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caffeccino · 3 months
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hopefully this doesn't come off as rude; but is Apex Limit on a long term hiatus or is it not being updated? Can't wait to read Mundane Magical Girl when I get a chance either way
Hey there!
Apex Limit is indeed on a long term hiatus. I had always planned on taking a break from it in favor of a second project and to come back to it, though that isn't exactly how things worked out...
I intend to try to go back to it after Mundane Magical Girl, which is more limited in scope.
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brown-little-robin · 1 year
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I cleaned my room, including the pile of packaging detritus in the corner that's been making me unhappy since weeks ago when I ordered a bookshelf and dumped the box + styrofoam in the corner. Brutally ripping apart the cardboard box with my bare hands was kinda cathartic 😌
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perzyssesuvion · 2 months
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anyways i'll be on discord for the night.
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the problem with stopping the alcohol is that now we're sober all the time. so we're either sober and bored/uncomfortable, or Frenchie gets us really high with the weed which usually results in some level of panic, or Baz tries to find any excuse possible to take his benzos so he can feel chill and relaxed
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dissociacrip · 1 year
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i spend the first 23 years of my life being abused or otherwise traumatized including my first long-term relationship that was really an act of desperation in escaping my parent's abuse. i have fought so hard and so long trying to get to the point where i can have something resembling a normal life.
now i'm in school, i may not have close friends but i spend time with people who care about me and i go to parties/other events, and a guy who i first met while he was faded and shitfaced at one of those parties + has been showing me nothing but patience and affection and genuine interest since then is taking me on a date to a lantern festival next week and when i joked about how i'm gonna end up feeling like a princess he said "that's the plan" :)
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goosita · 1 month
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logan is quite animalistic
by now, the details of your relationship are a bit fuzzy. it had been a cold winter night, you’d had a warm cabin and offered the man in the woods some food, and he’d come back time and time again after that. except now, he repays you, so to speak.
“should know better by now than to let me back in,” he growls, hips pressing hard and fast into your ass. he has you flush against the front of his body, your back to his chest and his arm around your throat in a headlock as he fucks you. “you should stop feeding the things you find in the woods.”
you want to respond. really, you do. but all that comes out is a string of pathetic little moans as his cock stretches you. your hands scramble to hold onto his arms, one around your neck and the other around your waist. you can feel him nipping at your skin, teeth sharp and mouth hot on your skin.
if you were in a clearer headspace, maybe you would consider his words more. each time now that he sought you out, your warmth and kindness, it ended like this. he would fuck you until you saw stars, then he’d curl up and tuck you into his arms with a kiss to your head and be gone by sunrise.
“fucking sweet,” he murmurs, the hand around your waist slipping down between your legs. “too fucking sweet for me, honey. for anyone.”
you can feel the rumble of his words in his chest, pressed tight to your back as he brings you to the edge of bliss. and yeah, maybe you shouldn’t keep feeding him, but god you want to. you hope he comes back every single night.
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havensins · 1 year
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Treating subspace tony, Steve, and Bucky like gentle glass, making them feel good, and doing what they ask you 😭
nonnie u gotta be somewhere in my head bc i’m in love with this concept omg. (tw, handjobs (tony), and aftercare.)
tony, bucky and steve in subspace + aftercare
for tony…. when tony falls into subspace, he falls hard. it comes when he’s been working nonstop for hours on end. when you make him take a break and just pull him into your lap so you can unwind, he’s crumbling already. his eyes go all glossy and he’s clinging onto you as if you’re the only thing keeping him grounded.
he’s so sensitive in the state too, and after working nonstop he’d be a little pent up. give him a handjob while he’s in your lap, move slowly and make sure not to tease him because he’ll get all whiny. and once he cums, it’s a necessity that you pamper him and literally never leave him without your touch.
also!! he doesn’t go nonverbal when he’s in subspace but he is a lot more emotionally sensitive than normal. praise him any moment you get!
for bucky…. bucky falls into subspace when he’s truly at his limit. when it seems as though nothing is going how he wants, his nightmares are preventing him from sleeping and all of his missions with sam have been stressful. and you can tell that all of it is piling on him but you know he needs to seek you out on his own terms.
and that’s exactly what he does. he comes home one day, absolutely exhausted and only wanting you. and he just drops to his knees right where you’re sitting at your kitchen island. his hands are behind his back and he’s looking up at you with teary eyes.
when he gets like this, he doesn’t really desire to get into anything sexual. he just wants you to pepper him in affection and praise him. better yet if he could kneel for you for a couple of hours and just get out of his head for a while.
for steve... steve mostly falls into subspace after a scene. after you’ve reduced him to a wailing mess, and he’s trying to get his breathing under control, he simply looks towards you and holds his arms out weakly.
stevie would need so much skin to skin contact. if you let go of him for even a second he’d probably be in tears. he just wants the physical reminder that you’re there. his subspace care & aftercare would go hand in hand. you’d have to clean him up the best you could since he’d have to be in a clearer headspace to let you go long enough to shower with you.
he wants you to wrap your arms around him and just hold him while the both of you watch a movie. he likes being massaged too. and steve being steve would listen to your praise and praise you too.. though of course in this state he loses his filter. “you fill me up so nice,” etc. though you never mind it.
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honeytonedhottie · 5 months
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HONEYS IT GIRL MAGAZINE april edition⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🎀
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welcome back to honeys it girl magazine, this is the april catalog. get ready for the inside scoop on data that i've collected, things i've learned/started doing, and just general info like that organized in kind of a teen-magazine inspired fashion. this particular addition's collaborator is @pinkpigtailsprincess and its an HONOR. so pls look forward to the magazine for it girls ✨ and now please enjoy, the it girl magazine.
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SUMMER WARDROBE PREP ;
as we've talked about in this post right here, summer is right around the corner and we need to make the fashion count. april fashion is all about the transition from spring -> summer and in doing so gracefully there MUST be preparation.
for any season i think that camisoles r amazing because in the colder seasons like autumn or winter, u can wear camisoles underneath zip up jackets. in the summer and spring time u can wear camisoles as they are and they're so cute either way.
the key to camisoles is the length and the color and for the spring to summer transition, i advise u to steer clear of darker colors or thicker textures and go for more light/flowy, colorful pieces.
FOR THE BLOG ;
i haven't been very active on my blog (or at least thats how i feel) as much as i usually am and thats because school has been kicking my ass. now that the school year is wrapping up i have something that i'd like to introduce to the blog.
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MY MASTER CLASS - i wanted to formulate a class that rly went in depth about manifestation so i decided to make a google class in which i hopefully simplified manifestation. just like in my blog, except in the class i formulate challenges, assignments etc.
the post where i go more in depth about the master class is coming out on wednesday (may first) so i hope that u guys look forward to and take advantage of this new resource 🍭🎀
FOR THE WELLNESS GIRLIES ;
if theres one thing that i tried to keep central this month was my health, so there r two things in particular that i honed in on and they are mindfulness and stress management.
MINDFULNESS - i wanted to focus on being more present in my emotions and just focus on the now more than anything. just kind of putting things into perspective. i've had time to ponder a lot of things and kind of tackle the big questions that i like to avoid and once u sort that out it feels like a weight has been lifted off ur shoulders.
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STRESS MANAGEMENT - idk whats going on but my emotions have been all over the place and i've been feeling particularly stressed and overwhelmed so what i've been doing to manage that is mindful breathing and affirming affirmations that remind me that im safe, im fine etc.
and later on once im in a clearer headspace i'll journal thru my emotions and kind of sort them out that way im not harboring anything negative yk? and thats usually what helps me.
DOLLY'S SECTION, @pinkpigtailsprincess "SOME OF MY FAVS AND WHAT WE CAN LEARN FROM THEM
Some of my fav it girls What we can learn from them!!🎀 
The Boss
Whitney Gilbert + Rihanna + Lil Kim
The Smart Sweethearts
Jang Wonyoung + Elle woods
The Glitzy Dolls
Kimora Lee Simmons + London Tipton
| 𝜗𝜚 ݁ ˖ The Smart Sweetheart !! 🎀
...📧 : Wonyoung & Elle are absolutely perfect for self expression and not letting other peoples opinions get too you both of them are unapologetically Super Feminine & Sweet even people
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talk down about them, they always rise up and prove them wrong no matter how much people talk all while sporting their extremely feminine personality and fashion taste no matter how much they get stereotyped as a “dumb blonde” “pick me” or “air head” they know themselves
and thats all thats matter to them!! 🎀 Now all three of these women are incredibly smart thats have achieved major academic
success let’s look at what we can individually learn from them!!
🎀 ; Jang Wonyoung The Successful K-Popstar thats has gotten global success who has the perfect princess beauty
has inspired an ongoing lifestyle trend by the Name of “Wonyoungism” a trend inspired by the beautiful fans of Jang Wonyoung where her fanbase practices and promotes Taking care of them selves and being the best version of them selves and taking inspiration from won young to
⁃  workout
⁃  eat healthy meals
⁃  take care of their skin
⁃  practice good habits
⁃  attaining their goals
⁃  ambition & hard work
⁃  being nice & inspiring others to also joij in on becoming the best version of themselves and have an unbreakable mentally inspired by her famous quote “No Problem I don’t care you’re you i’m me!” and taking after won-young in having a high self concept and hard work no matter what!! and never letting opinions get too you even when she was getting dragged on the internet she gave them more reasons to hate on her even though they know nothing about her
Sources say The Chic Princess is also incredibly smart with some extremely impressive academic achievements including
⁃  took GED & got a perfect score in Korean,english & math
⁃  Won a Science Fair
⁃  Won Match Contest
⁃  Was her Class president 3 years in a row
⁃  willing joined sports
⁃  always putting time into her studies and ever wanted to be a news anchor +lawyer!!
no speaking of Lawyers...We must talk sbout the most fashionable lawyer out there..🎀 ; Elle Woods!!The Peppy Blonde Barbie From Bel-Air is Undeniably one of the most loved it girl characters out there!! she inspires many girls & women to do their absolute best in academics and maintain their authenticity and being charismatic and kind to those around her even with people who don’t like her!!, She’s literally the Pioneer of femininity in the work force bringing her girly & hyperfeminine personality + style while also studying law and becoming a lawyer
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...but it’s not always glitz and glamour for Elleseeing as early on in the movie no one seems to genuinely taker her seriously and judging her too quickly because of her girly style,chipper personality & being a classic sorority queen but as elle and had more and more people on her back about her “being a ditz” “not being smart enough” she makes her own one women revolution on a quest to prove them all wrong! and when doing this she still doesn’t stray away from her bubbly personality and trendy style and with doing this proving thats girls can be girly and hyperfem and still be smart and pursue a career but even with doing this she can’t seem to shake the image of the stereotypical “Dumb Blonde” as we see in the movie when her professor seems to only hire ell because she’s pretty and not because of her academic success.
now obviously this makes elle spiral and think shes not good enough to where she ends up giving up becoming a lawyer because she feels as though because shes the stereotypical blonde rich girl from bel-air that she can’t be anything but a pretty face but still after the fact elle picks herself back up in one of the final scene of the MovieShowing up to the courtroom sport her ICONIC Pink dress and Bedazzled Pink Pumps and using her knowledge in fashion,beauty and cosmetics to ultimately win her case even withhaving the hard ship of not taken seriously!! 🎀
these two of literally in my top 3 favorites theyre just perfect and amazing and no matter what they do people are always talking about them no matter what rather good or bad they are truly it girls now What can we learn from these two dazzling women...
⁃  Hard work pays off
⁃  You can have beauty and brains
⁃  Never Dumb yourself down too be someone everyone else wants you to be
⁃  Always work hard no matter the circumstances
⁃  Take care of yourself
⁃  People opinions on you don’t Matter because at the end of the day you onlyhave to prove yourself to yourself
⁃ You’re So weird, Never change that!
| 𝜗𝜚݁ ˖ The Glitzy Divas !! 🎀
🛍 : The Glitzy Diva Type is my FAVORITE!! Im literally Obsessed with Kimora and Sharpay They Inspire me so much and theyre like soo iconic so ofc we have to start of with Mother Herself Mrs.
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Kimora Lee Simmons 🛍 : The Mother of Baby Phat How made her breakthrough in the modeling industry at only 15 And Being Signed with Chanel She is Known for Her Love of
Fashion Glitz and Glamour The Fashion Maven coining her brand Baby Phat in 1999 rose to fame without question i mean her clothes are literally so iconic you name she has it !!
⁃  phone cases
⁃  jackets
⁃  jeans
⁃  Body Suits
⁃  Denim Jackets
⁃  Boots
⁃  Hats
⁃  Tank Tops
⁃  Buffer Coats
⁃  Lip Gloss
⁃  PerfumeSHE HAD IT ALL!!
Because she is literally just FABULOUS she has always had this love for the glitz and the glamour and always hold her self too a high standard if she wanted it she would get it and thats just the way its gonna be!!! she had a habit of running up Phone Bills,Credit Card etc. truly princess activities now what can we learn from this ICON!I can do everything by myself, the only person I have to look out for is myself - Kimora Lee SimmonsPersonally
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i think she is trying to say she is only supposed to be validated within her self and Only Her Opinion Matter No Matter What and its so true because at the end of the day you know you best and all you’ll is yourself!All the hard work in the world won't get you anywhere if you don't powerfully project your personality and style. How are you going to differentiate yourself from them? - Kimora Lee Simmons
BE YOURSELF!! literally being your own authentic self is literally the ultimate it girl secret and you can literally see for yourself not all it girl are one in the same they are authentically their own and that makes them all special!!People want to throw things at you and make you fall off because you're at a certain enviable height. - Kimora Lee Simmons. Like honestly she such a philosopher and i don’t care like this is so true with all it girls people are always talking about them no matter what because they feel a certain sense of jealousy
towards them for no reason when these women are literally like the best people LOVE to hate on it girl so much they end of loving them They Love to Hate them and Hate 2 Love Them!! 🎀
Now lwts talk about another favorite of mine the FABULOUS ...
⭐ : Sharpay Evans !!
The one and Only Sharpay Evans The Queen Bee that everyone tried to tear down but if were being honest she will NEVER Fall She hold her self to princess standard with her fabulous self concept
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“Everything Has to be Perfect for me” Fabulous by Sharpay Evans
Having Everyone always hating in her never stopped her still always being the school Queen Bee She is constantly talked about bye everyone!! i mean yeah she is quite snobby but she is still CRAZY AMBITIOUS. and shes willing to do any and everything to make sure she gets her way Shes The Princess and that will never change
No matter what people say about her own personal style she doesn’t care only her opinion matters Because she’s FABULOUS everything around her HAS to be Fabulous as well
⁃  Wardrobe
⁃  Hair
⁃  LockerEverything
She Believes that she is better than her peers and tbh.. She kinda Is i mean Their Vocals and performance were mediocre compared to SharpayShe stands about too much i mean her fabulousness was too much for them to handle shes
Her Iconess is
Stylish Pretty Iconic Talented Ambitious and Hardworking too much for them they can’t tell can’t HANDLE IT!!
Now what can we learn from these two FABULOUS ICONS
⁃  Only Your Opinion Matters
⁃  Always Put Yourself First
⁃  Keep Working Hard for what you want
⁃  If Something isn’t up to your standards don’t settle for less
⁃  No Matter how much people talk and knock you down you’re still gonna be above their Judgement!!
⁃ Only Conform too your own standard
CELEBS ;
i wanna start off this section strong and talk about jojo siwa's new release "karma". i've linked the music video there so u can watch it and feel free to share ur opinions in the comment section but shes been receiving lots of mixed reviews from netizens.
most of the backlash comes from interviews that shes done like when she said that she was the first person in her generation to have this major of a rebrand. a huge shift in all this drama tho was when people found out that she did NOT in fact write the song like she claimed she did, which does NOT look good for her
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she bought the song from brit smith and its like, WORD FOR WORD. and people feel some kind of way bcuz jojo could've just straight up been honest and say that she bought the song, which a lot of artists in the music industry do and theres nothing inherently wrong with it.
but the problem is that she tried to make it seem like she wrote it and even goes as far as to claim that she did in fact write it. and now that its shown that she bought it from brit smith, it kinda just blew up in her face.
PREP FOR NEXT YEAR ;
as we know the 2023-2024 school year is coming to an end very soon and if ur anything like me, ur feeling FATIGUED. and rightfully so of course, school can be super taxing sometimes.
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this is ur sign though to take a BREAK, spend a day just for you and for rejuvenation bcuz to keep going u need to have strength. school is almost done U GOT THIS. what helps me is to count down the days until school lets out so that i can be excited 🍹✨
now is the time tho to plan out what courses ur gonna take next year, wrap up whatever u need to for this school year so that u can walk into the next school year ready to dominate. make plans for the summer and hype urself up to have an amazing time!
thats all for this months catalog, there will be a new edition each month with new content and it'll be updated on a monthly basis so if thats something that interests you or if you like these kinds of posts stay tuned for the next, till next month girlies✨
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NOISE with any member of the system, and make it dirtyyyyy 😏😏😏
White Noise
summary: when Steven hears a sound in the night, he thinks he’s coming to your rescue.
pairing: afab!reader x steven grant (mentions of marc and jake)
contents: 18+/nsfw/MINORS DNI, reader listening to spicy audios, masturbation, embarrassment, kissing, fluff, get together
wc: 1k
an: here you are my loveee, i hope you enjoy this. it turned a little softer than I’d anticipated but i see potential for something a little spicier in the future 😏😏. also yes reader is listening to a quinn audio, @/quinn SPONSOR ME. (banner below is @cafekitsune)
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Steven is a light sleeper. Marc could sleep through a nuclear war, and Jake…well he hardly ever sleeps. But, Steven stirs at the softest of sounds.
It’s not often these days that the system switches without permission, especially not in the middle of slumber, but while Marc has fallen asleep earlier in the night it’s Steven who wakes to this noise in the middle of the night.
Despite its obvious disruption the noise is soft, a simple hum that comes from the shared drywall between your room and his. The next sound is a little louder— it comes from your mouth, he’s sure. A muffled cry, one that has his heart racing and his worry up.
He jumps out of bed with grace— a grace he’s still growing accustomed to. That and the other to men in his head, the old pigeon that rules parts of their lives. He slips into the hallway, starting the short walk to your room. As he gets closer the sounds get clear, louder.
Are you crying? Did you hurt yourself? Or watch another sad romance film that brought you to tears?
Yes, as he gets closer the sounds do get clearer— especially to Marc. His mind always goes straight to the gutter with you even though he tries his best to be respectful. But he’s imagined what you would sound like during sex time and time again and right now, you sound pretty close to the edge. Where he wants to lead you over and over.
Wait Steven, Marc calls out in the headspace but it’s too late.
He’s opened the door, and his eyes find you immediately. He opens his mouth to say something but it dies in his throat at the sight of you splayed out in bed.
The moonlight must be made for you, the way it feels like a spotlight, lighting up your skin. His eyes slowly travel down your body, drinking in every detail about you.
There’s a white set of overhead earphones on your head, your eyes squeeze shut as you moan softly. It must be the reason why he could hear you, the reason you haven’t moved yet to yell at him. You’re in an oversized t-shirt that’s seen much love— it would go down your knees if it wasn’t currently scrunched up at your belly. Like this he has a view that has only ever lived in his dreams, in their dreams, Marc and Jake’s too. They can all deny it to each other all they want, but at the end of the day they share a brain. And though they’d all discovered it differently, they all share a deep desire for you.
God, he shouldn’t be doing this. He should close his eyes right now and walk back into his room. Apologize to you and forget this ever happened. He’s about to do just that when you whimper his name. His eyes fly to your own once more, he’s sure he’s caught now but your eyes are still closed.
Are you…thinking of him? Getting yourself off and thinking of him? The idea has his knees weak.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, Steven,” You whine, back arching as you reach the peak of pleasure. He can see the your slick on the head of the vibrator, and reflexively licks his lips.
There’s no mistaking it now. You’re thinking of him, cumming and thinking of him. He shifts on his feet, all too aware of how hard he is right now. It seems Marc and Jake are nowhere to be found, they must be in just as much shock as he is.
You shriek, sitting up and covering yourself, the moment causing your headphones to fall off your head. “What the fuck? What the fuck are you doing in here?”
Steven’s cheeks burn, turning a bright red as he stumbles over his words, “I—I’m sorry, I— you— I thought you were crying and I— I should go.”
“You thought I was crying?”
“Well, yeah, I sort of…heard you whimper and I thought you might need some…comforting. But that is obviously not the case, you’ve just taken quite good care of yourself,” He says, wincing as he regrets the words immediately.
“That’s um, that’s sweet of you. Did you— you heard I imagine.”
“Heard? Oh, um, not if you didn’t want me to. I’ll change my name. Actually, I don’t even have a name anymore. Taken care of,” He jokes, fiddling with his fingers.
“I’ve made things so awkward, I’m sorry. I know it’s not like that for you. For any of you.”
“You think…you think we don’t feel the same?” He asks incredulously.
You stare back at him, completely confused. Is he saying what you think he’s saying? Your mouth opens to ask but nothing comes out, your throat dry.
“You drive us mad, love,” He says once he realizes that you won’t speak.
Jake and Marc immediately start to protest, but what’s done is done. There’s some twinkle in your eye, a glimmer of hope that what Steven says is true. And while this is scary for all of them, when met with the thought of rejecting you, neither of them could stomach it.
“Really?”
“Really. Can I?” He points to the edge of the bed.
“Oh, uh, sure,” You awkwardly move your vibrator and phone to the nightstand to clear some room for him.
He comes to sit, not too far but near enough to reach your hand, squeezing it, “I know we’ve skipped quite a bit on the standards of dating. The whole living together, and well now this. And I know there’s…three of us but would you—“
“Yes,” You say easily, not letting him finish.
He chuckles, “I haven’t even asked completely, love.”
“It doesn’t matter, I’d do anything with you.”
Your words warm him from the inside out, breeding confidence. He cups your cheek, leaning forward to press his mouth to yours in a sweet, tentative kiss. You melt against him, hand raising to rest over his own. He smells good, like pine and citrus and the feeling of his lips against yours makes you feel like you’re floating.
“I’m sorry that I walked in on you like this,” He mumbles into your mouth through a smile.
You lean back, a wide grin on your face as you shake your head a little, “I’m not.”
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syscultureis · 3 months
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system culture is i wish headspace was clearer :(( please i don’t want to live real life all the time
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moodywyrm · 1 year
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just had the nastiest thoughts about reader making abby squirt for the first time. She’d be so shy and make sure that she returns the favor at least 3 times before finally fucking reader to sleep. Anyways…
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god ok I had to be in the right headspace for this one. college basketball abby bc I miss her <3
no because can you imagine her coming home all tired and sore and so fucking needy after practice? she slumps into the apartment, exhausted and falling into your arms, snuggling into your tits and holding you so close, you know exactly what she needs.
ten minutes later she's laid out on the bed, naked and covered in hickies, a pretty lil trail leading from her neck, over her tits, down her tummy, all the way to her pretty thighs. she's whining, writhing on the bed as you grope at her, basically making out with her sloppy pussy and she's fucking soaked.
The sounds coming from between her legs, loud and sloppy and so goddamn wet, are making her bright red, so blushy and needy for something more, "Fu- fuck, baby please, need you."
Her hips are bucking into you, her calves you into her from where they're thrown over your shoulders. You giggle into her, moaning against her cunt before pulling away, placing a kiss on her inner thigh.
"Baby, ya gotta be clearer than that. What do you need?" You're teasing her, being so mean, because you know exactly what she wants. You trail your fingers up and down her slit, circling her leaking entrance as she clenches around nothing.
"Fingers, fuck, baby please I need your fingers, please fuck me- mmh," and she just begs to prettily, who are you to deny her? You press two fingers in, curling them up into that gushy little spot that makes her wail and arch into you.
You kiss her thigh again, murmuring a lil "pretty girl' against her before diving back in, licking and sucking at her clit. She's shaking, whining and grabbing wherever she can. One rough hand is toying with her sensitive nipples, the other holding you against her cunt as she feels herself get close.
You're in heaven, her thighs pressing in close, her pussy so warm and wet, all for you to indulge in. You press your fingers in harder, massaging at her g-spot and really working her clit, amping it up when Abby squeals out a pretty," 'm gonna cum, fuck."
the knot snaps and Abby convulses, actual tears slipping down her cheeks as she clenches around your fingers. She whites out for a second, ascending to the next realm as you punch into her cunt, fucking her through her orgasm. When she comes down, she's panting and leaning up on her elbows to look down at you.
So imagine her shock when she sees the pretty wet spot under her, your face and tits coated in her juices as press a kiss to her clit before diving back in for more.
"Fuck, baby, gonna make you do that again," Your words are muffled, whispered like a prayer against her before you're sucking her clit back into your mouth and pressing a third finger into her sensitive pussy.
"Shit, shit baby fuck - ah, 'm sensitive, fuck"
You're so engrossed though, practically drooling over her clit, spit dripping down to her hole where it gets fucked into her, making her even wetter. You plunge your fingers deeper, pressing up into her sweet spot with no mercy, determined to make her squirt for you again.
It takes a minute, working her over and loving on her, moving one hand up to grope at her tits, but Abby, surprisingly, feels herself about to cum again.
With the prettiest, "baby, baby please, 'love you, 'm cumming," She pulls your hand up off her tits, replacing it with her own and shoving your fingers into her mouth as she starts convulsing around your fingers. Her squirt is gentler this time, soft little gushes leaking out around your fingers and into your palm.
It gets her so sensitive and so so good, the second she's come down from her orgasm she's yanking you up the bed, yanking your completely soaked panties off so she can press her pussy against yours. the second she does and she hears you whine against her lips, she's fucking into you, ready to fuck you boneless for being so good to her <3
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the-s1lly-corner · 7 months
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HEEEEEEEELLLLLLLOOOOOOO may we get platonic older brother found family jeff the killer and kid!reader plspls I loved the post where he's cutting the readers hair and I desperately need more big bro jeff content
Platonic Jeff x kid!reader
Nono because I need to write more for jeff, but I'm kind of picky with what I write for him given my own discomforts GUH
LOVE when jeff is brotherly
You guys get bonus ben hcs too since hes always with jeff in my silly au
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So you know that scene from adventure time where simon breaks a window and tells marceline that it's wrong? That's basically the dynamic, except jeff rarely actually enforces right vs wrong...
I dont think he would make you take part in his killings, not even as a witness. Hell, in my au/Hc hes toned down by the time it all takes place. Still an ass though...you both kind of live running from the law, so you're never in a place for long and you dont carry much with you guys
"Kid turn around for a second" proceeded by the sound of him breaking a car window open and then hot wiring said car...he keeps checking in on you as you sleep in the back seat
He cuts your hair and TRIES to patch up your clothes when they get ruined. He doesn't become particularly skilled at sewing but he does get decent enough to make your clothing last longer until you guys can find a replacement
He has already stolen from stores, nothing is going to stop him from stealing something for you if you want or need something
When you get older he teaches you how to defend yourself in the case of something happening, though sometimes when hes on a clearer headspace he sometimes thinks about leaving you at a police station so you can have a better life.. at least a shot of having a normal one.. that kind of becomes its own internal batter in him
Going by my hc/au once more, ben is here with you guys albeit stuck on a DS! Good news is you can play games and have a friend to keep you company when jeff is out! You and ben become friends and share a dynamic similar to the one bed and jeff had, before jeff grew up.. he shares some inside jokes with you and kind of makes fun of jeff behind his back
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zawadni · 2 years
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SHOTO TODOROKI WAS NOT ALLOWED MANY COMPANIONSHIPS THROUGHOUT HIS CHILDHOOD. he couldn’t have friends because he was forced to train as much as his body could handle. he didn’t have a good relationship with his mother like he wanted since she was never in the right headspace. and, he didn’t have the best relationship with his siblings either.
there had been no one to protect him from his father when he needed it the most and he had grown up conditioned to his ways. he figured he was okay because it was all he had known.
shoto todoroki never fully conceptualized the notion of being in a willing relationship with someone- having been entirely convinced no one would love him in that way or that no one would ever see past that he was ‘the kid of the almighty flame hero, endeavor.’
and all of this was right up until he met you. 
you were patient with him despite how often you had to teach him things because he didn’t understand due to how much he was sheltered. 
every time he looked at you, he felt a fluttering feeling in the pit of his stomach that he didn’t understand. for once in his life, he felt safe when he was around you and he never wanted to stop feeling it. 
of course, his father disapproved but for the first time in what seemed like forever, he couldn’t find it in himself to care. he wasn’t quite sure what love felt like but he’s sure this is it. 
when he comes home to see you’ve arrived early and started making food for him despite the fact that you also had long hours, he thinks he’s sure of it. when you wake him up on a rare day off with breakfast at the table in the kitchen, he’s almost sure of it. and when his eyes are glancing over at you and admiring how the moonlight grazes your face, he’s absolutely sure this is what love is. 
there’s not a single doubt in his mind about you when he pulls you along with him to stand closer to the water to get a clearer look at you. not a single insecurity within him when he faces you and shoves his clammy hand into his pocket to pull out the box. 
he has a clear, but very nervous, mind when he gets down on one knee and slowly opened it to reveal the ring that shimmered in the light. “i am not quite sure how to do this but i know that i really love you. when i think about the future, i don’t think of myself being with anyone else other than you. will you marry me, Y/N?” 
your stunned silence would’ve begun to worry him had it not been for the tears pooling in your eyes. “oh my-, of course i’ll marry you sho’.” 
shoto todoroki has never been happier than when he’s with you and he wasn’t planning on ever letting you go, as long as you’d have him.
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soapskies · 1 year
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Could I request a yandere nolanverse scarecrow with a reader who is a patient at Akrham. Maybe reader has anger or trust issues and only interacts to certain individuals because most people aren't very affectionate or kinds (platonic if possible please since I'm a sucker for your teen/kid reader fics)
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YAN. NOLANVERSE SCARECROW W/ TROUBLED PATIENT
MALE READER. PLATONIC HCS. READER IS AN OLDER KID.
— Nolanverse Jon is a psychiatrist, not a psychologist, but I thought it would be more interesting if I wrote him to have one-on-one sessions with reader. So suspend your disbelief. :P
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You learned early on that the only way to survive your situation was to shut down, or fight your way through it.
One of the youngest patients at Arkham, you were infamous among your doctors for being very uncooperative during your sessions
Most of your issues exacerbated by the conditions at the asylum, and inmates who had no trouble walking all over you.
Your therapists (who didn’t care much for juvenile delinquents anyway, when villains like the Joker were housed in the opposite wing), were quick to walk out on you when you lashed out, all except one.
Dr. Crane was the only one who stayed in the room with you, even when you were screaming until your throat burned and spent entire sessions curled up on the floor.
Although you glared daggers into him, he met you with an even tone of voice and a self-assured demeanor that couldn’t be matched, scribbling away on that notepad of his when you thought there was nothing of importance to note.
Dr. Crane seemed to make all the time in the world for you, always first on the scene when you broke down, and never treated you harshly, no matter how cold you were towards him. No matter how many other doctors looked at you with contempt, as if counseling you was a chore.
Maybe if you were paying attention, you would notice that you ran into him a lot outside of sessions, in which he would prod about your well-being and insist on walking you wherever you needed to go, like an overbearing father.
Not to mention how his actions went far beyond a normal doctor-patient relationship, whether it was holding your shoulder steady to look you sternly in the eye or the tight, awkward squeeze he would give you briefly before parting ways
He seemed to prod you about everything. How you slept, what you ate, who you talked to, what your family is like…
Come to think of it, you haven’t heard from your parents in a very long time, since you started your sessions with Crane. Not that you wanted to hear back from them anyway, when they were the ones who sent you there in the first place.
Miraculously, you were eventually released for “good behavior”, despite your headspace not feeling any clearer, and in none other than Dr. Crane’s care.
Nobody seemed to question it, or give you a second glance as you walked out the doors with him. You were under the impression you were going home, only to be herded into the doctor’s car and driven to some secluded house in the countryside, a good long ways away.
Suffice to say, you never left out of his sight again.
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ohbo-ohno · 1 year
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Okay but Simon knowing that you don’t have an oral fixation and forcing you to cockwarm him with your mouth for hours anyway as punishment— for both you and Johnny.
“ghost making soap cockwarm him and knowing he can't resist chewing but punishing him for it anyways. sets him up for failure and they both know it”
Maybe after this happens he decides to replace Johnny with you. Doesn’t really give you a choice, just presses down on your shoulders until you’re on your knees. Places a hand on the back of your neck, forcing you to take him all the way.
You stay like that for hours, and maybe— like Johnny— you sort of slip into that headspace where you’re just complaint and soft, thoughts slipping away like sand in your hands. (You don’t even notice Johnny who’s off to the side with his muzzle on. I have an obsession with this and I am not okay.)
And your jaws definitely aching at this point, but it’s in the far back of your mind, not really a concern with where you’re at headspace wise.
When Simon finally pulls you off saliva that was pooling in your mouth spills from your lips and coats your chin, dripping downwards in long stands. (May also have a spit kink but let’s not talk about that.)
You hear Simon speak but his voice is sort of a rumble to you, like background white noise. He grabs your chin and tilts your head upwards, making you blink in confusion and wipes his thumb across your chin. Maybe that’s when things start to get a little clearer— not enough that you’re angry at him, more so that you’re just a little aware of how you feel, like how when you try to shift you realise that your legs have pins and needles and wince.
(Johnny is most definitely frustrated and super jealous. Meanwhile Simons taking note of your reaction, realising that you’re not in the right headspace— that you’re drifting like Johnny does on occasions, and is pleasantly surprised by this. Definitely takes advantage of it in the future because he’s the type of asshole who just does shit like that. )
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loooove the dynamic of ghost doing things to reader he knows she hates to punish johnny because he's jealous and wants to do it instead :( sick and twisted and i love it
takes ghost so much effort to get you down into that soft space when you're doing something you're so uncomfortable with, once he finally gets you to drop down he wants to just luxuriate in it, and instead he's got to listen to johnny whimpering and whining a few feet away
and every time johnny gets a little loud he yanks you up from that space, and you start to struggle a little more and try and pull off :( ghost holds a heavy hand on the back of your head, scolds johnny and glares, then shushes and comforts you when his tone confuses you (you can't quite focus on the words, only hear a scolding)
ghost punishing johnny when he gets a little too bite-y by making him watch you get to suck him off. and johnny's even more upset because you don't even appreciate it!!!! he'd be so so good and eager for ghost, and you're pitching a fit while you're just cockwarming him!!! sooo not fair :/
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calholic · 1 year
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okay😭😭 can you do a tom x reader where tom, bill, y/n,gustav, and georg are at a friends party. y/n and bill are hanging out with each other, drinking and telling each other jokes yk, then tom notices and gets jealous? thinking him and y/n are “flirting”.
also i love your writing 😭
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T. KAULITZ x READER
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★ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: you having fun at a party until a certain someone gets jealous
★ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: mentions of alcohol, cigarettes/smoking
★ 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: thanks for the request!
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your friend mila was hosting a party and all your mutual friends were invited. you didn’t know who exactly was going to be there but you knew you would see some familiar faces. you were running errands before mila called you, “can you come help set up the party tonight with me?” she asked. “sure! i’m actually out right now, do you need me to pick up anything?” you asked. “some drinks would be nice,” she said. so you were know at the liquor store, putting whatever you could find in your basket before heading over to mila’s place.
when you finally got there he place was a mess. “what happened here?” you asked, slighting shocked to see the dirty apartment. “i haven’t gotten around to cleaning, can you help me?” she asked. you sighed and started picking trash up from the floor. an hour later her house was now clean and it was time to set up the party. you laid out all the drinks and made sure there were enough cups. “you should probably put all your valuable things away,” you suggested to mila. you and mila finished setting up the beer pong table before the guests arrived. the first to show up were your friends terry and angela.
then followed a lot more guests before finally tokio hotel arrived. you didn’t know that they were coming and you started freaking out since you had a massive crush on tom and you didn’t look the best at the moment. “mila why didn’t you tell me they were coming?” you asked frantically combing your hair. “uhm can i change into one of your dresses?” you asked looking down at your casual jeans and a t-shirt. “yeah sure you know where my room is,” mila said before going over to some of her friends.
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you walked into her room and closed the door. the music was muffled now which gave you a clearer headspace to think with. you looked at all of her dresses and chose a tight and short black dress. you quickly changed and hurried back to the party. “damn you look good,” mila said. you guys laughed together and went to go get drinks. “let’s go over to the couches,” you said after you both got your drinks. when you got to the couches. you saw bill and tan over to him, sitting down on the seat next to his. “hey bill!” you said enthusiastically since you we’re happy to see him. “where are the others?” you asked. “oh there somewhere, i know tom’s over there though,” he said pointing to the kitchen. you blushed at the sight of tom and immediately turned away when you guys made eye contact.
you and bill started talking and making jokes and as the two of you did you felt eyes on you. it was a really creepy feeling so you suggested you guys love some where else. “do you want to go play beer pong?” you asked bill, he nodded and you guys started walking. you looked around and realized that the started were from tom and you wondered what was up with him since he looked, mad? a few games of beer pong later, you and bill were now incredibly drunk. the two of you decided to go out on the rooftop for some cigarettes. when you two got up there you realized that neither of you had a lighter so bill went down to go find one.
a few minutes after bill left tom approached you and you were very nervous. your face turned slightly red as he started speaking. “do you like bill?” he asked bluntly. you were now shocked because you obviously had a crush on him. “what? bill? what are you talking about?” you asked in confusion. “i saw the way you guys were talking, you were totally flirting with him” he said. “i was just joking with, bill’s my friend,” you said chuckling. “sure,” tom said as he looked away.
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“why do you even care?” you asked tom. he was shocked by the question and didn’t answer. “are you jealous or something?” you asked while laughing. “of course i’m not,” he said. tom was a bad liar and you could obviously tell by his tone and body language that he was hiding something. “i like you tom, not bill,” you drunkenly confessed. tom was speechless, “you’re drunk ______.” he said. “i’m not, i swear. i’ve liked you since we first met,” you said while laughing before going back inside to go find bill, leaving tom standing there in shock. he didn’t quite believe since first of all, you were drunk and second of all, you said it so calmly and suddenly. the next morning you woke up to mila cleaning and vacuuming. “finally cleaning?” you asked while laughing. your head hurt a lot and you had no memory of yesterday.
“ugh do you remember what happened yesterday?” you asked mila, getting up to go get a glass of water. “well i had that party and apparently you confessed to tom,” she said with a chuckle. you were silent, “what? i did what to tom?” you asked in shock. “oh my god, no,” you said as you frantically searched for your phone. you finally remembered last night on the roof top and your face turned red. “who else knows?” you asked mila. “just me and tom i guess, you were bragging to me all night,” she said.
“ughhh stop,” you said putting to hands over your face. “oh by the way they’re coming over in a few minutes,” mila said. “what?? why?” you asked. “breakfast,” mila said with a smile. you knew that she had invited them on purpose and immediately got up to go get changed. “i can’t believe you,” you said before storing off to the bathroom. a few minutes later they showed up, you were still in the bathroom even though you were finished changing. you just wanted to avoid tom at all costs because you didn’t know what to say to him. in the end, you decided to just apologize and use your drunkenness as an excuse.
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you walked out of the bathroom and to the kitchen. “hey guys,” you said awkwardly before taking a seat next to mila. “look, tom whatever i said to you last night, i was drunk and i’m sorry,” you said as everyone except mila and tom. tom smirked at you before replying. “apologize for saying what?” he asked, obviously acting dumb. “you know, what i said on the roof yesterday,” you explained. “i don’t think i know,” he said with a big smile mastered on his face. “when i confessed to you last night,” you screamed, frustrated now.
everyone looked shocked as the room became silent. “i’m sorry,” you said before running back to the bathroom. “what’s wrong with you?” you heard jolie ask tom from a distance. seconds later you heard someone at the door, it was tom. “can i come in?” he asked. “no,” you replied. you heard him sigh and he opened the door. “______, i was just joking,” he said. “let’s just forget about,” you said. “i like you too,” he said laughing. “what?” you asked, shocked to hear what he had just said. “i said i like you too,” he said again but a little louder. “whatever,” you said before smirking and pulling him in for a kiss.
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