#cry a river anon

[honeyuuyuu]

honerey is garbage

*make out in front of you*

[000marie198]

So Hamas’ strategy worked on you. They never thought they could defeat Israel militarily. They want international sympathy and they have been using propaganda to accomplish that.

Hamas *celebrates* its casualties. Think about that.

Buddy, I grew up on the news of what's been happening in Palestine. All of this isn't recent development for me to believe the 'hamas bad, Israel defending itself' propaganda . Especially since most of the things said to be done by Hamas or Palestine are always debunked with solid proof as something Israeli occupation has been doing or ends up doing. One of those solid proofs being their own words and TikToks. I don't give a flying fuck about militia groups of any place.

I care about the people. Millions of innocent civilians being put through countless atrocities by Israel and it has been happening for decades. Hamas here is also a scapegoat at the moment for Zionists to point at with no basis to distract from or try to justify the genocide

Do you condemn the killing of babies?

Do you condemn bloody gory massacres and no mercy raids?

Do you condemn forced famine? Holding back life supporting supplies?

Do you condemn the use of white phosphorus bombs?

Do you condemn armed soldiers attacking children?

Do you condemn terrorism and rape?

Or are you gonna come in my inbox next saying it's all fair game when it's on Palestinians? Then you'll just contradict yourself, like you all always do, with your own words.

As for the last line of your ask, allow me to remind you, to remind EVERYONE, about the videos Israelis made of cheering when bombs were blasted upon Gaza in October, about the TikToks Israelis made of mocking those dying and they included their children in the mocking, videos of an Israeli man opening and closing his taps and turning off and on his lights with a cheery smiles when Israel first cut off the water and electricity in Gaza, TikToks of IOF soldiers hanging private clothing of Palestinian women as trophies on their tanks, so many videos IOF made of stealing toys and private property and laughing, all the witness accounts of IOF soldiers forcing family members to watch each other get shot like it's a game.

Who's the one celebrating?

I didn't fall for any strategy, I've been in the know before any of this, particularly the event that is consistently being used by Zionists to use as a scapegoat, even started. Find someone else to ragebait, it's not gonna work here.

[stairset]

Controversial opinion probably but some of y’all really gotta be nicer to “Boring Normie” Gays. Like I know a lot of you have a Preset Checklist Of Stereotypical Gay Interests and you expect every gay guy to check off a certain number of boxes to prove that they’re Queer Enough According To Your Standards but I promise you that just because a gay guy is like conventionally masculine doesn’t automatically mean he has internalized homophobia or that he thinks he’s Better Than Other Gays or that he’s trying to “assimilate” or whatever the fuck, it just means that gay men aren’t a fucking hive mind and are in fact individual human beings who often have different personalities and interests just like literally any other group of people.

[mxlfoydraco]

so… crimson rivers ch 66-67… whats your cry count bc im losing it mr crabs

[crymeariveronceagain]

Ah this is awkward. Um.

You're like, gray aroace right? I'm pretty sure I'm fully aroace (as in has never had a crush sexually or romantically) and idk if I wil at some point but whatever.

Anyway, so like, I was talking w my friend - and like, I have two people I really consider 'friends', who I'd always like... kind of imagined spending my life with ig? Like not romantically, but in a 'you're my best friend and how can I ever stop caring about you' way. And so my friend was talking about how they really want to find love and get married and like...

My other friend also talks about finding a gf and all that and basically the point is they both talk about how they're so scared they'll never find 'love' and 'move on'. And the thing that terrifies me is they're like moving on from when, other than familialy, our platonic relationships were ig most important? Like, they will never value these bonds as much as I do. They'll leave me behind for romantic partners and I'm so scared I'll have to force myself into loving someone that way just so I don't get left behind. It's hard enough with my parents, and I'm so scared of losing them, but I'm going to because I'll never matter as much to them as they do to me.

I think that was the moment it really clicked for me 'I'm different' and I don't know what to do.

Hi darling!!!!

First of all, I don't identify as any manner of ace or aro. They're not comfortable terms to me, and it's taken me a long while to get to a place where I can actually, like. Write that? I used to identify as ace, but I don't anymore. Primarily because it became such a huge anxiety trigger for me. And, honestly, it still kind of is. The entire question of my sexuality makes me feel like throwing up, a little. Not mad about it or anything, and not offended either(you can assume whatever you want about me) but, anyways. I love you <3

So, like. I'd like to start off with saying a couple things.

First and foremost, your perception of friendships is completely normal, actually. So many people today, and I mean this honestly, have a disordered perception of the value of relationships. So often they set friendships on back burner, and instead focus on romantic relationships. And, actually. I'll tell you why.

Friendships are so, so, so valuable.

With any luck, any person can find a lover. In fact, most people without much work can swipe right a few times and get everything they want out of that situation.

But a friendship? A real, whole, true one?

Stars, you're lucky if you get one in your whole life.

There is something beautiful, soul-quenchingly holy and wonderful about true friendships, about kindred spirits. There is something so endlessly pure about loving a person not even for some kind of romantic pursuit, but just for the hell of it. For the hell of loving. For the hell of living. For the hell of understanding, for the hell of breathing, for the hell of sharing. There's something so infinitely beautiful, and there's something scary.

Because true friendship doesn't ask for anything but companionship and patience, for the mutual care of someone. That's all it wants, and that's its end. That's the goal of friendship. Mutual care. Patience. Companionship.

Romance asks for more than that.

But true friendship is one of the most pure loves.

The ancient Greeks called it Philia.

C. S. Lewis said, about it, in his book The Four Loves(100% recommend you read this at some point.) "“Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.”

That's a beautiful, amazing thing right there. It's like philosophy, it's like art. It's brilliant. It's lovely.

Now, all that to say, that if friendship is like art, you are not different or new to value it as you do. It means you have a natural predilection, maybe, to value it as you do, just as some people are naturally disposed to art or philosophy, or even to romance.

On to the specifics about your friends. If your friends don't value you like you value them, they're kind of crappy friends.

Because even a desire for a relationship should not change the love they have for you. Even being in a relationship should not decrease their care for you.

It took me a while to learn this, and in fact it's through the love of my best friend that I have learned this. I had friends, when I was in high school, who abandoned me, repeatedly, for each other. They treated me like I was disposable. Like my existence didn't matter. I'd have died for them. They wouldn't have died for me.

But then, I met the girl I'd call my "bosom friend--an intimate friend, you know--a really kindred spirit to whom I can confide my innermost soul. I've dreamed of meeting her all my life. I never really supposed I would, but so many of my loveliest dreams have come true all at once that perhaps this one will, too. Do you think it's possible?"(Anne Of Green Gables, by L. M. Montgomery)

She's in a relationship, set to be married, actually, now.

But the thing is, I have never once questioned her love for me. I've never once had to. She's never made me feel like I didn't matter to her. I even brought it up, once. That I would always expect to be second to her husband-to-be, and she said we weren't on the same playing field, so to speak. I don't remember exactly what she said, but it's settled, deeply in my soul. It was something along the lines of, He's my boyfriend, but you're my best friend. It made me cry, nearly.

She's my best friend, and she values me like I value her.

So, I've got to tell you.

If they do not love you like you love them.

They're not the people you want to line your dreams up with.

Believe me. If you believe nothing else I say, believe me on this.

You want people who love you just as fiercely as you love them.

They should value the bond as much as you do. Don't settle for less. Find friends who will fight and die for you. If they won't, you can do better. Find friends who are willing to love you. Find friends who want you in their futures.

Really, dearest, this has very little to do with sexuality.

Ik it sounds dumb, because why wouldn't it?

But this is about friendship. It's about this stupid world we live in refusing to place emphasis on friendship. Stars, compare it to art! How would you feel if people went "Art is kind of stupid, we don't need it to live, so there's very little point to maintaining it or making more or making the stuff that sticks in your ribs and makes breathing hard." Like, that's what society has said about friendship!

It's been so greatly reduced, so greatly destroyed, so corrupted by the media and by hook up culture and by the concept even that friendship doesn't matter unless you're gonna date eventually.

Literally, what the heck is up with that?

It's so stupid and pointless you don't understand.

We live in a world that destroys and degrades friendship on an altar of romance.

My best friend's brother once heard her tell me she loved me and he called us gay. That's how estranged we are from a world that respects friendship. Brothers crack jokes that burn and make you wonder if you're doing something wrong by expressing something so simple as love.

I still tell her I love her. I call her beautiful. Lovely. She does the same for me.

We lift each other up, point each other towards where we want to go.

And there is so much hope for our futures in our lives. I'm going to be in her wedding next summer. I want to meet her husband. I want her to meet my future spouse, whoever they are. I want to meet her kids. I want her to meet mine. I want to go to movies with her. I want to eat dinner in her house. I want to meet up for a glass of wine and sit as grandmothers on the same front porch and talk like there's an endless life before us.

My friend wants the same things.

Look.

Darling, dearest anon.

If your friends want to move on from your friendship, they're not the kind of people you want as friends.

Because you deserve to be valued as you value others.

That's just a fact of human existence.

And if these friends want to move on, to step out into the world and leave you behind, to cast aside your friendship for romance, pretend like that's some sort of mutually exclusive relationship, pretend, for even a moment like love is some sort of finite resource, and that they're willing to cast you off like you don't matter in exchange for it.

Not only are they wrong, it's highkey cruel of them.

If they're thinking the friendship is limited, that it's conditional, that it's doomed, or that it's fading, or whatever kind of hula hoops they're jumping through in their heads, that's what it's going to be, because they're striking a self-fulfilling prophecy.

It has nothing to do with you.

You honestly sound like you're the normal, functioning person here.

They sound like they're the ones who are different.

Sure, a point could be argued, I suppose, that in this culture an emphasis on friendship and a platonic love of others is different.

Sure. You could say that you're different because you want to be loved and valued in return. That you love intensely and deeply.

But stars.

Lovely, most beloved anon.

Find new friends.

Ditch these people. I know it's gonna hurt. Friendship breakups hurt more than heartbreaks(I've experienced both, I can attest to this) but if they're not going to love you as you deserve. You are worthy of so much more than this hovering feeling of impending doom. You're worth more than listening to them talk about the romance they want to leave you behind for. You're worth endlessly more than them underappreciating and undervaluing your friendship.

Just walk away.

It's not worth it to love like that. It's unrequited. It's undervalued.

There's a best friend out there for you, I'm sure of it.

Someone who will value you just as much as you value them.

And maybe it will take a while to find them. Maybe you'll have to go through more friendships that aren't valuable enough to the other party.

Who cares.

True friendship exists. True filial love exists. You can find it.

The world probably feels really small, right now. It is not small.

The world is huge. It is full of people.

And you don't need a lot of people. That's another lie.

All you need is one good friend. All you need is one. And you'll be okay.

I never thought I would make friends who actually loved me. And then, I did.

So if a wreck like me can find legitimate friends who love and value me as much as I love and value them, you'll have no problems, dearest.

There are people out there waiting.

There are friendships in the world that you can make.

These two people are not the only two you get.

I swear it to you.

[taegularities]

Thinking about how we are halfway through the series makes me so emo because that means we have to say goodbye to them "soon". And I dont know what to do once it's over🥲

awh babe.. why is this hurting me more than it should :') like, in theory, i absolutely know we still have a long way to go. i mean, we're at chapter 11.5 and the story has been going for 1.5 (!!!) years!! unbelievable!! but i do think of the ending to this story and the last already jotted down scene(s) sometimes and like.. today i was masochistic enough to have this lil convo in my head yk?? smth like

them: "will you be okay? i know saying goodbye after such a long time isn't easy.."

me: "i don't think i'll ever be entirely okay with this? but i gotta let you guys live your lives and narrate it yourself now :')"

and then they turn around, look at each other, smile and walk away hand in hand <3

[mayasdeluca]

Can't they have stefania do an emotional scene alone? Grey ruins her acting and I wanted a parallel of Andrew's death. Turns out just like everything else this isnt about Maya or Carina this is just about a turning point for jack that makes him realise he wants to go back to work

I'm hoping she just has that one scene with Jack and then moves on but my expectations are very low. Who even knows if Andrew will be brought up. The bar is low when Zaiver is in charge. But it does suck that once again we have to ignore Jack in what otherwise could be a great performance by Stefania. I'm sure she will still do great though. She's really good at emotional stuff and I'm sure she will portray that whether he's around or not. We just have to ignore him like we're used to doing at this point.

[retracexcviii]

the irony of you putting "dont edit this drawing and post it anywhere" on your posts and then doing the very same thing to someones art who doesnt want it reposted and edited.

Ikejfjenfnw

Hi there, hi there, hi there.

The irony of using anon instead your own profile, dear noe.

Yes, I write that phrase in all the commissions I post here and yes, I take all the photos I see of Jun arts and edit them to have them in gq and I will keep doing it.

As you can see in this blog, I don't write the don't repost or don't edit in my own drawings because they are mine and I don't care when people use it as profile photos, banners, when they repost it or when they edit it. But, as you can see in this blog too, the Luna fanarts I am sharing are not mine.

This artists have terms and conditions when you buy their time to draw and since I accepted it when I bought these commissions, I decided to write that phrase to transmit the message.

I already have had people asking me if they can use some of this drawings in their mmv/amv and I already answered that as long as the original artist it's okay with it, they have my green light to do it. It's always nice to see this things but to write: Don't edit this image without asking the original artist who maybe will say no and if say yes, will ask you to ask me too and don't repost it because the artist don't want to see their art going around the internet where someone will say it's their art when it isn't... It's mucho texto. It's always better to go with short messages on the internet so people don't get confused.

And tbh, it's not like a message will stop someone. People can and people will repost or reedit the things I share here and when it is something I made at least only affects me but when it is something other person did... Well, the only thing I can make it's to stop posting it.

[tuxedokit]

can we get some cmar deets for mermay?

i am. so late. happy mer-june. which is pride month, so here's some random thoughts that i cant remember if ive shared;

cmar!dion would transition during the storm. pre-storm, dion would only use he/him. after running away would be when they would even consider the thought of being trans. only about 6 months after the storm's beginning would di really think about it, but by the end of it she's transfem assuredly, using she/they/he

raz is also trans in this au. this is not relevant at all throughout it, he just is.

[mattodore]

Seeing Matthias and Theo on my timeline is always a treat!

Happy Pride, much love, you bring life to what you touch and create <333333333333333333333

Theo deserves to feel genuine love, and so does Matthias. I want the best for them truly and it's all because of you and how you breathe them into your writing :)

well. i'm in agony.

ummm. seriously, though, this was so sweet and so kind... i'm a little weepy over it, actually. i feel both humbled by the compliments and equally thankful that you enjoy both theo and matthias as characters. they're very dear to me and have been with me for so many years now that — even despite how kind everyone has been since i started posting about them — i still get a little nervous when i talk about their characters and relationship on here. i promise that by the end of echthroi they're both content and happy!! all the best to you and happy pride right back at ya' <3

[ay0nha]

I've been thinking about unfollowing you for a while now. Thank god you made the decision for me. I'm all for transgender people, but the day isn't about them.

[in-defense-of-loki]

Never forget that everything you've written is giving a lot of people second-hand embarrassment.

No it doesn't. 🤣😂🤣 Plus, I'm neurodivergent, I will forget your cowardly anon ask in probably an hour.

I think you've failed to take a look at my blog, all the mutuals that I've responded to, and even more that I follow or have seen in passing, all agreeing with what has been written and shared. I haven't seen but, what, two people including yourself that got butthurt over a post I don't even think was meant for you? The post you got your panties in a twist about was for the likes who've seen the posts I've and others shared and decided to voice their own opinions, usually about how they think we are wrong for feeling and expressing those feelings in the manner we do. It wasn't for people who live their lives without any actual interests, as you seem to not have, but if the boot fits, I guess?

So I'm just gonna assume that you felt called out, and honestly that's a you problem. Because if you weren't the subject of the post, or at least felt like you were, you could have been free to ignore me entirely. So what made you decide to respond, honestly? You're wasting your time and energy and I will forget you. I think you're just embarrassed with your inability to fill your life with things that make you as happy. You're empty and that upsets you. I more feel sorry for you than anything else. Pitiful.

[faggotslime]

Y'all who left Tumblr ages ago ever find yourself craving the toxicity and hatred that this app put y'all through?

The endless days and night receiving anon hatemail, death threats, doxxing etc eventually felt so normal to me that without it and still being on this app feels abnormal.

I know it's entirely wrong and counterproductive to be 'craving' it— that's also not the right word for the emotion it's invoking but idk what the right word WOULD be—, but something something abuse feels normal to an abused person to the point sometimes we feel isolated without it and like something is wrong

[fcb-mv33]

Max's driving is entertaining for you because you're a fan, but we're not talking about 'fun' driving and not about the 2022 season - stop use red herrings. We're talking about fair driving in 2021, which brake testing, running off the road and drivebombing wasn't. Facts. You're using red herrings because its a classic manipulative technique - typical of MVcult. If you respond to this it will be worthless because you've demonstrated you're a manipulative liar and haven't backtracked.

Mate its 2023 move the fuck on😭😭I enjoy watching Max race cause he’s entertaining that’s literally what drew me to him I couldn’t care less about your (wrong) opinion😭😭you just can’t handle your driver was out driven😭go away😭(also maybe watch young Lewis especially against Massa and pls keep talking shit about Max stupid)

Also me🥺a manipulative lier🥺can’t be😚😂

[turbidapoplexy]

Idk if these people even actually want constructive criticism. Like, "I don't like your writing" is not constructive criticism. And how is it nicer than an anonymous "chat ended" message? Saying you don't like someone's writing, or "vibe", or whatever feels a whole lot more rude than just ending the chat. Constructive criticism tends to be something you give when you don't intend to end the chat. it's something the person could take action on. And I'm not about to "It's not you, it's me" every chat I'm about to end because I'm not vibing with them. If you need that, go to a platform that isn't anonymous.

Yeah, agree.

Just saying "I don't vibe this" or "I don't like your writing" is about as constructive as the Tacoma Narrows bridge. Are you supposed to spend x amount of time trawling through their writing in order to actually be constructive about it? What on Earth obligates you to do that?

A DC is already a pretty clear sign of disinterest. It's throwing in the towel. You can obviously clarify if you so desire, but there's really not that much of a need to. Common decency means not being an asshole and saying "your writing blows major dick". It doesn't mean "I'll spend an hour fixing it for you". (And >inb4 someone goes "i didn't ask for it to get fixed", great, so you want the polite sanitised equivalent of "your writing &/or ideas blow major dick"? Wow. That's so much better, for sure. Sounds real helpful, too.)

[a-garden-of-worlds]

kill yourself

Nah, it's much more fun to piss you off with my continuing existence. Seeth.