined once he’s real?
Her eyelids are heavy and she can’t help yawning. How late is it? She checks the time on her phone, it’s past two am, how did time pass by so quickly?
“Are you tired Alice?” The Hatter asks with a soft voice, it feels like a lullaby to her sleepy brain.
Even in Wonderland, completely separate from reality, she’s not going to sleep in front of someone. The most she’s ever allowed is the occasional dozing off at hair salon, but those are never deep or enough for dream, just resting her eyes before she’s told to move. If she allows herself to sleep here, it’ll be a deep dreamy sleep. She’ll have a nightmare and scare him, or worse. There’s no place far enough from reality for her to allow herself to be that vulnerable.
“Yeah, I have to get headed home.” She pulls herself up to her feet and the hatter follows suit.
“Oh…you know, you could sleep here.”
“Uh, no, I couldn’t intrude like that.”
“It wouldn’t be intruding; I…have a room you can use.”
“Huh, you do?”
“I do and it might not be safe for you to walk alone so late.”
“My dorm is like five minutes away.”
His eyes focus on the floor and he pouts.
“I don’t want you to leave.”
His voice is soft and timid; he looks like a lost puppy dog. If he has another bedroom, there are a couple of doors around Wonderland, then she wouldn’t be near him while she was sleeping. So, it wouldn’t be an issue.
“Alright, where’s the spare room?”
“Oh! Yes! It’s right this way! ~”
He’s back to excited child status and all but skips towards one of the doors. She trails after him, movements sluggish with exhaustion. The Hatter opens the door like he’s revealing the most magical of secrets and her eyes widen.
The room is gorgeous, if not for the fact it would mean living with someone, Tsuneko wouldn’t mind staying here permanently. Part of the walls are soft floral patterns, the lower half pastel blue and white vertical stripes. The bed has a soft blue blanket and pale pink canopy.
“It’s so cute!”
“I’m glad you like it, you can use it anytime you want.”
“I really appreciate it, thanks.”
“It’s no problem, I’m happy to have you here; I’ll let you sleep now.”
“Goodnight.”
“Goodnight, Alice.”
She waves him off for the night and shuts the door, why does he have the extra room? It seems like an odd thing to keep, the March Hare and Dormouse obviously don’t stay here. But, everything about him is odd, so maybe it’s best not to question things. She sends a quick text asking Chisato to check on Kiyo if she can and kicks off her boots, she doesn’t exactly have pajamas here, but she’s tired enough to fall asleep in anything.
Maybe it’s the stress of the shopping trip with Carolina finally coming down on her or having just gotten to relax with someone, either way she doesn’t feel the usual resistance to getting ready to sleep. She’s ready to crash already, she just hope she doesn’t make any noises to attract attention to her room.  The walls don’t seem too thin, but that doesn’t mean soundproof.
She sets an alarm on her phone, tosses off her jacket and undoes the bun that’s been holding up half of her hair before throwing herself on the bed. It’s plush and so soft; it isn’t just nice to look at. Tsuneko roots and finds her way under the blanket; her eyelids grow heavier and heavier as she drifts off to sleep.
A deafening sort of silence overwhelms her as Tsuneko stands in the house; too cold, too dark, and too quiet to be considered a home.
The silence is pierced as rope shifts and wood creaks. Her heart pounds in her ears and she jolts into movement. A different kind of overwhelming, too quiet replaced with too loud, complete whiplash.
Too loud.
Too desperate.
Hot tears stream down her face, her lungs burn with the need to breath. It’s like she’s on fire, heat simmering under her skin and sweat running down the back of her neck.
Tsuneko sees her. Long dark hair falls over her face, noose wrapped tighter around her neck and the wood creaks with the strain to hold her body up. She doesn’t look dead, like she could move or breathe any second. Maybe, Tsuneko can save her.
She’s under them, forcing their weight up onto her shoulders. If she can lift them up higher, she can reduce the tension, stop them from strangling.
If only she was taller.
If only she was stronger.
If only she was smarter.
If only she was faster.
If only she was better.
If only she was enough.
But she’s not.
The weight of the body slumps heavy her shoulders, they’ve gone cold and decay is setting in.
Too short, she couldn’t get them up higher.
Too weak, couldn’t lift them up further.
Too stupid, why didn’t she grab a ladder, something to cut the rope?
Too late, if only she had gotten there sooner.
Too cruel, that’s why they’d choose death over her.
She’s not enough good things and too many bad things, a disgusting mess that drives everyone away.  
Death is more desirable than her.
Death was better than one more moment with her.
Tsuneko wakes up with a jerk, knocking a pillow over in her frenetic movement. Her face is soaking wet, hot tears flooding her vision, she tries to wipe them away but her fingers are numb and trembling.
She can’t catch a deep enough breathe; every breath is a desperate gasp that just feels too shallow to keep her going. Her throat is tight, like it’s swelling and her heart won’t stop pounding.
Just a little peace, that’s all she wants. Why is that too much to ask? Why is her mind constantly reminding her of every failure, why does she have to be such a failure?
She needs to get away. Doesn’t matter where, just away.
Her hands are shaking; she nearly drops her phone and puts her jacket on inside out. She doesn’t bother zipping her boots, just shoving her feet into them before moving.
That’s all she needs to do right now, is move, go, get away. The door of the spare bedroom closes behind her with a noise and her panic fogged brain can just hear the sound of water running.
It’s coming from the bathroom, a shower.
The Hatter is taking a shower, so mundane, but so odd to think of with him. His hair color and makeup would be completely washed away, he must look…human. The water stops and the door starts to creak open. If she stays she’ll see who he is, he’ll be real.
She’s gone.
The door to Wonderland slams shut behind her and she’s taking the stairs two at a time, just pushing forward with every stumble or trip that threatens to send her falling back down.
She doesn’t want to see the real him.
She doesn’t want to see him as a person.
She doesn’t want the illusion broken.
If she lets that happen…
It’s over.
It’s ruined.
Whatever glimmer of happiness, whatever minute amount of peace she’s found here will be destroyed.
He’ll be real, he’ll be human, and he’ll know what a mess she is.
He’ll have shown her the real him before he’s ready, there’s a reason he’s like this, he’ll never want to see her again.
She’s so sick of everything going to shit.
She’s sick of how fragile every moment of happiness is.
She doesn’t want to destroy anything else.
She doesn’t want to ruin anything else.
She doesn’t want to be like this.
Why can’t she stop being like this?
Why can’t she just be happy?
Her feet hurt. She stops moving, a few random people brushing past her without concern for her state. She’s somewhere in the city, she’s not sure where. She just kept moving.
She’s breathing heavy, but it’s different. Huffs from exertion rather than panic. Her heart is starting to calm. Her limbs are heavy and leaden, but no longer numb. She just wants to fall down in the middle of the street and rest, maybe in the road so a truck tire can cave her skull in.
Instead, she checks her phone. She’s going to be late for work. If Ichinomiya thinks she’s avoiding work for the bet, she’ll lose automatically.
Does it even matter?
Can she even get her life back on track if she wins?
Even if she does, will it make her happy?
It’s not like she was ever really happy before.
Maybe even if she wins she’d be better off dead.
She doesn’t have time for this anymore. She’s used up her daily allotted breakdown time it seems, mental health takes a back seat to a paycheck until further notice.
Tsuneko sits down at a nearby bus stop, looking at the schedules available and makes a call, a heavy sigh on her lips.
“Yeah, Kenzaki, I’m going to be late. Sorry for being a bother.”
Her voice cracks with how much she means it. She’s just making everyone else’s life harder, fucking things up, that’s all she ever does.
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