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rivendellrose · 1 year

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I made a mistake today (read: I was embarrassed and did not effectively advocate for myself) and drank too much (for me) caffeine. Which means "a reasonable amount of caffeine for most people," but... I'm me. This happened at 2:30 p.m. By 3 p.m. I was thinking "Yeah... that was for sure a mistake" because I felt sliiightly odd. By around 5 p.m. I couldn't type accurately due to jittery fingers, and by 7 p.m. I had butterflies in my stomach and was talking a mile a minute (which, okay, is something I just do sometimes, but it wasn't feeling great).

After looking up a local hospital system's suggestions for people who've had too much caffeine, I drank three pint glasses of water in short succession over the course of dinner, worked out on our elliptical for 22 minutes, did a deep breathing exercise, watched a soothing video about dandelions, peed, then ate a banana and a carrot because some internet stuff said fiber might help. Then I scrolled aimlessly on my phone for a bit, and then made a cup of herbal tea. Then I chatted excessively at my husband. Then I did some work. Then I twiddled with the internet some more while finishing my tea.

Now I'm here. I'm still feeling waaaaay too awake for 10 p.m. (I am old and am usually in bed with the lights out by 11 p.m. at the LATEST), but I... maaaaaaybe will be able to sleep in a little while? I hope?

For a normal person, drinking no caffeine 8 to 10 hours before bed is recommended. For a me... uh... let's just say the most caffeine I have on a normal day is one cup of decaf coffee at 7:45 a.m. and another cup of decaf at about 2:30 p.m. And the most I EVER have in the last few years is a cup of regular black tea in the morning and decaf in the afternoon. And instead, today, I had... a single-shot of espresso. (Don't ask how this happened. Seriously, it's too embarrassing.)

How much of this jittery anxiety and not feeling tired is the caffeine, at this point, and how much is me having anxiety about the caffeine? Who even knows?!

Arrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I need to sleeeeeep tonight...

#about me #whining

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flrtwoo · 3 years

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wc: 642

"i'm awake!"

you rolled your eyes as dahyun put on a dazed smile. dealing with a very tipsy, almost drunk dahyun was not how you wanted your night to go.

"we get it your wake, but i'm wake too!"

nor was dealing with a very tipsy, almost drunk minghao.

just like what you said, sangyeon stood up from his chair and clinked his glass with a fork, earning the attention of you and your coworkers. "to close tonight's dinner, i would like to thank everyone for coming tonight. we, the executive committee, hope that you all had a great time."

he then gestured to your table, where all the newbies were. "and lastly, to our new employees: welcome to the family!" hoots, hollers, and applause filled the room as you and the other sober newbies bowed.

"have a good evening everyone!" sangyeon exclaimed.

as people started to gather their things and go home, you were stuck dragging dahyun and minghao around. they both have reached a new level of tipsiness-almost-drunkeness: being half asleep.

you helped them put on their coats and hung their bags around their necks. "cmon, wake up let's get going."

you attempted to heave them up, but they just did not budge. "i want sleeeeeep." minghao drawled, face planting into the table. it took everything in you to stop yourself from pulling his hair and dragging him by the head. "well me too hao, but i have to deal with your drunk ass so get up."

"we're not drunk!" dahyun pointed a finger up in the air. "just tipsy and tired."

you rolled your eyes at her stubborn, clearly oblivious state. "i'm going to call a cab okay? i'll pay for it and accompany you two, just give me your addr-"

"need some help?"

you quickly turned around and met... hyunjae?

you looked at the 2 dozing off by the table, then at hyunjae. "oh uhhhhhhh...."

he chuckled and walked over to dahyun and minghao. you watched him adjust their sleeping positions into more comfortable ones, heart beating a little faster than usual.

you couldn't help it though, his actions were just so endearing.

"i'll bring you guys home instead. let me go get my car from the parking lot, wait here alright?"

"hyunjae, it's okay don't worry about us!" you protested, but he stopped you.

"i insist." he smiled.

sighing out of defeat, you nodded your head towards the door as if signalling him to get his car. his smile grew even wider, and he jogged out the door to go to the parking lot. on the way though, he bumped into kevin and younghoon.

upon meeting their friend, excitement lit their faces up. "are you ready to PAAAAARTAY?!" kevin exclaimed while younghoon pumped his fist up and down in the air.

"ah shucks, i'm sorry guys i gotta pass. i need to take care of something, gotta go!" not wanting to make you feel burdened by your friends any longer, hyunjae said goodbye in a rush as he jogged backwards, waving off to his friends. kevin and younghoon stood there and watched him sprint towards his car, confusion washing over their systems.

"did he just... what just happened?"

your type | lhj

[chapter 6]

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summary: 5 years after receiving your very first heartbreak from hyunjae, you've convinced him (and yourself) that the past is the past and your feelings for him are long gone. however, when certain emotions in you resurface around him, you're not all for going through heartbreak a second time. but maybe, just maybe, the universe won't give you a "second time", right?

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a/n: I AM BACK HELLOOOOO 😁 2 weeks was really long and i am so sorry about that, but i'm feeling a new sense of inspiration for your type, which i very much needed :") i'm not the proudest of this piece, esp since my brain has been conditioned to write academic papers the past few weeks, but hopefully my ~brain waves~ start warming up to write creatively again soon! i'm really excited to continue your type, and i hope u all are excited in following the series again! thank you for waiting so patiently for the new update, ily guys so much 🥺💛

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avionvadion · 2 years

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About Chenya's localized name. What is it exactly? Just because I want to use the more accurate name in my own writing if that is the case and I never got to that point yet.

Artemiy Artemiyevich Pinker.

And that’s fair! I’m gonna have to go back through the depths of my Once Upon A Dream fic after I wake up later to fix his name, since I wrote it as Alchemi Alchemavich Pinka. Artemiy is apparently the correct one as it’s an actual Slavic name. Wild as the English translation is, they are doing a few things right.

I’ve been up since 3 am and playing through the game. 🤣 It’s 5:30 pm now. I need to sleeeeeep. I just beat Riddle’s story.

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst chenya #ask

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parkeraul · 5 years

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Tom accidentally exposing your relationship would be hella cute and fluffy

do you also notice? — t.h.

author’s note — hi, my dudes. this is my 1st tom imagine. please, feel free to request me more tholland things.

warnings — fluff.

“i am, actually,” tom says as he reads the questions popping up crazily. “i am going to new york soon and then i’m flying to atlanta before i go back to london.”

it’s been ten minutes since he decided to set up his ipad for an instagram live to chat with his fans, making an improvised tripod with the cushions of the caramel sofa he’s sitting on right now. y/n says nothing, knowing that she’s gotta let tom be sometimes because he somehow trusts his improvising skills blindly. instead, she scrolls through her own phone to keep up with their food delivery status.

“how is it, darlin’?” he asks y/n unworriedly, because the fans are already aware that tom’s taken. as she needs to be silent — because her identity hasn’t been revealed yet — she grimaces and gestures, silently warning that it’s not that close to arrive yet. “what have i ordered?” he reads a question out loud, running his fingers through his messy damp curls. “i ordered good fish n’ chips and she’s gettin’ burger with fries,” looking at y/n, tom answers and takes a sip of his beer before returning to the questions. “i know, i gotta bring her to the english side of the force.” he chuckles, puppy brown eyes squinting as his smile grows.

in between questions and answers, he’s taken by the way y/n’s frame walks throughout the living room. her feet dance around with her favourite pair of fluffy socks, ending up at the end of her shins and beginning of her knees. her thighs are bare, getting slightly covered by her red gym shorts and her torso wears proudly the old jersey of his football team — that she doesn’t really is a fan of, but wears it anyways just to see him weakening at the sight. her hair flies from side to side softly as she quietly performs the songs playing on her (his) airpods, making him laugh randomly and go divided between paying attention to the live or get up and twirl her body all around.

“which holland does she like the most? harry, sam, paddy or me?” tom reads as he frowns. “what kind of question is this? ‘course it’s me,” rolling his eyes, he feels practically attacked. “it’s me, right?” he asks looking at y/n through his lashes, worried smirk adorning his features. when y/n retreats a little, tom’s jaw falls dramatically and his nervous grin grows more. “come on! i’m the one who gets you heart–shaped chocolates!”

y/n can’t help but cover her mouth to hold her laughs. tom watches her with a poker face, smile frozen and he can’t believe his eyes. how ridiculous, he thinks. after breakfast in bed today with her favourite stuff while watching her favourite series, she dares not to agree right at first just to tease him.

“then who it is?” in disbelief, buying her scene 100%, he gets his phone from his pocket. “no, now you tell me who. it. is!” tom laughs, unlocking his screen. “send me on our chat, let’s fuckin’ see!”

she types, eyes watering from how much she’s been giggling and promptly presses the ‘send’ button.

“oh, really?” he reacts, reading the notification on his screen. “look!”

tom shoves the phone in front of the ipad’s camera, the contact name saying my luv 💘 & text saying “tomharrysampaddy” as the label stands right below the time.

“it’s late, tom, go to sleeeeeep! sleepy emoji, sleepy emoji, sleepy emoji,” he reads while he brings his phone back. “i’ll go after the food arrives. i really am starvin’,“ he sighs and y/n wears her slippers, going to the door. “is it here already? it’s here!” tom informs when y/n confirms, cheering like a 5–year–old as she makes her way to the elevator, leaving him alone with the fans.

tom holds the bottle with his right hand and drinks his beer once more, keeping his phone on his left hand as he eyes the new questions coming up on his ipad.

“what’s your wallpaper?” he reads, inching closer and then back to look at the phone. “this is my wallpaper. can y’all see?” tom cleans his notifications and stretches his arm, showing the screen one more time while he tilts his head to the side to get the view of the tablet’s screen.

a picture of him and y/n scrunching their rosy noses to the camera, winter cascading on them and their cheeks are strongly clinging together. their eyes are screaming happiness with a shiny glow, his curls escaping his grey cap and her head is covered by a spider–man cap, thick scarfs swallowing their cheeks and nearly hiding their smiles. looking closely, it’s slightly perceptible that they’re sharing the airpods: he keeps one and she keeps another one. that was y/n’s first day touring london with tom and the scrunchy noses are actually an internal joke — because he said randomly in the middle of the date ‘do you also notice that, if you scrunch your nose on a cold day, it takes a while for it to return to the normal state? watch!’ and spent good 3 minutes scrunching and relaxing his nose muscles to her, as if it was even clear to see. although she shares the feeling, she chose to use it as an eternal teasing. everytime y/n’s got an observation, she lifts her forefinger up in the air and scrunches her nose, starting her phrases with ‘do you also notice that…?’.

“that day was sick, never felt my buttcheeks so cold,” he emphasizes, caressing his own chin as per usual as he remembers about that day and lifting his eyebrows, looking at the picture before locking the phone. “maybe because i was nervous as fuck! i had these reservations at—”

the door opens, y/n walking in with the bags filled with their dinner.

“shit!” tom hisses, hiding his lips with his palm. “damn!”

“what?” she mouths, confused and placing the food on the counter.

“i think i might’ve done something… wrong…” his voice is muffled by his hand and his glance at her is dripping worry.

“what?” she repeats, tone raising just a bit.

tom uncovers his lips, keeping the tip of his forefinger on top of them. it’s too late though, because people know y/n and instantly the messages appearing grow from ‘tom, go to sleep’ to ‘OMG I CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S Y/N!’. he lifts his finger, clearing his throat and scrunching his damn nose.

“do you also notice how bad i am at keeping secrets?”

#tomconcepts #ann: the sleepover saga #tom holland #tom holland imagine #tom holland imagines #tom holland fanfic #tom holland fanfics #tom holland concept #tom holland concepts #tom holland blurb #tom holland blurbs #tom holland x reader #mine #ficsofmine

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dolphin-enthusiast · 4 years

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My dog won't stop barking... by lord DIO, please, I NEED to SLEEEEEEP. It's the one productive thing I can do during quarantine.

Cue me being woke as all fuck at almost 5 am rnrbrndjdm quarantine be fuckin over us all rip

#the confessional #anon

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belugalord · 4 years

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sarah’s spirit, part 1

I wake up in a bed. I see a woman sleeping next to me. I sit up and feel something cold pass through me. Hm. well. That’s unsettling. Must be a draft in here. I look closer at the woman lying next to me. I should remember her, right? Wait, come to think of it, what do I remember? Okay, let’s take stock. I'm Sarah. I know that. And I seem to remember how to think. That’s good, I'm not a fruit.

I like the girl sleeping in my bed. That tracks. You usually don’t end up spending the night in the same bed as someone unless you like them a good deal. Or at least like how they look. But I like her a lot more than just that. I like her quite deeply. I don’t remember why, but I know I do. Getting up out of bed, I discover that I remember how to walk. Delightful. Very good. I get up and walk around the bed, to get a better look at the woman lying in it. She has beautiful blond hair, with little streaks of slightly darker colors mixed in. her face is soft and warm. I find myself wondering what color her eyes are when I notice something glinting from her finger. It seems to be a wedding ring. It doesn't seem very fancy, but it is quite beautiful. It has a small little sun on it. I look down at my own hands and find my right hand has a ring of its own, with a small moon carved into it. The two rings are clearly meant for each other.

So… are we married? Is that what this is? It would explain why she’s sleeping in the same bed I was. It does not explain why I remember very little.

Wait. She’s my wife, right? Why don't I just ask her? Wouldn't she know at least something? Well, it’s worth a shot anyway. Time to see if I remember how to talk.

“Hello? Can you hear me?” okay, I think I just talked. That doesn't seem to have been me thinking.

“5 more minutes,” she grumbles. Okay, that was talking. Good. also, she’s not a morning person it would seem.

“No, you have to wake up.” I look at the clock on the bedside table. “It’s almost noon, you sleepyhead.”

“Huhhmbjl… it’s the weekend Sarah, leme lone,” she mumbled incoherently.

“No, I’ve got to ask you something”

“Hehhe… you already proposed to me dummy” she starts laughing “and I said yes. Leme sleeeeeep”

“No, that wasn't the quest-” I'm cut off by her snoring. Wow, really not a morning person. Or I guess midday person. Should I make her breakfast? No, no, no. Priorities. Even though she looks really cute sleeping there. I guess I won't wake her for now. I'll just try to figure this out on my own for a bit. Give her five more minutes.

This room is familiar. I live here I think. It wasn't always where I lived. But I’ve lived here for a few months. Out that door is the kitchen, and over there is the bathroom. I look down at myself. I'm wearing a love is love t-shirt and some denim shorts. Huh. there is a picture of me and her on the dresser, her in a tux, me in a fancy sundress. Written in sharpie on the frame are the words “just engaged!” well, I knew that already. Still, it's nice to get some confirmation. Looking at our calendar, I don't see a wedding date though. So we probably got engaged recently. Our closet is filled with thrift store clothes. That’s a shame. I would’ve loved to be rich. I look at the clock again and see that my fiance’s five minutes are up.

“Hey sweetie, rise and shine! I'll help you make breakfast,” I say, in as soothing a voice as I can manage. Truth be told, I'm starting to freak out a little. Why can’t I remember anything?

“nuhuoOOOO” she grumbles. “Five more minutes!”

“I already gave you five more minutes!” I snap, the anxiety creeping through to my voice. She sits up with a start

“Hey hey, Sarah, I'm sorry! Is everything okay? Don’t be mad, I was just…” her voice trails off. “No no don’t cry! It’s okay, it’s okay. What's wrong?” she’s standing up now, and all of the tiredness she had before is replaced with worry.

“I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you. I'm just… I don’t remember anything? That sounds crazy but I just… I don’t even remember your name.” the tears are coming full force now. Why have I been so calm until now? This is terrifying!

“Your cold…” her voice is tight and controlled like she’s trying not to upset me. She hugs me really hard, and I can tell she’s freaking out too. “Lie down okay? We can call the doctor or-

“What’s your name?”

“Jackie. My name’s Jackie. Just lie down, I'll call a doctor and we can figure this out okay? There has to be something they can do, there must be.”

I sit down on the bed like Jackie asked, and I try to hold back tears. “What happened last night? Did I just get drunk or something?” I asked.

“Well as long as I’ve known you, you’ve never touched a drink. So probably not? You got up and said that you were going to get some milk from the store, but anything past that I must have slept through.”

She heads out to the kitchen and after a few minutes, she comes back in with some scrambled eggs and a cup of water. Jackie takes a deep breath, then says in a shaky voice, “so there wasn't any milk in the fridge. And the car isn’t in the driveway.”

“What? WHAT?” I feel short of breath, and the ground feels like it's spinning. “How did I get home?” I get shakily to my feet, my breath coming in spurts. Everything is crashing down on me. I don’t remember anything. Why can’t I remember anything?

“Calm down, there has to be a reason for this.” Jackie looks at me, and I can tell she’s trying really hard to not sound afraid. Hell, if she wasn't my fiance I would think she was fine. But even though I don’t remember much, I can tell she’s just acting calm. Still, it helps to see her acting okay.

“Okay. I guess. We should find our car. That might be good, right? I mean we need a car.” I'm calming down again. This probably isn't a permanent thing. And even if it is, fear won't help me. I pick up my fork and start eating. “Tell me things about me while I eat. Like, do I have a job? How old am I? How did we meet?”

“Okay… well, you're a writer right now. you've been looking for a more stable job, but right now that’s all you have. I work at the KFC a few blocks down. you're turning 23 in a few weeks. wait, was the last question?”

“How did we meet?” I say through a mouthful of eggs.

“Oh! We’ve known each other for a long time. We both grew up in this town, had a few classes together, but never really got to know each other until junior year of high school.”

“What happened then? And can I get some more eggs?” I say. I'm very hungry. Must have not got any food when I went for a drive last night. Oh god. I still don’t know what happened last night. I push down my fear. Fear won't help me now.

“Okay, I'll get ya some more food.” She wanders off toward the kitchen, and I'm left alone with my thoughts.

Okay… plan. yeah, that would be nice. a plan. what first? Probably find the car. then drive to a doctor. I can't be the only person who's gone through this.

"Hey baby, come on out. We can watch some Brooklyn 9-9"

seems like Jackie is addressing the emotional problems first. but that's okay. I need to destress. Honestly, I'm barely holding it together.

"He was last seen at-" is all the local news anchor has time to say before Jackie switches over to Netflix.

"Should we start from episode one?" Jackie looks at me, making the question as innocuous as she can, and gesturing for me to sit next to me.

"No, I'll figure out what's going on." I slide my arm around Jackie.

* * *

After a few episodes there's a knocking on the door. Jackie gets up and unlocks the door. on the other side, I see a short, round figure with a serious look on her face.

"Oh jackie, child, I'm so sorry. This must be so hard for you," she says. her chin quivers a moment before her calm expression gives way yo almost comical amounts of tears.

"Woah susan! deep breaths, try to tell me what's going on." Jackie says, putting a hand on Susan’s shoulder. Jackie shoots a quick look my way, as if hoping I somehow know what’s happening, but I shrug. Unless this Susan lady knows about my memory problem, then i have no clue what she’s talking about.

After a few moments of sobbing, she manages to pull herself together long enough to say “So you don't know? Sarah’s dead!”

#wlw #gay #lesbian #spoops #love #love story #story #writing #fiction

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missunguidedme · 3 years

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😭😭😭😭

I Can't sleeeeeep !!!!!!!!

Story of most people's lives, but do you have a partner that sleeps in roughly just 2 mins after saying goodnight. He never has once had trouble getting to sleep. Imagine no over thinking, no random throwbacks from like 10 years ago, no crying yourself to sleep, no getting anxious about bed time because of all the above. It frustrates me so much and he apologises all the time which I tell him honestly don't apologise for being able to do it. I wish it was my super power, if I don't get sleep well I'm a moody bit#@ but he handles me very well.

On the plus side we had a amazing valentines , and spoilt eachother rotten. However now I just want to sleep. And totally ruined my no screen time am your before bed because I started to work myself up and just needed distraction. Talking to you really helps. It's like a spoken diary that no one sees it's great.

We have this thing wjere he draws on my back while i draw on his, then when i yey sleepy i roll over and be continues to draw on me as I live it so so much. Then we say good night and I lay on my side which never works but I have to start that way, then I roll over spoon him till I'm about to drop then roll over and then slowly get to sleep but it didn't work this time my mind decided to dwell on things from 2, 5 and 10 years ago 🙄, anyways, Hope you all sleep tight and have amazing dreams. 🤞😚😴❤🦄🐶🌭🏊‍♀️🧘‍♀️😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴

#couple #women #i just want to sleep #while you were sleeping #no sleep #valentines

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enaasteria · 6 years

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Answered Asks // 3

Consolidating asks as to not spam dashboards. Under the cut!

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 29th 2018, 3:56:00 pm · 2 days ago wanted to drop by and let you know that i've been listening to 'Fool of Me' by Meshell Ndegeocello for more than a week and it reminds me so much of the heartbreaking moment in chapter 11 when Sehun made the decision to leave Ahri behind. imnotcryingyouare. i hope they become like the song 'Cheek to Cheek' (Louis Armstrong & Ella Fitzgerald version) *hinthintwaggleseyebrowswinkwink* hope you have a lovely day <3!

AHHHH REPLIES *-* <3!!! I accept the love you’ve bestowed upon me. I shall violently love you back *SHOOTSHEARTSATYOU* dont worry, I remember the what I wrote in the recs message! I was saying that I’ve been listening to this song ‘Fool of Me’ by Meshell Ndegeocello, which reminded me so much of the end of chapter 11 when Sehun decided to leave Ahri. The heartbreak is so real T_T imnotcryingyouare. I hope they end up being like ‘Cheek to Cheek’ (Ella Fitzgerald & Louis Armstrong version)! - ma

OMG SO APPARENTLY I DIDNT DELETE IT. This is how tumblr inept I am. I thought I did. It showed that I did when I was on the computer but apparently I didn’t on mobile. WEIRD. Listening to it now!

Both of these songs sound so similar. I feel like I’ve heard them before omg. good recs. I really like them.

Fool of Me by Meshell Ndegeocell

Was I blind to the truth just there to fill the space... What kind of fool am I that you so easily set me aside OMG MY HEART IS BREAKING. Why do the lyrics fit so well. Right off with the first few lyrics. I’m crying. YES I AM CRYING. This was almost the same words she thought in the chapter. Was she there only to temporarily fill the void in Sehun’s heart when she felt it was for Jiyul instead. OH NOOOO.

I can't touch you no more Can't touch you any more any more And this relates to Chapter 12 a lot how she wouldn’t really look at him or touch him and this is so sad. THIS WHOLE SONG IS SO SAD but it’s so fitting to that part when he chose Jiyul over her and IT”S GOING INTO MY APT PLAYLIST.

Cheek to Cheek by Louis Armstrong & Ella Fitzgerald

THIS WHOLE SONG. Can I just say how cute it is??? This just makes me feel like I missed an opportune moment for Sehun and Ahri to dance together at the wedding??? I kind of made it so that it was Soi and Ahri dancing puahahahha. Technically, I should’ve made Sehun and Ahri dance because he tends to dance when he’s nervous about something.

Sooooo BOOOOO I MISSED THE MOMENT. BUT STILL. It’s ok hahahahah But really. This song. The beat. THE CHEEK TO CHEEK. More like forehead to forehead between the two leads. Thank you so much for the recs!!! I loved them so much and can’t wait to add them to my playlist!!

I read chapter 17 till half past 4 in the morning. I had to sleep because i needed to wake up at 9 for a gym session the next morning. But I have sleep problems so I kept waking up throughout the night and reaching for my phone to reread 17 in my sleep-induced haze and dozing off. I had to fake illness and reschedule my gym session in the end xD. I hope my trainer doesn’t see this. HAHAH even when I was half asleep, I kept thinking that I still had so much to tell you about 17!! - ma

OMG MA. WHY DID U STAY UP SO LATEEEE. NUUUUU. Also since your music anon and the abbrev is MA, I literally scream MAAAAA LOOOOL. AND OMGOSHHHH. Please rest. Please sleeeeeep. Your poor thing. i’m so sorry that the story kept waking you up. But I can’t wait to hear your thoughts and really thank you so much. I really can’t appreciate your messages enough. They make me so HAPPPPPYYYY //runs off screaming while drinking my coffeeeeeeeee//

@sehunsmile said to enaasteria: March 30th 2018, 11:42:00 pm · 9 hours ago ENA, ENAAAA!!!! I JUST GOT HOME AND I'M FINALLY GONNA READ CHAPTER 17. I'M SO NOT READY BUT I AM! I KNOW I'M GONNA DIE, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS CHAPTER AND GOD CHAPTER 16 ENDED SO GOOD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT BUT I'M EXCITED SO I'M GONNA READ IT NOW! SORRY FOR ALL CAPS I'M JUST TOO EXCITED AHFNJABFKSBFLSKFJDKJDFK

YASSSSS. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF IT AND I DONT MIND CAPS LOCK AT ALLLL. IT just shows me you’re really excited and I’m excited for you to read it. Many apologies for how long it took me to write it but I hope you enjoy it. AHHHH TY FOR LIKING CH 16. I remember being really stressed over it because it was so SLOOOOOOOWWWW but yas yas. Please enjoy 17. Thank you for your patience //hearts u//

@heythereitsmo said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 12:12:00 am · 8 hours ago Oh when Sehun tells Ahri the story of the Keepers, I remembered you wrote a piece about it and it was just — beautiful. I cried then and I cried now because it literally took my breath away. Every chapter is so stunning Ena, every word resonates so deeply in my soul. It wasn’t always easy but they’re happy together and in love and I hope on my own stars that someone will love me the way Sehun loves Ahri — even if there are flaws and hurdles. You wrote this fabulously, love. Fantastic job.

YAS!!! You caught the merge of Keepers into Apt. This and Yua x PCY are all other stories I’m working on and I wanted to weave them into apt for continuity. I like having all my stories intertwine in some manner. It’s fun but also makes my brain want to explode when I have to make it flow right LOL. YOU’RE REALLY GUNNA MAKE ME CRY. Thank you so much for reading. I really remember you as one of the readers staying with this fic for so long. i really think it’s been years for you and I’m so grateful for your patience but also all the support you gave me. I wish you all the love and happiness and thank you for loving my characters as much as I do.

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 12:26:00 am · 8 hours ago Okay but Sehun getting provoked by ahri’s ‘other men’ amuses me sooooo much THANK U SO MUCH FOR CH 17 I honestly needed some destressing with an overload of fluff (and that thick tension 😉😏) ☺️💕💓😚

I definitely had to throw in Ahri’s other men to lighten up the mood hahaha. JK JK. I just really love jealous sehun?? I think he’s super sweet and it’s not like he’s like the bad kind of jealousy. He’s just irked??? LOOOL. It’s cute when he’s just agitated. I really hope you love the fluff and slow burn for the kiss LOL

@shewantsmeshesgotme said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 1:35:00 am · 7 hours ago I. AM. IN. LOVE. NXKELBFKDLFNFNDNNSKDKFNFBI. I CANT EVEN FORM THOUGHTS IM SO BLOODY IN LOVE OH MY GOD ENA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!!?!? You....you are some sort of a genius wizard I can’t even...I’m just broken I love this fucking story so much and YOU I LOVE YOU THANK YOU CHRIST I NEED TO SIT AND STARE AT THE CEILING FOR AN HOUR. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

LORIIIIIIIIIIIIII. THANK YOUUUUU GAHHHH. THANK YOUU SO MUCHHHH. Thank you for your help. Thank you for reading. Thank you for the screams. IM NOT A GENIUS WIZARD. YOU ARE. BUT THANK YOUUUU. Really thank you so much for reading this fic and DONT STARE AT THE CEILING. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS. Now that I finished 17, I can get to reading all the fics that are sitting in my backlog and I really want to read all of yours. I really need to read The Boxer. It’s on my to do list foreverrrrrrr. hugss!!!

@yeolieminelli said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 2:25:00 am · 6 hours ago HUHUHU. Just finished Ch. 17 😭 It's beautiful. How the each traditional family story just made sense for Ahri and Sehun ❤❤❤ Thank you for writing such a beuatiful chapter for both of them. You are a great writer dear. 😁😁😁 On a side note- I was listening to an instrumental that fit so well for the last part of Sehun's surprise, it felt even more magical. I wish I could share it with you, if I discover how. 😂

YAYYYY!!! I”M SO GLAD U ENJOYED ITTT. RIGHT? I’ve had that ending in my head for 3 years now and it’s finally there. It’s finally written and can I place a pat on my back for it because I thought it was fitting for their story too. Thank you so much for your help on it and thank you for reading. What instrumental?? You can send me the title and I can look it up on YT to add to my Apt Song Rec list!!

ramblingpeaches said to enaasteria: @ramblingpeaches I CANT TAG U WHY March 31st 2018, 3:07:00 am · 5 hours ago that was such a beautiful chapter! so worth the wait- no actually way more than that! you honestly have such a way with words. your writing, your story has made me feel a bunch of emotions and you're just so so talented that i feel like i can't properly express how much i adore your writing and hope this somewhat conveys it haha. thank you for an amazing chapter, definitely made my morning! :) ♡

Thank you so much for this message! I’m so glad you thought it was worth the wait. I’m so sorry it took so long to write but I’m such a slow writer. AND I HAVE A WAY WITH WORDS. AHHHHH //SCREAMS// You’re so kind to me and this is really such a great message because it just makes all the screams worth it. AND NOOO. REALLY. You’ve done so much for me. If you read and send me a message of how you enjoyed the chapter, that really just makes my heart swell. Thank you so much for reading!!!

@yeollieollie said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 3:23:00 am · 5 hours ago Omg my heart that was the cutest thing ever why can’t that happen to meeee amazing!!!

Thank you so much for reading!! Wasn’t it??? It’s the most romantic thing I’ve ever written in my entire life and I kind of don’t know what to do with myself anymore LOL.

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 5:11:00 am · 3 hours ago hi chap 17 was full of fluff i literally died after reading it 💗 tq for writing such a wonderful story! :) also! how old are sehun and ahri in this story?

ANONNN. Did you know I screamed a lot while writing this chapter. I felt so bad for my followers on Twitter. They felt the main grunt of it all ahhahahaha. I almost died writing this. My heart hurt so bad from it all T_____T Thank you so much for reading and as for their ages. I heavily---HEAVILYYYY aged Sehun in this because I felt I needed his character a bit older than how he was. And since I started this fic 3 years ago, I really did age this poor boy LOL. He’s 29 and she’s 27 in the story. :)

#ma #music anon #sehunsmile #heythereitsmo #anon #shewantsmeshesgotme #yeolieminelli #ramblingpeaches #yeollieollie

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squigglyness · 7 years

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Get to know me (Tag)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

aw thanks @comfortablysarcasticslytherintj lov u okay also this is So Many help

LAST: 1. Drink: wAteR 2. Phone call: mom.. 3. Text message: idk i don’t remember to text back 4. Song you listen to: all i know is i have a MCR song stuck in my head and idk which one it is 5. Time you cried: either like two days ago or two weeks ago i can’t remember also why is this question ALWAYS included

HAVE YOU: alright u know what lemme just say yes and now let’s just forget this section 6. Dated someone twice: 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: 8. Been cheated on: 9. Lost someone special: 10. Been depressed: 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up:

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Black

13. Red

14. Green&Gold&White&DarkPurple&Brown

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Sorta

16. Fallen out of love: I mean you’d have to fall in love first rite 17. Laughed until you cried: ye 18. Found out someone was talking about you: if i did i don’t remember, it doesn’t really matter 20. Found out who your friends are: is it just me or does this sound childish 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: i don’t have FB tho

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: just rememberd i actually do have facebook and no i know none of them 23. Do you have any pets: i did until i moved and i still have my plants but i consider them children 24. Do you want to change your name: that’d be nice but as long as people don’t use my first name i’m good 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: nothing. my birthday is actually coming up again in like a week and i hope to watch LOTR 26. What time do you wake up: when i’m not overly depressed, 5:30 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeeeeep 28. Name something you can’t wait for: going to sleep, i’m not excited about much these days tbh 29. When was the last time you saw your mom?: last weekend 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: HAHAHA how about being productive without health problems 31. What are you listening to right now: the fan... it’s unusual but i’m actually not listening to music 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: well my brother 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: having to introduce myself and answer questions and talk about myself almost daily bc i keep meeting new people and they all seem to wanna know everythiiinggg also i hate questions that i don’t have a clear answer on yet, just pls don’t 34. Most visited website: probably google docs lmao 35. Mole/s: u know u watch too many crime shows with ur mom when u immediately think of deep cover agents 36. Mark/s: what does this mean? scars? let’s not 37. Childhood dream: djkfl;d to be a boy and to make art 38. Hair color: i have never in my life been able to decide what color my hair is. i’m just gonna go with goldish brown idk that makes it sound light but it’s not idkkkk 39. Long or short hair: short short short short short 40. Do you have a crush on someone: no no no why would i do that 41. What do you like about yourself?: skin color, complexion, hair, eyes, idk man sometimes i like everythign about me and sometimes the opposite 42. Piercings: 2 on each ear 43. Blood type: idkkkkk 44. Nicknames? Ricky, Ericky, Eric, Ricks, Rosie, (btw pls don’t), Rosa, then what my parents call me, Rica Rose and Rosebud lmao. btw i prefer Rose, or Ricky, that’s fine too 45. Relationship status: jUsT mE 46. Zodiac: cancer 47. Pronouns: any 48. Favorite TV Show: I don’t watch tv much i spend all my time i have to waste reading articles but Doctor Who, Merlin, NCIS bc it’s a tradition in my family, ... 50. Right or left hand: left 51. Surgery: nope 52. Hair dyed in different color: i’ve had red, pink, purple, blonde, brown 53. Sport: lol when i was a kid i did dance and gymnastics (might i say, i was actually really good at that..) and in school i did volleyball (worst semester of my life), track, and powerlifting 55. Vacation: well i’m going to Europe during Christmas with my sisters 56. Pair of trainers: these are shoes right?? tbh i don’t care enough to answer i’m sick rn

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: well i’m vegan and let me just say i love mac n cheese 58. Drinking: just water 59. I’m about to: there’s a good chance i’m about to fall asleep here on the floor 62. Want: TO GET IT TOGETHER AND BE THE MOST PRODUCTIVE also i just wanna draw but i can’t get it together enough even to do that 63. Get married: probably out of the question, sigh 64. Career: i just wanna research physics stuff and sell art on the side ok 65. Hugs or kisses: kisses are nice in theory and i don’t understand the purpose of hugs also pls no 66. Lips or eyes: what does this even mean?? if i had one adn not the other that’d be weird. but eyes are nice 67. Shorter or taller: i’m shorter and i have no desire to be tall 68. Older or younger: i think 50-60 is such a beautiful age tbh but i like being my own age too. i can’t wait to have silver hair and be a Wise One like Gandalf. (okay yeah tbh i just wanna be gandalf) 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i would just prefer to like myself 71. Sensitive or loud: i’m really not either?? 72. Hook up or relationship: neither???? i guess if i had to choose then relationship but only if it’s not a romantic relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: neither really..

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: why would i do that 75. Drank hard liquor: well if i did i don’t remember 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: when i was a kid i lost so many pairs of glasses my mom is convinced i threw them away 77. Turned someone down: is this not a common thing?? oops 78. Sex on the first date: i’m ace pls 79. Broken someone’s heart: ooooooooops 80. Had your heart broken: lmao yeah 81. Been arrested: noop 82. Cried when someone died: nope 83. Fallen for a friend: how can u fall for someoen who isn’t ur friend

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84: Yourself: yeah 85. Miracles: sure 86. Love at first sight: how many more questions about love are there?? also no that doesn’t even make sense 87. Santa Claus: ?????????????????? 88. Kiss on the first date: i’ve never felt the need to go on a date but if i did i think i would already know the person really well so it wouldn’t be weird so yeah sure buuuuut i’m not goign on any dates so it’s not happening\

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: ideally, best friends live in the same city as u,,, and i have no friends here really,,,,,, i had a best friend when i was 4-6 tho. i mean. if anyone wants to be my bff lemme know that’d be nice 91. Eye color: dark blue green with gold specks 92. Favorite movie: lmao the lego movie

okay now i have to tag people??i hardly have any friends here on tumblr this is too hard but k lemme try

@iitwillbe @hermionesmenacinglook @introvertentropy @strawberrylovely @seoul-warrior @dont-give-a-bother alright i am 2 sick and 2 tired to finish goodnight

#look at this pointless thing i did #cool

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sportacusisgay · 7 years

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A Lot Of Questions

I was tagged by @rammchickk 💙💙💙

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag people

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: Skype call with @iwasntscared 3. Text message: Grandma 4. Song you listened to: Low by T-Pain (oops) 5. Time you cried: I cried an hour ago because I dropped a piece of pizza on the floor and my cat ate it

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope 8. Been cheated on: yep 9. Lost someone special: yes yes 10. Been depressed: “who hasn’t” <<- I agree 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: not to the point where I threw up

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. SPORTACUS BLUE YES 13. Purple 14. Pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes my absolute BEST friend💙 16. Fallen out of love: yep 17. Laughed until you cried: every day 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yep yep 19. Met someone who changed you: yeeees 110% 💙 20. Found out who your friends are: pretty much 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yep

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like half I guess 23. Do you have any pets: yep, two kitties 24. Do you want to change your name: nope😊 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I sat at home eating pizza 26. What time did you wake up: 6am 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: on Tumblr like allwaaayyss 28. Name something you can’t wait for: MAY 2018 to see my best friend!💙 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: an hour ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I was sportacus 31. What are you listening right now: the sound of my air conditioner 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: actually no. I need a Tom in my life 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My boring ass job 34. Most visited website: tumblr obviously 😊

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: nope 36. Mark/s: I has a birth mark on my wrist 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a singer😂 38. Haircolour: Dark brown woo 39. Long or short hair: long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: yepp 41. What do you like about yourself: that I am able to multitask with the best of em 😊 42. Piercings: just my ears 43. Bloodtype: O- 44. Nickname: Abby, Gail, Abberz, Abbrakadabra, take your pick 45. Relationship status: pizza 46. Zodiac: Virgo 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favourite TV Show: Currently, Big Brother 19 49. Tattoos: regretfully yes 50. Right or left hand: right handed😊 51. Surgery: too many 😂 52. Hair dyed in different color: it’s been red and hazenutish before 53. Sport: volleyball 😊 55. Vacation: This year, Ocean City 😊🔹 56. Pair of trainers: Unless my volleyball coaches count, I’ve never had a trainer

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: my feelings 58. Drinking: the tears of my enemies 59. I’m about to: go to hell to sleeeeeep 61. Waiting for: this to be ovveerrrr 62. Want: Ineke, sportacus, and pizza 63. Get married: hopefully 64. Career: “nah” <<-- I agree 100%

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: warm hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: alive 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive , loud, both? 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I like a mixture of hesitant sportacus and troublemaking Robbie

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: nope 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: currently missing :( 77. Turned someone down: yep 78. Sex in the first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: yepp :( 80. Had your heart broken: yepp:( 81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: who wouldn't ? 83. Fallen for a friend: yepp

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Depends on the day 85. Miracles: yepp 86. Love at first sight: yepp 87. Santa Claus: he’s my main manz 88. Kiss on the first date: sure 89. Angels: nope

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: INEKE FOR ALWAYS 91. Eyecolour: green (ish) 92. Favorite movie: basically any movie. current favorite is Dirty Grandpa

I tag @daggerkid @ammycharizard17 @vappyland

#questions #sleep here I come

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disturbedvampire · 7 years

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Will You Keep Me Warm?

Baz, a true gentleman, helps an intoxicated Simon. (570 words; ao3)

TW: Underage drinking (I imagine their age to still be illegal to drink in a lot of countries, so)

For @snowbaz-feda day 5!

It's one in the morning, and Snow hasn't returned to our dorm yet.

I myself have been staying up later than usual, because I have an exam for my Greek class tomorrow. Come to think of it, Snow's in the class, too. Of all people he's the one in most need of studying. Yet I doubt he's been gone all this time to revise, and I'm here looking as if I've been awaiting his arrival.

But the next moment I hear loud footsteps and the door opening.

"Mr. Basilton Pitch," Snow greets me in a disturbingly giggly voice.

"What do you wan...Snow?"

I look towards his direction and see bright pink cheeks, drowsy eyes, and disheveled bronze hair.

Snow is drunk.

"It meeee," he says, giving me the most unflattering grin.

"Snow, you're drunk."

"NoshitSherlock," he responds sloppily, as if it's one word.

"Where'd you get the alcohol?"

"I have my ways. Besides," he pauses to burp, "this doesn't concern you."

As a matter of fact, it does concern me. This is dangerous. Right now, Snow is dangerous. He has powerful magic inside of him, but is clearly too intoxicated to think straight. If he can't properly control it even when he's sober, imagine what might happen in his current state!

And I don't know of a spell to get Snow back to normal, so I make my way towards him and slowly retrieve his wand from the back pocket of his trousers.

"Heeeeyyy," he protests, making grabby hands. "Givethatback!"

"This is for the sake of us all," I raise my hand holding his wand, so he can't reach it. "Crowley, Snow, you smell awful."

"I, feel, awful," he barely articulates. Looking at the horrible state he's in, I sigh deeply, and do what any sensible gentleman would.

"Come on, Chosen One. I'll run you a bath."

"Noooo I wanna sleeeeeep," he whines. That ungrateful bastard.

"Then at least change into something else. You're going to crumple your uniform."

Snow, barely walking straight, makes his way towards me.

"Help me, then."

My heartbeat intensifies, I swear Snow can hear it. Since when am I nervous around him? But for his sake, and my curiosity, I carry on.

With shaking hands I take off his already loose tie, followed by his shirt. Thank Merlin (or not) he's wearing an undershirt. I then proceed to unbuckle his belt and help him out of his trousers. He's now only in a thin white t-shirt and dark grey boxers, but it will do for tonight.

Next, I lead him to the bathroom, and make him brush his teeth. My eyes are following his every move, just in case he falls asleep while brushing. Or maybe because he's incredibly endearing looking all sleepy.

"Done. Now go to sleep, it's getting late."

"Okaaay," he yawns.

All of a sudden, Snow pulls me into his bed with him. I try to protest, but he's giving me a bear hug and won't let me go. Simon Snow is cuddling me.

"Thanks for helping me," he murmurs softly and kisses me on the cheek.

Before I get a chance to respond, Snow is already fast asleep. And his arm is settled on top of my chest. He looks so comfortable, I don't want to disrupt his peace.

Just for tonight, I tell myself, and cover our bodies with a duvet.

"Simon Snow, I'll keep you warm."

A/N: Drink responsibly, my friends. This story was inspired by my own experience yesterday, when I went out with my uni friends and had a little too much wine (and in result missed a day of posting lol)

AND ALSO thank you so so much for the response for "Certain Love of Mine"! Every like/reblog/comment feels like a pat in the back and I live for those small gestures of kindness so thank you thank you thank you!! I try to deliver Quality Content so if I miss a day of feda pls know that somewhere in this world I still am probably doing fic related stuff. Honestly what trash I have become.

#carry on #snowbaz #snowbaz feda #snowbaz fanfiction

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