#allen has stuff

[allens-chocolate-dreams-arts]

Made a portrait of our delightful shark wife <3 Lady Argent was so fun to paint, I'm really proud of how her skin came out.

[yyyeowza]

impulse (1995) issue 84 spoilers!!

something something grief

[hiddenremnant]

(lukas) having a normal one over here folks THE IMPLICATIONS OF THIS ARE DRIVING ME INSANEEEEEEEEE

like the idea of allen remembering lavi even after apo messes with his memories......... the warmth of him in his arms......... the memory of love.......... and later allen holds lavi the same way to try and bring him back....... the way past!lavi is the light to allen who then becomes the light to lavi who falls for him just as hard as allen fell for the previous lavi makes me INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[violent138]

Hal goes by a "try anything once" food mentality, and he often forces Barry to try new things with him, which Barry reluctantly and politely does while asking Hal why they can't just have dinner at Barry's house.

[hanshenrykcd]

[adashulaz]

What if I made them father and son

And what if I make it because Allen reminds Soren of Kpp'Ar in certain ways and Soren reminds Allen of a nephew he has.

[conundrumrespeculis]

Hey...

Has anyone considered the thought of like. Maybe some of the anger Wally displays towards Barry is because he came back from death a different person kinda?

He had an entirely different upbringing and went from "Knows a Guy" (that's so many of his old stories it's fantastic. Why does he know the local gorilla actor? He's just like that) to being isolated and alienated and then also had depression on top of that.

Imagine your dad comes back from the dead after leaving you with such a dark and thick shadow to crawl out of- that he only comes back AFTER you crawled out of- and then he's not even the same guy. He's not even the man that you remember because not only have you and everyone else built him up in your memory but half his life before becoming a hero was different.

And then. y'know. The whole "accidentally trapped most of the speedsters in the speedforce" thing. And also depression can change a person. And- there's a lot okay??

Barry after Flash Rebirth and especially after the new 52 reboot is a very different character to how he started/the man Wally knew as a kid and even now like. They look the same age??? Sometimes??? that's gotta be weird. I know they're speedsters but STILL...

...

Uhhhh anyways

TLDR: Some of Wally's anger at Barry is because he's irrevocably no longer the same as he was before his death

[biterflies]

superman 🤝 the flash 🤝 spiderman

kickstarting the eras of comics

[pulsar-1919]

The 1989 lineup so far! I will be drawing more characters, but I was impatient and wanted to finish my faves first :)

[bonnibelerm]

I hate Flash: The Fastest Man Alive for MANY reasons. And a few of them are:

No he fucking didn’t.

2 lies and a truth in every line.

[allens-chocolate-dreams-arts]

May I offer you a Dr. Mortum in these trying times?

Figuring out how the main cast looks to me, so figured I'd start with our good doctor here! This was really fun to paint.

[heffrondriving]

Do you still like big time rush or has James ruined them for you?

i have absolutely no idea how long ago this was from but like. y'all what even is this offhand ask lmao ( ; ⚆ _ ⚆ )

but alright screw it, just to set the record straight: i loved Big Time Rush lots and lots, that much is obvious. the nick show itself was such an integral part of my childhood, and i absolutely have no regrets about rediscovering the band last 2020 and diving in headfirst right into the deep end *Hot Summer by Heffron Drive starts blasting out* of their music and inevitably joining the fandom. i'm especially forever thankful for all the interesting experiences and fun projects and amazing friends i've made along the way, so i'm sincerely always going to have a certain fondness for BTR in the deepest crevices of my vv heart and soul.....

although yes, certainly *that* whole situation and other such related unfortunate controversies had kinda soured it to the point where i got uncomfortable calling myself a rusher—but that ultimately wasn't what made me fall out, it was just plain 'ol ✨burnout✨ idk keeping up with the fandom just got a little bit too hectic and way too toxic for me, so i moved on to other things better for my peace of mind. anyway, i'm mostly into cool J-pop stuff and ofc my most beloved svensk pojkband FO&O nowadays (also for language-learning purposes hehe :^D) and tbh these have been so incredibly wonderful and healing for me.....but i confess, i still kinda miss BTR and check in on them from time to time. hell, i even have a whooole bunch of chaotic BTR ocs that casually live rent-free in my mind now and forever and i'm constantly tempted to return to this rotting blog just so I can endlessly infodump lore abt them but i'm Annoying™ and who'd want that anyway soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so yes, i do love Big Time Rush. despite everything, i still like the show and the music, i like all the silly wacky unhinged creations and nostalgic memories i have of it, i like the fandom generally and seeing notifs still pop up on this inactive blog as the ever-faithful rushers continue to thrive and be inspired by the band and its legacy (shoutout to all the new-wave tumblrushers hehe i see u guys much love and hugs and i hope y'all keep up all the fun vibes and creativity here mwah xoxo (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡), and i really don't wanna allow anything to ruin all those good feelings i got from them, even if that means being critical and letting go of certain aspects. i don't have to love everything about it, really. just enough for me is hopefully enough ❤️‍🩹

and now, the musical journey continues...?

(p.s. #1: UNRELATED-ISH GIF BUT ALSO I PROMISE THIS GIF IS RELEVANT BC HE'S TECHNICALLY ONE OF MY BTR OCS SO LIKE THAT COUNTS RIGHT??? (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠))

(p.s. #2: BTR actually dropped by our country in their world tour last October 2024,,, too little, too late :"))) and apparently there was a whole fucking drama that went down abt it too??? anubayan nakakahiya gagi ahshdjsjdk)

[herbofgraceandpeace]

Thoughts on season two of the bear so far: Carmy needs to bloom where he’s been planted.

[steampunk-raven]

a ranking of shaperaverse characters based on how much i (plural system) relate to them because of that. v silly not serious

henry/hurl. 10/10. it is an integral part of many types of system dynamics to have one guy who is there and another guy who is also there the key difference being the second guy just has their tits out 24/7

jakob/jesse. I staunchly believe that the “unborn twin” thing is just a lie and these two actually just. have DID. because genuinely before I figured some stuff out that is what my headmates told me. so. however jakob sucks so they don’t get to be first place

timothy/zoe/everyone else in his head. technically this is ghostie weirdness but 1) i love ghostie weirdness can i claim it? i love it it’s great 2) the conversations they have are possibly the best depiction of intersys dynamics i’ve ever seen. if anyone was wondering what’s going on in my brain during like. a math test or something. it’s that it’s literally just that. the whole slenderman musical is plural

the rose sisters :3 for similar reasons to the one below but like. the lil creatures are more plural about it i think

floozies! technically one could argue they are the exact opposite of plural because they are one (more or less) identity in multiple bodies as opposed to multiple identities in one. but i love them and also theyre plural as fuck fight me

raven/david. this was originally gonna be lower/tied with the next one but these two actually talk to each other. however i do feel like their relationship is an equally good (or maybe even better but ik it’s super subjective lol) metaphor for many other topics. but i love them and my understanding of their characters is DEFINITELY heavily influenced by my own plurality and experiences. so *shrug*

sarah. somethding deeply wrong with her <- person who is obsessed with her. anyways. “masks all the way down” “erasing memories to forget the versions of herself she doesn’t identify with” sarah mckiggan i need to dissect you. obviously she’s having an identity crisis (general version) but i like imagining there’s a bit of identity crisis (plural version) in there too.

the cabaret gang. like conceptually. couldn’t really figure out to place this so it is tied with whatever you think it should be tied with

the narratives. no explanation needed.

every single character from puppetshades. something up with them i think.

lloyd. many things wrong with him. he should become multiple guys about it

mary. i like her so I’m claiming her. people get so confused about her amount of legs because one headmate wanted 10 legs, one was really obsessed with spiders so just said theyre all a spider, one was just kinda bad at counting, and the others were just glad to be included. canon to me (/j)

[danothan]

I like to think of halbarry as two gay men who haven't come to terms with their sexuality and complete denial bc of their trauma and bullying

like what you said in flashpoint paradox where in that timeline he got the support system and no trauma I think

I think it makes sense to me them being gay than bi/pan. etc

oh this could not have come at a worse time, i’m drawing the most bisexual halbarryisms in the world rn 💔

[endlessmoonlitnight]

has anyone ever considered the possibility of there being different languages within ec??

like we know that lunaca labora is ‘full moon laboratory’ in ancient leviantan. so there must have at least been a leviantan language at some point.

then in cloture allen visits elphegort and can talk to michaela without any sort of language barriers (mind you there is something to be said about allen being born into royalty). and she does recognise him as foreign. maybe it’s his appearance but it could also be because he has an accent.

there are obviously differences between the countries anyway (excluding distinct hair colours etc). i just like the idea of this.