yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 馃馃馃
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one moment you're feeling good, its a nice morning, you took a walk and you have coffee, now there's a pit in your stomach and you feel like throwing up and the thoughts are back and you're relying on the caffeine hoping itll drown everything out
because of one tiny thing
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bpd is not knowing if you鈥檙e a good person or if you鈥檙e a bad person and you鈥檙e just gaslighting yourself to believe you鈥檙e a good person.
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ill have an "i need them" moment and then remember we havent spoken in almost a year, but my mind still automatically thinks of them for comfort.
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I'm getting better! (I started sobbing uncontrollably instead of cutting myself)
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So.
Act 5, huh?
Oh, and that.
"You can start breakdown now."
Finished the game couple of days ago and had some thoughts I needed to process a little. Like. Yes.
So anyway I actually didn't plan this and just wanted to redraw some sprites to just make sure I understand how to draw Siffrin correctly (still working on that!)
What did I learn from this? How fun it it to draw on a canvas that literally doesn't let you draw with colors without some layer cheating when necessary. Never tried it.
The beans. Sleeping beans.
Basically what happens when you want to sleep AND draw. Draw characters sleeping on your behalf.
Doesn't help, but at least it's cute.
I have no idea what was going on in my mind as I drew this. Feels like a fever dream of 'I want to sleep' at 4 am and 'Hm...' of thinking random things
Also that phone craft sign. Still too funny to imagine. I had to.
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i love when i warn people over and over and over again that i have "ugly" symptoms of my mental disorders and that i won't always be easy to deal with and they assure me it's okay and it can't be that bad and say all these nice things then fuck off and leave when things start to get tough. cute.
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loneliness haunts me, always
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