#but these…. I cannot get to them
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Unlisted/removed nathan fielder youtube videos that I still can’t find :
Weird friend / Dogpile / Nathan Fielder on Age
#on age was described in an interview article somewhere (one on that reddit nathan fielder master list post I think)#there’s also Flirt which is on the unlisted video site but I can’t find the video or the thumbnail on wayback#all the other unlisted videos on the unlisted site are findable/saved on wayback with some digging#but these…. I cannot get to them#some of them has the full page but the video itself didn’t seem to be archived#there is also a pie seller skit that one of his comedy friends described and (seems like) had the video embedded in a post on his blogspot#I promise I’m not stalking for real. but once I saw the 9 11 video I just had to spend the rest of my night digging#the real tragedy here though is that his myspace was lost in the data purge#I guarantee those cunty canadian idol era photos were all on there 😔#i do know i went down this rabbit hole in 2017 according to this blog but i don't remember what he had up at that time....
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this was supposed to be a new years picture but we're way past that already. so now this is just. an ode to a found family 💜
#still couldn't get taash quite right but. this is as close as i can get for everyone's faces so far ig hkshds i Cannot look at this anymore#seeing them all happy and smiling and hugging does something to my cold cold heart. missing poster: HAVE YOU SEEN MY FAMILY#taash#emmrich volkarin#lace harding#davrin#assan#endras mercar#rook mercar#rook#manfred#lucanis dellamorte#neve gallus#bellara lutare#datv#dav#veilguard#fanart#digital art#art#my art#artists on tumblr#it'll be a simple sketch she said. ill just do it really fast she said. lol. lmao even#i miss them o(-<
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i hate to say it because i'm neurodivergent and a chronic-pain-haver but like... sometimes stuff is going to be hard and that's okay.
it's okay if you don't understand something the first few times it's explained to you. it's okay if you have to google every word in a sentence. it's okay if you need to spend a few hours learning the context behind a complicated situation. it's okay if you need to read something, think about it, and then come back to re-read it.
i get it. giving up is easier, and we are all broken down and also broke as hell. nobody has the time, nobody has the fucking energy. that is how they win, though. that is why you feel this way. it is so much easier, and that is why you must resist the impetus to shut down. fight through the desire you've been taught to "tl;dr".
embrace when a book is confusing for you. accept not all media will be transparent and glittery and in the genre you love. question why you need everything to be lily-white and soft. i get it. i also sometimes choose the escapism, the fantasy-romance. there's no shame in that. but every day i still try to make myself think about something, to actually process and challenge myself. it is hard, often, because of my neurodivergence. but i fight that urge, because i think it's fucking important.
especially right now. the more they convince you not to think, the easier it will be to feed you misinformation. the more we accept a message without criticism, the more power they will have over that message. the more you choose convenience, the more they will make propaganda convenient to you.
#personal#this also applies to ai art and stuff. like#artists and crafters and non-ai users took the time space and energy to learn things#bc we are actually LEARNING them. and it takes actual SKILL.#i know the skill is long to learn and often annoying. i still get frustrated about my art bc it's not good#but i do it myself. bc i respect that it IS a skill.#ai writing a book for you is not YOU learning how to write a book. and it took me a lifetime to write a book. i get it.#ai drones running a marathon don't run the marathon for u#there are things i cannot due to my disability. lol marathons being 1. there are things u can't do either#this is about stretching yourself in the ways that are healthy and good for you.#ai learning for u in ur classes is NOT healthy. u are not learning.#''but otherwise i won't pass''#first of all that's a self-defeating prophecy. and many of us who thought we wouldn't pass DID pass#and secondly. CHALLENGE urself. ur paying for college anyway. don't pay just to let AI learn for u.
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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The Real Reason Joker Hates the Robins
(Batman 2016, #54)
(Batman 1940, #408)
(Robin 1993 #139)
(Batman and Robin 2015 #40)
You cannot convince me he didn't giggle a little with those last two, or snort, or something.
Bonus, some sick kids make him smile for a scavenger hunt:
(Superman 2018 #39)
#dc comics#detective comics comics#bruce wayne#batman#dick grayson#nightwing#jason todd#robin#tim drake#damian wayne#I am not ignoring Stephanie Brown#I just cannot find a comic of her making him giggle#If you have other panels or times when the Robins made him chuckle or laugh#Or Cass#Please share#Saw someone say he was only smiling to indulge the sick kids#No#He just adores kids#DO YOU HEAR THAT DC?#HE WOULD NOT BE CRUEL TO A CHILD#ESPECIALLY HIS OWN CHILD#I am team Jason made Bruce laugh once while fighting the Joker#But I am also team Dick made Batman laugh#and that's why Joker wants to kill them#they can get Batman to smile and laugh#brcause they are his precious baby angel children
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Nautica gets the Favourite Child™ privileges
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#I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME ANIMATE#I don't know what I'm doing actually#does that stop me? no#Nautica can do whatever she wants no consequences#she tickled Megs like cmon man...#I feel like Megatron would like her and Lotty a lot and be indulgent and easy-going with them#I mean they're the only ones who never directly experienced any harm that came with the war#Nautica and Lotty only heard of Megatron's crimes from stories#like- to them he's the grumpy captain first#kinda scary and serious but he knows what he's doing#the “warlord that killed and conquered for 4 million years” part comes second#SHE FUCKIN TICKLED HIM I WILL NEVER GET OVER THIS#ah and there's Rodimus in the background#idk why I put him there but bro is flabbergasted#let him be#God I love Nautica so much#my beloved girl#maccadam#transformers#transformers fanart#megatron#idw megatron#nautica#idw nautica#mtmte#tf mtmte#my artt#animated gif
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if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing
#imagine you're a boy who's going to die. you're in love with the girl you've been watching from afar. you know your fate.#you just want to help her‚ but then there's the announcement and she's here in front of you‚ kissing you‚ risking her life for you and you#think‚ i could live and i could love. you think she loves you when she hands you the berries‚ when she puts them in her mouth.#then you both survive and you go back home and nothing is real anymore. you have nothing. no family. no friends. no love. just an empty#house. a drunk for a neighbor. the love of your life walking into somebody else's arms. you think‚ i survived the games. i could survive#this. and you also think‚ i should've bit down on those berries‚ should've felt the juice burst before i died.#and then the third quarter quell announcement rings in your ears and you think‚ she will live and i will die as i should have in the first#place. the girl you love kisses you on the beach and somewhere you heart stirs and your mind revolts and you savor every touch she has ever#given to you‚ in front of the cameras and off. because you are a tribute and you are always being watched and snow's presence looms and#you think‚ i know she cares. but you get taken. you get drugged. you get tortured‚ your mind altered. the girl is a mutt‚ a murderer. she's#everything you despise‚ your mind stirs. your heart revolts. you gain more awareness but cannot distinguish reality from fiction and you#have never known katniss' love. the war ends. you heal. you come home. you plant primrose for her. years down the line‚ you grow in love#more than you thought possible. but some days‚ you cannot tell fiction from reality so you ask the love of your life‚ you love me.#real or not real? and she says‚ real‚ and kisses you.#and you sigh and kiss her back and revel in this. a home. a life. a love.#lit#the hunger games#everlark#otp: real or not real?#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#text#tais toi lys#thgpost#*
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Begging screaming crying throwing up for more human Sonadow I love the way you draw them

Who am I to deny the masses :]
#More human sonadow because I too cannot get them out of my head#Personally I see them most as prime but im also not saying they are SPECIFICALLY any particular version#cause like frontiers sonic is my fav#but no shadow :(#so primes dynamic is my fav so im balling with that for the brainrot rn#anyway mwah and kisses and love n stuff <3#asks#tribbletalks#tribbleart#sonadow#sonadow fanart#sonic#sonic prime#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog#sth#shadow#shadow the hedgehog#shadow fanart#shadow prime#sonic gijinka#shadow gijinka#<3
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For moment, you are home.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#granny wen#a-yuan#wen qing#wei wuxian#wen ning#wen bin bin#Si-shu#I had hopes to post this for Valentine's day - but I chose to practice self-love and get some sleep.#Instead I am here on the day of this blog's two year anniversary to reminisce and give thanks.#Not quite about blog stuff. That's for another post. I have quite a few treats to share for this anniversary!#Rather...I've been thinking about my own relationships and the bonds I've forged and broken.#The transition between environments...when you leave somewhere and hear about how all the people you were once close with-#-have been moving on without you? It's so bittersweet.#You want to be happy for them. You wish you were at their side. You cannot be at their side.#Relationships change like the tides. They ebb and flow. Sometimes they crash so hard into the shore it reshapes it entirely.#The truth is that we are more surrounded by love than we realize. Even when we feel utterly alone - there is someone who wants to help.#And to me this scene strikes a chord in that way.#This is the reminder than even though you feel like it is all burning down around you - you are loved.#There are people who miss you. People who are so thankful for your presence in their life.#And most importantly of all. And I say this from the heart: There are people you have yet to meet.#Remember this in the darkest of days: The future is full of loves you have yet to see. The present is also full of love you forgot to see.#Another reminder to go tell someone you care about how much they mean to you today. It matters.
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#syd squeaks#there were actually a bunch in season 1 so i just picked the two i think are most 'iconic'#jesse and domingo got a couple in during s1. and jesse gets some in s5 but the mike one is most iconic to me#breaking bad#jesse and mike's here are two of my fave moments for either of them but skyler cannot be beat#'i fucked ted :)'
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I am going to be So Insufferable about this man in 2 days.
#pure vanilla cookie#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#man. no joke I have been rewatching his trailer on loop#both of them#his magical girl transformation sequence is so pretty I cannot#the music!!! the music!!!!!!!!#the memories of two friends motif is so charming and I adore it but it isn’t His#it isn’t his the way the theme of the vanilla kingdom is because the two friends are defined by their time at school and by each other and#indirectly distantly both of them have been influenced by shadow milk cookie because they’re both scientists and students and shadow milk#is the original fount of knowledge right like their theme is based on their school and they both own it in their own ways but it isn’t#theirs like their own thing.#but pure vanilla cookie’s vanilla kingdom Is Solely His and it’s everything he’s worked for and everything he’s built and everything#he holds dear and I’m so happy to hear that theme renewed in his awakening#also man. truthless recluse……#the way his eyes are shining looking at his past and his hopes and dreams…..#the hope isn’t dead….. he’s still there…..#I am So Excited man.#in their own ways each of the ancients getting to their awakened state are stepping into the divinity once held by the beasts#and in turn doing so by overcoming the obstacles of immortality and existentialism that caused the beasts to turn in the first place
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THEY'RE BACK!!!! my childhood manga!!!
#ranma#ranma 1/2#akane tendo#ranma saotome#rankane#aquanutart#un-follow me now this is all i'm going to talk about for months#I LOVE RANMA!!!!#i had the first 20 volumes of the manga nearly memorized as a kid and i am thrilled with how the reboot is following it#they're getting the panels so spot on it feels like seeing old friends. i am SO happy#this was the first manga i read after pokemon and what got me into drawing anime#ranma is the whole inspiration for how i used to draw i cannot TELL you how excited i am#also rankane was my first ship (before i knew what shipping was) when i was 11-12#(i first read it when i was 9 but i didn't start to ship them until later rofl)
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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
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sorry i can’t stop drawing them making out
#not actually sorry though hehehhe#i close my eyes i see hualian locking lips#someone pull these guys apart they’re scaring the hoes#also… me?? drawing a red square frame around hualian kissing??? never been done before incredibly original#maybe went overboard on hua cheng’s hair whispies however i cannot get enough of drawing them heheheh#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#tgcf#tgcf fanart#heaven official's blessing#heaven officials blessing#tian guan ci fu#my art#mossymage
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"All those empty rooms
We could have been anywhere, anywhere else
Instead, I made a bed with apathy
My heart knew the weight
Ten years worth of dust and neglect
We made our peace with weariness and let it be..."
(Song: The Moon will Sing by the Crane Wives)
#scum villains self saving system#svsss#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#qijiu#hello children daddys come back from getting milk#I bring you dinner!! yaha!!!!#ai it took so long to make this because I kept not working on it aha... procrastinating yknow#but it's finished wow!!! please praise me woof woof#anyways this audio has completely run its course qwq so idk if this will annoy some people but#you cannot deny that a great deal of this song is quite in tune with them....#ahh... I love them so much... I still have another animation planned for them hahahaha!!!#BUT next up I am working on a tianlang jun animation so yall must wait for more qijiu snackies a little longer hehe#I'm excited to make tianyan!! xilang? sutian? xitian...? I still don't know what their name is.... tianxi? tiansu?#hehehehehehe Anyways thanks for sticking around!! hope this one will please yall!!!
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we were fucking ROBBED
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#the only ssr i'll whale for#oh my god i loved this update. holy shit#got some ~compositions~ in mind so i'll get to the more serious stuff later#in the meantime those first couple of chapters genuinely made me question if i was perhaps trapped in my own absurd dream or not#the whole-ass video just DROPPED in there idia how long were you WORKING on that#don't forget to like and subscribe! :)#i demand that all cutscenes be animated in that style forevermore#i also demand that all clothing changes henceforth be done via magical girl transformation phrase#not just in the dreamworld. all of them.#DREAM~~~~~FORM~~~~~CHAAAA~~~~NGE#also savanarook was so unexpectedly precious! i want to protect him.#augh there's SO MUCH and i am SO PLEASED with all of it#anyway i guess we're going to be going through everyone's dreams after all!#and it's going to be a THING!!!!!!!! CLOSURE AND SELF-ACCEPTANCE FOR EVERYONE#(insert 'it's all coming together' meme)#man i hope 'please watch this video' remains a running gag it's AMAZING#also i cannot believe#i cannot BELIEVE#that the plan is actually literally#defeat malleus by inviting everyone else to the party except him#HIS ULTIMATE WEAKNESS#malleus doesn't get to be in smash bros
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