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Name: Memori (no last name) âYeah no. My mom literally named meââMemoryâ. Whoâs my mom-? Doesnât matter.â
Age: 14 (mentally, emotionally, physically). Actual age, 1000. âOkay. Just go and tell all my secrets why donât you.â
Gender + Pronouns: Female | She/Her âIâm a girl- Iâve never felt differently soâŚyeah.â
Sexuality: Pansexual. âokay why do you need to say that though?!â
Parentage: Calypso. No one else- she was made from her magic and a seashell. âThatâs none of your business.â
Ethnicity: Greek God, sea nymph, and sea shell⌠âJustâŚdonât say anything.â
Appearance: long blonde hair with orange and pink naturally blended itâlike a conch shell. She ends up cutting it. Blueish teal eyes like shells, that sparkle and glow slightly in the dark. Tan skin, long nails, dimples.
Some Personality traits: Shy, sweet, slightly judgy, quiet, self-conscious, stubborn, defensive.
Some of their powers/abilites: minimal water manipulation, minimal nature manipulation, water sensing, trappingâshe can trap people with force fields, and conceal stuff. Like her mom concealed her island. She can also heal people slightly with her hands. Water heals and energizes her, and she can manipulate the mist.
Fatal Flaw: Indecisiveness âHey! No itâs not! Iâm very good at choices.â
Voice claim: Agnes, Fantastic Mr Fox âwhat does that even meanâŚ?â
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IC tag: seashells washed onto the beach. đ + Memori coded posts: calm waves on the shore. đ + OOC tag: star speaking!
STORY: She was made from a seashell, originally as a tactic to try and guilt men into staying on calypsos island. To convince them to stay, because calypso had a child who needed a father. When calypso noticed that on certain men, it didnât work, she started to silently resent her child a little bit. She was always very stern and manipulative, and tried to paint herself in a good light to her daughter. But her daughter did notice the cries of men when they would be with her mother against their will.
Eventually, she ends up escaping. Begging Percy to take her with her away from her momâs islandâtechnically the daughter is really old, but mentally fourteen at the time she escapes with Percy. She isnât in to him romantically, but she wants to see if she can leaveâunlike her mother who is bound to the island. It ends up working, but now the daughter has complicated feelings. She almost wasnât expecting it to actually work, and now itâs setting in that she just up and left, abandoned her mother. Like all the men that have been to her home island.
Her feelings towards her mother are complicated, because remember that sheâs been manipulated her whole lifeâor calypso just didnât see anything wrong with what she was doing. But itâs her mom. Her mom who cared for her and was the only person with her for YEARS. Sheâs not known anything besides Ogygia, besides her mom. And now she knows what that woman has done. Her feelings are VERY complex.
Her and Percyâs relationship is complicatedâtheyâre friends, but every time he looks at her he keeps picking out the things that remind him of calypso. He canât forget what happened on the island now that sheâs around. (He will never admit that sometimes, he wonders if heâd actually rescue her if he could go back.)
âPlease donât go.â
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The Gorgeous Fiery Hues Fill The Wide Open Sky, As I Sit Peacefully On The Cool Damp Sand, Simply Watching Each Wave Pass On By.
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đBeneath the Abyssđ
âĄď¸ synopsis: Lured by a haunting melody, you find yourself pulled into the depths of the sea, only to be saved by Rafayel, a mysterious merman.
âĄď¸ pairing: merman!Rafayel x fem!reader
âĄď¸ part 2 âĄď¸
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âĄď¸ cw: depictions of (almost) drowning, mermaid au , semi-public seggs, oral (f!receiving)
âĄď¸ word count: 6.2k
âĄď¸ a/n: the second story for kinktober 2024. the beginning was very fun to write for someone with thalassophobia đ
âĄď¸ Thank you to my dearest friend and my beta reader âĄď¸@its-deâĄď¸ for helping.
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Tonight is like any other night - where you sit on a wooden bench by the cliffside and read an old book. The sky is dark as ink, the stars distant and blinking slowly. The moon hangs low and casts a silvery light, illuminating the worn pages of your book. The sea is far below, its waves like whispers, soothing your thoughts as you read. Each wave crashes against the cliffâs base in a rhythmic hum. This place seems cold and unwelcome, but itâs yours. Youâve always come here, seeking solitude that only the night can offer. The dark doesnât frighten youâit embraces you like an old friend. You feel safe here.
But then, it happens.
A sound, soft at first, like a breath carried on the wind, slips through the night. As it drifts closer, it wraps itself around your mind, around your soul. Itâs a melody unlike anything youâve ever heardâhaunting, hypnotic, and achingly beautiful. It calls to something deep inside of you, and before you even realize what youâre doing, youâre standing, the book forgotten, your feet moving on their own.
The song grows stronger, tugging at you, pulling you toward the cliff's edge. You donât resist. You canât. The sea below crashing, dark and deep, but it no longer feels distant or dangerous. It feels inviting. The melody grows stronger, filling the air with its melancholic beauty. Itâs not the sweetness of the song that unnerves you, but the way it seeps into your bones, like the sea pulling at the shore. You take another step, the rocks beneath your feet slick and uneven, but none of it matters now. Only the song matters.
And thenâyou fall.
The world tilts, and the sky spins above you as you plummet toward the water. Panic grips your chest, your heart racing as you crash into the icy depths. The cold is shocking, like needles through your lungs, and the once inviting sea now feels like it has you in its grasp, pulling you under. You thrash, desperate, your limbs sluggish as the water envelops your whole being. You open your mouth to scream, but no sound escapesâonly bubbles rising to the surface.
You canât believe this is happening. Youâre going to drown.
Terror floods your veins as you sink deeper, your lungs burning, the black water pressing in from all sides. The song, the beautiful, irresistible song, has led you to this cold, watery grave.
Youâre sinking into the deep. How could you let this happen to you?
But then, through the suffocating darkness, you see him.
A figure, a shadow, moving swiftly through the water. His form isnât human, but sleek and graceful. His movements are too fluid, too fast. You blink, your vision fading as the last of your air escapes in a stream of bubbles.
For a brief moment, you think heâll leave you to this terrible fate. But then, his hands, cool and firm, wrap around your waist, pulling you upward with a strength that feels effortless. His touch is strangely gentle as he propels you toward the surface, through the crushing weight of the sea.
You break through the surface with a gasp, sucking in air as your body shakes, your limbs still heavy and numb from the cold. His grip remains on you, guiding you through the water as he swims toward the shore. He brings you to a sheltered cove hidden from the world. Here, the water is calm, the seaâs roar softened to a murmur. He releases you gently onto the shore, your body trembling, your mind reeling from what just happened.
You lie there for a moment, catching your breath, your heart pounding in your chest. When you finally lift your head, you see him.
You canât believe it. You sit in the sand, your breath ragged, lungs burning from the saltwater you swallowed, but your eyesâyour eyes are locked on him. A figure not human, not entirely, but something out of stories you were told as a child. Stories you never believed. Myths, you always thought.
A merman.
The word seems impossible, heavy and foreign in your mind, yet he is there before you, dripping with seawater, his form half in the waves, half on the shore. His dusky purple hair clings to his forehead, eyes the color of shifting sunsetsâblue fading into pink, hypnotic and unreal. His pale blue tail glistens under the moonlight, every shimmering scale catching the silver glow, moving with a grace that seems almost too smooth.
Are you hallucinating? You struggle to grasp at the fact what you're seeing is true. Mermaids were the stuff of stories, tales sailors told after too much drink, legends spun to explain away the strange sea. But now, here he is. A merman. He saved you.
You feel the weight of that thought settle in your chestâhe saved you. Pulled you from the dark, icy depths. His hands had been firm around your waist, his strength undeniable as he swam you to safety, your body limp and helpless in his grip. The memory of it sends a shiver through you, a mixture of fear and awe. And now he is watching you with those strange, unreadable eyes. Your heart beats faster, not out of fear but something deeperâcuriosity, wonder, gratitude. You donât know how to feel.
âThank you,â you manage to say, your voice hoarse and trembling.
He doesnât respond, his gaze flickering as if trying to understand your words. Heâs silent, but thereâs something in his eyesâsomething that isnât cold, something that isnât indifferent. Heâs saved you, and yet, you can see the hesitation and caution. His lips part, as if he wants to say something, but no words come. He seems frustrated, as though language is a barrier neither of you can cross.
Still, thereâs a connection between youâfragile but real. You stand up and take a small step toward him, your eyes meeting his. He stares at you, taking in your wet form, the way your clothes cling to your body. Thereâs a flicker of something in his expressionâsomething that looks almost like curiosity. But then, as quickly as it appeared, itâs gone.
As he slips back into the water, his eyes linger on you one last time, and without a word, he disappears beneath the surface. You realize then, with a strange certainty, that youâll see him again. He may not have meant for you to be drawn into his world, but now, neither of you can escape it. Youâve crossed a threshold, and thereâs no going back.
Tomorrow, youâll return. You both will.
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You arrive at the cove just as the sun begins to set, the sky turning into shades of amber and rose. What happened last night feels surreal. But the ache in your muscles tells you it was very much real. In your hand, you clutch a small gold bracelet. Itâs a token, a simple gesture, but it feels like the least you can offer him for saving your life. You hope heâll accept it.
You sit by the shore, the same place where he left you, eyes scanning the horizon. You donât know how long youâll wait, but something tells you heâll come. And you donât wait long.
The water stirs, a ripple moving across the surface. Your breath catches in your throat as you see him. He emerges from the depths with that same graceful ease, his scales glistening in the fading sunset. His eyes find yours, and for a moment, neither of you speak. You simply stare, caught in the same strange tension from the night before. He stays just out of reach, half-submerged in the shallow waters of the cove, watching you.
You shift towards him slowly, trying not to startle him this time. You hold up the bracelet. âFor you.â your voice hesitant. You know he doesnât understand the words, but maybe heâll understand the gesture.
His gaze flickers to the bracelet, and slowly, cautiously, he moves closer. He raises one hand from the sea, fingers delicate, reaching toward the gift. His gaze never leaves yours as his fingers brush against the gold. You clasp it around his wrist gently, and a breath youâve been holding leaves your lips. He stares at it for a moment, watching the way it catches the light. Then, he looks at you, his expression unreadable, but his guard... lowered. He doesnât speak, but thereâs a softness in his gaze now.
You smile, gesturing to yourself. âIâm...â You say your name slow and clear, hoping heâll understand. You point again, repeating, âMy name is...â
He watches you, brow furrowing in concentration. He lifts a hand, mimicking your gesture, pointing to himself. âRafayel,â he says, and your heart skips a beat at the sound of his silky voice.
A smile tugs at your lips. You repeat his name, savoring the sound of it. Itâs a small step, but it feels like a bridge between your worlds.
For the next few minutes, you try to teach him more. Simple words. âWater.â You gesture to the sea. âSky.â You point to the sky. Each time, he watches you closely, though his lips struggle to form the words. He repeats after you, hesitant at first, but with growing confidence. Itâs slow, but itâs something. You laugh softly when he stumbles over a word, and his lips twitch, just the slightest hint of amusement in return.
The moon starts to rise. You sit by the shore while Rafayel rests in the shallow water, his body half-submerged. The quiet between you feels comfortable now, no longer heavy with uncertainty. He watches you with a mix of curiosity and caution, his guard still there, but not as rigid.
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You bring a book the next night, an old fairytale, the kind with simple words and enchanting stories. Heâs there again and you sit together by the water, turning the pages. You point at the pictures, saying the words slowly, and he listens, repeating the ones he can manage. Each night, you bring another, reading to him in the soft glow of the moon. His words are broken, but he tries. He watches your lips when you speak, mimicking the movements, and each night, you get a little closer to understanding each other.
And as the days pass, something else shifts between you. His wariness fades, replaced by a playful curiosity. He teases you with small splashes of water, grinning at your surprised reactions. His hands linger when he helps you stand up, his touch growing bolder, more confident. You catch him staring sometimes, his eyes roaming your face, your body, with an intensity that sends warmth rushing through you.
You talk more now, not just with words but with gestures, shared looks, and smiles. He asks questions, his voice thick with the unfamiliar human language, but eager to learn. You tell him about your world, your life, and he listens, even if he doesnât understand it all. And when he speaks of his world, you try to piece together the meaning from the few words he knows, from the way his hands move as if painting a picture.
And each night, as you leave the cove, thereâs a part of you that doesnât want to go. Thereâs a part of him, too, that lingers in the water, watching you with a look that makes you think he feels the same.
The gold bracelet still gleams on his wrist, a reminder of the night he saved your life.
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Rafayel has always been wary of humans, but with you, he finds himself wanting to know more. Thereâs a softness in your eyes that eases him, a vulnerability that makes him open up, bit by bit. Each time you smile at him, something stirs in his chest, he canât quite explain it. Itâs different from anything heâs ever known. Youâre not like the humans heâs been taught to avoid; thereâs no malice, no threat in your presence.
Your beauty, though undeniable, isnât what captivates him the most. Itâs the way you see him. He is not a creature from the deep, something to be feared, but something - someone you want to know. And it confuses himâthis growing need to be closer to you, to understand you, to touch you. Heâs never felt this way before, and it scares him. But he canât stay away. The more time he spends with you, the more he begins to desire your presence, the way you make him feel more alive.
The comfort of the cove has become a sanctuary for Rafayel and you. But tonight, something lingers in the air. Youâve been thinking about that first nightâabout the song that led you to the edge of the cliff. You turn to him, your voice soft but curious âThat night, the song... were you the one singing it?â
Rafayelâs gaze hardens at the question, his eyes showing a mix of emotions. He doesnât answer right away, and for a moment, you worry that youâve overstepped. But then, his head dips, as if looking for the right words. He takes a breath, his voice low. âSong... not for you.â His eyes meet yours, and thereâs something darker there now, something painful. âFor sailors, bad men. Hurt... my kind.â
You feel the weight of his words. Youâve heard stories of sailors plundering the depths, but seeing the pain in Rafayelâs eyesâit feels real now. His hand reaches for yours. He explains, his voice thick with emotions he struggles to contain. âRevenge, for my kind. They come, take⌠kill. They donât care. âHis fingers tighten slightly around yours, as if bracing himself for what heâs about to say next. âI... stop them. I sing, they follow.â
You realize then what his song was meant to do. It was a lure for the sailors, to drag them beneath the waves. The weight of that presses down on you, and yet, thereâs no fear. Only sadness for the pain heâs carried. You swallow, trying to find the right words. âBut... I wasnât meant to hear it.â
He shakes his head, his grip on your hand softening, his voice quieter now. âNo. You... not like them. You hear, but...â His brow furrows. âI... not want to hurt you.â The vulnerability in his voice catches you off guard. This creature, so powerful and full of vengeance, pulled you from the depths when he could have just let you drown.
You look at him. âIâm sorry.â you say softly, though you know itâs not enough. âIâm sorry for what they did to you. I didnât know.â
His eyes soften, the darkness in them fading as he looks at you. âYou... donât need to know,â he murmurs. âYou are... different.â
You squeeze his hand gently, offering what comfort you can. âIâm glad you didnât let me drown.â you say, a soft smile tugging at the corners of your lips.
Rafayel smiles back and you see a glimmer of warmth in his eyes. âMe too.â he says quietly, his thumb brushing against the back of your hand.
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The nights spent by the cove have become a routine. You sit with a fairytale book in your lap, your fingers tracing over the worn pages as you read aloud. Rafayel lies on his stomach, his body still, but his gaze is not. He watches you, ombre eyes tracing every movement of your lips, every flutter of lashes as you speak. You glance up from the book, catching the intensity of his stare. A playful smile tugs at your lips, and you pause mid-sentence. "What are you looking at?" you tease.
Rafayelâs brows furrow in concentration. He still struggles to find the words, but he gestures to his own face, then to yours. "You... beautiful."
The words catch you off guard, a blush peppering your cheeks. You are taken aback by his honesty. He says it so simply, as if itâs the most natural thing in the world. Your heart skips a beat, but you brush it off with a soft laugh. âThank you.â
He tilts his head with confusion in his eyes, as though he doesnât understand why you would laugh. You shake your head, reaching out to rest your hand on his arm, feeling his cool skin. His body reacts instantly to your touch, a shiver running through him, but he doesnât pull away. Instead, his hand comes to rest over yours.
Each evening, the distance between slowly fades. Touches become more frequent, more intentional. A hand resting on his arm, fingers tracing his jaw, the way his tail brushes lightly against your leg as he moves closer.
One night, Rafayelâs curiosity takes a new turn. Youâre sitting on the sand, the fabric of your flowy dress bunched up around your legs. His gaze lingers on the material that shifts with the breeze. He tilts his head, lips in a small pout. Then he reaches out, pointing at your legs, gesturing to the flowing fabric. âWhy... clothes?â he asks.
You laugh softly. âHumans wear different clothing depending on the weather, or their style. And we wear shoes to protect our feet.â
At the mention of shoes, his eyes drop to your bare feet. He looks back at you, his lips parting as if to ask something, but hesitates.
"Do you want to touch them?" you ask.
His face lights up with a mix of curiosity and caution. He nods. You stretch your leg out toward him, offering your foot, and he reaches for it, his fingers brushing lightly over the arch. You smile, watching his face as he studies your foot with such focus that makes you chuckle. But then, his fingers accidentally graze a ticklish spot making you pull away from his grasp and laugh as a reflex.
He jerks his hand back, eyes wide with concern, but you shake your head quickly, still laughing. âItâs okay! You just tickled me.â
His expression softens into a playful one, and he does it again, deliberately this time. He watches as your body reacts, your foot flinching away from his mischievous hands, your laughter bubbling up again. You can see the spark in his eyes, the way his lips curl into that rare smile youâre starting to see more often.
Now your eyes trace pale blue tail that glimmers in the water. You canât stop yourself from staring. Youâve wanted to touch it from the very first moment you saw him.
You take a deep breath. âCan I... touch your tail? Itâs okay if you donât wa - .â
He chuckles at your stammering and nods, easing your anxiety. He takes your hand in his, and lowers it onto his tail, around where knees would be. Your lips part in awe, feeling the cool, sleek texture of his scales beneath your fingertips. Itâs smooth, almost silky.
You look up at him. âYour tail... itâs incredible.â
Rafayelâs lips twitch into a small smile, pleased by your fascination. He shifts his body, fully focusing on your legs again. His eyes travel up, towards the space between your thighs. He glances at your face, then back, as though trying to make sense of something. Slowly, he leans in, his head tilting as he peers under the hem of your dress, his curiosity as innocent as it is bold.
A flush of heat rises to your cheeks, scooting back and pressing your thighs together. "Uh, Rafayel..." you murmur, your voice catching.
He looks up at you, confused. You can tell he doesnât fully understand what heâs done to make you flustered, but heâs aware of the shift in your energy. âWhat... there?â he asks, his voice uncertain, his hand motioning toward your dress.
You bite your lip, the blush deepening. Thereâs no hidden intent in his questionâjust pure curiosity, the same way heâd ask about the books or the language youâre teaching him. You take a shaky breath. âItâs... private,â you say, choosing your words carefully. âHumans have parts that are personal, and we usually keep them covered, especially around others.â
He nods slowly. His eyes go to your dress for just a moment before they return to yours. âPrivate,â he repeats, the word unfamiliar on his tongue, but he seems to grasp the meaning of it. You can see the restraint in him now, the way he pulls back slightly, giving you space.
In the quiet that follows, you smile at him, reaching out to touch his face lightly, your fingers brushing over his soft skin. âYouâre learning quickly,â you say softly, and he leans into your touch, his eyes closing for just a moment. But now you have a question. Your heart races as you summon the courage to speak. "Rafayel..." you begin, your voice barely above a whisper. You swallow hard, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. "Where... where are your private parts?"
The words hang awkwardly between you, and you immediately regret it. Your body tenses as you brace for his reaction. Instead of laughing or brushing off the question, Rafayelâs expression softens with understanding. He lies on his back, glancing down at his sleek, muscled form. Thereâs a pause as he considers how to respond, his lips curving in a soft smile.
"They're hidden," he says quietly, pointing to the area right below his pelvis. "Beneath, for⌠when we need them."
You find yourself staring at the spot where heâs pointing. You bite your lip, glancing at him out of the corner of your eye. His gaze is already on you, soft and unassuming, as if waiting for you to speak.
"So⌠how does it work?" you ask hesitantly.
Rafayel tilts his head, his brow furrowing slightly as he processes your words. "Work?" he repeats. He looks down at his tail, then back up at you. "You⌠want to know?"
The heat rises to your cheeks, and you glance away, your fingers fidgeting with the hem of your dress. "IâI guess, yeah," you stammer. "I mean, you asked me, and IâŚ" You trail off, embarrassed.
Rafayelâs lips quirk into a small, knowing smile, and his eyes soften at the sight of your flushed cheeks. Slowly, he speaks again. "I can⌠show?"
Your breath catches in your throat. The idea of him revealing that intimate part of himself makes your heart race. But before you can respond, Rafayel adds "If⌠I see yours too?"
Your hands tighten on the fabric of your dress, your mind racing. There's an openness in the way he asks, a genuine desire to understand you better. "You want to see mine?" you ask, your voice trembling just a little. Rafayel nods, his eyes flicking downward for just a second before meeting yours again. âYes. You⌠show me. I⌠show you."
The tension hangs heavy between you, and for a moment, you both just sit there. You consider his words and finally, you nod. "Okay."
Rafayel hesitates for a moment, his eyes searching yours for permission one more time. With a slow nod from you, he shifts, moving just enough to give you a better view. The area he pointed at begins to part slightly, the scales pulling aside to show what is hidden. Your eyes widen as you catch the first glimpse of what lies underneath. The sight is mesmerizing, a beautiful hybrid of human and something entirely otherworldly. His member, long and thick, tapers slightly toward the tip. The texture is smooth with faint ridges along its surface. Your breath hitches as you notice how his arousal throbs gently, merging seamlessly with his aquatic form.
Rafayel watches you, how fascinated you are by this part of him. His lips quirk into a teasing smile, but a faint blush colors his cheeks. Heâs aware of the tension of this moment, but thereâs a playful, mischievous glint in his eyes as he tilts his head.
"You⌠stare long time," he teases, "You⌠like?"
Your breath catches as you meet Rafayelâs gaze, embarrassed for staring for so long. "Maybe," you admit with a shy smile.
Rafayelâs smile widens, his blush deepening. He glances down at himself, starting to feel bashful under your gaze, before his eyes return to yours. He shifts slightly, his hand moving to caress your cheek. His eyes move downward, toward the thin piece of clothing, then back to your face. You know itâs your turn.
The realization makes your palms clammy. Rafayelâs gaze never leaves yours, patient but full of expectation. And you want to match his vulnerability, to let him see you in the same way youâve seen him. With a trembling hand, you reach under your dress, tugging down the bottom part of your swimsuit, his eyes following your every movement. Discarding the piece of clothing to the side, you lean back on your hands, spreading your legs.
Rafayelâs eyes widen as he stares at your exposed form, lingering on the soft skin between your thighs, on the slickness already gathering there. He looks mesmerized, his gaze flicking between your face and your body, as if he canât decide where to focus.
"Can⌠I touch?" he asks, his fingers twitching with anticipation.
You nod, your heart racing. Slowly, his fingers brush against your inner thigh, cool and soft at first. His fingertips graze your entrance, and you let out a small gasp as a jolt of pleasure courses through you.
He pauses, glancing up at you with concern. âHurt?â
You shake your head quickly, breathless. "No, no⌠that feels good," you assure him, your voice a little shaky. "But⌠if you keep touching me like that, Iâll get more⌠aroused." The honest answer makes your face flush even more.
Rafayel seems both intrigued and flustered by your response. Rafayel watches you closely, his fingers still resting gently against your slick entrance. He looks down, his breath catching as he feels the wetness coating his fingers. You can see his chest rising and falling as if he's trying to keep control of himself.
He glances back up at you. "Can I⌠touch more?"
The question takes you by surprise. This isnât just curiosity or playful exploration anymoreâthis is crossing into something more intimate. You look at him, your breath catching in your throat. Thereâs a need thatâs been growing inside him for so longâone heâs kept carefully in check, unsure if he could ask, unsure if this moment would ever come.
You feel a rush of warmth flood through you at the realization, and with a soft, shaky breath, you nod, guiding his hand a little higher. "Touch me⌠here," you whisper, your voice barely audible as you place his fingers on the sensitive nub just above your entrance. "This is⌠very sensitive. If you touch it the right way, itâll feel incredible."
Rafayelâs breath hitches as his fingers move under your guidance. His touch is light at first, but as he watches your reactionâhow your body tenses with pleasureâhe grows bolder, circling the sensitive spot with slow, deliberate movements.
The sensations are overwhelming, sending waves of pleasure crashing through you with every stroke of his fingers. Your hips instinctively move, seeking more of his touch, and you canât help the soft moans that escape your lips. Rafayelâs eyes are locked on you now, his breath coming faster, his arousal clear in the way his body tenses.
"Yes," you gasp, your hands gripping the fabric of your dress as you struggle to hold back the rising tide of pleasure. "Just like thatâŚ"
Your body is trembling now, shaky gasps leaving your lips, each stroke pulling you closer to the edge. He watches you intently, eyes wide with fascination. Heâs studying every reaction, every sound you make. Your fingers dig into the sand, gripping tightly as the pressure builds inside you, a tight coil ready to snap. His touch is gentle but insistent, the perfect rhythm against your most sensitive spot, and it doesnât take long before you feel that wave approaching. Your hips buck against his hand, and the pleasure becomes too much, too overwhelming to resist.
âRafayel -â you moan, your voice shaky. Everything seems to blur as the intense pleasure crashes over you in waves, your thighs trembling, your back arching helplessly as you come. Rafayel watches in awe, mesmerized by the way your body reacts to his touch, his hand still gently moving over your clit, prolonging your release as you ride out every last wave of pleasure. Your chest heaves, breathless, the sensation so intense you can barely focus, your body still twitching from the aftershocks. But as the pleasure subsides, his curiosity hasnât. His fingers, still slick from your release, hover near your entrance, and he glances up at you. His fingers brush against your wetness, lingering just on the edge.
âWhat⌠if IâŚâ he trails off.
Youâre still catching your breath, your body sensitive, but you manage a nod, giving him permission. He moves slowly, his fingers slipping inside you, cautiously exploring. His finger slides into you easily, your entrance wet from your orgasm, and you let out a soft gasp as he pushes deeper. When he adds a second finger, stretching you just a little more, a shiver runs down your spine, the fullness making you moan softly. His eyes flick up to yours again, watching your face for any sign of discomfort, but all he finds is more of that same pleasure, your hips gently rocking against his hand, guiding him.
And then, as he curls his fingers inside you, searching, he finds itâthe spongy spot deep within that makes your body jolt with pleasure. You react immediately, a gasp escaping your lips as he presses against it.
âThere,â you gasp, your voice breathless and needy. âRight thereâŚâ
Rafayelâs eyes light up, his fingers moving with more confidence now, curling and stroking that sensitive spot inside you. The pleasure is overwhelming, a different kind of ecstasy that makes you arch into his touch, your walls tightening around his fingers. Each movement makes your moans grow louder, more desperate.
Without warning, he leans down, his mouth hovering just above your clit. Then he presses his lips to the sensitive nub. The shock of his warm mouth against you makes you cry out, your hips jerking against him as the pleasure intensifies tenfold. His tongue flicks out, tasting you, and when he hears your moan, he repeats the motion. Your hands instinctively tangle in his hair, guiding him as his tongue moves over your clit, licking and sucking in perfect rhythm with the motion of his fingers inside you. The combination is almost too much, the sensations making you dizzy, your body on the verge of losing control.
Rafayel seems affected by your reactions, his own breathing heavy now, his face flushed. Heâs learning fast, his fingers curling just right inside you, hitting that sensitive spot over and over, while his mouth works your clit with growing skill. Your hips move desperately against him, seeking more of the pleasure heâs giving you, unable to stop yourself.
And then, you feel itâthe tight coil inside you, about to snap again, but this time itâs different. The pleasure so intense itâs almost unbearable. You can feel your muscles clenching around his fingers, wet sounds filling the air as your body responds to him.
âI canât⌠Iâm going toâŚâ you gasp, but before you can finish, your orgasm crashes over you, more powerful than anything youâve ever felt before, your body convulsing, your hips bucking wildly against his hand and mouth. A sudden gush of wetness escapes you, your release splashing against his fingers, your muscles spasm with the force of it.
Rafayel freezes for a moment, startled by the intensity of your release, but he doesnât pull away. His fingers stay inside you, his mouth still working your clit as you ride out the most intense orgasm of your life.
As your release finally subsides, you collapse back against the sand, panting and spent, your body still tingling. Rafayel pulls back, his fingers slipping from your entrance, wet with your release. He looks up at you, awe and a hint of pride in his eyes, as if he can hardly believe what heâs just made you feel.
When you catch the sight of Rafayelâs face, glistening with the remnants of your release, a shy smile tugs at your lips. You reach out, brushing your thumb gently across his cheek, wiping away the wetness. Both of you share a soft, breathy chuckle. Rafayel, his gaze lingering on your lips, leans down slowly. His breath fans across your skin, and then, with a soft press, his lips meet yours. Itâs gentle at first, but the moment your lips connect, something shifts. The kiss deepens, grows more urgent, as though all the pent-up desire comes to the surface.
Your hands tangle in his hair, pulling him closer, needing more of him. His lips move against yours, his tongue teasing yours, and you feel the weight of his body pressing against you. His tail shifts in the sand, positioning himself between your legs, his hardened member brushing against your thigh. The contact makes you moan into the kiss, and you both know where this is headed. It feels natural, like this is where you were always meant to end up, like the bond between you has been building toward this moment. Rafayelâs gaze locks onto yours, checking for any sign of hesitation. But all you offer him is a small nod, your body aching to feel him inside you.
He begins to push forward, slow and careful, the head of his throbbing member pressing against your wetness. You can feel the stretch as he starts to ease into you, your body accommodating his size. The sensation is intense, your walls fluttering around him as he gradually sinks deeper. His eyes never leave yours, his brow furrowed in concentration, his mouth slightly parted.
âYou⌠okay?â he asks softly, his voice strained with the effort of holding back.
âYes,â you gasp, your body trembling. âDonât stop.â
Encouraged, Rafayel moves deeper. Rolling his hips, each thrust pushes him further, until heâs fully within you, his body pressed flush against yours. He stills for a moment, savoring the warmth of your body wrapped around him. His hand moves down to where your bodies are joined, his thumb finding your clit, pressing against it in slow circles. You moan, your hips instinctively bucking against his, the stimulation pushing you closer and closer to the edge again.
Every thrust brings him deeper, hitting that sweet spot inside you, and you canât hold back any longer. Your orgasm crashes over you, more powerful than the last. Your walls clench tightly around him, drawing him deeper, and you cry out his name. Your entire body shudders with the force of your release. The feeling of you pulsing around him pushes Rafayel over the edge. His thrusts become erratic, his breath ragged. With a deep groan, he buries himself inside you, his body shaking as his own orgasm overtakes him.
As the last hints of pleasure fade from your bodies, the night air settles around you, cool and soothing against your flushed skin. Rafayelâs body remains pressed against yours, his chest rising and falling in rhythm with your own as he holds you close. Your legs are still tangled with his tail, the beautiful texture of his scales brushing against your thighs, grounding you in this moment.
Rafayel presses a tender kiss to your temple. His lips trail down to your cheek, then to the corner of your mouth, and you turn your head, meeting him in a soft, languid kiss. Neither of you speaks for a long moment, simply resting in the aftermath. Rafayel shifts slightly, easing out of you carefully, and you canât help but shiver at the loss of connection. He watches your face for any sign of discomfort, but all you offer him is a lazy smile.
A faint blush lingers on his cheeks, and his lips curve into a small, sheepish smile. "You not hurt?"
You laugh softly, shaking your head. "No," you reply, your voice gentle. "Not at all. That was⌠wonderful."
He exhales in relief and chuckles softly. "Good."
You move to rest your head against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. He wraps an arm around you, pulling you closer, as if he canât bear to let go just yet.
Then, after a few moments, you both start to chuckle, the sound light and easy. "I⌠didnât think this would happen," you admit with a smile. "Not like this. Not tonight."
Rafayel hums in agreement. "You⌠so different. So... human," he adds with a playful smirk, but his tone softens. "And yetâŚ"
You smile, lifting your head slightly to meet his gaze, finishing for him. "And yet, it feels right." Rafayelâs lips curve into a slow, gentle smile, and he leans down, his breath warm against your skin as he presses a soft kiss to your forehead. "Yes," he whispers. "It⌠feels right."
For a long time, you simply lie there together, wrapped in each otherâs arms, your bodies warm and comfortable against the cool night air. Rafayelâs fingers continue to caress your skin, his touch tender and slow.
"Stay close," he whispers after a while, his voice barely audible, as if heâs speaking to himself, as if the thought of distanceâany distanceâis unbearable. His arms tighten around you, his embrace full of warmth and need.
You smile against his chest, nuzzling closer. "Iâm not going anywhere," you murmur back. And you mean it. Whatever comes next, youâll face it together.
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The Littlest Surprise : ĚĚâ Charles LeClerc
summary: when your lack of presence around the paddock is noted, fans start to speculate. little do they know the real reason for your disappearanceâŚ
pairing: charles leclerc x reader
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charles_leclerc: always a joy to have my beautiful niece and nephew at the race and enjoy my biggest fans cheering me on â¤ď¸đď¸
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username1: wondering at what point yn actually decides to show her face againâŚ
carlossainz55: and there i was thinking you were waving up at me đ
charles_leclerc: @/carlossainz55 when youâre as cute as these two Iâll consider it đ
username2: some support yn is constantly leaving you at races alone
username3: how come the whole family managed to be there apart from yn đ
maxverstappen1: it must be easy being the cool uncle with all that money to your name!
username4: the best uncle is gonna make the best dad too one day đ
oscarpiastri: how come cousin oscar didnât get to meet these cool guys!?
charles_leclerc: @/oscarpiastri they only wanna meet the cool drivers đ
landonorris: @/charles_leclerc you shoulda brought them over to me then đ
username5: I donât wanna be that person, but itâs been a long time since we saw yn on the feedâŚ
pierregasly: it was so nice to see them both this weekend đŤśđť
username6: can we all just calm down, Iâm sure yn and charles are fine!!
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charles_leclerc: the race of dreams, so proud of how the whole team performed this weekend đâ¤ď¸
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landonorris: super race my friend, enjoy the celebrations đ
username7: a whole podium and still no sight of yn anywhere đ¤
username8: anyone thought that yn might just be busy??
maxverstappen1: btw I let you have this one đ
charles_leclerc: @/maxverstappen1 yeah sure you did⌠đđđ
username9: congratulations charles, so deserved this weekend đ
username10: at least the team is there to celebrate with you đ
carlossainz55: ik how much this means to you, couldnât be happier for you brother âşď¸
username11: Iâm sure yn and charles will celebrate together, with privacyâŚ
username12: Iâm so proud of you winning your home race!!
arthur_leclerc: Iâve got the perfect plans for this evening donât worry about a thing đ¤
charles_leclerc: @/arthur_leclerc that immediately makes me worry đŹ
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charles_leclerc: enjoying the off season with my favourite people. just a reminder to mind your business during this off season, thereâs nothing to worry about with me đ¤đ
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username13: charles really telling us to mind our damn business đ
oscarpiastri: if you need anything you know where I am!
username14: hoping this is charlesâ way of telling us him and yn are fine đđť
landonorris: couldnât agree with you more đđť
username15: I always knew you guys would be alright!!
carlossainz55: Iâve got your backs always âşď¸
danielricciardo: sending you both good vibes for the summer âď¸
username16: enjoy the break charles and the peace and quiet for a while!
arthur_leclerc: getting ready for the best summer ever đŞđť
username17: hope you and yn get to have the rest you deserve âď¸
carmenmmundt: if yn needs me, Iâm only a phone call away â¤ď¸
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ynusername: weâve been keeping a little secret. charles and i are so proud to tell you that baby leclerc will be with us in the new year. itâs been a far from easy process but weâre so excited đźđ
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charles_leclerc: youâve been so incredibly strong, I cannot begin to tell you how proud I am of you â¤ď¸
username18: ah Iâm so happy for you guys âşď¸âşď¸âşď¸
username19: so pleased to hear youâre on the mend yn đđ
arthur_leclerc: present and ready to be the coolest uncle in the world đ
username20: Iâm so ready for charlesâ dad era!!!!
lilymhe: cannot wait to visit you and get all the baby cuddles in the world soon đź
username21: shout out to all the people sending congratulations who were convinced theyâd broken up đ
carlossainz55: Iâm gonna be back at ferrari every week making sure I visit now đ
charles_leclerc: @/carlossainz55 can williams offer you an adorable baby like we can??
username22: this is the best news ever, cannot believe my fave duo are going to be parentsâŚ
pierregasly: ik just how much you guys have wanted this, couldnât be happier for you both!!
username23: Iâve been dreaming of a post like this for so long and now itâs finally true đ
oscarpiastri: buzzing to welcome another leclerc into our family đđŤśđť
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charles_leclerc: making sure to capture all the moments with my best friend and bump đ¸
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landonorris: the caption said best friendâŚbut I wasnât on this trip with you??
charles_leclerc: @/landonorris do I have to explain this to you??
username24: itâs not fair how two expecting parents can be so cute âşď¸
ynusername: thank you for choosing the photo where I donât look like a swollen mess đ
charles_leclerc: @/ynusername you look breathtaking in every photo I have of you!
username25: I bet charlesâ camera roll is absolutely adorable rn đ
arthur_leclerc: you better be taking care of the best sister in law in the world!!
ynusername: @/arthur_leclerc youâre only saying that cause Iâm pregnant đ
username26: I wish I could pull off pregnancy as well as yn omg
username27: the cutest set of photos Iâve ever seen in my life
maxverstappen1: make the most of all the peace and quiet whilst you still can!!
username28: now this just makes me feel incredibly single đ
username29: this is the definition of living the dream now
carlossainz55: canât believe you guys went out on the boat without me đ
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ynusername: one last race for me for the season, charles has officially now put me on house rest until the baby arrives đâ¤ď¸
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username30: get plenty of rest baby mama⌠you deserve it!
charles_leclerc: forever cheering me on, see you at home soon đ
username31: thank you for always being by charlesâ side â¤ď¸đď¸
georgerussell63: make sure if you need anything you give carmen a call!!
username32: what are we going to do without you in the paddock?? đ
iamrebeccad: canât believe weâre never gonna be in the same paddock again đ
ynusername: @/iamrebecad I promise to come and visit as soon as Iâm back đ
username33: I can just imagine charles refusing to even let you lift a finger too!
username34: counting down til baby leclerc arrives now đĽş
lewishamilton: looking forward to being right beside you next year and babysitting đđ
username35: pls make sure you get plenty of rest, make the most of sleep whilst you can!!
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charles_leclerc: making sure to not let these two idiots feel left out as we prepare for the baby to arriveâŚturns out they are actually quite needy đđĽş
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username36: I love how needy the leclerc boys are â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
arthur_leclerc: I will be round your house every single day donât you worry đ
charles_leclerc: @/arthur_leclerc changing the locks as we speak!
username37: theyâre definitely not gonna be left out, theyâre never gonna leave your side đ
landonorris: I feel like Iâm looking at promo for the next boy band or something⌠đ¤Ž
username38: not emotionally prepared for these photosâŚ
ynusername: my three favourite human beings đŤśđť
charles_leclerc: @/ynusername I better be the number one!!
username39: I love the bond these guys have đĽş
oscarpiastri: seems you were forgetting an important part of the family here đ¤
username40: bet charles is secretly hoping for a boy to add to this trio!!
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ynusername: btw charles has been using this holiday to practice everything he knows about babies and doing nothing else đ according to him heâs perfect đĽş
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username41: the baby isnât even here yet but I already know charles is gonna be the cutest dad in the world
carlossainz55: rebecca says these photos have got her in her feelsâŚso kindly stop đŠ
ynusername: @/carlossainz55: bets itâs you guys next đĽł
username42: look at how much of a natural he is đ
pierregasly: btw heâs not stopped telling me how excited he is to become a dad đ
username43: my heart canât cope with the dad feels rn
charles_leclerc: thanks for flexing how good of an uncle I am đŞđť
username44: thank you yn for blessing my timeline with these đđť
landonorris: were these just an excuse to post topless charles again???
username45: if you ask me, charles is most definitely perfect đ
username46: can the baby just hurry up and arrive now plsâŚ
lilymhe: you just wait until itâs your baby heâs holding instead đĽ˛
ynusername: @/lilymhe I cannot wait đĽş
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charles_leclerc: we are so happy to share that our baby boy is hereâŚmum and son are doing amazing and iâve just about stopped crying for now đĽşđ
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username47: crying. screaming. throwing up.
arthur_leclerc: Iâve never been prouder of the two of you than I am right now!!
username48: congratulations charles and yn, weâre so happy for you đĽş
oscarpiastri: welcome to the family little one đĽşđ
username49: another boy to add to the leclerc family đĽł
scuderiaferrari: welcome to the newest member of the tifosi â¤ď¸đď¸
landonorris: Iâve been refreshing my feed all day đ so glad heâs here and healthy đ
username50: his little face, I canât cope with how cute he is đ
carmenmmundt: glad to hear mum and baby are good, get plenty of rest you three đ
pierregasly: itâs not fair, how do you guys manage to make such cute babies!?
username51: can already tell this dude is gonna be a heartbreaker one day!
lewishamilton: so pleased heâs here safely, congrats you two!!
username52: heâs finally here omg đĽş
carlossainz55: could not be happier for you guys, cannot wait to meet little man đ
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"Love isnt about the rush-it's about the quiet moments that make you stay"
ćĽ - ě´íŹěš x y/n
⍠synopsis: Heeseung, a reckless city boy, moves to quiet Busan and meets you-kind and selfless. What begins as annoyance turns into something deeper, and he realizes Busan isn't just a place but where he finds something real with you ~ wc. 29.9k âď¸ warning: fingering, swearing, bullying, mentions of drinking, partying, hooking up, cumming inside, oral f recieve, kiss, name calling, begging, Seoul and Busan are not actually like what is described in the story.
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Heeseung was never one to stick to plansâespecially when they didnât suit him. At 23, spoiled and used to getting his way, he had fully intended to meet his family that evening. But as the night went on, the thought slipped further from his mind, drowned out by the buzz of alcohol and the thrill of the moment.
One drink turned into two, then three, and before he knew it, he was inviting friends over. What was supposed to be a quiet night quickly spiraled into a full-blown party. Music blasted through the apartment, laughter echoed off the walls, and peopleâsome familiar, some notâkept piling in. A few girls arrived too, making the atmosphere even wilder.
His family? Theyâd get over it. They always did. Right now, all Heeseung cared about was keeping the night going.
âFuck, feels so good,â Heeseung groaned softly, sprawled out on the couch as one of his hook ups grinds slowly on his hardening member. The sounds of partying and laugher fill the room. The girl throws her head back as she grips onto Heeseungâs shoulders tightly, quickening the pace.
He was so drunk right now as he leaned his head back, placing it on the couch as he looked at everyone dancing or making out in his apartment. He was sitting on the couch, eyes lazily looking at everyone and everything. His eyes were half-lidded, his cheeks was flushed, his lips was dry and chapped from drinking. He was sitting there, a girl on his lap, and his eyes caught a girl sitting somewhere far away.
The girl on his lap leaned in, pressing her lips against his. Heeseung didnât hesitate to kiss her back, his eyes slipping shut as his movements grew rougher. His grip tightened around her waist, adjusting her position on his lap as he deepened the kiss.
âSo, whatâs your name?â she asked with a smirk, tilting her head to press soft kisses against Heeseungâs neck. He shivered slightly, feeling her warm breath ghost over his skin. His hands was on her thighs, his head was tilted to the side as he waited for her response. His eyes were dark as he looked at her, studying her from head to toe, focusing on her face.
But before she could answer, the door suddenly swung open, and Heeseungâs parents walked in. He froze. Shoot, he completely forgot.
His parents had known about his issues before, but they thought he had gotten over it. At least, thatâs what heâd told them. The tension in the room thickened as they stood there, eyes widening in disbelief.
Heeseungâs heart sank as his parents stepped into the room, their faces a mix of shock and disbelief. His motherâs eyes widened, her disappointment cutting deeper than anything heâd ever felt. His fatherâs jaw clenched, his usually calm demeanor completely shattered as he took in the scene before him. They had been waiting for this momentâhoping for a sign of change, a chance to reconnect. But this? This wasnât what they expected.
âYouâŚâ His motherâs voice trembled, and she couldnât finish the sentence. Her eyes flickered between Heeseungâs face, the girl beside him, and then back to him, as if trying to make sense of what she was seeing.
His father, usually the one to stay composed, stood at the door, glaring at Heeseung with a mix of anger and heartbreak. âYou told us you were done with all this,â he said, his voice tight with frustration. âYou promised, Heeseung. You promised.â
Heeseung remained silent, the weight of their words pressing down on him. His mind raced. Heâd been hiding this for monthsâthe late-night parties, the drinks, the temporary escapes, everything. They never knew. They didnât see the darker side of him anymoreâheâd kept it hidden, convincing them heâd changed. But now? There was no pretending.
His mother wiped away a tear, trying to hold herself together. âWe thought you were trying to make something of yourself. But now⌠this?â
Heeseungâs hands clenched into fists at his sides, his knuckles white. Anger surged through him, but beneath it, there was a deep, gnawing feeling of shame. They didnât understand; they never did. They only saw the mask he wore.
âThis has gone on long enough, Heeseung,â his father continued, his voice no longer calm. âWeâve decided. Youâre going to Busan for the summer. To your grandmas.â
The words hit him like a slap to the face. Busan. The last place he wanted to go. It was everything Seoul wasnâtâquiet, peaceful, and far too simple. There was nothing to do but breathe clean air, to feel trapped in a place that lacked the chaos and freedom of the city. It was nothing like the fast-paced life he thrived in. No parties. No wild nights. Just silence and space. He couldnât even imagine it.
âNo,â Heeseung growled, his voice low with defiance. âIâm not going. I donât need toââ
His father cut him off with a sharp look, his eyes cold and unwavering. âIf you donât go, youâll lose everything, Heeseung. Everything. No more money, no more access. No more parties, no more friends. You want to keep living like this? Fine. But we wonât be a part of it. Youâll go to Busan, and youâll stay there until this attitude of yours changes.â
The threat was clear, hanging in the air like a weight. Heeseung knew what it meant. Without their support, he wouldnât be able to keep up with the reckless lifestyle heâd come to rely on. The parties, the clubs, the escapeâit would all be gone.
His mind raced. He hated the thought of going to Busan, the last place he wanted to be. But what other choice did he have? His pride burned, but the reality of it all was undeniable. If he didnât go, heâd lose everything.
âYou canât fucking do this to me,â Heeseung spat, but his voice lacked the force it needed. His eyes flicked to the girl sitting beside him, her presence a brief distraction from the storm of thoughts raging in his mind.
âYou will go, Heeseung,â his mother said quietly, almost pleading. âWeâre doing this because we love you. But if you keep going down this path, youâll destroy yourself.â
Heeseung swallowed hard, the sting of their words hitting him in the chest. He didnât know how to fight back. They had already made up their minds. Busan it was.
He felt trapped, his world closing in around him. He had no choice. The anger still bubbled inside him, but it was mixed with something darkerâfear. Fear of losing everything. Fear of being stuck in a life he didnât want.
He gritted his teeth. âFine. Iâll go. But donât expect me to change in that shit hole.â
As Heeseungâs words hung in the air, the entire room seemed to still, as if time itself had frozen. The girl sitting beside him, who had been so bold and confident moments before, suddenly seemed distant, her eyes flicking nervously toward the door where Heeseungâs parents stood. The music from the party had faded into the background, and the murmur of conversation turned to silence as everyone in the room, sensing the tension, fell still.
The laughter that had filled the room moments before seemed to vanish, leaving a heavy, uncomfortable quiet in its place. The glow of neon lights from the party didnât seem so bright now. The laughter and the upbeat energy felt hollow, as if the very vibe of the room had shifted, the weight of Heeseungâs situation pressing down on everyone.
Some of the people near the back of the room exchanged uneasy glances, unsure whether they should even breathe, while others stood frozen, unsure of what to do in the presence of such an awkward confrontation.
Heeseung could feel the eyes of everyone on himâeyes that had once looked up to him as the life of the party, the one who had everything under control. Now, those same eyes only saw a boy being torn apart by the reality he had tried to avoid for so long. The walls seemed to close in around him as the quiet stretched on, and even the pulsing beat of the music couldnât seem to fill the silence that hung thick in the air.
His parents stood in the doorway, their disappointment palpable, as though they had pulled back the curtain to reveal the truth he had been hiding for so long. And now, it was too late. There was no escaping it.
The girl beside him had been a part of his world, the world he was about to lose, and she could sense it. Heeseungâs heart sank as he realized the gravity of the situationânot just with his parents, but with everyone else in that room.
The weight of their collective gaze pressed into him, and for a brief moment, Heeseung wondered if he was ready to face what was about to come.
Heeseungâs fist clenched involuntarily, his chest tightening with frustration as the room stayed locked in silence. The realization that everyone was watching himâtheir eyes filled with judgment, curiosity, or just plain discomfortâmade him want to scream. Instead, he stood up abruptly, his chair scraping loudly against the floor. The sound snapped the spell of silence, but it didnât seem to break the tension.
âGet out,â Heeseungâs voice was cold, his words cutting through the stillness like a knife. His gaze swept over the partygoers, most of whom looked caught off guard but didnât dare to challenge him. He wasnât in the mood to entertain anyoneâs doubts or protests, and his patience was wearing thin. âI said, get out. Now.â
A few people hesitated, exchanging glances, but the commanding tone in Heeseungâs voice brooked no argument. Slowly, the guests started to shuffle toward the door, murmuring to one another as they gathered their coats, their drinks, and their things. The hum of the room was replaced by the soft shuffle of feet on the hardwood floor, the clinking of glass, and the quiet rustling of bags. Heeseungâs eyes remained fixed on the floor, not bothering to look up until the last person made their exit.
As the door clicked shut behind the final guest, the room felt eerily quiet. Heeseung ran a hand through his messy hair, a frustrated sigh slipping from his lips. His mind was buzzingâflooded with anger, guilt, and the overwhelming sense of dread.
He looked around the room, his eyes taking in the mess that had been left behind. Empty cups, spilled drinks, scattered confetti, half-eaten snacks, and crushed cigarette butts were strewn everywhere. The room had now had a grim sort of emptiness. His gaze lingered on the overturned bottle of liquor by the couch and the wine glass that had rolled to the far corner of the room. The remnants of the night felt like a mockery nowâa reminder of everything he was about to lose.
With another heavy sigh, Heeseung stepped over the mess, his footsteps slow and deliberate as he made his way to the couch, sinking into the cushions. The weight of the situation pressed on him, heavier than the mess in the room. He ran his hand over his face, trying to force the thoughts away, but they only kept comingâhis parents, the move to Busan, the future he didnât want, the life he was being dragged away from.
He couldnât shake the feeling that everything was slipping through his fingers, one decision at a time. He wanted to scream. He wanted to punch something. But instead, he just sat there, surrounded by the remnants of his party, the remnants of a life he would never get back.
The sharp knock on Heeseungâs door tore through the hazy fog of sleep, his head throbbing in protest. His eyes fluttered open, the sunlight already streaming through the cracks in the curtains, searing into his skull like a punishment. He groaned, pressing his hands into his temples, trying to stave off the relentless throb. He wasnât used to waking up this earlyâhell, he rarely woke up before noonâand certainly not with the pounding headache he had from last nightâs excesses.
Another knock, louder this time.
âHeeseung, sir,â came the muffled voice of his butler, Mr. Song, from the other side of the door. âItâs seven oâclock. Your parents are waiting for you to pack. Thereâs an Uber waiting downstairs to take you to the airport.â
Heeseung groaned, his voice muffled as he rolled over in bed, throwing his pillow over his head in a vain attempt to block out the noise. The weight of last nightâs events still hung heavy on him, his thoughts tangled in a chaotic mess. The last thing he wanted to do right now was get up, pack, and face the reality of his parentsâ decision. He had expected some kind of pushback, maybe even a day or two of recovery time before the moveâbut no, they were already moving him out, right now.
âI told you, Mr. Song, itâs too early,â Heeseung muttered, his words slurred from the hangover. He rubbed his face, trying to fight off the dizziness that still clung to him. âJust⌠give me a few more hours.â
But there was no room for negotiation. The butlerâs voice was firm, but still polite. âIâm afraid your parents insist, sir. The Uber is waiting.â
Heeseung swore under his breath. He felt the sharp sting of anger rise in his chest. His parents didnât even care how he was feeling, how much of a mess he was right now. He wasnât even sure how heâd function in an hour, let alone pack up his life and head to some backwater town in the middle of nowhere.
With a reluctant groan, Heeseung threw the covers off and staggered out of bed. His body felt stiff, sluggish, like it didnât want to cooperate with him. The room was spinning as he tried to get dressed in a daze, throwing clothes into his bag without a second thought. Nothing mattered right now except getting out of here, away from this suffocating, overwhelming situation.
Twenty minutes later, Heeseung trudged down the stairs, bag slung over his shoulder, his eyes bloodshot, his hair sticking out in every direction, but still managing to look good. He made his way to the front door, where Mr. Song was waiting, looking as composed and unbothered as always. He didnât say anything as Heeseung stepped outside into the crisp morning air. The Uber was parked at the curb, a sleek black car that seemed out of place for the mood Heeseung was in. The driver, a middle-aged man with a stoic expression, opened the door for him without a word, his butler following from behind with two of his suitcases.
Heeseung climbed in, slamming the door behind him with more force than necessary. The car pulled away from the curb, and the cityâhis cityâbegan to fade into the distance. The towering buildings, the crowded streets, the hustle and bustle of Seoulâeverything he knew and loved, all of it was being left behind. The thought made his stomach twist, but he couldnât even bring himself to care. Not right now. Not when everything was already falling apart.
The drive to the airport felt like a blur, the streets empty and quiet at this hour. Heeseung stared out the window, watching the city he once called home disappear behind him, replaced by the distant skyline of skyscrapers, fading away into the horizon. He felt a gnawing emptiness, like something inside of him was already gone, a part of him left back in Seoul, in the chaos and the noise that now felt like a distant memory.
When the Uber finally pulled up at the airport, Heeseung felt like he was in a dream. He wasnât sure how much time had passed, or how much longer it would take before he had to face his new reality. The airport terminal was a blur of people, all rushing to their own destinations, while Heeseung just shuffled through the crowd like a ghost, disconnected from it all.
He was supposed to get on a plane to Busan, where his life was going to change completely. Where the quiet, peaceful life his parents envisioned for him awaited. The idea of it felt suffocating. He couldnât even picture it. The thought of spending the whole summer thereâmaybe even longerâmade him feel claustrophobic. What could he do in that boring, lifeless town? He couldnât even begin to imagine how he was supposed to fill the endless quiet of Busan, how he would survive without the chaos of Seoul, without the distractions that had become his life.
As he settled into his seat on the plane, staring out the window as the plane began to taxi down the runway, Heeseung closed his eyes, trying to block out the thoughts swirling in his head. He was leaving everything behind. And for what? To be trapped in a quiet, peaceful town with nothing to do but reflect on everything he was about to lose.
The plane began to ascend into the sky, and Heeseung took a deep breath, exhaling slowly as he gazed out at the receding city below. It was gone now, a tiny speck in the distance, and there was no turning back.
As the plane took off, Heeseung leaned back in his seat, feeling the uncomfortable, rigid fabric press against his back. The smell of recycled air mixed with the faint scent of his seat mateâs cologneâsickly sweet and too strong. His eyes flicked to the front of the cabin, where the luxurious first-class seats lay. Heâd been accustomed to those kinds of perks, to having everything top-tier, handpicked, and ready to make his life as effortless and glamorous as possible. But today, he was stuffed into a cramped economy seat, barely any space to stretch his legs, wedged between an old man with a coughing fit and a younger guy who seemed to be enjoying the pleasure of his loud, sniffling nose.
It was a far cry from the private jets, the VIP sections, the smooth, uninterrupted flights he was used to. His parents, the ones who used to indulge him with every possible luxury, didnât even bother to upgrade his seat. He was, to them, just another problem to deal with, a burden they were rushing to get rid of. In the past, they wouldâve thrown money at him to make him happy, to give him everything he wanted, but now? Now they were treating him like a peasant, as if he was just some ordinary kid from a small town. He gritted his teeth, fuming silently.
The guy sitting next to him had already started hacking up a storm. Heeseung felt his eyes narrow in disgust as the man coughed loudly, barely covering his mouth. Every breath he took seemed to make Heeseungâs skin crawl, and he could feel his irritation growing with every second. The sickly-sweet cologne made it even worse, mixing with the heavy stench of the manâs apparent cold. Great. Just great. He was stuck with this guy for the next two and a half hours.
The flight felt endless, every minute dragging on as Heeseung fidgeted in his seat. The man next to him coughed again, and Heeseung subtly scooted away, as if trying to create some kind of imaginary barrier between them. His phone buzzed once, but he ignored it, not wanting to engage with anyone. His mind kept drifting back to the fact that he was heading to Busan. The more he thought about it, the more suffocating it felt. Everything he was leaving behindâthe clubs, the late nights, the endless possibilitiesâwas being replaced by what? Peace? Quiet? The thought made his stomach churn.
Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, the plane began its descent. Heeseung glanced out the window, his eyes catching the sprawling landscape below. It looked nothing like Seoulâno towering buildings, no lights flashing in every direction. Just rolling hills and small, neat houses scattered across the land. He could already feel the weight of what was coming.
When the plane touched down, Heeseung could barely contain his frustration. He grabbed his bag from the overhead compartment and made his way off the plane with slow, deliberate steps. He had to act like he cared about this trip, like he was excited to be here. But deep down, the last thing he wanted was to spend any more time in this place.
As he entered the terminal, his eyes scanned the crowd, and thenâthere she was. His grandmother, standing with a bright smile and open arms. She looked so out of place here, in her modest clothes and welcoming demeanor. Heeseungâs stomach twisted slightly as she hurried toward him, arms outstretched, ready to envelop him in a hug. The kind of hug that always made him uncomfortableâtoo warm, too familiar.
âHeeseung!â she exclaimed, her voice full of joy. âItâs so good to see you, my dear!â
Heeseung couldnât help but put on a forced smile as she wrapped him in a tight embrace, her arms squeezing him warmly. The smell of her lavender perfume mixed with the fresh air of the airport. It was so⌠homey, so realâeverything that felt so distant and foreign to him now. He stiffened in her arms, allowing the hug to last just a moment longer than necessary before gently pulling away.
âYeah, itâs great to be here, Grandma,â he said with a strained smile, trying to sound polite despite the frustration brewing underneath. He wasnât going to let her see how annoyed he was. She was his grandmother, after all, and she was just doing what she thought was best for him. But that didnât mean he had to like it.
He saw the glimmer of joy in her eyes as she looked up at him, so full of hope, as if she hadnât seen him in years, even though it had only been a few months. âIâve already prepared your room and your favorite snacks.â
Heeseung gave a small nod, his mind already drifting to the dull, quiet life he was about to begin here. His thoughts raced as his grandmother continued talking, her voice filled with excitement about all the things sheâd planned for him in the coming days. He nodded along, pretending to be interested as they made their way to the car. But every part of him just wanted to get this over with.
Busan wasnât his world. It never had been. But for now, it was the one he was stuck in.
When they arrived at his grandmotherâs house, Heeseung couldnât help but notice how small and cozy everything was. The house, while neat and well-kept, had an old-fashioned charmâwooden floors, soft light filtering through the windows, and the faint scent of lavender that seemed to linger in every corner. It was everything Seoul wasnât. Peaceful. Quiet. Incredibly⌠boring.
His grandmother smiled at him as she ushered him inside, immediately making him feel like a guest in a place he didnât want to be. She moved around the small kitchen with ease, the sound of her soft footsteps on the wooden floor the only noise in the otherwise still house.
âCome, come, sit down. I made your favorite,â she said, her eyes twinkling as she placed a steaming bowl of ramen in front of him. Heeseungâs stomach growled at the sight, but his heart wasnât in it. He knew his grandmother had made the effort, but he wasnât ready to feel the warmth of her affectionânot now, not in this place.
It was ramen, yesâhis favoriteâbut it wasnât the instant kind he usually devoured with a hangover back in Seoul. This was homemade, the broth rich and full of flavor, the noodles tender. Despite himself, Heeseung took a bite, the taste instantly familiar, but it did little to comfort him. Everything here felt too⌠simple. Too real.
âThanks,â he muttered, not looking up from his bowl. He tried to force a smile, but it came out strained, as if he were pretending for the sake of politeness. He didnât want to be here, but he couldnât outright tell her that. She was doing her best, after all.
His grandmother sat down beside him, her hands folded neatly in her lap, watching him with gentle eyes. âYouâve been through so much, my dear. It must be hard, coming all the way here,â she said softly. Heeseung didnât respond immediately, focusing on his ramen as if it would somehow distract him from the discomfort growing in his chest.
After a few moments of silence, she stood up. âIâm going to prepare dinner for later, but I seem to have run out of a few things. The fridge is a bit empty. Would you mind going to the market to pick up some fruits and vegetables for me?â she asked, her voice gentle, almost apologetic.
Heeseung froze. A few seconds passed before he even looked up at her, blinking as though heâd misheard. âWhat?â he asked, his tone a bit sharper than he intended.
His grandmother looked at him, slightly confused but still polite. âI just need some basics, fruits and vegetables, you know. Itâs just a few minutesâ walk. Would you mind?â
Heeseungâs jaw clenched. A few minutesâ walk? He wasnât used to walking anywhere, let alone doing errands. Back in Seoul, he had people to do this for him. His assistant, his driver, even his personal shopperâsomeone always took care of these small tasks. The idea of having to walk down the street to a market, something so⌠normal, felt beneath him. His fingers tightened around the bowl, his thoughts running wild.
âYou want me to go⌠get groceries?â His voice had a bite to it now, but his grandmother didnât seem to notice the irritation creeping in. She simply smiled warmly and nodded.
âYes, just a few things. Iâm sorry, I didnât plan ahead,â she apologized, genuinely unaware of how much he despised the request. âIt wonât take long.â
Heeseungâs mind reeled. This is ridiculous. His gaze flicked to the window, staring out at the serene street beyond, where everything seemed to move at a pace he wasnât used to. It was like everyone here had all the time in the worldâtime to do things slowly, with no urgency. That wasnât him. He wasnât used to doing things for himself. It made him feel⌠small.
âFine,â he muttered, standing up abruptly. His movements were stiff, his mood darkening by the second. He wasnât used to thisâthis lack of service, lack of luxury. And here he was, forced to walk down the street for some damn fruit. It was like a slap to the face.
His grandmother beamed at him, oblivious to his inner turmoil. âThank you, dear. Youâre a good boy.â
Heeseung didnât bother to respond. Instead, he grabbed his jacket from the chair, pulling it on with as much effort as he could muster, before storming out the door without another word. The door clicked shut behind him, and as he stepped out into the quiet streets of Busan, the reality of his situation began to sink in. The silence of the town was almost suffocating. It wasnât the vibrant, fast-paced life of Seoul, where everything was taken care of for him, where he was the one with the power, the one with the privilege.
Here? Here, he was just another personâdoing his own errands, walking around like everyone else. The thought made his stomach turn, and for a brief moment, he hated everything about this place, about his grandmotherâs simple, quiet life.
As he walked to the market, Heeseung couldnât stop the growing resentment from bubbling up inside him. Every step, every moment spent outside of his comfort zone felt like an insult. He wasnât sure how long he could last in this town, but one thing was certainâhe couldnât wait to get back to Seoul.
The streets of Busan stretched before Heeseung, calm and predictable, a stark contrast to the chaos of Seoul. The ocean breeze carried the scent of salt and freshly baked bread from a nearby shop, and the occasional chatter of pedestrians filled the air. To anyone else, it might have felt peaceful. To Heeseung, it felt painfully dull.
He walked with his hands stuffed in his pockets, shoulders hunched forward. His grandmother had sent him out for groceries, claiming the fresh produce here was better than anything he could find in Seoul. He didnât careâhe just wanted to get this over with. Every step felt heavier than the last, the slow pace of Busan gnawing at him, suffocating him with its quiet simplicity.
Just as he turned the corner, somethingâor rather, someoneâslammed straight into him. A force knocked against his chest, sending him stumbling back, and before he could react, he heard it.
A sickening crack against the pavement.
His heart sank. His phone. His only lifeline to Seoul, his only source of entertainment in this slow, uneventful cityâgone. His jaw clenched as frustration surged through him. Of course this would happen here.
âAre you kidding me?â he snapped, his voice sharp.
âOh my gosh, Iâm so sorry!â a flustered voice rushed out.
Heeseung barely registered the words as his eyes dropped to the ground. The dread in his stomach deepened. His phone lay face-up on the pavement, its screen shattered beyond recognition. His fists curled at his sides, and he exhaled harshly. Unbelievable.
You crouched down quickly, picking up the broken device and turning it over in your hands. âI-I didnât see you there,â you stammered, eyes wide with guilt. âI was in a hurry, I wasnât lookingââ
Heeseung snatched the phone from your grasp, inspecting the damage.
âYeah, no kidding,â he muttered, his irritation rising.
You winced. âIâm really sorry. Let me take you to a repair shopâIâll cover the cost.â
Heeseung scoffed, shaking his head. âAs if thereâs even a decent one around this shitty place.â
âThere is,â you insisted, ignoring his attitude. âItâs not far from here. Please, let me fix this.â
Your voice was gentle, sincere. In Seoul, people either avoided responsibility or threw money at problems like this without a second thought. But you⌠you actually cared. And for reasons he couldnât quite explain, that irritated him even more.
He glanced at you more carefully now, noticing the bags of groceries you were holding in your arms. What the hell? he thought. Whatâs she doing with those?
âWait,â Heeseung began, a new question forming in his mind as he looked down at the bags. âYou delivering groceries or something?â
You nodded, your eyes shifting slightly. âYeah, I deliver groceries to Miss Lee every week. I was a bit late today, thatâs why I bumped into you. Iâm sorry again.â
Heeseung blinked, the name clicking in his mind. Miss Lee? His grandmother. He paused, feeling something shift inside him. He thought about the grocery list his grandmother had given him that morning. Had she expected you to come? That would explain why sheâd sent him out, probably thinking you wouldnât make it today.
âYou⌠you deliver to my grandmother?â Heeseung asked, the realization hitting him slowly.
You nodded again, but there was a flicker of surprise in your eyes. âYeah, sheâs⌠really sweet. Iâve been delivering to her for a while now. Actually, Iâm kind of shocked she has a grandson. Sheâs never mentioned you.â
Heeseungâs brows furrowed. She never mentioned me? That hit him harder than it should have. He had assumed his grandmother had at least said something about him, but maybe she hadnât. It wasnât like they had a close relationship. She probably didnât want to bring him up to you. Why would she?
âI guess she never talks about me,â Heeseung muttered, a little annoyed by the thought. âShe never told you about me?â
You shook your head. âNo, never. Sheâs always so kind to meâinvites me over for dinner every so often, but I never got the sense she had anyone close in her life. Just⌠her life here in Busan.â
Heeseung felt a strange mix of irritation and guilt at that. She was rightâhis grandmother had never mentioned him in a way that implied they were anything more than distant. But he hadnât made the effort either. The thought stung a bit more than he was willing to admit.
You noticed the silence hanging between you and smiled softly. âLook, I know this probably isnât the best first impression, but if you want, I can take you to that repair shop. Itâs really not far, and Iâll cover the cost of fixing your phone.â
Heeseung rubbed his temples, feeling the weight of his frustration finally start to settle. âFine. Lead the way. And⌠I guess thanks.â
You smiled in relief, nodding. He followed you as you walked, the bags of groceries still in your arms. His mind kept racing. Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe it was something more. Either way, this was the first time in a long time that he was actually starting to think twice about his grandmotherâs life, and what he might have missed in the years heâd kept his distance. He was pretty sure he didnât want to be stuck here in Busan, but if things like this kept happening, maybe it wouldnât be so bad after all. At least, not with you around.
Heeseung followed you into the small shop, still feeling the weight of the broken phone in his hand. He was trying to figure out if this whole thing was a joke. First, he had to leave Seoul, and now, in the middle of this quiet little town, his phone had broken, and this was the only place that could fix it.
The repair shop wasnât much. The smell of old coffee lingered, and the shelves were lined with spare parts and old phones, like a tiny tech graveyard. Behind the counter stood Jin, a guy with a relaxed vibe, scruffy beard, and a look that said he wasnât going to let the chaos of life bother him too much.
âHey, Y/N,â Jin greeted you with a nod, glancing at Heeseung before turning back to the counter. âWhatâs up today?â
âHi, Jin. Sorry about the phone,â you said, dropping a bag of groceries on the counter. âItâs his. Heâs having a rough morning.â
Heeseung shot you a look, then glanced at the man behind the counter. He couldnât tell if the guy was serious or just doing his job, but when Jin smiled, he knew something was off.
âNo worries,â Jin said, his voice easy. âYou know you donât have to pay for repairs, right?â
âExcuse me?â Heeseungâs voice slipped out without thinking. âWhat do you mean, no charge? Iâm not asking for a freebie here.â
Jin held up his hands. âRelax. Y/N helps me out around here. Sheâs good people. Honestly, I owe her more than I can give.â
Heeseung blinked, trying to wrap his head around this. Y/N was helping some random guy with his shop⌠for fun? That didnât sound like anything heâd ever seen back in Seoul. People helped each other there too, but it was always for a reason, always with something to gain. This? It was just⌠weird.
Jin chuckled, clearly not fazed by Heeseungâs confusion. âIâm not gonna charge you for the repairs. But you? Youâre getting a new phone.â
A new phone? Heeseung raised an eyebrow. âWhat? Youâre just giving me a new one?â
Jin shrugged, a little amused. âWhy not? Youâre lucky. I canât think of a better way to repay Y/N for everything she does.â
Heeseung stared at the phone Jin handed him, trying to wrap his mind around what was going on. This wasnât some charity. No one just gave stuff away like this. But here it wasâa brand new phone, way nicer than the broken one in his hand. It was almost as if Jin didnât even see a reason not to.
âDamn,â Heeseung muttered under his breath, still skeptical. âThatâs⌠unexpected.â
âYeah, well, Y/Nâs a one-in-a-million kind of person,â Jin said with a grin. âHelps me with the shop, takes care of my kid⌠You wonât find anyone like her in Seoul. I promise you that.â
Heeseung just nodded slowly, the weight of the new phone sinking in. âRight. So⌠what now?â
Jin gestured toward the counter. âTake it. Youâre good to go. Just donât break this one.â
Heeseung didnât really know how to respond to that. âI wonât.â
âWell, if you do, just come back. Iâll fix it for freeâagain,â Jin added, his tone light, like this was all part of some normal routine.
As you gathered your things, Heeseung hesitated for a moment, still not used to this whole vibe. People didnât just give things away for no reason in Seoul. Here, everything felt different. He wasnât sure if it was a good or bad thing yet.
You walked out ahead of him, the groceries still in your arms, and Heeseung followed with the brand-new phone, still staring at it like it was some kind of alien object. âGuess Iâll have to get used to this,â he muttered under his breath.
You turned to him with a half-smile. âYou will. Itâs not that bad, you know. Just⌠try to not drop that one on the pavement, okay?â
Heeseung gave a half-hearted chuckle, but it didnât feel as forced as it would have back in Seoul. âYeah, sure,â he said, his voice still a little dry. âBut donât expect me to become some⌠Busan saint overnight.â
You shot him a look, one eyebrow raised. âIâm not asking you to change. Just donât break the phone again.â
Heeseung smirked, shoving the new device into his pocket, still not sure what heâd just gotten himself into. âWhatever,â he said. âIâll try to keep it in one piece, I guess. But Iâm still not a fan of this town.â
You just shrugged, looking ahead as you walked. âWeâll see. Youâll get used to it.â
Heeseung let out a breath. Maybe. Maybe not. But for now, it was one less thing he had to worry about.
As you both made your way back to his grandmotherâs house, the weight of the grocery bags was starting to get to you. They werenât heavy, but the repetitive strain of carrying them made your arms ache a little. Still, you didnât mind; this was just another day in Busan. You glanced over at Heeseung, who was walking beside you with his hands shoved deep in his pockets. His posture was stiff, and the way he scanned the surroundings made it clear: he wasnât used to it here. He wasnât used to any of it.
The small streets of Busan, with their peaceful rhythm, were a far cry from the chaos of Seoul. You couldnât imagine how uncomfortable it must be for someone like him. You could see the way he cringed at the silence, how his shoulders were hunched forward, as though he was actively trying to shrink away from the stillness of it all. It was almost funny, how someone so used to the loud, fast-paced life of Seoul could feel so out of place in this small, quaint town.
âSo,â you said, breaking the silence as you walked, âtell me about Seoul. Whatâs it really like? I mean, it sounds like another world from here.â
Heeseung glanced at you, his lips curling into a brief, cynical smirk. âIt is. Itâs loud. Itâs fast. The people donât care. And itâs always⌠moving. Itâs like you never stop, and itâs just⌠better, you know?â His words came out sharper than you expected, like he was trying to convince himself more than you.
You nodded, noticing the bitterness in his tone. âYeah, but why did you hate it so much?â
Heeseung let out a breath and shrugged, his gaze drifting to the ground. âItâs the same shit everyday. It was fun, for a while, but then it just⌠got boring. No one really gives a damn. It was all just distractions. And I didnât want that anymore. But this,â he gestured vaguely at the small streets of Busan, âthis is just⌠too quiet. Too nice. Itâs like living in a bubble. I canât stand it.â
You blinked, surprised at the rawness in his voice. âSo, you miss it? The chaos, the noise?â
Heeseung didnât answer right away. He seemed to be weighing something, before he muttered, âYeah. I miss it. I miss the parties. I miss the drinking. I miss just⌠having people around. Even if they donât care about you. At least it felt real. Here? Itâs like everyoneâs walking around on eggshells, pretending everythingâs perfect.â His voice grew more frustrated as he continued, the usual coolness replaced by something deeper. âI get it. I know why my parents sent me here. They think Iâll change, but whatâs the point of change if it means⌠this?â He gestured around at the peaceful, quiet streets, the ocean breeze that filled the air with calm. âI donât want to be stuck in this goddamn town, living this boring life with nothing to do but watch the world move around me.â
You were quiet for a moment, letting the weight of his words sink in. Youâd never met someone who hated a place like this so much. You didnât understand it completelyâafter all, Busan had always been home to you, with its slow pace and comforting familiarity. But you could see how someone like Heeseung, someone who thrived on excitement, would feel stifled here.
âSo,â you began, trying to shift the mood, âyou think youâre going to go back to Seoul anytime soon?â
Heeseung scoffed, running a hand through his hair as he stared ahead. âI wish. But my dadâs made it clear: if I donât stay here, Iâm cut off. No more money, no more fun. Just this life.â His voice was bitter, each word laced with frustration. âItâs either this, or nothing.â
You shrugged, deciding not to press him further. It was clear he didnât want to be here, but you werenât sure what kind of life he really wanted either. You couldnât blame him for feeling out of place, but there had to be more to him than just the party-boy act.
âWell, you could always go back to the city when youâre ready,â you said casually, though you didnât fully believe it. Youâd never seen someone so desperate to run away from something so peaceful.
Heeseung didnât respond right away. Instead, he glanced over at you as you carried the heavy bags. âYou know,â he said with a hint of hesitation, âyou donât have to carry all that yourself. You couldâve asked for help.â
You laughed lightly, not even breaking stride. âOh, Iâm fine. Itâs nothing, really.â
He raised an eyebrow. âAre you always this stubborn? Donât you have a boyfriend who could help with stuff like this?â
You chuckled at his attempt to steer the conversation away from the heavy topic, and without missing a beat, you shot back, âI donât have a boyfriend.â
Heeseung gave you a quick glance, confused. âNo boyfriend? Why not?â
You shrugged, your expression neutral. âIâm just waiting for the right person. I havenât been in love yet, so Iâm not in any rush.â
Heeseung scoffed, as if the idea of waiting for âthe oneâ was absurd. âThatâs stupid. Loveâs just⌠a distraction. Youâre telling me you believe in soulmates?â He seemed genuinely baffled by the idea.
âYeah,â you said, nodding slightly. âI believe that when the timeâs right, someoneâs going to show up. Why rush it?â
Heeseung snorted, shaking his head. âSoulmates. Thatâs a nice fairy tale.â
You shot him a look. âWell, you donât have to believe in it. But itâs nice to think that someone out there is meant for me, yâknow?â
He didnât answer. His expression softened just a little, but only for a second before he shifted the conversation again. âWhat about you, though? Why do you do all this stuff for people? I mean, you work for free. You help out with Jinâs shop. You take care of his kid, and for what? Whatâs in it for you?â
You smiled, the weight of the groceries beginning to feel heavier again, but you didnât care. âI do it because it makes me feel good. Thereâs no catch. I just like making peopleâs lives a little easier, especially when theyâre struggling.â You paused, glancing over at him. âNot everyone has the luxury of things coming easily to them.â
Heeseung didnât reply right away, and for a second, you thought he was going to brush you off. But instead, he turned to you, his expression thoughtful, almost pensive.
âYeah, well, maybe youâre right,â he muttered. âBut⌠I still think youâre wasting your time.â
You laughed softly, shaking your head. âMaybe. But itâs my time to waste, isnât it?â
As you continued walking, you couldnât help but notice that Heeseung was walking just a little bit slower now, his shoulders a little less tense. Maybe it was just the calm of Busan working its way under his skin, or maybe⌠just maybe, he was starting to understand what you meant. He had a long way to go before heâd admit it, but something in his expression made you think that, despite all his bravado, Heeseung wasnât as sure of his life as he tried to seem.
When you finally arrived back at Mrs. Leeâs house, your arms were sore from carrying the heavy bags of groceries. You stepped through the door and were greeted by Mrs. Lee, who was in the kitchen preparing something.
âOh, youâre back already?â she asked, surprised. âI didnât expect you to bring the groceries. You didnât come like usual, so I thought you mustâve gotten busy. So, I made him go out and get it for me.â
You glanced over at Heeseung, who was already walking inside with his usual disinterested expression. He seemed completely indifferent, clearly not in the mood for any kind of conversation.
âWell,â you started softly, your voice apologetic, âWe kind of bumped into each other on the way here. I wasnât paying attention, and⌠I accidentally broke his phone.â You paused, feeling a bit awkward. âI offered to take him to a repair shop to get it fixed, and thatâs how this whole thing turned into an impromptu grocery run.â
Mrs. Lee chuckled lightly, giving you a warm smile. âYouâre very kind, Y/N. Heeseung usually doesnât let anyone help him.â She turned to glance at her grandson, who was already walking up the stairs, uninterested in the conversation.
âWell,â Mrs. Lee continued, âsince youâre here, could you help Heeseung unpack his things? Iâm sure he could use the help.â
You hesitated, then nodded. âSure, Iâll help him.â
His room wasnât what you expected. It was neat, organized, and⌠almost too perfect. The kind of room that looked like it had been arranged by someone who had little interest in making it homey. Everything had its place, and there was no sign of the kind of chaos that usually accompanies someone who had just moved in. Heeseung, on the other hand, stood off to the side, looking as uninterested as ever.
You started unpacking a bag of his things, trying to make the space feel a bit more lived in. As you did, you noticed something on the floor near his bag. You knelt down and picked up a box of condoms, surprised to find it among his clothes. What the hell is he planning on doing with those? you thought to yourself, feeling slightly uncomfortable, your cheeks heating up. You didnât want to jump to conclusions, but it was hard not to wonder about Heeseungâs lifestyle.
You placed the box back down in its spot, still trying to process the absurdity of it all. âThis guy really brought everything with him,â you muttered to yourself.
Heeseung glanced over, his sharp eyes catching yours. âWhat? Judging the things I bring now?â His voice was cool, though there was a hint of irritation in it. âSomething wrong with it?â
You quickly looked away, a little embarrassed. âNo, itâs just⌠never mind.â
He smirked, a small, amused glint in his eyes. âGuess youâre not used to people like me, huh?â He leaned back against the doorframe, crossing his arms. âNot everyoneâs a small-town angel.â
You continued unpacking Heeseungâs things, your mind wandering as you tried to make sense of the absurdity of it all. His room, his stuffâeverything seemed so out of place for someone who had just arrived in this quiet town. As you shifted through the bags, you couldnât help but glance up at him for a second. He was leaning against the doorframe, watching you silently, looking completely at ease in his space, like he didnât have a care in the world.
Before you could stop yourself, your gaze lingered a little too long on him. Something about the way he lookedâlike he belonged in a magazine or a K-dramaâmade it hard not to stare.
You quickly snapped your eyes away, feeling a bit embarrassed, but before you could recover, Heeseungâs voice broke the silence. âYouâre staring,â he said nonchalantly, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips as if it was no big deal.
You blinked, caught off guard. He didnât even look at you when he said it, his attention still on his phone. âIâuh, sorry,â you stammered, trying to act normal, but his smirk made you feel exposed, like he could tell you were thinking more than you let on.
Heeseung just shrugged, seemingly unbothered. âWhatever.â His voice was casual, but there was a certain sharpness to it that you couldnât quite shake off. Maybe it was because people in Busan donât look like him a typical boy born in Seoul.
You focused on putting his things away, doing your best to ignore how your heartbeat had picked up just a little from the way heâd called you out. You werenât sure why his words got to you so much, but there was something about himâsomething hard to ignore.
But you pushed the thoughts aside. You had enough to think about. âLetâs just finish this up,â you muttered under your breath, your hands still working, trying to keep your mind from wandering too far.
As you packed the last of his bags into the small wardrobe, you looked over at him again. He wasnât paying attention to you anymore, his eyes glued to his phone. The way he just detached himself from everything around him was frustrating, but you couldnât deny how interesting it was, too. He was so different from anyone you had met in Busan. You didnât even think someone like him could exist here.
âAlright, thatâs everything,â you said, trying to break the silence as you stood up. âIs there anything else?â
He looked at you then, like he was actually considering whether or not he had more to say. But before he could answer, his grandmotherâs voice floated in from the kitchen.
âHeeseung!â Mrs. Lee called, her tone light and welcoming. âWhy donât you and y/nnie friend come have some tea?â
Heeseung gave you an unreadable look before turning to follow his grandmother into the kitchen. You shrugged, gathering your things as you followed him. Mrs. Lee, ever the gracious host, had already set everything out. The table was small, but cozy, and the warm scent of tea filled the room.
You sat down across from Heeseung, trying to ignore the awkwardness of the situation. It wasnât your fault heâd been sent here. It wasnât your fault he didnât seem to want to be here, either. You werenât even sure why youâd stuck around this long. But there was something about himâa puzzle you were determined to solve, even if he wasnât making it easy.
Mrs. Lee beamed at the both of you, her hands clasped in front of her as she poured the tea. âYou two must be tired after everything today,â she said with a warm smile. âIâm so glad you met my grandson. Heeseung doesnât get out much in Seoul, so itâs good for him to have a new friend here.â
You smiled politely, but couldnât help glancing at Heeseung. His eyes flickered over to you, but he said nothing. He was so quiet, so withdrawn, like he couldnât care less. It made you want to say something, to ask him what he thought of all this, but you knew it wasnât that simple.
âSo, what do you plan on doing while youâre here in Busan?â you asked casually, trying to keep the conversation going.
He looked at you for a long moment before answering, his voice flat. âSuffer, suffer, and maybe some more suffering.â
âReally?â you said, almost wanting to let out a scoff. âDonât you want to explore this city? Itâs quite beautiful, donât you think?â
He shrugged, his lips twitching slightly. âGuess you donât know me very well, do you?â
You sighed, shaking your head. âI donât think anyone does.â
Heeseung just smirked again, as if that was the answer heâd expected. The conversation shifted again as his grandmother asked about your family, but you couldnât stop thinking about how guarded he was. You werenât sure if he was scared of opening up or if he simply didnât care. Either way, you were curious.
As the tea settled between them, you couldnât help but feel like you were witnessing a slow-moving train wreck. It wasnât your responsibility to fix Heeseung, but it didnât stop you from wanting to know more. Whatever his story was, it wasnât over yet.
The next morning, Heeseung was jolted awake by a knock on his door. Groggily, he glanced at the clock on his nightstand. 9 AM. To most people, that wasnât so early. But for him? It was still the middle of the night. He let out a loud groan and buried his face in his pillow, the sheets tangled around his legs.
âWho the hell is knocking at this hour?â he muttered under his breath, his eyes barely open as he tried to fall back asleep. The sound of another knock echoed through the room.
âCome on, Heeseung, wake up!â a familiar voice called from outside.
He rolled over to face the door, his face still pressed into the pillow. He didnât even want to know who it was, but the voice was unmistakable.
It was you.
With a resigned sigh, Heeseung threw off the covers and dragged himself out of bed. His eyes were half-lidded as he trudged over to the door and swung it open, trying to stifle a yawn.
You stood there, smiling brightly, almost too cheerfully for the time of day. You were holding a bag with what appeared to be snacks, and your eyes glimmered with excitement.
âGood morning, Heeseung!â you greeted, unfazed by his obvious lack of enthusiasm. âI hope I didnât wake you up too early. But I thought today would be a good day to show you around Busan. Youâre probably still not used to it here, right?â
Heeseung stared at you for a moment, still processing the fact that you were standing in front of him so early. He groaned again, rubbing his eyes. âSeriously? Itâs barely 9 AMâŚâ
âI know, I know,â you said, unfazed by his obvious irritation. âBut trust me, itâll be fun. Youâll get to see the popular beaches, the rivers, all the places people talk about.â
Heeseung had been dreading something like this. He wasnât here to sightsee, and he definitely wasnât interested in anything that resembled âfunâ at this time of day. He was about to give a lazy refusal when he heard a familiar voice from behind him.
âHeeseung, dear, you should go. Itâll be good for you.â Mrs. Leeâs voice floated from the kitchen. âYou donât want to spend all your time cooped up inside. You might as well get to know Busan better.â
Heeseung sighed, the last thing he wanted to do today was get dragged around a bunch of beaches and tourist spots. But what could he do? His grandmother had that look on her face. The one that told him heâd have to do it, no matter how much he complained.
âFine,â he muttered, trying to mask his annoyance. âBut I swear, if I get dragged to any crowded tourist traps, Iâm out.â
You just smiled and handed him a bottle of water. âItâs not like that, I promise. Letâs just go enjoy the day.â
As the day dragged on, Heeseung found himself following you around the streets of Busan, though his mind wasnât really there. He was hoping for some kind of excuse to get out of this whole ordeal, but as the sun rose higher in the sky, he noticed something. The quiet, peaceful atmosphere of Busan was starting to grow on him, just a little bit. He hated to admit it, but there was something different here. Something that he couldnât ignore.
You led him to one of the most popular beaches in the area, and for the first time, Heeseung felt a little more relaxed. The sound of the waves crashing against the shore was oddly soothing. The salty breeze hit him with a refreshing chill, and the scent of freshly baked bread and seafood lingered in the air.
Still, he wasnât used to the tranquility of it all. It felt strange. He had never seen a place so peaceful, so unhurried. Seoul was the complete oppositeânoisy, busy, everyone always rushing to go somewhere. But here, people just⌠existed. And you fit into that world perfectly.
As you wandered through the beach, you waved to almost everyone you passed, exchanging greetings with ease. Heeseung watched with a mix of confusion and awe. How did you know so many people?
âMorning, Y/N!â A man called out from a bench, waving as you passed. You returned the gesture, chatting briefly with him before continuing along.
âHey, Y/N!â A couple of girls greeted, and you stopped to talk to them, laughing at something one of them said before you carried on.
Heeseung had never seen anything like it. People in Seoul didnât talk to each other like this. There was always a distance between everyone, a sense of hurriedness that kept people from acknowledging one another. But in Busan? It was different.
âHow do you know so many people?â Heeseung finally asked, his curiosity getting the better of him.
You smiled, unfazed by his question. âIâve lived here my whole life. You get to know people when you help out around town. Itâs a small place, so itâs easy to make connections.â
Heeseung couldnât help but wonder how many people you helped on a regular basis. You seemed so comfortable in your own skin, so open to the world around you. It was something he wasnât used to, and he felt a strange sense of admiration for youâthough he quickly dismissed it. No, he didnât need to start feeling anything for someone like you. You were different. Too different.
As the day continued, Heeseung couldnât ignore the growing warmth in his chest every time someone smiled at you or waved. It wasnât like anything he had experienced before. It wasnât the kind of warmth he got from the noise and chaos of his parties back in Seoul, where everything felt empty and fleeting. This was something⌠real. But what was it?
By the time you had finished showing him the rivers, the markets, and some of the more popular landmarks, Heeseung found himself lost in thought. You were nothing like anyone he knew back home. You were kind, open, and honest in a way that almost made him uncomfortable. But it also made him feel something he wasnât sure he wanted to feel.
As you stood on the beach, watching the sun slowly set over the horizon, Heeseung glanced at you out of the corner of his eye. You were looking out at the water, your face soft in the fading light. He couldnât help but feel a strange pull toward you, something unfamiliar that made him uneasy.
What was this? Why did you make him feel like this?
You turned to face him, catching his gaze, and for a brief moment, Heeseung was struck by how easy it was for you to make him feel so⌠unsettled. He was used to being the one who controlled the situation, who didnât let anyone in. But here you were, a complete stranger, and somehow, you had gotten under his skin.
But he didnât want to think about it. It was stupid. It was just the peaceful atmosphere of Busan making him think too much. He couldnât let himself get distracted by something like this.
So, he shoved the thought aside, letting the warmth in his chest fade away.
âAlright, Iâm done,â he said, turning on his heel and starting to walk back toward where you had parked the car.
You smiled to yourself, following after him, though you had no idea what was going on inside his head.
As you both made your way back toward the car, Heeseung stayed a few steps ahead, his hands stuffed deep into his pockets. He didnât say much, and you figured he was still in his mood, probably counting down the minutes until he could return to his usual routine of partying and hooking up. He was still adjusting to this quiet, peaceful life, and you didnât expect him to suddenly embrace it. Not yet, at least.
But you couldnât help but notice the subtle shift in his demeanor. The way his eyes lingered on things a little longer than usual, the softening of his features when he wasnât trying to hide it. Heeseung wasnât someone who let his guard down easily, but there were moments when he looked almost⌠peaceful. It was a rare sight, and maybe thatâs why you noticed it more than you should have.
âHey, are you okay?â you asked casually, watching as he glanced at the horizon, his expression unreadable.
Heeseung gave you a sideways glance but didnât immediately respond. Instead, he shoved his hands further into his pockets and looked away.
âYeah, Iâm fine,â he muttered, his voice low. But there was something in the way he said it, a tinge of something that made you wonder if he was telling the truth.
âWell, thanks for coming today,â you said, your tone more sincere than you intended. âI know you probably didnât want to, but Iâm glad you did. Itâs good to get out once in a while, right?â
Heeseung just grunted, not really acknowledging your words. But you noticed the way his posture softened a bit, like the weight of his frustration from earlier had lifted slightly. You didnât know if it was from the fresh air, the quiet streets, or maybe just the fact that for once, he didnât feel so suffocated by the city, but something about him seemed a little⌠different.
As you reached the car, Heeseung leaned against it, crossing his arms and staring at the ground. His usual cocky demeanor had faded, replaced by something that you couldnât quite place. Was it discomfort? Was he actually considering what you said? The thought made you pause for a moment.
âSo,â you said after a beat, breaking the silence, âyou really donât like it here, huh? Busan, I mean.â
Heeseung didnât look up. âItâs⌠too quiet,â he replied simply. âIâm used to Seoul. The noise, the people, the clubs, everything. Itâs not the same here.â
You raised an eyebrow, intrigued. âYou donât think itâs a little⌠better here? Peaceful, maybe?â
Heeseung snorted. âItâs boring. I donât need peace. I need life. I need⌠energy. Excitement.â
You let out a small laugh, though it wasnât mocking, just amused by his stubbornness. âYou know, I think youâre going to need a little more than âlifeâ and âenergyâ if you really want to make it here.â
Heeseung finally looked at you, his eyes narrowing slightly. âI can handle myself.â
The way he said it made you wonder if he truly believed it. But you didnât press him. You could see he was still struggling with the idea of being in Busan, and while you didnât fully understand his attachment to the chaos of Seoul, you knew better than to push too hard.
âSo, what now?â he asked, suddenly more curious than before. âWe head back to your grandmaâs place, or what?â
You smiled and nodded. âYeah, we should probably get back. I promised her Iâd help with some things.â
Heeseung raised an eyebrow, clearly skeptical. âWait, what? Youâre really that dedicated to helping an old lady?â
You chuckled at the way he phrased it. âWell, Mrs. Lee isnât just an old lady, you know? Sheâs been a big part of my life for years. Plus, sheâs always there for me when I need something. Itâs the least I can do.â
Heeseung scoffed lightly, though there was no real malice behind it. âYeah, sure, whatever. I guess youâre just one of those âdo-gooders,â huh?â
You looked at him with a slightly amused smile. âIs that a bad thing?â
Heeseung shrugged. âI donât know. Just seems kind of⌠cheesy.â
You laughed lightly. âYouâd be surprised how much people like a little kindness now and then.â
Heeseung didnât reply, but you noticed the corner of his mouth twitch upwards ever so slightly, like he was fighting the urge to smile. He quickly looked away, as if to hide it.
The drive back was a quiet one, with the occasional comment from Heeseung about how quiet Busan was or how âboringâ everything seemed. But you didnât mind. There was something calming about the quiet between you two, and you could feel the subtle shift in the air. Maybe, just maybe, he was starting to appreciate the small things in life here. Or maybe he was just starting to get used to you.
When you reached Mrs. Leeâs house, you both got out of the car and made your way inside, the peaceful atmosphere of Busan seeming to wrap around you again. But this time, Heeseung didnât complain. Instead, he followed you inside, and for a brief moment, you saw something different in his eyesâa sense of curiosity that had been absent before.
Maybe he didnât fully understand it yet, but you could tell that he was beginning to.
Weeks passed since that day at the beach, and Heeseung had reluctantly started to adjust to life in Busan. It wasnât like he had a choice. His parents had made it clear that he was here to stay until they thought he was ready to go back to Seoulâif that ever happened. He still hated the quiet, the slow pace, and the constant reminder that he was stuck here. But, slowly, he began to get used to it.
There was something about you that he couldnât quite shake, though. You were always so calm, always so genuinely kind, and for the first time in a long time, Heeseung found himself looking forward to the moments you came over. He didnât admit it, of course. He was still the same Heeseungâthe one who kept his distance, the one who didnât let anyone in too easily. But he started to warm up to you. He accepted that you were probably the only real friend he had here, even if he didnât want to admit it.
You both followed each other on Instagram, and he found himself checking your page more than he wanted to. At first, he convinced himself that it was just because you were the only one he knew in Busan. You had a lot of pictures of the places around the cityâthe markets, the beaches, and the food. Sometimes heâd scroll through your stories, watching you chat with your friends, laughing with them, and living your quiet little life. It made something twist in his stomach that he couldnât quite identify.
He hated how much he found himself looking at your posts, but it was like a habit he couldnât shake. There was something about your smile, something about the way you seemed so⌠content, that had a strange effect on him. He wasnât sure if he liked it or hated it. Either way, it made him miss you in a way that didnât make sense to him.
It was a restless night for Heeseung. His mind kept racing, thoughts of you lingering in his head. He couldnât shake the feeling, the strange sense of longing that made him feel more out of place than ever. He had convinced himself over and over that it was just because you were the only person he knew in Busan, that it was just the loneliness of the city playing tricks on him. But the more he thought about it, the more he knew that wasnât the case.
He turned over in his bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to block out the thoughts of you. But there they were, your smile, your laugh, the way you made him feel like maybe he wasnât so far gone after all. He hated that he was thinking about you like this, hated how youâd crept under his skin. It didnât make sense. Why you? Why now?
He glanced at his phone. It was 3 a.m. His thumb hovered over your contact, hesitation flooding him. He had been lying there for what felt like hours, debating whether or not to reach out to you. It wasnât like himâHeeseung didnât just call anyone at this hour, especially not someone like you. But the thought of hearing your voice, of not feeling so damn alone for just a few minutes, was enough to make his decision.
He pressed your name and waited, his heart pounding in his chest.
The phone rang once. Then twice. Before the third ring, your voice cut through the darkness.
âHeeseung?â you answered, your voice quiet but clear, as if you had been waiting for the call. It caught him off guard.
Heeseung didnât speak right away. There was something about the way you answered, without any hesitation, that made him feel⌠stupid. Like maybe this wasnât as big of a deal as he was making it in his head. But before he could gather his thoughts, the silence stretched between them.
Heeseungâs heart pounded in his chest, the silence between them thick and awkward. He stared at the dark room around him, feeling the weight of the night settle on his shoulders. He had no idea why he even called. What was he doing? It was 3 a.m., for Godâs sake.
The quiet hum of your voice through the phone pulled him back to reality.
âWhat are you doing up so late?â you asked, your tone light and filled with that quiet kindness he had come to recognize.
He froze for a moment. He wasnât sure how to answer. His mind raced, and for once, he was at a loss for words. What could he say? That he couldnât sleep? That his mind had been running in circles with thoughts of you? That would sound ridiculous. He wasnât the kind of guy to admit things like that.
He let out a sharp breath, trying to sound casual, as if it wasnât bothering him at all. âI⌠I couldnât sleep,â he muttered, shifting in bed, feeling the tension in his muscles. âJust⌠thinking.â
You were quiet for a moment, probably waiting for more, but Heeseung wasnât sure how to explain any of this. He didnât even fully understand it himself.
Finally, he broke the silence again, forcing himself to sound a little less awkward. âAnyway, I justâwell, I guess I needed to hear a familiar voice.â
The words hung in the air, and Heeseung instantly regretted saying them.
Heeseung sat up in bed, the glow of his phone lighting up his face in the darkness of his room. He wasnât sure why heâd called, and the more he thought about it, the more ridiculous it seemed. He could feel the silence stretching between the two of you before you finally spoke.
âWhat are you doing up so late?â you asked, your voice soft and warm through the phone.
Heeseung hesitated, the words catching in his throat. He wasnât used to being vulnerable, and right now, all he wanted was to avoid it. His gaze flicked toward the window, the quiet, still streets of Busan mocking him as if reminding him of just how different this place was from Seoul.
âI couldnât sleep,â he muttered, shifting uncomfortably on the bed. âJust⌠thinking.â
He didnât know why that seemed like the most acceptable answer, but it was the truth, in a way. His mind had been racing ever since heâd gotten off the phone with his parents earlier that day, the weight of his situation still pressing down on him.
He heard you pause, then you teased him. âI thought you said my voice was annoying? What did you say I sounded like? A-â
Heeseung quickly cut you off, his voice low and defensive, âI didnât mean that. I was just messing around, alright?â
You were silent for a moment, and he could almost picture you smirking on the other end, and that somehow irritated him. Why was he so flustered? Why had he even called?
He shifted again, a small laugh escaping your lips through the phone. âYouâre such a liar. I knew you didnât mean it. No one can resist my voice for too long.â
Heeseung rolled his eyes, leaning back against the headboard. He didnât know how to respond to that, especially when the truth was that his thoughts had been consumed with you ever since youâd showed him around the town. He didnât get it. Why was he thinking about you now? He didnât even know you that well.
âIâm serious,â he muttered, feeling that strange mix of frustration and confusion bubbling inside him. âItâs just⌠different here, you know?â
You responded with understanding. âBusanâs a lot quieter than Seoul. Youâll get used to it. It just takes time.â
Heeseung wasnât sure if he believed that, but hearing your voice and your gentle words made him feel a little lighter, even though he hated to admit it. You had that effect on him, and he hated it.
âYeah, whatever,â he said, trying to brush it off. âIâm still not used to it.â
There was a long pause. He almost thought youâd hang up, but then you spoke again, quieter this time.
âYouâll be okay,â you said. âI know itâs not easy, but things will change, Heeseung. Just⌠take it one step at a time.â
Heeseung didnât respond immediately. He didnât know how to respond to something so simple, so calm. He wasnât sure if it was because of your words or because he didnât want to admit it, but something inside him shifted, just a little. Maybe he could make it through this place after all. And maybe, just maybe, it wouldnât be so bad with you around.
Heeseung leaned back against the headboard, feeling a strange, uncomfortable tightness in his chest that he couldnât quite explain. The silence between you both felt different nowânot awkward, but almost⌠too comfortable. It was something he didnât know how to deal with, not when he was still trying to make sense of everything in his head.
âI guess Iâll⌠try to get some sleep,â he said, his voice trailing off.
He heard you sigh softly on the other end, and there was that warmth again, the kind that only you seemed to give him, even when he wasnât asking for it.
âIâm sure you will,â you replied, your tone light but with a softness to it. âBut if you canât, you know where to find me.â
For some reason, those words hit him harder than they should have. He wasnât used to thisâthis kindness, this genuine care. You werenât just some stranger anymore. You were someone he relied on, whether he wanted to admit it or not. And it made him feel⌠weird. Confused. Like he was losing control of something he didnât want to lose.
âIâll be fine,â he said quickly, trying to shake the feeling. âYou should get some sleep too.â
There was a pause, and when you spoke again, he could almost feel the smile on your face. âIâm already asleep, Heeseung. Youâre just dreaming.â
He let out a soft, surprised laugh, despite himself. âYeah, right. Maybe itâs a nightmare.â
âIs that so?â you teased lightly. âWell, if you ever need help with that, you know where I am.â
Heeseung let out a breath, trying to steady himself. Your voice was too calm, too soothing. And it made him feel things he didnât want to feel. Things he couldnât explain.
âYeah, Iâll keep that in mind,â he said, his tone a little quieter than usual. It felt like there was something more he should have said, something more he wanted to say, but he didnât know how to put it into words.
There was a soft pause before you replied, and when you did, it was simple: âGoodnight, Heeseung.â
Your voice was gentle, the way it always was, and for a moment, Heeseung just sat there in silence, phone pressed to his ear. He wanted to say something back, but the words didnât come. He didnât know what to say anymore, not when his mind felt like a mess.
The line went quiet, and Heeseung just stayed there, staring at the ceiling in the dark, his thoughts racing. He didnât say anything. He didnât know what else to say. Maybe it was better that way.
Eventually, the call ended, and all Heeseung was left with was the quiet of the room and the confusing feeling in his chest. It was so stupid. He was being stupid. He just needed to sleep, but his mind wouldnât let him. Not when you were still there, lingering in his thoughts.
The room felt too quiet now. Too still.
He closed his eyes, trying to shut it all out, but the silence was deafening.
The morning light filtered through the window, and Heeseung woke up with a strange heaviness in his chest. His first thought, as ridiculous as it seemed, was of you. He couldnât help it. Every time he tried to focus on something else, your voice, your smile, or even the way you always seemed to look at him like you actually caredâit was all there, stuck in his mind. It bothered him. And, somehow, it felt⌠nice?
He tried shaking it off, getting up to do somethingâanythingâto distract himself. He needed to forget about last night, about that stupid, confusing conversation, and the fact that he wanted to hear your voice again. But it lingered.
Around lunchtime, he thought about calling you. He almost grabbed his phone, thumb hovering over your contact, but then he stopped himself. He was being ridiculous. He couldnât face whatever was happening inside his head. He didnât want to think about it, especially not today.
So he sat there, doing his best to avoid thinking about the way his heart skipped whenever he thought about you.
But then the doorbell rang, snapping him out of his thoughts. His grandma was out, and he didnât expect anyone else. He walked to the door, pulling it open, and there you stoodâholding a bag of instant ramen. His favorite, of course.
âI brought you some ramen,â you said with a soft smile, almost like youâd read his mind. âI know you donât have anything else, and itâs your favorite. I figured youâd be starving.â
He blinked, momentarily speechless. What was going on? He never expected you to show up with something like this. Maybe it was because his grandma had been gone, or maybe it was just because⌠well, you cared.
âUh, thanks,â Heeseung mumbled, trying to sound unaffected, but something in his chest tightened again. âYou really didnât have to.â
You shrugged, not even fazed by his cool demeanor. âI donât mind. Besides, Iâm the one who taught you how to cook ramen anyway.â
He didnât say anything to that, just followed you into the kitchen. You both started to prepare the noodles, the kitchen filled with the sound of boiling water and the small clinks of metal as you moved around. You even hummed a little, and Heeseung couldnât help but notice how much more relaxed you were compared to him. You just moved like everything was easyâlike things werenât as complicated as he made them.
You handed him the ramen packets, asking, âHey, do you want to pour in the sauce packets, or should I?â
He raised an eyebrow. âSauce packets?â He hadnât even noticed that you were about to clean up the mess. The weird thing wasâhe didnât mind.
Usually, heâd make a face and just leave it, or walk away, letting someone else clean up after him. But now?
Without thinking, he reached for the packets, uncapping them and adding them to the noodles. He glanced up at you. âIâll clean up,â he said, surprising even himself.
You froze for a second, then let out a quiet laugh. âOh, wow. Heeseung actually cleaning up? Someone mustâve slipped something into your ramen.â
He shot you a playful glare, even though he couldnât help but feel a little defensive. âIâm not that bad.â
âYou sure about that?â you teased lightly, though there was no malice in your tone. âI mean, Iâve seen you leave a mess all over the place. I guess I just didnât expect this.â
Heeseung rolled his eyes but found himself laughing despite the teasing. It felt differentânormal. Comfortable. âWell, guess youâre in for a surprise then,â he said, a bit of a smirk tugging at his lips.
You laughed again, shaking your head. âI never thought Iâd see the day when you offered to clean up after yourself.â
He just shrugged, his gaze shifting away from you. âMaybe Iâm not as bad as you think.â
You gave him a small smile, and for a moment, Heeseung felt a weird warmth in his chest again. Maybe, just maybe, he was starting to like it here. Maybe it wasnât so bad.
But he wasnât about to admit that out loud.
âThanks,â he said quietly as you set the ramen down on the counter. You didnât respond immediately, just gave him a glance before turning back to the stove.
In the silence that followed, Heeseung couldnât help but feel that annoying little feeling again, the one he couldnât shake. The one that made his chest tighten whenever you smiled, or laughed, or even when you teased him. He didnât want to think about it, but he couldnât help it.
Maybe he was just getting used to you, or maybe it was something else. Something more than that. But Heeseung didnât know how to deal with that. Not yet. He wasnât ready for it.
As you stirred the ramen, the smell of the rich broth mixing with the scent of the seasoning packets filled the air. You could feel Heeseungâs gaze on you, even without looking at him. It was the way he lingered in the corner of your vision, the way his silence weighed in the room. The kitchen felt warm, but not just from the stove.
You ignored it, of course. What else could you do? You told yourself it was just his usual quiet presence, the way he existed in a space without ever really being present. But there was something different today. His gaze lingered longer than usual. Maybe it was just your imagination, but you couldnât help but feel like he was watching you a little more closely.
âSomething on my face?â you asked without looking up, trying to sound casual as you added a little more seasoning to the pot.
He didnât answer immediately. You could feel him hesitate, as if unsure whether to respond or not. You turned, meeting his eyes briefly, and caught that familiar look. He was staring again. But he didnât say anything this time, and you didnât press him either.
Why would he be staring at you? He was so⌠different. The contrast between you two was glaring. Heeseung was everything that this town wasnât. He was loud, a little reckless, and far too aware of his looks. His life in Seoul, all the people and parties and chaos, it was so far from the peaceful rhythm of Busan. And then there was you. You were nothing like that. Quiet, simple, and someone who knew how to exist without drawing attention. The thought that he might actually be⌠interested? That he might want to spend time with you? It didnât make sense.
You shrugged it off, stirring the ramen again, pretending like it didnât matter. But deep down, a small part of you wondered why he was still here, in this small, warm kitchen with you.
Your mind started to wander, your hands working mechanically while your thoughts drifted. Why would a guy like Heeseung, someone who could have anyone, even care about someone like me? You werenât bad-looking, not by any means. But compared to him? He had that perfect, effortless charm. His looks were always on display. He walked with that confidence, like he owned every room he walked into. His smile had the ability to make girls swoon, and there was a certain edge to him that made people take notice. You, on the other hand, had always preferred to stay out of the spotlight. You liked being quiet, making others feel comfortable. You didnât need to stand out. Yet, here he was, staring at you like you were worth his attention.
It doesnât make sense.
You told yourself to focus on the ramen, but the weight of his gaze felt heavy, even when you werenât looking. His presence, the slight tension in the air whenever he was near, was starting to become something you couldnât ignore. It was unsettling, yet somehow comforting, a paradox that you didnât want to unpack.
âDo you need anything else?â you asked, still trying to distract yourself from the thoughts swirling in your head. You were determined to act like everything was normal, to keep the conversation light. After all, you were doing a favor for his grandmother, not trying to figure out why Heeseung was suddenly acting different.
Heeseung didnât respond immediately, his eyes still fixed on you. You could feel the weight of his attention, how his eyes lingered a little too long. Then, without breaking eye contact, he reached for a nearby towel, his voice low but steady.
âNo, itâs fine. Iâve got it.â
For a moment, the room was quiet again, only the sound of the ramen bubbling in the pot filling the space. You glanced at him briefly, only to catch him staring at you again, a faint smirk playing on his lips, almost like he was amused by something only he understood.
You forced yourself to look away, rolling your eyes internally. What is wrong with me?
It felt like something had shifted between you two in the past few days. At first, heâd been distant, almost standoffish. Now, it seemed like he was getting comfortable, letting his guard down little by little. It wasnât muchâjust small moments here and there. A shared laugh, the way heâd offered to clean up without being asked, or how he didnât argue when you came over to make him food. Even now, in this small kitchen, there was something different in the air.
But that didnât change the fact that Heeseung was Heeseung, and you were just you. You were calm, introverted, and didnât crave the drama or excitement he thrived on. His world was fast-paced, filled with people, parties, and noise. Your world was quieter, simpler, and more peaceful.
You tried to push away the irrational thought that he might actually be interested in you. What would someone like him even see in you? You werenât glamorous or bold. You werenât someone who had a reputation to uphold or a past that people whispered about. But Heeseung⌠He was different. Or maybe, you told yourself, you were seeing him differently than before. It was just a stupid feeling. Right?
Heeseung cleared his throat suddenly, snapping you out of your thoughts.
âDid you just⌠laugh?â
You blinked at him, caught off guard by the question. âWhat?â
âBack there,â Heeseung repeated. âWhen I said Iâd clean up, you laughed.â
You were silent for a moment, realizing that yes, you had laughed. But it wasnât a mean laugh, or a mocking oneâit was lighthearted. âI wasnât laughing at you,â you said, trying to make it sound casual. âItâs just⌠you usually donât offer to clean up. Youâre more of a âleave it for someone elseâ type of guy.â
Heeseung raised an eyebrow at you, then leaned back against the counter, crossing his arms. âSo, what, you think Iâm lazy or something?â
You shrugged, pretending to be unfazed. âI didnât say that. I just think itâs funny how you suddenly care about cleaning up.â
He snorted, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. âGuess you just donât know me as well as you think, huh?â
You wanted to roll your eyes again but bit your lip to keep yourself from doing it. Instead, you just smiled, this time a little less guarded. Maybe it was because the conversation wasnât so awkward anymore. Maybe it was because he wasnât so cold anymore.
âMaybe youâre right,â you said quietly, âMaybe I donât know you at all.â
But that was the thing, wasnât it? You were starting to feel like you wanted to know him. The thought caught you off guard as you looked at him once againâlike you really did want to understand why he acted the way he did. But how could you? Heeseung was nothing like you. He was loud, brash, and unpredictable.
But still⌠you couldnât help the way your heart did this weird thing every time he looked at you, and you couldnât shake the feeling that he was starting to notice you, too. And for reasons you still didnât understand, that was starting to matter to you more than you cared to admit.
It was getting late, and the kitchen was starting to feel a little more cramped with the fading daylight. The last of the dishes had been cleared, the ramen long finished, and you were getting ready to head out. Heeseung was still there, leaning against the counter, looking a bit more relaxed than when you first arrived. Youâd helped a family with their kid earlierâsomething you did every now and then, especially since Mrs. Lee had asked you to stop by and help with a few errands. It was one of those little things you did that made you feel like you belonged here, in Busan.
You stood by the door, gathering your things, feeling that slight pull in your chest. It wasnât that you didnât want to leaveâit was just⌠something felt different now. The way Heeseung had looked at you earlier, like he was thinking about something, made you wonder. Maybe it was just because you spent time together today, or maybe because you were finally starting to see another side of him.
Heeseung glanced at you as you put your jacket on, his voice breaking the silence.
âYou leaving?â he asked, his tone casual, but there was something more there that you couldnât quite place.
âYeah, I promised Iâd stop by and help with a few things for a family,â you replied with a soft smile. âIâll be back later in the week though.â
He nodded, his eyes lingering on you for just a moment too long. You werenât sure what to make of it, so you just gave him a nod in return, about to step out the door whenâ
âHey, wait.â
You paused, turning back toward him.
Heeseung shifted uncomfortably, his hand reaching out slightly as if he wanted to say something but couldnât quite get the words out. âYou⌠um, youâre alright? I mean, youâre okay with everything, right?â
You were a little surprised by his sudden change in tone. His usual cool demeanor had softened, just slightly. It was almost like he was⌠checking in.
âIâm good,â you said, smiling a bit more genuinely now. âDonât worry about me. You take care, alright?â
He hesitated for a moment, his gaze flickering down to the floor before meeting your eyes again. âI will,â he muttered, almost as if he wasnât sure whether to say more.
You left his house, and as the night crept in, a strange feeling gnawed at you. You kept thinking back to how heâd looked at you, how heâd asked if you were okay. You tried to shake it off, telling yourself it was just the way he wasâhis complicated mix of coolness and uncertainty. But then, as you reached your place, something else crossed your mind.
Heeseung was still in Busan. He wasnât going back to Seoul anytime soon. And you were starting to realize that, even though you tried not to admit it, you did care about how he felt.
Heeseung lay in bed, the sheets tangled around his legs, staring at the ceiling. The night was too quiet, too still. He couldnât sleep. His mind was buzzing with thoughts, most of them about you. It had been a strange day. Well, not strange, but different. He didnât usually feel like thisâlike there was something he couldnât quite put his finger on. Something that kept him on edge.
He didnât know why he called you earlier. Maybe it was the silence of the house or the way his thoughts kept drifting to you. Maybe it was the feeling that, despite all the people in Busan, you were the only one who had made an effort to get to know him. He wasnât used to that.
The way heâd looked at you earlier today, how heâd felt something when you smiled or when you said something that made him laughâit was all new. And for some reason, it made his chest tighten in a way he couldnât explain.
He shouldâve been thinking about how much he missed Seoul, the chaos, the late nights, the parties. Thatâs what he was used to, what he craved. Busan was too quiet, too peaceful. Too⌠different. But with you, things felt different too. In a way he wasnât sure he liked.
He could feel your absence even now, like the air was too empty without your voice, without your presence.
The clock on his phone blinked 2:16 AM. He stared at it for a moment, feeling the weight of the silence pressing down on him. He didnât know why, but his thumb hovered over your contact.
He tapped your name before he could think twice.
The call rang twice before he heard you pick up.
âYeah?â Your voice came through the phone, soft and clear, like nothing had happened. Like everything was normal.
For a moment, Heeseung couldnât bring himself to say anything. He felt stupid for even calling. What did he want from you? Was it just loneliness? Or was it something else?
âI⌠Yeah. I donât know why I called,â he admitted, his voice trailing off. âItâs late. I just⌠thought about you, I guess.â
His words felt like a confession, and it made him uncomfortable. He wasnât used to this. Not used to admitting heâd been thinking about someone else. His mind was trying to make sense of it all, but nothing was fitting into place.
He didnât wait for you to answer immediately. Instead, he let the silence stretch on for a few seconds, his heart racing in a way he didnât want to acknowledge.
On the other end, you hadnât spoken either. He could hear you breathing, the small, steady rhythm that felt so calm, so different from his own thoughts.
And thatâs when he realized something. He didnât want this silence to end. Not yet. Not when he was still trying to figure out why he felt so unsettled when it came to you.
âAre you still there?â Heeseung asked quietly, his voice barely a whisper.
You responded, your voice warm but tinged with confusion. âYeah, Iâm here.â
âI donât know what Iâm doing,â he said, the words escaping before he could stop them. He sounded almost embarrassed. But the truth was, he didnât. He didnât know why heâd called, or why you were on his mind more than he cared to admit.
You didnât say anything at first. Maybe you were still processing it, like he was. Or maybe you didnât know how to respond. But after a few beats, you finally spoke again.
âI thought you said my voice was annoying,â you said lightly, teasing but not in a mean way. âWhat did you say I sounded like?â
Heeseung froze for a second, his mind flashing back to earlier when he had made that joke about your voice. Damn, he didnât expect you to bring that up now.
He almost laughed, but it came out more like a groan. âI was just messing around,â he said, cutting you off. âIt wasnât like that. Itâs justââ
Just what? He had no idea. He didnât know why he was acting so awkward all of a sudden, or why he couldnât just let himself relax when he was talking to you.
âI donât know whatâs wrong with me,â he muttered under his breath, shaking his head even though you couldnât see him. âI guess I just⌠wanted to hear your voice. Thatâs all.â
The words came out too easily, and for a moment, he regretted saying them. But something about it felt right too. It was trueâhe did want to hear your voice. He wanted to talk to you more. He just didnât know what this was.
There was another long silence between you two, but it wasnât awkward. Not really. Just⌠something else, something he couldnât quite place.
After a while, Heeseung realized he couldnât keep lying to himself about how he felt. There was something between you and him, something that was more than just friendship. More than just shared moments. And maybe that was what scared him the most.
But for now, he didnât want to overthink it. He didnât want to analyze the situation or try to make sense of something that didnât need to be explained.
For once, he just wanted to hear your voice again.
The next day, Heeseung woke up to his phone buzzing, the bright morning light filtering through the blinds. The events of last night were still fresh in his mindâmore than he cared to admit. He couldnât stop thinking about that phone call. You were still on his mind, in that odd, unexpected way.
It wasnât like him to care about someone like that. But here he was, wondering how your voice could be so easy to listen to, how something as small as a text or call from you could have him feeling all kinds of things he wasnât prepared for.
He glanced at the clockâjust after noon. Normally, he would still be in bed, lounging with no plans, letting the day slip by. But today, something was different. The thought of calling you felt like an impulse he couldnât ignore anymore.
Before he could overthink it, he grabbed his phone and tapped on your contact.
It rang once. Twice.
âHey,â he said when you picked up, his voice a little raspy. âItâs me.â
There was a brief pause before you answered. âHey, you. Whatâs up? Itâs still early for you.â
He rubbed his face, still half asleep. âYeah, just woke up⌠couldnât sleep last night.â
âOh, really?â You sounded surprised, your voice light. âWhat kept you up?â
He ran a hand through his hair, leaning back against the wall. âI donât know⌠just stuff. Canât really explain it.â He let out a soft sigh, realizing how little sense that made. âIâve been thinking a lot.â
âAbout what?â you asked, and Heeseung could almost hear the curiosity in your voice.
He hesitated, unsure how to explain what was happening in his head. âI donât really know. Just⌠things. Itâs nothing. Whatever.â He waved his hand in the air as if you could see him through the phone.
âOkayâŚâ you replied, then added, âSo, whatâs going on? You feeling alright?â
There was something about the way you said it, like you genuinely cared. And it made Heeseung uncomfortable, in the way that the truth always did. He scratched the back of his neck and exhaled, still unsure how to phrase it.
âI was wondering,â he started, voice trailing off. âIf you, uh, wanted to hang out or something. I donât know⌠like⌠do you want to get some coffee or whatever?â
There was a long pause on the other end, and Heeseung immediately regretted asking. He was being an idiot, right? Why would you want to spend time with him?
Then you spoke, your voice surprised, but also a little amused. âWait, hold on. You⌠want to hang out with me? Thatâs a first.â
Heeseungâs face flushed slightly, a mix of annoyance and embarrassment creeping up on him. He rubbed his temple, trying to hide the fact that his heart had skipped a beat. âYeah, yeah. I mean, itâs not a big deal. I just thought⌠I donât know, itâd be cool.â
You chuckled softly, and Heeseung couldnât tell if it was a good laugh or one of those teasing ones. But he didnât mind, for some reason. âAlright, alright,â you said after a moment. âIâm down. I guess Iâll meet you in an hour at the park near the beach? We can grab some coffee afterward.â
Heeseung exhaled in relief, trying to hide the fact that he was more excited than he shouldâve been. âSounds good,â he said casually. âIâll see you there.â
After ending the call, Heeseung leaned back against the wall, staring at his phone for a moment. That was easy, he thought. Why was he overthinking it so much? Hanging out with you didnât feel as weird as he imagined.
As he moved to get ready, he realized that it didnât matter what his reasons were. He just wanted to spend time with you.
So, maybe it was a first. But it definitely wouldnât be the last.
The late afternoon sun hung low in the sky, casting a warm, golden glow over the beach. Heeseung and you had made your way down to the shore, where you laid out a picnic mat, the soft sound of waves crashing against the sand filling the air. The sky above was a clear canvas, fading into shades of pink and orange as the day began to wind down. It was peaceful, calmingâeverything that Seoul was not.
You sat cross-legged on the mat, your hair flowing in the breeze as you nibbled on some snacks youâd brought along. Heeseung had settled beside you, his eyes initially drawn to the vast horizon, but his gaze would inevitably return to you. You were so at ease, so calm. It felt different from anything he was used to back in Seoul. There, everything moved so fastâlife was a blur of people, noise, and fleeting connections. But here, with you, there was something real. Something still and genuine.
Heeseung leaned back on his elbows, watching as you hummed lightly to yourself, your eyes lost in thought as you gazed at the ocean. The way you were so comfortable with everything around you, so familiar with the peace of this place, made him feel out of place. He shifted on the mat, moving a little closer to you, not really sure why. But something about you, about this town, felt like it was chipping away at his walls.
He cleared his throat, breaking the comfortable silence. âSo, tell me, do you do this all the time? Come here and just⌠chill?â
You turned to him, a small smile on your lips. âYeah, I guess so. Busanâs pretty laid-back. Itâs kind of hard not to just enjoy the calm every now and then, right?â
Heeseung nodded, though his expression remained a little guarded. âI get it,â he muttered, his voice low. âItâs just⌠different, you know? Iâm used to the noise, the chaos.â
You looked over at him, raising an eyebrow. âAnd you donât like it here?â
Heeseung hesitated for a moment before answering. âI donât know. Itâs just⌠too quiet sometimes.â
You chuckled, and for a moment, he felt like maybe he could let his guard down just a little. But then, without warning, his eyes caught yours, and there was something in the way you looked at him that made his heart skip a beat. He didnât know why, but he suddenly found himself leaning in, just a little closer, and before he knew what was happening, his lips brushed against yours in a soft, sudden kiss.
It wasnât planned. It wasnât something he expected. It just⌠happened. And for that brief moment, everything around himâthe ocean, the beach, the sunâfaded away, and all he could focus on was you.
When he pulled away, he noticed the shock in your eyes. You were frozen for a moment, clearly caught off guard, and Heeseungâs heart dropped. What did that mean? Was it just an impulsive thing? Or something else? His mind raced, but he didnât have time to process it before you stood up, your face flushed with surprise.
âI⌠I have to go,â you said quickly, your voice shaky as you took a few steps back. âI⌠Iâll see you later.â
Before Heeseung could say anything, you turned and started running down the beach, your footsteps quick and light on the sand. His breath caught in his throat as he watched you go, the confusion eating at him. What the hell just happened?
He sat there for a moment, staring after you. His heart was still pounding in his chest, and his mind was a blur of thoughts. What was that kiss? Why did it feel so⌠different from everything else in his life? And why did he feel like a total idiot?
He looked at the spot where you had been sitting, the picnic mat still partially sprawled out on the sand. The gentle breeze tugged at the corners, and Heeseung couldnât shake the feeling that something had just shifted. He hadnât expected to feel anythingâespecially not like thisâbut he did. And it left him feeling vulnerable in a way he wasnât used to.
After a few moments, he stood up, brushing the sand off his pants. His mind was still racing. Why did he kiss you? What was that about? And why did it feel like the world had suddenly gotten a little bit quieter, even after youâd left?
He stood still for a while longer, trying to make sense of everything, but there was no answer. Only the waves crashing in the distance, the soft sand under his feet, and the weight of his thoughts pressing down on him.
As the sun began to set, Heeseung couldnât help but wonder if this would be the last time things felt simple. Maybe that was the way it always went with himâhe was used to chaos, to distractions, to the fast-paced life of Seoul. But now, in this peaceful town, with you, things felt different. Too different. And it scared him.
It was another restless night. Heeseung lay in his bed, staring at the ceiling, the familiar weight of uncertainty pressing on him. The thoughts wouldnât stop. His mind kept replaying the moment you ran off from the beach after that kiss. The look on your faceâshocked, confused, maybe even a little hurtâlingered in his mind. It wasnât supposed to happen like that. He didnât plan it. But he couldnât ignore the way his heart had raced the second his lips met yours, and how everything felt so⌠right, despite the chaos in his head.
He turned over, grabbing his phone from the nightstand, his thumb hovering over your contact. He wanted to hear your voice. He wanted to know if you were okay, if everything was alright after that awkward moment. He needed to know.
But when he hit the call button and waited, the phone rang⌠and rang⌠and rang.
He furrowed his brow, his thumb tapping impatiently on the screen. The ringing continued, and he frowned deeper. Normally, you always picked up. Even if it was late, you would answer, offering him some kind of comfort, even if it was just through a simple greeting.
But not tonight.
Heeseung bit his lip, frustration building in his chest. What if something happened? What if you were mad? What if something was wrong? Why wasnât you picking up? You always did.
The silence in his room felt suffocating. The weight of his thoughts, his confusion, his stupid mistake on the beach all added up in the heavy silence. He couldnât lie to himself. He was worried. Not just because of the kiss, but because the thought of you being upsetâor worse, hurtâbothered him more than it should have.
The ringing stopped, and the voicemail greeting came on, the sound of your voice filling his ears. âHey, itâs me. Leave a message!â
He didnât even bother leaving a message. What could he say? He wasnât sure what he was feeling himself.
He hung up abruptly, frustration bubbling up inside him.
Without thinking, he shoved his phone back into his pocket, threw off the covers, and got out of bed. He had to do something. He couldnât just lie there, wondering, waiting for an answer that didnât come.
He quietly slipped out of the room, careful not to wake up his grandmother, who was probably already fast asleep. The house was eerily quiet. His footsteps were muffled on the hardwood floor as he crept toward the door, feeling the weight of the decision pressing down on him.
He was being ridiculous.
But he couldnât shake the feeling in his chest, that gnawing, aching feeling that something was wrong. He didnât know why he felt it, but he did. And now, standing outside in the cool night air, he found himself walking down the street toward where you lived.
It was late, but he didnât care. He couldnât just sit around. He couldnât let his stupid feelings take over his head, especially not after heâd already messed things up.
As he walked, his mind raced. What if you were still angry? What if you didnât want to see him? He clenched his fists at his sides, pushing those thoughts away. This wasnât about that. This was about making sure you were okay. Because, damn it, he cared.
The streets of Busan were quiet, the only sounds being his footsteps and the occasional rustling of leaves in the breeze. His heart pounded in his chest, and with each step, the feeling of anxiety grew. What the hell was he even doing?
When he finally reached your place, he paused at the gate, looking up at the dark windows. He felt like an idiot. But there he was, standing in front of your house, unsure of what to do next. Should he knock? Should he just go home?
The thought of just turning around and leaving made his stomach churn. He couldnât. Not when he was this unsure of what was going on between you two.
With a deep breath, Heeseung made up his mind. He wasnât going to leave until he knew you were okay. And that meant doing something he wasnât used to: admitting that he cared.
He stood there for a moment, his heart pounding in his chest. Should he just text you? No, he had to hear your voice. He had to know you were safe, that you werenât upset, that you hadnât disappeared from his life for good.
With one last glance at the still-dark windows, Heeseung walked up to the front door and stood there, his hand hovering over the doorknob, wondering if he was making a huge mistake. But, in that moment, the only thing he could think of was you. And the only thing he wanted was for you to be okay.
The soft creak of the door echoed through the night as you opened it, and Heeseung froze, his heartbeat louder than ever. You stood there in your side braids, eyes tired but wide awake, a sight he never thought heâd find himself looking at in the middle of the night. He was at a loss for words, but there you were, standing in front of him.
His mouth opened, but no words came out. It wasnât until you broke the silence that Heeseung realized how much he had been holding back.
âIââ You started, your voice quiet but steady. âIâm sorry for⌠running off earlier. I just⌠overreacted.â
Heeseung blinked, caught off guard by how calm you sounded. He wanted to say something, but he just stood there, unsure of how to express himself.
You looked down for a moment, gathering your thoughts, then met his eyes again. âIâve never kissed anyone before,â you admitted. âAnd I guess I wasnât ready for it. It⌠kind of threw me off, but I shouldnât have run away like that. Iâm really sorry.â
Heeseungâs heart pounded. He could feel a weight lifting off his chest, but at the same time, the confusion remained. You⌠hadnât kissed anyone? That made everything even more complicated. And yet, the way you spokeâso sincere, so vulnerableâonly made him want to reach out to you more.
You hesitated. âI do feel the same way. I just⌠didnât know how to react.â
The words hung in the air between you both. The same way. Heeseungâs chest tightened at the thought. He had been so confused about his feelings toward you, but hearing that, hearing you say you felt the sameâit was like a dam breaking.
He stepped closer, his voice shaky but genuine, âItâs okay. I didnât know how to handle it either. I⌠I wasnât expecting this. But, I really like you. I do. Iâve never met anyone like you before.â His breath hitched as he continued, âYouâre⌠pure. And beautiful. In a way thatâs different from anything Iâve ever known.â
Your eyes widened in surprise, and Heeseung could feel the weight of his words settling in the air. He had never said anything like that to anyone, especially not like this. But for some reason, it felt right. He had never felt this drawn to someone before.
You took a slow breath, processing what he said. The silence stretched between you, neither of you knowing exactly what to say next. Heeseung looked at youâreally looked at youâand everything that had been swirling in his mind began to make sense. He didnât know how he felt about being in Busan. He didnât know how he felt about his past. But he knew, without a doubt, that right now, in this moment, you were the one thing he didnât want to lose.
Finally, you spoke again, your voice soft and a little hesitant, but still sincere. âI⌠I guess thatâs why I ran off earlier. Iâve never been in this situation before. Youâre so⌠different from everyone I know. And itâs just⌠itâs scary, Heeseung.â
Heeseungâs heart clenched at the vulnerability in your voice. He didnât expect this from you, and it made him admire you even more. You werenât playing games; you were being real. And that, for some reason, scared him, too.
âI understand,â Heeseung murmured. âI really do.â
He stepped even closer, his hand slowly reaching for yours. For a brief moment, he was scared to make a move, but then, he couldnât stop himself. âBut I want to figure this out. With you. If youâll let me.â
There was a long pause, and for a moment, Heeseung was convinced you were going to back away. But then you nodded, your gaze softening as you looked at him.
âIâd like that,â you said quietly.
Heeseung smiled, his heart finally easing. Maybe this was it. Maybe this was something real. He didnât know exactly where it would go, but for the first time in a long time, he felt like he could breathe.
âI never thought Iâd meet someone like you,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
You tilted your head slightly, your eyes still wide but soft. âSomeone like me?â
âYeah,â he said, his voice steadying. âSomeone... Different. In a good way.â
You blinked, the tiniest smile creeping onto your face as you looked at him. Heeseung didnât know what to do with himself anymore. All the things he had been feeling, all the questions he had about why you mattered so much, all of it felt like it was making sense. And he didnât want to let that go.
âIâve never met anyone like you either,â you said softly, your voice almost shy now.
Heeseung felt a warmth spread through him at your words. This⌠this was unexpected. He wasnât sure what he was doing, but he knew he didnât want to lose this. He didnât want to lose you.
There was another pause, and you cleared your throat. âSo⌠do you wanna come in?â
He blinked at you, still in a daze from everything that had just happened. âYeah. I⌠Iâd like that.â
Heeseung stepped inside, his heart still racing from the conversation. The cool night air felt a lot warmer now, and everything around him seemed to fade into the background. All that mattered was that you were standing in front of him, looking at him with a mixture of curiosity and uncertaintyâjust as confused as he was, but somehow more composed. It was comforting and disorienting all at once.
You closed the door behind him with a soft click, and there was a brief silence as the two of you stood in the hallway, unsure of what to do next.
âSo, uh,â Heeseung finally broke the silence, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. âWhat now?â
You let out a small laugh, still standing near the door. âIâm⌠Iâm not sure either. I wasnât exactly expecting you to come here in the middle of the night.â
Heeseung smirked, but it wasnât teasing this time. It was more of a nervous, unsure kind of smile. âYeah, I wasnât expecting myself to either.â
The both of you fell into another pause, neither of you quite knowing how to fill the space. But, for once, it wasnât uncomfortable. It was just⌠quiet. But a good kind of quiet.
You broke the silence once more, this time more seriously. âYou know, Iâve never really been in a situation like this before. I mean, I donât even know what this is exactly. But I canât ignore how I feel either.â
Heeseung nodded slowly. âSame. I donât know what to call this either. But I like it. I donât know why, but I do.â
You looked at him, your eyes thoughtful. âI donât think we need to figure it out right away. Iâm still trying to figure out what I feel. But⌠I do like you, Heeseung.â
Heeseung felt something inside him soften at your words. He hadnât been expecting to hear that. The uncertainty he had been carrying for so long seemed to melt away in that moment.
âI like you too,â he murmured, almost in disbelief. âI didnât think Iâd ever⌠feel this way. Especially not after everything Iâve been through.â
You smiled slightly, sensing the vulnerability in his voice. âWhat do you mean?â
Heeseung hesitated for a moment, unsure if he should share this side of himself. But something about you made him feel like he could. âBack home in Seoul, I never really connected with anyone like this. Iâve always been surrounded by people, but it was⌠shallow. I never really let anyone in. But with you⌠itâs different. You make me feel like Iâm not just some⌠guy passing through.â
Your expression softened, and you stepped closer to him. âI think youâre more than that. You just have to let yourself see it.â
Heeseung couldnât help but stare at you, his heart beating a little faster. âI never thought anyone would say that to me. Especially not you.â
âWell, now you know,â you said with a soft, teasing smile.
Heeseung felt a lump form in his throat. It was strangeâhe had never felt this way before, so exposed. But there was something about you that made him feel safe, even when everything else felt uncertain.
Without thinking, he took another step closer to you, his gaze locked on yours. âI want to be someone you can rely on. I donât know what the future holds, but⌠I want to try.â
For the first time in what felt like forever, Heeseung wasnât thinking about what he had left behind in Seoul, or how much he missed his old life. He was thinking about you, about this moment, about how much he wanted to make it last.
You smiled softly, your eyes reflecting something he couldnât quite place. âWeâll figure it out together, Heeseung.â
And in that moment, he knew that whatever happened, he wasnât alone anymore.
It had been a few days since everything changed between Heeseung and you. The late-night calls, the stolen kisses, and the soft, lingering moments shared in the quiet of Busan. Things had settled into a routine, though it was a new kind of routine neither of you had expected. Heeseung had slowly started warming up to the idea of being with you, and youâwell, you were finding yourself getting more comfortable with him every day, even if you still got flustered by the smallest things.
Heeseung had invited you over to his room, a casual invitation that made your heart skip a beat. You hadnât expected it, but you couldnât turn it down. And here you were, standing in front of him, holding a bowl of instant ramen, the steam rising and filling the air with a comforting, familiar scent.
âRamen again?â Heeseung asked with a small smile, clearly amused. âYouâve got a thing for this stuff, huh?â
You rolled your eyes playfully. âYouâre the one who loves it. Donât act like Iâm the only one obsessed here.â
Heeseung chuckled and gestured for you to sit on his bed. You did so, placing the bowl of ramen in your hands, while Heeseung sat beside you. His eyes immediately found their way to you, and you could feel his gaze on you.
âWhat?â you asked, trying to brush it off, though you felt a flutter in your stomach from the way he was looking at you.
Heeseung didnât immediately reply. He just stared at you, a small, almost shy smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âYouâre just so pretty right now.â
Your cheeks flushed instantly, and you quickly covered your face with your hands, trying to hide the warmth spreading across your skin. âIâstop it,â you stammered, your voice soft.
Heeseung gently took your hands in his, pulling them away from your face. His touch was light, almost teasing as he said, âMove them. Let me see your face.â
You hesitated for a moment, but when he didnât let go, you slowly lowered your hands. The way he was looking at you made your heart race. He was so close, and you could feel the heat between you both.
âSo cute,â he added, his voice low and sincere. The word made your heart skip another beat, and you couldnât help but look away, a soft laugh escaping your lips.
âStop it,â you mumbled, trying to hide the embarrassment you felt.
Heeseung just smiled, his gaze still soft but undeniably affectionate. He leaned in slightly, his lips brushing against your ear as he whispered, âI mean it, though. You really are.â
Your heart fluttered, your hands still in his, and you couldnât help but smile. There was something about the way he made you feelâsomething that made you forget about all the awkwardness you usually felt around guys, something that made you feel special in a way you never had before.
âYouâre not so bad yourself,â you finally said, your voice quieter, more confident now that you werenât so embarrassed by his words.
Heeseung smirked, leaning back against the bed with a playful gleam in his eyes. âWell, Iâm glad you think so. But I think you might be biased.â
You shrugged. âMaybe, but Iâm still right.â
Heeseung chuckled softly, shaking his head. âYouâre really something else, Y/n.â
For a moment, the two of you just sat there, laughing quietly, the comfortable silence stretching between you. But in that silence, something was shifting again. Something you both had begun to recognize but hadnât quite put into words yet.
âI still canât believe you told your grandma about us,â you teased, trying to shift the focus to something else to avoid getting lost in the intensity of the moment.
Heeseung groaned, his face reddening slightly. âYouâre never going to let me live that down, are you?â
You grinned, nudging him with your elbow. âNope. But she was cute about it, though.â
âCute? She was totally shocked! She started teasing me right away.â
âWell, Iâm sure sheâs happy for you,â you said, your smile softening as you spoke. âShe seems like she knows whatâs best for you.â
âYeah,â Heeseung said, his tone quiet, more thoughtful now. âI think she does.â
As the night wore on, the two of you fell into a quiet rhythm, sharing food, talking about everything and nothing, and just enjoying each otherâs company. Heeseung had started to open up in a way he hadnât before, and even though he still had his moments of being cold and distant, you could see the change in him.
And maybeâjust maybeâyou were starting to realize that you didnât need all the answers right away. You didnât need to label this, to rush into figuring out what was between you. All you needed was to enjoy the moments you had with him.
And, for once, that felt enough.
You didnât notice how close he was until you felt his hand on your thigh, gently moving it up and down. Your heart skipped a beat at the gesture, and you looked up at him. His gaze was intense, his eyes fixated on you.
He leaned in a little closer, his face just inches away from yours. âY/n,â he whispered, his voice low and rough.
Your breath caught in your throat, your heart racing. You couldnât look away from him, his presence overwhelming in the best way possible.
Heeseung moved even closer, his hand still on your thigh, his touch causing goose bumps to form on your skin. His breath was warm against your cheek as he spoke. âCan IâŚ?â
You didnât need him to finish the question to know what he was asking, but you still nodded, your heart racing even faster. He leaned in even more, his hand still on your thigh, his touch sending shivers down your spine.
And then, he kissed you.
It was soft, tentative at firstâhis lips lightly brushing against yours. And then, he deepened the kiss, his hand on your thigh moving to the small of your back, pulling you closer to him. Your heart was pounding in your chest as you melted into the kiss, your own hands reaching up to touch him, your fingers running through his hair.
The world seemed to fall away as you two kissed, the intensity between you growing stronger with each passing second. Heeseungâs arms wrapped around you, holding you tightly against him, and you couldnât help but lean into him, craving the closeness.
The kiss slowed as he pulled back, resting his forehead against yours. His eyes were still fixed on you, and you could see the mix of tenderness and desire in his gaze.
âY/n,â he whispered your name, his voice thick with emotion. âYou have no idea what you do to me.â
You felt your cheeks heat up under his gaze, your heart fluttering at his confession. You could feel the warmth of his body against yours, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat against your chest.
He kissed you again, a little harder this time, his hands moving to your hips, lifting you onto his lap. You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him back with equal fervor.
As the kiss deepened, Heeseungâs hands began to roam, exploring your body, his touch leaving a trail of heat on your skin. His fingers found the hem of your shirt, creeping under it, his touch feather-light yet leaving you breathless.
You gasped at the feel of his hands on your bare skin, and the sound only made Heeseung deepen the kiss further. His hands continued their journey up your sides, tracing the curves of your body and leaving you wanting more.
Finally, Heeseung broke the kiss, taking a moment to catch his breath. He rested his forehead against yours once more, his hands still on your waist, his grip firm but gentle.
He looked at you, his eyes searching your face, as if memorizing every detail. âYouâre beautiful,â he murmured, his voice tinged with amazement and desire.
Heeseung's hand stayed on your thigh, his touch growing bolder as he raised an eyebrow, tugging on your shirt.
Your heart pounded in your chest, your mind swirling with anticipation and nervousness. You knew what he was asking, and the fact that he was asking instead of assuming made your heart flutter even more.
You nodded, giving him a small, shaky smile. "Yeah...go ahead."
His hand moved slowly, leaving your thigh and making its way to the hem of your shirt. His fingers brushed against your skin, sending tingles up your spine. He looked at you, his eyes seeking permission, and you nodded again, your breath catching in your throat.
Heiseung lifted the hem of your shirt, his hands exploring the newly exposed skin. His touch was light, his eyes tracing the curves and lines of your body.
You couldn't help yourself, your fingers tugging on the fabric of his shirt, a desperate, silent plea.
Heeseung chuckled lowly, that sound sending a shiver down your spine. "Eager, are we?" he teased.
His hands stilled as he looked down at you, his eyes filled with a mix of mockery and desire. But then he shrugged off his shirt, his muscles flexing as he discarded it on the floor.
You couldn't help but stare at his bare chest, the sight of him taking your breath away. His skin was golden in the low light, the planes of his chest and abdominal muscles well-defined and sculpted.
Heeseung caught you staring, a smirk on his face. "See something you like?" he teased, his voice low and rough.
You blushed, trying to look away but finding yourself unable to. Your fingers itched to touch him, to explore the smooth skin of his chest. You could feel the heat radiating from him, drawing you closer.
"Shut up," you pout, your voice barely above a whisper. "You know I do."
Heeseung's smirk widened as he leaned in closer, his gaze fixed on you. "Is that so?" he said, the teasing edge in his voice causing your cheeks to heat up even more.
Before you could answer, he pulled you in closer, pressing soft trail of kisses onto your neck. âOh god, Hee-â you sighed as you tilted your head to give him better access.
Heeseung's mouth found a sensitive spot on your neck, and you couldn't help but sigh again. "Mmm," he murmured against your skin, his breath hot.
His hands were on your waist, pulling you even closer to him. You could feel the heat radiating off him, his body pressed against yours as he continued to kiss and nibble at your neck.
Feeling the tension between you growing, an uncontrollable need started building up inside you, like an itch begging to be scratched.
Heeseung's mouth was still on your neck, his kisses becoming more urgent, his hands still firmly holding your waist.
Unable to resist, you started moving, your hips grinding against him, trying to ease the tension. You could hear his breath catch as you moved, and he pulled away from your neck to look at you.
âFuck,â he groaned into your ear as he leaned his head against the headboard. âY/n Iâm going to cum like this if you keep moving like this.â
You felt your cheeks getting hot, not realizing the effect you had on him. âI-Iâm sorry,â you replied sheepishly, looking down. âItâs my first time andââ
âNo, no,â he interrupted as he tilts your chin back up. âHey, look at me. Youâre doing great.â
Heeseungâs eyes were intense as he looked at you, the desire in them only growing stronger. "Donât apologize," he said, his voice a little hoarse. "Itâs perfect, youâre perfect. Just keep going. I want to feel you."
His words were like an electric shock through your body, your skin tingling all over. You couldnât help but shiver at the intensity in his gaze, your heart pounding in your chest.
Heeseung leaned in again, his gaze still intense as he closed the distance between your lips. This time, the kiss was urgent and needy, his lips moving against yours with a hunger that mirrored your own.
Your bodies were pressed hard against against each other, the heat between you growing even hotter. Your hands were in his hair, fingers tugging at the soft strands, while his hands were on your hips, holding you tightly against him.
Heeseungâs hands moved to your back, his fingers trailing up your spine, leaving a trail of heat as they went. They found the clasp of your bra, his touch gentle but sure as he unclips it. He pulled back for just a moment, his eyes locking with yours, as if asking permission.
You felt exposed under his gaze but nodded, your breath hitching in your throat as he slid the straps of your bra down your arms, discarding it on the floor.
Heeseung's eyes darkened as he looked at you, his teeth biting down on his lower lip. You could feel his arousal growing stronger, his body tensing under your touch.
His hands started roaming, one hand moving up your back, the other tracing down your side to your hip. He pulled you closer, his breath hot against your skin as he moved his lips to your throat, leaving a trail of kisses down to your collarbone.
Heeseung's hand moved down to your chest, his touch light but possessive as he gently squeezed your tits, his palm cupping it. His fingers started to move in slow, circular motions, as he took in your reaction. His gaze darkened with desire as he watched the way you responded to his touch, his expression stoic but his eyes alive with heat.
You could feel the tension building like a coiled spring, the need for more growing with each passing moment. You looked up at him, your gaze heavy-lidded and filled with desire.
"Heeseung," you murmured, your voice a little breathless. "Please...I want-"
Heeseung silenced you with a kiss, his lips covering yours in an urgent, heated kiss. He understood what you wanted, and he was more than willing to give it to you.
He kissed you deeply, his tongue seeking yours, as his hand continued to move over your boobs, gently squeezing and teasing your sensitive skin.
Heeseung gently pushed you onto the bed, his body hovering over you, his eyes locked on yours. He was taking control, and you were more than willing to let him.
He leaned down, his lips finding your neck again as his hands started to move, skimming down your sides, tracing the curves of your body. You felt him reach the hem of your skirt, his fingers teasing at the edge.
He looked at you, his eyes smoldering, asking permission once again.
You nodded, your body trembling with anticipation, your breath coming in short gasps. Heeseung smirked, his fingers slipping under the hem of your skirt, slowly pulling it up off your legs, the cool air hitting your skin making you shiver.
As the skirt came off, Heeseungâs hand lingered on your thigh, his touch light but possessive. He looked at you again, his eyes roaming over your body, taking in every inch of you.
âAre you sure this is what you want?â he murmured, his breath warm against your ear. âHeeseung please,â you whined, and that was all he needed as he pushed your panties aside, shoving in two of his fingers inside your core, making you let out a loud moan.
Your hands gripped the bedsheets, your mouth forming an âoâ shape. âHee- feels so good,â you said shakily. He smirks at your reaction, but focused more on your pleasure. âYeah? Do you want me to add another?â He replied, his voice lowered.
"Yes," you nodded, your voice barely above a whisper. "Please, Heeseung, I want more."
He didn't hesitate, inserting another finger with ease. The motion was so fluid, it sent a shiver down your spine. "You feel so wet for me," he murmured, his voice dark with desire. He pressed closer to you, his body hot against yours, as he continued to move his fingers inside you.
As he moved his fingers, he kept searching for that one spot inside of you - the one that would make your body quiver and shake with pleasure. He curled his fingers, sliding them in and out of you, searching for that one spot inside you that would make you cry out in pleasure.
With every movement, he was getting closer and closer to finding it. "Relax," he whispered, "let me make you feel good."
He slowly withdrew his fingers, his gaze fixed on you as he replaced them with his mouth. He started with gentle kisses, his lips moving over your skin, making you shiver in anticipation.
And then his tongue replaced his fingers, slipping inside of you, exploring you with practiced ease. He knew what he was doing, and it was driving you wild. You could feel the heat radiating from his body, the muscles in his back tenses.
You covered your mouth with your hand as you looked at Heeseung in between your legs. Something you never thought was possible. âIâm so close,â you whimpered, bucking your hips up unintentionally.
He didnât stop, if anything his pace quickened, his hands gripping your thighs. âCum for me baby,â he said, his voice was low and rough. He locked eyes with you, his gaze filled with so much desire it was hard to look away.
You could feel your body coiling tighter and tighter. He knew exactly what to do, exactly what to say, and it was too much. âPlease Heeseung,â you pleaded, your head falling back onto the pillows. âPlease I canât-â
âYes you can princess,â he murmured, giving you just enough friction to drive you wild without quite sending you over the edge. He continued working you with single-minded intensity, his mouth and hands working in the perfect sync to bring you to the very edge.
âH-hee, please no more, c-canât take it anymore...â you stuttered, your body arching off the bed as your fingers tightened in heeseungâs hair. His mouth, a warm, wet heaven between your legs, his tongue moving in fast, deliberate circles that drive you closer to the edge. But your pleas fall on deaf ears, a smirk playing on his lips as he pulls away just long enough to let your trembling thighs fall apart once more.
Your skin is flushed and sticky with sweat, your heart racing as he kissed the inside of your thigh, leaving a trail of pecks that makes you shiver. âyou can take it, baby, you know you can,â he praised, the sound of his voice sending another shockwave through your body. you want to argue, but all that comes out is a whine as his mouth finds your clit again, sucking gently.
His tongue swirls around the sensitive bud, the pressure just shy of painful. Your muscles clench around his fingers, which are buried deep within you, moving in a rhythm that matches his mouth. It is overwhelming, the sensation of being so close to the peak again, especially when your body is so sensitive from your lack of experience. Your toes curl into the bedsheets, and you bite down on your lower lip, trying to stifle the moan that wants to escape.
He paused, looking up at you with those bambi eyes. âMoan for me, baby. I wanna hear how much you love this,â he whispered, his voice thick with desire. your cheeks burn with a mix of pleasure and embarrassment, but you nod, feeling the heat of his gaze on you.
His mouth returned to your clit, his tongue flicking against it rapidly. your eyes roll back in your head and had you seeing stars. You can't help but let out a high pitched moan. he chuckles against your sensitive folds, the vibration sending sparks of sensation shooting through you. Your hips rock upward, seeking more, but he keeps his rhythm, not giving you the full force you crave just yet.
His fingers inside you started to move faster, curling and stroking, hitting that spot deep within you that makes your legs quiver. you moaned louder now, unable to hold it back. your hands tighten in his hair, urging him closer, but he's unfazed, maintaining his relentless pace. âPlease, yes, right there,â you panted, your voice hoarse from all the moaning and begging.
His eyes locked onto yours, the smirk on his face growing wider. âyou look so beautiful like this,â he said, his voice filled with admiration. Your heart swells with love for him, making the pleasure heâs giving you even more intense. He added a third finger, stretching you just enough to make you gasp. Your body starts to tremble uncontrollably, the tension coiling tighter with every passing moment.
You felt the orgasm building again. your nails dig into his scalp, the pain mixing with the pleasure. Heeseungâs eyes darken with desire as he watches your reaction, his own breathing heavy and ragged. he knows he's pushing you to the edge, and it only spurs him on. Your moans become more frequent, filling the room with the sweet sound of your release.
His tongue presses harder against your clit, his fingers pumping in and out of you with a fervent pace. your body starts to convulse, muscles tightening around his fingers. The pressure builds, and just when you think you can't take anymore, it hits. with a cry, you squirt all over his face, the warm liquid spilling out of you. his eyes widen in surprise, but he doesnât miss a beat, lapping it up eagerly. Embarrassment hit as you realize what you had just done, but fades with ease as he handled it nonchalantly. The feeling is so intense, you can't help but thrash on the bed, your legs shaking uncontrollably.
Your eyes popped open, watching him with a mix of shock and arousal. âYes, baby, so good,â he murmured, his voice muffled by your folds. your chest heaves with every breath you take, your heart hammering in your ears. he licks you clean, his movements slowing as your orgasm subsides. then, he looks up, his nose and chin covered in your juices.
His eyes sparkle with mischief and satisfaction. âyou taste so good,â he said, his tongue darting out to lick his lips. the sight of him like that, so raw and hungry for you, sends a fresh wave of desire through your body. you canât help but feel a bit smug, knowing youâve driven him to this point.
"You make me insane, you know that?" he murmured, his voice rough. "I can't get enough of you." He leaned down, his body heat melding with yours, his arms caging you in. his lips found yours again, and the kiss was hot and needy, a reflection of the hunger that was still coursing through him.
Heeseung smirked, his gaze fixed on you. "You're doing so good for your first, you know?" he said, his voice thick with desire. You look away from him, muttering âno Iâm not,â but you know that hes right. In one fluid motion, he unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them off, his boxers following suit.
He was now totally naked in front of you, and the sight was enough to take your breath away. His body was toned and muscular. Every contour and dip and ridge seemed perfectly defined. Every inch of him was beautiful. He then opened his side table drawer and pulled out the box of condoms. âI told you Iâd have use of them somehow,â he smirked while you scoffed in disbelief.
He laughs at your reaction as he positions his cock in front of your leaking pussy. He could see your hands gripping on the sheets as his cock is already half way in. âHeeseung-â you whimpered, your breath shaken.
"Just relax," he whispered, his voice soft now. "I'll go slow. I want you to feel good, okay?" He was being tender, his eyes fixed on your every expression.
He moved slowly, his hands on your hips to help guide him deeper into you. Inch by inch, he filled you, the stretch sending waves of pleasure through you. He paused for a moment, giving you time to adjust to the sensation. His eyes never strayed away from you.
âFuck, youâre tight,â he murmured, his voice strained. You could hear the need in his words, the sheer effort it took for him to hold back. You knew he was trying to be careful, trying to be gentle, but you could feel the hunger in him, the need to take you, to claim you.
âRelax for me, baby. Iâve got you.â He leaned down, his mouth finding your neck, his lips trailing kisses across your skin. He nipped and sucked just below your ear, knowing exactly the effect he had on you.
His hand slowly reached down, finding your clit, and he started rubbing small, soft circles that set your body on fire. His mouth moved lower, his lips tracing a trail across your collarbone, then your chest, finding your nipple and swirling his tongue around it. âI'm gonna make you feel so good,â he promised, his voice muffled against your skin. His words sent a shiver down your spine, the promise in them making your heart race.
You looked up at him, your body trembling with pleasure, and managed to say through uneven breaths. "Please... I.. I can't take it anymore."
He felt your body relax under his touch, and he knew you were ready for more. His eyes darkened with lust as he looked down at you. âYeah?â he asked, his voice low and rough. âWant me to fuck you harder like the slut you are?â
You could only nod, your words failing you. He didn't wait for a verbal response, his body already in motion, his grip on your hips firm and possessive. He began a steady rhythm, his thrusts growing faster and rougher with each passing minute. âYou like it like this, don't you?â he murmured against your skin, his teeth grazing your earlobe. âYou like letting me fill your virgin cunt up?â The ways heâs saying it makes you whimper. Youâve never seen him like this.
Loud and rhythmic, the wet slapping noises filled the room, punctuating every movement with a sharp slap. It was the only sound that broke the deep silence, except for the occasional gasp or whimper from inside the room.
You could feel the tension building, the coil in your belly wound so tight it was almost painful. Heeseungâs breaths were coming in short, quick gasps, his rhythm growing more and more irregular. âYou close, princess?â
You could only nod again, your words failing you once more. He knew he was close too, the tension and need in him palpable. "Cum for me, baby," he murmured, his lips right against your ear. "I want to hear you."
That was all it took, the sound of his voice so close, the dirty words in your ear. You felt the coil snap inside you, pleasure exploding through you, so intense you couldn't help but cry out.
He followed you over the edge, his body rigid as he came, his grip on you tight. He panted in your ear, trying to catch his breath.
"You did so good y/n," he murmured, his voice rough.
"Yeah?" you replied, your voice soft and shaky. "You really think so?" You looked at him, your cheeks flushed, your eyes wide and vulnerable.
He leaned in, giving you a deep, deep kiss. It was tender and loving, his lips moving slowly against yours. He held you tight, cradling your face gently in his hands.
"Of course," he whispered when he finally pulled away, his eyes fixed on you. "you were perfect."
You woke up to the soft glow of the morning sun slipping through the curtains, casting a golden hue over the room. Your body felt heavy, warm from sleep, but something else made you freeze. A weight beside you. Slow, steady breathing.
Your heart pounded.
Heeseung.
The realization hit you all at once.
Carefully, you turned your head, barely daring to move. He was lying next to you, his bare shoulders peeking out from beneath the sheets, his messy hair falling into his face. His features were relaxed, peacefulâso different from the teasing smirks and sharp remarks you were used to.
Heat rushed to your face as last night replayed in your mind. The way his lips felt against yours, the way he touched you like you were the only thing that mattered. The way you had wanted him just as much.
Oh god.
What were you supposed to do now?
Your fingers clutched the blanket, pulling it up higher as if that could somehow shield you from reality. You had never been in this situation beforeâwaking up beside someone like this. Did you get up and leave? Pretend to still be asleep? Say something?
Before you could decide, Heeseung shifted beside you, his breathing changing. A few seconds later, his eyes fluttered open, hazy with sleep as they landed on you.
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
Then, a lazy smirk tugged at his lips. âMorning.â
Your throat felt dry. âMorning.â
A beat of silence.
âYou look like youâre about to freak out,â he murmured, his voice rough from sleep.
âIâIâm not,â you lied, though your stiff posture said otherwise.
Heeseung chuckled, rubbing his eyes before looking at you again, his gaze softer now. âRegretting it?â
You swallowed hard, lips parting, but no words came out. Did you regret it? No. But did you know what to do now? Also no.
Seeing your hesitation, Heeseung sighed, propping himself up on his elbow. âRelax. Itâs just me.â
That was the problem. It was him. Heeseung, the guy you never thought youâd fall for, yet somehow had.
âI justâŚâ you hesitated, finally meeting his gaze. âI donât know what happens now.â
Heeseung studied you for a moment before reaching out, gently brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. The casual intimacy of it sent a shiver down your spine.
âWe do whatever we want,â he said simply. âNo pressure.â
No pressure.
You exhaled slowly, nodding. Maybe this didnât have to be so terrifying.
Heeseung grinned, dropping back onto the pillow. âGood. Now come back here, âcause Iâm not ready to get up yet.â
You hesitated, but when he tugged you closer, you let yourself relaxâjust a littleâletting the warmth between you melt away the uncertainty.
As Heeseung lay beside you, staring up at the ceiling, he couldnât shake the confusion settling in his chest.
He liked you. That much was obvious. The way he looked for you in every crowd, the way his mood instantly lifted whenever you were around, the way he always found himself wanting to call you late at night just to hear your voice.
But how did this happen? How did he, a guy who once lived for parties, hook-ups, and never staying in one place too long, end up hereâin bed with someone like you?
You were his complete opposite.
Soft-spoken. Kind. Pure.
The kind of person who spent their time helping others, who believed in soulmates, who didnât just give their heart away to anyone.
So how the hell did someone like you fall for someone like him?
Heeseung turned his head slightly, watching as you stared at the sheets, lost in your own thoughts. Your fingers fidgeted with the blanket, lips pressed together in that way you always did when you were nervous.
Were you regretting this?
The thought made something twist in his chest.
Because for the first time in his life, Heeseung didnât want this to be just another night he could forget.
And that scared him.
His whole life, he had avoided anything that tied him down. Commitment, feelings, relationshipsâit all seemed pointless to him. But now, here you were, tangled up in his sheets, making him question everything.
His gaze drifted down to where your bare shoulder peeked from beneath the blanket. The marks he had left on your skin were still there, proof that last night had been real. Proof that you were his, even if just for a moment.
You shifted slightly, and he tore his eyes away before you could catch him staring.
ââŚWhat are you thinking about?â your voice was soft, hesitant.
Heeseung exhaled through his nose, running a hand through his messy hair. âHonestly? Trying to figure out how the hell we ended up here.â
You let out a small laugh, but there was uncertainty in your eyes. âYeah⌠me too.â
Silence settled between you.
And then, before he could stop himself, Heeseung muttered, âBut I do know one thing.â
You looked at him, waiting.
He hesitated, feeling almost stupid for admitting it. But screw it.
âI like you,â he said, voice quieter now. âA lot.â
Your eyes widened slightly, and for a second, he thought maybe he had said the wrong thing. But then, slowly, your lips curled into the softest smile.
âI like you too, Heeseung.â
And just like that, some of the confusion faded.
Because maybe, even if it didnât make sense, thisâwhatever it was between youâwas real.
Heeseung never thought heâd say it, but as he lay there beside you, his fingers absentmindedly tracing circles on your wrist, the words slipped out before he could even think them through.
âMaybe Iâll stay in Busan.â
You blinked, turning your head to face him, eyes searching his as if you werenât sure if he was joking.
âYou?â you asked, almost in disbelief. âStay here?â
Heeseung huffed a quiet laugh, staring up at the ceiling. âYeah, I know. Sounds crazy, right?â
You didnât say anything, just watched him carefully, waiting for him to continue.
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI donât know⌠I used to hate it here. It was too quiet, too slow, too different from Seoul. I thought Iâd lose my mind if I had to stay any longer.â
He turned his head, meeting your gaze.
âBut then I met you.â
Your lips parted slightly, but you still didnât say anything.
Heeseung exhaled through his nose, shaking his head. âAnd now⌠I donât know. Maybe quiet isnât so bad. Maybe different isnât so bad. Maybeââ He hesitated. âMaybe I donât want to leave anymore.â
The weight of his words hung between you, and for the first time in a long time, Heeseung wasnât scared of what came next.
Days passed, and something between you and Heeseung settled into place. It wasnât just fleeting glances or hesitant touches anymore. It was realâcomfortable, yet exhilarating in a way neither of you had expected.
Heeseung still missed Seoul sometimes, but not in the same way. The urge to escape had faded. Busan, once dull and suffocating, now felt different. Warmer. Brighter. And he knew it had everything to do with you.
One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in soft oranges and purples, you both sat on the beach, side by side. The waves crashed gently, the breeze cool against your skin.
âYou ever think about what wouldâve happened if we never met?â you asked, hugging your knees to your chest.
Heeseung glanced at you, a small smirk tugging at his lips. âIâd probably still be a spoiled asshole waiting to run back to Seoul.â
You laughed softly. âAnd now?â
Heeseung was quiet for a moment before exhaling through his nose. âNow⌠I donât know. But I know I donât regret staying.â
Your heart swelled at his words. Heeseung wasnât someone who opened up easily, but the fact that he was hereâchoosing this, choosing youâmeant everything.
He turned to face you fully, his expression softer than youâd ever seen. âYou changed things for me,â he admitted. âI donât know how, but you did.â
You met his gaze, the sincerity in his eyes making your breath hitch.
âYou changed things for me, too,â you whispered.
Heeseung leaned in, pressing a slow, lingering kiss against your lips. It wasnât rushed or desperateâit was steady, certain.
When he pulled back, he rested his forehead against yours, a lazy grin on his face. âGuess that means Iâm stuck here now, huh?â
You rolled your eyes, nudging him playfully. âGuess so.â
And for the first time in a long time, Heeseung wasnât looking for a way out. He was exactly where he wanted to be.
Heeseung had only planned to be in Seoul for a couple of daysâjust enough time to grab some of his things. But the moment he stepped foot back in the city, something felt off.
It was the same as alwaysâfast, loud, and chaotic. The neon lights of the clubs still flickered, the streets were still packed with people looking for a good time, and his phone buzzed with texts from old friends asking if he was back for good.
A few months ago, he wouldâve thrown himself right back into it. He wouldâve called up a few people, gotten drunk until the sun rose, and woken up with a headache and no memory of the night before.
But now? He just felt⌠disconnected.
Walking past the places he used to loveâthe bars, the high-end restaurants, the luxury storesâhe realized something. This had been his whole world, but it didnât feel like home anymore.
Busan was quiet. Peaceful. Boring, he used to think.
But it had you.
And for some reason, that made all the difference.
Before heading back, he stopped by one of the luxury boutiques he used to frequent. The staff recognized him instantly, greeting him with polished smiles.
âMr. Lee! Itâs been a while.â
âYeah,â he muttered, barely paying attention as he browsed the shelves.
He didnât even know what he was looking for at firstâjust something nice for you. You never asked for anything, which only made him want to give you everything.
After some time, he settled on a delicate gold necklace, a designer handbag, and a few other things. Any other girl he knew wouldâve gone crazy for them.
Satisfied, he paid without thinking twice. Money had never been an issue for him.
But youâyou were about to prove to him just how different you really were.
When Heeseung finally returned to Busan, he was exhausted from the trip, but instead of going home to rest, he went straight to your place.
He knocked, and a few seconds later, you opened the door, eyes lighting up at the sight of him. âYouâre back!â
âMissed me already, baby?â he teased, smirking.
Your face flushed at the nickname, but you rolled your eyes. âYou wish.â
He chuckled, stepping inside and handing you a few bags. âGot you something.â
You blinked, looking down at them, then back up at him. âYou⌠got me something?â
âYeah.â He shrugged like it was nothing. âJust open it.â
You hesitated before peeking inside, pulling out the small jewelry box first. When you flipped it open, a delicate gold necklace shimmered in the light.
âHeeseungâŚâ you breathed, staring at it in disbelief. Then you looked inside the other bags, finding an expensive handbag and a few other luxury accessories.
Your stomach twisted.
âThis is⌠this is too much,â you finally said.
He frowned, tilting his head. âWhat do you mean?â
You set the bags down gently, chewing on your lip. âI mean, these are beautiful, and I really appreciate it, but⌠I canât accept them.â
He let out a short laugh, confused. âWhy not?â
âBecause I donât need expensive things to be happy,â you said simply, pushing the bags back toward him. âYou didnât have to do this.â
For a moment, he just stared at you.
Any other girl wouldâve squealed, thrown their arms around him, maybe posted about it online. But you? You werenât impressed.
âYou really donât want them?â he asked, almost in disbelief.
You gave him a soft smile. âI just think there are better things to spend money on.â
Heeseung blinked, completely taken aback.
Then, unexpectedly, he started laughing. Not out of mockery, but pure disbelief.
âYouâre insane,â he muttered, shaking his head.
You crossed your arms, narrowing your eyes. âNo, I just donât think money is everything.â
Heeseung studied you, his amusement slowly fading into something more serious.
He had spent his whole life surrounded by people who only cared about status, wealth, and what he could offer them. People who stuck around when it was convenient.
But you⌠you werenât like that.
You werenât impressed by designer bags or expensive gifts. You werenât drawn to him for his money.
You just liked him. For him.
And for the first time in his life, he wondered if maybeâjust maybeâhe had been chasing all the wrong things.
He exhaled, shaking his head with a small smirk. âYouâre really something else, Y/n.â
You laughed softly, nudging his arm. âGuess youâll just have to get used to it.â
Heeseung looked at youâreally looked at you.
Maybe he would get used to it.
Maybe he didnât mind the idea of staying in Busan a little while longer.
A few days had passed since Heeseung returned from Seoul, but he couldnât stop thinking about the way you had turned down his gifts so easily.
Most girls he had been with wouldâve taken them without a second thought. They wouldâve kissed him, called him the best boyfriend ever, maybe even hinted at what else they wanted next.
But you? You looked almost uncomfortable, like you hated the idea of him spending so much on you.
And for some reason, that drove him insane.
Now, as he lay on his bed staring at the ceiling, he felt that familiar urge again.
I should call her.
It had become a habitâlate-night calls with you, staying up until you were barely keeping your eyes open. A dangerous habit, but one he wasnât willing to break.
Just as he reached for his phone, a knock at his door made him groan. He was about to ignore it when his grandmaâs voice called out.
âHeeseung, dear, someoneâs here for you!â
Frowning, he sat up. Who the hell would be here this late?
Dragging himself out of bed, he ran a hand through his messy hair before heading toward the door. And when he opened it, he was surprised to see you.
Holding a plastic bag.
âYou⌠brought ramen again?â Heeseung blinked.
You nodded, looking almost shy. âYou didnât eat yet, right?â
Heeseung stared at you, a slow smirk tugging at his lips. âYou worried about me, princess?â
You sighed, shaking your head. âJust take the food, Heeseung.â
âCome inside,â he said, stepping back to let you in.
You hesitated for only a second before walking in, making your way to the kitchen like you had done so many times before.
Heeseung leaned against the counter, watching as you pulled out the ramen packets. You always moved so effortlessly in his house, as if you belonged here.
Shit. That was a dangerous thought.
âWhy do you keep bringing me food?â Heeseung asked, crossing his arms.
You paused, then shrugged. âI just⌠want to make sure youâre eating properly.â
Heeseung scoffed, shaking his head. âYouâre weird, you know that?â
You smiled, unfazed. âIâve been told.â
As you started boiling the water, Heeseung found himself staring again.
The way the light from the kitchen made your skin glow. The way your fingers worked so delicately, even when handling something as simple as instant ramen.
It wasnât the first time he thought you looked beautiful. But every time, it hit him like a damn train.
âYouâre staring,â you said suddenly, not even looking up.
Heeseung smirked. âYouâre just so pretty right now.â
Your cheeks burned. âHeeseungââ
âSeriously.â He reached out, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. âHow do you do that?â
âDo what?â
âMake me wanna stay.â
Your breath hitched.
And just like that, Heeseung knewâ
He didnât just want to stay.
He needed to.
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"How did you end up in the Sea of Quanta?" Seele to Kyomi

âWell I decided to find other places to be a model of course! Other worlds were the best option... Don't worry too much about it.â A lie. obviously, seems the Sea of Quanta drifter didn't exactly want to talk about how she ended up drifting in the first place. What was more important to her, was making sure this kid was placed safely into a stable bubble verse.
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One Month With You
In the final month of your life, you cherishes fleeting moments with your crew, hiding a terminal illness until only memoriesâand a letterâremain.
red hair pirates x reader | whitebeard pirates x reader | strawhats x reader | ONE SHOT tags: angst, sfw, ooc, major character death, grief, terminal illness a/n: this js me trying to write ffs, this is experimental and for fun only, so expect this ffs a bit cringe and akward word count: 2.6k
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RED HAIR PIRATES
The sea was calm that morning, the kind of quiet that made even the waves seem to hold their breath. The deck of the Red Force was alive with chatter and light laughter, but you stood by the railing, letting the wind sweep through your hair. Your fingers curled around the wood, your gaze far offânot at the horizon, but somewhere past it.
One month. Thatâs what Hongo told you when he unknowingly confirmed your own suspicions. Youâd been hiding the worsening symptoms for monthsâfatigue that sank deep into your bones, the relentless pain in your chest, the occasional blood youâd spit out into the sea, unnoticed.
You knew heâd figure it out eventually. He was too good not to.
But you hadnât expected him to burst into your quarters the night before, shaking with barely restrained panic.
âWhat the hell is this?!â Hongo had yelled, thrusting a tattered medical report into your hands. âWhy didnât you tell me? Why didnât you say something?!â
You couldnât meet his eyes. âBecause I didnât want to be watched like a ghost who hasnât died yet.â
Silence. Deafening.
â...You have a month, Y/N, maybe less. Youâreââ His voice cracked. âYouâre dying, and you're acting like it's nothing?â
âI have a month, Hongo,â you had said quietly. âPlease⌠just let me have it. Donât tell the others. Let me spend it with them. Please.â
He didn't answer for a long time. When he finally did, it was with a whisper: âYouâre a fucking idiot.â But he pulled you into a hug and didnât let go until your shoulders stopped shaking.
From that day, you lived more fiercely than ever. You laughed at Shanksâ dumb jokes and drank with him until the world blurred. You challenged Benn to silent stargazing contests, betting on how many shooting stars youâd catch. You dragged Limejuice to island carnivals and flirted shamelessly until his face burned red. You played cards with Hongo, even when your hands trembled too much to hold them.
They all noticed. The Red-Haired Pirates werenât stupid.
âYouâre real clingy lately,â Limejuice teased one night, bumping your shoulder with his. âYou sure youâre not sick or something?â
You smiled, heart twisting. âWould you be mad if I said I might be?â
He laughed, oblivious. âNah. Iâd carry you myself if you keeled over.â
You didnât say anything. Just leaned into his warmth.
Shanks was the hardest. He noticed too much. Noticed how often you disappeared below deck when the coughing fits hit, how your eyes stayed on the ocean longer than they should have.
âYou thinking of leaving us?â he asked once, half-joking.
You swallowed the lump in your throat. âNo,â you lied.
Benn just watched. Always watched. He didnât say much, but you could feel his eyes lingering on you, searching. You gave him your brightest smiles.
The day you left, the crew didnât know.
You made breakfast with Chef-level effort, joking with the kitchen staff, slipping kisses to Limejuice's cheek and hugging Shanks tighter than ever. You sat with Benn for hours on the deck, your head on his shoulder, watching the sun creep across the sky.
âI think youâre my favorite,â you whispered, teasing.
He snorted. âDonât let Shanks hear that.â
He didnât know that was the last time heâd feel your heartbeat against his side.
That night, you slipped away. A letter for each of them tucked under your pillow. A note for Hongo too:
"Thank youâfor letting me pretend I wasnât dying. I love you all too much to say goodbye."
Morning broke in chaos.
âWhere the hell is Y/N?!â Limejuice shouted, tearing through the ship.
âTheyâre not in the galley, or the crowâs nest!â Benn called out, panic rising in his usually calm voice.
Shanks was quiet, unusually still, staring at the empty hammock where your scent still lingered.
The notes were found soon after. One by one, hands shaking as they read your last words.
You didnât say goodbye, but each letter bled with love.
âTo Shanks â Thank you for making me feel like I belonged in the stars.â
âTo Benn â You saw through me. Thank you for not saying anything.â
âTo Limejuice â Thank you for reminding me how fun life could be.â
âTo Hongo â Iâm sorry I made you carry this alone. Thank you for letting me be selfish.â
They thought you ran. Were taken. Benn demanded a search party. Shanks was pale, silent, gripping your letter so tight his knuckles bled. Limejuice punched a wall. Hongo said nothingâfor two days.
And then, he snapped.
He threw your medical file onto the table during a heated meeting, eyes wild. âThey didnât leave!....They died. And...I let them.â
The room fell to a breathless silence.
âYou knew?â Benn whispered.
âThey had a month. They begged me to let them spend it with us, like nothing was wrong. And I let them lie.â
Shanks stumbled back, as if struck. âNo. No, they were⌠they were fine.â
âThey were dying, Shanks! They couldnât breathe without pain, they wereââ Hongoâs voice cracked. âThey spent their last strength loving us.â
No one spoke.
Limejuice fell to his knees. âWe didnât even say goodbye.â
Later that night, Shanks sat by the railing where you always stood.
âI hope youâre watching the stars from up close now, Y/N,â he murmured, tears streaking his face. âBecause weâll never stop looking for you in them.â
WHITEBEARD PIRATES
Youâd always imagined dying quietly, maybe on an empty shore, wrapped in salt and wind. But fate had other plans. Your end would come not with isolationâbut surrounded by laughter, drink, and the stubborn, unbearable warmth of the Whitebeard Pirates.
The diagnosis came on a cold, cloudy dayâso ordinary it felt like a betrayal.
You'd passed out during training. Woke up with Marcoâs worried face looming over you. Heâd examined you in complete silence. But his shaking hands and tight jaw told you everything.
âItâs not good, is it?â you asked, voice barely a whisper.
âNo,â Marco had said, the word cracking as it left him. âItâs... terminal. A rare degeneration of the lungs and heart. I donâtâthereâs nothing I can do.â
You didnât cry. Instead, you laughed. âSo, whatâyouâre saying I wonât outlive my goldfish?â
He didn't laugh. He looked like heâd been stabbed. âYou have a month. Maybe.â
You made him promise to keep it secret.
Just him and Whitebeard.
When Oyaji found out, he sat beside your bed and gripped your hand with those massive, shaking fingers. âYou are my child,â he rumbled. âAnd if this is your last voyage⌠then let it be the greatest of your life.â
You had never cried before. But you cried then.
From that day, you threw yourself into every moment.
Ace was all fire and impulse, but when he was around you, something softer flickered beneath the surface. He took to dragging you along for sparring matches, even when you claimed your muscles ached.
âI need a challenge,â heâd smirk, sweat glistening down his neck.
âYou just want to show off,â youâd tease, raising your fists anyway.
He was always careful not to hit you too hard. Not that you said anythingâbut he seemed to know. When you tripped one day, coughing blood into your sleeve when he wasnât looking, heâd jogged over, helping you up without a word. His hand lingered on your arm just a second too long.
That night, you sat beside him, both of you perched on the edge of the ship with your legs dangling into the air.
âYouâre weird lately,â he mumbled, eyes on the moon.
You bumped his shoulder with yours. âJust thinking how lucky I am.â
He blinked at you. âTo be with us?â
âTo be with you,â you said, gently. And he froze, eyes wide, like he didnât know what to do with that.
ââŚYouâre gonna break my heart, arenât you?â he whispered.
You smiled, because you already had.
Izo became your confidant without even knowing it. With every eyeliner flick and matching kimono, you gave yourself permission to feel alive. They would hum as they painted your face, hands warm against your cheeks.
âYouâre glowing,â they said once, adjusting the red ribbon they tied in your hair.
âDeath becomes me, huh?â you joked, and they slapped your arm, scandalized.
âYou joke about dying too much.â
You didnât mean to, but your voice cracked. âItâs easier than pretending Iâm not scared.â
Their fingers paused, lips parting. ââŚAre you scared?â
You looked at them in the mirror, the shimmer of gold powder across your eyelids catching the light. âYeah,â you said. âBut not when Iâm with you.â
They smiled then, a bit sad, and leaned in to kiss your temple. âThen letâs live like hell until we drop, dear.â
Thatch was joy personified. It was impossible to be sad around him for long, and thatâs what made it hurt worse.
He caught you sneaking dessert at 2 a.m. once and acted like youâd committed a crime.
âOh-ho! So this is where my pudding went!â
âYour pudding? I thought it had my name on it.â
âIâll accept bribes in the form of kisses or cleaning dishes.â
You kissed his cheek, and he nearly dropped the bowl.
Every stolen moment in the kitchen became a memoryâdancing while covered in flour, whipped cream fights, drunken baking experiments that ended in fire. Youâd laughed so hard your sides hurt, even as your lungs begged you to stop.
âYouâre making memories,â he said one night, tousling your hair. âThatâs what this is. Youâve been clingy lately. Like youâre trying to make every second count.â
You froze, the spoon halfway to your mouth. ââŚWould you hate me if I was?â
He blinked. âNah. Iâd probably try to hold on tighter.â
You didnât tell him then. Just leaned into his side and let him talk about his dream of opening a cake cafĂŠ after he retires.
You knew youâd never see it.
Marco was the one who saw the cracks, and it destroyed him. You kept him close because you trusted him mostâand that made it hurt more.
You caught him once crying at your door. He didnât think you were awake.
You opened it, silently wrapped your arms around him, and whispered, âIâm still here.â
âYou shouldnât be this calm,â he rasped into your shoulder.
âIâm terrified,â you admitted. âBut Iâd rather spend what time I have being loved than dying slowly in a bed.â
He pulled back, staring at you with reddened eyes. âYou could have told them.â
âTheyâd look at me like I was already dead.â
He said nothing, and you reached up to cup his cheek. âPromise me⌠promise youâll wait. Let me leave on my own terms.â
ââŚOkay,â he whispered. âBut Iâll hate you for it.â
You kissed his forehead. âI hope you do.â
You left them on a quiet morning.
Then you slipped away, leaving only a bundle of letters on Marcoâs desk.
Your final message was simple:
âDonât let them hate me for this. Please. Just let them think I ran.â
The ship erupted into panic by nightfall.
Ace punched through a wall. âTheyâre gone?! What do you mean GONE?â
Izo ran through the corridors, calling your name until their voice broke.
Thatch turned the kitchen inside out like he expected you to be hiding in the cupboards, laughing.
Marco couldnât speak.
He stood at the rail, gripping the wood so hard it splintered beneath his fingers.
Whitebeard stood behind him, silent, his massive shadow cast across the deck like a shroud.
âDo I tell them?â Marco rasped.
âNo,â Whitebeard rumbled. âNot yet. Let them rage. Let them mourn in their own way.â
âButââ
âThey wouldnât understand it now,â he said. âWait.â
A week passed. Then two.
No sign of you.
Your room remained untouched. Your absence echoed louder than any cannon fire.
They scoured islands. Questioned strangers. Considered kidnappers, Marines, even betrayal.
Ace refused to accept it. âThey wouldnât leave us! Not without a word. Not withoutâsomething.â
He went to Marco, desperate. âYou know something. Tell me.â
Marco finally broke.
He gave Ace your letter.
Ace read it once. Then again and again. Then crumpled to the ground, screaming into his fists.
âThey died?! All this timeâthey were dying?!â
Marco stood frozen, guilt crawling like acid beneath his skin.
âThey didnât want you to mourn them before they were gone,â he whispered. âThey wanted to be loved, not pitied.â
Ace couldnât answer. He just sobbed, curled around your crumpled letter like it could still warm him.
That night, Whitebeard gathered his sons and daughters.
He read your letters aloud. One by one. Each one aching with truth, memory, and love.
âTo Ace â You made me feel alive, even when I was already halfway gone.â âTo Izo â Thank you for making me beautiful when I felt invisible.â âTo Thatch â You made every day sweeter, even the ones I didnât think Iâd survive.â âTo Marco â Thank you for holding my secret when it crushed you. I love you most for that.â âTo Oyaji â You gave me a family when I had nothing left. Thank you⌠for letting me die a Whitebeard Pirate.â
By the end, the deck was silent.
No sobs. Just breathless grief.
They didnât throw a funeral.
They held a feast.
Not because they werenât mourningâbut because they knew youâd hate to see them broken.
They told stories. Passed your favorite drink around. Laughed, cried, and danced with ghosts.
And when the fire died down, Ace stared at the embers and whispered, âI hope you found peace, flame-heart.â
STRAWHAT PIRATES
You didnât plan on dying at sea, but the Grand Line has a way of making plans for you. The first signs were subtle: a lingering fatigue you chalked up to busy days, aches you blamed on training, the dull pain in your side that you laughed off when Chopper asked if you were okay.
You knew before he did. Deep down, your body had been whispering the truth long before the words made it onto paper.
It wasnât until you collapsed in the hallway between the kitchen and the infirmary that Chopper realized something was seriously wrong. When you woke up, it was to the sterile smell of the medical bay and his wide, terrified eyes.
âI ran every test,â he said, voice trembling. âAnd then I ran them again. Itâs⌠itâs bad. Really bad.â
You nodded. Your throat was too dry to answer.
âIâI canât fix it. Not with what we have on board. Maybe if we got to a major medical port, but even then, I donât know ifââ
You reached out, resting a hand on his tiny shoulder. âHow long?â
He hesitated, ears flattening. âA month. Maybe.â
You didnât cry. Not then. Not even when he begged to tell the others.
âNo. Please. Let me have this. Just a month, Chopper.â
âTheyâll never forgive me.â
âThey will,â you said. âIf they knew now, itâd ruin everything. I donât want pity. I want memories.â
So you began to live. Fully, recklessly, as if the pain eating away at you was just a shadow at your back.
You started with Sanji. He was the easiest to be around, the one whose affection was loud and constant. Every meal became a moment: you insisted on helping in the kitchen, even when he protested. You chopped vegetables until your hands hurt, stirred sauces while leaning against him, snuck little bites when he wasnât looking.
âYouâre here a lot lately,â he said one afternoon, handing you a bowl of soup.
âI like watching you work,â you replied.
He grinned. âYou trying to steal my heart, love?â
You leaned in and kissed his cheek. âMaybe.â
He went quiet for a beat. Then, more softly, âYou look at me like youâre memorizing my face.â
You didnât answer. Just smiled.
Zoro came next. You sparred with him almost every day now, ignoring the way your lungs burned, the way your legs shook. He didnât say anything the first time you collapsed mid-match, just silently carried you to the infirmary.
âYouâre pushing too hard,â he said.
âI need to,â you whispered.
âWhy?â
You looked at him, really looked. âBecause I donât want to forget what it feels like to fight beside you.â
He frowned. âYouâre acting like youâre running out of time.â
You forced a smile. âArenât we all?â
That night, he found you on the deck, staring at the stars.
He sat beside you, arms crossed. âYouâre not saying something. I donât like it.â
âIâm just tired.â
âIâd carry you, if you asked.â
Your heart ached. âI know.â
Luffy was harder.
He didnât notice at first. You were careful around himâtoo careful. You laughed with him during meals, ran across islands with him, challenged him to stupid games on the deck. But he began to notice the way you lingered during hugs. The way you stared at him too long. The way your smiles didnât quite reach your eyes.
One evening, you lay beside him on the figurehead, watching the horizon.
He turned his head toward you. âAre you gonna leave?â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âYou look like youâre saying goodbye.â
You looked away. âIâm not. Not yet.â
He was quiet for a while. âI donât want you to go.â
âI donât want to either.â
He wrapped his arm around your shoulder and didnât let go until you both fell asleep.
ou made time for everyone else too.
With Nami, you spent lazy afternoons in the library, pretending to study charts. She taught you how to draw maps. You traced the oceans of the world with your fingers and imagined places youâd never see.
âYouâre getting good at this,â she said.
âI want to leave something behind,â you murmured.
She didnât understand then. But she would.
Usopp was a light in the dark. You asked for bedtime stories, exaggerated tales of heroism and romance. He performed them with full sound effects, arms flailing, voice booming.
âYou always laugh now,â he noted one night.
âItâs easy, when Iâm with you.â
He blushed, scratching the back of his head. âYouâre acting like Iâm the best part of your day.â
You smiled. âYou are.â
Robin gave you quiet comfort. She didnât ask questions. She simply read to you, let you rest your head in her lap, brushed your hair back from your face.
âYouâre calm,â you told her.
âYouâre storming,â she replied.
You didnât deny it.
Franky built you a swing on the back of the Sunny, facing the sea. You spent hours there, feet brushing over the waves, eyes on the endless blue.
âSuper chill, right?â he said, adjusting the ropes.
You nodded. âItâs perfect.â
He caught your hand before he left. âYouâre not okay.â
You looked up at him. âNo.â
âOkay,â he said, voice tight. âYou donât have to be.â
Brook played lullabies for you. Sweet, simple things. You danced with him once, slow and clumsy.
âIf I still had a heart,â he said softly, âI think it would ache.â
You rested your head against his chest. âMine already does.â
Chopper was breaking. Every day, he looked at you like you were already fading. You caught him crying in the storage room once, holding one of your jackets.
âI canât do this,â he whispered.
âYouâre stronger than me,â you said, hugging him.
âI hate lying.â
âI know.â
You waited until they docked at a small island for supplies.
You left at dawn.
Left behind the stargazer chair. The flowered book. The slingshot. The meals. The love.
Left behind a stack of letters in Chopperâs room.
When the crew realized you were gone, Luffy panicked first.
âThey wouldnât leave! Theyâd never leave!â
Zoro was already on the dock, scanning the shoreline. Sanji lit a cigarette with shaking fingers.
They searched the island. They waited at the ship. They called for you until their voices cracked.
You didnât come back.
That night, Chopper gathered them in the infirmary.
âI didnât want to break the promise,â he said, voice trembling. âBut⌠theyâre gone. They were dying.â
No one moved.
ââŚWhat?â
âThey only had a month. They asked me to let them live⌠without pity.â
Nami burst into tears. "They shouldâve told us,â
Zoro punched the wall.
Luffy stood in stunned silence, until he screamed your name into the ocean wind.
They read your letters together. All huddled in the infirmary, hearts shattered.
âTo Sanji â You made me feel wanted, even when I felt like a ghost.â âTo Zoro â You were my anchor. I always knew where I stood when I was beside you.â âTo Luffy â Thank you for being the sun. I needed the light more than youâll ever know.â âTo the Crew â You made me part of a family. You made me more than a dying story.â
They held a quiet vigil on the deck.
Brook played your song one last time. Robin scattered petals into the sea. Chopper lit a lantern and let it drift across the water.
They stayed on that island for days.
Then, they sailed forwardâquieter, heavierâbut with your memory in their hearts.
You were their nakama.
You were their heart.
You always would be.
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đđ agere tips for every little fishie! đ đ
here are some sea-sational tips based on your little age :3
đ 0-5 (tiny minnows & baby seals) you might feel extra small and need lots of gentle care! Thatâs okay, little guppy! tips:
wrap up in a soft, fluffy towel or blanket like a little merpup
use a bottle or sippy cup filled with âmermaid milkâ (warm milk, juice, or your fav drink!)
listen to calming ocean sounds or gentle lullabies of the sea
play with water-safe sensory toys like bath-friendly fishies or squishy water beads!
nap in a cozy shell (under soft blankets, or in a snuggly spot)
đcg tip: gentle words, soft cuddles, and reassuring whispers can help your tiny guppy feel safe and happy :)
đŹ 6-9 (playful dolphins & curious otters) you might feel playful, adventurous, or full of wonder! tips:
color ocean creatures or make âseafoam artâ with cotton balls & watercolors
play pretend! be a mermaid, a pirate, or an explorer of the deep sea!
snack on âfishy crackers,â fruit gummies, or ocean-colored drinks
watch cozy ocean-themed cartoons like finding nemo or the little mermaid
build a coral cove by making a pillow fort
đcg tip: encourage playful fun, go along with their ocean adventures and always remind them they're your special sea star!!
10-13+ (wise whales & gentle turtles) you might feel small but still want some independence! tips:
write in a âcaptainâs logâ (journal your thoughts or doodle sea creatures)
curl up with a warm drink and a soft hoodie! like a sea otter holding its favorite rock
listen to soft music, or cozy audiobooks
play cozy video games like animal crossing or stardew valley
take small breaks if feeling overwhelmed, sometimes even the biggest whales need to rest!
đcg tip: offer gentle reassurance and let them set their pace. little turtles might move slow, but they always make it home safely! no matter what kind of ocean critter you are, you are valid, loved, and important! let the waves carry your worries away, let the coral reefs protect your heart, and always remember,, you are a treasure of the sea!
#sfw agere#agere caregiver#sfw caregiver#agere cg#autistic agere#age dreaming#agere community#age regression#agere blog#agere
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Emotions donât control the void, and they donât control you.
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You can feel anxious, drained, or even completely numbâand still enter the void state. You can be full of doubts, overthinking everything, and still shift. You donât have to wait for perfect feelings to create your perfect reality. You are not at the mercy of what your emotions tell you. Emotions are just passing clouds. You are the sky.
YOU ARE the void. YOU ARE the awareness behind every emotion, every thought, every state. Your outer self may be obsessed with how you feel, but your true self knows that feeling doesnât equal truth. The outerman chases feelings. The innerman chooses truth.
Before I embodied my ideal life, I thought feeling âreadyâ or âcalmâ was necessary. That if I felt resistance or self-doubt, it meant I wasnât âthereâ yet. That lie kept me stuck in a cycle. I had to burn that belief. I stopped letting my emotions dictate my power. I chose to embody my new story whether I felt confident or not. Whether I felt worthy or not. I shifted anyway. I entered the void anyway. I became the new version of me without waiting for permission from my emotions.
You donât need another feel-good quote or another spark of inspiration. Thatâs the trapâchasing temporary motivation instead of grounding in your inner knowing. You already know. You already are. Stop asking your emotions to confirm it. They wonât. And they donât need to.
Emotions are waves. You are the đđ޸
All I had to do was know, choose, and let go. No emotion needed. No proof needed.
Your outerman will beg for signs. Itâll panic when you feel âoff.â Ignore it. Itâs noise. The void is beyond feeling. The void is silence. Itâs neutrality. Itâs pure awareness. No judgment. No waiting. Just being.
Live in the knowing that your desire is already done. That knowing doesnât need to feel magical. It just needs to be.
Your current emotions? Temporary. The version of you who has it all? Eternal.
So whatever youâre feelingâemptiness, joy, dread, peaceâknow this:
You can shift feeling anything or nothing at all.
You are the constant. The void is you. Rely on that. Not your emotions. Not the flickers of your outermanâs opinion.
Tell yourself:
âI AM THE VOID. I AM UNMOVABLE. I AM WHO I CHOOSE TO BEâNO MATTER HOW I FEEL.â
#void state#voidblr#pure consciousness#shiftblr#the void state#void vaunt#anti shifters dni#loablr#law of assumption#shifting
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greek mythology legacy challenge
UPDATED AND HEAVILY EDITED!!!
hi loves. iâve spent so much time trying to find a legacy challenge that interests me, and i stumbled upon this one on the forums. however, i decided to put my own spin on this theme, and create my own goals and rules. use the hashtag #greek mythology legacy so i can see your gameplays!!
also, feel free to bend the rules to your liking. if you donât have a pack i mention, you can bend that rule, or you do have a pack that i donât have that you think would fit, you can add that in however youâd like.
note!!!!!: i am still testing this challenge, so edits will probably be made :)
overall rules:
- you may only use free real estate cheats when you first start
- you can only move onto the next generation when youâve completed all of the goals
- i recommend setting your life span to normal or long
- you can use any gender for any generation!
- you donât have to actually name them the godâs name if you donât want to. be creative!
- try to use their assigned colors in some way (clothes, hair, skin, house, etc!)
GENERATION ONE: ZEUS âĄ
god of the sky, king of the gods - white
Born under the shadow of an abusive father, your mother fled with you to Mt. Komorebi where she raised you in seclusion. But now, you crave powerâover your destiny and over others. You rise as a political force, charming the world while hiding your growing hunger for control. Though your mother warned you against becoming like your father, your path is already paved in betrayal and charisma.
You begin your life in a secluded snowy town, your mother's protectiveness bordering on paranoia. She feared the return of the man she fledâand so, she built you into a person who would never be powerless again. Youâre magnetic, ambitious, and dangerously persuasive. You build alliances, tear them down, and seduce enemies into submission. You crave a legacy so large the gods themselves would envy it. But even in power, you cannot stop looking over your shoulder⌠because you know the sky holds thunderâand not just your own.
traits: non-committal, evil, idealist
aspiration: successful lineage
career: politician (politician branch)
goals:
Live in Mt. Komorebi throughout your life
Reach level 10 in the Politician career
Acquire and use a weather machine to control the skies
Marry a long-term partner and have two biological children
Have three additional children through affairs with other Sims
Reach level 10 Charisma skill
Gain Notable or Rising Star celebrity status from your influence
Throw at least 3 Gold-level social events
Have a strained relationship with one of your illegitimate children
GENERATION TWO: POSIEDONđ
god of water, the ocean - blue
The pressure of your father's legacy pushed you to rebel. You flee to Sulani, searching for peace and purpose. The ocean calms your mind, even when your emotions surge like waves. But you're not just here to healâyou're here to restore, to protect, and to reclaim the wild power of the sea.
Youâve always felt a calling deeper than the politics and affairs of your fatherâs world. The sea has spoken to you in dreams, pulled at your bones when you lived inland. You knew you had to return to it. The chaos of your childhoodâyour fatherâs betrayals, your mother's quiet resentmentâleft you seeking something bigger, older, more sacred. In Sulani, you find a new rhythm. You shed the tight suits and sharp words for bare feet and salt air. But peace doesnât come easily to you. Youâre passionate, impulsive, sometimes destructive. The waves may carry you, but you are a storm in human form.
traits: child of the ocean, loves outdoors, erratic
aspiration: beach life
career: marine biologist
goals:
Move to Sulani as a Young Adult and live there for the rest of your life
Become a mermaid (or be born as one)
Reach level 10 in the Conservationist (Marine Biologist) career
Max the Fitness and Logic skills
Frequently do beach clean-ups (scuba dive, snorkel, clear trash, etc.)
Discover at least 5 underwater treasures
Marry someone native to Sulani whom you meet after moving
Have 1â2 biological children
GENERATION THREE: HERA
goddess of marriage, women - purple
Raised in a dreamy beach town, you fled to Del Sol Valley to chase the spotlight. Fame tastes sweet, but love is your real obsession. You crave devotionâand if you donât get it, you spiral. You build a glamorous life with your perfect partner... until jealousy poisons your love and parenting becomes a performance.
From childhood, you watched fairy tales on repeat, dreaming of gowns and red carpets and weddings so extravagant they could stop traffic. Your mother never saw you; your siblings outshone you. So now, the world will. In Del Sol Valley, you become a rising star, radiant and unstoppable. But attention is never enough. You long for deep, perfect loveâbut perfection is a myth. Your jealousy twists even the truest love into suspicion. And when you become a parent, you repeat the cycle you swore to break: loving one child while another stands in shadow. Your life is a soap operaâand youâre always the star.
traits: ambitious, romantic, jealous
aspiration: world-renowned actor
career: actor
goals:
Move to Del Sol Valley as a Young Adult
Reach 5-Star Celebrity status
Reach level 10 of the Actor career
Marry another celebrity and maintain a gold relationship with them
Become jealous at least 3 times due to romantic insecurities
Have 3+ children, but favor one and clearly neglect the future heir
Max the Charisma and Acting skills
Publicly call out a romantic rival or get into a fight with a fan
GENERATION FOUR: HADESđłď¸
god of the underworld - black
Unseen. Undervalued. Unloved. Thatâs how your mother made you feel. While she preened for paparazzi and doted on your golden siblings, you were a shadow in the halls. Your anger simmered until it turned into ambitionânot for attention, but for control. Power in its purest form. You go undergroundâliterally and metaphoricallyâcarving out your empire in the criminal world. But no matter how high you rise, the void never leaves. You love no one, not even your child.
traits: materialistic, macabre, gloomy
aspiration: public enemy
career: grim reaper
goals:
Join the Grim Reaper career and reach the final level
Reach level 10 in Mischief and Logic
Max Medium skill (Paranormal)
Keep urns of at least 5 Sims on your lot
Have one child with whom you maintain a strained or cold relationship
Live in Forgotten Hollow or a haunted lot
Write a Book of the Dead and display it publicly
Fall in love with a ghost
GENERATION FIVE: ARES
god of war - red
Born to a god of the dead and a ghost of a motherâs memory, you arrived in a household where warmth was rare and love was transactional. You were never held gently, only sharpened like a blade. Your father, the keeper of souls, never looked you in the eyes. Your nannies called you âthe fury in the nurseryâ as you grewâa child with a thousand tantrums and fists that curled before words ever did.
At school, you were the one in detention for fighting, always being âtoo much.â No one taught you how to feelâonly how to fight. But the military gave you something your home never did: structure, clarity, rules. You could pour every drop of rage into reps, drills, and battle tactics. You became a soldier not just in career, but in soul.
Still, your battle isnât just in the fieldâitâs in your blood. You donât just fight wars. You fight everyone: your commanding officers, your children, the world. But you also fight for something: legacy, honor, loyalty. Your children may fear you, but theyâll also know strength. Youâll raise them like weaponsâbut love them like comrades.
traits: athletic, hot-headed, ambitious
aspirations: athlete
career: military (officer branch)
goals:
Join the Military career (Officer branch) and reach level 10
Max the Fitness and Wellness skills
Complete the Bodybuilder aspiration
Win 5+ fights
Train your children in fitness early
Have at least two children, but show clear favoritism to the one who resembles you most
Go on a camping trip with your children (Outdoor Retreat) to train them âin the wildâ
Be a strict parent: punish misbehavior, demand respect (Parenthood pack)
GENERATION SIX: ATHENA
the goddess of wisdom - silver
You were born with a mind sharper than any blade. Unlike your war-hardened parent, you craved not conflict but clarity. In the chaos of a militant home, you found solace in structure: books lined your shelves like soldiers, chess pieces whispered strategy, and invention became your sanctuary.
You never knew warmth, but you knew facts. You memorized the stars before you learned to ride a bike. People were puzzles, often frustrating ones, but the cosmos made sense. As a teen, you built your first robot from scavenged trash. As a young adult, you left home with barely any simoleons and even fewer social skillsâbut you had knowledge. And that would be enough.
You reject love as illogical and instead devote your life to science, research, and unlocking the secrets of the universe. Your house is not a homeâitâs a lab. But deep inside, behind the cool logic, you sometimes wonder if there is something to the warmth you denied.
traits: genius, bookworm, perfectionist
aspiration: nerd brain
career: scientist
goals:
Reach level 10 of the Scientist career (or Professor if using University)
Max Logic, Robotics, and Handiness
Complete the Nerd Brain aspiration
Build a fully functional laboratory in your home
Travel to Sixam using the Wormhole Generator
Never marry, but optionally donate to or have a science baby
Earn a Distinguished Physics degree from Britechester
Optional:
Join the Debate Guild and win at least 3 debates
Create and upgrade a Servo
Use Eco Lifestyle to build a clean energy futuristic home
GENERATION SEVEN: APOLLO
the god of sun, light - orange
Raised in a cold laboratory where emotions were studied rather than felt, you rebel in the softest way possible: through music. Your mother saw the world as numbersâyou hear it as melody. You were the child humming while assembling rocket parts, the kid who brought a guitar to a robotics competition.
You believe in beauty, in harmony, in people. Your charisma is electric, and people are drawn to you like sunflowers to the sun. You shine on stage, but you donât performâyou reveal. Music is your truth, your therapy, and your connection. But you also carry a burden: to live as brightly as you feel inside, while honoring the legacy of a family who barely understands you.
You play on the streets, in bars, in bedrooms with broken strings. Eventually, you riseâbut you never forget your roots. And when you fall in love, itâs with someone who sees your soul, not just your spotlight.
traits: art lover, outgoing, music lover
aspiration: musical genius
career: entertainer (singer or musician)
goals:
Start playing instruments as a kid
Listen to music often as a toddler
Achieve level 10 in the singing/one instrument, and level 5 in the other instruments
Complete musical genius aspiration
Play on the street or at bars for money
If you have Discover University: get the fine arts degree
marry someone who has the music lover or art lover trait
GENERATION EIGHT APHRODITE
the goddess of beauty, love - pink
Born into a house of artists and dreamers, you always knew love was your power. As a child, you drew hearts on your homework and kissed your teddy bears goodnight. You grew up worshipped, adoredâyour charm effortless. Your beauty, legendary.
But under the sparkle lies a shattered mirror. You love love, but it never stays. You chase euphoria: parties, hookups, flirtationsâbut the high never lasts. Still, you reinvent yourself constantly. Youâre a model, a stylist, a content creator. Your selfies launch trends. Your heartbreaks inspire poetry. You believe love should be chaotic, beautiful, and wild.
Eventually, youâll have children. Not from a fairy tale romance, but from midnight confessions and fleeting connections. Youâll raise them with affectionâbut commitment? Thatâs for someone else.
traits: romantic, high maintenance, party animal
aspiration: serial romantic
career: fashion influencer (stylist branch) or social media influencer (internet personality)
goals:
Reach level 10 of the Style Influencer or Social Media career
Complete the Serial Romantic aspiration
Max Charisma, Photography, and Acting or Writing (for captions!)
Have 10+ romantic relationships over your life
Woohoo in every possible unique location
Have children through one-night stands or blind dates only
Host or attend parties once a week as a YA
Launch a makeup or fashion brand (Businesses and Hobbies)
Break at least 3 engagements (of yours or others')
GENERATION NINE: HERMES
god of trade, travel - brown
You were born in a luxury tower, but your mother never really noticed. While she was off chasing pleasure, you learned to chase opportunity. You taught yourself to pick locks before you could spell. You flirted with dangerâand success followed.
You are the god of loopholes, glitches, and hustle. You can charm anyone, swipe anything, and disappear into the crowd. You love people but never stay long. Every world is a stopover, every connection a transaction. But youâre not heartlessâjust restless. Always searching for the next thrill, the next scheme.
Youâll fall in love on the road, steal fortunes, and launch empires. But when you finally settle down, it wonât be for comfortâitâll be for legacy.
traits: active, kleptomaniac, you pick
aspiration: friend of the world
career: astronaut (interstellar smuggler branch)
goals:
Live in at least 5 different worlds
Reach level 10 of Astronaut (Smuggler) or Business (Investor) career
Max Rocket Science, Logic, and Mischief
Swipe something every other day
Befriend at least 15 Sims from different cultures/ages
Marry a coworker or travel partner
Have only one child
GENERATION TEN: ARTEMIS
goddess of hunt - yellow
Your parent was always moving, always chasing something. But you were never interested in speedâyou craved stillness. Raised in a van, on beaches, and city rooftops, you finally found peace in the forest. Nature is your sanctuary. Animals are your tribe. And the moon? Sheâs your only god.
You build your life in the wildernessânot because you reject people, but because you listen better to silence. You adopt strays, nurse birds back to life, and speak fluent dog. Romance never called to you. Children? Maybe. But only your way. Your life is a den, a glade, a warm fire in the woods.
traits: loner, family-oriented, animal enthusiast
aspiration: friend of the animals
career: open a pet daycare, vet clinic, or run a farm
goals:
Own and run a successful vet clinic, farm, or Pet Daycare
Max Pet Training, Vet, and Herbalism (if Outdoor Retreat)
Complete the Friend of the Animals aspiration
Have 3+ pets at all times
As a child, befriend at least 5 animals
Have 3 children child
Never marry
Go Camping once a year (Sims Year)
Have a garden full of medicinal plants and mushrooms
GENERATION 11 - DIONYSUS
god of wine, ecstasy, and rebirth - purple
Born after generations of gods chasing power, fame, and war, you arrive as something entirely different. You are not here to conquer or controlâyou are here to feel. To heal. To remind others what it means to be alive.
Your upbringing was a swirl of sounds: music from Apollo, chants from the forests of Artemis, wisdom from Athena, and peace from Hestia. You absorbed it all. But while others retreated to their books or battled their demons, you found healing in human connection. You bring people togetherâin joy, in vulnerability, in chaos, and in stillness. Your parties arenât about spectacleâtheyâre sacred. You are a mix of celebration and mourning, ritual and rebellion. You are softness in a world of sharp edges.
You live a life rich in sensuality, creativity, and emotion. You teach others that pleasure is not sin, but salvation. That joy is revolutionary. And when your time comes, you wonât leave behind gold or castlesâyouâll leave behind the memory of laughter echoing into eternity.
traits: creative, freegan, you choose.
aspiration: zen guru
career: open a nectar (winery) shop, or a yoga studio
goals:
Reach level 10 in either Wellness Instructor career (if you choose this)
Complete the Zen Guru aspiration
Max Wellness, Charisma, and Nectar skill
Host weekly gatherings with friends or community events
Host a yearly âEcstasy Festivalâ with streaking, bonfires, dancing, and storytelling
Use Spa Day to become a certified yoga master
Use Get Together to form a club called âThe Vineâ focused on art, joy, and wine
Fall in love with someone at this club, or someone you meet at your business
GENERATION 12: HESTIA
goddess of hearth, home, & sanctuary - cream/beige
After generations of gods chasing glory, war, fame, and chaosâyou choose quiet. While your ancestors built empires or stole the spotlight, you simply want warmth, comfort, and meaning. You are the flicker of a candle in the dark. The sound of soup boiling. The feeling of a knitted sweater that fits perfectly.
You were never loud, but you were always steady. The peacekeeper. The nurturer. You find your strength in care, routine, and intentional living. You create a havenâwhether itâs a tiny cottage, a handmade empire, or a cozy home bakery. You are the soul of your community. While others conquer, you restore.
Romance may or may not come, but love surrounds youâin laughter, in shared meals, in little things.
traits: neat, family oriented, maker (or art lover)
aspiration: super parent
career: stay-at-home wife, open a small arts business
goals:
Complete the Super Parent Aspiration
Max Knitting, Baking, Cooking, and Handiness
Have at least 3 kids
Never move after your Young Adult life beginsâmake your house a true home
Host weekly family dinners, and a party on every holiday
Craft and gift items to friends and neighbors regularly
Marry someone who also has a Family aspiration
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Hook, Line, & Sinker
đđMidnight's DCA MerMay Day 1đđ
SORRY TO START OUT MERMAY SO LATE IM IN HELL WEEK (FINALS) AND COMMENCEMENT IS TOMORROW PLEASE ENJOY THIS FIRST STORY
Prompt:
I've got one :3
One of the boys accidentally got a hook in their tail (I think sun would be best, he'd probably freak out harder) and Reader's gotta calm him down and help remove it
DCFPU prompt used: Hook
Word Count: 1949
Story will be posted to ao3 soon!
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The sound of the waves floats in through your open window, becoming clearer as you start to wake up. You sit up, turning to see your thin curtains blowing in the breeze. Another beautiful sunny day. And hopefully, said sunny day will include the brightest, sunniest one of all.Â
You hop to your feet, going through the motions of your usual morning routine. Humming in thought about whether you'll seeâone ofâthe mers you've called friend over the course of the past six months or more. Moon, the darker of the pair with his blue and white coloring, hadn't given you any indication of his counterpart's whereabouts. Therefore you could only make assumptions, and even then they didn't add up.Â
There were plenty of fish around for this time of year, the warm waters encouraging all kinds of species to migrate through the area, so it wasn't like he'd be pressed for a meal. Adding to that, the only competition around was Moon and they were civil enough with each other. You'd argue friends even, though they'd deny it vehemently if asked.Â
Definitely not hibernation either, he would've tried to drag you to join him based on previous experiences. Which left... some not so lovely options to choose from. But, that would be jumping to conclusions. It's only been a few days, surely he's fine. Surely...
You do a quick cleaning of your house, sweeping away any sand that'd been dragged in, wiping off surfaces to remove any potential salt. Really you're just trying to pass the time as an excuse to not go looking for them at this hour of the morning. You'll admit you've become a bit attached over the time you've met both mers.
Moon's teasing remarks and actions, trying to pull you in the water or makingâin your opinionâpoor taste jokes about having you as a snack if he got hungry enough. Though that was back when you'd first met. Heâd gotten a bit better since then. More light-hearted at least.Â
Sun's enthusiastic rambles and the likes, constantly needing to go, go, go and show you all sorts of things that he found whenever the two of you were apart. He found your world fascinating as well, insistent you tell him anything and everything about it. You'd really bonded in that way, over your shared pursuit of knowledge. And of course, your genuine connection as friends.Â
Ergo, you felt it was justified then to harbor some level of worry regarding his whereabouts. You'd do the same for Moon too. You realize your cheeks are suddenly burning and shake your head. Yes, you'd be concerned for your friends, always.Â
Once you've finished your cleaning and have had breakfast, you decide you're not going to stall any longer. You slip on sandals, your sunhat, and head outside to the shore. With any luck, they'll both be around your dock area and all your worry will dissipate in an instant.Â
If Sun is not however...
You'll wait to be concerned when it gets to that point.Â
The sun's still warming up the sand as you step outside. The semi-cool feeling as your toes sink into it wakes you up fully finally. You squint and look out past where the waves break, to the end of the dock. It's hard to make out, but you think you spy a bobbing head near the rocks there. Just the one, however.Â
Sure enough, you find Moon lounging back in the water, eyes closed as he floats semi-in place. The water's clear enough you can see the rest of his body and tail down, down, down, under the water which laps against him.Â
In the sparkling reflections you see dark, yet shiny scales which blend with pure white, creating patterns and splotches throughout. Eyes that are currently closed that are a deep ruby red, mesmerizing, you could get lost in them even. He really was quite the mer, they both were.Â
When your foot hits the last plank of the dock is when he peeks an eye open at you, smile languid as he shifts to float upright.Â
"You're up early, Star. Shouldn't you still be asleep, curled up in your nest?" He yawns, resting his arms on the end of the dock.Â
You sit down in front of him, careful to keep yourself out of snatching distance, knowing full well you'd end up in the water for a 'mid-morning swim'. "It's called a bed, Moon, and it's not... that early."
"You're worried about something."
You flinch at the accuracy. "It's Sun, it's been what, three days now? I can't help but be concerned about whether he's okay or not."
"We're not fragile by any means, you know." Moon chuckles, head resting on his webbed hands. "Three days could mean anything."
You groan, laying back against the weathered planks of the dock. "Exactly! He could be hurt, or, or maybe he's off somewhere and forgot to say something, or maybe he just doesn't want to see me, orâ" You stop yourself, sighing.
Moon doesn't respond for a moment, then you hear him sigh as well.Â
"If you're that concerned then I suppose I have no choice but to inform you of his whereabouts. Lest you wither away in your sorrows." He drawls, teasing lithe at the end of his words.Â
You sit upright, looking down at him. "You mean you've known this entire time?"
"Pearl, we share a cove." The bluntness of the statement is followed by a snicker.Â
Your face heats up, you attempt to defend yourself. "I didn't know! I've never been there so how would I?"
"Calm down, I'm merely trying to ruffle your scales. I can take you to see for yourself if you'd like. Though it won't be a very dry journey."
You're already taking your hat off and slipping off your sandals. "Kind of you to offer a warning this time, but I'll be fine."
"If you say soâ" He offers his hand to you and you take it, only for him to suddenly yank you down into the water. As you remerge, spitting water out of your mouth, he continues. "âThen I'll happily lead the way."
You glare at the mer, but comply as he cues you to hold on to him, and to hold your breath.Â
The journey is fast-paced and slightly terrifying. You can hardly see, having to close your eyes to avoid the sting of the salty sea. The noise of rushing water is deafening, if Moon is saying anything or trying to, you can't make it out.Â
Luckily, it's over soon after it's begun. You find yourself dazed as Moon slows his pace, drifting along as you arrive in the cove. Though scanning briefly, you see no sign of the other supposed resident.Â
Moon points to a rock that's obscuring a section further inside. "You'll find him there. I think you can swim the rest of the way yourself, considering I did all the strenuous work."
"W-where are you going to go?" You ask, baffled as he removes you from his shoulders.
He grins. "It's lunch time. Best of luck, Star."
With a whip of his tailâand a splash directly to your faceâhe disappears beneath the water.Â
"It's not even 10 am yet!" You call, knowing full well he can't hear you.Â
With a sigh, you swim over to the rock and then look around it. Sure enough, sitting in a sulking heap in a tide pool, is Sun.Â
He perks up upon initially seeing you, frown twisting up into a smile, then seems to realize something and his face sours once more.Â
He twists himself further and looks away from you, visibly huffing.Â
"Go away, Sunshine,â he calls out to you.Â
You scoff, and make the final stretch of swimming to end up beside him, feet landing on the sandy bottom of the tide pool giving you a bit of rest. It's deep enough that you're still in up to your waist in water, but it's a bit of relief at least. Though it certainly can't be for Sun, considering he's mostly out of the water where he's laying.Â
When he turns even further away from you is when you get irritated. "Sun, that can't be comfortable. You can't even look at me? After I tried so hard to get here and find you?"
"I would rather not." Blunt. Then, "I'm sorry."
You pause, then huff. "Could you at least tell me what's wrong, please? I-I've been worried for days!"
"Really?" Sun asks, turning to look at you.
You see the surprise on his face and your anger softens. "Of course." You wade closer, and with how shallow it is are able to sit in the water now beside him. "You're my... friend, Sun. If something happened to you I'd feel awful."
"Iâ" He shakes his head, then shifts, sitting upright beside you. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have hid from you. I guess I was just... embarrassed." He avoids your gaze, the fins around his head twitching.Â
You feel a bit of relief, chuckling. "Embarrassed of what?"
Sun stares at you a moment, then sighs, incredibly dramatically you'll add. Then, he twists and raises his tail in your general direction.Â
In it, right on the edge, is a hook. A small one, relative to his size, as big as your palm but not your entire hand.Â
You blink once, then twice. He speaks for you.Â
"It's horrible isn't it!? It's been there for days and I'm at a complete loss as to what to do." He's practically wailing out his dismay, hand to his forehead and all.Â
You frown a tinge. "Iâ you're serious?"
"Of course I am! This is a serious situation, Starshine!"
You shake your head. "I, Sun, this isn't-why didn't you just remove it?!"
"Think of the effort that would take, Pearl." Sun groans. "Ugh and the sensation,"âHe shivers, even going so far to stick his tongue outâ"Absolutely not."Â
You just stare at him, he stares back.Â
"Would you like me to get it for you?"
A strained smile. "Please."
What happens next is an uphill battle of just even trying to grip his tail. Not only is it slimy and thus difficult to get a good grip, but it didn't help he was thrashing about every which way anytime you got close.Â
"Hold still, hold still!"
Still thrashing, protesting. "I'm trying but you need to be delicate, Star. Delicate!"
"I can't be anything if you don't settle down!" Finally you snatch it and hold it tight. Thankfully it's not too thin or you'd be afraid of harming him. "Now, sit there, behave, and maybe you'll be rewarded for it. Understood?"
You glance up, and he nods. Slowly. "Mhm."Â
You look back down to the hook and take a deep breath. With your free hand, you grip it...Â
And it slides out with a small tug.Â
"Oh."
Before you can even make a protest, you're suddenly in the air, then landing in his lap.Â
"Well, now that that's taken care of, what was that about a reward?" Sun grins, holding you by your hips in his lap.Â
You sputter. "You⌠are you actuallyâ after all that?!"
"A promise is a promise, Love." He plucks the hook from your fingers and flicks it away onto the shore, are you kiddingâ"You wouldn't want to disappoint, would you?"
You feel your face heat up, but still relent. "I said maybe!"
"That's close enough." Sun grins.Â
You swallow, noticing just how much he's leaned in now, practically a breath apart. Though, you're not opposed to that.Â
Close enough indeed.
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Thank you @dangerva for the prompt! Starting us off strong with this silly little one, very much enjoyed despite the horrors it took to get here (work is awful rn but classes are over so we thrive)
Brief reminder while I'm here, requests will be posted every other day, butttt i will be doing the dca pickup prompts mixed with this and will have short things on the off days ^^ that's all for now, bye!
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umm is it possible to get a yandere! male!siren x shy!gn reader?
Fish Bait
Yandere!Siren x GN Reader
CW: Kidnapping, assault, minor stalking, murder, thalassophobia maybe?
đ You are quite shy when it came to talking to people. You found the whole 'socializing thing' a bit overwhelming considering how rough and loud the rest of the people in your academy was.
đ You much preferred staying by the shore with a nice book or drawing book to enjoy the sound of the waves with. The ocean breeze and wailing of seagulls never failed to relax you.
đ One day, you heard the strange sound of splashing by the tide pools along the more rocks area of the shore. You thought it was a fish or some other animal that got stuck in one of the pools after the tide retreated and got up to help it out.
đ But what you saw was no animal, well, half animal. In one of the pools was a man with the lower half of a fish, his scales glistened wondrously as it splashed in the water.
đ The man looked at you with wide eyes and froze. You put your hands up to show you meant no harm.
đ "Please! Spare me! I just want to go home!"
đ "Calm down! I won't hurt you!"
đ He shook with fear as your hands drew closer to him.
đ You then pulled him up from the pool and carried him to the sea, he stares at you as you gently lowered him unto the water.
đ As soon as his tail was submerged in the sea, he swam out of your grasp and went a distance away from you, part of his head peeking out of the water as his red eyes looked at yours.
đ "Well...safe travels.." You mutter, wading back to shore, but the merman peeks his mouth out the water and shouts to you.
đ "You're not going to ask anything in return?"
đ You look back. "Uhm..no, I'm fine, thanks anyway.."
đ "Hmm, you know...you can come with me to my home. I'll grant you the power to breathe under water and you can enjoy the treasures I have there. What do you say? It's the least I can do for what you've done for me!"
đ "Nah, I'm good. Be safe though, I heard theres pirates that hunt merfolk nowadays..." You continue your way to shore but the merman swims quickly to your side.
đ "Don't you want to be rid of those insolent fools you call schoolmates? I can give you a life people only dream of!"
đ "I'm not really..interested..."
đ "...You're not?"
đ "Yeah..."
đ "...Oh..uh..ok...wow-um..well, bye I guess..." The man stutters before sinking his head back into the water.
đ You sigh, that was some encounter. You doubt you'd run into something like that again...
đ Boy howdy you were wrong.
đ You'd spot the strange boy again and again, always hiding back behind the rock or piece of driftwood he was watching you from.
đ Sometimes you'd also find trinkets and beautiful stones laid on the shore. You never took them though; you didn't want to take something someone probably lost. The merman would grumble to himself every time you ignored his baits.
đ You'd also see him again trapped in the pools, feigning sorrow that poor little him got stuck again during another low tide. What ever shall he do?
đ Your days would go on like this, the merman desperately trying to lure you into the sea but to no avail due to your shy and polite nature.
đ Him basically stalking you turned to him directly talking to you and trying to get you to go with him in the water.
đ "Oh dear, I've been stuck at this reef for ages! I just can't get out! Could you help me please? I promise not to drown you!"
đ "No thanks, I'm on the last chapter of my book..."
đ "My, my, it's so lonely in the ocean, not a playmate in sight, come down with me so we can really get to know each other yeah?"
đ "I don't really wanna get my clothes wet..."
đ What you thought was a potentially dangerous creature of the sea became a whiny, attention-seeking drama queen.
đ Eventually, you'd learn his name is Caspian. He gave up a bit on trying to lure you and settled on making small talk with you.
đ Most of your conversations would revolve around your cultures, how you two lived compared to eachother.
đ "So those silver things with teeth aren't combs? Interesting...tell me more!"
đ He more or less looked up to you because of the knowledge you'd tell him, even though it was all basic things ever human knows, but he wasn't a human so, I guess it's alright.
đ He'd try to crawl onto shore to see what you were reading or drawing. You'd have to scoot away from him because he was dripping wet, and you didn't want your paper to get soiled.
đ Please read to him! He loves it when you read out loud the books you bring!
đ Life seemed pretty content with you having a friend to talk to, one who's not judgmental of your quiet personality.
đ That was until one day, you heard laughing and shouting from your usual spot.
đ You saw your classmates, waist deep in the water trying to drag Caspian to the shore, the merman snarling and biting the air around him angrily as the bullies degrade and laugh at his attempts to wriggle out of their grasp.
đ "Look at this, boys! With this ugly thing we can buy the whole pub if we wanted to!"
đ "H-hey! Leave him alone!" You shouted, dropping your things as you ran to help your friend, but one of them punched you with in the face and grabbed you, about to hit you again.
đ "What? You're gonna let this siren kill everyone that comes to this beach? God you're dumb! No wonder why you have no friends!"
đ He was about to give another blow when you both heard a shrill cry from the ocean.
đ The water pooled with crimson as only the splashing of limbs can be seen form the shore, cries and gurgles are heard from the writhing gore. Your classmate rushes into the water to save his friends before the violent splashing stops and the red patch of bloody water extends towards him and around him until you see him get yanked below into the water, a splash of a fish tail verified in your mind that it was Caspian.
đ You could feel your heart pounding as you see the siren lift its head from the water, his blood red eyes staring at you again with razor sharp teeth bared.
đ "P-please...don't hurt me..I didn't lead them to you I swear!" You cried as he crawled to your shivering form.
đ You held your breath as he pulled you in a wet hug, your clothes getting stained by the salty, bloody water.
đ "Oh my darling~ I know you would never hurt me~ But we're not safe here anymore..I fear I'll have to take you somewhere safer...somewhere away from those disgusting creatures."
đ You couldn't even react before you were pulled into the water forcefully, you kicked and swam all you could to get him to let go of you, but soon enough, your whole body was under the water. The only thing that was left of you were your things by the sand, and bubbles that rose to the surface before stopping.
đ "You'll be safe here my love, my most wonderful treasure~"
this one was by far one of my favorite bois ive written, he's so mhmhmghghghmmmhmhmmhhh
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Gale (Act 3) x f!Reader | E | 2 K
Summary: The Wavemotherâs Robe carries a magic to its creation, one that Gale is most eager to unlock with his beloved, beautiful and resplendent by the sea
CW: Magic smut, beach sex, praise kink, post act 3 romance, outdoor sex, semi-public sex, magic in the âbedroom,â creampie, vaginal sex
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đ¨ by @2leavespothos on BlueSky
âNight is a magical time to swim, my love. Starlit and romantic, and yet the dangers of not being able to see the tides are nothing to shake a stick at,â Gale gives you that smug smirk, even as he pulls you headlong down the docks. Stars glitter, your heartbeat racing at their brightness, the memories of your time spent in the Outer Plane still fresh in your mind from the other night.
But tonight is for mortal pleasures. Very wet ones, you laugh. Over your arm, the Wavemotherâs Robe hangs, its barely-there weight only tangible as the scales of the armor seem to hum as you approach the sea.
The winds have been calm, and the sea is quieter than it was earlier today when you had paid your final visit to the Wavemotherâs House.
When you got armor, the special prize for aiding those Servants⌠now it shimmers and seems to glow the closer you get to the secluded beach beside the seaside temple to Umberlee. âHells, my Wizard. Canât you just⌠Misty Step us where you plan to take me?â you huff, his hand pulling you closer to the soft rushing of waves on the shore.
âNow, such a hurried approach leaves much to be desired, my love. It is the ripe anticipation that will yield such delicious fruitsâŚâ
âYeah, yeah,â you tease, reaching to flick your finger into his upper arm even as you giggle. âI love walking with you too, my love,â your voice murmurs, the sudden shift from teasing to sultry makes Gale miss a step down the way to the beach, his precious hands catching him on the rail just in time.
You call his name, your arms reaching to grab his middle, a tangle of limbs precariously close to tumbling down the stairs. But all it does is end with you in his arms, looking up into warm brown eyes and that scruffed, gorgeous face, all of it framed by the stars. âGaleââ you half-giggle, half-purr as he cups your cheek in the cradle of his palm.
âNo more distractions, my love. No more detours. Or else we may miss the window to try out this new Robe for ourselves, hmm?â
Mmmm, you love it when he does this. When the academic tone turns to a low rumble, when the pedantic tone drops to a purr.
âThe tides are just right, and there isnât a fisherman in sight, which makes for perfect conditions for testing out this robeâs abilities, just the two of usâŚâ his voice takes that sweet warm rumble as he continues, âand away from the prying eyes and listening ears of camp.â
His warm hand stays braced at your lower back, sliding down to palm your ass as he leads you to the sheltered beach. He murmurs your name, âGods, Iâve been thinking about seeing you in this armor all day.â His thick lips twist in that smug smirk as he bites his lip. Looking like he stares at the most beautiful, most desirable sight in all Torril. Thatâs how he gazes at you now. And everyday. His goddess long forgotten. Now there is only you reflected back in the wet shine of his rich dark eyes.
It steals your breath, and he knows better than to wait on a reply when youâre this swept off your feet.
You manage a strangled, breathy laugh as your feet sink into the recently warm sand, and you pull your shoes off. Sand tickles your toes as each step draws you to the waterâs edge. Gale stops in his tracks near a cluster of boulders, setting down the armor. âAnd now to disrobe before we try this Robe,â he chuckles, starlight catching in his eyes. His magic hands are quick, pulling off his own clothing first to bare that sculpted, tanned chest. Before you even have time to register it, heâs completely naked in the moonlight.
And already hard.
âHells,â you breathe, watching his hand reach to start lazily stroking himself, your dress already half bunched at your middle as you pause.
âGo on then, donât stand on ceremony for me,â he croons, chuckling and stroking.
You donât need anymore encouragement, tugging the fabric off over your head and step out of your panties. Setting it all on that boulder, you take the Robe, its fabric seems to glow not with the starlight, but with the sparkling glitters that come from the waves that lap around your bare ankles.
Galeâs smug smile only deepens, those lines at his eyes and in his forehead creasing distinctly as he draws close to take the armor and open it for you, bunching it at its collar to slide it down your smooth body.
The fabric tingles, rippling on your skin, wriggling with magic as if⌠it was alive. Its blue scales shimmer, resplendent, you had called them, even as Gale had assured you, your beauty outstripped such a physical object. Even one that is this magical.
His warm body pulls up behind you, cockhead prodding at your ass every now and then as he slinks the armor⌠if you could call it that⌠over your head.
âYou know, I was reading about this fine Robe today, curiosity piqued when I saw it. I wanted to know its magic and not just how it hypnotizes me with that deep cut of the collar, that high swoop at the tops of your supple thighsâŚâ
You donât need to turn to know a half-lidded gaze that bores down at you, the rolling depths of his tone enough to make you shiver. His hand slides the fabric down, smoothing the small scalloped plated fabric over your back. Skilled hands linger over your ass, the tips of his fingers sliding to the aforementioned thigh slits as they brush your skin there.
Warm lips caress the soft spans beneath your ear, and then he whispers. âYou know how this Robe was made? These are no ordinary links of silver chain, my love. These are the scales of the Wavemotherâs most beloved fish. Its death a great tragedy, this Robe birthed from its memory, a relic of the creatureâs power and beautiful magic.â
His grip tightens suddenly on your hips, pulling your ass flush to him. You gasp, not wholly recalling his tale as you feel the press of his cock grinding on your ass.
âA creature of unparalleled beauty, the jewel of the seaâŚâ his voice rumbles in your ear, his beard scratching and tickling the sensitive flesh of your neck. âA rare thing of beauty. Like you, my love,â his lips brush your neck, and a wanton moan slips from your mouth.
âGale,â you breathe, eyes sliding shut to focus on the sensation of his mouth on your skin.
Waves lap higher at your ankles, your feet sinking deliciously slowly into the sand. Your head gets light with his brushing kisses and murmuring voice.
âThere is yet a more wonderful secret about this Robe, however,â heâs crooning right against the whorls of your ear, sending shivers like rivulets of ice cold rain down your spine. And you just hum in response. âThe moment⌠this garment⌠touches the waterâŚâ
His words are slow. Measured. And you can tell heâs waiting for something. A magical moment, perfectly timed and concocted for your pleasure.
His style of seduction, youâre coming to know about him.
A single wave kisses the fabric, making it stick to your flesh⌠a second skin that ripples up your every nerve with a burst of magic so pleasurable, a whimper slides off your tongue. âHells, what was that?â you sigh, shuddering to feel Galeâs warm body pressing up behind you hard. Insistent. His hand pushing away the back panel of the Robe to bare your skin, the velvet skin of his cock slots perfectly into the groove of your ass.
The water-magic caresses your whole body now. It moves like ripples on the surface, emanating from the points where the scales touch the sea.
âClose your eyes,â comes that rough-whispered command in your ear. It always makes you shiver. Always makes you moan for him. Your body obeys him in a flash, hands pressed to the boulder beside you to brace on something, anything, as he ruts against you in earnest now. âCan you feel it? The magic of the Robe, the way the seaâs power trickles in your nerves now?â
Even with his voice strained, his hips thrusting against your ass, leave it to your beloved Wizard to teach you the magic of this gown. You huff half a laugh that dissolves into another whimper as he pushes your chest to the slippery rock and pries your legs apart.
âFocus on the magic, the way these scales shimmer against your skin, and Iâll,â he chuckles as he presses the blunted head of his cock to your own soaked folds, âfocus on making you feel a different sensation, wave after wave of pleasure to drown you in.â
Gale pushes inside you, and just as his cockhead bottoms out inside your cunt, a wave sweeps up to your knees.
Filled to bursting from within, magic tingling over your from without, you constantly clench around him. Cool waters lick higher up to your knees, but the spray of the gentle sea tonight already has the Robe damp over your whole body. Heat coils in your belly, the fabric alive on your skin. A maelstrom of sensations caress you, flowing down your spine, stoppered by the heat of your coupling. But its nothing compared right now to the feeling of him fucking inside you.
Those crashing waves of pressure, that rising tide of bliss heâs conjuring in your belly drowns you entirely. Every thrust drags him over your nerves, a sweet heat to contrast the cool kiss of sea spray.
You voice pants and whines with each thrust. His own groan matches yours as he slides a hand up your thigh. You know he feels it too, the Wavemotherâs magic, as his hand slides under the sopping scales to find your clit with expert precision.
âYou, my love, my beloved,â he chuffs in your ear, rich praises penetrating deep into your soul, âare resplendent. RavishingâŚâ
His voice is thick in his throat, husky as it breaks in time with every slap of his hips against your ass.
ââŚprepossessingâŚâ
You feel your walls flutter as he pushes against you harder, the Robe now soaked and quivering with its own magical life over your whole body, save where Gale pounds into you. Erratic and hard, he chases his release as you can feel your own orgasm gathering, a tempest in your belly and cunt.
He groans in your ear, tongue pilfering the depths of his vocabulary to praise you. The bigger the words, the tighter his balls were, readying to spill into youâŚ
âGale⌠IâŚâ you heave, rocking back against his thrusts to take them deep into you, the waves of your pleasure, the waves of the sea, both swell as one crest of salt water lifts to crash on the rock, spraying you in water.
The Robe undulates, its magic bathing your body as every scale comes to life, the tremors of pleasure racing through you. You scream for him, your peak sweeping you away, arousal gushing down your damp legs, walls clenching to match his sloppy, wet-slapping thrusts.
Your name on his lips, and you can feel the burst of heat, cum coating your insides, as he spurts with long, relieved groans. Yet another wet thing to run between your legs, but this, this was your favorite.
Mouth hanging slack, you hear your wanton cries bouncing strangely off the water. âGale⌠hells how did you⌠know this Robe would feel soâŚâ
Out of breath, drowned in pleasure, he huffs a laugh. âIf you say magical, I will call you⌠pulchritudinous which we have discussed as too gregarious a word for your beauty for when Iâm balls deep inside you. Just to freshen your memory.â His teases tickle the back of your neck, his hips punctuating the final observation with a hard, deep thrust inside your clenched, overstimulated walls.
Pouting, you turn your head slightly with puckered lips he wastes no time in tasting on his skilled tongue. âSo, you like the fruits of my research, do you, my love?â
His hand sweeps up to caress your neck, warm fingers dancing over your sweat-damp, sea-sprayed skin. And you sigh, managing a nod, still savoring the little after-waves of bliss, the Wavemotherâs blessing stealing your air with its resplendency indeed.
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series masterlist + character intros
âLET GO OF ME!â tiny hands gripped the car door, small screams echoing all the way down the street. ârory come on itâll be okay!â
it was april, 2009 when the gray family had just arrived to their new home in toronto. aurora, the youngest daughter was being pried off of the car door by her older brother, ashton. being only 6 years old, moving across the country was possibly the worst thing that could happen to her after having established her own friends back in kelownaâ that or having her cereal in the wrong coloured bowl.
âcome on youâll like it! your bedroom has a big window!â ashton looked around in embarrassment seeing if anyone on the street was witnessing his sisters freak out. ashton was 10, the age where he started to find small things embarrassing and tried to be cool. he also wasnât the most thrilled about their move, but it was happening and there wasnât anything they could do to stop it. which is why he was currently trying to yank his sister off of their car. who knew kids had such strong grips?
âjust leave her, sheâll calm down.â their mother approached, smiling gently. she knew that the only way to get her out of a freak out like this was to just leave her alone and let her calm down herself.
ashton shrugged, throwing his hands in the air before following his mother into the house to check out his bedroom. aurora slumped onto the ground pouting, wiping a few tears from her face. she stared at her pink sparkly sketchers and sniffled.
as she stared at her shoes she saw another pair of blue sketchers walk up towards her. âgo away ash.â she mumbled, trying to stop herself from crying again. âwhoâs ash?â she whipped her head up to look at who was speaking, having mistaken them for her brother.
it was a small boy, maybe around her age with blonde hair and brown eyes. âiâm luke!â he grinned, some candy or something stuck in one of his teeth. aurora didnât say anything, and she just stared at him with a blank expression, tears dried on her cheeks. âwhatâs your name?â his smile never faltered.
aurora stood up off the ground, dusting off her blue corduroy pants. âiâm rory.â she wiped the tears off her face with her sleeve. he cocked his head to the side as he observed her expression. âwhy are you sad?â he stepped closer to examine her.
âi wanna go home.â she pouted, tears threatening to fall back down as she was reminded of her situation. lukeâs eyes widened as he watched the girl begin to cry again.
âLUKE! what are you doing!â an older boy came jogging towards, with another small boy trailing behind him, jumping as he tried to put his shoes on.
âsheâs crying.â luke pointed at aurora who was going back and forth from wiping her tears and chewing her sleeves in nervousness
âhey whatâs wrong?â the eldest boy bent down to her height. she pouted and shook her head, not wanting to answer.
âyou just moved here right? iâm quinn.â the boy smiled softly at her, not wanting to scare her away. âthese are my younger brothers, jack and luke.â he motioned and the boys waved with big smiles on their faces.
âletâs be friends!â luke and jack jumped up and down and aurora let out a laugh at how silly they looked.
âoh i see a smile!â quinn teased and she laughed more, unable to fight her growing grin.
âwhatâs going on out here?â auroraâs mom stepped out of the house, hands rested on her hips as ashton followed behind.
âhi, iâm quinn and these are my younger brothers jack and luke.â the younger boys still jumping up and down, âRORY IS GONNA BE OUR NEW FRIEND!â
auroraâs mom turned to face her daughter, her little fists gripping the edge of her sweater with a grin on her face, and a gleam in her eyes to contrast the tears on her cheeks.
theyâd be the best of friends.
ârory, be careful!â ashton called out as he eyed his sisterâs dangerous activities, pausing his game of street hockey with quinn and jack to warn her.
it was fall of 2011, the street was painted with leaves of every shade of orange, and rory was currently riding on the front handle bars of lukeâs bike, bursting into fits of giggles as they paced up and down the street.
âlooks kinda fun actuallyâŚâ jack mumbled, manoeuvring a ball with his stick back and forth and quinn gave him a stern look. âdonât you dare.â
âfaster lukey!â aurora giggled, tightening her grip on the bike, âiâm going as fast as i can!â he laughed, trying the speed up but his legs were burning, he didnât mind though. he just wanted to make her laugh.
as they headed back in the direction of their houses, a few leaves that were blown in the wind got caught in the bike chain, making it stop abruptly and flinging aurora off of the front.
the three boys playing hockey hadnât noticed the accident until they heard her cries. âoh my god, ash get your mom!â quinn exclaimed, immediately dropping the stick and running towards the scene.
she was on the ground on her hands and knees, tears falling down onto the pavement. she didnât move, the stinging on her skin far too intense.
ârory, iâm sorry!â luke hopped off the bike, and rushing to her side. âoh noâŚâ his eyes widened as he saw the blood on the pavement, stomach dropping at the fact that he had hurt her.
âhey heyâŚâ quinn approached, bending down to her level. she looked up through teary eyes and could see him in front of her, with jack and her brother running into the house in the far distance.
âcan you stand up?â he asked softly and she shook her head, biting her lip. âitâs okay, your momâs coming, kay?â he reassured and she nodded and her lips quivered.
âhere, just try and sit down.â he helped her off of her hands and onto her butt, grimacing when he saw the wounds on her knees and palms. there were giant holes in the knees of her star printed pants, now soaked in blood.
âiâm so sorry rory!â luke said with a shaky voice, tears welling in his eyes as he observed her wounds. âsâ okay lukey.â she said quietly and went to wipe her tears but winced when her sleeves grazed the gash on her hand.
âjust sit, youâre okay.â quinn motioned for her to stop moving, and reached his hand out to wipe away her tears for her, offering a soft smile as she leant into his hand.
it was 2011 when aurora first realized she had a crush on quinn hughes.
ârory go away please! go play with jack and luke!â aurora pouted at her brothers words. she had been standing outside her brothers door, knocking and knocking. he had a girl in there, his first âgirlfriendâ at age 13 and aurora just wanted to meet her, not seeing many girls around the house often.
she huffed and crossed her arms. she had already walked over to the hughesâ house earlier, jack was at a friendâs house and luke was feeling under the weather and needed to rest.
she groaned in frustration, heading outside to play by herself. she grabbed a bucket of chalk on the way out from the garage, humming a taylor swift song.
she plopped onto the ground, beginning to decorate the driveway with her doodles.
quinn went to open his bedroom window for a breeze when he saw aurora sitting outside by herself. he felt guilty, he knew she had come by to see if his brothers could play, he had also received a snap from ashton, a girl visible in his room. he sighed and threw on a hoodie before heading next door.
âhey! need some company?â he asked, hands tucked in his pockets as he approached her, admiring her drawings. she shrugged in silence, continuing to trace lines.
âcool drawings, youâre talented rory.â he took a seat beside her and she blushed at his compliment, thanking him quietly.
he grabbed a piece of chalk before drawing alongside her. the pavement around aurora was filled with flowers and butterflies, meanwhile the space around quinn began to fill with hockey themed doodles.
aurora looked up at him, admiring his features as her heart beat quickened. she knew that heâd probably be anywhere else, what 13 year old boy wants to be outside coloring with a 9 year old? she liked the way his hair looked fluffier in the slight breeze, and the way his face concentrated on his drawings.
âquinny?â she interrupted his concentration and he looked up with a smile. she really admired that no matter how annoying she might seem, he never seemed to have a problem with it, and would always give her a smile.
âyeah?â he responded, placing the chalk down. she got nervous and looked back down, cheeks heating up.
âdo you have a girlfriend?â his eyes widened at the question, then he chuckled. âno i donât, thatâs just your brother.â she nodded at his response, and went back to drawing. âdo you have a crush then?â she didnât look up when she asked her second question.
âno, i donât have time for girls. if i did then i wouldnât have time to hang out with my favourite pal.â he ruffled a hand through her hair and she squealed, swatting him away.
it was 2014 when aurora decided she would be the girl quinn hughes would wait for.
âwhat are you talking about?â auroraâs voice was barely above a whisper as she sat at the dinner table, dropping her cutlery onto the wooden surface.
it was 2016 when rory and ashton had found out they would be moving, again.
âi mean, weâre moving rory. i found another jobâa better job in california.â her dad spoke, cutting into his steak, acting like it wasnât a big deal that they were making such a big move.
âitâll be okay rory-â ashton tried to comfort his sister but she interrupted, standing up from her chair.
âno! it isnât okay, it might be okay for you since itâs not long before youâre off to michigan with quinn anyways! i donât want to restart again!â she protested. she could feel a lump forming in her throat and she tried to push down her tears.
âhoney calm down.â her mother looked at her with a sad expression, understanding her daughterâs frustration for moving. before they had come toronto, she was a very shy kid, but since meeting the boys next door they helped to being her out of her shell.
not knowing what to say, aurora ran up to her bedroom, hearing her dad call out for her to come back, but she wouldnât.
she slammed her bedroom door and plopped onto her bed. tears finally falling onto her pillow as her mind began to race. how could they make her move away from everything she knew? surely his job here was good enough, what could they possibly need more of? they had a nice house with nice neighbors.
her stomach dropped.
sheâd have to leave the hughes. sheâd have to leave her best friends, and the boy she liked.
she was envious of her brother. he would be joining quinn at the university of michigan, not for hockey but for soccer. heâd probably also be able to see luke and jack often as well, while sheâd have to be stuck nearly 3000 miles away by herself.
it wasnât fair.
ârory, the boys are outside ready to say goodbye.â aurora stood in the middle of her empty bedroom while her mom stood at the doorway.
she took one last look at the bedroom that was once filled with posters of taylor swift and one direction. it was here that she and luke and many sleepovers, watching movies that were definitely not age appropriate and giggling so loud that their parents had to tell them to be quiet. it was here where she had told her girlfriends about her scandalous crush on the older boy next door. it was here where she cried, when she found out that quinn had a girl over.
she nodded, and her mom placed a hand on her shoulder guiding her down the stairs and outside.
she saw her dad and jim loading some suitcases into their car, and ashton chatting with the hughes brothers.
âhey.â she approached, tucking her hands into her pockets.
âyouâre lucky you get to move to california, think of all the waves you could surf.â jack said trying to lighten the mood and aurora laughed, âyeah except i donât know how to surf, jack.â
she turned her eyes to luke and could feel the tears she was trying so hard to fight come up to the surface. luke tried to seem cool, but when they locked eyes he started to cry as well, the two joining into a tight embrace, not knowing when theyâd see each other again.
âiâm gonna miss you a lot rory.â he sniffled as she cried into his chest. âiâm gonna miss you more lukey.â
the parents stood by the car, hearts melting at the display in front of them. âthose two are breaking my heart.â ellen said, placing a hand over her chest and sighing.
a few minutes had passed by and their dad was calling out that it was time to go.
âbye jack, donât cause too much trouble.â aurora teased, and he rolled his eyes pulling her into a hug. âi could say the same to you.â
she pulled away and faced quinn. he offered the same smile that she loved and her heart melted. she went in for a hug and lingered a little longer than she did with jack, but no one seemed to notice.
âhey, youâre gonna be okay.â he pulled away, keeping his hands on her shoulders as he looked down to her. ânext time i see you, youâll probably have these wacky braces out.â he laughed, poking her cheek and she swatted him away. he always knew how to make her smile when she was sad.
âshut up, you had braces too.â she rolled her eyes but still smiled. she looked over his shoulder to see her mom and ellen hugging, and her dad and jim exchanging a from handshake and it finally felt real.
what if she would never see them again? what if they would forget about her while theyâre off playing hockey, following their dreams?
âiâll miss you guys.â she said, wiping her tears before running to the car, her two braids flapping against her back.
ashton said his goodbyes and joined her in the back seat. they waited for their parents to finish their goodbyes before hopping in as well.
as they pulled out of the driveway, aurora turned around to look through the back window of the car. luke glanced towards his brothers before booking it, chasing after the car. the two other boys looking bewildered before chasing right behind him. âDONâT FORGET US!â she could hear luke yell and she giggled. sheâd never forget them, not ever.
sheâd never forget her best friend, luke.
sheâd never forget her partner in crime, jack.
sheâd never forget the first boy to steal her heart, quinn.
Šcyberhughes; do not copy, translate or repost my work without permission.
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Where The Waves Rest đ Teaser



âLove isnât about the rushâitâs about the quiet moments that make you stay.â
pairing. l.hs x reader
wc. Long. Iâm invested.
synopsis. Heeseung, a reckless troublemaker from Seoul, is forced to move to Busanâa quiet, peaceful town he despisesâafter his father grows tired of his partying, drinking, and reckless lifestyle. In a place with no nightlife or distractions, he feels trapped until he meets you, a local girl who sees right through his arrogance. Unlike everyone else, youâre unimpressed by his reputation, and despite himself, Heeseung finds himself drawn to your quiet strength and the warmth of Busan. Slowly, the boy who once craved chaos begins to change, finding comfort in the townâs simplicity and in you. But when his past comes calling, Heeseung must decide between the reckless life heâs always known or the love and peace he never expected to find.
warnings. Not proofread, 18+ mdni. kissing, pet names, bullying, degrading, slut shaming, love bites, hair pulling, swearing, harsh language, bullying, angst, mentions of drinking, hooking up, and partying, heeseung is a spoiled ass
a/n. Before you come for me, Ik the cities arenât like that Iâm just using it as an example for this au! Let me know if u want to be in the tag list! It will close 04/03/2025
release date. 04/04/2025
listening to. seasons + love - wave to earth
The streets of Busan stretched before Heeseung, calm and predictable, a stark contrast to the chaos of Seoul. The ocean breeze carried the scent of salt and freshly baked bread from a nearby shop, and the occasional chatter of pedestrians filled the air. To anyone else, it might have felt peaceful. To Heeseung, it felt painfully dull.
He walked with his hands stuffed in his pockets, shoulders hunched forward. His grandmother had sent him out for groceries, claiming the fresh produce here was better than anything he could find in Seoul. He didnât careâhe just wanted to get this over with.
Just as he turned the corner, somethingâor rather, someoneâcrashed straight into him. A force slammed against his chest, knocking him off balance, and before he could react, he heard it.
A sickening crack against the pavement.
His heart dropped. His phone.
His only lifeline to Seoul, his only source of entertainment in this slow, uneventful cityâgone. His jaw clenched as frustration surged through him.
âAre you kidding me?â he snapped, his voice sharp.
âOh my gosh, Iâm so sorry!â a flustered voice rushed out.
Heeseung barely registered the words as he looked down, dread settling in his stomach. His phone lay face-up on the pavement, the screen shattered beyond recognition. His fists curled at his sides as he exhaled harshly. âUnbelievable.â
You crouched down quickly, picking up the broken device and turning it over in your hands. âIâI didnât see you there,â you stammered, eyes wide with guilt. âI was in a hurry, I wasnât lookingââ
Heeseung snatched the phone from your grasp, inspecting the damage. âYeah, no kidding,â he muttered.
You winced. âIâm really sorry. Let me take you to a repair shopâIâll cover the cost.â
Heeseung scoffed, shaking his head. âAs if thereâs even a decent one around this shitty place.â
âThere is,â you insisted, ignoring his attitude. âItâs not far from here. Please, let me fix this.â
Your voice was gentle, sincere. In Seoul, people either avoided responsibility or threw money at problems like this without a second thought. But you⌠you actually cared.
And for reasons he couldnât quite explain, that irritated him even more.
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