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freckliedan · 18 hours
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if they're both out, then why bother hiding their relationship / stuff like sharing a room and going on couple holidays? surely all of their fans know that they're together so i don't get the point of buying a home with 2 bedrooms and having a fake apartments? sorry very confused very casual fan here
hi!!! i am always so happy to share information, so ty for asking me about it! i'm going to take these questions piece by piece ^_^
if they're out why bother hiding: most of the examples of them taking serious steps to hide their relationship are from before they came out! they have been together since 2009, but dan wasn't even out to his family until 2019, shortly before he came out publicly.
why not come out sooner than that? i'll try to be brief and avoid rehashing dan's entire coming out video (which is worth watching). several reasons: he was severely bullied from early childhood onward for being gay—from before he even had the chance to consider if he was actually gay. his dad was homophobic to the point dan seems to have removed him from his life completely, & he was raised by religious grandparents so unsure of the reception there.
and significantly: he and phil were outed by a youtube glitch that leaked an extremely personal video in 2011 that leaked again on a broader scale about a year later. being outed was a part of the bullying dan had experienced so this was retraumatizing but on a bigger scale.
they had had SOME level of plausable deniability regarding their relationship before the leak, but hadn't been very actively closeting themselves before that point? and then the leak happened around when they were blowing up in popularity/around when youtube was becoming a viable career, so they were already grappling with sudden fame & a lot of other things happening in their lives at the time.
dan was 20 and phil was 24 the first time that video leaked; they were 21 and 25 and living in an apartment they couldn't afford on their own hoping the bbc would hire them (they did) the second time it did. it makes sense that they came down hard & firmly closeted themselves, especially dan, especially with what he's shared of his personal experiences.
2012-13 was the peak closet, but by 2015 they were already being more open—that's the first couple's trip they went on again after active closeting started. they've just become more and more open from there, but the peak closet era was so definitive that the public perception of them as not a couple WILL NOT SHIFT until they directly express that they are a couple.
they ARE out to fans as a couple, and imo have been since before they came out individually. they've said things along the lines of "we know you know" multiple times.
why not be definitive about their relationship status when they came out? it would've overshadowed them coming out as individuals and they didn't want that. it will be MASSIVE news when they hard launch their relationship. they went ambiguous with it on purpose in 2019 and succeeded.
so. to circle back to your questions.
why bother hiding their relationship? they haven't really since coming out. they've been living freely and being open about that in whatever ways are comfortable to them. they took some time out of the public eye for a while and i'm glad they got to have that so they could explore what happiness looks like without feeling the need to perform. but it was also something that was intentionally temporary!
at this point in time when they call each other friends or roommates etc they're fully doing a bit. like. it's funny! and it's funny at our expense which makes it even funnier—it's their turn to put us through some shit, you know? & the joke is more on people who AREN'T familiar with them than anyone else at this point. it's nice being in on things with them.
why hide sharing a bedroom? they haven't really since moving into their forever home! they have a bedroom and a guest room and there's a murphy bed in phil's filming space/personal office.
phil at some point made a comment that the murphy bed is for if they have two guests over at the same time—something that will only really read as "they share a bedroom" to people keeping track of rooms in their house.
i don't think that they share a bed they sleep in 100% of the time. which is like, normal and healthy? being able to sleep in a different bed when you want/need is NICE i've known so many people who keep seperate rooms in committed relationships and if i was rich enough i'd love having two bedrooms with beds in them in my relationship. even if we'd mostly sleep in the same place.
i also think having multiple beds means dan and phil can have freak sex in one and be lazy about clean up bc they have other beds so that's. a plus for them too.
but like. yeah. i think it's less that they're hiding that they share a bedroom and more that they share a bedroom but have better boundaries with their audience at this point—there stopped being video liveshows after they came out and they'd stopped doing liveshows from their actual bedroom when they moved in to the separate apartment situation.
+ the separate apartment situation was ONLY ever meant to be short term, & was a solution to the situation before that, when every room was in videos and it permanently felt like they were living in sets.
why hide couple holidays? they haven't since before coming out! they also go on a lot of double dates.
no sorries on the confusion and thank you for the chance to infodump!
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It is one thing is, supposedly, that Sun has not had changes in his life that "justify" that his mental and emotional health has been improving. And another thing is that these changes are not enough for you. Let's do a review. Do you really remember when Sun was REALLY BAD to the point of having dangerous intrusive thoughts and even hallucinations? In those days his worst enemy had obtained an object of incalculable power, having the possibility of destroying him and everything he loved with a snap of his fingers if had wanted to. TWO of his brothers had died, one had to restart, and the other was between life and death very far from him. The guilt flooding his mind and soul for killing Bloodmoon was so great that he saw and heard it. Everyone around him except Moon and Earth hated him. Not to mention that shortly after, a crazy man suddenly appeared who represented ANOTHER THREAT to him and his family. All that without mentioning all the damage suffered from the abuse of Old Moon and Eclipse, and I'm sure I've forgotten things but let's leave that as the most relevant.
Now… Does everything previously said remain the same?
Of course NOT!!!!!!!! Sun has his family back, and even his family grew with the integration of Earth, Solar, and i dare include Jack. He has also been able to make more friends than before, like Foxy, Puppet, Solar, he has even gotten to interact more with Freddy than did before. All this translates into a very important support net. With the return of Lunar, both he and Earth help Sun in Daycare, which gives him more time for himself, to play and relax, spend time with his cats or simply watching a television series with a friend. TIME FOR REST AND HEALTHY RECREATION. It should also be said that his feared enemy, Eclipse, was destroyed, and he played a fundamental role in that, he did not allow Moon to do all the work, Sun also helped, risking his life in the process, he was able to feel useful and important. That at the time was a HUGE weight that was lifted from his shoulders. T
hen, perhaps one of the most important things: HE STARTED RECEIVING THERAPY.
And yes, probably for many what they see in the videos is not an authentic therapy session, but hey, the actors are not psychologists or professional therapists, they are voice actors and gamers, they do what they can with the time and knowledge they have, and what matters is that these sessions fulfill the function of treatment for the character, whether the viewers like it or not. It's even been mentioned that he receives more treatments and goes to more sessions with Earth than we see on screen, they just can't show them all. Another thing, moving away from his workplace, having his own space that only belongs to him and Moon, not a room owned by Fazbear, that must have been LIBERATING. In addition to the feeling of independence and freedom, he also had to make Sun stop thinking a little about his work for the first time in his life, because he no longer literally lived in his work. And as much as it bothers several people that Solar was the one who helped Moon the most before his tragedy, whether they like it or not, it was Sun's conscious decision to take a break from the Daycare-related chaos because SINCE HE WAS CREATED, HAVEN'T HAD A TIME PROLONGED PEACE IN THEIR LIFE. He knew wasn't going to be much help in tracking down Eclipse, any more than Lunar or Earth were, and no one faults them for that. Our strengths and talents will not always be required, the important thing is to take care of ourselves and be ready when we can help; Sun had complete trust in Moon and Solar, and they most of the time informed him of his progress, such as when Eclipse was captured or when Moon told him of his suspicions about Ruin. Of course, it has had its ups and downs, it wouldn't be TSAMS if everything were easy, without a doubt Ruin along with the copies of Bloodmoon and Eclipse were responsible for hindering the process of recovery and progress of the celestial family, especially Sun, but that, The process exists, the progress exists, perhaps it is more subtle than with other characters because on the Sun and Moon channel the emotional conversations almost cause those two dumbs men to vomit.
The point is, Sun has changed, everything around him has changed from when he was in his deepest and darkest moment, and he has been changing and evolving along with his family and his surroundings.
Maybe it's not the change you would like or the one you expected, but don't tell lies claiming that this change for the better happened out of nowhere, because then it seems like you only saw the episode where Sun said that sometimes he wished he were dead and then he just you skipped to the current ones ignoring both their experiences on their own channel and others. Oh, and i almost forgot, with everything said above i have not meant for a moment that Sun is completely cured, because it is evident that his anxiety and low self-esteem problems still exist, they have not disappeared, but he has learned techniques to deal with them, learn to live with their problems, healthier coping methods, and that is already an improvement, not a cure, but certainly an improvement.
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takami-takami · 15 hours
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Heads up! Gonna be talking about neglect here.
Scratching my head. Okay you guys this is actually going on this blog instead of my sideblogs because I need Actual opinions. On neurodivergency.
I just got back from watching the JaidenAnimations video on ADHD and Autism and like. I'm in a really rough spot here cuz I relate sooooo much to neurodivergent experiences none of my psych team can do anything but scratch their head because nobody can tell what's Me and what's the way I was raised. I took an autism screening test with my psych and it came back as the grey area. I've had psychs look at their clipboards and go "gee i really need to think about this one..." like ACTUALLY confused.
I have been asked to get tested and if I'm ND so many times it's not even funny.
I was basically raised in isolation, years in an attic, not allowed to socialize with other kids besides my siblings. Not allowed to open the windows. No one was to know I existed. And this isn't a trauma dump I promise it's a fact in my life like it's genuinely relevant. If you need a visual, Hawks and me had similar living situations.
But basically I need advice. On? What it's like? To be autistic or ADHD? Idk if my brain is underdeveloped/fried from severe neglect and trauma or if I'm ND. Cuz it does run in my family. But still!
I don't KNOW!!!!! HELP!!!!!!! HELP MEEEEEEE!!!!!
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Hi👋
I asked several of my friends their thoughts about the Norsemen, and all they said was that they don't think anything about them, but consider Norway a rich and beautiful country. I went to YouTube to watch videos about Norway from my compatriots, but there was nothing very funny or interesting.
So do you, the people who live in the USA, really have any stereotypes about the inhabitants of Norway? Also, this question for you subscribers
I mean, the thing about the USA, is it's a huge country and for all we have our shared national tendencies we also tend to be tremendously regional (a Texan will not act the same as a New Yorker). So, I have to give a "depends where you are". States that had a lot of Scandinavian immigration will have very different opinions versus states that historically had very little.
You go to Minnesota and they're going to have opinions about Norway.
Generally, though? People tend to think of Norway as the utopian country that has it all figured out politically/in terms of social welfare. You ask someone and they'll say that Norway would be their country of choice to live in. Whether this is true or not is a matter of debate but not something we think about too much. Otherwise, I'd generally say we have a hard time telling the Scandinavian countries apart? Sweden's a bit apart in being in the news more often and ABBA but Denmark and Norway are a bit shruggy face for telling culturally which is which. Most people probably know what a Swedish accent sounds like but a Norwegian accent's a bit more mysterious. Norway has Vikings (but so did the other two).
Stereotypes pretty much start with tall, blonde, blue eyes, pale. Appearance, not so much about culture (again, generally, different states are different).
@therealvinelle I think was shocked and appalled when I didn't come in having very marked opinions about the Swedes, Norwegians, and Danes as individual countries when from what I can gather they roast each other constantly and take their friendly competition in this modern age EXTREMELY seriously.
Followers, opinions on the Norse?
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shrekgogurt · 2 days
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I have been watching one million YouTube video essays about pop culture and emphatically not writing over the past several days. This chapter was supposed to be a shorter one and now it’s shaping up to be the longest one so far and I’m deeply frustrated by it. I want it done. Only 3/6 of the POVs are “finished” (aka beta ready) and one of the Baz POVs needs a lot reworked. Narratively, it was the chapter I was least looking forward to writing and in trying to redeem it (infuse it with more emotion) it’s just getting so big. Nevertheless, so many people are out and about today so I’m serving up the first sentence of each POV.
It’s the first day of classes and I’m already in trouble.
I wouldn’t venture so far as to say I have a spring in my step, but I’m faring better than I was last month.
A man who appears to have walked fresh off the set of a k-pop music video just called Baz’s name and I’m not handling it well.
[this is the POV that needs so much reworking so instead here is one sentence I know will stay] “If you’ve been feeling part of the scenery, perhaps you should walk right out of the machinery.”
As I stare at the three gates blocking our exit, I suddenly wish Penny had more friends.
Snow is a bloody contagion.
Okay I’m a little bit just whining some more down here. But GODDAMN it! I keep reading so many beautiful masterpieces by y’all and getting so inspired and wanting to make my shit better. Which is good! But also! This chapter is now 10x harder to write because I want it to be deeper now than it originally would’ve been. And ultimately, again, that’s good! But it’s so much more effort. And I’m being really really hard on myself and the output. And it’s not currently super duper fun. More like when you know what something could be or should be but you can’t get it to shape properly. Or rather, I’m angsty about putting forth the energy to mash it all up to make it better than before. So…it’s all growth. Just a pain in the ass.
Not to mention, the key to unlocking more depth for the Baz bits is Hejira which is a fucking masterpiece. (How can I be Joni? No one can be Joni!) And he doesn’t start out there! I have to bring him to this place of reflection! And like cover the time elapsed. And it’s HARD! BOO! EVIL! I’m doing it to myself!
May the spirit of poetry hopefully overtake me. It’s terribly lacking in this chapter. (I think I’ll be forever chasing the damn high of chapter thirteen.)
Okay done whining.
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joyflameball · 2 days
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I'm sorry but September 8th was a thousand times more insane than November 5th. Yeah it was insane that Destiel went canon during the fucking presidential election, and I would never ignore the great joy it gave us in the Destiel World News meme, but it will not compare TO:
About a year earlier, people made many jokes about how Queen Elizabeth was probably dead. People were waiting on her death. I don't have many receipts for this but I remember it well.
Reigen Mobpsycho100 was in several polls on Twitter, none of which he had the qualifications for, all of which he fucking won. He won Twink Supreme. He won internet sex symbol. He won a dilf-off. He was winning a milf-off. He was in a poll for hottest anime women. He was in a babygirl competition. He was unstoppable.
Reigen sweeping the competition (the origin of "[blank] sweep" becoming such a popular phrase onthe internet, i think) was especially funny to Mob Psycho fans, since there was apparently an arc in the anime where Reigen got cancelled on Twitter.
The next poll he was in was the Tumblr Sexyman Showdown, where he effortlessly swept the competition, before in the finale, going against Sans Undertale.
For 24 hours, things were tense. People watched the votes tick up and down. Things were extremely close- Sans was winning one minute, Reigen the next. People were drawing dramatic art. People were drawing art of the two kissing. People were drawing art of them fighting.
That same day, Daniel Howell of Dan And Phil fame, who had released four videos in the past four years, released a video called "Dan And Phil Finally Tell The Truth"
The poll had two hundred THOUSAND fucking votes. I cannot express how insane the atmosphere was. I do not have a Twitter account, so I was refreshing the fucking #reigensweep tag like my life depended on it, reblogging so much art, so many calls to vote. Every time the votes tipped in Sans's favor I yelled. It was fucking insane.
And then, early in the morning of September 8th, anniversary of a really gay Steven Universe episode, SANS UNDERTALE WON THE FUCKING TUMBLR SEXYMAN COMPETITION BY ONE VOTE
SANS UNDERTALE, THE DEFINITION OF TUMBLR SEXYMAN, A SKELETON PEOPLE HAD GONE NUTS OVER IN 2015, THE POSTERCHILD FOR SELFCEST
WON THE TUMBLR SEXYMAN COMPETITION
BY ONE
VOTE
Let me tell you Tumblr was EXPLODING. There were memes galore. People drew more art. Reigen getting his ass kicked. Sans and Reigen kissing. Sans and motherfucking Komaeda. The resolution was so dramatic and hilarious it was suffocating.
And then TOBY FOX, CREATOR OF UNDERTALE, WELL KNOWN to be a reclusive motherfucker, WROTE FANFICTION OF THE FUCKING POLL
OMOCAT, CREATOR OF VERY GOOD GAME OMORI, RESPONDED TO IT WITH "Toby..."
This same day, Sega announced Sonic Frontiers. You can guess this did not make things calmer.
Oh, did I mention it was Out Of Touch Thursday this September 8th? I should mention that!
And then. Well. We started getting reports about the queen's health. I cannot personally report on this part, because I was fucking asleep. But after a year of silence on the queen's health, ONLY TO GET THIS, WHEN TUMBLR WAS ALREADY HOPPED UP ON TUMBLR SEXYMAN POLL ENERGY.
And then TRISHA PAYTAS, ONE OF YOUTUBE'S MOST CONTROVERSIAL, STARTED GOING INTO LABOR
HARRY STYLES APPARENTLY SPAT ON CHRIS PINE?????
People were rabid. They were waiting on any news of the queen's health. BBC was suspending all regular programming after "news of the queen's health." Tumblr was posting Not Yet Ferb and that one image of Tighten from Megamind when he said the line "There is no Easter bunny, there is no tooth fairy, and there is no queen of England" with the last line cut off.
AND THEN THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND FUCKING DIED
BUT DON'T THINK THAT WAS THE END OF IT BECAUSE MINUTES AFTER HER DEATH TRISHA PAYTAS GAVE BIRTH AND NAMED HER DAUGHTER ELIZABETH
THERE WAS A DOUBLE RAINBOW OVER BUCKINGHAM PALACE
PEOPLE JOKED ABOUT SANS KILLING HER
PEOPLE POSTED THE MEGAMIND IMAGE ENNE MASSE
IRELAND ESPECIALLY WAS IN ABSOLUTE CELEBRATION
CRAB RAVE WAS EVERYWHERE
THE BIG BANG THEORY WAS THE ONLY CHANNEL ON
There were very serious discussions on the effects the queen's colonialism had had on the world, on how her death deserved to be celebrated due to all the pain she had caused, giving a shoutout to all the people she had colonized, talking about the effects this would have on the poor as England would spend more money on her funeral than on doing anything to fix poverty and
YOU COULD NOT GO A FEW FEET WITHOUT FINDING CRABS
THE ONION POSTED A HILARIOUS ARTICLE
I LEARNED THERE WAS A CONSPIRACY THEORY ABOUT JUNGKOOK BEING THE REINCARNATION OF PRINCESS DIANA
PEOPLE SAID PRINCESS DIANA WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF LIZZY
TUMBLR WAS BETTING ON CHARLES BEING NEXT
CHRISTOPHER ECCLESTON WAS TRENDING FOR ANTI MONARCHY POSTING AND IT WAS ALSO HIS BIRTHDAY I THINK
SEGA DROPPED A SONG CALLED "I'M HERE" ON THE SAME DAY (SONIC IS CANONICALLY KING ARTHUR BTW)
PEOPLE POSTED THE SCREENSHOT FROM STAR TREK ABOUT THE IRISH UNIFICATION OF 2024
PEOPLE WERE PLAYING THE SONGS CRAB RAVE AND DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD
SPEAKING OF WIZARD OF OZ, THAT VERY NIGHT, A PERFORMANCE OF BROADWAY MUSICAL WICKED WAS HELD, AND THE FIRST WORDS OF THE PLAY WERE "Good news! She's dead!" FOLLOWED BY A SONG CELEBRATING THE DEATH OF AN EVIL WITCH
IT WAS THE ANNIVERSARY OF AN EXTREMELY GAY STEVEN UNIVERSE EPISODE
EWAN MCGREGOR WAS TRENDING FOR SOME REASON
HATSUNE MIKU KICKED THE ASS OF BOTH SANS AND REIGEN
IT WAS APPARENTLY THE ANNIVERSARY OF MOB FROM MOB PSYCHO BEING CALLED ANTIFA BY A REPUBLICAN DIPSHIT
POKEMON HAD AIRED A CRAB POKÉMON WHILE TUMBLR WAS POSTING CRAB RAVE LIKE CRAZY
MIGHT I REMIND YOU OF THE EVENTS OF THE FUCKING TUMBLR SEXYMAN POLL
AND DAN AND PHIL MAKING THAT FUCKING VIDEO
AND TRISHA PAYTAS'S DAUGHTER ELIZABETH HAD JUST BEEN BORN
AND THIS WAS ALL HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME
SANS UNDERTALE KILLED THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND AND SHE WAS REINCARNATED AS TRISHA PAYTAS'S BABY
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Say what you will about November 5th. Call it insane. Call it wild. Call it the height of your life. It will never reach the depths of that great, glorious September 8th.
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louve-garoue · 6 months
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I want to reblog videos of witnesses of what is currently happening at Gaza, but they hard to watch. Emotionally hard to watch. I really don't think it's a good idea to post them here. But also it's important for them to be spread.
So as a compromise I'm posting the link to the videos here. Those who think they can handle it, please watch them. I'll also write the caption of the video here so you can whetever or not you would be able to see them.
[A video from instagram. You can read on the bottom of the video a sentence in arabic with below the sentence : "Let's play one last time". A man is holding and hugging a little girl. She is dead. She also seemed to have been injured and bruised at her cheek. That injury is relatively small and no blood is spilling. She also has 2 bruises on her forehead. No other wounds are visible. The man is seen rocking the girl, rubbing his beard on her head, talking to her, gently prying her left eye open, kissing her forehead, continue to gently pry her eyes open and letting them slowly close, kissing her nose while petting her head, and hugging her close once more.]
And
[Gaza's Indonesian Hospital staff face brutal interrogation and beating
In a harrowing account from the Indonesian Hospital in Gaza, nurse Mohammed Al-Kahlot detailed the intense and violent interrogation he and his colleagues endured. He vividly described the chaos: 'The lasers of snipers, the beating, and the howling dogs that accompanied them were everywhere. We lined up in a single file, with the women and children standing behind us.'
During his turn, after identifying himself as a nurse, he was subjected to brutal beatings with torture tools. The ordeal lasted for 10 minutes, filled with the sounds of colleagues being similarly abused and dogs being unleashed on them.]
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medicalunprofessional · 5 months
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life is wasted
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hotasfahrenheit · 6 months
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What are you doing?
I'm resting at home, alone.
No. I hate that.
[NCT 127 - Home Together]
[Home Together gifsets 1 | 2]
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autisticlee · 1 month
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having some sort of chronic pain and tiredness issue and joint problems and whatnot but not knowing exactly what the problem is is really good at leading you feeling like you're faking it or making a big deal out of nothing or making it up. especially if there's a good day where it's not as bad and you can walk straight without limping for the first time in a year. but then you can wake up the next day and can barely walk and wonder why you can't just walk normal. it's hard to not guilt trip yourself into dealing with pain by trying to ignore it and force yourself to walk "normal" all the time
#chronic pain#chronic exhaustion#idk what else to tag#another day of why was lee walking normal and barely pain at work yesterday but then today so much pain and exhausted#wish i knew what was exactly the problem. was diagnosed with “generalized hypermobility” but doesnt do much#not a real diagnosis. basically just a thing to tell me “theres nothing wrong. exercise more” but how???? i keep trying but hurt myself#my job is physical labor and therefore exercise. it hurts. is exhausting. no energy to do more. walking is exhausting#have to focus so much energy on not popping hips out of place and twisting knees and ankles and falling. never hurts less#still think about how failed the heds test by 1 point but had several people with heds or who have close friends/family with it who told me#they think i have it and should go het diagnosed or just ask me if i have it because they recognize the symptoms#and every time i tell them the doctor i saw about my joint issues and stuff denied it they get super confused and tell me to try#another doctor. unfortunately i have to go through my designated health system and they dont have multiple doctors of each specialty#and i in general have no clue how to navigate health stuff or how to advocate for myself and have no help or support system at all so 🤷#anyway. it makes me wonder if i *do* have that or if my floppy bendy joints are just similarly bad and exercise will cure me#and im just bad at it because i have no clue what is right and wrong movement unless someone watches me and corrects me the whole time#and no i wont learn or get better. im so disconnected from this body that i will never learn what feels right and wrong.#still cant even tell when im hungry until i almost pass out!!!!!!! of thirsty!! or even have to pee until its emergency level piss!!!!!!#so no way to tell when hypermobiling joints when exercising or when form is slipping and not correct anymore.#been trying things to get better at that but still hasnt improved at all#what was i talking about......right. dont think ill ever get heds diagnosis since cant pass the test for that. so cant get much support/help#am on my own with youtube tutorials and hoping i dont keep hurting myself wishing exercise will cure me and “good days” become permanent#also why are video tutorials SO HARD TO FOLLOW AND LEARN FROM. im sk bad at it yet everyone tells me its the best and only way to learn but#its SO HARD FOR ME 😭😭😭😭😭 MAKES ME SO FRUSTRATED AND UPSET
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anaalnathrakhs · 1 year
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i don’t know what it is with me and video games but no matter how fun or interesting a game sounds, i almost never boot it up and even when i do i play like thirty minutes and then give up.
like i guess it’s because i’m a internet-addicted little gremlin and the second i open an browser i have a System to get me five different kinds of doomscrolling on hand at once, so unlike irl hobbies that i can do away from the computer or in tandem with my doomscrolling of choice today, i need to have my cozy usual setup just a tiiiny bit out of reach but avoid using it to focus on my game.
i don’t usually have that problem with games on my phone or handheld consoles back when i had one of those, but also i’m careful to pick games that aren’t disturbed by me watching a video at the same time, like wordless brain puzzles or pokemon hunting yknow, if the game starts a story segment or ambiance is important i play that on its own, away from distractions.
even when i play flash games on the computer while watching a video, i feel like i switch back and forth still pretty often. and even when i play a “proper” game with friends and focus on it for a couple hours, i can tell it wears me down and at the end all i can think about it the skin-crawling need to go listen to music really loud and scroll social media for two hours, even though that’s also because of the socialization aspect.
but switching back and forth between a solo game and my usual setup isn’t really an option cuz my computer struggles with it depending on the game, and also even if i did find something on my phone that could fill that role, most computer games are still more involved than mobile games that i can play while doing something else. i wouldn’t want to take away from the experience of a game bc my stupid brain needs to also be doing sudoku and listening to 2000′s pop at the same time. because honestly i kinda already do that when i watch movies and series. which i feel somewhat conflicted about. but that might mean there’s just yknow, no way to get over it, at least in my current circumstances.
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btsbs · 2 years
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lxnceclercs · 2 months
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I FUCKING HATE MATH
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harrysfolklore · 5 months
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tom blyth being obsessed with his girlfriend: a compilation
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this was inspired by @astranva’s famous blurbs, love you and miss you novs <3
MASTERLIST | MY PATREON
It seemed like the entire world was crushing on the same man: Tom Blyth
Unfortunately for those who watched The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes and came out of the theater in love with the man who played Coriolanus Snow, he was happily taken and loved to talk about his girlfriend any chance he got, which lead to fans making several compilations about the times he was a simp over his girl.
The most popular video was a 10 minute and 33 seconds compilation, which had around 445k views.
It started with Tom's interview with Good Morning America to talk about Billy the Kid, the interviewer asking about how he prepared for the role.
"It was during the pandemic, like any actor during that time I was just hoping that the world came back to normal so I could start making a cent," everyone in the set laughed at this, "I was living with my girlfriend YN in a barn house and we were like chopping wood every morning and visiting my friend's ranch. So when I got the part I kinda felt like I was ready for it."
"Your girlfriend, you say," one of the interviewers said making Tom smile right away, "Did she help you prepare for the role too?
"Of course she did, she's my biggest supporter ever."
The video moved to show some behind the scenes of Songbirds and Snakes footage, Tom dressed in his peacekeeper costume and dancing around while Rachel recorded him.
"See this moves?" he got closer to the camera, "I used them to charm my girlfriend."
"And I doubt they worked." Rachel laughed behind the camera.
"She loves me so I'm pretty sure they did."
The next thing shown was Tom sitting next to Hunter as they did an interview for Rolling Stone, the crew just asked about their thoughts on Olivia Rodrigo's single for the movie.
"I love Olivia Rodrigo," Hunter cheerfully said, throwing her arms up to the air, "The new album is so good."
"I'm a big fan as well," Tom joined in, "My girlfriend YN, she's obsessed with her, plays her songs all the time."
"Just so everyone knows, YN is like the coolest person ever," Hunter said, making Tom smile, "She brought us snacks on set so many times, such an angel."
"She's the best."
The following footage was Tom and Rachel's rapid-fire questions with Vogue.
"Can you guess where this is from?" Rachel asked holding up a card that showed a zoomed in picture of a suit.
"That's my Prada suit from the London premiere," Tom asked confidently, Rachel confirming that he was correct, "My girlfriend YN loved that suit, that's why It's one of my favorites."
"Oh I miss YN."
"So do I, so do I."
Next clip was Tom's interview Stephen Colbert, who just asked him if he was a fan of the books growing up.
"I was such a huge fan, I grew up watching the films. My mom and sister used to go to opening weekends to see the movies," the audience cheered at that, "Actually, for my third date with my girlfriend I took her to see the last movie, so getting to play a young president Snow is a real honor."
The video quickly moved to show the lat clip, one of Tom's interviews at the London premiere of the movie.
"Are you here on your own? No date?" The interviewer said once Tom finished answering the previous question.
"I'm here with my girlfriend, actually," his face beamed as he spoke, "She's probably somewhere taking selfies with Hunter, those two are like best friends."
"Is she close to your cast mates?" the interviewer asked again.
"Definitely, they try to steal her from me and I can't blame them, she's the best."
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(She's) Off The Track
Y/N is pregnant, not allowed to race, and she's pissed about it
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When the video went up on everybody's social media, the fans panicked. It was similar, eerily so, to Sebastian Vettel's retirement announcement.
But she couldn't be retiring, could she? She was only in her mid twenties and hungry for a win. There was no way she was retiring already.
She sat there in the video, a white wall behind her, and stared. For a full two and a half seconds she said nothing, but it felt so much longer. Anxious fans waited chewing on their nails as they waited to see what was going on.
To Y/N, the person in the video, it felt like she was doing one of those youtuber apology videos. Well, this was a severe and continuous lapse in her judgement, but it had ended in something wonderful.
"It's with regret that I sit here before you all to tell you that I will not be partaking in the rest of the Formula One season," she said and breathed out, like a massive weight had been lifted from her chest. "In my place Liam Lawson will be driving in the second seat of the AlphaTauri."
"We thank you all for your continuous support and look forward to seeing all of you when I return to the grid next year."
She never said why, never let the fans know why she was going to be absent from the track. The fans still saw her everywhere, though. In the paddock, cheering on her replacement, or in the background of her boyfriends streams.
"This is your fault," she said as she sat on the beanbag behind Lando, placing malteasers into her mouth. "If it weren't for you, I would still be racing."
Although she sat it, it wasn't serious. It wasn't his fault at all. Actually, she didn't want to blame this on anybody; it was a welcomed surprise.
It had been a good sixteen weeks since she last sat in a Formula One car. There one race that Y/N wasn't at, leaving all the fans speculating where she could be. And then there was a two week gap between the races.
The next race she attended, something was clearly different. Lando held her hand, staying close to her while Martin Brundle interviewed her. He walked her to the AlphaTauri garage, something he didn't normally do, and didn't leave until she was being safely escorted by Daniel Ricciardo.
But the most noticeable difference was the baby bump was she sporting.
SHE'S PREGNANT!! said everybody online. It was maybe the best kept secret of the paddock.
Even though the secret was out, Y/N and Lando still didn't address it. If any interviewer tried to ask about the pregnancy, Lando would walk her away or place himself between her and the interviewer, protective fiancé mode engaged.
When the last grand prix she was allowed to attend before she had to stop flying rolled around, Y/N spent more time than usual in front of the car that should have been hers. Her hand rested on her stomach as she looked at the number 40 car. It should have been number 69, her driver number.
"Next year," she said through a sigh as Liam approached. He offered her a smile, the kind that said he sympathised with her.
Towards the end of the season she had to stop attending. There were only two races left and Lando was predicted to be on the podium for all of them.
And he was on the podium. She was forced to watch it from their television at home. She celebrated with a glass of water and a nap.
Y/N went into labour at the start of winter break. It was lucky, actually, that Lando was home and able to rush her to the hospital. He held her hand through it all and, soon, their baby boy was crying in his arms.
Ten months went by. Y/N and Lando spent the entirety of the winter break as a family, caring for their son, introducing him to the family (the grid family and their actual families) and celebrating firsts with him. When they brought him home, when he first slept in his crib, his first trip in the car, first trip in the zoo, taking him around the marina.
Lando took pictures of it all. His jpg account was full of these pictures, as long as they didn't show their sons face.
His first introduction to the Formula one world came when he was just ten months old, at the Brazilian Grand Prix. Before Y/N and Lando left their hotel, it had been a big debate over whether he was going to be wearing a McLaren onesie or an AlphaTauri onesie (Lando had won and they walked him around in a bright orange onesie).
The grid loved meeting Emmet "Chuck" Norris (Daniel thought he was really funny with that one). Emmets favourite people were Danny and Max, who had worked together to teach him to respond to his name of Chuck.
He sat in his parents cars and that was when Y/N and Lando knew, he was going to be a racer.
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