#binge eating cw

[originemesis]

// some reference notes for adam's physique/state of being in each verse!! since he's not actually a shape shifter by any means, but bitch changes like one at each notable point in the timeline while yelling 'it's not a phase! it's that next level shit-'

promised paradise ;

- fresh out of the Creator's ez bake oven and on a strict vegan diet straight out of Eden's pussy. Know all the twinky fanart of Adam you tell yourself can't hurt you because it's not real? This is him! Your literal nightmare and did I mention he's nude?? In all seriousness, he's got a strong jaw, a faint dusting of freckles between his eyes that extends along the bridge of his face, and a massive (ye it needs to be) manifestation of golden light in the shape of an actually average sized fig leaf that stays just sort of floating/concealing the reason why you should call him dick master. has a scar on his flank where the rib came out. - out of Eden, he gets clothes and eventually looks like your average Minecrafter. (Not even elaborating except letting you know block Adam is likely real and we should fear him.) calloused hands from totally farming with tools and not throwing them at Michael. no longer trusts fruit and sustains a meat and potato heavy diet, and is thicker with more musculature. one hand is permanently fucked up because eve keeps breaking it during every birth and she do be populating-

the crusades ;

- standard commander of the exorcist wardrobe and nearly exclusively how someone will happen upon him unless they catch him off guard, on laundry day, or is Lute. if laundry day, he'll be in a spare exorcist uniform (yes the skirt 1) or a maid outfit someone (probs Gabe) convinced him into thinking was a robe. - when he's first brought to heaven and shown around by Sera, he basically is a combo of both Eden verses- younger again, freshened up, half thick with farm work and (don't forget naked!!) Sera eventually helps him find his main robe to wear because he's mclosing it since the apple made him woke to these things and dying didn't change that. said robe is actually just the massive bell shaped bottom of one of Sera's dresses that she chopped and stitched up for him (he grows into it.) - beneath the uniform, he's still got muscle but it only shows when he's in battle using that farmhand strength to direct his weight around like a literal train wreck. he's gotten chubby from not trusting fruit and not having a woman to fix him home cooked meals anymore, opting for convenience style food (not that he has to eat, but he develops a binging tendency from a combination of the stress of not fitting in to heaven's mold before the 'angel skin' helps him fake it, and from tendencies formed on Earth since food could get scarce just depending on the weather's fee fees) and he holds it in his chest, stomach and ass, though his garb of choice gives him the classic church bell body. - his freckles are still there, but they glow with a faint golden light that's only really obvious in the dark. his wings are composed of golden feathers that are rather impressive when first hitting the sunlight in heaven, but Sera will admit they don't look as nice as that first time now since he doesn't take spectacular care of them, delegating the preens to his exorcist flock and they currently can't outclean the speed at which he accumulates Cheetoh dust in them. - the combination of him being alone for some time before Lute takes over, not taking general care of himself, and being without his rib support beam (that first wamman!) has caused fairly dark circles under his eyes and he generally has an air of deterioration about his actual face when on display. - his actual human nails are usually painted black under his talon gloves. Lute does them for him while they talk shit.

six months remaining ;

- same as above. he ends up with a wing injury from attempting the archangel proposal process (being not a full one himself but kind of like in training? so yeah that fucks his shoulder and wings up a bit.) this confines him to his apartment where he's forced by Lute to just hang out in off duty comfy sweatpants. though he's stuck in short shorts when she makes him go to early morning physical therapy yoga.

dead on arrival ;

- arrives as he came and slowly goes through hell puberty - which is a settling into a demon form that all souls inevitably take while being exposed to hell for too long (and well since it's forever... y'know!!) - since he insists on still wearing his helmet once Vox tech fixes it, he's unaware of the changes at first. gradually his skin starts looking more ashy and toasted like it's trying to shed to match the charred color of his arms that end in actual talons. his eyes were scalded by an archangel (Lute's), and the whites of them eventually fade out to black with pinpricks of gold for a pupil. - eventually his forehead starts to form horn nubs over each brow, but they don't get much bigger than that and sort of resemble piercings. one of his wings is missing (from a comatose meeting with a cannibal who finally got to taste God's chicken-) and he keeps the remaining one permanently tucked at his side like he's worried about losing that one too, though the feathers are faded and look like they might be darkening. the feathers he has sprouted (a couple tucked behind his ears like hair), and those that form a fan at the end of his tail, are dull brownish gold and speckled with black. - in addition to his rib scar, he has a large scar over the solar plexus and on the opposite side between his shoulder blades made of many small entry points, and with how the flesh has healed- it resembles the beginnings of a large rock hitting water impact. - he starts to ignore these changes and continues to just exist as he did in heaven with his helmet on, though trades the robes out for joggers and any other fuck boy rock star gear that Velvette puts him in when he's under contract. and yes, when he wears a hoodie- he just cuts holes in the hood for the helmet's horns. 🤘 - his appearance stays relatively stable to the point he still appears human despite the changes, however- this form can ' break' during high stress situations or even peek through when he's hitting a hardcore metal part of a song. this looks like his eyes inverting colors (so the gold prick widens until it swallows up the whole eye - basically looking like the eyes on his mask), skin on his face becoming essentially losing its corporeal form in the sense it becomes 'void', a dark twisting mass of static energy.

[autumnhobbit]

nothing like chugging water post-binge like it’s really gonna do something. lol.

[biblionerd07]

So as of June I found out (or confirmed/got a diagnosis because I really already knew) I have an autoimmune thyroid disorder and getting everything taken care of and figuring out my dosage on my medication has been a slog. A new doctor suggested I try cutting gluten and I was like whatever, get a load of this guy, this is hooey, etc., but also like, sure okay, I'll try anything at this point. I can't say I've noticed a difference in my fatigue from cutting back on gluten but, to my dismay, many of my digestive issues have lessened or gone away so it seems I'm probably at least a bit sensitive to gluten. But one thing that's been really surprising to me is how much less I crave sugar since cutting back on gluten?? I have always been a total sugar (and esp chocolate) fiend to the point of daily feeling like if I don't get something sweet I will commit homicide. And I haven't been feeling that way, haven't felt that out of control binge eating urge, and in fact tonight I had 2 fun-size candy bars and actually started to feel sick and overwhelmed by the sugar. That is UNHEARD of for me! I have never before understood people who say some dessert is too sweet or too rich or anything. So in conclusion, friendship ended with gluten.

[gwarden123]

Fun fact. There is a genre of entertainment on Japanese daytime television that is essentially "cute girls go to various eateries and eat copious amounts of food". Sometimes it's female talents or comedians. The most recent time I saw it was cute girls.

And we're not talking American size portions. We're talking could feed large groups of people, Goku size portions. Food measured in the multiple of kilograms.

The first time I watched it, it was framed like an endurance challenge. The food was weighed as it was ordered, and whoever ate the most was the winner. The most recent time I watched it, it was more like a science experiment. Like that time they trapped a boy band in a walk-in freezer and fed them various liquids while watching them with a thermal camera to see what kept them warmest for longest (it was lemon tea).

So, yes, they had these three cute girls in a room. They had some privacy, but they each had they own little pod with a table, and they were filmed throughout the entire three days, I think it was. I think they had a choice of what super large size meals they could eat, but they were weighed at the beginning and the end of the day, after each meal (the food was weighed as well) and after each trip to the bathroom. Because they shit it all out. They had a chart tracking their progress and they were all basically back to their starting weight from the first day. The one girl was under, for some reason.

The moral of this story is... Don't be a cute girl and don't go on Japanese TV? The late night TV will at least put you in different outfits to see if you can trick middle-aged comedians into thinking they've met seven different idol groups.

[lostmf]

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is binge eating bc u subconsciously hope its gonna fill the emptiness, u know it wont but ur desperate

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[bbeautyandragee]

I am her, she is me

[ed-recovery-affirmations]

If you're experiencing a relapse, please understand that you are not alone. You do not have to pursue it any farther just because you slipped up and started it. Your pre-relapse progress has not been erased and you are not incapable of healing.

[thelunarsystemwrites]

[TW Eating disorders of multiple kinds, like BED, Bulimia, and ARFID!]

(Also mentions of weight, guilt, food/eating!)

So... you know the bad time trio? Y-Yeah so uhm... like I migh'tve thought of something. Like another way to torment them.

So I might've thought of a real stupid AU, where I gave them each an eating disorder. (All coming from my personal experiences.)

So starting with Horror, he has BED, which stands for Binge Eating Disorder. Something he developed as a result to being in the underground, and starving for so long—He tends to think with a scarcity mindset. He finishes his food even if he's full, and a lot of foods are trigger foods for him to start binging. Also, he tends to hoard.

Killer, is suffering from Bulimia. I haven't quite decided why he does it, so I'm also going to go with trauma response. Like he constantly feels empty, he needed to feel anything else. And, listen—Only takes one time purging to get addicted to it. (<- speaking from experience there, I very much regret September 16th.)

Dust has ARFID, which stands for Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder. For him, it's a huge mixture of guilt and delusions that causes him such distress. He'll look down at many certain foods and can't stop thinking of someone he's dusted, can't stop seeing it as something he should not eat. It's textures, smells, tastes, looks—Which. He's dropped a concerning about of weight due to this.

Now, the thing is after the murder time trio figured out they're all terrible at eating. You wanna know what they did?

*Sharp inhale*

They formed a pack, one that was basically to help each other out when needed. If Nightmare or Cross (<- not an ED, but he does have an exercise addiction) ever got suspicious, they'd cover for each other, make up excuses when Dust wouldn't eat or why a whole pack of chips was gone the next morning after just being bought.

As for Nightmare... he is, incredibly suspicious of these three. He feels embarrassment and shame in the air when he asked who ate of last of something and it almost always comes from Horror.

He feels emptiness and frustration that comes shortly after Killer excuses himself from the table, Killer always excuses himself first.

And he feels sadness, fear, and guilt from Dust anytime he picks up a fork, fear.

And he doesn't know how to handle it, or what to do. They all look so... tired, and so exhausted and dinner time is so awkward and he hates not knowing what's wrong.

So the story would focus on Nightmare trying to get to the bottom of it, and once he figures out what's wrong, he'd ne focusing on trying to help them recover.

Now, he's not entirely sure how be would help them recover, but he's getting there.

AU credits!

[worstxana]

when the binge was so bad you lose 1.4kg in a day from letting it digest

[thejakeformerlyknownasprince]

For silly prompts; how about Ax entering an eating contest and the rest of them being like "oh god this is going to go badly".

Hmmmm. I would venture that Ax's success or failure at an eating contest all depends on the type of food.

For example, #8 implies that his tolerance for spice is off the charts. Michelle warns "Jake" three times that Walter's chili is so spicy it's liable to kill any white boy who tries to eat it, but Ax-in-Jake-morph successfully eats multiple bowls and is about to try licking the pot when Cassie intervenes. Ax mentions his morph getting "flushed" and "tingling," but also eats more of the habanero-infused Chili of Doom than anyone else at the table.

Throw in the fact that Ax actually enjoys eating cigarette butts and motor oil (#9), not to mention "the delicious tangy beverage known as vinegar" (#8), and I feel like he could clean up at a spicy-food or gross-food eating contest. Heck, let him morph Jake and enter a contest around the "intense delight" of eating habaneros, and he'll probably enjoy himself more than anyone else there, even if his morph has no intestinal lining left by the time he's done.

However, I also think Ax wouldn't do well at a traditional "eat as much pie as you can in 30 minutes" style of contest. Assuming at least one competitive eater joins as well, then a kid who's "unimpressive" and "average size" (#33) doesn't stand a chance. He's not wicked fast — just faster than people who use forks and knives — and he's not physically suited to getting overfull. Plus, he likes the taste of food too much to disrespect it by swallowing it whole.

[queenhawke]

"So now you need my help. How delicious. Not as delicious as the two mochaccinos I had.“

“You drank both of those?”

“It’s 720 calories.”

Mythic Quest s02e04 // s03e06

[anagirlysworld]

[dennisboobs]

It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia

↳ Dennis + eating because he's uncomfortable

[lostmf]

[arcticmonkeysx]

hii!! does anyone have any tips to stop binging? thank you so nuch if you do. dm me, comment on this post or put it in my ask box<33