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#and anyways i just fucking like girls in a gay way šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
invisiblyvisiblejay Ā· 1 year
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after extensive thought (not finding any men actually attractive) i have concluded that i am in fact a lesbian. if ur wondering how that works w my gender ive decided since i think gender isn't real and i like the people a lesbian would like in a queer way therefore it makes sense for me to call myself a lesbian. also i present pretty fem nowadays anyways so the attachment to womanhood that's assumed with that label isnt like. that much different than when i wear something and i look very obviously like a woman imo. and i feel like thats the label that most accurately captures the group of people im attracted to without like. a lot of extra explanation. and like 80% of the time i call myself queer anyways lol
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shopcat Ā· 6 months
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there is, Obviously, fundamentally a difference between headcanon and an analytical reading of text, and treating the two as exactly the same is not only wrong but devalues both, but funnily, i've found people tend to forget that both of these things are the product of referencing our real life experiences and applying them where we see fit to make a more interesting way to interact with media. and you can't just like, forget that it's not JUST about headcanons and meta analysis and whatever, because people in real life also still matter. and in real life, there are different stakes and EXPERIENCES, and those experiences lead to thinking the way we do because that's how you Be a goddamn person, which is why it's ironic is all šŸ˜­
like, saying zuko atla has to be cis in order to be "properly" gay in order to be Truly Compelling narratively is fucking ridiculous. textually, zuko is not actually gay. he never was intended to be, he never will be intended to be, he was never even subtextually. the assumption otherwise is already rooted in fantasy, and the tongue in cheek assertion that it isn't, which means it has more credence, is ... dumb? childish? admitting to at least yourself that the things you talk about wrt character analysis aren't the intention of the creator is literally half the point of doing said analysis ā€“ you're MEANT to throw away the intended interpretation in order to give it a new life through different keyholes without entirely divorcing itself from the text. (in the same breath, insisting the creator truly meant One Thing when they absolutely would not have/don't care at all, and ignoring that the people who made the piece are going to put their own biases and experiences and background into the media itself and actually MUST be taken into account for things like this is just ... well. Stop That.)
i've personally never been someone to ever claim that The Writers All Along INTENDED to do something that they obviously didn't, like make a character from a 2005 cartoon lgbt+. this doesn't mean that reading doesn't have any substance or cannot possibly hold any meaning, or that it's wrong. if you can't be objective about your own readings what's the damn point... leaning into it being fiction, which changes just by being observed by a different person, is why it's fun or interesting to do in the first place. and yeah there are some basic cookie cutter headcanons people like to fling around, and there can be criticism for that otherwise, but claiming headcanons themselves AREN'T an offshoot of this way of thinking is fucking stupid. like it's plain wrong.
our own thoughts on why a character acts, what they do, what their presentation is, why their personality is what it is up to and including their sexuality, gender identity, religion, JOB, whatever, are made to fill the gaps the text can't or won't provide, and in the case of lgbt ones as long as it's not actively harmful (as in like insisting a lesbian character is bi or something) it is literally harmless seeing as it is fairly solidly a "won't", along with a whole bunch of other hc material that usually don't see the light of day on-screen nonstereotypically. people seeing themselves in characters isn't new but more than that, saying that you know this but then pushing it aside because The Analysis Means More when it's Realistic And Plausible is fucking dumb. and rude. bc the entire point of drawing the line of connections this way is how WE see them. being all like "oh well, your own personal identity is still valid otherwise, don't get your feelings hurt bc it doesn't matter," is moot if you've already asserted there's only One real way to be... plausible šŸ¤Ø. which is to be NORMAL ! duh.
like, the read that zuko IS gay (and cis) relies on extracting parts through the lens of our own gay perceptions and is why cishet fans don't pick up on it, but you can ask pretty much any other lgbt fan and they'll agree. zuko's narrative arc IS compelling with the read that he is gay, from the way he is ostracised by his family, neglected and abused, the "punishment" he receives and then continues to become his own warden of, the order of his death and the banishment itself, sozin criminalising homosexuality, his inability to connect with others especially his own age, his inability to seamlessly interact with girls, his literal externalised viewing of seeing himself as someone with Two Sides, them being good vs evil, realising he can change the damn world through love and acceptance, striving for peace, being the face of change for his nation, relearning what it means to be who he is once he is free from his past, the shame and humiliation rituals, the claim of his father that he is worthless as a prince and person, AND MORE... and i cannot express enough here how fucking little it matters if he's specifically gay or WHAT THE HELL EVER šŸ˜­.
to claim in no small way that it's impossible for a trans person, or a bisexual person, or anyone else lgbt, could ever line up his narrative with their own personal one is so beyond ridiculous it gives me a headache. no, "plausibly", i don't think zuko is like, transmasc. yes, plausibly, he could be gay. plausibly, he could be amab nonbinary but no one seems to actually give a fuck about that for some reason (i wonder!). nothing would change in both cases, because he's not actually either, so i really don't see the point in making fun of or being frustrated by one to lift up the other because you want cisgender boot soles to brush the back of your throat THAT badly. the implausibility of thinking any way about a fictional character should be taken into account to an extent, sure, but at the end of the day neither of us are doing anything truly worthwhile, and no one is claiming that it's the intent from the beginning to say otherwise, so what's the point here. why are we doing this. let's go skip in a meadow together before i kill someone with this rock.
#šŸ¾#tldr i am actually just so sick of people saying the word plausible#it's not plausible for this character to be trans. well OKAY. THARS NOT THE FUCKING POINT IDIOT#not every fucking thing people do is for the sake of furthering the fucking plot holy shit what is wrong with you#these people will never know joy or happiness and forever be miserable bc they're just OBSESSED with trying to rationalise.. art?!#LIKE ITS NOT GONNA HAPPENNNN šŸ˜­#even if it is a plausible trans read people will pick it apart. I Know. i've been there. people do not and i hate to break it to you#like trans people. even other trans people. SHOCK HORROR. jesus christ#this is a real torture dungeon of my own creation#also my two cents personally i think the sum of who zuko is as a person is first and foremost autistic and gay. and everything else is as#an abuse victim. and i honestly don't care if he's trans bc it doesn't matter in the way ppl need to be tantruming over#but it still would be just as significant if not more so. acruallg definitely more so what the hell. my family doesn't hate me bc i Like#Boys .. OR GIRLS.#and YEAH sokka does read more trans sure. but he also is the one who got made fun of for at least like matching his belt and bag#or liking shopping or being feminine ..#is this what people mean when they say that... that katara would be transphobic to her own brother šŸ˜­#well probably not. anyway.#if we're being textual sokka literally IS the one with some sort of gay subtext just FOR being the victim of the charming 2000s lightly#homophobic joking. not zuko. no one gives af about zuko#it does not break my arm to say zuko got banished for being too much sowmrbing and not enough something and got to be himself afterwards#in the slow journey that that took. this could mean literlalt anything. so who cares#he's lgbt all at once. There. bitch#also these ppl bc it was a whole bunch ofc. seemed to just mostly be mad bc zuko got the hc more#like how is that everyone else's problem now. just make sokka trans more ... idiot#ā˜†
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bunnyb34r Ā· 3 months
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Yall don't know how hard God was testing me today at work šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Bootleg FGM was trying to string up wire for the new sign holder line in basics and he was right by me right? He starts getting the wire twisted and in a sing song voice he goes "why are you not straight?! Whyyy are youuu not! Straight!? Why're you not straight?"
And it took EVERYTHING in me to not out myself for the joke šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ I wanted to go "well for one, I'm bi." SO BAD AGSGDGGDGDGS I was just standing there folding shirts like šŸ¤šŸ¤šŸ¤
#marquilla#i wanted to make a 'i cant do anything straight im gay!' joke SO BAD too šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#but if im gonna out myself at work it's sure as fuck not gonna be to management agdgdgdggdgd#not that i think theyd treat me different (i mean the one lady manager is openly bi and there's a flamboyant gay man in the cafe so it's not#like taboo) i just dont wanna out myself at a place where several coworkers are anti trans and some are homophobic#one is very bi-phobic bc i remember her bitching to RC ab this bi girl we used to work with and she said (mine you its not even 6am on a#weekday. unprovoked.) like 'does she wake up one day wanting to suck dick and the next wanting to eat coochie?!'#and im standing there thinking 'i mean maybe?? idk her preference and sometimes for me it fluxuates more like through periods of#preferring one gender over others/then swapping but also some days it's a 'why not both?' situation and SOMETIMES it's a#'why not both TOGETHER' situation man like does it matter??#i think what triggered it was the girl broke up with her girlfriend who shed been talking ab for weeks and had begun dating a man#who she then would not shut up ab. but also that coworker is suuuuper racist at least towards black WOMEN idr if she#acts that way around/with black men but a racist is a racist no matter who they pick and choose to hate#anyway i know a lot of coworkers are not lgbt friendly and i dont want to create any animosity/draw a target on my back at work#like if they find out they find out but i aint strutting my stuff yknow? like with family it's like id prefer you not know but if you know#you know so whatever#work talk
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pupyuj Ā· 1 month
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HIII Iā€™m kinda shy since its my first ask and ur my favourite writer here >.<
Can i ask for tattoo artist yujin and reader that wants to get tattoo? And Yujin gets turned on when reader makes noises during the tattooing sessionšŸ˜«, then they fuck afterwards or during its up to you hehe, please feel free to change my plot too if you think it makes it even better šŸ„µ
hiii!! nooo don't be shy to interacttt, you're so sweet!šŸ„°šŸ’– also fellow ive writer AND yujin bias?!! twin šŸ˜šŸ’“šŸ’“
it was hard to believe for everyone when yujin decided to be a tattoo artist bcs this girl is so unbelievably clumsy!! every time she gets a new client, her housemates (our independent girl has her little parlor in her and her housemates' garage) are always there on standby just in case she fucks up šŸ˜­ but somehow she never does! and when yujinnie gets you as her clientā€”pretty girl with the pretty eyes and pretty smileā€”she was extra careful! not only bcs it was ur first time getting a tattoo but also bcs... well, yujin is gay as fuck and didn't want to hurt such a cute girl like you! šŸ¤­
every time you wince sheā€™d be like ā€œoh iā€™m sorry! šŸ˜£ā€ but the more it happens, the more she gets so turned on by how cute you soundedā€¦ esp when she sees how embarrassed you get bcs you thought you were being so sensitive šŸ˜™ but the time she finished working on you, she was a 100% sure she wanted to fuck you before you left the garage šŸ«¢ she knew you were hella into her too! what with how you couldnā€™t hold a proper conversation or eye contact before you even got on the chair, how you blushed horribly whenever yujin flirted to lighten up the mood during the session, and how you didnā€™t question it at all when yujin had a hand on your thigh while she instructed you on how to take care of your fresh tattoo after the sessionā€¦
exactly how you ended up with your legs spread wide on her bed with her head buried deep in between your thighs making you see the stars with her tongue will forever be unknownā€¦ but you didnā€™t fucking complain of course šŸ¤­ scratching at her tattooed forearm that made sure your legs were wide open for her, screaming her name so beautifully when she flicks your clit with her tongue, having to grab a fistful of her hair with your newly-tattooed hand to push her closer and practically ride her face until you came and made a mess.. but yujin wouldnā€™t have had it any other way! šŸ˜
then jokes about you being ā€œsuch a good girlā€ that she didnā€™t need you to pay up at all, but you still did anyway! and ofc yujin asks you to come back not to get another tattoo but bcs her ass is actually down horrendous and needs help getting up in the form of a proper date šŸ„°
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archangeldyke-all Ā· 3 months
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love love love your writinggggg!!! seriously!
if i could request something, i'd love a soft sevika helping a lonely and touch starved reader? maybe reader is her friend and her friend opens up and stuff goes downšŸ˜
i love youuuuuu!!!! this is sooo cute šŸ˜­
men and minors dni
"touch starved?" sevika asks. "what's that?"
you invited your best friend over for take out and gossip, and now, three hours into eating and drinking and catching up, your conversation's gotten deep.
you shrug. "like, y'know, not being touched enough. people are supposed to touch and hold and cuddle each other, like evolutionary-- it calms us down and keeps us healthy. but, if you're, like me... single, living alone, family's not all that touchy feely... i dunno. i just feel like a really nice hug could, like, fix everything in me."
it's quiet. you know sevika won't judge you, you've known her long enough to know better than to expect that. you anticipate maybe a tease, or an encouragement to accompany her to the bars she meets girls at to try and find you somebody too.
you don't expect the upset, almost sad look on her face.
"sev?" you ask.
"sorry. i was just trying to remember the last time i had a hug." she says, shaking her contemplative look away. your heart shatters and you pout at your best friend. she chuckles. "don't give me that look, you're just as pathetic as me!"
"it's not pathetic, it's way too common nowadays." you laugh, smacking sevika's shoulder.
but, when you bring your hand back to your side of the couch, sevika reaches out and grabs it, intertwining her fingers with yours.
you gulp, and your heartbeat skyrockets.
it's not just your touch-starved-ness that's got you flustered. you've been crushing on sevika since you've known her. it's why you've avoided touching your best friend so much in the first place-- your brain just short circuits when you touch her.
"why don't we just hug each other?" sevika whispers. you blink up from her hands to look her in the eye, shocked to see sevika looking just as unsteady as you feel.
you take a shaky breath and look down at your hands. you can't lie. sevika will see right through you.
"honestly? i think if i hugged you i'd never let go."
sevika chuckles. "is that so bad?" she asks. you huff.
"yes! sevika, i'm trying so hard not to make things weird between us and-- and a hug would make my feelings way too fucking loud to ignore."
it's silent. sevika's grip on your hand is like steel, you couldn't run away if you wanted to. you don't. her wide, vulnerable eyes have you pinned to the couch anyways.
"...i didn't know you felt like that about me."
"yeah, well..."
sevika launches forward and pins you to the mattress, laying flat on top of you. you squawk, squirming underneath her as you try to free yourself. she just goes boneless, waiting for you to finish fighting. "sevika!" you cry.
"i feel like that about you, too." she whispers. you give up your fight, melting into the couch beneath you. "if i had known, i'd've been all over you this whole fucking time."
"...oh." you giggle.
you can feel the curve of sevika's smile against your throat, and a shiver shoots down your spine. "were you serious about never letting go of me?" she asks.
"yes."
she kisses your cheek, and you shiver again. "good. i'm not lettin' go of you either."
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clarity2electricboogaloo Ā· 4 months
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Outsiders shit. Some modern some not idfk
These are all like. The most crack-filled hcs ever, please excuse my brain šŸ™šŸ½šŸ™šŸ½ if these donā€™t make sense to you, tell me
- dally is so headstrong that the moment someone bets he canā€™t do something, he does it
- the gang takes advantage of this
- (this is a method I use on my younger siblings šŸ˜­šŸ˜­)
- dally can walk in heels
- also two bit. Like scarily well. His sister is amazed.
- pony calls people whore
- Johnny calls people thot
- they say these to each other on a regular basis.
- also hoe
- uhhh where was I
- something something gay something something 70s 80s smth pony and Johnny because Johnny never died frfr no cap
- Johnny: ā€œI canā€™t believe yall vape smhā€
- also Johnny: *pulls out a cigarette for each hand*
- pony does the same thing
- twobit and Marcia are either gay-lesbian solidarity or theyā€™re dating, no in between
- if theyā€™re gay, theyā€™re a beard couple just like ā€œwe pretend to date, they canā€™t catch onā€ ā€œI like the way you think, womanā€
- ily twobit matthews. Thatā€™s all.
- twobit and Marcia are actually both Hispanic, its canon trust I was there
- dally types ā€œwomen ā˜•ļøā€ in instagram comment sections
- also ā€œitā€™s bc Iā€™m a man isnā€™t itā€
- (ty V on discord for that second one šŸ™šŸ½šŸ™šŸ½)
- cherry and dally argue on twitter
- a lot
- dally spams cherry and then she absolutely COOKS this pathetic rat man
- dally blocks cherry, doesnā€™t talk to her for a while, then eventually forgets and unblocks her to harass the poor girl again
- cherry doesnā€™t realize blocking is a thing, but she complains to marcia and marcia shows her how to block Dallas
- dally, two bit, and Steve are all hopelessly addicted to twitter
- like itā€™s really fucking bad
- someone get these mfs off the internet
- dally therapy
- now
- right fucking now
- cherry valance and ponyboy bisexual man/bisexual woman solidarity
- they are besties
- nothing more nothing less
- change my mind
- (you cant)
- marcia ā€œgood luck babeā€ by Chappell roan
- pony autism
- Johnny audhd
- Darry autism
- soda audhd or just adhd
- I saw someone say dally ocd once and I like it so
- dally ocd
- twobit adhd
- Steve adhd
- everyone trauma :D
- when johnny actually lived after the fire bc thats what actually happened actually fr, he left his parents because he realized they didnā€™t love him (pulling from the ā€œI donā€™t wanna see herā€ scene for this)
- he stays with the curtis boys most of if not all the time
- if soda and Darry are gone, pony will grab Johnny and theyā€™ll sleep together
- not in a weird way you freaks
- pony just genuinely cannot sleep
- I may or may not be influenced by fics Iā€™ve readā€¦
- soda saw them one night when he got home late and was like ā€œā€¦queers?ā€
- he stays out a bit later than usual now, often found sleeping in another room
- Darry actually supports more than pony thought, when he comes out, Darry is like a pride parade mom frfr
- kinda lowkey overbearing with it
- ily Darrel curtis
- soda is the typa guy to genuinely not understand lgbtq+ but supports anyways
- sodas the typa guy to be asked what his pronouns are and say ā€œjust he/him. Wish I had smth more interesting, but Iā€™m just a guy :Dā€
- on the other end of that, soda and Steve are gay
- everyone is gay
- all of them
- so very fucking gay
Im done yapping for now, im so sorry for anyone that sees this
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wintersera Ā· 1 year
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THE GISELLE THOUGHTS ??? I am going crazy giselle does not get appreciated enough and her thighssss, plsss write a longer fic where she corrupts reader and makes her ride her thighs? šŸƒā€ā™€ļø
notes: readers a virgin and aeris a little bit of a pervy creep.. also this is like almost noncon? ATP this is a full fic like oopsies my bad- i meant for it to be an imagine but i got carried away
cw: dubcon, corruption kink (hope i did it well šŸ˜­), innocent!reader, thigh riding šŸ¤¤
manā€¦ it was 3am and you were bored as hell. like bored as fawk ://
the last days of summer vacation had you exhausted even though you really didnā€™t do much. and lord were you tired from wellā€¦ being tired. your best chances of getting rid of your boredom was to contact someone, yet no one you liked was online. just a couple of people you knew from class because of a project and that was about itā€¦ thats so fucking boring šŸ˜­
sitting up and thinking in your emptied and rotting brain, you pace around your room wondering what you should do. like if it was some miracle, your friend, bestest friend- aeri was online.
opening up your dms you find that she beat you to it- her messages appearing as soon as you opened the app.
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NOW, you were excited as hell. not seeing aeri in ages bc of college and whatnot, you felt your heart skip a beat because of some short message she sent. oh you gay ass- anyways, you get to see her again and you couldnā€™t contain you excitement. now if you had a dog tail it would be wagging so hard rn.. yes, you were that excited to see her.
after a while she pulled up in your driveway like the hot ass bitch she was, yeah sunglasses on even though it was almost pitch black outside (she actually put them on before she saw you open the door) she wore a white baggy tshirt on and some shorts and that was it. it was hot all day and the cool night breeze really helped with that ā€œyou just gonna stand there? orā€¦ are you gonna come insideā€
ā€œyou gonna let me have the aux?ā€ she giggles at you, nodding as you duck your head to get inside her car.
the sky was pretty, the view was gorgeous and even she looked stunning, the moonlight highlighting her sideprofile,,, lawd have mercy she was so ethereal.
ā€”
throughout the entire journey you were pouring your whole soul out to girls generation songs,, i mean fr, you were belting out the notes like mariah carey- it was that serious for you šŸ˜­ and aeri yet looked at you with fondness in her eyesā€¦ funnily ļæ¼enough you looked like a hot mess in front of her. a thrown on tshirt and some shorts you found on the floor bc she came around too early,, way too early, she looked at you as if you were the prettiest mf ever, a slight blush on her face. aeri thanked all things holy that it was dark outiside, she thought that you would notice her blushing at you and your silly antics- even though you were a little dense that you would never think that your bestie was thinking of so many nasty things.
you didnā€™t realise it, but she had her hand resting on the top of your thigh, massaging your flesh ever so lightly, however your dumbass was too occupied with gee (STREAM GEE BY GIRLS GENERATION) aeri could feel her face heat up, she knew touching you like this was so wrong, but when would she ever get the chance to touch you ever again? the way you werenā€™t even paying attention made her think she could get away with it. she couldnā€™t help the way she thought of youļæ¼, ļæ¼you looked so damn pretty and she had to ravish you.
all of a sudden the car jerkedā€¦ then stopped in the middle of fuckass no where.
ā€œaeri?ā€
ā€œweā€™re here-ā€œ she huffs
ā€œi canā€™t see anything?ā€
ā€œdonā€™t worry youā€™re pretty little head about it, just come out. the view is actually nice hereā€ but she knew she was lying. getting you out of the car was one thing, shoving you into the back seat was another- as soon as you were thrown into the back, aeri had also placed herself on the seat next to you, the corner of her lips tugging up ever so slightly ā€œdonā€™t be scared justā€¦ come hereā€ pulling you closer by the front of your shirt.
aeri was strong as fuck- like she was strong STRONG using her bigass hands to pull you in by the waistā€¦ šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« why exactly did she lock the car with you and her in the back? was she planning to murder you or something? is that why she called you out so early in the night? all these questions kept circling around in your head, you couldnā€™t exactly understand her intentions and you were scared to death.
a cold sweat ran down your temple, ohhh you thought you were fuckedā€¦ but now sheā€™s moving you onto her lap? your face meeting hers, her hot breath hitting your neck when she nuzzles into the crook of it ā€œaeriā€¦?ā€ a painfully slow hand caresses your hips. shaking, no, shuddering in her grasp, you felt terrified and confused as her hands wondered across your hips to your bare back ā€œyou donā€™t know how long iā€™ve been waiting for thisā€¦ just you and meā€ her voice low and raspy. her hands rested back down onto your hips, squeezing them in a way that made your stomach coil.
ā€œi-i donā€™t get what youā€™re doing.. let me go aeriā€ frantically looking around to see if there was any escape, to your misfortune there were none and you were utterly fucked. the grip on your hips became stronger- clearly she didnā€™t want you to leave ā€œlet me go!! aeri pleaseā€ she felt mean,, seeing you so vulnerable and weak, yet that didnā€™t stop her. firmly holding you, she moves your hips back and forth across her thighs, eliciting a squeek from you.
ā€œwhat was that?ā€ a chuckle from her
ā€œwhatā€™s so funny? aeri, youā€™re so fucked upā€
another chuckle.
innocentā€¦ aeri had the strongest urge to completely destroy your innocence.
again she rocked your hips, this time pressing you down on her thighs harder ā€œa-ahā€¦ feels funnyā€ you couldnā€™t explain it, but there was this weird heat between your legs whenever she moved you against her. it felt alien, yet you didnā€™t deny that it felt sort of felt good.
despite your pleas she continued to make you ride her. you were an emotional wreck, you felt so fucking scared but at the same time you felt ecstatic. tears fell from your eyes and stained her shirt yet she kept going and going, going so far until you began rocking your hips yourself.
eventually you were fucking yourself on her thighs all by yourself. aeri noticed that and laughed, taking her hands off of your hips and wrapping them around your waist ā€œh-huhā€¦ whyā€™d you let go?ā€
ā€œenjoying yourself? thought you were begging me to stopā€¦ or did you secretly want me to do this to youā€
she stopped you with another firm grip
ā€œdo you want to feel good?ā€ you nod embarrassingly, it felt goodā€¦ and you wanted more of it, although you didnā€™t know why it felt like electricity lit your body up.
ā€œmmm..ā€
ā€œmove on your own thenā€ oh the embarassment, the humiliation. you were so innocent that you didnā€™t know how to move by yourself. aeri had to guide you bc you were sooo clueless, yet here she is telling you to do it on your own while she watches you crumble.
ā€œi donā€™t know howā€¦ā€
ā€œfigure it out.. you want to feel good right? just move your hips like you did earlierā€ and you do, moving in slow circles as the fabric on your soaked panties hits your clit in the best way possible.
watching you with a keen eye, aeri felt aroused by you. your innocence slowly fading away with each moan and each thrust, seeing how you pressed your body closer to hers unconsciously and how the way your eyes glistened from the tears you previously shed. you looked like a hot mess and she was glad she contributed to it.
your movements became faster and sloppier, your sighing turned into whimpers and eventually into moans. an unfamiliar tightening in your stomach formed ā€œmmm.. ah- aeri? aeriā€¦ coming.. feels like somethings comingā€
you stopped abruptly, you felt something rush head to toe, making you scream out aeriā€™s name. arching your back into aeris embrace.
after a while you calmed down, coming back to reality and shit- aeri just looked at you with a huge grin and hoisted you off of her. eyeing the mess you made on her legs you, again, panic. this time it was more out of concern rather than fear ā€œiā€™m sorry i didnā€™t mean to wet myse-ā€œ
ā€œitā€™s not pee dumbass, you came- anyways, did it feel good?ā€
ā€œitā€™s not pee?? and what??? alsoā€¦ yeah it felt goodā€¦ā€
itā€™s safe to say aeri drove you home. you blacking out from waisting your energy on getting yourself off- and because sheā€™s ur bestie she has spare keys to your door. princess carrying you into your bed and making herself comfy in it as well. you and her slept for the god knows how long.
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i mean moral of the story let your bestie fuck you i guess idk.. sorry if it seems rushed </33
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ā˜… OVERVIEW
hi !! omg people acc simp for shidou šŸ˜Ÿ/j anyway you and shidouā€™s relationship would be so chaotic i think šŸ˜­ i feel like you guys are that one couple breaking up over the smallest things, and even as exes yall still have no idea what ā€˜no contactā€™ means. like, yall would be less than two weeks into the break up and shidouā€™s already calling your line asking you to link šŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļø at first you always say no, but unfortunately youā€™re gonna give up sooner or later šŸ§ā€ā™‚ļø idk itā€™s just smth about the way he calls you cute nicknames ig šŸ’˜
Q5 ā€” WHAT DO OTHERS THINK ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP ?
EVERONE thinks you guys are toxic. or a dangerous match. or both. saeā€™s waiting for the moment you realize this man has been gay all along (dw girl you never will ! but he definitely swings in more than one way.) anyway, every week you two are breaking up over the dumbest shit and your girl friends are TIRED of hearing it. everyday itā€™s ā€œoh i broke up with him cuz he was liking some bitchā€™s postsā€ and then the next day itā€™s ā€œnevermind guys weā€™re back together again.ā€ safe to say your girls are sick and tired. truth is, you and shidou simply cannot stay away from each other. no matter how intense your fights get you always find a way back to one another, and ngl your mates (and shidouā€™s) are tired of it.
charles doesnā€™t take yall seriously either. he loves you actually, youā€™re his favorite ex of shidou (or girlfriend, depends on which day of the week it is) but even he doesnā€™t entertain shidouā€™s rants about you anymore. he used to LOVE the gossip, but now he just rolls his eyes.
ā€œyall will be back together by tuesday, give it a rest gang.ā€
Q12 ā€” WHAT DO THEY NOT LIKE ABOUT YOU ?
your trust issues (which are 100% not your fault btw!!) you were actually really trusting initially, always giving shidou the benefit of the doubt. but shidou got an inch and took a mile. heā€™s never actually cheated, but you always catch him in some girlā€™s likes or tiktok comments saying ā€œlemme eypā€ šŸ’€šŸ’€ GIRL IM SO SORRY but like this is shidou šŸ˜­ also heā€™s definitely the kind of guy who reposts hot girls on his fyp i fear šŸ’” anyways once u confronted him abt all that it stopped, but you occasionally catch him in a girlā€™s likes from time to time. stuff like that is usually the cause of your fights, and itā€™s lead to you not trusting him. youā€™re skeptical about nearly everything he says and does and you NEVER cut him slack. you stand on business (sometimes). if he pisses you off he gets a good scolding followed by silence. no contact at all. but after a while you unfortunately miss your ex and find your way back šŸ’”
honestly, i donā€™t think shidou does any of the stuff he does to be unfaithful or weird. i genuinely think heā€™s just been single for a long time and so his every media is just saturated with inappropriate pics of women šŸ˜­ you open his insta and his discovery pages is filled with bikini models and only fans promoters. sometimes he absentmindedly likes a few. if shidou were to reset his tiktok and insta trust me youā€™ll never catch him in anybodyā€™s likes ever again. fuck is he looking for with randoms on the internet when heā€™s got you ?
Q13 ā€” WHAT DO THEY LOVE MOST ABOUT YOU ?
how assertive you are. he finds it irresistibly hot when you tell him no. shidouā€™s no stranger to easy girls. back when he was still single, he had a whole roster of pretty girls whoā€™d do anything he asked. but youā€™re different; you live by your own rules, you see shidou when itā€™s convenient for you, when you feel like it. sometimes, depending on your mood you treat him like he doesnā€™t even exist and heaven knows it drives him crazy. heā€™s not used to having a girl who treats him like an option and damn does it make him worship you. youā€™re kinda like sae in that aspect actually, and heā€™s every bit as obsessed with you as he is with the red head.
>> šŒš€šˆš š„š•š„šš“ <<
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Ā© ā”€ heartkaji ; do not steal, copy, edit, translate or reupload
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catboygretzky Ā· 5 months
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Exyblr Dashboard Simulator based on what I personally see on sportsblr:
10/?
šŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆ gay4stickball follow
People truly underestimate exyblr's ability to create a whole ass human out of nothing. you give us their place of origin, their position, their size, and maybe one fact about their life and BOOM a whole ass human.
šŸ§œā€ā™€ļø sapphicexy
Why is this so truuuuuuue šŸ˜­
šŸŒž blonde-jeremy-knox
jean moreau? im pretty sure no one has ever even heard him SPEAK but we know:
he's french. he's tall. he's a backliner. he doesn't talk to the press. he's perfect court but transferred from EAU to USC (which is literally the hugest change possible)
bing bang BOOM he is bitchy but quiet (probably raises his eyebrow in disdain a lot), a sturdy presence that is a little unsure of his place in the world but hides it behind bitchy comments who always strives to be better on and off the court.
šŸ’ƒfox-me-up follow
and he's gay
šŸŒž blonde-jeremy-knox
and he's gay
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šŸ§š goalie-stan
call me matt boyd the way i look at dan wilds like she hung the moon and stars
#god......Dan please.....end my suffering......
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šŸ‘øšŸ» kevindazed follow
ĀÆ\_(惄)_/ĀÆ
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#it ain't happening sweetheart SHE'S NEVER GONNA TOP YOU
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šŸ™ˆ ittybittyminny follow
do you ever want to squidge someone's cheeks SO BAD but you know they'd murder you for even thinking it
šŸ¦š dilf-wymack
is this about andrew minyard
šŸ™ˆ ittybittyminny follow
isn't everything
#just assume everything i say is about andrew minyard
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āœļø exy-fic-rec
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icarus once flew
Fandom: Exy RPF
Pairing: Kevin Day/Andrew Minyard
Rating: E
Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Friends With Benefits
Word count: 59k
Summary: He'd done this before with teammates, and it hadn't affected anything; there was no reason this should be any different, so it wasn't different. But here on the bathroom floor, hugging his knees to his chest, Kevin could admit to himself that it was different than anything he'd done with teammates in the past.
It was different, because none of those teammates were Andrew.
#kevin day #andrew minyard #0203 #kandrew #psu #palmetto #psu foxes #explicit #exy rpf #fic rec #explicit #friends with benefits #angst #hurt/comfort
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šŸ‹ sexyexy
ran into jeremy knox on campus and that girl was literally bouncing on his toes, what the fuck kinda -
#hated it btw #way too depressed for her rn
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šŸ¤³ badexyimagines
Imaaaaagine....... it's your first date with riko moriyama. He takes you to red lobster, you're allergic to lobster but he orders it for you anyway. You die
#exy #imagine #riko moriyama #esu #once again this is a JOKE
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discoveredreality Ā· 8 months
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intro post <3
don't mind me editing this like every single day lol
my dm's and askbox is always open if u want to talk <3
anons are welcome too <3
also if u want to make new friends i am right here pls say hi im fucking lonelyšŸ˜­
anyways
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BELOVED MOOTS <33333 (everyone is tagging them and this is fun)
this in no particular order just whoever pops up on my dash or smth idk. not every moots just the ones i actually know lol. ok so
@im-ur-sleep-paralysis-demon THEY'RE AMAZING LOVE THEM SM IF U DON'T FUCK OFF BECAUSE OMG KJHLGJKFJHLKYFJHKJGL
@ma-lan13 HELP MY BESTIE IRL GOT TUMBLR OMG OMG. AND SHES ACTUALLY USING IT WTF?????? ANYWAYS SHES THE BEST <333
@bloophasarrived SHE'S THE SWEETEST AND SO WONDERFUL. HER PERSONALITY SPARKLES AND OMG SHE'S SO FUN AHHH
@marylily-my-beloved I LOVE HERRR WE HAVE THE BEST CONVERSATIONS. SO NICE AND EASY TO TALK TO. AND WHY DOES SHE KNOW ME SO WELL <3333
@im-just-here4853 my vent buddy omg we just vent to each other i love her so much idk what i would do without her <33
@im-on-crack-send-help TWINNING IN LITERALLY EVERYTHING. SAME MUSIC TASTE. SAME TASTE IN FOOD. IN DRINKS. IN THE WAY WE THINK. WTF. ANYWAYS SHE'S MY POOKIE I LOVE HER <333
@the-gay-skeleton-in-ur-closet THEY'RE THE BEST OMGGGGG and they're nice and cool and shit <333333 i'm quoting myself it's fine AND LIKE SO NICE AND GOOFY AND EVERYTHING OMG
@cubemagnet somene i met on a random post and now we occasionally team up to correct grammar lol šŸ¤“šŸ¤“šŸ¤“ anyways she's amazing :D and everything she says is so iconic like isjflsrijglruhglsuglijrsg
@book-girl4eva SHE'S AMAZINGGGGG. IT'S SO EASY TO GOOF AROUND W HER I LOVE IT. SHE ALWAYS SLAYS SO HARD. EVERYTHING ABOUT HER SLAYS. idk if you'll see this but this is for u pookie <3
@mil-pinterest-sss-here-i-am ??? questioning why we're moots. but he's literally so nice. literally will be my therapist and help me w maths because that shit is impossible šŸ˜­
@dandelionflowery omg literally so kind and everything all the time. so fun fun reading their fics and doing shit together omg
@sweetwarmcookies16 OMG RIJGDJFGIJFGIF THE BEST I LOVE PLAYING GAMES TOGETHER AND TALKING AND EVERYTHING. ALSO AN AMAZING WRITER
idk brain isnt braining ill add ppl as i go along
moodboards made by my lovely lovely moots <3
so far i only have one here cause i forgot to link the previous ones whoops šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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about me
i'm ari. she/her. nicknames welcome. go wild. dude/bro/girl/literally anything is also fine. i use 'lol' and '<3' too much. minor. literally the biggest procrastinator and so disorganised i dare u to find someone worse than me. i'm indian but i live in australia. bengali/north indian idk. band kid :D my pinterest is here. PLEASE DM ME IF U WANT TO. I NEED FRIENDS. IM AWKWARD AND BAD AT MAKING CONVERSATION BUT STILL PLS šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
personality/star sign or whatever
according to the mbti test here i am an istp-t. i am also a cancer. i found out my sun, moon and rising signs and the marauders version and i wrote it down and lost it so then i redid it and i lost it again so i can't bother at this point someone help me :(
time zone
Australian Eastern Standard Time (AEST) i think?? SUCK ON THAT AMERICANS AND WHOEVER ELSE EHHEHEHHEHE ;LSDJFSFJIJFDJF;LJ
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my music taste
i love taylor swift, conan gray, olivia rodrigo, sabrina carpenter and honestly a lot of other stuff lol. also love bollywood music.
favourite books and authors
i love reading and i'm usually a really fast reader lol. i love harry potter (fuck jkr tho), kotlc, chetan bhagat books, the inheritance games, agggtm, literally all of karen m. mcmanus's books, the divergent series, pjo and hoo, lorien legacies, the selection, powerless, soc, girl in pieces, dictionary of lost words and bookbinder of jericho, all the books by amish, and a bunch of other books.
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dni
idk the usual?? if u think ppl arent valid or you're literally an asshole. honestly you all can go get stuffed. idgaf
tag games and shit
yes you can absolutely tag me. i love tag games and chain asks. sometimes i may not get to doing it but i usually will and it makes me so happy when i'm tagged lol
tags
i don't post that much stuff so i don't really have mulitple tags for my posts. anything or any shitposting or thoughts will be tagged #ari's shit. for asks it's #ari gets an ask?
fandoms!
i'm literally obsessed with drarry but i'm mostly part of the marauders fandom. i'm starting to make my way through all of the marauders fics. i love love love hermitcraft. i'm an ethogirl literally who doesn't love etho?? also really into trafficblr. i literally love six of crows so much like omg. desperately trying to get through the magnus archives im only 8 years late haha i also love kotlc sm. (team foster-keefe forever!) i'm low-key in love with keefe sencen cause omg. aaaand also a bunch of other shit but those are the main ones idk bro
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i'm bored and this is too long already might as well add more so here are a bunch of userboxes :D
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and that's all not because i have self control but because there is a limit to images per post šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ i literally had to delete some of my aesthetic images for this soooo
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all the above photos are not mine, i got them off of pintrest.
my profile pic is obviously from the makowka picrew here
the beautiful dividers are linked here. these are by @saradika-graphics she is a literal star these dividers are so good
IK THIS IS WAY TOO FUCKING LONG AND I KEEP ON ADDING SHIT MORE SHIT SO IF U ACTUALLY LIKE READ TO THE BOTTOM THIS HERE IS FOR U LMFAO ILYSM <333333
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psychocharlie Ā· 1 year
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I had a dream last night in which Dethklok released deth-eyeshadow palettes. Everyone had their own personalized palette with colors that perfectly fit them and the names for each color in the palette were given by Dethklok themselves. Some refills had funny stamps embossed in the style of each of the band members, and the cover of the packs had their faces on it.
Nathan's palette was mostly black and blood red with names like Death, Murder, Crushed Skull (the only light color there, a milky white), Guts, Hatred, Bloody Vomit, and blue-black color named Abyss.
And when he saw Pickles' palette, he grumbled for a long time that his palette is "not metal" and looked gay, because Pickles' palette didn't have a single dark color, it had a few red-orange shades, but none of them were even brutal blood red (!!!). There was a neon pink shimmer called "Glam" in memory of snakes n barrels, a bottle-green shade called "Booze". The rest of the refills was some trippy bright colors with names like "Party", "Sex on the beach", and there were also a few drug-related named shades: I remember "Acid mushroom", "bad trip" and "cocaine". It looks pretty cool tbh. But Nathan was so fucking pissed off, he was like "Pickles, what kind of gay fucked up shit you put out, it's not even brutal! Okay with Toki put out his candy pink girl shit with glitter and unicorns, 'cause that's Toki, but what's fucking wrong with you? Now, of all the deth-palettes, only mine looks metal, it's fucked up!"
Toki's palette was cute and candy-colored, just the way he likes it. Ufortunately I only remembered a few color names ā€“ "Rainbow", "Candy Paradise" and "Magic Unicorn" and there were A LOT of glitter refills in his palette (besides Toki, only Pickles and Skwisgaar palettes had glitters in it, but even they had only one glitter per palette). The cover of the box showed Toki in a cat's body running through a rainbow like in the hamburger time song.
Murderface had the entire palette done in just yellow, ranging from regular yellow to acid yellow to a yellow with red streaks. All the shades were simply called "PISS", "PISS", "PISS", "PISS", "PISS", "ACID PISS", "BLOODY PISS", "PISS". A single black shade in the bottom right corner with the name "Self-hatred" stood out against this. The package was also done in yellow colors, a bit in the Planet Piss style.
Skwisgaar had a cold colors palette.Ā Ā There were various cold white, gray and blue colors with names like "Ice fjord", "Snow vortex", "Northern wolf", "Viking". There was also a very beautiful golden glitter named "Golden god", Skwisgaar said that it was made of real gold particles.Ā 
Anyway, it's an incredibly cool concept and I woke up feeling really sad that these eyeshadow palettes don't exist in reality because I want to buy them allĀ šŸ˜­
Upd: forgot to add another interesting detail. Throughout the dream Exitus from Brendon Small's Galaktikon II was playing somewhere in the background (I didn't fall asleep with headphones on, the song was part of the dream and existed inside it).Ā Namely the lines from "hold my breath, look in my eyes" to "and you live, you live in your heart. And we live, we live with you". So when I woke up I had those lines running through my head.
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skylark325 Ā· 1 month
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Omniscient Readers View Point Read Through
Ch 53-73
Beginning: Ch 1-10
They knew the prophets would gather here and decided to use this opportunity to wipe out those who stopped reading early.
>thatsā€¦ dark
[The constellation 'Abyssal Black Flame Dragon' is looking at the black flame dragon.]
>ā€¦dude stop looking at his black flame dragon
"I really thought you were dead!" "But I survived."
> sigh
"In some cases, people need to be killedā€¦" "Don't worry. I'll kill them for you."
>i need a Heewon in my life šŸ˜­
The head rolling like a toy was covered with a cloak with '1' on it. It was the 1st Apostle.
>HSY MY LOVE
You have to hold hands with me to defeat Anna Croft and the Zarathustra!"
'I am different! Yoo Joonghyuk, hold hands with me.
>hsy REALLY wants to hold yjhā€™s hand huh
"He was a mouthy bastard."
>GASP Joonghyuk LANGUAGE
This jerk, he must think he was so cool. ā€¦Honestly, he was a bit cool.
>Dokja you fucking simp he just squashed a head like it was grape
"Then try it. Is your sword faster or my tongue faster?"
>kinky
"Writing is so difficultā€¦ writers are greatā€¦"
>couldnā€™t agree more
>the way the story distinguishes between characters and ā€˜realā€™ people is so interesting. And kind of tragic when youā€™re the only one who will likely stay aware until the end
The quality was so bad that if it was serialized in Textpia, it would've bombed. But that didn't matter right now.
>lmao this is why yā€™all need ao3
ā€“I see. I feel an unknown wall with hyung. I can't explain it well but I like the feeling.
>likeā€¦the fourth wall or a tsundere wall?
He says that any beautiful or handsome man and woman will become concubines, while any ugly people will be killed or become slaves."
Jung Heewon frowned. "If Dokja-ssi is caught, you will become a slave."
>Lmao i adore their friendship
The character and I needed to be thinking about each other at the same time.
>does that mean yjh was thinking about kdj back when kdj was using the skill to be in his body?
ā€¦that sounds wrong
anyways
"Yoo Sangah-ssi. You will be disruptive if you keep acting like this."
>Oof why did that hurt me
>ok see this is what i meant in my post about kdjā€™s difference when describing the other characters and when describing yjh. heā€™s literally talking the king of beauty that leaves everyone spellbound and the best he could manage was ā€˜outstanding beauty but not his typeā€™ and ā€˜objectively as beautiful as Sangahā€™? dokja you gay ass
However, the future that Lee Sungkook knew was only near the prologue. The evolution of the current scenario surpassed the information he knew.
>how long was that prologue for this guy to have his memories till CHAPTER 62?
[The character 'Min Jiwon' shows a weak liking towards you.]
ā€¦All my thoughts collapsed at this absurd message.
>honestly relatable
[ā€¦There is a lingering attachment, please understand.]
"Gyebaek, let's meet in the next world."
>what is this old man yaoi.
"ā€¦Won't it happen one day? If I give birth to a child, I will surely tell them what happened today."
>isā€¦is dokja embracing the mpreg
What was this? I looked up and found that my limbs were tied up with magic power. It was a chrysalis-like appearance. Yoo Sangah's face was completely red.
> ā€¦right. Not gonna ask whatā€™s currently going through Sangahā€™s head.
Everyone is the book is either kinky or gay like damn
[The character 'Cha Sangkyung' has discovered that you are a demonic enemy that shouldn't be touched.]
>Damn the foreshadowing
"Oh, I haven't introduced myself yet. I am Han Sooyoung. I am Cha Sangkyung's assistant."
>MY GIRL BOSS IS HERE
"There is someone. Someone is killing the kings!"
>my little murderous bean i missed you
A furious voice rang through the battlefield.
"Kim Dokjaā€¦"
I smiled and waved towards him. A large black flag flew behind the person heading towards me.
"You cameā€¦"
>adorable
"ā€¦Kim Dokja!"
Yoo Joonghyuk was chasing after me at a scary speed.
>YJH: i just had such a cool entry, PAY ATTENTION TO ME
> yjh really loves saying kdjā€™s name huh going KIM DOKJA! every three sentences
>god the little sister is just as grumpy as her brother
It was because there wasn't any king in Seoul who had more coins than me right now.
>kdj: you may be op but you forgot the power of INVESTMENT MUHAHAHAHA
The flying Yoo Joonghyuk hit a barrier, bounced in the opposite direction and hit another barrier and landed on the ground after repeating this ping-pong action five or six times.
>Iā€¦dokja what the fuck šŸ’€
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Next- Ch 73-92
Prev: Ch 32-52
Beginning: Ch 1-10
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Question for ya about genderbent mac and gender/sexuality performance. Assuming she would have a similar repression then coming out experience, would you change her appearance/presentation? I feel like in recent seasons mac's changed so much so I'm curious how you'd represent that in your art!
okay so! @bitseventimes made some really good points in this post about this idea already so iā€™m kinda piggybacking.
short answer: not really? iā€™d keep her presentation pretty in line with canon mac so sheā€™d be rockin the tommy bahamas shirts the same seasons as him. i think my version of fem mac would have always been sorta masc except for the few occasions sheā€™s had to put on a dress. but sheā€™d complain about it the whole time. I think her evolving relationship with gender expression and sexuality over the seasons would be less visual and more internal/behavioral.
long answer: unfortunately i donā€™t think itā€™s really possible to do a perfect 1 to 1 genderswap parallel that carries ALL the nuances of a characterā€™s relationship queerness/gender expression while still keeping that character recognizable. so itā€™s okay to bend the rules a little. my headcanon is that fem mac was always a tomboy but saw femininity as a shitty obligation you have to deal with once in a while for show, similar to canon macā€™s relationship with having sex with women. i think i saw someone hc that fem mac would wear dresses to church to be closer to god and like yeah. thatā€™s exactly it. overall her demeanor and interests and style would stay pretty close to canon mac. i think early seasons mac would feel ashamed for not being as put together as other girls and especially denise who always has perfect hair and perfect makeup and mac canā€™t even put eyeliner on without almost blinding herself. and that combined with repressed lesbianism would manifest into this misogynistic pick me ā€œiā€™m not like other girlsā€ mentality. sheā€™d still have just as much cognitive dissonance as canon macā€”convincing herself that dudes like natural girls better anyway but also of course denise has gotten laid so many times she always looks like a whore. and then that changes when mac comes to terms with being gay. (some of the misogyny is still there though this is itā€™s always sunny in philadelphia). anyways she starts fully embracing the butch thing with more confidence in the later seasons because turns out bitches really dig it. but if denise wants to do her make up every once in a while she sure wonā€™t complain. if you really want to explore queer repression in relation to hyperfemininity itā€™s wayyy more interesting through deniseā€™s character and it fits really well with whats already established in canon dennis. macā€™s performance of femininity would exist as this external factor but deniseā€™s performance of femininity would be so much more internalized and rooted in her self worth. mac takes her heels off 15 minutes into the party because sheā€™s impulsive and itā€™s irritating and denise bears through the pain because if she canā€™t be beautiful then what is she whats the point? denise would belittle mac for not putting enough effort into her appearance but deep down she wants the strap so fucking bad would be sort of jealous of the freedom mac has with her appearance and sheā€™d grow more and more resentful toward her in the later seasons after mac comes out.
sorry this turned into a macdennis analysis post and iā€™ve flown way off the rails from ur ask šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ but hopefully you get what iā€™m saying
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dufrau Ā· 1 year
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how abt some ronance story recs šŸ˜«
I feel like Im gonna recommend the same things everybody recs already so i dont know if this will be super helpful if youve already read all these and also im gonna forget fics/authors that i sincerely and deeply love and i do not want to offend or hurt their feelings???
BUT ANYWAY
Anything by @eskawrites she is a wholeass library of ronance but these two are my favorites
screaming in the dark (i howl when we're apart) - one shot about what if they all played a game of werewolves and it was very sweet and emotionally revealing
this story that we found ourselves in - long multichapter celebrity fake dating AU. if you are into gay pining you will love this.
and then:
In Her Hips, There's Revolution by @monstrous-femme - long multichapter riot girl nancy wheeler processing her trauma in destructive ways but ultimately finding healing and community
That Girl is Like an Architect, And I am Just the New Invention by @ronanception - long multichapter comphet nancy wheeler processing her internalized homophobia and discovering late 80s gay culture and activism
make my menace into someone you'd adoreĀ by @lesbianlotties - long multichapter enemies to lovers about what if nancy worked at scoops ahoy instead of steve
oh girl, it's you that i lie withĀ by @judasofsuburbia - smutty oneshot about what if they fucked with a strapon in the zombie apocalypse
Pas de Quatre by @freezeveganpolice - long multichap series rewrite focusing on Nancy and also ballet
And then a few that are in progress that I love:
Monster of the Week by freezeveganpolice - long multichapter x files au
like a damaged nerve, like a dark bird by monstrous-femme - long multichap nancy pov time travel/time loop something weird is going on with time situation? she ate a moth!
Robin Buckley's Expert Field Guide to Catching Fireflies (and Other Childhood Favourties) by @smileweakandwrong - this is the least angsty thing on this list it is a fluffy 5+1 where they flirt and catch fireflies and frogs and stuff and i love it
there are like a million more i love but like there are a ton of WIP longfics that just havent updated in a while so theyre not fresh in my mind and my subscriptions are a mess they are 90% clexa fics i dont remember. if i forgot you im sorry i guarantee i love your fics i am just flawed as a person šŸ˜­
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Hob works in a rich bitch cafe; it's not called that of course, but most of the restaurant clientele are women who don't have "jobs" and who can eat (and drink) lunch for 3 hours a day. Hob's not complaining - the tips are good and his ass only get pinched a few times a month.
The most interesting group of ladies who come in seem to be some kind of exs club; they all dated or were married(?) to this guy Morpheus. They have a litany of complaints as their monthly lunches get more lubricated -- he's so intense and smothering, except when he's busy and disinterested; the sex is good, when he wants it, but who can tell went that is; he's so moody; he looks better in couture that (we) ever did. The best they can agree on is he's pretty and the moneys good.
Hob kind of feels bad for this guy - these ladies don't seem to ever had respected this Morpheus guy. It's too bad, but it is a bitch club so maybe they are just venting. If Hob wasn't dating this absolutely fantastic guy, Dream (the sex is great, he's intense in a way Hob loves, and Hob enjoys just cuddling him when they both need some quiet time), he might have tried to look this Morpheus guy up -- just to see if he swung Hob way; Hob would have offered to blow the guys back out, at the very least.
Oh well.
It's the monthly Mimosas & Morpheus club šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ and I fucking love it.
Hob watches on in amusement. He's got to the point where he recognises the ladies and even knows some of their Morpheus-related backstory: Nada, the college girlfriend who he proposed to after just one month and then refused to even look at her again after she declined. Titania, who is at least enthusiastic about the guy's skills in bed. Calliope, the ex wife who is perhaps the kindest but also the most savage. There are others who come and go. Hob almost looks forward to hearing their stories.
One day one of the women (Bast? Hob thinks her name is?) is like "I hear he's trying men now. For goodness sake, was it not enough to traumatise the entire female population?" And the girls all laugh, and some speculate that maybe Morpheus was gay all along (Hob takes mild offense at the blatant bi erasure but it's not his place to say anything).
And then he's distracted anyway, because Dream just swanned through the cafe doors! Hob is thrilled to see his boyfriend and greets him, giving him a big ole smooch when the manager's back is turned. Dream looks pleased, but then he looks over Hobā€™s shoulder and all the colour (not there was much) drains from his face.
Hob follows his gaze and sees that all the ladies from the mimosas & morpheus club are staring back, jaws on the floor. Calliope stands up and quietly calls out - "Morpheus? Is that you? What are you doing here?"
But the moment she speaks, Dream - Morpheus? Slips out of Hobā€™s arms and flees through the door. There are angry tears in his eyes, and Hob is halfway through following him before someone tugs him back.
"Let him have a moment." One of the women - Jo, Hob remembers. She doesn't come often, counts herself as a hookup rather than an ex, and never pays for her own booze - "He looks good. Better than he used to. Obviously he just needed to find the right bloke."
Hob smiles slightly. He'll go after Dream, anyway. There's no way he'd leave his beautiful boyfriend to deal with this alone. Hob tries to imagine what it would be like to walk into a room full of his own exes and nearly gags.
When he comes back with a reluctant Dream in tow, Hob finds that he still has his job, thanks to the mimosas and morpheus club. They've also bought an entire basket of pastries to apologise and made themselves scarce.
Dream buries his head in his hands. "No doubt you have heard every sin I have ever committed, in vivid detail."
"And I still love you. Even though you do leave your knickers on the bedroom floor for days." Hob grins. "You were just looking for the right bloke, love. I think you found him."
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GLEE LGBTQIA+ HEADCANONS- HAPPY PRIDE MONTH PART 1
1- Rachel Berry- Bisexual
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-Had more chemistry with the women she sang than most men she dated
-Shes annoying and obnoxious but surprisingly cute while in relationships, notice how sheā€™s only annoying and hates everyone when sheā€™s single
-Faberry, Pezberry and Jonesberry šŸ”›šŸ”
2- Finn Hudson- Bisexual and Demisexual
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-Def slept with Puck on the same bed as kids when they had sleepovers
-also slept together with Sam on the couch while playing video games, Kurt covered them with a comfy blanket
-idk his interactions with Kurt on 1x04 are just so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee
-the demi part, just remember that when he had sex with Santana, it meant nothing to him because she wasnā€™t important to him
3- Kurt Hummel- Gay
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-Canon
-really wanted to see more relationships with him, we only had Klaine, him and Adam and thatā€™s it, the rest were all crushes, and kisses, and friendships that we pretended were real or sm
-nothing more to add
4- Mercedes Jones- Pansexual
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-idk itā€™s just the vibes
-kind of like Shang from Mulan, falling for the person they are, not how they present themselves
-anyway she gives the best hugs ever and she loves having conversations and everyone loves her for that (as they should)
5- Tina Cohen-Chang- Bisexual and Non-Binary
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-so you are a 2000s asian character with purple hair and a goth/puck style but your not bi? The blasphemy
-notice how the three highlights she wore on season 1 were purple, blue and pink
-I feel like she questioned her gender several times after she started dating Mike, when she came out he was so supportivešŸ˜­
6- Artie Abrams- Bisexual
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-say what you want but he totally admired Finn and Puck
-def wanted to date both Tina and Mike
-funny how any relationship with a man would be way better than any relationship he ever hadšŸ’€
7- Quinn Fabray- Lesbian
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-we already know girly is at least bi, you know, fucking with Santana twice
-didnā€™t have a single successful relationship with a guy, cheated on most of them
-girl just wanted to lesbian and no one got heršŸ˜­
8- Santana Lopez- Lesbian
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-canon
-same with Kurt, we deserved other relationships aside from Brittana and Danitana?
9- Brittany Pierce- Bisexual
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-canon
-bad representation in my opinion but itā€™s not my place to talk
-deserved a coming out scene, Kurt had, Santana had one (but it was deleted) but she didnā€™t, feels like the writers saying that bisexuals donā€™t need to come out
10- Noah Puckerman- Pansexual
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-took a long time to figure out his feelings
-heā€™s not romantic attracted by everyone like he is sexually, so it took longer to noticed he also likes guys
-prob had a awakening while watching porn or something
-tho him being canonically pansexual would be kind of weird like imagine him hitting on mr Schue or something
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